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First Christmas
Summary:Imagine yout first Christmas after Deans death in season one.
Characters:Sam,Dean x reader(mentioned)
Warning:None? Angst?
Word count:569ish
A/n:I hope you enjoyed this short imagine and thank you for giving this book a chance
When you hear about Christmas you think about Santa Clause,Kids happiness,Presents...Etc. But that wasn't the case for this Christmas. This Christmas was filled with tears,loss and pure depression.
It had been a year since you celebrated Christmas without Dean. You decided this year you would occupy yourself with decorating because if you even get one time alone with your thoughts,all your tears will come falling out like a waterfall.
"A little to the left." You tell Sam when the two of you tried to get the star in the center. He let out a frustrated sigh because you and Sam had been doing that for hours.
"Y/n." He said in annoyance. He knew what this was really about; Sam could read you like a book and you could never lie to him.
He climbed down from the tree and made his way towards you. "You need to let it out." He said with a sympathetic look. He also had been upset with Christmas coming.
Sam hadn't told you how he was handling Dean's death because he knew you hadn't been handling it well either. Sam had been up all nights and days as he only got one day of sleep out of seven days a week. Some days Sam would drown himself in tears or beers. He's barely held this situation. If you wasn't there,He be a goner....
The least he could do was be there for you.
"It isn't the without him.." You whispered as your voice trembled off into nothing. Sam nodded this Christmas was clearly not the same without Dean. The morning wasn't the same because Dean would usually wake you up at the crack of dawn for presents like a little kid. The rest of the day wasn't the same either because you,Sam and Dean would all usually sit by the fireplace and sip on some hot coco. This Christmas was so different.
You couldn't hold back the pile of tears that formed, one tear finally broke free with the rest coming out as if they have been bottled up too long;And they have been bottled up for a year now.
You soon felt brawny arms muffle you into a hug. Your head rested on Sam's chest as neither of you cared about Sam's flannel getting ruined by your tears.
Sam rubbed your back in attempts to calm you down but he knew it wouldnt that easy. But while he rubbed your back he hoped that you knew he would always be there for you until the ends of time.
"You're okay, baby girl.' He whispered. But things weren't okay. Hell things were far from okay. Your best friend,your lover,and your partner in crime is now gone.....he was dead. He burned in hell as fire nipped at his skin;One could only imagine how hell felt.
"No it's not okay Sam.." You whimperer and cried. Sam sighed as he knew you were right.
"Y/n." He said as he tried his hardest to be strong but even the strongest soldier couldn't handle everything especially their brothers death,"As long as we have each other we will be fine." He whispered in disbelief.
"You really think so?" You didn't agree with Sam because Dean was the leader of the bunker.
"Yes." He responded but he didn't even believe his own words...
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spnsimpleman · 8 years ago
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The Unknowns: One
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This is a continuation for The Unknowns.  Which was a one shot and is now a long ass Prologue because I don’t want to go back and chop it all up into chapters. Probably should’ve before but what the hell.  
Dean x Psychic!reader
Teaser/Summary: An AU sparked from a songfic challenge, The Unknowns is based on Season One Episode Nine, Dean met reader in Lawrence as a child and they created an unbreakable bond. At the end of The Unknowns, reader decided to stick with her boys because she felt something coming but she holds secrets; one she holds close to her heart and a few that she doesn’t even really know yet.
Word count: 5245
When I was a kid, I followed Dean into some scary as hell houses but back then, I always knew there wasn’t really anything inside. Well, at least, when there wasn’t actually anything inside. This house, on the other hand, held a nasty type of beast that liked the taste of children.
The three of us moved quickly and efficiently through the first floor and for only being back together for roughly two weeks total, I still found it impressive. We met back up in what was once, probably, a living room. I glanced between them, “anyone see a door that leads down? We need to get under this floor.”
Dean gave a subtle shake and looked at Sam who pointed behind him without a word. We followed his lead, each person watching a different direction until stopping in front of what was left of a cellar door. Sam pulled it open and shined his light down the stairs. Dean went ahead with a quick glance to Sam and I. Like we’d let his ass go down there by himself. Sam waved me in front of him with a signal for me to look down while he watched behind. We moved carefully and the first thing to hit me shined like a beacon from a corner of the room; unadulterated fear.
We hit the floor and I motioned toward the direction then followed it to a large cabinet with Dean and Sam trailing behind me. Dean touched my shoulder as I reached out and I glanced back with a subtle shake of my head. He was concerned but I knew it wasn’t in there. I opened the cabinet and the boys’ flashlights lit up the faces of two dirty and petrified kids.
I knelt down with a smile, “it’s okay.” I held out my hand, keeping it at enough of a distance that they had control of whether or not to take it, “we’re getting you out of here.” The little girl latched onto my hand but the boy stared at his sister.
