#sorry 2 vent for a minute

[otrtbs]

i'm so good nat!!

i hope that the cheese and wine contribute to The Vibes™ bc that sounds heavenly (esp in scotland).

As for people being mean, ik it seems to be an epidemic i'm afraid. i feel like i see a million asks by writers asking when a new update will be, tho idk if there is anything else that isn't swag money that's going on because i'm like, pretty out of the loop.

anyways i hope you're doing good too <3

yayay!! so glad to hear you're doing well!! <33

the wine and cheese are contributing to the vibes. i went to the farmers market and i let the nice lady running the stand pick the cheese for me (It's a goatsmilk cheese w herbs and stuff and she was like "it tastes like pizza" and i was like,,, "ummmm" and she was like "no! not like that! trust me!" and i did and it slaps and it doesn't taste like pizza askjfhsskgjhds) then i went home and i took a nap and the vibes are just UP today!

as far as things not being swag money, idk i've just seen a lot of tiktoks being super negative recently "am i the only one who didn't like [insert fic here]?" or "how did you all read [insert fic here]? it was so bad." a lot of stuff like that has been cropping up. or people will make tiktok videos praising a fic and then people will be in comments complaining about the fic anad ripping into it and the creator of the original video will like the comments??? like that couldn't be me. i would either delete the entire video or the comments ripping into a fanfiction. yk, like a decent person would. also just some of my writer friends are getting harrassed on the dash recently by rude anons. ppl just being very demanding of fic writers to update or include certain tropes or demanding they take their fic in a different direction. also some comments on ao3 are out of POCKET! i can only speak for myself on this one but ppl coming into my ao3 telling me 'i skipped the last chapter because it was boring.' or 'this is dragging out' like ??? okay???? why would u tell me that. just go away 😭

but yeah i've noticed it happening to a lot of fic authors recently, like no one is safe from people just generally being rude about fanfic that authors uploaded for free and expected .0003 ppl to read? which are just my personal gripes but i do wonder where all these people came from. and when they'll be quiet 😭😭 i feel like people forget that fanfic authors are in the fandom and in the same circles?? and they will read and see what you say about their fics?? like it doesn't just hide in a tiktok comment section. long story short i've been blocking ppl left and right on here, on ao3, on tiktok (even tho it's my personal account lmfaooo. there is no room for meanies in my little fandom garden!)

[lovedtogekiss]

hey guys if youre gonna doordash food please remember that your food is not delivered by robots and your dashers are people who need income too and to fucking tip them please

[coffeewithcutcaffeine]

I have tried to give CoP II another shot today and I simply cannot because—

I have no idea why foreigners (but especially those from the country beginning with U and ending with SA) think that being from Eastern Europe means that we live in shoddy, perpetually gloomy environment where everyone is bloody and violent and carries daggers in their boots, chews on raw potatoes, where we use skulls as Christmas decorations and put barbed wire around our necks for the pure Gothic effect. And where nobility lives in a fucking Castle Dracula so that they can embrace those Addams Family vibes.

Yes, I know your laziness and zero research leads you to the clichés of apartment complexes and gopniks with golden chains around their necks but, surprise surprise, Eastern Europe also looks like this:

And these are just a few results after typing "Eastern Europe aesthetics" into Pinterest that spits out these searches in less than five seconds.

At the same time, no, things are hardly ideal in this corner of the world — it is tumultuous, and each generation goes through their own challenges. Yet they refuse to grasp the heaviness and pain and struggles our countries often face because of politics and wars, leaning into badly done dictatorship vibes just to add the feel of gloominess for Eastern Europe. I am not saying things are rosy here. They are not. For some of us, dictatorships are a daily presence — and that is why, if you choose to explore these things, you need to give it the gravity and nuance it deserves. Pain of others is not for you to use as aesthetics.

I do not mind when foreigners take Eastern Europe either as a solid setting or for inspiration, as long as they treat it with respect and care. This corner of the world is special and specific for both its beauty and its pain. But for the love of Christ, do not treat other people's cultures as something to disrespect for the sake of entertainment.

