#szk felix

[incorrect-changlix]

felix: I’m in love with changbin

jisung: our changbin?

felix: yeah. thoughts?

jisung: and prayers, dude. holy shit.

[zestyskz]

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Felix smut🔞

~ mommy kink, sub!felix, softdom!reader, blowjob, teasing ~

guys this is going to be bad because it's my frist time posting anything that i write and i don't really write a lot😧 so this is js gonna be a short one ig

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as he lay on his back, chest rising up and down, he can't help but stare at you when you keep on grabbing at his thighs like it's the last time you'll ever feel them. a slight whimper slips Felix's lips as you go from marking up his thighs to leaving light feathery kisses on his leaking tip to then go back to biting and sucking on his inner thighs.

Felix begs for you to do something else, it was pure torchere to him as you've been going like this for at least 20 minutes, "please.. oh f-fuck just please do anything else, please mommy!" his voice is music to your ears as it was the most heavenly voice you've ever heard, his begging always got him what he wanted, how couldn't it when his voice is just so angelic.

he looks down at you with his glossy, pleading eyes and your panties are starting to get soaked from the way Felix's half lidded eyes staring right into yours. just seeing him in this submissive state had you in a choke hold, he was so beautiful with his fluffy hair which now was roughed up with little strands sticking to his sweaty forehead. Another thing that always got you railed up is his thrusting, it always showed that he was just begging for some type of pressure on the spot where he needed it the most. as of right now you had to hold his hips down giving a stop to his movement as he feels your nails digging into his hip bone. the physical contact made Felix suck in a breath and lick his lips, making them shiny with his own saliva. the pool between your legs got worse as he looked so fucked out already and you've barely just started.

"what do you want mommy to do? you have to tell me what you want or i wont know.." a shiver goes throughout his body as he feels your warm breath on his leaking cock and wet thighs. he lets out a soft whimper at that. and that whimper makes you go feral, you love his whimpers, how there only yours to hear and how your the only person that can get him in this state.

you teasingly sick your tongue out to let it travel along his tip for a moment but just really ghosting it over as to not giving him fully what he wants just yet. he leans his head back and lets out a soft moan, this usually would only encourage you to keep going but you wanted him to only get a sliver of the thing he truly wanted until he answered you. you pull your head back slightly and decide to admire his wet and pretty cock as you waited for your expected answer. it makes your clench your thighs for the 50th time as you stare at his divine cock, and how it was a dark pink at the tip as it was just waiting for any kind of attention.

the room is filled with Felix's panting and whimpers as you patiently wait for his response but he seems to be taking to long for your liking, you give him a light slap on his thigh as a warning to hurry up. he jumps a little from the action which brings you to squeeze your thighs together to at least get a little friction as the warmth between your legs was getting unbearable.

"i want you... i want you to suck me off, pleaseee mommy, i need it so bad.." he trails off as the heat is also getting to much for him to handle.

you smirk as you dip your head back down in between his legs and latch your mouth on the pre cum filled tip. he brings his hands up against his head to grab onto the pillow his head is resting on while his legs twitch against your shoulders and back as he lets out a particularly loud moan. you were sure that the neighbors were going to send in a complaint but with all the pleasure your feeling right now you really didn't care about an complaint.

"see, it wasn't that hard, now was it baby?" you question the boy underneath you the next time you bring your mouth up from his tip. the sight of him looking down at you is driving you crazy. he couldn't give you a fully comprehendible answer as all that would come out of his mouth is random babbles and mumbles of your name here and there. you dont want to go hard on him and edge him more as he's already out of it so you slowly bring him deep into your throat. he lets out loud girly moans and whimpers as your move your head up and down. he keeps on bucking his hips up but you can't help but move one hand from his hip down to the throbbing place between your legs.

as you move your fingers along your panties you let out a moan that sends pleasure all through out Felix's body.

"Mommy!! oh mommy i'm so close, i cant-t hold it anymore! mommy!!" with this type of encouragement you hallowed out your cheeks some more and made your movements faster. his hands went flying down to your hair pulling and tugging on the strands to try and keep himself from going over the edge. you sped up your hand movements on yourself trying to get yourself over the edge faster. your thighs begin to shake as the way your fingers move on yourself unravels the knot in your stomach. Felix pulls on your hair rather harshly as he lets out all these beautiful noises. your feel the hot squirts of cum going down your throat. that brings you over the edge and you feel yourself pulsing around nothing as you cum.

you slowly take him out of your mouth while Felix lets out a little whimper. Felix lays limp while your crawl your way up the lay down next to him. you're to tired to clean yourself up so you leave that as a task to do once you both wake up. you wrap your arms around his waist and he shivers, still very sensitive to any kind of contact. you both rest there peacefully until darkness over takes your vision and sleep over takes your body.

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guys this isn't very good so don't bully me😔😔🙏 anyways idk what to say here but have a good day ig?? idk😭

[asterrrific]

Counting Stars

-Felix x Reader

-fluffy fluff fluffff with some angst (if you could call it that)

-warnings: some curse words here and there

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“Y/n… you’ve been in there for more than 30 minutes, are you sure you’re taking a bath?”

