#sourcemate

[maskedseaweed]

Thoughts on seeking sourcemates

I consider reaching out to people of my source again, but really when I look at its kin tag here on Tumblr, do I want to? The atmosphere does not inspire my positivity, and that sort of issue is one I run into often in alterhuman circles. It's just not the atmosphere for me. It's a very distinct case away from "the atmosphere here is bad". No, no, it is not bad objectively. It is bad subjectively. I personally do not feel as if I would get meaningful connection out of it. And I may be wrong about that, and by staying away taking the chance of finding something good from me, but at this point I've experienced discomfort in alterhuman spaces that I don't fit into too often.

It all makes me ask myself why I even want to reach out. Why is it I want to talk to sourcemates, really? I am not particularly yearning to talk to someone who's a double of who I remember (I am not open to finding canonmates). I don't really care. That is a focal point to my situation. If I felt differently, it would make sense for me to reach out, but I don't. So why is it not enough for me to have bonds with people who don't share my source? What do I want out of talking to sourcemates?

As far as I can tell, the answer to my questions boils down to how I want to be seen as me. Sourcemates know me. They know what I am about, and really, that is a stupid shortcut. Why don't I just show people who I am? Why would I want that ridiculous shortcut of people already knowing me through knowing my official canon version, which is an utterly risky situation due to it making people prone to see me as that version instead of seeing me for me? Parasociality is not typically spoken of in this context, but I believe it applies, and there is large risk of it and alterhuman areas in general, which I don't like.

Conclusion of the story is that I snip at my forehead and stick to the great alterhuman friends I already have, who aren't sourcemates but who've shown that they see me for me without preconceptions based on my identities.

[saint-graveyard]

Guhh.. Hi Tumblr... Hi sysblr.. </3

I'm a white lily cookie fictive, hi.. :3

I'm actually, like really really nervous typing this but like, if you're a sourcemate feel free to reply whenever you want hahdhsnns

[mrdr0pd3ad]

HANK, LOOKING FOR SOURCEMATES

Hey madcom fandom. I’m Hank, (fictionkin. Looking for some sourcemates because I have none. Preferably not mandatory over 18, because I’m 21 in this body

Uhhh hm

I don’t care who the hell you are. Sanford,deimos, doc, tricky, Phobos, hoffnar, jeb, sheriff, anyone from Project Nexus.

Please don’t interact if you’re in any discourse of any kind, I find it really annoying.

((Some info about me in this body:

I’m 21, POC, autistic and trans ftm/enby, I’m really into horror and disturbing/problematic media. I’ve been fictionkin since I was young and I only recently accepted it (still find it hard to sadly,) ))

If you fit the bill of what I put above the about me stuff, please comment, I’d love to talk again.

- Hank, Nevada’s most wanted.

Edit: Doc was found

(You can also contact me on discord, my user is @/yakuzuba420.)

If I follow you back etc it’ll be from my main account/art acc @slimeytamales .

((bottom is a shitty sketch I did of myself))

[spoogster]

Slowly getting around to drawing my sourcemate friends

im working my way through them rnnn, cause I'm bored and I don't have many soooo

Here's @2silly4uxp :3

(It only took like 40 mins so errr, very quick whatever whatever)

[29clownsinahotwheelstruck]

I go dormant ONCE and somebody deleted all my shit🧍

Imma fight one of these motherfuckers

BUT on the other hand

My system has a partner system now (this is new to me)

AND THEY HAVE ONE OF MY FUCKING FRIENDS FROM MY SOURCE????

Like i get it sourcemates aren’t actually a thing but also lemme just have this ya knao?

mwahahhahahaahaha

I missed my buddie

[quillxpy]

ANYWAYS, I NEED T9 G9 9N A W9RDV9MIT RAMPAGE SINCE I CAN’T FIND ANY9NE WITH9UT ANY 9F TH9SE.

MY NAME IS KARKAT PEIXES. IN S9URCE, I DIDN’T MEET EVERY9NE THAT I SH9ULD HAVE 6ECAUSE I WAS A SHUT IN. I HAD A NEPETA. KANKRI. AND I VERY FAINTLY REMEM6ER ERIDAN. THAT’S IT. I DIDN’T MEET ANY 9F THE 6ETA KIDS. I DIDN’T GET ANY QUADRANTS FILLED. I DIDN’T HAVE ANY S9RT 9F DESTINY ASIDE FR9M STAYING THE FUCK 9UT 9F KANKRI’S WAY AND AS UPSETTING AS THAT S9UNDS, I CAN’T EVEN SAY THAT I HATED IT 6ECAUSE THAT’S JUST H9W IT’S ALWAYS 6EEN. WHATEVER CAME CL9SEST WAS NEPETA AND EVEN SHE WAS T69 6USY F9LL9WING 9RDERS S9 I D9N’T EVEN KN9W IF WE WERE EVER FRIENDS.