Sam asked if it was still there and the girl nodded as Dean encouraged the boy to take his sister’s hand. He grasped Dean’s hand and then his sister’s at Dean’s insistence. I led them up the stairs hearing the boys clutch the tasers behind us. I glanced back and Sam was climbing the stairs when I felt it and its stench rose like a haze in the middle of the staircase. Before I could say anything, Sam was pitching sideways and tumbling down the stairs. I connected with Dean’s gaze for a split second then nodded my head and turned with the kids. “Let’s go!”
I rushed them through the house to the front door. “Keep going, I need to check on…” I turned around at the boots running across the degraded wooden floor. “What are you…” An intense tingling sensation rushed up my body and my muscles seized up. I had completely lost control of my body and then I heard Dean’s voice in my head, like a whispered prayer, Y/n.
I was falling and within the blink of an eye, I was in Sam’s arms. He was staring down at me but all I could feel was a rusty taste in my mouth. “Dean,” I forced out through clenched teeth.
“What?”
I was being pulled down, my brain fogging over but I was desperate for him to understand before I lost everything, “get Dean.”
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Waking up in a hospital is always a scary revelation to anyone who can’t remember how they got there, but waking up to a doctor telling me I’ve been out for two days but was completely fine is a whole other level of terrifying. I was escorted to Dean’s room by a nurse I don’t even remember, he was barely awake and my chest that had been in a vise since waking clenched a little more while my stomach turned into molten lava. 
I sat beside him until he fell asleep then wandered into the hall and took a seat in the waiting room because I was having a hard time looking at Dean and knowing what was coming, feeling somewhere deep inside that I was losing him.
Sam dealt with all the noise, the questions from the cops, the nurses, and probably a doctor or two while I was out. I don’t know how long I sat there as everything continued to move around me. Sam stopped in front of me a few times but my sense of time was skewed. During his last stop, he squeezed my shoulder and told me he’d be right back after he talked to the doctor about test results that I already knew. I hadn’t overheard or intuited it, I just felt it.
Then Sam was back, kneeling in front of me with a smile that confirmed what I knew. “Are you sure you don’t want to go in and see him?”
I forced my gaze up to his eyes and through blurry vision, I saw the concern that was pounding against my head. “We both know what he’s going to do. I love him but I can’t handle that right now.” I let the weight pull my head down and pressed my chin against my aching sternum. “It’s too much.”
Sam’s hands framed my head and then his lips pressed against my forehead. I closed my eyes greedily siphoning every last bit of strength he pushed my way. “I’m not going to let him die.” Even if he didn’t say out loud, it wouldn’t matter because he was already shouting his intentions from the rooftops.
It was all too much though. Sam walked away and I drew a deep breath against the screaming of my own body. I leaned back against the wall closing my eyes and let the thrashing memories take me back.
I was in the living room of my fourth childhood home, my mother sat across from me at the square card table while Dean sat to my right and Sam to my left. A round of Texas hold ‘em spread out in the middle and Dean gave me a wink, a sign that he needed to make a trade.
I tried to pull out recognizing that moment and refusing to relive what came next but the vise around my chest didn’t ease.
I slipped my hand under the table expecting that warm tingling that always skittered up my arm when Dean and I touched. I never made it that far as a blinding pain exploded through every inch of my body and every thought of anything other than it disintegrated. My chest squeezed like it was imploding in on itself as something deep inside pulled taut. I fought for breath as a voice whispered around me but they were too far away.
When I opened my eyes, I was floating somewhere I’d never seen before; it was dark but light and I couldn’t make anything out. Then my dad’s voice was in my ears and all around me, “I love you. You and your mother. Be strong now. You were always so strong and I know you’ve still got so much growing to do. You have far exceeded my greatest dreams, my sweet honeybee. Never forget that.”
“Daddy…” My voice so strained I sounded like I was five years old again but then he hadn’t called me that full nickname in years.
“Shh… it’s going to be okay.”
Then some tight ball deep inside cracked and exploded outward. I gripped something rough and screamed, the pain lancing through my chest until thankfully, it was gone and so was I.
“Y/n?” I jerked up in my seat blinking rapidly with a dull ache in my chest and a throbbing in the back of my head. Sam was in front of me, his brows drawn in concern again. “We need some real sleep and I need to go through dad’s contacts. We’ll find something.”
I glanced down the hall where Dean’s room seemed so far. My chest clenched again and that thing deep inside pulled tight and throbbed, impossibly vibrating through my bones.
“He’s finally asleep. You need some too.” Sam helped me up then walked me to the car unknowingly causing that vibration to dull but somehow pulled something else tighter. I seriously needed sleep before my imagination turned something else into crazy time.