Felix finally knocks on the door after hearing him shuffling around in your shared room for the past minutes, unsure on how to approach you.

You’ve been pretty sensitive lately, and he knows it. Everytime you feel like this, he tries his best to help out but everytime he does, you tell him that you’re fine and don’t need anything.

“Y/n? Baby?” He asks again. You can hear and feel the worry rising up in him now.

“S-sorry, I had my headphones on, I c-couldn’t hear you.” You manage to stutter.

“Yeah right, I have your headphones, remember? Y/n, I’m coming in, okay? Let’s talk… please?” He asks, turning the doorknob.

You don’t answer as you shuffle from your seat on the floor, away from the door. When Felix enters, he stopped when he didn’t see you… until he looked down.

“Oh shit, baby, are you okay?” He drops on his knees and slowly approaches you, making sure you don’t get startled or push him away.

You hide your face on your knees, turning away from him. He flinches as he looks at you, worry and hurt now more evident than ever.

“Did I do anything wrong, sweetie? Please tell me. You’ve been so distant this past week, and I know for sure that you’re not telling me something. I’m worried as heck, baby.” He rambles, careful enough not to let his voice break. He’s been holding on to himself this past few days, careful not to trip you over more than you already are but at the same time, trying to keep you company and trying to make you smile every once in a while.

You look up at his words, exposing your tear stained face. The bags under your eyes are worse than Chan’s now. But you don’t care about those right now. All you care about is his words. You realize that while you were hurting, he was, too.

“It’s not your fault, Lix… It’s… nothing, it’s childish really. Please stop worrying about me.” You manage to say, all while trying to look at him in the eyes but this time, it’s him looking away.

Felix now sits on the floor with you. He bows his head, and stares at his hands.

“I just… I feel useless when I’m not able to help you out, you know? Do you not trust me? I just want to be there for you always but it’s like you don’t want me to be near you this past few days and it’s… it’s hurting me, y/n. “

You know he’s right, but in your defense, you don’t want to burden him with your problems either so you just keep to yourself instead. You tell yourself that you can manage… but you know damn well that you’re at your breaking point right now, especially seeing Felix like this. The urge to burry yourself in his embrace just grows more, but you’re unsure how to manage that emotion right now.

It’s just that you’re so into your dark space right now, and you didn’t want to dim his light.

Silence envelopes the both of you. You lean on the wall, looking at the shower head, dripping water.

He reaches out and touches your hand.

“Y/n, I love you…” he whispers.

You look at him this time, tears threatening to fall again.

“I love you. I swear I do…” he whispers again, inching closer to you, tears threatening to fall from his eyes too.

With that, you allow yourself to break. You start to cry and the corners of his lips finally gave way into one of the saddest frowns you’ve ever seen as he finally moves in to cradle you in his arms. His hands caress your back and comb through your hair as you cry it all out on his chest.

He flinches when he feels you grip on the hem of his shirt and when he hears your cry become a wail. He continues to comfort you and it was only when you hear him start silently sobbing into your hair that you stop.

When you’re done crying, you hear him sniffling, but he still doesn’t let go.

“Felix…” you start.

“Baby you know I get hurt twice when you get hurt… please talk to me… use me as your tissue, your punching bag… anything… just please don’t go through this alone, whatever this is that’s been keeping you from me.”

You start to pull away from his hug but he slides his hands down your arms, holding on to them for balance for you both.

“I didn’t want to worry you, or burden you… I didn’t want to add to the problems you already have.” You tell him, unable to look into his eyes.

“Y/n, I don’t care. Let me carry your worries for you. What is it, hmm? Can you tell me? I won’t force you right now. You can tell me in your own pace, but-“

“It’s my family.” You interrupt.

“Oh, y/n…” he pouts again.

He knows that your family wasn’t really supportive when you told them you wanted to pursue art. This past week, you had your first independent exhibit and you invited them. When they accepted your invite, you though they finally warmed up to your career choice that they wanted to see your works. However, the minute the exhibit closed, they met you in your art room and started telling you stuff you didn’t want to hear.

“My mom could have just said my artworks were good, you know? She didn’t have to add ‘but it won’t get you anywhere’ to her statement.” You sulk.

He remains silent, a sure signal for you to continue talking.

“…and my aunts told me they could just download online instead of asking me to paint for them or buying from my works and-“

“That’s bullshit.” He blurts out suddenly, which caught you off guard.

You know he can be unfiltered sometimes, but this is the first time he cursed at an idea from your family.

“W-what?”

“You do you, y/n. That’s it.” He starts.

“You don’t have to listen to everything they tell you. Like, HAVE YOU SEEN THE REACTIONS OF THE PEOPLE WHO CAME TO YOUR EXHIBIT?”

You smile a bit, your first time in a while. “Maybe that was because Stray Kids graced the event?” You joke.

“Nope. Nah. That’s all you darling.” He softens finally, now that you’re smiling again. He sits beside you now, that your shoulders are touching. He grabs your hand and draws lazy circles on the back of your palm.