[nextik]

forever saddened because i could be doing a lot more if i wasn't stuck with my old phone with its tiny phone screen. i cant ask for any upgrade bc my dad will think it's pointless fml

[s-ccaam-era-crepe]

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[grinchwrapsupreme]

My boss: *berates me for something going wrong that i could not control simply because i was in charge of that thing*

Me: I will not call in sick tomorrow to inconvenience him out of spite I will not call in sick tomorrow to inconvenience him out of spite I will not call in sick tomorrow to inconvenience him out of spite I will not call in sick tomorrow to inconvenience him out of spite I will not call in sick tomorrow to inconvenience him out of spite I will not

[sexxxtraterrestrial]

PDA.

[hyperfixation-tangentopia]

Mmmmm I am so tired

[acesammy]

this whole chunk of this course is about how college is different than it is in the movies. On GOD dude i KNOW what college is like. i /already have a degree/

[sateurn]

😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

These sobs really limited my tags?????

I have so many more thoughts this is so so much less than 1/2. Broski. Big dislike

[mg549]

tagged by @graveyardrabbit 👍!

last song: mama by mcr <3

currently watching: nothing 😔✊idk its hard to get me to watch tv shows. oh i did jst remember like 2 years ago or sth i started watching Every X-Files Ever with a big excel sheet of all my opinions and shit. but its been hard to get thru bc the later seasons have not been very enjoyable and also ive been Busy with work n putting out consistent art n shit that its hard to justify sitting down and not doing anything for that long ig. ive also slowly been getting thru various slasher franchises&watching iconic horror movies since i love horror but havent watched a lot of the movies, &its easier for me to get thru an hour and a half of sth Complete than 45 mins of a Part of a larger story. the original scream is def the cream of the crop of what ive seen so far, meanwhile i watched the first saw last night and it was incredibly stupid and frustrating to watch. 9/11 rly took its toll on media

currently reading: 😶 even harder than videos bc i absolutely cannot multitask while reading. recently finished frankenstein (which i started literally almost 3 years prior (its not that long or difficult i jst struggle to justify spending time on things that i dont consider “work” in my brain) (also it was p good but you could literally cut out the second part and the story would benefit imo it jst rly slogs down the pace and axes any tension for a lot of details that could be conveyed much quicker if they were explained in less detail)) and the communist manifesto (didnt take nearly as long bc its like pamphlet length gbdkjd) edit everyone go read izroulia actually a new series came out today&i haven't been able to read it yet but its been keeping me going fr i love how earnest it is in being itself its such a good piece of safe media for me if that makes sense

current obsession: ughhhhhhhhh ive been in between obsessions for a lil bit i feel like. idk this is sth i struggle w/ bc the last thing i felt fully like Enveloped in was the adventure zone (orig. arc) which ended. 5 years ago. lemon demon&lemonville came shortly after but it was hard to feel it was on the same scale bc it was actively in creation as i was there and associated #Drama also lessened its grip faster than it would’ve had it been like an existing show or sth. plus theres less ppl obvs. had a brief good omens phase but it burned out pretty quick bc i had so thoroughly dissected it very quickly. &since then ive kind of jst been cycling between existing interests (monster high/fashion dolls in general, mercreatures, creepypasta/slenderman/horror in general) plus the occasional mcr blast but it doesnt quite Grip the same bc there arent like Characters i can rotate. the best ive gotten is obsessing over my own ocverses but its not the same.... idk i rly rly Want to feel the Passion that fandom brings but none of the media thats blown up interests me enough to consider consuming the media or i take a peak&dont like it cause im picky...idk my fundamental problem is that im picky and hard to please bc i can deconstruct things so easily to see its Bones and if a story is more surface level and straightforward and easy to understand its hard for me to keep my attention on it at the stage of my life im in. that being said aquamarine is my fave movie tho so. but then again i think ppl jst write it off cause its a chick flick. idk recommend me things but dont be surprised if its not my vibe ig

ummmmmmmmmmm idk who to tag u can do this if u want to&say i tagged u but i think i was kinda a bummer w/ these answers so 😔✊

[thegempage]

eeeuuuuggghhh i'm gonna bitch in the tags a bit bcus this isn't like. serious enough to put more effort into it than that but i also don't want it to sit in my brain.