I slid inside the impala and Sam started her up then looked over at me, “don’t worry, we’re not going to lose him. I can’t… not this close to… you two are all I have left.” He turned around backing the car out of the parking spot and I turned away, pressing my face against the window trying to cool the hot flash of guilt licking at my insides.
He drove without another word and I drifted further in my mind too exhausted to fight it.
“Y/n? Please say something? It’s just us, no one else is here.”
The bed was warm but Dean felt so much better as he sat beside me. I turned toward him reaching out blindly for his hand. “He’s gone. I’ll never get to see him again.”
“Are…” fear, panic, and worry skittered along my senses like ice cream flavors no one wanted to try. “We haven’t been able to get a hold of…” Dean’s head dropped and he squeezed my hand as he leaned down. “That’s what you felt at the table, wasn’t it? You felt him die?” I nodded, unable to say it again. “It’s going to be okay. I’ll make sure of it. I promised I would always protect you when he was gone, remember? I’ve never…” his voice hitched then he cleared his throat as his forehead met mine and he whispered, “I’ll never break that promise.”
His tears mingled with my own with the oddest sensation. I pulled him down until he stretched out beside me then I wrapped my arms around him and buried my face in his chest. “Don’t let go.”
“Never.”
The rap at the window shook me, the noise bounced around inside my skull while the vibration lanced through my spine. I pulled my head away from the warm glass and looked up at Sam. He smiled, it was weak but then we were both exhausted. He opened the door and helped me out by pulling my arm around him and encouraged me to lean into his side. I realized he also had both of our bags and a key in his hand. “I’m so sorry, Sammy.”
“There’s nothing to be sorry for.”
“I should be helping.”
“You are. Just by being here.”
I squeezed him as he led me into the room. Once inside, he helped me to the bed then didn’t waste a single minute turning the second bed into his workspace. He was already dialing a number by the time my head hit the pillow. “Just a little nap and then I’ll make some calls too.”
He walked over and pressed a kiss to my forehead. “Get some sleep. I need your strength too.” He smiled then began talking to whoever answered and walked to the other side of the room. He lowered his voice but it didn’t matter, I was too far gone to hear him.
Dean held me close as I sat in the living room. I had yet to say a single word to anyone other than him and only when we were alone. My mother was beginning to worry. She still believed that John and my father were going to walk through that door any day but I could see that Sam believed me. Maybe it was because Dean told him or maybe he sensed it somehow too.
The rumble of the impala’s engine was the first sign and Sam followed my mother to the front door. They watched from the porch as the car pulled into the driveway and only one man got out. She fell to her knees with a wail and Sam’s small arms wrapped around her. Even at ten years old, that boy was always trying to comfort those around him.
Dean turned me on the couch and crushed me against his chest. “It’s going to be okay.” He pressed his lips to my forehead and his warmth was so nice then I heard my father’s words repeat the sentiment. ‘Shh… it’s going to be okay.’
For the first time since I felt that ripping sensation, I actually believed my father’s final words.
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Dean jerked awake in the hospital. A nurse was standing at the end of his bed with his chart in her hands. “Sorry, just checking on you. Go back to sleep, okay?” She walked silently to the door and closed it.
He rolled his head feeling more than the usual cracks in his necks. The nausea passed quickly but the pounding in his head was back. The reality of the situation hit him fast and the pain in his chest had nothing on the one thing he was breaking. He scrubbed his face and blew out a breath. What the hell was he going to say to her? 
He had been thankful that she didn’t come in with Sam, he could only imagine what the look on her face would do to him. She had a way of affecting him for as long as he could remember but ever since that night, it was more than he ever thought someone could.
Dean waved to his father as Sam brooded on the bed behind him. Sam didn’t even realize how close they were but he wasn’t going to miss the opportunity to see her. He slammed the door closed and rushed over to his bag.
“I don’t know why you’re so damn happy. How come you didn’t fight harder for us to go? I’m not the baby you guys always treat me as. I’m thirteen! What are you doing?”
Dean pressed the phone to his ear and winked at his little brother. He heard her voice and smiled, “wanna grab a burger? We can be there in twenty, thirty minutes at the latest.”
“Can’t wait.” Her voice flowed through him and he felt the aches from the long ride disappear.
“Who is that?” Sam stood from the bed finally more curious than whiny.
“See you soon.” He pressed the end button and peeked out the window before opening the door again, “are you coming or not? I don’t want to leave Y/n waiting forever.”
His brother’s face lit up, “that’s why you were so damn quiet!”
“Some people actually pay attention to where dad drops us off, Sammy.” He ruffled his brother’s hair as he slung his bookbag over his shoulder. Dean put his cell phone in the front pocket of Sam’s bag then followed him out.