You watch as his thumb danced on your hand. You feel lighter now that you’re able to rant a bit, but it seems like Felix doesn’t want to hear the rest of it. As much as he respects your family, especially your parents, it still doesn’t sit right with him that they can’t support what you love.

“I think I’m okay now, Lix.” I finally say, hinting in my voice that we should get up from the bathroom floor and move back inside our room.

Without saying anything, he gets up first and offers you his hand. You take it, and you both go out. However, instead of settling down, he took you all the way to your balcony sofa bed. He laid there first, ushering you to follow. You smile at him and do so, and now you’re both cuddled into the sofa. Felix grabs the throw blanket nearby and covers you both. It’s the dead of night, so it’s dark outside, but the stars in the sky serve as your light.

“I still think we have a lot to talk about, y/n…” Felix breaks the silence after some time.

You place your hands on top of his that rests on your tummy, as he had his arms wrapped around you.

“Okay… I’m sorry.” You replied.

He shifted a bit and gently turned you to face him.

“You don’t have to be sorry for things you can’t control, baby.” He whispers assuringly, caressing your cheek.

“I’m sorry I made you feel like that when I was hurting too…” you explain.

Felix draws you to him and he plants a kiss on your forehead. He stayed there longer than usual.

“It’s okay. You’re okay. I’m okay. We’ll be okay.” He whispers.

You smile and snuggle closer to him. You look up to find him looking at you too.

He reached out to caress the corners of your eyes, trying to feel for any more trails of your tears. You lean in to his touch.

“I just really can’t take it when you cry alone…” he kisses the corner of your left eye, then your right.

You reach out this time to caress his cheek. Your thumb trails along his freckles.

“You and your stars…” you wonder out loud, which he smiles to.

He watches you intently as you trace along his freckles, drawing random constellations. Without warning, you lean in and kiss his stars in little butterfly kisses.

You feel him smile as you visit his stars, then he stops you by cupping your face gently into his hands, placing a kiss on the tip of your nose.

“What’s that for?” He chuckles.

“A thank you.” You reply.

“Yeah?”

“Yeah… because without your stars, I would still be stuck in the dark. Thank you.” You mutter.

He smiles, and this time, it’s his turn to pepper your face with little kisses.

In turn, you let him connect the beauty marks scattered all over your face. He goes over them slowly, lulling you to sleep.

He notices it, so he says “Go ahead and sleep my love. I’ll be here…”

“Hmm… let’s fall asleep together…” you mumble, sleep slowly taking over you as he continues kissing your stars. HIS stars, he said.

“Let me fall inlove with you over and over again first before I fall asleep.” He chuckles, as he plants one soft, lingering kiss on your lips.

You smile as he parts from you, but sleep got a hold on you now.

“Go to sleep, baby. I’ll be here until you wake…” he whispers, as he pulls you in closer, resting his chin on top of your head as he allows himself to fall asleep as well.

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Hey hey!

It’s almost 1am here, but I couldn’t go to sleep until I get to finish this random idea again. I JUST HAD TO WRITE THIS!

I don’t know if I did this right this time, since I’m really just exploring right now, but I hope you still like it!

AND BY THE WAY, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR APPRECIATION TOWARDS MY LAST HYUNJIN X READER AU LAST TIME OMG 🥺 you made me super happy~

As always, reacts, reblogs, and comments are much appreciated!! If you have any requests, feel free to reach out!

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[skzfairyyydreamz]

Arguments w/Bf!Skz ❤️‍🩹

(listening to Found Eachother by Kodoku on repeat while reading this is highly recommended for ambience purposes). Masterlists

Genre: Angst (i tried) , humor/crack, smau, skztexts

Warnings: Bf!Skz, Husband/dad!Felix, Cussing, Mentions of breakup, mentions of cheating, szk x fem reader, a tiny bit suggestive (Hyunjin), some are alot more angsty than the others, some are playful.

A/n: so sorry this post took over a week, work and life got a little intense and on top of that i was superrr sick 😭(but we back bc they cant kill me imma bad b!tch)😂! i wanted to feeeel something so i tried something new and gave the angst theme a try (please reblog and give me your feedback! it is highly appreciated) (Taglist is open!)

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[astroyongie]

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I don't know if you've done szk already ?

MTL Stray Kids To Get Physical For Their S/O

Hyunjin

Bangchan

IN

Changbin

Han

Felix

Minho

Seungmin

[moonlight-yuyu]

Thank you for answering my ask about szk platonic and 18+ :). I was surprised for the 18+ version. Usually people always pair me with hyunjin, maybe because he's a pisces and well pisces and scorpio are supposed to be a match. But you put the hyung line first (minho chan and changbin) and you're so right about that. I don't know if it's the scorpio venus/mars in their chart but they draw me in like a moth to a flame while I feel zero attraction toward hyunjin.

Not surprised for the platonic line though. Felix would definitely be my bestie I can feel it. Hyunjin and seungmin as well.

I mainly put chan and Minho at the top because of their scorpio placements and I think that these would match pretty well with your sun and Venus signs! I'm glad you enjoyed your ship tho!!