[rubiesintherough]

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[duskythesomething]

love that i called off and told specifically the opening manager (because everybody else does NOT need to know my shit going on rn) and THEN when she didn't end up opening i said something in the manager chat to make sure the agm had been told.... so why is gm getting mad at me for not telling her specifically?? woman i do not trust you w anything do you really want me to look at you and admit i made myself sick mixing painkillers during a breakdown last night and needed to sleep and eat real food today??? i haven't called off in MONTHS leave me tf alone.

[astonmartinii]

girl, so confusing | max verstappen social media au

pairing: max verstappen x fem norris!reader

will "norstappen" will work it out on the remix?

note: obvs everything here is hearsay and all a big fat joke i am just venting my frustrations with whatever the fuck lando just said after that race

MASTERLIST | TIP JAR |

- part of the brother's best friend series -

yourusername

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yourusername: we don't just let people by because we have a big lead in the championship (that's actually how you end up with a big lead) btw.

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user5: WELCOME BACK OUTWARDLY BITCHY Y/N I'VE MISSED YOU

user6: the atmosphere shifted, my skin has cleared and the birds are singing

user7: i didn't think it would be against her own brother BUT WE'LL TAKE WHAT WE CAN GET

maxverstappen1: can you do all my media for me - you give a lot better sound bites than i ever could

yourusername: all my sound bites would be completely unusable

yourusername: cause if they thought you had a potty mouth oh boy they have another thing coming

danielricciardo: it's true i was around her when she stubbed her toe once, it was like shakespeare but concerning

alexalbon: or that one referee against chelsea, i've never heard so many creative insults

maxverstappen1: okay but my thoughts exactly

yourusername: twitter would cancel me baby

maxverstappen1: everyone wants cunty f1 back until i make contact and you ... open your mouth?

user8: not like all of lando's friends either being in the likes or the comments

user9: bro is fighting for his life in the GC after that press run

user10: i think y/n got all the sass cause lando that was not the diva statement you thought it was

landonorris: before you delete i already sent it to mum

yourusername: i'm not deleting it you big baby you gotta stand on your words bro

landonorris: nuh uh

yourusername: i can feel you pouting YOUR 24 YEARS OLD

landonorris: but i'm still your baby brother

yourusername: not with this PR strategy

landonorris: MAX WAS IN THE WRONG

yourusername: 1. i watched the ten laps before lando i'm not dumb 2. i support his rights and wrongs 3. you still won driver of the day and i thought that's what meant the most to you

user11: oh she gagged him

user12: can we get a rupaul's drag race reading challenge in f1 but it's just y/n reading the drivers PLEASE

charles_leclerc: literally all you have to do is spend 10 minutes with her in the paddock

maxverstappen1

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maxverstappen1: still got my favourite norris on side and that's all that matters

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user13: someone check on lando cause DIVA IS DOWN

user14: diva is dead and buried at this point

user15: they're dancing on diva's grave

landonorris: DO YOU PEOPLE MIND ???

maxverstappen1: who is this random fan in my comments?

landonorris: i'm definitely not a fan of yours after this weekend

maxverstappen1: oh then let me add you to my block list

charles_leclerc: i thought unfollowing each other after a race in austria was our thing max :(

maxverstappen1: yes that's why i'm going to block him not just unfollow

charles_leclerc: oh good 😊

yourusername: and that's why i'm ready to get rid of the name altogether

maxverstappen1: i think you suit verstappen so much more anyway

yourusername: i'm ready when you are

landonorris: really? ENGAGEMENT TALK ON A POST THAT DISSES ME

yourusername: a diss? you don't want your sister to be happy? or am i not your sister anymore since max isn't your friend anymore?

landonorris: IT WAS ONE QUOTE LIKE TEN MINUTES AFTER BEING CRASHED OUT OF THE LEAD

yourusername: * second-place

landonorris: STOP IT

yourusername: don't dish it if you can't take it buddy

user16: not this brocedes era for max and lando

yourusername: @lewishamilton @nicorosberg i am so sorry they're minimising your trauma like this

user17: so real of you

yourusername

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yourusername: when you forgot that you invited your boyfriend to stay at the family home before the british grand prix and arranged a big family dinner and the flight back to england and your boyfriend and brother decide to try and kill each other in the race and have now 'ended' their friendship.... relatable!

