#take a long and well-deserved rest anon :<<< drink lots of water and eat all of your meals each day !!

[deathbxnny]

Hi there, idk if you will see this but take all the time you need. Im glad my post made you at least take a small break. Also congratulation on your apprenticeship and graduation! Im happy you have some upcoming stuff to be happy about! I have been in love with your work since i first saw your post in my “for you” page and have been following your blog ever since. Your work is amazing and i love all of your post you made. I will wait for however long it takes until you feel better.

So drink a lot of water! Take some time to sleep for a good while! Give yourself a treat! Maybe eat some fruit! And give yourself a nice long breather!

So take care of yourself bxnny, im glad you’re finally getting some well deserved rest

Also sorry if any of this sounds cheesy (it feels cheesy but yeah theres that i guess?)

- Flower Anon 🌸

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Hello Flower Anon!

I don't think your words are cheesy at all and in fact really touched me. No one was ever very interested in my writing, until I came back to tumblr, so this means alot to me! I was finally able to get some good sleep in this morning, which will surely be good for later in the graduation event haha!

I once more thank you for your concern and support! It means alot to me!<33

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[causenessus]

LOVLINESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!! HELLO HELLO!! good morning evening or afternoon!! i hope you’ve eaten!! make sure you eat AND DRINK WATER!! AND REST!! I MISSED YOU VERY VERY MUCH !! dming you isn’t enough i need you to fly over here now !! (lovingly)(i will wait for you<3333333333333) or !! i’ll just fly to you !! IM VERY EXCITED TO WRITE BACK I ALWAYS LOVE LOVE LOVE WRITING THESE RESPONSES OUT!!(my keyboard is trying to tell me to stop using a lot of repetition in my paragraphs but i mean it when i say i LOVE LOVE LOVE NESS!! THEY CANT STOP ME!!) also i love sending in long asks like it’s kind of our thing now and i feel like i’ve started a little trend with the long asks and the nickname WHICH I AM VERY HAPPY ABOUT !! ness you deserve so so much love in the world so MWUAH MWUAH MWUAH and i know i already told you(so i hope you don’t mind me repeating some stuff) BUT I DID HAVE MANGO SORBET AND MANGO STICKY RICE!! i was very excited to tell you AND I TOTALLY GET WHAT YOU MEAN BY FORMS SO DONT WORRY!! and my account is like a little scavenger hunt so i think it’s really silly! but for the sake of being your mango anon i will stay anon!!

I ACTUALLY USED TO LOVEEEEE FRENCH TOAST BUT MAINLY FOR THE CINNAMON TASTE!! like i remember i would order french toast at breakfast places a lot then i tried to make it at home and it was…. so so bad…(wonder bread you failed me) my bread was definitely too soggy and the mixture was too eggy BUT when i get like actual french toast bread(?) then ill try again! ALSO THE WEATHER IS DEFINITELY RISING AND FALLING CONSTANTLY but im definitely craving hotpot now that you’ve mentioned it !! also ness you will have to fight me to the cashier because i would definitely pay for you!! (fight as in i would wrap you in bubble wrap and keep you safe in a little booth <3333) I WORK MY BUTT OFF AT THIS JOB FOR YOU !! (the job i have STILL yet to decide if i should quit)(but it is past wednesday so im not sure what’s supposed to happen now since i was supposed to tell them before wednesday)(OH WELL!)

I GET BEING USED TO CLOSING!! because when i first started working i closed all the time since i had school and closing were the only shifts i could do so they always put me closing! i was so used to it but i liked opening a lot better because we’re kind of opposite! for my job it’s a lot more busy after 6pm compared to at 9am where it’s our most dead hour! AND I GET THE CLOTHING THING TRUST ME!!! i get the biggest ick when it comes to touching people’s clothes and like the textured 100%!! i wear gloves at my workplace and i always wear long sleeve no matter the weather because i am NOT letting these peoples skin cells touch MY skin cells !! it’s definitely one of the least favourite parts of the job ESPECIALLY in the fitting room because the clothes are all warm and HHHHH IM SORRY FOR SAYING IT LIKE THAT BUT it’s terrible!! trust me!! AND DW ABOUT NOT REMEMBERING CUSTOMER INTERACTIONS BECAUSE ME TOO!! the only ones i remember are the times where a customer was REALLLLY sweet or REALLLLLLLY mean(also the mean customers typically complain about the same thing so it’s like)(alright…here we go again!) also i would always fold and hang your clothes up nicely ness <3333333 we should 100% become roommates and i’ll take care of your laundry <33333333333333333333 AND YES DONT WORRY!! OFC ITS OKAY TO SAY BECAUSE I GET IT LIKE the idea of having the hang up some strangers clothes for hours does NOT sound appealing whatsoever like i always need gloves on and HAND SANITIZER!! this is also kind of random and completely out of nowhere but my least favourite thing is when i have to explain to a customer why they can’t return underwear like why am i here explaining to some grown person why we can’t accept their returned underwear!! maybe it’s… i’m not sure… HYGIENE?? like im sorry but we are NOT gonna resell underwear that was bought and taken out of the store like IM SORRY THIS WAS SO RANDOM BUT I NEEDED TO LET IT OUT REALLY QUICKLY(that’s how much it bothers me)

also im really scared about a new store manager coming in because new managers are typically more stricter ESPECIALLY when they don’t really know how the store runs(?) IDK IF THAT MAKES SENSE but we kind of already have an environment at work and i’m just scared a new manager will come in and set like all these new rules and stuff?? (BECAUSE MY MALE MANAGER WAS LIKE THAT!!!) but once again!! we’ll see!!

ALSO I AGREE WITH YOU ON THE OIKAWA THING!! to me i feel like he’s kind of heavily mischaracterized because he’s just so so so hard to understand if that makes sense? so it’s kind of hard to nail down that solid personality because he’s such a character!! like his personality is HUGE and i’m definitely gonna go on a huge huge tangent if i dive deep into that but thorough the season we see so many different sides of oikawa it’s hard to really focus on one for writing??? if that makes sense?? LIKE HES SUCH A BIG CHARACTER AND A LOT MORE THAN JUST A PRETTY FACE!! (furudate did well with his pretty boy design!) like there’s just SOO much to oikawa SO I TOTALLY GET WHAT YOURE SAYING!! like the episode where he lost to karasuno showed so much and AHHH OIKAWA LET ME HUG YOU like his character is just… i don’t even know to describe him like he’s such a well written character and his character in itself is so so so huge and i feel like it’s definitely undermined and AHH SORRY i’m just yapping but i hope you know what i mean! i’m obviously not a writer so it’s hard to explain what’s going on in my messy head but i hope my point goes across as “i love oikawa and he deserves so so much” AND I HAD NO IDEA YOU KIN HIM!! honestly i wish i had a kin list but literally a character can do ONE thing and ill be like “omg twin me too!!” like i’m SO very bad at kins so any relatable character i’m just like “yup i love character very much id destroy the world for them” !!!

AND YES THE WORK STORY LIKE i’m pretty sure i can dig up old old old screenshots because it was SOOOO wild! like this was happening in a group chat of like 50 other people and they were just hashing it out! im not even sure why amira was upset about it? and to this day i just have no idea! and our managers were DEFINITELY not slick like at that point you might as well have @‘d her LOL

OMG I CANT BELIEVE YOUR SHOW IS STARTING SOON?? brb i need to go book my tickets rn to come fly to you!! tell the sound people NOT to worry because mango anon is here!! AND DONT WORRY I WILL LISTEN TO ALL YOUR TECH STORIES!! i love hearing about your day and everything !! ALSO NESS WHY IS THERE ALWAYS SO MANY WEIRD PEOPLE AT YOU SCHOOL…(NO OFFENCE IM SORRY) but like some of these people i hear about are so silly and weird?? AND HE PUT HIMSELF IN THE FLY SYSTEM WHAT??? i can’t even imagine how tired you must be like if i saw that i think i would just be speechless and STARE BECAUSE WHAT?? ness i’m flying over right now like i’m on the plane we im typing this rn!! like ill literally be your guardian angel and you can text me whenever you’re feeling stressed or if you just need a moment to relax!!

MY MOM HAS TATTOOED EYEBROWS TOO! i swear this is an asian mom thing because a lot of the older asian women i see at work also have the tattooed eyebrows!!

random intermission to drink water! and don’t worry ness you’re perfect and everything is okay <3333 make sure to rest well and to eat and take care of yourself!! <3333333333

YOUR MANAGER MADE YOU CRY ANOTHER TIME ACROSS THE STREET?? ness my love you don’t deserve that like i can’t wait until they finally let you leave that place BECAUSE YOU DONT DESERVE THAT!! next time just tap me in and ill take over!! i totally know how to be a hostess and i totally have worked in a restaurant before and ill totally be okay!! (the only thing id be good at is folding the fancy napkins)

ness have a kiss like im gonna kiss you right on the lips MWUAH like everytime i get an update on your life i feel so hhhhh LIKE I LOVE HEARING ABOUT YOU!! and knowing that i make your days better makes me feel so squishy happy and giggly like i’m literally kicking my feet rn!!!

AND IVE BEEN SLEEPING BETTER NOW!! that 2 hour sleep day was suchhhh a long long long day but i made it through(NEVER AGAIN THOUGH!) being sleep deprived is such an out of body experience that i will not go through again because like microsleeping is actually so scary sometimes like JOLTING awake randomly IS SO SCARY?? especially at school because im like omg omg what if someone saw?? like imagine you just seeing someone’s head rise and jolt up every few minutes LOL LIKE I CANT HAVE SOMEONE SEE ME LIKE THAT ID CRY (but i’m pretty confident that someone did see like i’m surrounded by so many people)(at least ONE person had to have seen)

NESS BRAINROT TIKTOK AUDIOS HAVE TAKEN OVER MY BRAIN IM SO SCARED like i spend TOO much time on my phone, i definitely need to start going on my walks again and enjoy the weather before winter starts like my screen time is so so bad ness i need someone to take away my phone(but i need maybe 2 hours a day so i can make sure you’re okay and write out my asks back to you <33333333333333)

ALSO THAT LIGHTS KID THAT GOT YELLED AT BY THE DIRECTOR </333 i feel for him because i’ve definitely had a bunch of mess ups throughout my tech career! and it was definitely not his fault because our lights were also super super old and rusty and dusty and i remember our lights people struggling with that too! and getting them to focus properly too can be SO hard sometimes or like when you wanna get the right brightness so i totally feel for him and hope he’s okay </3 all tech theatre kids should honestly join like a community therapy circle where we all just talk about tech LOL and i swear all directors are just so mean like i get they want the show to go perfect and it’s frustrating when they don’t BUT WE ARE JUST KIDS!! like someone needs to talk back to these toxic directors because why not add to the drama <33333 but i’m manifesting a GOOD show for you and hopefully no toxic director !! if he’s ever mean to you then LET ME KNOW AND ILL CRAWL OUT YOUR PHONE AND ATTACK HIM !!!!

ALSO i think my brain just reads yn as “your name” but then i also think of your name the anime LOL so then sometimes i just say the letters y-n like it’s so silly because when i read my name it’s like HHH noooo that doesnt sound right but yn? YEAHH Y-N!! like wdym yn isn’t an actual character?? wdym yn isn’t her name?? whaaaattt wdym wdym??

PURPLE HEART MAN WHEREVER YOU ARE I HOPE YOURE OKAY!! and i’m so sorry about your bracelet like ill literally buy you a new one OR ILL MAKE A NEW ONE FOR YOU!! but omg I TOTALLY GET YOU NOT WANTING TO PICK IT UP like idk why it’s embarrassing to like drop a bunch of things and having to pick it up?? like I DONT WANNA DO THAT!! i remember this one time i opened my wallet weirdly and my COINS ALL FELL OUT… LIKE NESS I WANTED TO CRY i was in line paying for something and suddenly all my coins fall?? and the lovely lovely cashier came to help me but i wanted to just pass away right then and there like i blur that memory in the back of my head but i hope that cashier is having a really good day right now(thank you for helping me pick up my coins dearest cashier)(i was so embarrassed and wanted to cry but she made it a little bit better by speeding up my process of getting out of there!)

MY COWORKERS LEAVING ARE ALWAYS SO SAD like it’s truly the end of an era now because all the workers i started with are now leaving like guys pls don’t leave </3333 but it’s time for me to go too im sure like i’ve been at this job for way too long!! i don’t work again until the 27 THANKFULLY!! but when i do go in i think im just gonna tell my manager that it’s not working out anymore and mango anon needs to leave and prioritize schol now(it is the end of mango anons clothing retail era)

OH also omg i had no idea where to put this but so me and my cousins went out today!! we went to this scary escape room like WE LITERALLY GOT CHASED??? AND THERE WAS BANGING ON THE DOORS LIKE ness i had to stay strong I HAD TO PRETEND TO BE NONCHALANT WHEN REALLY I WANTED TO SCREAM like somehow we escaped(but we did go over like 10 minutes of our time)(the nice guy let us extend because there wasn’t another group right after us) IT WAS SO FUN THOUGH!! it was so funny because i opened this box and i screamed and threw it when i saw a fake hand like IDK WHY I WAS SO SCARED?? it was so funny and my cousins were like “MANGO ANON WHY ARE YOU SCREAMING” like it was hilarious because i don’t even know why i started screaming? i was feeling fine before but BOOM a fake hand has me screaming and throwing stuff around all the sudden(if we ever did a scary escape room ill protect you I WILL NOT SCREAM!!) and then afterwards we went to go eat japanese food and i had this beef and rice bowl!! it was pretty good but it was SUCH a big portion i couldn’t finish it all(brought it home for leftovers!) and we got ice cream(MANGO SORBET!!) and dessert(MANGO STICKY RICE!!) then went back home where we literally just played gartic phone and volleyball LOL i was like omg haikyuu moment? i was literally thinking of you! but we were using my old flat volleyball from when i was on the team during middle school and high school(but i played in like a community volleyball team???)(like i didn’t join the high school team because idk i didn’t wanna play in front of my classmates and be all sweaty and stuff)(ALSO i was too shy to go to tryouts LOL so i just had this like cutesy little team and i <3 them so much)

BUT ANYWAYS!! make sure to eat and take care of yourself!! SENDING MY CREDIT CARD TO YOUR DMS RN FOR YOU TO GET YOURSELF SOMETHING PRETTY AND SOMETHING SWEET<333333 i love you so so so very much please take care of yourself and eat!! UNTIL NEXT TIME !!!! <3333333 XOXOXOXO

MANGO ANONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN <33 IK WE'VE BEEN DMING BUT I'VE MISSED YOU!! THESE LONGS ASKS WILL I ALWAYS HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART AND I LOVE THAT WE'RE ALWAYS HAVING LIKE 20 CONVERSATIONS AT THE SAME TIME /POS <333 I HOPE WE KEEP THESE UP BUT OBVIOUSLY NO PRESSURE!!! I HOPE YOU ARE DOING WELL AND EATING AS WELL!! GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR SHIFT TODAY <33 (also side note but i am eating MAC N CHEESE!!! AS I RESPOND TO THIS!!! THIS WAS ATTEMPT 2 WITH A DIFFERENT BRAND LIKE WE WERE TALKING ABOUT LAST NIGHT AND IT'S SO SO GOOD 😭😭 I WAS SO TRAUMATIZED FROM YESTERDAY) AND DW!! I'M ACTUALLY BUYING MY PLANE TICKET NOW!!! I'M OMW MANGO ANON <3 AND OFC I DON'T MIND YOU REPEATING THINGS!!!! AAA MANGO SORBET AND MANGO STICKY RICE BOTH SOUND SO GOOD!!!! i finished all of the mangos i bought a few days ago and i think i need to go back to buy more soon 😔😔 you've gotten me on such a big mango kick!!!

AND AA YES FRENCH TOAST!! I WILL MAKE YOU FRENCH TOAST MANGO ANON!!! I HAVEN'T MADE SOME IN A BIT BUT I THINK I'M SORT OF GOOD AT IT <33 AND IF I'M NOT I WILL GET BETTER AT IT AND MAKE SOME FOR YOU!! and i meant to message u this yesterday but i was also thinking about hot pot again 😔😔 like i need to go to u but u need to come here rq so we can get hot pot together at this place i know and then we can fly back together!!!! AND I'M PAYING FOR YOUR FOOD AND PLANE TICKETS!!!!!!!! i'll wrap u up in bubble wrap first and give you a kiss on the head and a hug before i go pay <3 mwah (AND TAKE AS MUCH TIME AS U NEED TO DECIDE ABOUT QUITTING OR NOT!!! IT SEEMS LIKE UR MALE MANAGER DESPERATELY NEEDS U ANYWAY SO HE BETTER GIVE U ALL THE TIME U NEED TO DECIDE!!)