[purplelalaland]

“Is any of you going to explain what the fuck was all that bullshit about?” Minho’s voice is low, coming out in between his teeth. His body looks relax, a complete opposite from the fury in his eyes.

Making him mad was something hard to do, he usually didn’t take anything personal and cared too little about what others did or say. That’s why Han knew whenever it happened, whenever Minho got angry, it was something no one would want to be witness of.

But not only Minho was angry. Changbin was too, and Jisung knew they probably took things a little too far this time.

“For a moment I thought the judges were going to see us fighting,” Felix says, he scratches the back of his neck, his eyes fixed on the ground, too scared to look at anyone. And Han can’t stop the bit if guilt making its way through him by seeing Felix acting this way.

“Everything was alright at the end,” he says trying to sound relax, as if him and Chan didn’t just almost ruin their whole presentation. “The judges were amazed by our stage.”

“But we could’ve been disqualified before even having a chance to perform! That was so fucking selfish of both of you! what the fuck where you thinking?!”

Hyunjin’s voice is like squeaky chalk against a blackboard. And what makes it more annoying to Han is that he is right. They were being selfish.

Chan and him almost fucked up real bad. But what dis the rest of the guys expected him to do when Chan came to him ready to pick a fight? Run away? Hide? Granted Chan looked really intimidating but he wasn’t about to chicken out and let him get away with that stupid attitude of his. Someone needed to stop him and Han didn’t mind being that person. He was thrilled to be honest.

After the fight the had after the party the only thing Han wanted was to show Bang Chan how stupid he was acting, pretending to be better than everyone and judging other people’s actions. It’s not really like he wanted the fight to get to the point they almost took it, but if that was the only way to make him understand, what could’ve he done?

“I told you both to stop the bullshit,” Chanbing says in such a disappointed tone it makes Han realize how stupid he was. “I told you to fix it and you almost ruined everything for what? WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON BETWEEN YOU TWO?!”

“Guys I don’t think yelling will help right now,” Seungmin says. He looks concerned but above everything else he looks like the only person that can maintain whatever little peace is left in the room. “What is done is done, we just have to make sure that doesn’t happen again.”

“That’s bullshit!” Minho says shaking his head, his eyes fixed on Han and then on Chan. “First, we had to deal with Hyunjin’s and Han’s stupid rivalry or whatever the fuck that was, and now this?!”

“It seems like there is a common denominator,” Hyunjin whispers, but Han hears it clearly. And as much as he will like to tell him what’s on his mind, he keeps quiet. He knows now is not the moment to make things worse.

“What’s going on Han?” Seungmin ask in his calm voice and Han stomach turns.

Why does everyone thinks this is his fault? He knows that he might not be the easiest going person sometimes, and maybe he carries more anger inside him that he will like to admit, wanting to fight everyone and anyone at times, but this time it wasn’t him. Bang Chan is the one who started it and he was just ready to defend himself. But just as he is just about to protest, someone cuts him off.

“It was my fault,” Chan says, and that surprises everyone.

“What do you mean?” Minho asks, confused.

Of course, no one could think Chan is capable of being an asshole. He looks like someone who won’t ever let his impulses rule over his head, he is someone reliable and centered. But this time he let his feelings take over him and he didn’t understand why.

Why would he want to start a fight with Han unprovoked? Why was he so bothered by the fact that Han had confronted him about y/n? And why was he so mad about finding out he had feelings for her?

Chan knew the love he had for y/n was the same type of loved he had for his siblings, but finding out Han loved y/n in the kind of way he loved Ash once, that had made him furious. Even more than when he found out y/n feelings for Hyunjin were actually reciprocated.

Why was he so bothered by the idea of Han loving y/n?

That had been the question that came to his mind right after Minho and Changbin broke off what could’ve been a horrible fight between him and Han. He didn’t know why he started it until they were away from each other right before their names were called out to perform.

And Minho was right, they were lucky no one from the staff found out about it. They would’ve been kicked out of the competition right there and then.

“Why did you do that?” Jeongin asks and for some reason Chan can’t bring himself up to lie to him.

Maybe is the way he asked the question, as if he had just found out the person he looked up to the most was an imposter; or maybe it was the way he was looking at him, confused and concerned. But he said the only honest thing he could say without throwing Han and his feelings under the bus.

“I was worried about y/n.”

“What does y/n has to do with any of this?” Hyunjin asks. His jaw is tensed and his hands becoming fists don’t go unnoticed by Chan.

The same way it doesn’t go unnoticed how Han takes a small step closer to Hyunjin, almost as if putting himself in between the guy and Chan. No one else notices this, but Chan does, and nor for the first time this day he feels like the biggest idiot on earth.

“I was just being an idiot. There is something I should’ve done a long time ago,” he says, too exhausted to make something up. “Something concerning her, and Han called me out on it and I got pissed because he was right and I just didn’t want to admit it.”

“Are you in love with her?”

Han can’t believe what Felix just asked. Felix who is looking from Chan to Hyunjin and back. The last one waiting expectant for and answer.