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user21: the footage... GIVE IT TO ME, SHOW IT TO ME RACHEL

yourusername: most excruiting three hours of my life boys are so dramatic

user22: shock horror mad max and norrif are holding grudges

yourusername: IF i didn't have the patience of a saint i would've gone mad max on their asses and mclaren would've been down a driver

user23: out here threatening the victim and not the aggressor

yourusername: now why would i attack my trophy husband?

landonorris: i didn't make the plane ride awkward HE MADE THE PLANE RIDE AWKWARD

yourusername: we tried to nap but the heat from your death glare kept us up

landonorris: THAT'S NOT MY FAULT

yourusername: it's kind of expressly your fault, you could've taken your anger out on a pillow or a 12 piece wing meal like a normal person

landonorris: max's jet doesn't offer wings

maxverstappen1: get your own jet then

yourusername: @ryanair we have a new customer for you

landonorris: NO I'M SORRY

maxverstappen1: finally

landonorris: just for your jet not having wings, you're still the one in the wrong overall

user24: i fear lando may not see his sister back in the mclaren garage for the rest of the season

user25: i mean she looks better in blue anyway

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oscarpiastri: can we please move on lando your attitude is stinking up the gaff

landonorris: 1. wtf osc you're meant to be on my side 2. where the fuck did you learn that

oscarpiastri: while you've been sulking in your childhood bedroom i've been taking in the normal norris hospitality

yourusername: he'll get over it he did this all the time when we were younger - he'll come back and join when dinner is finished

landonorris: TELL MAX TO APOLOGISE

yourusername: i guess you don't want any of these profiteroles then ...

maxverstappen1: i'm eating them all lol

landonorris: FINE GOD DAMN

landonorris

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landonorris: i think i just got gentle parented (brought matching jellycats) into forgiving max

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user28: about fucking time

user29: baby had his first real dose of wheel to wheel racing for a win and wanted to throw away a friendship

user30: good thing his sister never knows when to shut the fuck up and humbled these men cause lord knows without her lando would still be chatting shit in the media

yourusername: someones got to make sure lando doesn't embarrass himself (idk where his PR department went but mclaren need to run me my money)

maxverstappen1: girl, so confusing when you literally forget all about it as soon as we got you the jellycat you wanted

landonorris: i am a little brother first and foremost

yourusername: hard on the little you've been acting like a whole ass five year old

landonorris: have you ever thought that maybe i'm acting out because i miss you now you've moved in with max and wanted matching jellycats so we always have a part of each other??

yourusername: awww really???

maxverstappen1: that's actually kind of cute

maxverstappen1: and a hunk of BULLSHIT

landonorris: FINE I'M PETTY BUT I WANTED TO WIN SUE ME

maxverstappen1: well i also wanted to win so that's not the serve you think it is

yourusername: you only 'forgave' him because you saw that max was playing padel with charles

landonorris: umm yes obviously, i can't let lestappen be a real thing

yourusername: why not that's literally my dream threesome

yourusername: WHAT WHO SAID THAT

yourusername: lando i think your comment section is haunted

charles_leclerc: well i'm ... flattered

landonorris: you can have lestappen you weirdo

maxverstappen1: @charles_leclerc stop being flattered i don't share

yourusername: heheheheh

landonorris: that much is obvious... you couldn't let me win once?

maxverstappen1: no!

yourusername: no!

fin: here's a lil quick one today cause i had some free time! i am working on guilty as sin p4 but i'm so so so busy and i do be going to silverstone on wednesday xx hope you enjoyed !!!

[ptsd-tiger]

If you actually believe your anxiety is correct all the time then you need to get better friends and a better therapist. You can’t read people’s minds — you’re not being intuitive you’re just being self absorbed. Also don’t project your unhealthy mindset onto other people.

"a better therapist" "you’re not being intuitive you’re just being self absorbed" "don’t project your unhealthy mindset onto other people." hey so what do you think would happen if i hit you in the head with a cinderblock, better answer quickly!