I'M GLAD U WEAR GLOVES!! I AM 100% WITH YOU ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S SKIN CELLS TOUCHING YOU I'M THE SAME WAY 😭 BUT EWHUFHEJKEBRFJERFNLK THE CLOTHES BEING WARM ERHIEGBUEG I'M SO SORRY FOR YOU MANGO ANON 😭😭 THE WAY MY FACE WAS CRINGING JUST THINKING ABOUT IT I CAN'T IMAGINE WHAT IT'S LIKE TO ACTUALLY HAVE TO TOUCH THEM!!! and omg on the note of forgetting customer interactions 😭😭 basically at my work yk sometimes people just come in to pick up their orders so we take their last name so i saw someone come in and i was like "oh!!!!!! i remember this person i took their order!!" and i was like "oh hi!!! your last name is [wrong last name] right??" LIKE I COMPLETELY GOT IT WRONG 😭😭 I WAS CLOSE BC IT WAS THE RIGHT STARTING LETTER BUT I GOT THEM MIXED UP WITH ANOTHER CUSTOMER I FELT SO BAD 😭😭 but omg yes!!! we can be roomates!! i will help with the laundry (although i'm def not super good at folding laundry </3) AND I'LL COOK AND CLEAN AND TAKE CARE OF U DON'T WORRY!!!

AND I'M????????? THE UNDERWEAR THING?????????????????? i need them to use their thinking brains here!! like...would they want to buy underwear knowing they've been used before?? I DIDN'T THINK SO i can't believe some customers can't understand that 😭😭 or like ACCEPT IT IF YOU TELL THEM THAT?? like idk why customers fight with workers sometime like!!! bro i want you out of my face asap i'm not purposely trying to pick a fight with u please!!!

AND NO THAT TOALLY MAKES SENSE ABOUT THE NEW MANAGER THING!! at my last job funny story but literally my FIRST DAY THERE my trainer didn't show up (apparently he had just quit and come back) and so the only other person on register that day had to do her job AND train me (luckily she was actually one of my good friends and i was only working there bc she was <3) AND that restaurant was getting a new manager SO THAT WAS HER FIRST DAY TOO 😭😭 and for my duration of time working there she was definitely lowkey the bad manager!! like i can't tell if they just kind of make the new managers do all the bad jobs since they're new and everything so the rest of the managers get to take it easy and be like the nice managers yk??? but she was mean and she always gave us random cleaning tasks like one time i had to CLEAN THE LEGS OF EVERY SINGLE CHAIR IN OUR RESTAURAUNT??? IN ONE SHIFT??? FOR MINIMUM WAGE PAY?? it was the absolute worst </3 i can't believe you're getting a new store manager so soon though!! like it makes sense obviously but i always wonder how those people just kind of pop out of nowhere yk 😭😭 but GOOD LUCK!! I HOPE THEY'RE OKAY <3

AND OMG I LOVE GOING ON BIG TANGENTS ABOUT OIKAWA <33 YOU'RE TOTALLY RIGHT!! he's such a big character with so much personality so it can be hard to nail down but i absolutely love him for it!!! LIKE YES I WANT TO HUG HIM TOO :(( seeing him be portrayed in just the light of kageyama/hinata's pov yk but then we get his backstory and how he's worked so hard and the reasoning into why he treats kageyama the way he does and then we see him win against karasuno but lose to shiratorizawa AND THEN LOSE HIS LAST CHANCE TO GO TO NATIONALS IN HIS THIRD YEAR </33 AND ALSO THE ENTIRE THING ABOUT OIKAWA STILL GIVING HIM ADVICE THAT ONE TIME WHILE TAKING CARE OF HIS NEPHEW </333333 AND ALSO TIMESKIP HIM MAKES ME CRY SOMETIMES just because like??? he left behind all of japan??? but also he's having so much fun and looks so so happy in argentina <33 him having all maxed out skills post-time skip and more gold medals than he knows what to do with makes me so happy BECAUSE HE'S FINALLY GETTING THE LOVE AND SUCCESS HE DESERVES YK <333 LIKE IT'S FINALLY PAYING OFF AND UGH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH <3 but yes i kin him so so hard like he's definitely probably the character i am closest too and i don't ever want that to change bc he deserves nothing less <333 

OKAY. I AM BACK LIKE 12 HOURS LATER 😭😭😭 IT'S 11 PM AND I'M PRETTY SURE I WAS WRITING THIS AT 11 AM ORIGINALLY BUT I AM BACK!! just telling u so that if it seems like i've been hit by a truck and then a bus and am running on pure adrenaline that's bc that's what happened /j

AND WIROFUBERKNLFDN YES MY SHOW IS STARTING SOON OH MY GOD MANGO ANON 😭😭😭😭 I AM SO UNBELIEVABLY STRESSED OUT MY HEAD IS ABOUT TO EXPLODE MAYBE THIS IS WHY I HAVE SO MANY HEADACHES

okay i'm going to try to explain this as best as i can bc i'm SO tired rn but just dm me if ur confused BUT to put it simply basically MY DUTIES IDK IG STARTED TODAY??? OR TECHNICALLY START NEXT WEDNESDAY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 but like today!!!! i came into my high school bc i wanted to see the kid i adopted <333 i actually love her so much and like her tech class is kind of a menace so i love being there for her (and i also had pre stage managing things to do PLUS i was looped into helping the current theatre kids put on like a little freshman-sophomore show OMG DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THAT IDK HOW I GET INTO THESE SITUATIONS) but anyway so i'm stressed out bc apparently NONE OF THEM FEEL PREPARED TO DO LIGHTS SO I'M GONNA HELP THEM HANG EVERYTHING BUT I HAVE TO DO THAT ALL THIS WEEK BC THEIR SHOW GOES UP IN TWO WEEKS AND I WON'T BE ABLE TO HELP THEM STARTING NEXT WEDNESDAY BUT SORRY THAT'S AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT THING BC THE BIG THING WAS THAT!! i see my directors and they suddenly bring up the fact that i'm meeting with them + a guest director for the musical after their school ends???? MANGO ANON THEY DIDN'T TELL ME THIS BEFOREHAND AND I HAD TO WORK SO I WAS LITERALLY ABOUT TO BREAKDOWN I WAS LIKE "???????????????????????? MEETING?????????????????????????????" and apparently my tech director (trying to make this easier for u to understand) 100% believes he told me about this yesterday (bestie bae. i wasn't in ur school yesterday WHEN DID YOU TELL ME) and my acting director was like "i'm so sorry i literally double checked with mr. tech director and was like 'OKAY so i DON'T need to text ness about this production meeting and make sure she doesn't work!!' AND MY TECH DIRECTOR SAID NO HE DIDN'T NEED TO TEXT ME?? OKAY SORRY ANYWAY BIG THING IT'S HARD TO EXPLAIN AND THE MEETING WASN'T BAD my guest director is super pretty and nice so i think it'll be fun!! i'm just so stressed out and not ready for this bc there's a lot of pressure and other things going on rn BUT IT'LL BE OKAY!!! I'LL HAVE YOU WITH ME <3 AND YOU'LL BE MY SOUND PERSON AND EVERYTHING WILL BE OKAY!!!

AND OMG NO UR SO RIGHT FOR THAT THERE ARE SO SO MANY WEIRD PEOPLE AT THAT SCHOOL IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY 😭😭😭 i witnessed this same fly system kid just freehand a table saw with a piece of lauan (idk SHEET OF WOOD) like no measurements on pencil marks or anything UGH I DON'T EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT BUT OBVIOUSLY THE CUT WAS WONKY and being there in that class was lowk a nightmare like i come in to save my child from those horrors bc she does NOT deserve that 😭😭 (i'm trying to steal her and teach her things about lights bc i love her <3) but like obv i'm not helping these kids!! (besides my child) so i sat on the floor and cried instead BC I FOUND THIS RANDOM FIDGET TOY ON ANOTHER TABLE WITH A MITER SAW ON IT (that workshop is the EPITOME of safety /s) BUT THEN IT BROKE ON ME INTO LITTLE PIECES AND I WAS LIKE "NO 😭😭😭😭😭😭"

IT WAS ONE OF THESE THINGS IF U WERE CURIOUS!! IT WAS LITERALLY THE BLUE ONE AND IT BROKE AND I WAS SO DISTRAUGHT 😭😭😭

AND OMG WHY IS THE TATTOOED EYEBROWS A UNIVERSAL ASIAN MOM THING 😭😭 that's so crazy but tbh now that i think of it!! i think my grandma on my mom's side has them too SO IT FR JUST CONTINUES!!

YAY RANDOM INTERMISSION!! this is a good time to tell you (since i resumed writing this ask 12 hours after i first started it) that I DID BUY MORE MANGOS!! and i tried to choose like a ripe one this time but i think i accidentally just got lowkey expired ones 😭😭 IDK I STILL ATE THEM ANYWAY BC IDC BUT THE WHOLE TIME I WAS JUST LIKE "man i need mango anon here to tell me what a good mango tastes like 😔😔" SO I MISS YOU SO MUCH MANGO ANON!! WE NEED TO MEET UP ASAP FOR A HOTPOT AND THEN MANGO DATE <3333 MAKE SURE TO DRINK WATER AND TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF PLEASE!!

AND AAA YES THE FOLDING FANCY NAPKINS IS SO FUN!! like at my restaurant we're lowkey so like unprofessional despite being a slightly fancy restaurant 😭😭 so we have this one booth that just looks like an entire mess (and that most customers see when they first walk in and such I WISH I COULD DRAW YOU A PICTURE I'M SORRY MY BRAIN IS SO TIRED RN) bc it's stacked with boxes and napkins and chopsticks so like when we're not busy or have nothing to do all the servers and me will just sit there on our phones or folding napkins 😭😭 BUT I'LL TEACH YOU HOW AND WE CAN BE PROFESSIONAL NAPKIN FOLDERS TOGETHER BOOM!!!!

AND AAA I'M GIVING YOU A BIG KISS BACK MANGO ANON!!! MWAH MWAH <3 THERE'S TWO!!! I LOVE HEARING UPDATES ON YOUR LIFE TOO AAA YOU MUST UPDATE ME ON WHAT'S NEW FOR YOU PLEASE!!! AND OMG YES YOU ALWAYS MAKE MY DAYS BETTER <3 I ONLY GOT THROUGH TODAY BECAUSE I WAS SO EXCITED TO GO HOME AND REPLY TO YOU!!! <3

I'M GLAD YOU'RE SLEEPING BETTER NOW!! and i totally get how being sleep deprived is like an out of body experience 😭😭😭 like i kind of felt that way today ESPECIALLY WHEN THE FIDGET TOY BROKE ON ME i was so out of it i literally wrapped myself in a curtain and sobbed i was so distraught 😭😭 AND THIS IS NOT SAFE BUT I PROMISE I'M A GOOD DRIVER but i remember one time i was so sleep deprived (i think it was that day i stayed up until 5 am making that tonics spotify profile LMAOO) but i was SO tired and i was like "i should not be on the roads today omg" BUT I HAD TO DRIVE AROUND AND I ALMOST GOT TBONED lowkey i think bc another lady didn't stop when she had a stop sign!! but idk </3 BUT LIKE I'M ALWAYS SO OUT OF IT AND ALL MY AWARENESS OF SURROUNDINGS GOES DOWN AND I FALL ASLEEP PERIODICALLY AND WAKE UP NOT KNOWING WHERE I AM 😭😭

AND NO MY SCREENTIME IS SO BAD TOO i used to get notifs about like "ur screentime was 1 hr less than last week we're so proud of you even though you're still a loser!!!" BUT NOW THEY'RE JUST "here's how you can improve your screen time" NOTIFS AND IT MAKES ME SO ASHAMED 😭😭😭 BUT AAA WE CAN GO ON WALKS TOGETHER AND ENJOY THE NATURE TOGETHER!!! I'M FLYING THERE NOW MANGO ANON DON'T WORRY!! <3

AND HELP 😭😭 YES TECH PEOPLE DEFINITELY NEED A COMMUNITY CIRCLE GROUP!! in my production meeting today my acting director literally took a detour to call regina george kin man like captain crybaby or something bc during our musical last year my director made him cry 😭😭 bc he was in charge of our run and props and basically got blamed that props weren't making their way out with actors during rehearsals i felt so bad for him </33 and my director was out here using him as an example of how if this guest director we're working with feels like telling me to work on something that i'll definitely do it bc i'm a people pleaser (he woke up and chose violence today ig) while other people (like regina george kin man, who he used as an example) will just run away and cry and i was like "HELLO???? WHY ARE YOU COMING FOR OUR THROATS MIDDLE AGED BALD MAN 😭😭😭" (sorry i hope this all makes sense!! i can definitely re explain this in dms with names and everything AND I'M SURE THERE'S A THOUSAND GRAMMAR MISTAKES AND TYPOS IN MY WRITING TODAY EVEN THOUGH I DON'T SEE THIM RIGHT NOW AAAA)

AND AWW THAT CASHIER SOUND SO SWEET!! ACTUALLY THAT WAS ME <333 I WOULD HELP YOU PICK UP YOUR COINS ANY DAY MANGO ANON!! AND I'D TIE YOUR SHOES AND DRAW HEARTS ON THE SIDES OF THE THEM TOO <33 AND YES WE CAN MAKE BRACELETS TOGETHER MANGO ANON!! WE CAN DO THE CUTE EYE COOR ONES TOO AND IT'D BE SUPER CUTE <33

AND AA WHEN YOU SEE THIS DEF UPDATE ME ON WHAT YOU CHOSE TO DO FOR YOUR RETAIL JOB!! I KNOW WE'VE TALKED ABOUT IT A LITTLE BIT BUT IDK IF YOU'VE CHANGED YOUR MIND AGAIN ABOUT YOUR PLANS WHENEVER YOU READ THIS <3

AND AAA THE ESCAPE ROOM SOUNDS SO FUN!! dw i would definitely scream too ESPECIALLY IF SOMEONE WAS CHASING ME??? LIKE ATP I'D JUST GIVE UP AND LAY ON THE FLOOR AND SUCCUMB TO DEATH 😭😭 bc if i survived getting chased but then had to escape a room?? LOWK I SUCK AT PUZZLES I'D GIVE UP SO FAST 😭 but if it was to save ur life and get u out mango anon!! WELL SUDDENLY I'M SHAKESPEARE I MEAN SHERLOCK!!! I MEANT SHERLOCK ORIGINALLYY BUT I SAID SHAKESPEARE FIRST ON ACCIDENT AND I'M KEEPING IT IN THERE BC IT'S FUNNY BUT U GET WHAT I MEAN!! I WILL BE USING MY DECTECTIVE EYES AND BRAIN TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO HELP YOU ESCAPE AND BE FREE TO EAT ALL THE MANGOS YOU WANT!! <3 I'M GLAD YOU ENJOYED YOUR DINNER AND EVERYTHING ALL OF THAT SOUNDS SO GOOD!!! AND AA I'M HONORED YOU THOUGHT OF ME WHILE PLAYING VOLLEYBALL!! ughhfoiedsk i want to play volleyball with friends again soon 😔😔😔 WE'LL DO IT WHEN I GET THERE MANGO ANON IF YOU'RE OKAY WITH IT!!!

