n o t h i n g-a creative piece by me
Sometimes it feels like there's
n o t h i n g
And sometimes I care
Sometimes I don't
I'm such a liar. Spouting poetry when I break down like it's going to do anything. Telling my parents things that will never be true. And my friends. It's like everything is scripted. Nothing I do is real. And is that how everyone feels? Or am I only hearing the echo of my own desperate shouts. I use the word desperate a lot in things I write. And echo. I think that I think I use it more than I do, because whenever I write down the word I feel strange. In a good way. It gives me a purpose sort of? Like...desperate. This is such nonsense I don't even know what I'm writing. Just so we're clear, I never know what I'm writing. When it comes, it just does, all at once. Except when it's
n o t h i n g. But I can live with nothing. Apparently people go insane when they have nothing to do but stare at white walls. I've never been all that into physical activity, and doesn't everyone think they're special, so probably maybe I'd be fine?? I like to think about what I'd do. I'd sing. Talk to myself about my characters. About my secrets. Things I feel that no one will ever know about. I wish someone did know. Maybe they'd say I was crazy?? Would that make it better? It might actually. Like...it's not as big as I'm making it out to be. Everything. Because sometimes there's just n o t h i n g and I can live with it but I'm not sure about it all the time. It gets to a point where you get hurt a lot then you get used to it. Except I haven't yet which sucks. Should I use the word sucks?? Who cares? I maybe put too much effort into the words I put down. Maybe I'll delete this before I even post it. What was even the point of this post in the first place. I'm okay, by the way, nothing to worry about, I'm just thinking. About something. The problem is...I can never think about
n o t h i n g.
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i wish bi girls were real
this is a redraw of this, which. i dont remember how old this drawing is… three years-ish? i know some people still like it (it’s recommended to me all the time on pinterest) but i feel i’ve grown a lot since this, and i do wish my old crusty art wouldn’t show up so often lol
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AAAAAAAAAA WAIT WAIT if you finished wci then i gotta know how you felt during judge and luffy's final conversation when he starts listing all of the qualities he thinks are sanji's worst and then luffy waves him off w/o responding and is like 'wow why did he say all those nice things abt you?' and sanji's so bashful abt it
UGLY SOBS GODDDDD I cannot believe he actually said that 😭 I love that what traits Judge sees as “failures” Luffy sees as complete successes surrounding Sanji’s character. And he was so adorably oblivious too Judge was just shouting at them and Luffy was like “Okay yeah and he’s super pretty and he has nice abs and a cute butt, what’re you so mad about?” LMAO
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I painted Ringlet, my beloved :’) I started this without reference so her colors aren’t completely right but I’m super happy with it!
also an angled photo to kinda show off the glittery silver bits:
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TW// disturbing imagery??
Picture of Chris.P on your Wall (lmfao)
Happy birthday to Mirror Man(ipulator)!!!
Hahhahahahahha
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he's sooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!
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this is what the heavy lifting of "extra details" looks like. the file i attached to the trello vs what rj did with it. he seriously is the reason v4 looks as good as it does
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