They took the bus and made it to Charlie’s burgers just as she pulled up into a parking spot. Every time he saw her there was something that made her different from every other girl and it wasn’t just the rush of adrenaline and the need to kiss her, he just couldn’t find the right definition for it. At least until two weeks ago.
She jogged over and hugged Sam. He talked animatedly about his school work and something about SAT’s that Sam's been obsessed with for the last two months. She matched his enthusiasm the whole time. Then she turned those eyes on him and everything was golden. There was nothing else when she smiled his way and moved toward him then finally pressed her lips to his. There would never be a word to describe what she did to him, nothing could ever measure up to the feeling that swam through his veins when she touched him.
“Hungry?”
He almost choked as he looked down at her, that sparkle in her eye like she knew exactly what he was thinking. She couldn’t read minds but maybe something changed since the last time he saw her. She chuckled and intertwined their fingers, “burgers are waiting.”
They ordered and sat at an outdoor table. She stayed by his side and Sam took a seat across from them. She listened intently as Sam went on and on and she pointed things out that must’ve been more helpful than he ever was. Their food came and they ate while exchanging updates from missed time. He knew most of the stories from their phone calls but it was different seeing her tell them. Sam finished his food and asked her to time a practice SAT test that of course, he brought along.
Sam started and y/n grabbed her basket of fries then walked to the other end of the long table. “No distractions.” She smirked as she sat down. He slid along the bench seat until he was pressed against her side again. She glanced at him popping a fry into her mouth, “always worth the drive.”
His gaze dropped to her leg and he smoothed his hand along her thigh. He wanted to say it but the words were trapped in his throat. Two whole weeks since he finally figured it out; the thing that had always pulled him toward her, that moved between them seamlessly. He didn’t know why he had to put a word to it, why it consumed his waking hours and even showed up in his dreams. His dreams that held much more recently. He cleared his throat, the need to tell her was so overwhelming but the fear that it wasn’t what she wanted to hear was a completely different ache, like a cursed box around his heart slowly crushing it as he struggled to say anything.
He felt every muscle under her jeans, the warmth of her skin seeping through the denim. Images from his dreams flashed in his head, these legs wrapped around him and her head tipped back as she made sounds that thrilled and urged him on.
She cleared her throat and his wide eyes shot up to hers. She quirked her brow and the corner of her mouth edged up. “Were you trying to say something?”
“I…” he stammered, his cheeks heating up at the thought that she could’ve gleaned any bit of his thoughts.
“Is there something on my face? There is, isn’t there?” She pulled a napkin from under the basket of fries and wiped her mouth.
He touched her hand that held the napkin and she met his gaze. He pulled it over to her cheek and wiped at the invisible mark. “I missed you.”
She smiled leaning her shoulder into him a little more, “me too.”
He had been so terrified to hurt her back then and he stupidly thought she wouldn’t want to hear how he felt. He thought of the wasted time between them because he just didn’t get it and then when he did, it took him two whole weeks to tell her. But that one moment, he wanted to live in that memory forever. He could never change a thing because that night had been the best moment of his life. Maybe the first in a line of bests.
She had talked them into coming back to her house and while her mother would never turn them away, she wasn’t about to let them sleep on the same floor anymore. He and Sam were relegated to the pull out couch in the downstairs living room. After pretending to sleep for two hours, the house was finally quiet and he snuck into her room only to find it empty but knew exactly where she would be.
He climbed out her window and carefully up the roof to the flat end that gave her the perfect view of the entire street. He spotted her near the edge with her knees drawn up to her chest. “Still on lookout?”
“You’re lucky I felt you coming. What if I fell?” She looked over her shoulder following his path to her side.
“Never happen with me around.”
He sat next to her and they looked out over the neighborhood. He leaned back stretching his arms behind him as he looked up. His hand landed on hers and he glanced at her. Her gaze was on the stars now and she didn’t look his way, but she smirked. It was like they were always moving closer no matter whether they did it consciously or not, they were just always gravitating toward each other ever since they were kids.
He watched her from the corner of his eye, her hair was pulled back in a ponytail revealing the curve of her neck and strong shoulders. Her chest on perfect display and another flash of a dream, his hands smoothing up her sides and tasting the flesh he had yet to actually see in real life. His jeans were suddenly uncomfortable and he leaned forward trying to maneuver without making it obvious why.
He pulled off a pretty convincing fake yawn and rubbed his hand down his face.
“I’m not a mind reader. Spit it out.” She touched his cheek with just enough pressure to turn his head toward her. “What’s going on in that interesting mind of yours?”
He studied her face in the light of the moon, her eyes almost glittering because of it, her mouth curved in an amused grin and another warm breeze blew against their skin. His heart stilled yet the blood rushed far too loud in his ears. He lingered on her lips before snapping up to meet her gaze. “I love you.”