BUT AA YES GOODNIGHT/GOOD MORNING MANGO ANON!!! I HOPE YOU HAVE THE BEST SLEEP AND DAY TOMORROW EVER <3 AND THAT YOU'RE TAKING GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF TOO!! I'M BUYING YOU ALL THE MANGOS IN THE WORLD AND A HOUSE AND ANYTHING YOU'VE EVER WANTED!!!! I WORK AT MY MINIMUM WAGE JOB SO THAT I CAN PROVIDE FOR U AND BUY U THINGS MANGO ANON <33 IT'S ALWAYS BEEN FOR YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU MANGO ANON!! UNTIL NEXT TIME AND YOU ARE THE BEST EVER!!! <3 xoxoxo <333

[stormyoceans]

oh, my dear Monica, you grew on me so much, i check your blog at least once a day to see if you updated, answered asks or reblogged something with tags. I'm glad my message made you feeling cared for and made you smile 💛💜 I'm very very glad. you know, right now I'm not doing well. my family is falling apart because my parents can't decide if they want a divorce or nah (I'm feeling so silly that I, 26 years adult, worry about it. but i live with them and they treated me not badly. of course I'm worrying for them. but still.), my work is shitty and I'm payed not much (but there's a lot less work than it used to be. and i have good colleagues. i feel like i don't have the right to complain about it because at least i have work and getting some money. but. but.), my sleep became much lighter and now i woke up from smallest noise(and my parents make a lot of noise when they argue) and it's so exhausting. i got sick (I'm sure it's because of my not good sleep and constant stress). i stopped responding to messages from everyone just because i feel so isolated in my mind and i just don't. know. what. to. do. with my life. sure, get out of your parent's house, find a new job and seek a psychologist's help but I'm feeling exhausted just from thinking about it. I'm telling you all this because i want you to know that i was reeeeally glad when you said you felt loved. your answer made me smile too. and when you wished me all the kind things in the tags I was feeling very touched. thank you for being so kind and lovely. wish i could go for a walk with you and blabber about fandoms and weather and sit with you on seaside (💙) and just look into the distance and put my head on your shoulder hszxjjh if you wouldn't mind of course. hope your boss will be reasonable and will let you have your well deserved rest. I wish you the best 💛

i would absolutely love to go for a walk by the sea and talk with you about everything, anon, and please know that my shoulder is always here for you to rest on, even if it's just on the spiritual plane. im really glad if my silly little blog can make you smile and give you some kind of comfort 💜💜

im so sorry you're going through such a hard time. for what it's worth, i think that it's completely understandable to worry about your parents and feel bad when they fight. just because you're an adult it doesn't mean that it's any easier to deal with something like this. on the contrary, you are actually aware of the situation and of what it implies in a way that children simply can't be, so if anything it can be even harder for you to carry all this weight now. i also think we all have a little right to complain. like, yeah, there are always gonna be people who have it worse than us, just like there are always gonna be people who have it better than us, our feelings are still valid, our struggles are still real

all this to say that i really hope you're gonna be able to prioritize yourself and your well-being, which sure, in the long run it does probably mean move out, find a new job and talk with a therapist, but the small every day things count too, and before you can focus on the big changes you have to take care of yourself in any little way you can. i feel like im not in a place where i can give you advice but i wish you'll be able to eat well, drink enough water and find something to smile about every day. maybe you can also try to talk to your parents about their arguments affecting your sleep so you can get some good rest

also i know it's hard since i tend to isolate myself as well when im not doing okay, but reaching out to people is very important because we can't carry everything by ourselves. if it's easier talking to me rn rather than someone you know in rl, then please know that im here for you, whether if it's to lend you an ear or scream about fandom stuff or offer some comfort. im holding your hand tight and sending you all the love 💜💜

[ackerfics]

I'm in severe agony at the moment due to period pains and I'm curious as to how modern au levi would comfort his s/o during their period cramps🤔

period pains are a bitch tbfh aaaaghhh i hope you received the virtual hugs i just sent you, anon :<<

levi is a person who pays great attention to his surroundings and to the people around him, which is why he's so good at gauging what you're feeling the moment you two got in a long-term relationship. just the slightest purse of your lips or downturn of your eyes makes his eyebrows furrow, his mind running on scenarios on what could've caused you to feel down. you usually do that when it's that time of the month, becoming this sassier-than-him person and always groaning in pain. this prompted him to keep track of your period after a few months of dating because you're sometimes expressive whenever your cramps start to kick in.

he has an app, i tell you --- a period tracker.

he's that dedicated to making you feel better.

levi bought you a heating pad the first time he saw you nearly crying on your shared bed because of cramps.

this man feels a strong sense of protection over you when you're trying to ease the pain by rubbing over your lower abdomen so he stocks up on these essentials he researched over the internet. heating pads with different prints on the surface. chocolates and the snacks that you like. ibuprofen. pads. tampons. your favorite flavor of milk. anything to comfort you and to gradually ease the cramps.

even if the heating pad with the cat print is already settled on your abdomen, levi will still slide behind you under the covers. if he hears the slightest whimper from you, he places tender kisses on the nape of your neck while his larger hand slightly massages your lower abdomen under the heating pad. sometimes, he hums a lullaby under his breath, right by your ear, to put you to sleep because he knows that rest is important. he handles you with so much care that it makes you cry a little. levi doesn't know what to do if you cry, with you trying to tell him it's because of the fucking hormones. he only kisses you to prevent the tears from trailing even further, his arms around you tightening in the most soothing and securing way possible.

thus, the cuddles will be more frequent once you have your period cramps. it's a win-win situation either way (with the both of you craving some affection from the other (levi is a touch-starved man and i stand by this)). plus, he doesn't mind lazing around with you in your shared home.

since we can't separate levi from the holy grail that is tea, he brews you some, each day a different kind that he knew would help you through your period cramps. he'll watch you drink it with a little bit of sugar to suit your palate, elbows on the countertop and eyes never leaving your figure. he makes sure that you finish a cup, reminding you that it drives away the pain if you do so. he's actually thankful (as much as he doesn't want to admit it because it might sound like he's an asshole) for your period because one of his favorite domestic moments with you is making you a cup of tea. it's like an indication that he loves you so much.

levi is already gentle when it comes to you but it increases if you're on your period. thank the almighty person in the heavens that he doesn't experience it, but that doesn't mean he's going to neglect you just because he lives the luxury of not feeling this pain once a month. he truly makes an effort to be there for you if the cramps get too much that you can't move on your bed.

levi is more on being a silent lover so it is during these times that physical acts of affection and quality time rule out words of affirmation, something that levi appreciates.

so, darling, you're absolutely blessed by the stars for having a partner like levi ... because this man will eternally consider you as one of his priorities.

[emperor-palpaminty]

12. “You brought me breakfast?” “Well you said you always forget to eat before you go to work, so I thought I’d make sure you ate something.” With Crosshair, oh please, oh please, oh please?!?!

GUHHHH SOME SOFTNESS WITH CROSS?? YES PLEASE, I NEED SOFTNESS

Warnings: the sin of drinking black coffee (jk I still love you if you're a heathen that doesn't need anything in your bean water) and fluff, too much fluff, and banana pancakes with chocolate chips because I am a sugar fiend, and raspberries (for that one anon >:) ) she/her reader because that's what your pronouns say!

Crosshair hadn't slept this well in a long time- there were no dreams, no nightmares, just a warm and wonderful slumber that surrounded him. He curled up, gently on the bed, shifting for her warmth.

The cool sheets stirred him. "Cyar'e?" Crosshair sat up, blinking, rubbing his face. He started to turn, grab his shirt and get out of bed, and he scratched through the grey-white fuzz of hair at the top of his head.

“Oh!” He heard his lover gasp from the door. “Darling!” She hurried in, setting the tray on the bed. “I wanted to treat you.”

"Every time is a treat." He huffed, irritation ebbing away in his gut. "You... Made all of this?"

"Sure did!" You beamed, brilliantly, plopping down the heavy tray, burdened with glorious breakfast, next to him, and plunked down by him, crossing your legs. "I just thought I could... You know, make you something to eat, something good before you have to get out there and save the galaxy. Or whatever you do." Toast, crisp and warm and sticky with honey, found its way between your fingers.

Crosshair watched the honey drip between your lips and he chuckled, picking up a fork. "To what do I owe this, darling?"

You nodded in between gulps of toast, finally swallowing your bite. "Just a little something I wanted to do because I love you."

His fork hesitated only briefly before lancing an egg, drawing it up to his lips. "Mm." He said, nodding.

There was silence. Thick, heavy, but meaningful. Sometimes silence was all that needed to be said.

You picked up the tray and moved it, leaning up and kissing his cheek. Your lips traveled to his other cheek, up his nose, and arched over his forehead. "Shh, I just want to take a minute to just... do this."

"Kiss me?"

"Everyone deserves kisses," You pecked his neck, light, gentle, between laughs. "Everyone deserves a lot of kisses all the time." You leaned down, kissing over the fabric of his shirt and down his chest. The clone had relaxed considerably, now-empty plate resting on the nightstand. He looked content and peaceful and happy, and your heart swelled.

Which meant that you needed to ruin it, so naturally you yanked up his shirt and blew a raspberry against his stomach.

Crosshair sat up, military reflexes kicking in, grasping your hands and rolling you over, pinning you down as you laid under him, cackling. "Oh, darling!" You squealed between giggles as his hands attacked you, tickling you relentlessly. "Stop!" He was laughing too, a sound you so rarely heard but loved and wanted more of. You flailed your arms, trying to get him off of you, but you came short and sputtered for air. "Mercy!" You babbled, tears of laughter rolling down your cheeks.

"Mercy?" His fingers prodded your sore sides, earning another fit of giggles. "You deserve none."

You laughed at the relentless onslaught of attacks, swiping half-heartedly as you caught your breath, finally managing to get a full intake of air when he say back on his knees.

You giggled up at him, rubbing your face. "You're amazing," You managed. "I love you."

Crosshair's face shiften- darkened for a moment and he sat back, swallowing, before nodding. "I... You too."

"Me too what?"

"I love you, too."

"There we go!" You giggled and reached up, patting his back. Was that so hard?"

"Loving you isn't hard." Crosshair gave a soft smile. "Putting up with your antics, however-"

You gently slapped his chest, smiling broadly, standing. "I'm going to get ready. You finish breakfast."

Crosshair closed his eyes as you pecked his forehead, smiling softly as you waltzed off towards the bathroom, singing the tune of some old song he didn't know. You had done him am awfully great disservice by softening his heart to a point he didn't thing which was possible- but he was not, shockingly for himself, mad about it.

[parkersroses]

are you taking requests ? if you are could you write something about y/n’s dad being a musician who’s helping harry write his album and he wants to take y/n on a date but she has a rule about not going out with musicians, you can choose the ending or change whatever you want !

music in me. | harry styles.

summary: Harry and Y/N are both pining for each other but don't know how to tell the other.

pairing: harry styles x fem!reader

wc: 2.9k

warning(s): fluff <3

a/n: heyyy! to the anon who requested this, i hope you like it! i wasn't planning on doing requests but this was a cute concept and i couldn't help but write it. i tweaked it a bit but it's still the same concept. hope everyone likes it too! reblog (!!) and comment if you do, here's my ko-fi! all my love <3

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He’s the only one in the room, sitting on the piano bench with his lyric journal out. Lyrics to a song are written messily on the pages with annotations. Piano notes scribbled along the lines, some are crossed out because he didn’t think it sounded right.

While everyone else were out for a break, Harry insisted on staying in the studio to try and finish a song, telling them he’s okay as long as they get him some black coffee or a snack. He quite enjoys the quietness of it and it helps him focus. Well, most of the time.

Sometimes, a pretty girl would pass by and Harry would get distracted by said girl. He’s known her for a while now, having to be the daughter of one of the producers he was working with.

When he met her for the first time, Harry swore that he was entranced by her beauty and sweetness that she exuded before him. She had a voice as sweet as honey and a lot of kindness to share around the room. She stops by the studio once in a while to help out her father, most times she’d come in bringing homemade sandwiches and some pastries from a nearby bakery. Harry once kept telling her how he was a cashier at a bakery one time and she laughed as she told him she knew. Besides, no one forgets that the Harry Styles worked at a bakery.

Harry very much likes her; he guesses that he might have developed a small crush on her. She’s stayed a couple of times with him in the studio and even gave him some of her thoughts which he never knew meant a lot to him. He enjoys her company and finds it lovely to have formed a friendship with her. The fact that he was working with her father didn’t really phase them. They were good friends.

Yeah, good friends.

Except he wishes he wasn’t afraid to ask for more.

He’s playing around with the keys, eyes closed as he envisions what the song would best sound like. Occasionally, he’d cringe if he hits the wrong key or the order was just off. He’s so into working on the piano that he doesn’t realise a familiar face walking into the room.

Y/N smiles at the picture laid out in front of her. She’s carrying a drink carrier with both her drink and Harry’s; she might have heard that he would be in here. She almost doesn’t want to disturb him as he seems so tranquil in his own world, creating art for the whole world to hear.

She contemplates on calling his name by doesn’t as he snaps out of his world and sees her. “Oh! Hi!” He smiles at the sight of her. She returns the smile and walks over to him by the piano.

“Hey. Got you some things. Thought you might be hungry so I got food too,” she lifts the bag and drinks in front of him and sets it on top of the piano. He thanks her and takes his cup, his name clearly written in black sharpie on it. He blows the steam of his coffee as she takes out the food she got for them, some seafood pasta. Something in him seems to lighten up when he sees this, knowing he had mentioned to her once about his pestacarian diet. So, it warms his heart that she would get something he’s able to eat.

“Have to be honest, I was actually getting a bit hungry just sitting here, waiting for the others.” He chuckles as he takes the packed container and reaches for the wooden utensils she brought. “Well, why didn’t you just go with them?” She asks as she twists her fork onto the pasta.

He shrugs at this. “Just thought I’d work on this. Besides, you got me food now and I didn’t even ask,” he teases her. Both of them laugh as she nudges his shoulder.

The two of them settle on their meals, making small talk in between bites. Harry almost feels a bit shy having to sit alone in the studio next to a pretty girl he’s been crushing. It’s not like he doesn’t want to tell her. He’s gotten the hint that she might like him too. From the way her eyes are always focused on him whenever he has to say something to the remembrance of the little things he mentioned to her. She looks at him the way he thinks he looks at her, full of awe and adoration.

He so desperately wants to take her out, but a lot of things might get in the way of that. The big elephant in the room is her father. He doesn’t want people to think he only likes her because Harry is working with her father and he certainly doesn’t want him to think that way either. And he knows how mean people can be sometimes.

But Harry doesn’t care all that much about what people would say. He’d protect her with everything in him. Question is whether she would want to do this with him too.

“How’s the song coming along?” She nods towards the book in front of him as she swallows her food. He stares at her for a second, admiring how lovely she looks today before averting his gaze. “It’s alright, I guess. Just figuring out the keys and all. Might not even make the album with how it’s sounding.” He shrugs like it’s not a big deal.

She stifles a laugh as she studies the messy annotations on this page. “Oh no. Doesn’t sound good enough for the next amazing Harry Styles album?” She jokes, nudging his shoulder again. He laughs at this, his cheeks warming up at the compliment.

“Well, some songs don’t end up in the album anyway. This is probably for fun.” He tells her as he sips on his coffee. She nods at him and gestures to the book again. “May I?”

He nods and gives her his book without a question. He trusts her and her judgement enough and really cares about her opinion on whether a song is good. Her eyes skim over the words written on the pages and she even turns to the other pages to what else he’s written down.

“These songs are amazing, Harry.” She tells him, smiling as she reads the lyrics. Harry blushes at the compliment. He’s had many people compliment his songwriting, from his mother to his band to the fans he meets; but there is something about knowing it’s good in her eyes that makes him feel proud of his songwriting abilities.

Maybe it’s because he’s whipped for her. It’s a good thing she won’t know that most of the songs he’s written for this album were inspired by her; that’d save him from a bit of embarrassment.

“Thank you, darlin’,” he says, taking back the book and setting it on the piano.

“So, which one is about me?”

“What?” His eyes are suddenly wide open as he looks at her with a panicked expression.

She stares at him for a minute before giggling. “I’m kidding! Gosh, should’ve seen the look on your face. That was gold,” she stifles in her laughter at him. He huffs, rolling his eyes at her as his cheeks are flaming up.

“Yeah, yeah, you got me, you little minx,” he says as he pokes on his side, making her squeal at the ticklish feeling.

The laughter in the room simmers down into comfortable silence. Harry looks over at her, his eyes running over her features, studying her. She seems to sense this because she looks up at him. They stare at each other in silence until she smiles at him, leaning in to rest her head on his shoulder.

“Play something for me?” She mumbles. He grins and lays his head on top of hers. His fingers lay on the keys and he starts to play a familiar tune from one of his songs from his last album. The two sit together, listening to the sounds of the piano filling the room.

