#suffering rn

[havinghorns]

You ever wear high waisted pants but the crotch is like too high and it gets up in ya business and now it feels like your genitals have rugburn?

[ineffectualdemon]

Word of advice

If you take a medication like methotrexate which upsets your digestion and you're also lactose intolerant DO NOT eat cheese on the same day you take your medication

[alicornze7]

Conflicting intentions

(great now the photo quality is so high you could see how bad my pen is AHJHKSDNW)

[arxxq]

༊*·˚୨⎯ "mm..can we stay like this a little while longer ?" ⎯୧

| ︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶ | Nagi Seishiro| ︶꒦꒷♡꒷꒦︶

≡;- ꒰ °I love you so much ꒱ ≡;- ꒰ °but I love you even more ꒱

lowercase intended

mistakes will be corrected once I reread...

you were nothing but an ordinary person. just a normal citizen with average talent. well maybe not too ordinary since well for some reason your entire existence was well known when you manage to pull a certain lazy football player. lazy? i think that word is enough to guess who this person was. 

it was none other the nagi seishiro. your beloved athletic, tall, talented yet lazy boyfriend. most people would question you on how you manage to catch the eye of nagi but in all honesty, you yourself don’t even know how. to you it just happened so quick. you two were just strangers in the beginning but afterwards you became friends and lastly into lovers. 

your relationship with nagi was worth questioning yes but not even both of you can answer a question on how you two became a thing in the first place. well your meeting with each other did start due to mikage reo, your older cousin. the story quite began in a simple way. 

--

it all started during a normal school day, well after school. it was already evening and here you were under the shade of a tree reading a normal novel that you recently bought near a mesmerizing view of the sunset. the scenery and atmosphere was perfect. nothing but shades of green which were grass and trees and other colors as well that shows the colors of the flowers. not to forget to mention that the sounds were calming, nothing but silence at this moment of time. the breeze as well was just right that time. 

“i had a feeling you were going to be here!” in the far distance of where you sat yelled an all too familiar voice. it was none other than mikage reo your cousin. there you saw him coming towards you while waving and beside him you saw a tall figure of a snow white haired boy playing a game. once reo and his what you assumed was his friend stood infront of you, you smiled. “what actually brings you here reo?” you asked raising a brow. “i just wanted to know how my younger cousin was doing,” you smiled happy that he was concerned for you. 

“i’m doing alright,” you replied to him eyes still glued on your novel. “oh by the way this is my friend nagi! nagi meet y/n, and y/n meet nagi,” talk about perfect timing, the moment your eyes left your book was the same moment nagi’s eyes left his game and well your eyes met. as if time had stopped you were quite mesmerized the same for nagi. you two lasted the eye contact for quite a while until you decided to break the silence along with the eye contact. 

“nice to meet you nagi,” you tilted your head and gave him a genuine smile. “nice to meet you too...”

--

that was how you met, how you became a thing was different. different timing but same setting. what do i mean by that. well the place you confessed to him was still under the tree shade where you first met except it was during the weekend in the mid-day. 

--

you were quite nervous for this day to come. you were about to confess to nagi seishiro. your friend and well your cousin’s bestest friend. here you were pacing under the tree biting your nail due to anxiety. you do expect rejection since you know that nagi seishiro wasn’t the type to be in a relationship. at the same time you were afraid to ruin the friendship you had created with him. the only reason you wanted confess in the first place was also because you wanted to deliver your mind somewhere else either then him all the time. 

“mm..is there something wrong?” you froze when you heard that monotone voice of his. turning around his look was nothing but calm. “nagi..” 

you mumbled. “hmm?” you took a deep breathe and let it out afterwards “i like you..not in the friend way i mean,” you wanted to be straight forward. silence was all there is. you took that as a reply of rejection so your head hung low, but when you raised your head up to see his reaction, what surprises was that he was looking at another direction away from your figure with a flustered face. 

“i-i like you too,” you heard him muttered while his had was on his nape still looking at away from you. “nagi..i-” now it was you who was even more flustered. “seishiro..” he spoke out. “huh?” “call me seishiro or sei for short,”

--

it has been years since then. today was your anniversary. it was the afternoon during the season of spring. the two of you were still under the tree shade. you could say this spot technically belongs to the two of you. you were reading a novel as well as playing nagi’s white locks while he was playing his game with his head on your lap. it was nothing but silence with the calming breeze. 

“hmm dove?” spoke nagi. your eyes left your novel to see nagi looking up at you with eyes that looked curious. “yes sei?” you asked as well replied to him. “have you always wondered how you fell for me?” that question shocked you, i guess his curiosity can wonder far. “hmm not really because most of the time i just let it be..” nagi looked you and gave you small smile. “hmm good to know,” 

you chuckled which made him confused. “why are you laughing?” you closed your book and put it aside then proceed to pinch his cheeks. “your so adorable you know that?” “i could say the same for you,” he says nonchalantly. “mm...can we stay like this a little while longer?” you giggled. “you know yourself that i have a hard time saying no to you...” nagi hummed in reply. 

“i love you so much you know that?” “but i love you even more..”

To those who have sent me request, I have read them yes but there are some that I can't do and I'm sorry to say that I'll have to delay it for the time being. Its not really easy for me to write on laptop as well as my tablet ever since my phone broke and I don't really want to ruin your request in a way so for now please be patient. 

Thank you for understanding...

reblogs are highly appreciated...

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[marcy-wu-on-the-brain]

someone please write my 2k word essay thats due today for me (that i havent started at all) please.

[krystaln78]

Sometimes suffering is just suffering. It’s doesn’t make you stronger. It’s doesn’t build character. It only hurts.

— Kate Jacobs

[f4iry-bell]

we do not have enough grayson hawthorne fanfics to feed me till next july/aug 😭

[kazanskys-mitchell]

the question for today is do i move stuff into storage or do i stay in bed and watch top gun

[themintman]

how can people get a piercing or new haircut impulsively and not feel a thing? Girl I have a haircut scheduled for tmr evening and I can't BREATH cause I'm terrified. Give me your powers.

[circadianaa]

shoutout to me for doing one (1) drawing every three days

[rice-ballin]

if i open up tumblr one more time and the first thing on my dash is hetalia incest i'm gonna go insane

[glitxd-shenanigan]

Got a lil too silly

[just-a-queer-crow]

The way everything with AO3 is making me incredibly anxious 🥲🥲🥲

[izopoz]

[kaymarie-bell]

oh shit I forgot about Idia and dream!Ortho 😭😭😭

[sequs-art-box]

Got sick twice in the span of 2 months this is wild