Those gorgeous eyes smiled and the heat from those dreams swirled inside him. Her hand smoothed into his hair as she leaned in then paused just before her lips met his for a painful minute. She whispered against his mouth, “it’s about damn time.”
She finally kissed him and it was different from the dreams; it was so much better. He never wanted to stop kissing her for the rest of his life. He never wanted to stop needing her, never wanted to be without the pure bliss she created in his messed up life.
Between kisses, she whispered, “I love… you, with…everything I… am.”
He froze and opened his eyes staring into her intense gaze. Their hands stopped moving and just gripped each other. Her chest brushed against his as they panted, taking in oxygen while they could. She looked beautiful, more than she ever had before and he knew it was because of the way she looked at him, felt for him, and what she meant to him. He pressed his lips to hers with just a small amount of pressure but kept his eyes open and she didn’t let hers flutter closed like they normally did. He whispered against her lips, “forever and ever.”  
“Dean!”
He jolted awake in the hospital. He was alone and the windows were dark. He had fallen back asleep. He could still feel her lips on his but her anguished cry that had nothing to do with that memory was still ringing in his ears too. 
He didn’t have much life left and he’d be damned if he spent the rest of it here. “Fuck this.” He needed to get to her.
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“Dean!” I jerked up in bed and scanned the room before I met Sam’s gaze.
He pressed a button on his cell phone and dropped it to the bed. “You okay?”
I tried to shake off the dream that I couldn’t grab onto anymore. I still heard his name, my own voice screaming it, but couldn’t make out anything else. “I’m fine. Just… bad dream.”
“You’ve been asleep for a couple hours. We could grab something to eat and go see him. I’ve got a few more things to check out but maybe I’ll hear back from one of dad’s contacts.”
I nodded and stood, needing to get away from the bed and the lasting remnants of a dream I couldn’t remember yet that agony didn’t want to leave. “Let me wash up a bit and I’ll try a few of mine.”
He gave a stiff nod and picked up his phone again. I went into the bathroom and splashed cold water on my face. The dream was completely gone now, only that cry staining the air. 
Was I finally going to lose him? I gripped the sink as the twinge in my chest strengthened, squeezing so hard I couldn’t breathe. It finally released and I dragged in a painful breath while staring in the mirror.
How could I possibly look worse after sleep? The woman I saw in the mirror at the hospital hours ago looked in much better health than the one staring back at me now. 
After finishing in the bathroom, I walked out and grabbed my phone off the nightstand. Sam was gone, maybe to grab the food he had talked about and I sat down on the far side of my bed facing away from the door.
I looked down at my phone debating whether or not I should chance it. Then I dialed the cell number I had memorized at twelve years old.
“Hey, honey! I was beginning to think you forgot about me.” Pamela Barnes’s laughing voice eased some of the tension in my back.
“Do you know any way of reversing the effects of a heart attack and maybe a hundred thousand volts to the human body?”
She was quiet then her voice was different, concerned in a way I hadn’t heard since my father died. That truth hit way too hard. “Why do you sound… off?”
“You’ve got to know something. I don’t think I can survive… another loss.”
Her curse was muffled then her voice was almost commanding but soft, “oh honey, your dad and you, that was different. I’ve told you that was a blood tether, you connected with him at a young age but a parental connection that strengthens you for the inevitable break.” We were both quiet for a full minute and she sighed, “I’m sorry honey but I’m not a miracle worker. Who is it? Sam or Dean?”
My throat was tight but I was able to murmur, “dean’s dying. I can feel it but more than that… I feel like I’m coming apart too. Like my insides are already starting to tear. It’s lasting longer but it feels like what happened with my dad.”  
“What?”
The sound of her shock physically hurt and I couldn’t figure out why. “The only other time I felt like this… when I felt this… it was when dad was dying… so why do I feel it now?”
A muffled fuck then her voice was clear again, “it’s not possible. It’s just… it’s just heartbreak.”
“I’m telling you. I know this is …”
“Where are you? I’m coming to you.”
“I… no what about…” I hadn’t said her name aloud in months and I wasn’t about to start now.
“I know someone. Someone I trust with my life who’s dealt with demons before. She’d be safe with him. Where are you?” It wasn’t a question but a demand.
“Let me speak with her, so she knows I’m not just throwing her around.”
Pamela laughed and it seemed so wrong with everything going on but it was one of those things that I loved about her. “Honey, she’s a lot stronger than you give her credit for. But since she’s chomping at the bit to talk to you…”
“Y/n. How are you? How is he?” I pressed the phone against my face, her voice soothing and heartbreaking for a completely different reason.