When the rest of the team comes back, Y/N’s father is looking around for her. He knew she somehow stayed behind to keep Harry some company. He doesn’t think too much of it; he’s seen the way they both interacted and he was more than glad they got along. Maybe a little too much.

He somehow could sense a mutual liking between the two. It was sweet to be fair. It was like seeing his little girl talking to a guy she likes in school all over again. He’s not one to be a strict parent; all he wants is to look after her. There were too many guys in the industry who’d try to take advantage of her because of him, which is why he would always get cautious of them.

But he sees the way Harry and Y/N look at each other like they’re the only ones in the room. For a moment, he begins to think that maybe this is the guy for her. Someone who genuinely likes her and would sometimes go out of his way to spend time with her, even if it wasn’t work-related. Harry is generally a respectable man, but it truly warms his heart to see the way he treats Y/N the way he knows she deserves to be treated.

Then, he stumbles upon the two in the same studio room Harry said he would be. He sees the two sitting close to each other as Harry plays the piano. Occasionally, they would both giggle at each other for reasons he’s sure it’s something between just them. He stands by the door for a while as he watches them, a smile graces on his face. He sees the smiles and happiness radiating on their faces.

And he thinks to himself that maybe this wouldn’t be so bad after all.

As the session for the day ends, Harry and everyone else are ready to pack it up and go home. As he puts his water bottle and journal into his tote bag, he steals a few glances at Y/N in which she returns, leaving both of their faces flushing in warmth. He approaches her nervously while she plays around with her fingers.

“Um,” he starts. “Thanks for today.” She chuckles at his words and shakes her head.

“I didn’t really do anything, but you’re welcome,” she jokes. They both let out a laugh.

“Well, uh, take care,” he says and she gives him a small smile. She was hoping he’d say more but she doesn’t push it. “You too,” she points out.

He nods as he slowly walks backwards to the door. He stops in his tracks for a moment before opening his mouth again. “I, uh,” he begins again and she waits for his next words nervously. “I’ll see you in the next session, yeah?”

Her heart deflates a bit but she hides her tiny disappointment with a smile. “Definitely, Harry.”

They awkwardly bid each other goodbye before parting their ways. Unbeknownst to them, her father watched the whole scene and he shakes his head at the silly adults.

He calls for Y/N and tells her to sit with him for a minute. “Yeah, dad?” She questions him as she sits on the couch. “Want to tell me why you and Styles look like nervous teenagers, wishing the other would ask them on a date?”

Y/N is shocked to say the least as she stumbles on her words and tries to pretend she doesn’t know what he’s talking about. He chuckles at his daughter’s act. “Think you should put him out of his misery and let him ask you out. Or better yet, you should ask him out.”

“But dad, what about you?”

He cocks an eyebrow at her question. “What about me, sweetie?”

She chews on her bottom lip gently before speaking. “It’s just, I know he has a lot of respect for you and he doesn’t want to make things weird if anything did happen between us. Plus, what if he’s like those other guys that try to kiss up to you through me? I really like him, dad.” She mumbles out the last part under her breath. Her father sees the slight dilemma his daughter has and shakes his head at her, smiling.

He lifts her chin up so she could look at you. “I know he’s not one of those guys. While the rest of those boys can try and fool me, he’s a man with a lot of heart and respect towards others. And I can tell you that he really likes you too. I’ve seen the way you look at each other. Don’t think you guys are so slick with that.”

Y/N giggles at her father’s words. “Thanks, dad,” she tells him, kissing his hand and holding it tightly. It somehow reminds him of the first time her tiny baby hands tried to hold his hand. It makes him choke up, knowing his little girl isn’t so little anymore.

But if it’s Harry who’d be the man that’ll make her happy, then he’s completely fine with that.

He kisses her head lovingly and pats her shoulder. “Now, you better go after him before you come home sulking because you didn’t catch him. I’ll go wait in the car for you,” he suggests. Y/N’s face beams with joy as she stands and runs out of the room.

The sun is setting by the time she reaches the front door of the studio building. She looks around to see if Harry has left yet. She doesn’t see him and she starts to frown at this. She’s about to sulk on her way to her father before she hears a familiar deep voice calling her name.

“Y/N?” She turns around and grins as she sees Harry walking over to her.

“Hey! You’re still here,” she beams at him. Harry smiles at her, noting how adorable she looks. “Yeah, had a chat with Mitch and Sarah before they left.” He points behind him for her to see their car driving past them, honking at them as if to say goodbye.

“Anyways, you alright? Saw you ran out here,” he asks concerned. It truly makes her heart flutter knowing how much he even cares. Not to mention, he’s a very handsome and beautiful young man, especially under the golden hour lighting they’re getting.

“Yeah, I wanted to ask you something,” she tells him. She’s playing with her fingers, something she does when she’s nervous. He hums in response.

“Would you wanna go on a date with me?” She rushes out her words.

But Harry hears her clear enough. He’s surprised at first. He always thought he’d ask her out but she beat him to it. He lets it sink in; the fact that the girl he really likes, likes him back and wants to go on a date with him.

A smile breaks out onto his face and he nods. “Yeah, yeah, I’d love to!” He exclaims.

Y/N lets out a breath of relief as she hears this. “Really?”

“Really! I really like you, Y/N. Been meaning to ask you out but I guess you beat me to it,” he chuckles as he steps closer to her. His hands reach out to grab her hands and she lets him, liking the warmth he gives.

“I really like you too,” she smiles at him. He grins as his eyes run over her face, loving how pretty she looks with the sunlight hitting her complexion.

She’s not sure whether it’s too soon to kiss him but he slowly leans in, as if he’s waiting to see if she’ll reject him. But she doesn’t and immediately leans into him, letting lips finally touch.

She feels him smile into the kiss, their lips move in sync. She breathes in his scent of cologne he wears through her nose and tastes the sweetness of his lips. The feeling they both get is almost overriding their senses and all they can think of is each other.

They break away as they catch their breath. Harry sneakily leans in again to steal a peck which makes her giggle. They’re smiling so hard that their cheeks are starting to hurt.

“That was nice,” he grins at her. She nods as she looks at him with dazed eyes.

“I should probably head back now,” she points out behind her. Harry nods understandingly. “I’ll call you later, alright? Let me know when you and your dad get home safe,” he says, his thumb stroking over her knuckles gently.

She nods in agreement. “Goodnight, Harry,” she bids him.

“Goodnight, darling,” he gently says back.

They don’t move apart from each other until Harry leans in again. “One more kiss,” he mumbles as his lips press against hers. She doesn’t object as she moans lightly at the feeling of his lips again. They break away, giggling as they bid each other goodnight again.

As soon as they part away, Y/N waits until she sees him getting in his car before squealing in delight as she skips back to her car. While this happens, Harry is shouting in his car, letting it sink in that he finally has the girl who inspired most of the songs he wrote for his new album.

[moonlit-han]

stray kids reacting to you having bad cramps ↠ all members

genre: reaction, fluff word count: 3.5k warnings: discussion of menstrual cramps, pain, etc., swearing request: yes (anon)

a/n: hey, anon~ sorry this took me so long to write for you;;;; I decided to try a new style—it was nice to write this because I got to imagine how I’d like to be taken care of. (wow, can you tell I could use some cuddles right now?) I hope this is comforting to you! stay cozy✨

✧ masterlist in bio ✧

bang chan

bad cramps are a normal thing for you

and chan knows this all too well

but sometimes just explaining something doesn’t do it justice

your cramps are so bad that, a lot of the time, you can’t even get out of bed

bad enough that you can’t even scream

chan probably wouldn’t show his concern too much because he doesn’t want to worry you

he would be really concerned the first time you had horrible cramps around him, though

he’d slept over after a movie night and woke up to you curled around a pillow, whimpering

the first thought he’d had was that you were having a nightmare

and so he just gently rubbed your back a little to calm you

but you’d kept whimpering and occasionally curled more closely around the pillow

aaaand you’d finally managed to explain that you were having cramps

and couldn’t exactly move…

chan had quickly drawn a bath for you

(and added a rubber ducky just because he could aljhadfjlkshfjkh)

you’d kinda squeaked when he picked you up, not expecting to be lifted bodily out of your blankets

chan would just kiss the top of your head as he carries you to the bathroom and then gently help you out of your pajamas

the bath would be extremely hot but that was perfect (♡‿♡)

hhhhhh and he’d even add rose bath soap to the water since it was your favorite

(you’d end up with a tiara of bubbles on your head heheheh)

chan would wash your hair and rub your back, massaging your sore muscles

even though the pain is only in your low back and abdomen, you still manage to hold tension in the rest of your body

and then he’d join you in the shower to help you rinse off

he’d hold you because the pain is just so bad and you can barely stand

and if you needed more than just a massage, he’d be happy to oblige

sometimes the release of pleasure helps ease the pain, too

chan just wants you to feel good and to be relaxed

after helping you dry off, chan would bundle you into warm clothes

it was always important, you’d said before, to stay warm

he’d even brush and braid your hair (if you have long hair, that is)

the little tingles that shoot through your scalp when he plays with your hair feel amazing

chan would kiss your cheek and your neck as he works his fingers through your hair

he insisted that you needed to stay hydrated, sometimes having to cajole you into drinking water because you could barely move

he’d want you to be as comfortable as possible

he’d make a blanket nest for you

he’d even put a heating pad or hot water bottle in there for you

pain meds and water would be close at hand

and whatever food you were craving

and he’d be extra affectionate

so many hugs and cuddles

just hugs all day long

maybe it’s just because you’re in pain

but chan’s hugs when you’re having horrible cramps are somehow different from his usual ones??

like he just envelopes you even more than usual and doesn’t let go

you’d just burrow into his arms even further

he’d give you one of his wonderfully big and comfy sweatshirts to wear

it smells like the soap he uses and just his general chan-ness

in other words, the best smell  e v e r  ㅠ_ㅠ ( ◡‿◡ ♡)

and just having him there with you would make everything better

lee minho

he would also be really loving and caring

and totally calm, not at all surprised

he’s just so even-keeled, you know?

would probably insist that doongie, soonie, and dori sleep with you

minho: “cats are totally medicine! their purring will help!”

they’re super snuggly anyway and just hunker down next to you

and minho is just a fourth cat, honestly

he kinda just curls up with you, massaging your low back if you have cramps that ache there

or just resting a warm hand on your belly to help soothe the pain

he’d get you a fluffy blanket and some orange juice (for the vitamin c to help your muscles relax and to reduce the inflammation!)

and definitely a heating pad or a hot water bottle

if you have two hot water bottles, he’d make a sandwich out of you and the water bottles

(so he could eat you up later ;) )

minho would insist that you take naps, holding you to his chest so you’d fall asleep more easily

he’d also queue up episodes of a show or several movies for the two of you to watch if you were home for the day

if you were at work and had super bad cramps, minho would bring you whatever food or pain meds or anything you’d need

he’s the kind of person who would just drop everything to take care of you, you know? (((we know, lee know alfkjafkjshjhk i’m so sorry i had to)))

he’s just a little ball of love and would want you to feel better

he’d kinda rock you back and forth in his arms if you have a particularly bad spasm of pain

like chan, minho would also get you into the shower to help you feel better

he’d have to convince you to even get out of bed, tho...

“come on, y/n. you’ll feel better if you take a shower. i promise”

“hhhhhhh i don’t wanna get up”

“y/n…..”

“mmph”

*minho grabbing your hands and tugging* “sweetheart, please.” *tug* "UGH why do you have to act like dead weight now of all times. geez, y/n.”

“...........”

*tugging intensifies* “get! up! i’ll drag you into the shower, you dork. you know i will”

“fiiiiiiiiiine”

he’d still have to pretty much drag you to the bathroom

AJDFHKGDJFGK

minho gently stripping you out of your clothes would kinda be like trying to dress a baby, since you wouldn’t want to move

he’d just hold you in there, rubbing soap over your body and shampoo through your hair

the hot water and minho holding you, honestly, works as well as any pain med

thank goodness ｡ﾟ(ﾟ∩´﹏`∩ﾟ)ﾟ｡

and at any time whatsoever, minho’s gentle smile would just make your day so much better

and you know he’d pepper you with kisses all over

(i mean all over)

bc it just always make you feel the most contented ever hhhhhh

and you deserve to not be thinking about pain

bc pain fucking sucks;;;;

and he’d just tell you how much he loves you so much you don’t even know how to respond

and it kinda makes you wanna cry

but from happiness

alkfjhskjhsklhjs

VERY SOFT

seo changbin

changbin would be pretty calm and would know exactly what to do

just matter-of-fact about taking care of you

you’d told him you get really bad cramps before

but the first time you had really bad cramps around him, he was a little freaked out

he hadn’t realized that period cramps could be that bad

you’d come home and pretty much collapsed on the couch

he’d thought you were just tired

but when you let out a strangled scream, changbin was;;;; um;;; a bit worried

okay not just worried

c o n c e r n e d (⊙ __ ⊙);;;;

maybe even a little scared??

he didn’t want to let on that he was worried about you

hearing you kinda just whimpering and crying out in pain tore at his heart

changbin would give you all the stuffed animals you have

(gyu would also make an appearance)

just pile them up around you “for emotional support”

and then he’d wrap his arms and legs around you to cuddle you close

definitely your basic case of:

“binnie please let go”

“no”

“binnie i can’t breathe…”

“oh,,,” *loosens hold slightly*

akjfhgaljkhajkhg

he’s literally just a cuddle bug hhhhhhhh

and I MEAN

THE BIGGEST CUDDLE BUG EVER

OH MY GODS

he’d rub your belly or your back, depending on where it hurt

and just want to make everything better

changbin would be the one to give you a full body massage if your cramps are bad

he’d insist on doing it, actually

even if you’re whiny and complain, he knows that once you’re relaxed you’ll feel a million times better

he’d concentrate on your low back, pressing his wonderfully warm hands into your muscles

and slowly but surely you’d feel the pain and tension release

hhhhhh he’s probably really good at giving massages ｡･ﾟ(ﾟ⊃ω⊂ﾟ)ﾟ･｡

ALSO!!! can you just imagine how warm binnie would be cuddling?

HHHHHHHH

you wouldn’t even need a heating pad

he’s all the warmth and comfort you’ll ever need

aldfjkahjlskhsl (♡‿♡)

and his muscles would be the comfiest

they’re all so big but would be so squishy when at rest

hhhhhh just imagine it

laying your head on his chest with his arms around you

the softest oh my god

changbin is so kind and gentle that he’d just want to make sure you’re okay and be really soft

HHHHHHHHHHH

once you were feeling a bit better, he’d probably tickle you a little

just so you’d release your tension

what a cute goofball

UGH HE’S JUST SO SOFT

he’d sing you to sleep while threading his fingers through your hair

and his low raspy voice would be so calming and lovely

binnie’s go-to medicine is just literally just all the cuddles ever ((well, and pain meds, etc., of course, bc cramps are horrible and evil))

hwang hyunjin

this boy would be just a little panicky

ya know, jUst A litTtLE

you’d suddenly doubled over while you were out shopping

for matching couple sweaters

(you know, the horrible kind that could only be worn ironically or by people so pretentious that they don’t know the meaning of irony)

and hyunjin is all 

“OH MY GOD Y/N  (＠_＠) (」ﾟﾛﾟ)｣

BABE

ARE YOU OKAY

HHHHHH

WHAT DO YOU NEED

WHAT CAN I DO;;;;;;;;;”

he’d kinda flutter around you like a moth

all worried eyes and nervous energy

he really wouldn’t know what to do

bc FUCK???!!

CRAMPS??!!!! ┗(｀ﾟДﾟ´)┛ﾟ

not his forte

“i just need to go home, jinnie. i’ll be fine”

((yeah... lie thru your teeth y/n;;;; ))

he’s still panicky as fuck

when you get home you kinda just collapse on the bed

hyunjin’s all “OOOOH CUDDLE TIME YES”

which was okay for like 2 mins until  a g o n y

“jinnie, i need pain meds. NOW” (x﹏x);;;;;

hyunjin would bound off the bed all “I got this, babe!

and then realize that he had no idea where you kept the pain meds strong enough to deal with menstrual cramps

“uuuuh where are they . . .” (⌒_⌒;)

*y/n flailing in the general direction of the medicine cabinet*

so once he found them, he’d get you a glass of water and help you sit up to take the meds

all better?

