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unovasrose · 1 month

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confessions of a champion — 2 / ∞

“I have so many friends... and not one of them knows that I struggle with my mental health, though that’s entirely on me.” Well, perhaps Hilbert is the only exception at this point since she had accidentally let down her walls in his presence at some point before they’d started dating. Even then, what he witnessed was only the tip of the iceberg. “Acting like I’m okay comes second nature to me now, especially since I try to pretend like everything’s just fine and dandy all the time just so no one worries.”

Honestly, she’s been doing better more often than not these days. It’s a huge improvement from where she was before. However, it’s not always sunshine and roses.

“But sometimes the feeling is suffocating. Sometimes my chest aches desperately and I just start crying for no good reason, and I can’t stop it. Sometimes, I don’t feel like getting out of bed and I have to fabricate some sort of cover story so my Elites don’t grow suspicious or worried about me. Sometimes, I feel so uncomfortable and caged within my own skin that I have to resist the urge to claw at it in an attempt to make the feeling go away.”

When things get too overwhelming, she just sort of… up and disappears without a trace for a week or two. It happens often enough that her Elites no longer question it, as long as she leaves open some sort of avenue for communication in case something serious happens, or if a challenger manages to make it past the four of them. When she comes back, she’s usually fine.

“I know I should probably see a counselor or therapist or something, but doing so would require me to open up to someone about how I’m feeling. I can’t even do so for people I know and trust. How could I ever do that in front of someone else?”

#🌹 character study.#🌹 confessions of a champion #she knows she has issues #and she knows what she should do #does she do it? eh #also honestly she is A LOT better most of the time #but her depression spells hit like a tornado... unexpectedly and destructively #repost from the beta editor #still working on those

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 4 months

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License to Kitty.

#dungeon meshi #izutsumi #marcille donato #chilchuk tims #I still stand by my tags on the Izutsumi character study piece I did in January - but I will repeat myself on a few lines here:#I *really* love this character. I love that all of the dungeon meshi crew are complicated and have difficult to love components.#But Izutsumi is a particular kind of hard to love. I foresee a lot of people being turned off by her abrasiveness and lack of teamwork.#She is very self-centered and openly goes against what the party agrees on.#She's a picky eater in a story that is 50% about eating good and healthy food!#It is in part about her growth but admittedly even *then* she remains rather true to her self-centeredness.#Even though she isn't as nice or funny or compassionate as the others...Izutsumi is still someone worth loving.#Even the more difficult people are someone worth loving.#And those people in turn are people who have something and someone they love.#She may be a girlcat but she is the most human of them all.#I hope that if you are an anime only watcher and are feeling put off by her at the moment; you'll give her a chance.#By the way: *yes* I worked very hard to draw that skateboard pose. It was worth it.#EDIT: HAPPY 500th POST OF POORLY-DRAW-MDZS!!! What a comic to commemorate the milestone with!

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madamemachikonew · 5 months

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"Go to hell" is basic. "Hope your favourite anime movie sequel gets cancelled after seven years in production AND getting an animated teaser." is smart. It's possible. It's terrifying. It's happened.

#I don't follow YOI #but seriously though I feel really bad for the fans #Mappa has such talented staff but management's work practices suuuuuck #those guys are probably being overworked on way too many projects and there's been too high a staff turnover to continue the film #like I'd be amazed if any of the original artists are still working on it #imagine working on it knowing now that your work won't see daylight and that none of the overtime or suffering was worth it #yuri on ice #ice adolescence #mappa studio

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hinamie · 27 days

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I'll give them shelter like you've done for me

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #megumi fushiguro #yuji itadori #itafushi #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk leaks #jjk art #fushiguro tsumiki #took all afternoon but we wrangled the colours in2 submission #it was looking very green and kind of muddy #so i toned down the saturation in a bunch of places pulled in a lot more grey #kept a lot of the shadows Hard #i think it works #not sure it's the absolute best it cld be but i am Satisfied with it #overall i ws just kind of worried that it was looking rly similar to past pieces colour-wise #i think it kind of still Is but not as much as it would have been had i not made those edits #anyway. emo hours #ive been listening to jubyphonic's piano arr of shelter and thinking abt megumi #thinking abt him growing up n looking back on himself n seeing himself in tht lonely little boy #'it's a long way forward so trust in me' smth smth finding the strength to guide that kid forward even though both of u are scared #bc at the end of the day u Are still that kid #inner child stuff usually doesnt resonate much with me bc i don't like who i was/am/whatever this aint abt me #but in regards to megumi????? OW #in lighter news i remembered at the absolute last minute to lob off the top of yuuji's ear #bc that injury at least i think he keeps ghfssdfhfgsj

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chloesimaginationthings · 4 months

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There's doomed yuri... in my FNAF ruin?

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deep-space-lines · 7 months

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I know Gabriel is canonically really popular with Heaven’s residents but there’s bound to be some heavenly loser with pronoun envy

#my art #ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #i love angel pronoun lore #he earned those pronouns fair and square and now he gets to wear a he/him pin like the badges on military uniforms #of course he has blue wings and pronouns #also can you fuckin imagine being a virtue??#imagine you live your entire life as a Good Christian(tm) and then u get to heaven and find out not only do u still have to work a 9 to 5 #you have to do it in hell #forever #man i’d be salty too #straka's shitposts #sketches

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sealsdaily · 3 months

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Today's Sea Lion Is: Listening Intently

#submission #i work with these guys at my job :^)#lil guy on the right is a lot bigger now!!! but he still hasn't grown into those flippers.#big guy on the right is why we have to do escaped animal drills now LMAO #< Commentary from submitter!#seals #pinniped #daily #mod ribbon #otariidae #california sea lion

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nhyhu · 5 months

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idk when this progress shot is from lol

#i am trying to clear my wips this is from *checks date* JULY????#merthur #bbc merlin #merlin #arthur pendragon #this is one of those where if i ever have to work on this a minute longer i will explode but there is still so much more i can do :(#bbc merlin fanart #merthur fanart #got no description because i am bad at words and cannot think of one 👍#nhyhu.art

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nemkero · 4 months

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[barges into ur inbox looking harried with blood on my face] i’m dying and the only way to save me is by talking about ur self indulgent zuko time travel bs

[i cradle you gently in my arms] no... stay with me.... [places this into your chest]

i think the dynamics would be so funny between these 3 in particular with 16 y/o zuko being pitiful and emo, 19 y/o or post-comic zuko being more silly and getting into his groove and looking up to his older self a Lot, and 28 y/o zuko acting all cool and stoic to try and impress his younger selves when in reality he tripped over his robes the other day and fell into the turtleduck pond

#there will be more #trust #if i knew how tumblr worked #id do an askbox thingy.. r those still a thing #what do i call this au...#zuko^3 #that sounds stupid help #atla #atla zuko #atla fanart #zuko #zuko fanart #avatar the last airbender #avatar fanart

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personishfive · 6 months

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