“He’s… hanging in there. We’re going to save Dean. We’ll find something.”
“I’m not worried about Sam. I worried about you.”
“I’ll… be fine. We’re gonna get through this. I promise. You’re going to stay with a friend.”
She laughed, “stop worrying about me. I understand.” Her voice dropped so low, “do you still have the nightmares?”
“Yeah.”
“Stay safe.”
“That’s my line.”
“I’ll see you soon, ish.”
I laughed through the chunk in my throat, “hopefully.”
There was some muffled talking while they exchanged the phone then Pamela was back, “where are you?”
“Hey, I've…”
I jolted grabbing my chest and heaving a painful breath as I twisted on the bed. “Christ, Sam! You can’t just sneak up on me like that!”
“Sorry, I just…” he walked over and squeezed my shoulder, “are you okay?”
“Yeah, if I didn’t just jump out of my skin.” Then I noticed his eyes and finally realized part of my racing heart was his excitement.
“I’ve got something that might work.”
The phone in my hand was forgotten even though I could hear Pamela trying to get me to answer her. “Really?“
His brows furrowed as he glanced at the phone, “is that Pamela?”
“Yeah, she wants to know where we’re going.”
“Nebraska.”
I handed the phone to Sam wincing at the growing pain in my chest. “Here give her the details,” He watched me for a moment, his concern crashing over me like a vicious wave. “Please.”
A knock at the door caused another jolt to my system and I doubled over then forced myself to my feet. I thrust the phone into Sam’s chest. “Just take it. I’ll get it.”
I was pulled to the door and needed to distance myself from all the emotions emanating from Sam. It seemed the weaker I got, the worse my filter became. I opened the door and almost fainted with the surge of electricity through my veins. “Dean.”
He was leaning against the doorframe but the instant his name left my lips, he reached for me and crashed his mouth on mine. He fell back against the wall pulling me with him. I could feel how weak he was and tried to pull away but then changed course when his need slammed into me. I threw my arms around his neck and stopped fighting him. His arms wrapped around me and the pain and exhaustion slipped away. That energy was always there when we came together but it had never been so noticeable before. But then, neither one of us had ever been so close to death.
“Dean, what the hell?”
I broke the kiss but didn’t pull away. I couldn’t let go of him, not when I felt this much better against him. I laid my head on his shoulder tucking my face into his neck, breathing him in. It didn’t matter that he smelled of sweat and hospital, there was always that essence of Dean that dominated the worst.
“I checked out because there’s no way in hell I’m going to… die without…” He squeezed me, “there’s things to say first and I’ll be damned if I waste my time there instead of with you.” There was a tremor in his legs, he was struggling to stay upright.
I pulled away then smiled when his panic raced through me. “You need to sit down.” I turned slipping one arm around his back and Sam was at his other side in an instant helping me carry him to the bed. I sat down beside him and he pulled me against his side.
“I’ve found a specialist. We’re taking you to see him, no matter what you say.”
“Please,” I whispered.
He squeezed me, “okay.”
Part Two:
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sthewriter-blog · 7 years ago
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The coffee girl Part One
Part one:
Summary: What happens when you meet Dean Winchester at a local coffee shop?
A/n:I hope you like this! I'll probably continue it but I want to know, should I? Want are your opinions? What do you like or dislike? What can I improve? What are some great things? Comment down below! And what do you think should happen next!
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The area is crowded with unknown faces and brighten smiles. You can smell the aroma of black coffee that waftes heavily through the small coffee shop, that everyone in town knows and loves. You can hear the small chatters and footsteps around the line.
You reach the cashier as you sigh in relief. You smile warmly,"One medium Carmel frappe." You order.
"4.99." He says.
You search through your purse, trying your hardest to find your money you could've sworn you brought,"Sorry, I forgot my money at home."
"I'll pay for it." You hear someone's fruity voice declare.
"U-uh, thank you, but you don't have to." You stutter, playing with your hands. You always hate people buying you things. Even though they say you don't have to pay them back, you always feel guilty and feel that you have to pay them back.
"It's my pleasure." The kind man states,"Thank you so much." You smile and he pays the cashier while also ordering his own coffee.
While he orders his coffee, you take a look at his God given features:His hair is dirty blonde, short and a bit of a spiky style, his muscles are well built and he wears a light blue flannel with jeans. He then turns around and went to sit at a table and sits in front of you.
"You're staring." He chuckles, making you snap back into reality. "S-sorry. "
"Don't be." He sniggers that makes your heart flutter.
"I'm Dean." He introduces himself while you get lost in his green, nature, maze like eyes. You can stare into his eyes for eternity.
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"Hello?" Dean asks, once again bringing you back into the real world. "Sorry, I'm Y/n." You smile, making Dean believe you are an angel. "Nice to meet you Y/n." You nod, wondering if this is some sort of dream.