Han’s eyes are fixed on Chan. Waiting for the answer. Could it be possible? Could he had miss read Chan’s loved for y/n as something brotherly when in reality it was something… else? Could Chan be in love with y/n?

“I am not,” he finally says and it feels like the whole room is breathing again. “But I have done stupid shit I have to take care of, and Han knew that and he called me out and I was just... angry.”

“Well, whatever that was you got to take care of it,” Minho says looking less angry but still annoyed. “And you two have to fix this shit going on between you. We cannot afford going through something like this again.”

“Yeah, I understand,” Chan says and for the first time he looks at Han whom only nods.

“I think we shouldn’t tell y/n anything that just happened. She has already dealt with a lot of our bullshit,” Han says looking at everyone in the room, his eyes staying in Hyunjin’s a little longer. “We will deal with this ourselves.”

—Waiting On You—

SKZ+reader - College SKZ smau: crack, angst, steamy, mature.

Chapter 28. Testing my patience

Warnings: Swearing

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[levhanter]

he’s having fun

[stayarmytiny3rachalovebot]

thunderous era felix 😍😍

[peakypacks]

stray kids headers

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[incorrect-changlix]

felix: don’t break someone’s heart, they only have one

minho: yeah, break their bones. they have 206

[uchukiyoo]

You Smell So Good [ Lee Felix - Stray Kids]

Pairing : Felix x Reader

Genre : Fluff

Word count : 1324

I hope you'll like this little something ! i haven't posted here in ages but i'm finally done with uni so i'll definitely have more time to write !

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" Hey Y/N...do you have plans for this weekend?”

“Hey Felix” you smiled “I don't, why ?” You chuckled, putting your math copybook in your backpack.

“Hum I was just wondering if-” He started.

“If you wanted to come with us at Hyunjin's”. Said Jisung, his best friend, slapping Felix on the butt.

“Yeah why not! When is it?”

“Saturday night 'til Sunday” Jisung replied, winking at you “Just the 6 of us, having fun...”

“Okay I'll come, See you later guys!”

You took your backpack and waved at them before leaving the classroom.

As soon as you left, Felix pushed Jisung.

“Dude! Are you serious?! I was going to ask your out!”

“I know but you looked so pathetic I had to do something for your own good” the boy replied, softly laughing

“You're an asshole...”

“I know baby”

Felix took his bag and left the classroom, followed by his best friend.

They were walking with Hyunjin to the convenience store to buy things for the weekend.

" So, what do we need?” Asked Hyunjin, pushing the cart

“Snacks, ramyeon, instant rice and alcohol...” Said Jisung, putting bags of potato chips in the cart.

“By the way, Y/N is coming” continued Jisung, which instantly made Felix blush

“Really”

“Yup, I invited her! Felix was too scared to do it”

“I wanted to but he came and humiliated me!” Said the youngest, hitting Jisung’s arm

“Anyways...no one cares about who invited her” cut Hyunjin rolling his eyes

“Yeah, the important info is that she’ll be here ~ I can't wait!” Continued Jisung

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" Where is that damn shoe?! You screamed as you were finishing to get ready for the little party at Hyunjin’s.

After 15 minutes of intense research, you finally found it under your bed and put it on before taking your bag.

You looked at yourself in the mirror one last time and exited your house.

Hyunjin’s place wasn’t actually far from your house so you could go by foot.

A few minutes later, you arrived and rung the bell.

Jinsung opened the door.

"Hey! You're here! GUYS Y/N IS HERE!”

Chan exclaimed the moment you entered in the house.

“Hey guys!” You smiled, grabbing the red cup Jisung was handing you.

“Wow this is really good!” You stated, drinking a little bit of the blue drink.

“You like it? I made it, it’s a special mix!” He bragged, causing Felix to roll his eyes.

Suddenly, one of your favorite song started playing, you put the cup down and walked towards the living room, where Hyunjin and two other girls were dancing.

“I love that song! Who wants to dance?” You asked,

Felix and Jisung looked at each other, as if they were in a competition.

“Me!” They exclaimed at the same time.

The three of you started to dance together.

Felix was in front of you, your hand was on his shoulder while Jisung was behind your, his hand on your hip and his head on your shoulder.

Felix was pissed off. Jisung was his best friend but he kept on flirting with you while he knew he had a crush on you.

You were beautiful, Felix knew a lot of people liked you but Jisung already had a "girlfriend"...In fact, Mina wasn't really is girlfriend...they were more like friends with benefits, even though Felix was pretty sure Mina had very strong feelings for Jisung.

A few hours later, the mood was still up and you were looking for something fun to do.

Felix was just chilling with Hyunjin because Hyunjin was god-knows-where and he didn't want to go look for him.

You were really drunk, you knew it though, so you weren’t totally wasted.

You were going to the kitchen to drink some water when a hand grabbed your wrist and pulled you.

You landed on a totally wasted Jisung's lap.

“Heeeeey youuu ~” He said smiling like an idiot.

“I think you're drunk Jisung!” You laughed because you were too.