I.. IMMERSED MYSELF IN THINGS T9 PASS THE TIME. LIKE READING, I GUESS. TH9UGH ALL 9F THE 669KS WERE M9STLY CATERED T9 KANKRI AND RAN AL9NG THE LINES 9F “H9W T9 RUN AN ‘EMPIRE.’” IF YOU CAN EVEN CALL IT THAT! I HAD T9 GET 9NE 9F 9UR W9RKERS T9 FIND ME PIECES 9F LITERATURE THAT WERE ANYTHING 6UT. IT W9RKED F9R A LITTLE WHILE.

“I NEVER MET THE 6ETA KIDS.” AND THEN I’D FIND THEM 9UTSIDE MY WIND9W IF I L69KED CL9SE EN9UGH. THEY WERE ALWAYS S9 FREE. 9UT 9F PLACE. WHAT *WERE* A 6UNCH 9F HUMAN KIDS D9ING 6ITCHING AR9UND AN ENDLESS 9CEAN, I’LL *NEVER* KN9W.

T9 6EE H9NEST, I D9N’T CARE.?? IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE. IF I NEVER MET THEM THEN I CAN’T C9NCHI9USLY KN9W WH9 I’M L69KING F9R.

IT’S H9NESTLY SUCH A L9NELY W9RLD.

[thermelalters]

AITA for flirting with a new introject?

Me, age slider kinda male alter, was completely normal in the front room with my partners when a new introject appear out in front, this alter being another octive like us, specifically a sourcemate

I kinda have a crush on her since my source so seen her here and in front made me really happy, so I go with her and start flirting, kinda like a joke but not that joke flirty comments and such

Like, I'm aware she probably don't like me back, even in our source she rejected me LMAO but the flirts and jokes didn't stop, I even joke about having CharChar and LinLin meeting her to see if we can like all start dating and they started kicking and punching me 😭

Chill my loves, I'm not a cheatty one but you know I'm very flirty in nature and she's kinda cute, I know she would never say yes and probably is aromantic so calm down yeesh... For the fucking hibridenles

... Now that joke is funnier because she's an hibridenle LMAOOO

Signed, fucking awesome Calbriet 💅

[motoroil-recs]

I might as well.

I am looking for any and all Half Life fictives/kins! I have a few irls from it, which are G-man, Wallace Breen, Barney Calhoun, Colette Green, and Judith Mossman! I also wouldn't mind talking to any Portal guys either (I am boy Cave and Caroline) but I. I wouldn't exactly like to talk to Wheatley sorry. Anyone else I would love to talk to though!

My irl blog is @lab-rat-girls if you want to contact me! Have a great sun cycle!

Best of luck to you, boss! I'm sure there's loads of us out there, just in hiding. I'm rooting for you!

[deakwithit]

can other gotham fictives interact...unless u r jim, edward or oswald...i know eddie and jim :) im an oswald fictive looking for literally anybody PLEASE

(note i may not respond to a lot of people dont take it 2 heart i just get mega intimidated sometimes)

[undernovela]

HELLO TF2 COMMUNITY!!! i dont use tumblr often but i love da tf2 art on here n wanna reblog it :] i am a RED scout fictive (apart of a system!!) feel free to int or ask for other socials am more active on!! bodily 16, also sourcemates/mediamates r awesome

will block freely if u weird me out shrug, proship dni

[cuddletini]

@di-a-vo-lo PIKMIN

gold piksperience... pikmin wind, even

[flickery-fluff]

Just wanted to say hello^^ I kin angel dust and I'm always happy to see sourcemates on my dash!

Hey Angel, nice to meet you!! It's always great to find another sourcemate! How's your day going?

Unfortunately I can't follow back from a sideblog, but we're moots in spirit :)

[spoogster]

Slowly getting around to drawing my sourcemate friends 2 & 3

:D

Forrrr @nintendoneil & @thegeekswillinherittheearth

(About 50 mins)

[m00nrize]

Mild vent under the cut. Take care of yourself first.

I don't often think about sourcemates, but I am constantly thinking about the author. Maybe due to the complicated nature of our relationship, or maybe because in some sick way I miss him. Regardless,author, if you are out there somewhere I miss you more then words can say. Despite the pain I tolerated from you, I will likely always miss you.

Maybe one day I'll move on, but for the time being;

I love you.

[hydranism]

hi!! we're a system and have lots of introjects. currently, one is looking for sourcemates.

STAMPY/JOEY

25 yrs, he/him, pansexual

looking for anyone who remembers him. his source is stampylongnose, crazy craft, and stampys lovely world

we are 15 bodily

ENDOS DNI.