"So what's your favorite color?" Dean inquires, wanting to know every little thing about you. "Y/f/c." You answer with a small chuckle which makes Dean raise an eyebrow in confusion. "Well we meet at a coffee shop and you pay for my coffee, and then you ask about my favorite color?" You quires. "Well what can I say?" He beams and takes a sip of his coffee. "You can say your favorite color?" You chortle with a dimple showing. '"I'm not a guy for colors but if I had to pick one, it would be y/e/c." Dean smirks. "Smooth." You giggle and you twinkle in a way you haven't done in such along time (besides just a second ago).
"Favorite movie?" Dean asks with an arched eyebrow. "Y/f/m." Dean guffaws, making you cross your arms playfully. "That movie sucks." Dean cackles jolly. "What's your favorite movie then?" You challenge. "The untouchables." Dean answers with a smirk. You roll your eyes, taking another drink of your coffee.
When a phone interrupts your wonderful conversation. Dean groans in annoyance and answers,"What Sammy?" You ponder, who is Sammy? "Okay be there in a sec." Dean utters in irritation. He hangs up with a frown,"Sorry to end this wonderful date but call me?" He asks and writes his number on a small piece of paper, handing it to you.
Yeah you'll call him.
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carolyns-writing-blog · 7 years ago
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Western Sammy
Summary:Imagine meeting Sam in western time and him begging Cas bring you to modern times.
Word count: 1160
Warnings:None?
A/n:Sorry for any typos! I wrote this on my phone and if you want dont forget to follow and my wattpad:Carolyns_Writing
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You sat at the bar as you took a sip of your whiskey,"What is a lovely lady like you doing at a bar all alone?" The bartender asked with a smirk as he poured you more whiskey.
You looked at him as he was cute but far from handsome. But you never judged a guy by their looks;If you did you would be single for life.
The bartender had precious gray eyes that no human rarely had as he also has a baby face,with a bit of facial hair above his cupids bow that was very small and closed in.
He also wore a cowboy hat that almost every western guy wore with a gray vest. On his chest he he had a golden star. Then finally he just wore jeans and brown cowboy boots.
"Just wanting to relax." You smiled as you took another sip of your whiskey. You fixed your pink dress with white flowers as you patted down to make sure the dress was passed your knees. Your black matte boots rested on the stool that you sat on.
When you were sure you looked decent that's when you heard the door open. For some reason you decided to look back even though this bar always had people come in every second, of every minute,of every hour and you still looked back for some unknown reason.
You had that gut feeling, you had a small voice in the back of your head that said 'Look back,' and you were glad you did.
You saw the most ravalished man you had ever saw in your (age) years of life.
He had long brown hair that could one day be a weakness of yours. The guys eyes were gray with a hint of green and dont get started on that damn body of his...boraded shoulders,a barreled chest and his legs were well henched.
You had to wipe your savila that escaped your mouth without your consent. You also had to pinch yourself to make sure you weren't in a dream.
And thank Chuck you weren't....
He made your way towards you at least you thought he was but he was heading towards the bartender. "No thanks." He said with a voice that sounded like honey with a hint of stress.
He must of saw when you looked at his brawny figure because he let out a chuckle of amusement. "I'm Sam." All you could do was nod as his features made you breathless. "You have a name?" He snickered quiet.
"Y-y/n." You said as you mentally scolded yourself for making a fool of yourself infront of the fine young man.
Soon the nervousness wore off and you were able to have a normal conversation with Sam. "Sorry I tend to get nervous speaking to new people." You managed to say without stuttering.
He nodded in understandment,"I use to be that way in school. I hated presentations or group projects." Sam chortled as he didn't know why he told you because you were just some girl at a bar. He just felt like he connected with you on a spiritual level ever since he walked into this bar and laid eyes on you.
He cleared his throat,"Do you know where I can find a colt?" Sam asked as he changed the subject.
"My grandpa owned one, I never knew why." You mentioned because your grandpa use to keep secrets from you and he would be gone for weeks on without an explanation, other than "I'm on a vacation."
"Why?" You questioned as you took, yet again another sip of whiskey. You wondered why the colt was such a big deal. One time you found your grandpa's colt and he took it away from you and yelled. Then he hid it from you. Cmon, you were 8 years old how were you suppose to know a gun is dangerous?
"Just the colt is famous." He said as he cleared his throat. He tried to come up with some fake story because he didn't want you to think he was some killer because he wanted your grandpa's colt.
You noticed Sam was strange...He wasn't like most western guys you had met. He didn't seem to fit in the small town where everyone was the same...He seemed...mysterious.
