I stumbled on this post by @velvet4510 : "If Míriel had lived, would Fëanor still have followed the same dark path?"
I voted "no" because so much of Fëanor was shaped by his abandonment issues.
...pause for a moment as I contemplate Fëanor growing up well-adjusted.
But, let us imagine for a moment a perfect word.
A world where Miriel doesn't die after giving birth to Fëanor and Finwë still gets his large family (The other children of Finwë will maintain their original name for clarity’s sake)
So Miriel does not die, but the birth still leaves her fragile. It takes her a long time to recover and decide that she wants to try again, so much that there is a big age difference between Fëanor and Fingolfin
Which, not that unusual among Elves, I bet it's not uncommon for siblings to have about a century between them.
However, when Fingolfin comes along, Fëanor isn't just of age, he is fully established: he has found his craft, maybe he is not a master yet but at the very least he is well on his way to it.
He definitely panics at the idea of his mother being pregnant again, since he remembers his early years when mother was recovering - how weak and wan she looked, how easily she tired. There are arguments about it, but eventually Miriel puts her foot down and points out that this is her decision, she wouldn’t do it if she did not want to or feel up to it, and that's final.
But, perfect word: Miriel's second pregnancy is much, much, much easier than her first one.
Same for the pregnancies that follow. Her difficult first pregnancy becomes something to tease Fëanor about - within the family only, of course, but still. Imagine that.
Fëanor does not go down the same dark path. That does not mean that there is no dark path, or that it's not somebody else who takes it.
Maybe in this universe Melkor can't get his claws into Fëanor because he simply feels zero resentment for his younger siblings. Why would he?
It's not like his parents do not give him attention and if one of them is busy, he can always count on the other.
Did he get some jealousy pangs? Yes, sure. He is not perfect. But he probably kept them to himself and thoroughly regretted them once he had his own children and got to see parenting from the other side.
But what about Fingolfin, the second son? The one who grows up in the shadow of his oldest brother?
The one who is still doing all the paperwork because Fëanor is off creating and can't be bothered. The one who is taken for granted, the one who will never be considered for Crown Prince because....well, why would he? He is the second born, after all.
And he is Not Fëanor.
But perhaps that doesn’t work, either.
Perhaps in this world, because Fëanor and Fingolfin are similar, they end up being close. Perhaps Fëanor here does appreciate all of Fingolfin's hard work, and since this is Fëanor we are talking about, you know he would not be quiet about it.
Imagine Fëanor taking Maitimo to meet Baby Makalaurë and whispering, "I hope you will grow up to be great friends, like me and your Uncle Nolofinwë."
So Fingolfin is out. What about Finarfin? The third son, the last child, the one overshadowed by both his older brothers?
What about Findis? Or Irimë?
Maybe it's Fëanor who dies trying to defend his masterpieces.
Maybe it's Finwë who, mad with grief, stands before the Valar and swears a terrible oath.
(with many thanks to @wings-of-indigo)
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fiber arts tutorial links!
I’ve gotten quite a few asks about spinning, fiber prep, and dyeing, and since I’m utterly incapable of answering a question without writing an essay, they often turn into tutorials. I’ve compiled them here for easy perusal ! More will be added as I find and/or write them.
SPINNING
The basics of getting into drop spindles
A comprehensive guide on how to spin on drop spindles
Processing fleece on hair combs to get perfect hand combed top (a cheap fleece processing tool)
How to get your yarn off your spindle
How and why to block handspun yarn before using it
Niddy Noddy sizing
Blocking linen and cotton yarn
How to tell if your handspun yarn is over or undertwisted
Moving from park and draft spinning to suspended spinning
Debugging: roving twists and knots around the edges while spinning
Debugging: compressed roving
The visuals of 2 ply vs. 3 ply
Whittling supported spindles
Very short video-centric guide for supported spinning
FIBER PREP AND/OR DYEING
Steps of fleece processing, including the many methods and tools you can use
What prep to dye in
20 questions of natural dyeing
Dyeing with onion skin
How to clean a blending board
All about mordants
KNITTING
Knitting with chronic pain (more advice from others in notes)
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Now, I'm about to say something sacrilegious. I'm thinking of painting my Ashford Elizabeth.
Her stain job is slightly off and it Bugs me. I don't use her as much as I should and I want her to be a jaw dropper.
Now I'm debating doing a paint job similar to those below:
First from here and next from here.
Now unfortunately I love magnolia home colors, but I get Ace Hardware to match it on non magnolia bases so I don't pay those people.
Color for base of the wheel???? I'd also stencil it with folk designs. Put a lil Mokosh sigil on there too somewhere. Just to really make it mine.
Now the poll: am I crazy to paint something I paid 800 for? Or do I yolo it and paint it bc it is mine and it will spark joy?
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an overview of my first week of spinning! 1 on the left is my very first attempt, up to 7 on the right my most recent. I think you can see me start to get the hang of it around number 4!
when you zoom in you can see the first few are definitely a bit of a mess 😄 they're also very rope-like whereas my recent spins are much softer and yarn-like. it was fun to set them all out like this and see the improvement!
I also knit two swatches with the yarn I made, one from that 1st ball of yarn and one from the 7th. a big difference between them both not only in looks but in how they feel too!
I'm so excited to continue learning and improving!
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