“Wooow since when do you have freckles??? Wait. imma count’em…” He slurred, approaching his finger from your face

“wait do I have freckles?” you replied, not being able to think straight

He started to count your imaginary freckles really seriously and you cracked up because he was actually really cute.

“You know you ...are... really cute. I love how you dress too…I wanted to tell you buuuut..oh butt hihi butt!” You said, feeling your head spinning

He kissed your forehead.

“You’re a bit too high”

He kissed your nose.

“Still too high...”

The moment he pecked your lips, Felix entered the kitchen with Mina and Hyunjin.

Felix was mad. He grabbed your hand and led your upstairs.

“Waaait …Lee Felix what are you doing??? Okay slow down I’m gonna be sick”

“Shhh!” he simply replied

He pushed you in one of the bedrooms and closed the door.

“You're so annoying! Why are you like that? Don't you see that he just doesn't care about you like I do?? Gosh I hate this...” he complained

You lied on the bed, ready to fall asleep

“Huh?”

“Ugh…nothing…just forget it.”

He sat on the bed next to you.

“I know you're drunk and probably not even listening to me but...” He started

You took the end of his shirt and started to play with it which made him softly chuckle.

“-but I just wanna say that I really like you, even if you like Jisung more or don't like me at all, I just wanted you to know that...”

You stayed silent and kept playing with his clothes like a child.

“Yeah...as expected you're not even listening...”

He was about to stand up when you said seriously:

“I like you Felix…”

He literally froze in place and turn around.

“Huh?? what did you just say??”

You were talking really slowly

“I said: I like you Felix at least I think I do”

“Are you serious though???”

“you're nice and funny...Jisung is nice too...and cute…I think he kissed me earlier…”

“Yes... he did.”

“Oh…but why though? Because I like you not him.”

“Because you're totally adorable and pretty...and since he knows I've had a crush on you since middle school, he wanted to piss me off...and he succeed.”

“You had a crush on me all this time? That's cute.”

you stopped to think about what you wanted to say.

“I guess I kind of had a crush on you too at some point...like, last year when we were next to each other in English class? Every time we had to work together, I would feel my heart beat faster.”

Felix was shaking, a drunk Y/N was "confessing" to him in Jisung's parent’s bedroom at 1:26 am.

You were talking as if Felix wasn’t even here

“Or you know when we did a giant "spin the bottle" game in p.e class in 8th grade and you had to kiss this girl, I don’t even remember her name…? I didn't leave because I went to the bathroom. I was just jealous... And when you performed the school drama with Chaeyoung, I wished so bad I was her…you know I like you a lot but I will never admit it…because at school all these guys hit on me every day but in fact I've never had a boyfriend in my life...and I secretly wish you would be my first...you know…”

Felix was probably smiling like an idiot.

You two kept silent for a long moment and when Felix talked again, you didn’t answer.

“Y/N? Oh she’s sleeping...I should leave then.”

He stood up but you grabbed his hand.

“Can you…stay? It's cold…” you whispered

“Sure.”

He took off his jacket and laid down next to you.

You snuggled up against him and put your head in the crook of his neck.

-You smell...so good…

Felix was so happy that he felt like his heart would explode. It was probably the best day of his life.

[dalamjisung]

bedroom ceiling, part two ✽ bang chan

word count: 1665

genre: fluff

pairing: bang chan x reader

description: you type and delete and type and delete and you finally send.

[inspired on the song BEDROOM CEILING by SODY: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IbUOL39weZY]

Hey.

You stare at the message for what feels like the whole night. Grey only, no blue. For someone who has been writing messages for weeks, you feel pretty pathetic not knowing what to write now. Your ceiling, still staring at you, still quiet and all-knowing, mocks you now; laughs at your face as you sob in your pillow, desperate for help, for comfort.

The sun, early and bright, now shines in your face, and you stare at it– you stare hoping that you’d see something, a hint. Guidance. That’s what you need. A soothing voice, calming words… you need someone to tell you what to do, what to think. You’ve exhausted yourself over the past weeks thinking too much, crying too much, sleeping too little, and you just can’t do it anymore. But it doesn’t matter since he’s voice is the only one you want to hear. His embrace the only one you want to feel and his words are the only ones that matter. Truth is, you don’t know how to live without Bang Chan. Things are not as beautiful as he made them seem and you just want that back. You just want him back.

H…

Hi.

You can’t believe you did it, but it is almost like your hands work on their own, reaching out for him. Take me, they seem to scream. Take me again and never let me go. 

How you’ve been?

Isn’t that the true question? How have you been? Would it be okay to tell him that you’ve been miserable, barely alive, ever since he left? Would it be acceptable to say you’ve been crying every night just so you can fall asleep, otherwise you’ll just be up for days, again? Or should you lie, like you’ve been lying to everyone else and say you’re fine?

Sighing, you frown, remembering the many times Chan made a point of telling you you couldn’t lie to him– he’d always know, because he knows you. Does he though? Does he still know you, now, after all the heartbreak? 

Do you know you? 

How have you been?, is your answer. He is the one that left, you reason. He should be the one answering first. 