NOPE

you’d need a hot water bottle and blankets

oh and chocolate. lots of chocolate

hyunjin would be so damn determined to make you feel better

to do anything he could bc you seemed in so!! much!!! pain!!!!

ten minutes later you’d find yourself practically swaddled in blankets on the couch with Hyunjin curled around you like a fucking squirrel or something

just let him take care of you

he’s doing his best;;;

he’d want to make you all the food you’d ever want

but would keep getting distracted

bc all he wants to do is just kiss you a bunch

and tell you how cute you are

bc, let’s face it, y/n, you’re pretty cute aldsjfhgsjfkhalhg

even though he isn’t sure what to do at first, hyunjin is actually quite good at taking care of you

if you’re at his place, you’d definitely end up with kkami on your lap

bc why wouldn’t you want a sweet pup giving you all the love when you’re in pain?!!

hhhh so sweet

han jisung

oh jisung, my sweet precious squirrel boy

jisung would probably be a lot like hyunjin alfjahkjdfh

kinda panicky bc he doesn’t know what to do

really surprised that someone could have cramps that bad

it’s clear to him that, while he’s felt pain before, it was nothing like what you’re dealing with

how the hell do you do this every. single. month.

keeps telling you you’re badass

but,,,,, um;;;;;

Y I K E S

*queue fluttering, panicky hands*

“hhhhhh baby what can i do;;;;;”

y/n: *indistinct pain noises* “i’m fine”

“yoU’rE NOt fiNe!!!”

“ji really it’s okay. i’m used to this”

(you say as you’re curled on the couch, clutching just below your belly with a look of concentrated pain on your face)

“HHHHHHHHHHHHHH”

he’d end up bring you soup and some water

bc soup helps everything, right?

and all the pain meds he could get his hands on

there would be like 10 random bottles of every kind of pain relieving medicine tumbling out of his arms

“i didn’t know what would work;;;;;”

he’s just a sweet lad

what else was he supposed to do?

you’d manage a weak smile before another stab of pain would decide to hurtle through you like a fucking bullet train

at this point, jisung would definitely be feeling sympathetic pain

(not fun;;; )

he’d help you sit up and take the meds

then c u d d l e s

literally just all the cuddles in the world

jisung would hold you tightly, arms and legs wrapped around you, stroking your hair to get you to fall asleep

not that you’d be having any trouble with that, since you would be snuggled by

The Master of Spooning™ himself

even though he’s comforting you and helping, jisung can’t help but be glad that he gets to cuddle you for a long time

and when you felt angry at your body for giving you such horrible pain he’d hold you even tighter

then find some way to make you laugh

laughter is very important in jisung’s world (and, therefore, your world)

and you do find that it takes your mind off the pain, if only a bit

it’s almost like clockwork when you get bad cramps

same time of the month, same kind of pain

(you’ve definitely cursed every single god you can think of for this)

so he knows in the small, secret recesses of his mind, that he’ll get to cuddle the heck out of you at those times

he’d just smother you with kisses to wake you up to make sure you’d take more pain meds

okay;;; he’d smother you with kisses all day, too

and, like a cat kneading, he’d massage your belly and back to relax your muscles

you’d felt a little better after that

resting your head on his chest and hearing his heartbeat would be incredibly calming

by the end of the day, jisung would just hold you on top of him

like you’re a little otter and he doesn’t want to lose you

alkjfghakjlfhahjfgaklhga (●´ω｀●)

lee felix

felix would be amazingly casual about the whole thing and just ready to go

like;;; this boy would just immediately pick you up, kiss your forehead, and carry you to bed

need pain meds?

he’s already put them in the drawer of your bedside table as soon as you’d started your period

need a heating pad?

he’s got like five—all different shapes, sizes, whatever you need

(you’re not quite sure where or when he gets all this stuff, but you’re not complaining)

all he’d want is to just cuddle you

he’d turn those big, soulful eyes on you like you’re the best thing he’s ever seen

((which you are (≧◡≦) ))

and even if you’re curled on the bed in mildly stinky pajamas

he’d still just curl up with you and try to make everything okay

felix would just ramble on about anything and everything to try to distract you

yes, you’d probably be witness to Felix’s Interpretive Dance Time

.....whether you wanted to or not

(you secretly like it when he’s that silly alkfsjhajkfh)

and, of course, felix would make you breakfast (even if it wasn’t morning)

an absolutely delicious meal of all your favorite foods, even if they’re not normal breakfast food

((but honestly, what even is normal breakfast food??? just eat what’s yummy!))

since he’s been practicing baked goods, he’d also make you a lil cake just to cheer you up

and would try to ice it, which would come out really cute

he’d put “to my smol bean: UR CUTE ILY”

bc we all know felix is a cute dork who’d totally put something like that on a cake

hhhhhhhhhh

would probably call chan or changbin just to make sure he’s not forgetting anything for taking care of you

he wouldn’t forget anything for you, anyway, bc he’s just that committed to making you feel better

oh and you’d definitely watch like 15 children’s movies in a row (okay maybe not in a row, but still)

bc what’s better than laughing at the antics of various animated characters?!

and singing along to the songs would be really fun and take your mind off the pain

it would make you breathe properly and relax! 

yay!!!

felix would probably act out some of the scenes to his favorite movies beside the screen just so you could check his accuracy

AALKJFHGAJFH

and if all you wanted to do is sleep, felix would curl up with you on the bed or couch

and run his fingers through your hair and down your back to soothe you

and give you smol sweet kisses before falling asleep

kim seungmin

seungmin is also quite practical

when you told him that you get excruciating cramps, he immediately went and researched everything about menstrual cramps

potential causes for especially bad cramps

what to do for someone who’s having bad cramps

what not to do when someone’s having bad cramps

and he’d immediately gone out and bought what seemed like a year’s supply of pain meds, chocolate, three heating pads, and three hot water bottles, as well as extra pads and tampons

so the first time you were together and you kinda just went “aaghhh” in pain, seungmin immediately ran to his closet to get All The Things

you’d given him a quizzical look when he came back into the living room

he had a bag that looked, somehow, Official

although, most of seungmin’s things look Official~

(he’s just that organized and meticulous alkjfhsjfghsh)

so when he’d opened the bag, you had to stifle a giggle

in the bag, seungmin had put everything you’d need for when you had your period

hhhhhhhh what a sweetheart (✿´ ꒳ ` )

and if you need space, he’d just be in the other room minding his own business until you demand cuddles

he’d just absentmindedly give you head pets while the two of you watch a show or something

or he’d read to you from whatever book he’d been reading

or that you’d been reading  (▰˘◡˘▰)

would make you tea~

you’d probably end up cuddling his little puppy stuffed animal at some point

um;;;; seungmin’s potential fathering instincts would probably come out a little bc he just feels so much affection for you

and is just in CARING MODE

if you’re out together and you have cramps, you’d find yourself whisked back home for a day of rest

if you can’t go home, seungmin would just get you the proper pain meds and some water

he probably keeps meds for you in his wallet (´ω｀♡)

all seungmin wants is for you to not be in pain

bc it hurts his heart

he doesn’t exactly show it a bunch on the outside to other people

but he’s really caring

most of all with youuuu~~~

he wants to ki— kick whoever decided that cramps could be this bad

like what the fuck, man;;;;;

he’d be very encouraging as he talks to you, since he doesn’t want you to worry or anything

he’s knows you worry enough about why you get bad cramps

whenever the pain would get so bad that you want to cry and feel like you’re going to lose your mind, seungmin’s bright smile would bring you back to earth

he’d reassure you that everything’s okay

and kiss the top of your head as he holds you (*/ω＼)

yang jeongin

jeongin’s remedy to cramps is stuffed animals

all the stuffed animals

all of them

e v e r

you both have a propensity for stuffed animals, characters, random objects, etc.

you even have a stuffed strawberry that’s the size of your torso

so jeongin would just pile up all the stuffies and a bunch of pillows

and settle you in them

you’d feel like you were drowning in stuffed animals ajkfshgkjfhg

like felix, he’d probably secretly call chan just to check that he’s doing the right thing for you, too (⁄ ⁄>⁄ ▽ ⁄<⁄ ⁄)

jeongin would make you tea and bring a pot of it to your bedside table

(just herbal tea, not caffeinated bc he doesn’t want you to get dried out)

he’d bring everything you could ever want in tea:

honey, milk, lemon, sugar

the tea would be reeeeeally yummy

and the warmth would help calm your nerves that had been on high alert since the night before when the cramps had started

jeongin would curl up with you and just stroke your hair

he’d turn on a show the two of you had been watching

a comedy, of course

why would you want to watch anything else while in pain??

okay so as calm as all this seems, he’d be fucking panicked as hell inside

like how is supposed to deal with this???

welp….. might as well just pretend it’s any other day

and you just happen to need more cuddles

he finds it really cute when you are  b a b y

and when you’re having horrible cramps….

yoU ARE B A B Y!!!!!!

the cutest ever

like holy shit

jeongin would be completely floored by how cute you are

you’d just kind of nuzzle into his stomach as you curl up next to him

of course, he’d also make sure you remember to take pain meds and all

sometimes he’d be a little annoying about it but not by much~

just enough to get you to WeAR sOcKs Y/N!!

he’d totally be the one to kinda pounce on you and carry you outside to sit on the lawn

not one but two blankets would cushion you from the grass and any bugs~

he’d probably bring all the stuffed animals he’d piled on you earlier outside

“they’ll get lonely!!”

…….right

definitely not an excuse to throw the radish plushies he got you at your head…..

((you’d get him back, though, with a few well-aimed charizards or something))

but if you needed him to be serious, he would be

bc, really, he cares about you so much he feels like his heart’s gonna burst (*♡∀♡)

[multifandom-girlie]

𝐅𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐄𝐱𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞

Imagine: "Can you do one where Daniel Gillies and the reader have an interview but they are divorced and have kids together *name doesn't matter*but the interviewer ask them why they divorce since it was unknown to why they did."

Pairing: Daniel Gillies x Wife!Reader

Warning: RPF, minorly angsty.

Words: 1813

A/N: I hope you like it anon, I will be honest it's not my best imagine but I really did try and make it the best I could. I hope you Enjoy!

The un-consensual ringing of my alarm tone triggered me to open my eyes. I glanced over to my phone and quickly made sure i didn't have any notifications before sitting up and wiping the crustiness of the sleep from my eyes. I decided to not wake the kids up yet, as it would be easier to get ready without two screaming children bouncing of the walls and begging for food. I chuckled the covers off and walked into my bathroom and heading straight for the sink to brush my teeth and wash my face. After I had, I heard two feet slapping against the hardwood flooring and I shut my eyes hoping for just two more minutes. I stepped out of the bathroom, guess we won't have a shower this morning then. Peeking my head out of the door, I saw two big brown eyes looking around my room. I put on a smile and walked over to them. It was my son, Tyler. I picked him up and sitting on my bed with him resting on my lap. I brushed his soft brown hairs out of his face and kissed him on the forehead as we hugged, like every morning.

"Good morning, baby. Are you ok ?"

He muttered a yes but still buried his head into my neck, I frowned. Of course I knew he was lying to me when he said yes but I thought it was just because he was tired from having just woken up. He's usually running around and screaming so loud you'd think he was getting murdered. The look on his face though wasn't just tiredness, it was a look he used to give me very rarely; when he was upset.

"I miss daddy, when can we see him ? Uncle Joe said that he wasn't sure if we gonna see him today."

I closed my eyes lightly. Damn you Joseph, making my job as a mom way harder than it already was.

"Don't listen to Uncle Joe, he's just playing around. I will make sure you see daddy today, I promise."

He made a big grin on his face, very similar to his father's and I couldn't help but smile back. God I missed that man, like crazy but I got two wonderful children and one on the way as a product of it. So, I will always have a part of him.

"Now, go and get your best clothes on to impress daddy when you seem him and tell your sister as well, okay ?"

He nodded running out my room and screaming to his sister, there it is...the screaming and running.

20 minutes later...

I was taking my first two aspirin of the day already and I had only been awake half and hour. Today was going to be a long day. I was sipping on the water when I heard the door knock and a bowl smash. I ran into the dining room to see that Lily's breakfast bowl was smashed into little pieces on the floor. She knelt down the pick it up until I spoke.

"Lily! Do not pick that glass up, I will do it. Go and put your shoes on baby and help your brother please. I need to go answer the door, hurry up."

I walked out of the dining room and over to the front door. Opening it I came face to face with Joseph, Paul and more importantly Daniel. I let them all in and as I was hugging Paul to say hi. I hear a bang followed by some crying in Lily's room. I widened my eyes and raced upstairs to her room. As I arrived, I saw Tyler standing in the doorway with a sheepish smile on her face.

"What happened ?"

"I haven't done anything, mommy."

"What was that bang then ?"

I moved him out the way and walked over to Lily, who was sat on the rubbing her bleeding knee. She started crying more as I went over to pick her up.

"Oh, baby what happened ?"

"T-t-tyler pus-sh-shed m-m-me o-o-ov-v-ver."

I hated seeing my kids cry it broke my heart. However, I managed to pick her up and take her downstairs whilst grabbing Tyler's wrist with my free hand. As we were walking downstairs, I asked Tyler what happened.

"She was trying to help me put my shoes on and being a bossy pants."

"Tyler, I asked her to help you. She wasn't doing anything wrong. Was that really want a good enough reason to push your sister over ? Look at her knee."

"I'm sorry, mama."

"Your saying it to the wrong person, baby."

As we walked into the kitchen and he saw everyone he screamed and ran into Daniel's arms. I would be lying if I said the sight didn't make my heart swell a million times but he had been naughty.

"Tyler James Gillies!"

Daniel looked up confused. Most likely thinking that I was trying to make sure Tyler didn't hug him.

"What did I just say ?"

I sat Lily down on the island and went to the medicine cabinet to get the band-aids, he trudged towards his sister and put his head down.

"I'm sorry I pushed you over."

She smiled at him in acceptance as I cleaned her knee and put on a band-aid. I lifted her down and I finished saying hi to everyone and walked out the door and then realised I didn't clean the glass up. I'll do it later.

At the comic con, 40 minutes later...

When we arrived, we were screamed at by millions of fans that had come from everywhere.However, if my kids weren't here covering their ears because of loud noise, I would've stopped and greeted a few of them. Not only that but since we were late, we didn't have much time but we did have a tight schedule.

5 minutes later...

Most of 'The Originals' cast had finished their interviews for a day but me and Daniel had been roped into to doing one more, just us. So, I let the kids spend time with all their 'aunts' and 'uncles' and we headed off. Wasn't looking forward to this.

"Hi Guys, I'm here with the lovely Y/N and Daniel Gillies. Who portray the sexiest vampires on 'The Originals' and we are going to be answering your questions that you've sent in on twitter."

I couldn't help but feel slightly awkward as he said 'Y/N and Daniel Gillies'. I thought everyone had been told now but it's okay.

"Okay so our first question comes in from @vampirefiction333 who says 'I really love Elijah and Aviana but will they ever have a relationship with each other because I NEED it.'"

"Um, I'm not entirely sure. We have certainly pushed in the past but I feel as though it just wouldn't end well."

"Yeah, I think what Y/N said was absolutely right. Considering her past relationship with Klaus I don't think it would end well for Elijah let alone Aviana."

“Okay, next question come from @y/n.y/l/n_ishot. Creative username, um so their question is ‘I know that Daniel and Y/N aren’t together anymore but I really want to know where they had their honeymoon because have you seen the pictures😍!!”

We both laughed despite the user making a spectacle of the mutual split.

“We had our honeymoon at ‘The Samaya Bali’ hotel in Bali and we loved it. We stayed in the one bedroom royal courtyard villa, which was just incredible.”

“Yeah it was wonderful because it’s quite a small and private hotel by it is beautiful and it was definitely worth every penny.”

“That sounds great. Okay, last question is from @Y/NandDanielGilliesShipper. Very long name but uh their question was ‘I really wish Y/N and Daniel stayed together and it hurts that I don’t know the reason why they got a divorce. Someone please tell me😭.”

We both looked at each other and smiled slightly before he nodded for me to go first.

