listened to little oblivions today and have been thinking about song in e and thinking about how it's just the most devastating thing anyone has ever printed on vinyl and thinking about the lyric booklet for the album and how all of the pages are all overwhelmed with text and sketches like this
and thinking about how this is what the song in e page looks like and that's it and thinking about
and thinking about this clip and thinking about the way she speaks to her songs and thinking about how i've never seen anyone ever speak so thoughtfully to their music
and thinking about how she deserves every award to exist ever i'm so happy for her oh my god
when julien baker said “it’s the mercy i can’t take.” yeah. i got that. because when you know pain - feel it all the time - you don’t know comfort. you don’t know what it’s like to be treated nicely and it hurts more than the pain ever did. being sad, feeling that agony, is familiar. and sometimes it’s harder to feel something other than that.