Terrible.

Same.

Can we talk?

Yeah.

Okay.

Open the door, please. 

I’m outside.

You can’t move. You’ve been waiting weeks to hear that sentence, to see it, but now you have it, you can’t move. He’s there, with his fluffy hair and bright eyes and soothing words but you are not sure you are ready to hear them, see him. You are not ready to face the doubt that now follows Chan around– is he the one for me?

Something inside you snap and you are moving, running, more like it, to put things in their rightful place, but then you stop. Ever since he left, nothing’s been right; who are you trying to fool? And why?

“Come on, Y/N,” You mutter to yourself, hand on the door knob. “It’s okay. It’s Chan. It’s Chan, oh my god, it’s Chan–“

Relief washes over you and you throw yourself into his open arms as soon as you see him, eyes dull and smile gone, but still there. He steps towards you and you meet each other halfway, the embrace much more than just a mere I miss you or I love you. It is reassurance, that embrace; a reminder that yes, he left, and yes, you let him, but no matter what, you find each other again… even things don’t go back to the way they were. 

Pulling yourself away, you take your time looking into his eyes, and how tired they look. He reminds you of yourself and you feel like crying.

“Hey,” He says, and you can just hear the nervousness in his voice. “Can I come in?”

“This is still your home,” You nod, giving him space. “For now, at least.”

“Y/N…” 

“Why are you here?”

Ain’t that the million dollar question? Better to just get it out of the way than to pretend everything is fine and dandy… because you are not sure you’ll be able to handle the let down after it.

“Why are you here, Chan?” You ask again, ignoring the crack in your voice. “I need to know.”

“Me too,” He sighs. “I need to know too because all I remember is going out for a walk and ending up in front of our door!”

Our. The word, so short and quick, makes you feel as if everything it’s okay, because that’s not your door, or his door… it’s both of you guys’, because that’s still his home, too. 

“What happened that day?” He asks and you finally gather enough courage to move your eyes from your feet to look at him and goddammit, you’ve never seen Bang Chan this sad before. He has a crooked, humorless smile on his face, and his hands firmly grip each other, and if you know anything about him, which you do, it is because he wants to hold your hand in comfort, but knows he can’t. “I don’t even remember what happened, why we fought.”

“We–“ And you stop, because honestly, you don’t quite remember it either. You remember bits and pieces of what it seems like a muted film; you remember shouting and crying and slamming doors, but it’s like you can’t hear any of it. He walks out the door and you let him, locking yourself in the bathroom. And then he doesn’t come back. “We… don’t remember.”

“This is ridiculous,” He murmurs, furiously rubbing his face. “I love you. It’s driving me insane how much I love you and how much I regret everything that happened– whatever it was. Nothing is worth this, Y/N… it’s been weeks, and I haven’t slept more than three hours a night.”

“I cried myself to sleep every night,” You admit, cheeks burning red but the release of the secret makes you feel better already. “Being alone here is… suffocating.”

He nods. Scooting over to you, his hand find yours, pale and shaking. 

“I want us,” He says. “I want us again.”

“Me too,” You nod, and suddenly it happens. The memories, fast, like a brink onto your head, come back, all at once, all shouting in your ears.

Jesus, Y/N, why can’t you understand?! I love you but this is my job!

I’m so sorry I’m late again, babe… please, you have to understand.

Understand, please– this is not easy on me and I know it’s not easy on you, but we can make it!

The nights away from each other and the endless talks about hurt feelings; the many nights by yourself, the many fights with yourself… and then you see him, walking through the door, arms open and tired smile, just for you. 

It fits. Everything is work and it’s hard, but it fits. You and Chan fit. Him singing you to sleep fits. You waking him up with tickles and kisses fits. You happy fits. This is more than enough for you. 

“You were working late again,” You whisper, eyes shut tight. “And I called, again and again and again, and when you came back I think I was ready for a fight or something, because you didn’t even unpack your backpack… we just fought.”

He looks at you with solemn eyes, head nodding as you jog his memory too. 

“You were ready too,” You remember his furrowed brows and tight mouth and you know Chan like the back of your hand, and that is the face of a man ready for a fight. “You came in already defensive and I guess I didn’t take that super well. We started spitting out accumulate stuff– I was angry that you missed another date and you were angry that I didn’t pickup my phone. It was small stuff, but they get bigger and bigger with time, Chan. They were huge, then. If we– when we start over, because we have to, Chan, we can’t go back to they way it was before; when we start over we need to… say it. We need to let it out. We say ‘I love you’ every morning, every night, why can’t we say ‘I’m hurt’ or ‘I’m sad’?”

“Y/N…” He is crying. Your hands move on their own and they wipe stray tears from his cheeks, holding his face in your palms. “I’m sorry. I’m so, so sorry.”