“Um okay. So, it was a mutual decision, we just realised that it wasn’t working anymore. I think that first initial spark that we had kind of disappeared and due to that the relationship just felt like a burden almost. The last kinda months we were together we just spent constantly having small disagreements which would then lead to a much bigger argument. I don’t think either of us deserved that and so we had a talk and we decided it was just better off.”

He looked at me kinda sadly as we knew the main reason behind those arguments but for the sake of privacy we decided to keep it to ourselves.

“Yeah what Y/N said. I believe that there is always going to be a deep and passionate love between us, there always will be. I think that’s due to how young and naive we were when we even started dating and then not long after we met; we married and had kids so yeah there will always be some love there, no matter what. I just feel as though because of being each other’s first every thing it led us to believe that there was nothing else.”

“Do you believe there is something else ? Not to make you feel uncomfortable or pressure you into answering.”

We all chuckled.

“No honestly it’s fine. I do believe there isn’t something else out there even if I haven’t fallen out of love with Y/N. There always is something else out there.”

“I think there is a lot of truth in what Daniel’s saying but we both definitely need to let ourselves heal and let our children heal before even entertaining the idea of new people.”

“Talking of your children, how’d you tell them ? How did they handle it ?”

“They handled it quite maturely, I have to say. Which was quite shocking as they are both very upbeat all the time and they are never serious or truly upset. So, to see them so quiet was kind of worrying actually. I think they were in a state of shock for just a moment and then they had a little cry and they accepted it. It was quite sudden though, which I do regret. They literally woke up 20 minutes prior, I was drinking coffee, Daniel was making breakfast and it was normal but then we just sprung it on them whilst they were eating breakfast. So, if we could change that I would but I think the sooner they knew, the smoother and quicker the healing would be.”

He smiled at us. I looked at Daniel and we smiled at each other once again. I was happy for him whether he was moving on with someone else or not. Even if we weren’t together there was still and us and that was some hope and I love that.

I loved him.

No.

I love him.

Children:

Tyler James Gillies- 7 years old

Lily Aviana Gillies-5 years old

MASTERLIST

[sugarmaplewings-fics]

Midoriya Comfort HCs

Pairing: Midoriya (Deku) x reader

Warnings: Mentions/the concept/symptoms of depression, otherwise none

Request: Hi, sugar! i just wanted to tell you how much i adore your fics. everything about them is truly outstanding, from your choice of words to the ideas you come up with. might i add, your ability to write the characters so well and immerse someone in the story are amazing and i hope that you’re very proud of what you’ve brought to the fandom! you’re one of my favourite writers on here! would it be possible for you to write comfort hcs for izuku w/ a reader who’s a victim of depression, or even if you aren’t comfortable with that, just for bad days? i’ve been feeling a lot worse than usual and it’s all crumbled for me, so i’m just seeking comfort from my best boy. - anon neo 

A/N: I’m sobbing??? I’m one of your favorites??! This is literally some of the nicest stuff anyone has ever said to me?? Thankyouthankyouthankyou!!! I’m so glad people actually like this stuff I make! 

And I’m always chill with doing anxious or depressed reader, since it’s something I (sadly) relate to myself and therefore feel pretty comfortable portraying it the best I can. I tried to get these out and done as fast as I could, but I hope you’re feeling better! 

I promise you, you can get through this. I believe in you. If you ever need to chat, I'm always open (this goes for everyone). I really enjoyed writing these and loved your request. No worries, I got you!

Anyway, I hope you and everyone else likes them (as always)! Thanks again so much for your kind words, they really keep me going <3

Love you!

-Sugar

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Ever since you started dating, Izuku pays a lot of attention to you and how you’re feeling, whether he’s subtle about it or not

So when you start spiraling into a bad place, he’ll notice pretty quickly

He’ll immediately ask you what’s wrong, remembering and still regretting the choices he’d made when he knew something was up with Iida

He’s a little sad when you explain you have depression, but he won’t be swayed. Far from it. This boy is determined to be the best boyfriend he can be for you, no matter what!

He’ll do some research before making too many moves. The idea of the big sad isn’t completely foreign to him, but he wants to make sure he’s doing everything right

Izuku would go over all the little notes he’d taken on you, making a habit of jotting down anything you like

Once he’s made a bit of a plan for himself and gathered everything up, you can expect a Deku-bomb of everything you like and it’s all just for you!

You like food? He’ll buy you your favorites and treat you with them when he storms your room. Into more outdoorsy or sporty activities? He’ll gently ask you if you’re up for getting outside and doing them. He’ll even invite your friends! You like books? He’ll pick up that novel you’ve been eyeing since it came out. The list goes on. He’d do anything to bring a smile to your face

So anyway, as I said, he’d storm your room with everything he could find that he thought might help, ready to dedicate the entire afternoon and evening to you

He’d ask if there was anything you needed to talk about. He’s really good at listening if you decide there is something you need to rant about. He’s not too bad with advice either!

If you decide not to talk about it, or maybe there’s nothing to talk about and you just feel a little blah, he’ll take out whatever lil’ something he got you

At this point, he’d do whatever you want to do, whether it’s playing a video game or going out for a walk or watching your favorite movie

And whenever you want, Izuku is always down to cuddle (hehehe my favorite part!)

He’ll scour both his and your rooms to find every blanket he can, coming back to wrap you up into a little fuzzy burrito

He’ll pull you into bed and spoon you, but not before pressing kisses over every available surface of your face and the top of your head

He’ll hug you into him from behind, draping a leg over you and resting his head above yours. This is also a good time to do any kind of ranting or talking, and if you ever feel the need to cry, you’re more than able to!

If you cry tho, Izuku might cry too. He’s very in touch with his emotions and seeing you cry will never fail to make him tear up too. That’s just the kind of person he is

He’ll remind you of how much he loves you and murmurs words of support and encouragement in your ear. There is hope for the future, and things won’t always be like this. He’s not afraid to start listing everything he loves about you, and trust me when I say this, he could go on and on. He has notes. He thinks about this every day

Whenever you get too hot in your burrito blanket, you can always climb out. But now this means that all your kissable surfaces are exposed!

If all his efforts to make you smile before had failed, this is the last straw. 

He’ll start a tickle war, pulling you back in to kiss you anywhere he can reach; your cheeks, your neck, your belly. There’s nothing suggestive behind it, he just wants you to know how loved you are by him

Once you’re done, he’ll let you nuzzle back into him for some much needed sleep. He’s spending the night with you, and there really isn’t much you can do about that

Even after your evening together is over, he won’t stop checking in on you to make sure you’re okay. He’ll do cuddle sessions, movie nights, walks in the park, anything, any time, as long as he knows he’s making a difference in making you feel better, even if it’s just a little

He’ll check in to make sure you’re taking care of yourself. You best be sure you’re eating your meals and drinking plenty of water. He’ll even bring you some if you’re not up for leaving your room

Guilty of never getting enough sleep? He’ll poke his head in to see if you’re still awake, and if you are, he’ll gladly tug you into bed and hold you until you’ve slipped off to the feeling of his hands running through your hair

Get too much sleep? He’ll make sure to invite you to things he’s doing to get you out of the house, or even take you on dates with just the two of you to keep you active and occupied

I know that I’m guilty of not showering when I hit a slump, so he’ll make sure to remind you to do that (if ya need it. no shame). He’d even make sure you were changing out and washing your clothes and sheets, happy to help you if you’re not up for it

If you need help picking up your room or washing dishes and the like, he’s prepped to help you there too. Better make sure you’re changing your clothes too, now. AT LEAST HAVE DAY PAJAMAS AND NIGHT PAJAMAS I--

My depression tends to come in waves (or as I like to call them; Sad Bitch Hours™), so if that’s the case for you, he’ll help you until you feel better and a little more like yourself again 

Izuku will never leave your side no matter what because that’s just how much he loves you. He has faith in you that you are strong enough to fight the issues and the hurt and the pain plaguing you, and by all means he will support you until the worst is over

A/N: Every time I write one of these, I feel like I’m doing one of those “If You Give A Mouse A Cookie--” books, except this one is more like “If (Y/N) Has Depression--”

Again, I truly hope that this can be some help for people who are struggling. I know that I am little more than an internet hermit, literally writing this in the darkness of my bedroom at 2 AM, but if I can bring even a touch of happiness, then my purpose will be fulfilled. I believe wholeheartedly that you can get through whatever may be going on in your life. In these past few years, I've been through a lot myself, but with a determined mindset and some professional help, I can say that I am doing so much better than I was.

Remember that you can't compare your progress to others. Healing takes time and patience and love, and simply remembering to be kind to yourself is the first step to steady recovery. I want you to know that I believe in you and that you matter. You matter so so so much. Every day, you change the world. There are people who love you (if you can't think of anyone, I'm here! Izuku loves you too, along with any other F/Os you may hold). I don't want to get too into this, but just remember that my inbox and DMs are always open. I'm not going to claim to be some sort of licensed therapist or mental health prodigy, but I'm a good listener and sometimes might offer decent advice. If you ever need a friend, I will be here to talk or rant to, and it would make me happy to see if someone reached out. You're not a burden, and your feelings are real and deserve to be confronted. No matter where you are in your journey, you're valid.

Sorry if this was a bit long, but I just wanted to say that you're important and people do care about you.

I wish you well and beautiful mornings,

-Sugar

Taglist: @basicaegyo​ @iiminibattlehero​ @pyrofanatic​​ @sokkasangel​ @xoxopam4​​

[the100thtwilightmaze]

Warmth (Sam Uley)(August 8th, 2020)

ummmmmmmm hey yall. this is my first imagine in a LONNNNNNGGGGGG TIME. like I'm talking maybe two or three years 😬 AND LET ME START BY SAYING I AM SORRY THAT IT'S SO LONG but I was on a roll and didn't want to lose it 😂 thank you to all my followers that stayed and a BIG THANK YOU to the anon that sent this in for getting me back in the writing game. I love all of you so much and I hope yall enjoy 💓💓💓

The whole Sam leaving Leah for Emily thing where? Leah and Emily are still thick as thieves because all my ladies deserve happiness.

(and I had to give my girl Leah some extra happiness because there's nothing about her finding love)

(I already know there are probably some proofreading errors I missed! sorry!)

You hadn’t laughed this hard in years. The source of your laughter, being illuminated by the flames of bonfire, continued with his onslaught of jokes.

You had come to the beach to breathe. The stress of your job had begun to wear you down. You just needed one minute of quiet and basically threw yourself onto the sands of La Push’s beach.

Your barefeet were dug deep into the sand with your hands to match, eyes closed when a shadow fell over you.

You cracked one eye open to see a young boy standing over you.

“Sorry about this but they sent me over here to see if you were okay.” he said, pointing over his shoulder at group further down the beach surrounding a fire.

“Oh, yeah. I’m okay. Just a little tired.” you replied, throwing a wave to the group.

“Well, you can come over to hang with us if you want. We really don’t mind and you’re kind of depressing us to be honest.” the young boy offered.

That caused you to chuckle.

After taking the job in Forks, it had been difficult to make new friends. All of your coworkers had years of knowing each other on you so you were left taking lunch breaks by yourself and always being the last to leave.

So, yeah.

Meeting new people wouldn't hurt.

“If you’re sure.” you replied, standing up and dusting the sand off of your ass.

And that’s how you found yourself doubling over in laughter.

Sam Uley. You found yourself gravitating towards him immediately. Finding a seat next to him, you teetering on the edge of a water beat log.

You’d all been there for hours, the night growing pitch black dark when you all decided to finally call it quits.

You had already swapped numbers with all the members of the group (you kind of just wanted to get Sam’s but you couldn’t make it obvious).

"Hey, Y/N! We'll be back next week. You better be here!" Leah had yelled over her shoulder, trotting back to the parking lot hand in hand with her girlfriend. The two looked happy.

"I think you should listen to her." Sam said, casting you a sideways glance. The two of you trailing the two women back to your respective vehicles.

"Is that so?" you countered.

"Oh, yeah. Trust me. You don't want to get on Leah's bad side." he chuckled.

The two you of you had made it to the emptying parking lot now, coming to a slow halt by your car.

"And is Leah the only one that wants me to come?" you inquired, your confidence overshadowing your nerves.

Sam gave you a sideways smirk and you could've sworn you saw a tinge of red coming to the surface of his cheeks before he cast his gaze downward.

"Definitely not." you heard him whisper.

That caused a chuckle of your own which caused his eyes to meet yours once again.

And then he took a single step closer. His whole body being just that much closer. You could feel his warmth from here.

His face inched closer to yours.

Your eyes closed, bracing yourself.

And then you heard your car door open.

"Be careful, Y/N. There's a storm coming."

*********

The next few months were filled with your new found friends. Each week bringing you closer to all of them, your workplace problems long forgotten.

You were happy. You were so happy you were glowing, radiating with a newfound joy.

That was until today. You had gone to the the beach for your usual meet up with the group, the cookies you baked still warm in the tupperware in your hands.

But you found no one.

You had called. You had texted. But no one replied.

Not Leah.

Not Paul.

Not Seth.

Not Emily.

Not Sam.

You had driven to the Clearwater residence. If the group wasn't at the beach, they could usually be found here.

But nope once again.

Your knocks, just like your calls and texts went unanswered.

You were growing frustrated.

It had started to rain, quickly going from a light drizzle to a downpour.

You waited out the storm on the Clearwater's porch hugging your jacket closer to you, trying to shield yourself from the rain.

10 minutes.

15 minutes.

20 minutes.

The time ticked on. No replies to your calls/texts or your continuous knocks.

But the universe decided to take pity on you, maybe finally deciding that enough was fucking enough.

The rain had eased up. The sun deciding to make its appearance.

"Thank, God." you muttered, making your way back to your.

But movement at the treeline caught your eye.

You moved closer. You knew it was dumb. You had seen the horror movies and cursed at the the protagonist whose movements you were now copying.

But your curiosity was piqued.

It was Paul.

It was Paul being yelled at by a very pissed off Sam.

You had never seen him like this. He was trembling, the muscles in his back taut underneath his reddened skin. His words, inaudible to you, were continually being viscously thrown at a uncharacteristically quiet Paul.

And then thunder clapped.

And there was no longer Sam Uley.

It was a wolf. A giant wolf but a wolf nonetheless. Jet black and still very angry.

You had started to ease back now, your mind reminding you that this wasn't a horror movie and you were not an actress.

If this thing decided to kill you right now there was no body double to take your place. It would just be you.

Fucking dead.

Your trembling hand found the trunk of your car with an audible thump.

Thunder clapped.

The wolf's eyes met yours, widening with surprise.

You had started to move back to your driver's door, trying to make no sudden movements. You pulled on the handle to find it locked, your doors automatically locking after a certain amount of time.

You pushed the unlock button repeatedly, only to be reminded that your remote battery was dead.

You refused to take your eyes off the wolf who had taken a couple of steps closer to you.

Tears were streaming down your face.

Your hands were trembling viscously now.

Your breath coming out in short bursts.

"Y/N!" you heard Paul call to you, running towards you.

Your fight or flight instincts kicked in.

Flight won.

You gave up with your war on the door handle, your hands shaking too much to be of any use.

You tried the Clearwater's door again.

"Mrs. Clearwater! Please! Help me!" you screamed, pounding on the door.

Someone grabbed your arm from behind, turning you to face them.

"Y/N, breathe." Sam urged, his large hands coming to cup the sides of your face.

His eyes.

They were the same. The same eyes that you had looked into for the past seven months. The same eyes that you had fallen in love with.

The same eyes as the wolf's.

You were frozen. Your mind confused, unable to form a coherent sentence.

"Sam, you're scaring her." Leah said, coming into view prying Sam away from you.

Together, you walked through the front door.

*******

You had stayed with Leah for the next few weeks, choosing complete silence for the first few days. Not eating. Not drinking.

Leah was patient. She let you sleep in her bed. She got you to eat. She soothed you and assured you that you were okay. And most importantly she kept Sam away.

You could hear them arguing from your place under Leah's cover every night. Sam begging to see you, begging to "explain". Leah arguing that you needed time.

But you couldn't do this anymore. You couldn't stay in this state of confusion. This wasn't healthy for your mental state. Your mind had been trying so hard to make sense of what you saw all those weeks ago.

A cult? Dark magic? Shapeshifters?

"Leah, it's okay. He can come." you croaked, your voice altered from weeks of minimal use.

Sam appeared at her bedroom door in a nanosecond.

He stood there, seeming almost afraid to move any closer.