"Where are you from?" You blurted out after a long moment of silence as you studied Sams features. That question made him chuckle in confusion,"Not from around here, you?" Sam asked with an arched eyebrow.
Your curiosity got the best of you as you thought about why Sam didn't answer your simple question,"Yeah born and-." You were about to say raised when you heard his phone rang from Sam's pocket. "What Dean?" He asked in annoyance tone. "Alright gimme ten." He groaned as he hung up.
"I'm really sorry of ending this early but call me sometime." He winked as he left you with a piece of paper with his phone number written on it. He also left your cheeks flustered in pink with butterflies in your stomach.
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"Please Cas." Sam begged the blue eye, trench coat wearing angel. Sam couldn't just leave you in the past. He thought you were the one. He felt it on a spirtural level. Sam gave his signature puppy doll eye.
Cas fixed his coat as he looked around the room as if he was looking for an answer but he was really trying to not give into Sam. But he fails.
"Fine." He said as he lossed to Sam's puppy doll eyes. Cas sighed in defeat as he didn't know if it was a good idea to bring someone from the past to the modern times. He snapped you in as he made you fall to the ground, a bit light headed from the teleportation.
You stood up as you gained control dusting off your pink dress that you still wore. You looked at everyone confused as you didn't know how you ended up here.
You saw Sam from the bar last night. You saw an unknown man in a trench coat and baby blue eyes. You saw another guy but not as handsome as Sam as he had green apple eyes and wore a plaid flannel.
"Where am I?" You questioned as you took in your surroundings. Everything was in color and not in a brownish color. There was a black box as the box played something you've never seen before in your life time. "What is that?" You asked as you pointed at the tv,"Great another Cas." Dean mumbled.
"You're in the year 2018 And that's a tv." He chuckled. He was going to have a blast teaching you new things. "We can send you home or stay here with me?" Sam asked as he didn't want you to go back but he gave you a choice.
"I chose you Sam."
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samgirl2018-blog · 7 years ago
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The Coffee Girl. Part one:Meeting Dean
A/n:Sorry this is so short!
Word count:549
The area Is crowded with unknown faces and brighten smiles. You can smell the aroma of black coffee that waftes heavily through the small coffee shop, that everyone In town knows and loves. You can hear the small chatters and footsteps around the line.
You reach the cashier as you sigh In relief. You smile warmly,"One medium Carmel frappe." You order.
"4.99." He says.
You search through your purse, trying your hardest to find your money you could've sworn you brought,"Sorry, I forgot my money at home."
"I'll pay for It." You hear someone's fruity voice declare.
"U-uh, thank you, but you don't have to." You stutter, playing with your hands. You always hate people buying you things. Even though they say you don't have to pay them back, you always feel guilty and feel that you have to pay them back.
"It's my pleasure." The kind man states,"Thank you so much." You smile and he pays the cashier while also ordering his own coffee.
While he orders his coffee, you take a look at his God given features:His hair Is dirty blonde, short and a bit of a spiky style, his muscles are well built and he wears a light blue flannel with jeans. He then turns around and went to sit at a table and sits In front of you.
"You're staring." He chuckles, making you snap back Into reality. "S-sorry. "
"Don't be." He sniggers that makes your heart flutter.
"I'm Dean." He Introduces himself while you get lost In his green, nature, maze like eyes. You can stare Into his eyes for eternity.
"Hello?" Dean asks, once again bringing you back Into the real world. "Sorry, I'm Y/n." You smile, making Dean believe you are an angel. "Nice to meet you Y/n." You nod, wondering If this Is some sort of dream.
"So what's your favorite color?" Dean inquires, wanting to know every little thing about you. "Y/f/c." You answer with a small chuckle which makes Dean raise an eyebrow In confusion. "Well we meet at a coffee shop and you pay for my coffee, and then you ask about my favorite color?" You quires. "Well what can I say?" He beams and takes a sip of his coffee. "You can say your favorite color?" You chortle with a dimple showing. '"I'm not a guy for colors but If I had to pick one, It would be y/e/c." Dean smirks. "Smooth." You giggle and you twinkle In a way you haven't done In such along time (besides just a second ago).
"Favorite movie?" Dean asks with an arched eyebrow. "Y/f/m." Dean guffaws, making you cross your arms playfully. "That movie sucks." Dean cackles jolly. "What's your favorite movie then?" You challenge. "The untouchables." Dean answers with a smirk. You roll your eyes, taking another drink of your coffee.
When a phone Interrupts your wonderful conversation. Dean groans In annoyance and answers,"What Sammy?" You ponder, who Is Sammy? "Okay be there in a sec." Dean utters In Irritation. He hangs up with a frown,"Sorry to end this wonderful date but call me?" He asks and writes his number on a small piece of paper, handing It to you.
Yeah you'll call him.
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