“So am I,” You nod, resting your forehead on his. “It’s on both of us, love. We gotta do better, not only for each other, but ourselves, yeah? We can’t forget that we are people too, and we feel happy, hurt, anger, confusion. We can’t forget that. Because I mean it when I say that you are it, Bang Chan, and I can’t– I can’t–“

“You won’t,” He kisses you fast, wanton; and you know he’s telling the truth. You trust him. “Because you are it for me, too, Y/N. One day we’ll get married, and have kids, and live a normal life, and I can’t wait for that, but I’d really love to enjoy our present. I want us now and forever. I want more days in the park, and banters about our favorite show, and nights talking and staring at the ceiling– I want it all with you.”

The night ends in your room– both you guys’ room,– with the moon shining in and silence wighting you down to sleep. After he kisses you goodnight, and sings you a lullaby, get comfortable, until you open your eyes again, and they are fixed on your ceiling. A shiver runs through your spine and you turn towards the warmth that is draped around your body, face hiding in Chan’s neck. He moves and grunts and pulls you closer. 

“I love you,” He whispers and falls right back to sleep.

“You have no clue,” You whisper back. “How much I love you.”

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hello my loves! I am back with part two of ‘bedroom ceiling’ and I really hope you all enjoy it! As always, let me know what you think in the comments, it means the world to me to know what you all think when you read my stories <3

[aestheticsisters]

Idol moodboard ➤ Lee Felix

“Felix has a lot of aegyo... and he likes cuddling. He likes skinship.”

“He's like a baby.”

[astroyongie]

Szk members reactions to making their s/o cry ?

Stray Kids Reaction Of Making Their S/O Cry

Bangchan

he will defintily feel like shit

and he blames himself a lot for what happened

he will try to make things right by talking to you nce you are ready for it

he will try to make things seem just

to make the right thing

because hurting the ones you love ain't really his thing

so chan will be honest and excuse himself from that

he might want to spend the day with you by doing something new

to forget about it

however he will also allow you to have a moment alone

Minho

He doesn't know how to act

he really does

inside it's head he deserves to die clearly

however despite not being good with words Minho will apologize

he will be extremely honest with you

and he will try to calm you down

say he loves you to comfort you

he will stay by your side

and find a solution for what he made

he really wants to fix things

so he will be extra cautious with you

Changbin

He has a hard time admitting that it's his fault

like seeing you cry is a pain

but he has such a bad moment too

because his ego and his values were just crushed by himself

so it's complicated

but however, he will be honest with you about his feelings

he will listen to you

he will understand

and he definitely apologies

Changbin is the type of person to want to solve things by holding you

so he probably hugs you until you forgive him

kisses your tears away for sure

Hyunjin

This hoe

He will probably cry with you when he sees you crying

and then he blames you that you also made him cry

but he is very rational

and honestly, Hyunjin has a hard time saying it's his adult that you are crying

he won't be honest about his feelings tho

like his head is screaming at him to say one thing

but his mouth will say another

he apologizes a lot

and he acts like an idiot

like he can't stay put

he is moving around like crazy

trying to find something to make you stpp crying

by the end of the thing you are the one calming him

Jisung

Another member that will feel like shit

seeing you cry because of him torns him apart hates it

he really hates it

he will feel guilty for a long time

Jisung will talk it out

be honest and do some justice

like apologizes to you

and even self punishes himself for what he did to you

He has an ego

but he will do the right thing

Jisung probably wants you to feel loved after

so you might as well ask anything of him

and he will do it for you

Felix

Just like Jisung he will want to talk it out the moment he sees you cry

he will want to make things right

because he just can't handle seeing the person he loves in such a state

however, Felix is someone with an ego as well

and he has a hard time admitting to himself that it's his fault

he will probably blame the environment or the context

but not really taking the responsibility that he made you cry

in any case, he will say by your side

probably helps you have a relaxing day

doing something together so you guys can forget about what happened

Seungmin

Another member that will want to talk it out on the spot

he will hate to leave you while you are crying

no Seungmin is a practical man

he sees you cry because of him he will solve the shit right there

but deep down he is the one who feels like shit

he blames himself for being an idiot

he really feels guilty like hell for a long period of time

seungmin will fix things according to your wishes

but also from a fairness point of view

But in other words, he will probably do anything you ask him to, just so he can compensate you for what he did

Jeongin

This boy also falls into the box of "I have an ego"

so another one that has a hard time admitting that he made you cry

for him, you are the one being extremely emotional for nothing

although Jeongin will want to talk it out

he doesn't care much to be honest

like okay you cried

he doesn't say sorry he just wants to understand the why so you guys can move on from that

he will however be very physical

because he still made you cry

so he wants to say sorry for his actions

like kissing

hugging

even inside the bedroom if needed

[moonlight-yuyu]

Hi :) can I request a MTL ship platonic and 18+ with szk please ?

Scorpio Sun / Mercury / Venus

Libra Moon

Sag Mars

Pisces rising

Thank you :).

thank you so much for requesting I hope you’ll like it!  and take good care of yourself !☀️✨ of course I can here you go hun <33 I hope you’ll like it and feel free to request again 🦋💙

Platonic

Felix

Hyunjin

Seungmin

Minho

Changbin

Chan

Han

Jeongin

18+

Minho

Chan

Changbin

Hyunjin

Jeongin

Felix

Seungmin

Han