"It was you wasn't it?" you whispered.

A moment of silence.

"Yes." he replied.

You had already known the answer but still let out an audible gasp at his answer.

"But you won't hurt me?" you asked, the statement coming out as more of declaration than a question.

"Y/N, I would never hurt you." he answered, slowly moving to take a seat next you on Leah's bed.

"Tell me everything." you implored.

And that's exactly what he did. For the next eight hours he sat across from you, telling you the tribe's history and legends.

The third wife.

Vampires.

Wolves.

Imprints.

He told you everything. And by the end of the night you had felt a peace you hadn't known in weeks. None of this should've made any sense but it made sense to you. Your questions answered. Your mind being able to rest.

You were both laying down now.

He was so close. You could feel his warmth.

"I'm sorry that you had to see that. But Y/N, I need you to understand that I would never hurt you." he whispered, his thumb trailing over my cheek.

"There's nothing that I wouldn't do for you. You ask it and I'll do whatever I can to give it to you. If you asked me to leave right now, even though this is the happiest I've felt since Leah took you away that night, I would. If you told me to never speak to you again, you would think I disappeared from the face of the planet. But I hope that you don't because.... I love you. And I know that this is crazy and that I turn into a giant, scary ass wolf that fights leeches and that you didn't ask for any of this....." he had started to ramble, his eyes shutting in obvious frustration.

"Sam Uley, shut up and kiss me." you interrupted, your body already gravitating towards his.

And when your lips met, that was it.

You were at peace. You were home. You were happy.

You were his.

[natsukitakama]

It me. Hello. 😱 ~ 🐥 anon may i have.... 👉👈 Headcanons of Reader that is always really patient and caring with the members of levi squad meeting floch. And at first she’s aggressive towards him because he insulted Armin and she’s just trying to protect her babs. But later on growing to be shockingly just as worried about him as everyone else. confusing him when she pats his back and reminds him to drink water before giving a forehead SMOOTCH. Cuz he though she hated him. I wanna love him.

Author note : Hello 🐥 Anon, thank you for you request I’m glad you sent me something about Floch. I’m really sorry for taking so long, I kinda overworked myself. In addition it’s been week since I went back to college so I can’t work on my headcanon as much as I expected to. Anyways, done complaining ! I hope you’ll enjoy this I really wanted to write something good for Floch cause despite what he’s done in the manga I kinda like him ! 

I do not own that gif credit to the owner

Warning : some spoiler about the beginning of the next season 4 if you haven’t read manga after the anime don’t read this you might be spoil / fluffy / Floch being Floch but that’s okay / angst ? I don't know

Disclaimer : if you’re not comfortable with Floch that’s okay I've got plenty of headcanon on my masterlist I'm sure you’ll find something enjoyable. But please do not be mad at me for writing for Floch or against Anon because they ask a request about him. I won’t tolerate behavior like this. 

Masterlist 

You first encounter with Floch wasn’t very … calm. 

You didn’t mean to slap him right into the face, but when he went into your group talking shit about How you friends Armin should die so Erwin could survive. How he was useless and how humanity was about to fall down. Well you just saw red. It was his own fault, everyone in the 104th knew how protective you were with your friends. So yeah as soon as he was done talking shit, you just walked right in front of him and slap him. 

Everyone heard the loud « SLAM » coming from both of us, but they especially remembered the way you looked at him : if eyes could kill he would be dead by now. 

« Who do you think you are uh ? You’re nothing but shit on our shoes know your place baby boy » 

Then you walked pass him without letting him time to reply. Not like you cared about what he thought. 

Who am I kidding of course you cared. 

After couple hours, when you weren’t angry anymore you felt guilty. Not because of how you slap him but about the way you talked about him, he was part of your family too so you should treat him properly. That night, you promised yourself to make It up and apologize for your behavior and explain to him that what he said was bad but he didn’t deserve to be slapped especially in public. 

That’s what you did, next morning after dressing up you walked looking for Floch. You couldn’t not notice the way his friends’ face went white as soon as you walked into him. Just when he was about to open his mouth you shut him up 

« Listen, I’m here to apologize. I shouldn’t slap you that day but to me you deserve this. Everyone here went to hell yesterday and I know you more than everyone else could understand that, that day we lost a lot of peoples including Major. But you shouldn’t say to Armin he should die that day, you more than everyone else should  cherish any life. All of them are precious and useful. Still I shouldn’t humiliate you and hurt you so I ask you to forgive me, I can’t justify the way I act. Now be sure to eat enough and drink a lot of water, today is about to be harsh » 

Again before Floch could react, you already moved into your friends direction to be sure everyone was eating enough. Floch looked no stared at you hearing you scolding Eren for not eating his bread, then looking at Armin with a smile and for the very first time he felt something wrong, in fact his heart or maybe his chest or his stomach he couldn’t be sure but he felt something twisted right into him. Was he jealous ? Was he envious because you care about everyone else but not him ? No it was stupid he thought. 

But during the whole day, he couldn’t help but feel a bit sad. In fact he saw you during the whole day taking care of everyone : From Hanji and their lack of sleep to Mikasa who weren’t eating her breads to be sure Eren would eat enough. Because of his staring he wasn’t focus on his training and he ended up falling from a tree hurting his back in the process. 

Before he could even move you were already running into his direction with a worried expression on your face, Floch didn’t know what to say or to do. Why were you worried ? It’s not like you like him or anything. At this point after your scolding he was sure you hated him. But still, he saw you running into him, kneeling down looking for any broken bones, any cut, everything that might be painful for him. Your touch was sweet despite your hands being rough because of all your training, it was as if you were touching him with silk. 

« Are you alright ? Can you move ? 

W-What ? I mean yes, yes I can move 

Good. Now take my hand I’m walking you into the nursery you need to rest

N-No  I, I can walk and train i’m fine 

Who are you kidding ? You’ve been distant during the whole day you obviously need to rest »

Then you carried him into the nursery as you promised. Floch stay silent during the whole walk, he didn’t know again how to react. Why were you so nice to him ? Did you really notice how distant he was ? How could you possibly know ? He stared at you the whole day, he would notice if you were looking at him. Again, you weren’t supposed to be like this, not after what you said to him. You were supposed to despise him, because after everything you said he still believe that Armin couldn’t be in charge he couldn’t be the major. But you were right about something, he shouldn’t say that because he as Armin was lucky to be here they didn’t deserve to be here. He shouldn’t be here. 

He shouldn’t craving for your attention. 

He couldn’t prevent it though. Since the day he joined the 104th, he felt something about you. They way you were so caring and yet so strong and confident. 

Everything he will never be. Not matter how hard he’ll try. 

All he can do was to dedicate his heart. 

Dedicate his heart so you could be safe, so you could finally be free from those monsters. 

That day, while you were taking care of him, checking his back for any sign or bad injury, cleaning his wounds, pouring a glass of water for him, looking into the kitchen and cooking something so he could heal properly. Floch promised himself that he would be someone who deserves your kindness toward him. 

« Still daydreaming ? 

What ? 

I don’t know, tell me you are pretty quiet since I took you into the nursery. Is something wrong ? 

Well I wanted to ask you something but I don’t know if I should 

Go ahed I won’t eat you 

Very funny. Well I wanted to know why you’re like this ? 

Like what ? 

You know caring ?

I don’t know. I guess it’s just a part of my personality besides all of you are my family so yeah it seems normal to me to act like this 

There’s people who don’t deserve your kindness 

Are you perhaps thinking about someone in particular ? 

Me actually 

Why make you think you don’t deserve my attention ? 

Well I actually said to one of your close friends that he should die 

Good point. You recognized your mistake right ? 

Sure but I still believe the Major should survive that day 

You’re not the only one they’re plenty of people who believed he should survive … maybe he should but in the end it’s not up to us to take that decision. We’re soldier, we can’t see the futur we don’t know what would happen. 

The major did or at least that’s what I thought 

I actually believe he knows shit about everything, he just tried, he was cocky but he succeed that’s what we expected from him. Nothing more nothing less. But in the end, he makes bad decision and he lived with it. I don’t believe he was the only one able to save humanity. 

Then who ? 

Us. I mean that’s why we’re here right ? 

And the major was cocky 

*laugh* yeah you’re right I’m probably presumptuous but like I said any on us can’t predict the future all we can do is to work harder so tomorrow would be better 

Dedicate our heart 

Exactly. Now rest I’ll check on you tonight alright ? 

Sure. Thank you Y/N 

You don’t need to thank me Floch, but you’re welcome » 

Smiling at him, you walked into your friends so you could keep your training. 

After your talk with Floch, started to notice that in fact, your kindness had no limit and you were helping anyone ; including him the coward who weren’t able to save the Major or any of his friends. The coward who can’t have a plan on his own and decide to follow someone instead of having his own opinion. The one who decided to follow the very man he despises for being able to follow his dream not matter what. The coward who would have to kill his friends, his camardes in order to protect eldians, in order to protect you. 

Sometimes, he wonders if you still like him ? If you would still take care of him after the war, Would you take care of his wounds like you used to ? Would you cook his meal so he could heal properly ? Would you comfort him again when he’ll have nightmare ? 

Does he even deserves your kindness ? Is it right for him to crave for your attention ? To always walk into your direction whenever he feels down or when he was dreaming about that day in Shiganshima ? The day when he fail as a soldier ? 

For now, he will just enjoy your company as much as he can.

For now you don’t hate him, so he can still talk to you, go to you anytime he feels like he needs to. Enjoying every attention you would give him. 

For now he doesn’t betray you, he doesn’t disappoint you. 

But maybe.

Maybe you won’t hate him ? Maybe his action would make sense to you ? Maybe you would still like him ? Maybe he’ll be able ton confess to you ? Maybe you’ll understand that everything he does was to protect his people and you in particular. 

Because for him, you are his light, his everything that help him to wake up and do his duty. You’re the one whop help him to remember why he is doing this, you’re the one who help him so he won’t go crazy. 

You’re the one for him. 

[everyhowlmarksthedead]

Prompt request

Obispo “Bishop” Losa x Reader

Anon asked: 43 and 44 with bishop, angst and fluffy : you lost the bet / stop calling me Im busy

Word Count: 1.2k

Thanks to my lovely beta reader @chibsytelford 💘

Author comments: I hope you all enjoy. The gif isn’t mine.

Tag list: @starrynite7114 @chibsytelford @dazzledamazon @mara-mpou @sammskellington @gemini0410 ​ @1-800-imagines @briana-mishell24 💥 (if you wanna be tagged, send me a message!)

“Stop calling me, I'm busy, Obispo”. You mutter with anger and the phone on your left ear.

“Then forgive me”.

“Fuc' off! You don't fuckin' deserve anything from me”.

“It was a bet!”

“Yeah', you lost a bet, and also me”. Without giving him the opportunity to reply, you hung up with a bitter snort.

You had been working for almost twelve hours at the hospital, from dusk till dawn. Two long surgeries, three car accidents and some fake emergencies of people who visit it because some coughs. You didn't even have time to eat, other than a few bites of a cold sandwich. So, when you finished your turn, the only thing you wanted to do was go to the clubhouse and have a beer between your man's arms. But when you arrived and saw one of Vicki's girl on his lap serving tequila directly in his mouth, the hell burned like never before. It has been three infernal days since then, with a lot of Bishop's calls and texts begging you to forgive him.

Keeping your phone in the pocket of your doctor's gown, you walk towards the locker room to change your clothes. Resting your forehead against your box-office, with an angry tear running down your cheek. It's not like he's cheating on you, but disrespecting whatever it supposed you two have together. Maybe you don't have the right to reproach him for anything, 'cause you're not his Old Lady, but you have the right to cut everything with him after feeling so humiliated.

Your phone dings with a notification, when you're trying to figure out where are your car keys, supporting your waist against one of the doors. Unknown number. You roll your eyes opening the text.

📨: hi, im shara, im sorry about what happened with bishop. we were just having fun, i dont want anything with him and i also know he loves you. i never wanted to bother you and im so sorry. hes always talking about you and its amazing the way he does. please talk with him, vicki told us hes fucking bad

Rubbing the bridge of your nose, you lock the phone to put it inside your bag. After finding the keys, you drive your way back home. You don't want to talk with him, not even if you have read the message. What happened hurt you, hurt your ego and feed your insecurities. And it's not going to be easy to recover.

The headlights of your car illuminate the facade of your house, spotting Bishop sitting by your door and smoking a cigar almost consumed. He looks tired, with dark circles under her eyes and a sloppy beard covering his jaw. He throws the cigarette away, getting up and placing both hands by his back, with the head down. He doesn't know what more can say to you.

You keep silent, passing him away to open the door, closing it without letting him come in. Through the peephole you can see how he sits again, rubbing his nape with a hand. A sigh escapes from your lips, turning around to walk towards your room. Leaving your stuff on the unmade bed and getting undressed, you go to the shower taking your time in under the water, until your fingertips are wrinkled.

Wrapping your body with a long towel and your hair in another, you come back to the main room, to wear some comfy clothes and find something to eat in the kitchen. Your fridge is empty, 'cause you forgot shopping for food, so you need to order something. But before doing it, you walk next to the front door having another look by the peephole to see that Bishop still there. Sitting in silence with his locked phone in his hands, like if you were gonna text him or something. Opening the door, he turns a little towards you.

“I'm gonna order some food, you wan'?” He shakes his head and, by the way you opened the door, he knows he can't come in.

You nod with pursed lips, closing it again and pressing the button to make the order. If he's trying to make you feel sorry, he's doing it pretty well, but then you remember what happened and you forget how he feels.

The night passes and when you're about to sleep, you walk outside one last time, opening the door and supporting your body against the frame.

“Are you gonna sleep there...?”

“Yes”.

“It's cold, Bishop. Go home”.

“If I've to die tonight, I'll do it waiting for you to forgive me”.

“Sounds like a bad movie on Netflix...” You sigh rolling your eyes a little desperate.

“I'm sorry, (Y/N). I didn't mean to hurt you. You're my girl, my one and only, my Old Lady, and I wa—”.

“No, I'm not”. You interrupt him, getting up of the door frame, with a confused gesture on your face. “You didn't propose me, nor ask me, nor introduce me to the club, even if they also know me”.

“I was about to do it”.

“When? Before or after drinking the tequila with that bitch on top of you, uh? I don't know too much about the MCs, but I'm sure it's not the way to introduce your girlfriend to them”.

Bishop, snortling and placing both hands on his head, sinks his face between his knees.

“Go home, Obispo. It's late and you look like shit... We will talk... tomorrow”.

Then, he turns at you getting up and holding his helmet from the floor.

“You promise?”

“Jesus Christ, Bishop... Go home”.

“No, no, no. Promise me. Promise me we're gonna talk tomorrow”. He says walking next to you.

“Yea', Bishop, sure... I promise”.

A soft smile is drawing in his lips, putting a hand on your left cheek, to leave a kiss on the right. You hold his hands, closing your eyes and enjoying the nearest. You miss him. Every touch, every word, every kiss. And you fall again, wrapping his back with your arms. He hugs you back, tightly, leaving some kisses on your head.

“You can... sleep on my sofa”. You whispers, pulling him away some inches. “It's late and... you look tired. You shouldn' drive”.

“You sure, querida...?”

You nod one time. With an arm on your shoulders, he guides you through the door, closing it after coming in. He leaves his vest and the helmet on the table in the living room, while you go to your room to find a blanket. When you come back he's already lying there, with the boots on a side of the floor and an arm covering his eyes. You sigh for a second, offering him.

“Thank you”. He says grabbing your wrist to pull you closer.

He knows he doesn't deserve to sleep in your bed tonight, but he really wants to sleep with you and the sofa is pretty huge for both. You let him lay you down next to him, tangling your legs with his and sinking your face on his neck, taking a deep breath of his scent. Bishop wraps your body with his arms, getting comfortable by your side.

“You have to shave tomorrow, please”.

“I will, but let me sleep all day. I need it”.

“I need it too”.

[sukirichi]

OMGGG!! SUKII! SUKI? SUKIRICHIIII!? I LITERALLY HAVE LOTS TO SAY RN WEYT, LET ME REGAIN MY KALM SELF FIRST NSIAJSOSJAKSJSJSMSKSMAKAMZM

Oke oke, ykk before I dropped by to see how u were, I actually never got the chance to read ur reply to my last two asks, the one me fangirling and complaining about being home alone, I never saw a notif of you answering that, it’s prolly bc u were flooded with other asks cuz it was the Reckless! Era, BUT Luckily, I got to read them bc I realized u put em on a diff tag in ur blog—so please don’t bonk me if I ever get sick again—ples—I’ll avoid getting sick from now—anything but getting bonked—HAHAHAHAHHAHA

OKAY I HAVE NOT FINISHED WATCHING OR READING TOKREV BUT WHATEVER IM STILL READING THEM FANFICS—I have read about 3 atm, Bonten Husbands bringing their child, getting home injured aaand the Draken one—Puh-leaze I was ecstatic when I saw u wrote one for my bae—and I learned that Sanzu CANNOT—NEVER EVER let him bring his child to work

I actually liked the Draken one—totally not bc he is my bias, but ykyk it gave me Sweet Lies vibes but just vibes since Sweet Lies is different the Draken one. Yeee but other than that I looked through your WIPS maybe I saw this a bit late but I legit checked it out just now soooo I wouldn’t know¿¿ ykyk?

SO DID MY EYES DECEIVE ME WHEN I SAW RUNAWAY PRINCESS X FARMER KITA?! KDNAODMAOJSKS Is this a part two?? Will this finally be the fluff and happy ending that they deserve :”D Suki—I—I’m so excited and ecstatic yet so nervous and scared but ykyk I trust you, fluff or angst you always manage to pull it off—No that’s not me expecting high standards—That’s me saying what I’ve seen you write so pleaseee 😩 YOU GO GIRLLLL

Okay that’s all for my sudden 10PM burst, Ik you don’t mind the long flood like u told me before but still sorry and thank you for patience and time. Stayy safeeee Sukiii ^^

Ja neee!!

-🎧

SOMEBODY CALLED FOR SUKI AND I SHALL APPEAR, WHAT’S THE TEA MY FRIEND 🧍🏻‍♀️

GASPPP i put a diff tag there ?? my dumbass abskwka i’m sorry i didn’t realize that 😭 NO NO I SHALL BONK YOU STILL IF YOU DON’T TAKE CARE OF URSELF 😤 I just got called the Ran to fin anon’s rindou so I’m fr a bonk master. Go drink your water, get lots of rest, and eat healthy food so you don’t get sick okay 😤 exercise plenty too to keep the body pumped !!

AND YES TRUE NEVER LET SANZU BRING HIS KID TO WORK, HE’LL PROBABLY LET THEM PLAY WITH DANGEROUS STUFF 😭 then Sanzu will say, “better to start them young” 💀 oooh the Draken fic probably had a Sweet Lies vibe bcos of the whole “using someone better to get over a total jerk” concept LMAO. OOOOOH THE RUNAWAY PRINCESS ENDED UP BEING...well not a runaway one but yes princess reader and farmer kita, its already posted !! There probably won’t be a part two bcos Kita is happy in his farm and YN is busy doing queen tingz 😌👑 AND NAUURRR IT WAS ANGST IM SO SORRY 😭 BUT THANK YOU FOR THE KIND WORDS BABY 💕 YOU STAY SAFE TOO OR ELSE, I DONT WANT YOU GETTING SICK 😤

[3raaaachachacha]

Hey girls,

It's been a long time since I last spoke to you. I've been very busy and stressed with school and my exams but now, I have my last two remaining exams on Thursday and Friday and then I'll be free! I feel like the days just won't go by, I can't wait from Friday to come.

How are you doing though? I saw that Admin 🌶 is back so, welcome back! I hope you got some well deserved rest and that now you are doing better than ever. But Admin 🦋, I hope you are also doing great and taking good care of yourself.

And hyunjin is back! I can't believe it, I'm so happy that we will finally see him with the rest of the boys, it's been far too long but at least I hope that the break was a good opportunity for him to relax and have some time for himself and his family. And did you see his drawing of Kkami? He has improved so so much!

Oh, I've been reading your works and I must say, your enhypen works are so amazing! Reading your writings have helped me relax after long days, and I'm really grateful for that. I just wanted to thank you for continuously working on stories to provide us with, they really make my day, and I look forward to them. You may not realise it, but your writings have helped me, and I think a lot of other people too, to feel better after a long, stressful day. For the past 9-10 months I've been so full with anxiety that I was on the verge of crying 24/7, every little thing would have me breaking down. It's been a rough year for me and your stories have given me a way to escape reality for a bit and let my mind wander to peaceful, happy places that helped me keep going without breaking down and passing out. So, I can't help you enough for everything you gave me through your works.

I hope you guys are taking good care of yourselves, don't forget to rest well, eat and sleep well and drink lots and lots of water!

Take care and stay safe~

-warmth anon❤💫

~ hi there !! hope you are doing well and your exams end good. i'm doing alright, just very tired as of lately from working 2 jobs with long, tiring work. thank for enjoying our content, especially our enhypen ones. i've been really proud of the ones i've created since i put a lot of thought and heart into them, so i'm ecstatic to get the good feedback. i think i speak for us both when i say we are more than happy that you found comfort in our writings and that they have helped you in more ways than one. we are happy to provide you with a safe and fun space to come to when you are stressed and need a break from reality. we will continue to write and create more content for you and anyone else that need to escape. thank you so much for this ask, it gave me more energy and happiness than i realized. Have a great rest of your day/night ♥︎ ~

- Admin 🦋

~ hi! it’s been a while and honestly, i thought about you the other day because it’s been a while since we spoke. i’m sorry to hear you’ve been so stressed, but i promise, it will all be worth it in the end! good luck on your last two exams, i’m sure you’ll do so well! yes i’m back! i’m feeling better and i think the break was necessary for me to be able to get some new ideas and continue on from there. i’m doing okay, i’m really exhausted from work. i was so relieved when i watched the mixtape that i cried since i was so overwhelmed with emotions. i missed that boy so much. it was so nice to be able to come back and start fresh with a new group, it really helped to get the ideas flowing again and i’ve been working harder on these posts so i’m extremely pleased to know you enjoyed them. you really are so beautiful and strong, so remember that! like Admin 🦋 mentioned, our blog is a safe and fun space to come to, especially after a long day. thank you for providing us with support and take good care of yourself! ♥︎ ~

- Admin 🌶️

[stuff-from-the-void-matron]

Ice Cold Betrayal (Phantom x fem!Reader)

This is just an idea I had for a Phantom x fem!Reader! Meer wanted me to post it so here y’all go~! 

I didn’t clean this up or edit it at all lmao we die like men!

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like okay my idea is what if anti wanted to cause some mayhem so he faked some pics of him getting frisky with phantom's s/o. and they looked REAL.  mostly because anti got a mimic demon he knows to shift into s/o's form for this shit.  and he went to phantom and showed him and laughed in his face and then bailed but phantom was furious. he'd been very busy the last month or so but you'd said you'd understood and he'd trusted you but then he finds out you cheated on him (u didn't tho) and he sorta just...snaps. he doesn't think he just reacts.

he ports into your shared penthouse and you smile when you see him and that just upsets him more and now you're worried because he looks really upset but before you can ask what's wrong he grabs you by your hair. you yelp when he drags you off the couch, you scream for him to stop but he ignores you and a split second later you're no longer in your suite, instead you're outside on the street behind his hotel. the freezing chill of the city winter has you shaking instantly, this not helped by how you were in just a comfy t-shirt and sleep pants (you had just been relaxing at home)

he dropped you onto the ground and you shakily stood up, shivering you look up at him in confusion 

 "Phantom what the hell-" 

he cuts you off with a snarl that has you stepping back in fear, actual fear. he tells you that you're banned from any and all businesses he owns or even partially owns and if you know whats good for you then you'll stay away. you're confused and hurt and ask him what's going on, why's he upset. he scoffs 

"Don't play dumb. You know what you did, and you know I don't allow cheaters in my establishments. Now kindly fuck off for the rest of your life." 

and then in a blink he's gone and you're left half dressed outside on the street in the dead of winter.

all the shops within like a 30 block radius are at least partially owned by phantom. the man has his fingers in a lot of pies and he alerted each and every one that you were not to be served or even allowed entrance. so there's not even anywhere you can go in to warm up. nowhere to get food or water either. you have your phone on you but you check it and see phantom cancelled the minutes (he paid for it so) you're stuck with nowhere to go, no way to call your family, and no money or shelter for the night.

well you've no way to do anything except for try to find somewhere to stay for the night and after getting glares from the couple shops you passed you decided it wasn't worth it to try going in. so with nowhere else to go (and your feet freezing) you shuffled as fast as you could to the nearby park where you curled up under the bridge that went over the bike trail. it was the only cover you could find. it started snowing soon after you settled into your spot.

you were out there for hours. you couldn't feet your hands, feet, nose, or cheeks. not to mention the fact that you were drifting in and out of consciousness. you vaguely heard a ringing sound but you were too out of it to think hard about where it was coming from. 

a bit earlier mare smoke traveled into phantoms place looking for you both. he'd tried texting you and then calling you but he got a 'this phone is no longer in service' message that had him confused.

he looks around, no you? but he finds phantom sitting in your shared bedroom drinking whiskey. he walks in and asks where you are and he's been calling for ages. that’s when phantom unloads the whole thing onto mare and mare just listens silently. mare lets him finish then silence sits between them both for a minute before mare asks  

"And when did this all happen? Like when did anti say this happened?" 

phantom says on so and so date three days ago and mare tells phantom he's stupid. phantom looks up from his drink and mare looks pissed, eyes black and the tear tracks under them black as well.

"I know anti's full of shit cuz she was with me then. We spent the day pulling pranks then we came back here and binged The Office til she fell asleep." 

dread starts to fill phantoms gut. mare starts screaming at him, his form half smoke as he calls phantom every shitty thing in the book, demanding to know where he left you. 

"Where'd you leave her asshole?! I've gotta find her so where'd you dump her, huh?!"

it's a huge scream fest but phantom pulls his phone out and makes a call and soon your phone is back to normal and he starts calling you over and over but you don’t answer. that makes them both nervous so phantom has his tech person track the GPS on your phone. you didn't get far. they see you're about 10 blocks down at the park. 

"SHE'S AT THE FUCKING PARK?! IN 20 DEGREE WEATHER!?" 

 mare is...upset.

well they find you, huddled under a bridge and passed out, and the skin on your face/hands/feet looks red. needless to say they take to to the ER. you're rushed in and they have to wait to see if you're okay. some time later a doc comes out and calls the two and tells them you've got the beginning stages of pneumonia and mild frostbite on your toes, a few fingers, and your ears. thankfully you weren't exposed to the cold long enough for the frostbite to be severe enough to need amputation but the doc says you'll need to stay in observation until you were in the clear.

things are...stilted when you wake up later. 

mare explains what happened (phantom is too ashamed to say anything) you don’t say anything for a time until finally you just say, 

"I'll stop by and pick up my stuff once they discharge me." 

oh boy that whips phantom into action 

“What, why? You don't have to do that." 

but you refuse to look at him. 

"No, I think I do. You made it clear that I'm no longer welcome there. I'll go stay at a friend's or something til I can get a job so I can support myself again." 

phantom tells you he's sorry for being so gullible and to please not leave. you don't want to hear it really. this whole thing was a freezing cold wake up call.

"Phantom when we started dating I had a job and my own place. And over time you convinced me I didn't need that job and you could support me and soon after you and I moved in together."

"....I completely relied on you and your support. Fuck...you even pay for my phone."

"I trusted you more than anyone else. And at the first shitty doctored photo you cut me off like a diseased limb and threw me out on the street like wet garbage. You didn't even let me try to explain my side."

"...I just....I can't rely so heavily on someone like that anymore. Not after last night. I have to stand on my own two feet. They're the only support I can unwaveringly trust it seems."

he says he understands he messed up bad but pleads with her not to just leave. he says she can stay at his hotel if she needs. but she stares down at the blanket in her lap and sighs. 

"I just...need to have my own space right now. The...level of trust you had in me apparently wasn't on the same level as what I had in you so I think some time apart will be good for us. I just...I need to think, Phantom." 

i’m not sure she'd agree to get back together with him tbh

if she did agree to try again, things are clearly different. before he would sometimes just spoil her with fancy dates and gifts and she'd shyly accept them. but now they make her uncomfortable at best. she no longer appreciates expensive gifts and would prefer having her own place. she also got a job and gave him back his cell phone and got her own. and it hurts him every time she winces when he buys her something. each frown she gives is a stark reminder of his catastrophic fuck up.

she accepts the stuff he gets her, begrudgingly. 

but he pops over to her place one day to pick her up for a date and she's still in the shower so he explores her apartment. it's small, but tidy. he goes into her room and stops when he sees the stuff he gave her. all sat neatly by her closet, all unopened and unused. 

he knew it wasn't because she didn't like the stuff. it was all stuff she'd desired but he knew in his heart she didn't trust him enough to use or wear any of it and that hurt more than he thought it would. he knew it was all sat like that, ready to give back to him, should he do something stupid like before.

i think things would slowly start to get closer to where they were before after one night phantom drinks a bit too much and actually cries all over s/o, telling her he's so sorry for hurting her like this and wishing he could go back to stop it but he cant. how she's gonna be hurt forever because of his shitty anger and she didn't deserve that and he doesn't deserve her but he loves her and he trusts her even if he was shit at proving it and if she gives him another chance then he swears he'll do everything he can to prove he deserves her love again.

s/o before then had never seen phantom cry, not even the night she almost got frostbite so this was a bit jarring. then she feels sad because this has apparently been eating away at him for a very long time. and despite her...more self sufficient behavior she really has forgiven him. she still wants to keep her job and pay for her own necessities but aside from that she's happy to start over with him so the next day, 

after he's gotten past his headache, she comes in wearing a red dress he bought her. he's like 'you're wearing it?' and she just smiles and kisses his cheek and asks him if he wants to go on a date. they end up getting some dinner at one of his clubs.

yeah it's gonna take a lot of time and effort on both of their ends, and communication but i think they can salvage their relationship.

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Here just thought maybe some of y’all might wanna see this!

@smolwash @sunrisehoneybee @sierracolorstheworldofwords @tiny-yan-anon

[taetaespeaches]

Hello are you opening request for song fic? If yes can you write based on taylor swift’s song “speak now” with jimin please? thank you:)

“The timing isn’t right? Make the timing right.”

Jimin x Reader

Word count: 3K

a/n: I had a lot of fun writing this, but holy wow it was achallenge. I had so many ideas for it, but I didn’t know which direction I wantedto take it. Also, this is my first attempt at a song fic, so I hope it turned out ok. Thanks for sending the request, anon. Ihope you like it! :) 

Lyrics: I am not the kind of girl who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion, but you are not the kind of boy who should be marrying the wrong girl

This is surely not what you thought it would be. I lose myself in a daydream where I stand and say, Don’t say "Yes", run away now I’ll meet you when you’re out of the church at the back door. Don’t wait or say a single vow, you need to hear me out, and they said, "Speak now."

“You should just crashthe wedding,” Jeongguk told you with a grin from his position on the flooracross from you where you sat on your sofa.

“Yeah, that would be socool,” Taehyung excitedly slapped your knee from where he sat next to you. “Claimyour man, take what’s yours,” he agreed with an enthusiastic nod.  

“I’m not going tocrash the wedding, you idiots,” you told them with a scoff. “She literally uninvitedme. They don’t want me there for a reason—”

“Yeah that reason beingthat you and Jimin slept together, what, two years ago?” You glared at Jeongguk.“You know, there’s a reason why you make her feel so insecu—”

“That’s enough,” Yoongiscolded from the doorway, making his friends look at him in surprise.

“But, Hyung, it’strue. She practically forced Jimin to propose just to prove he wasn’t in love—”

“Jeongguk.” Yoongiinterrupted harshly. When they saw Yoongi’s glare, they dropped theconversation, moving on to tell you about the last movie they saw.

Sitting in the nearly deserted diner after a night ofrestlessness, you thought back to the memory of the conversation you had with thetwo nimrods two nights ago. “Crash the wedding,” you mumbled to yourself in annoyance,ignoring the latter part of the memory.

The steam from your coffee warmed your hand as your finger mindlesslytraced the rim of the mug. Resting your head on the table, you hummed againstyour arm as you thought back to when he shared the news with you.

Jimin was definitelymore put together than you were, but his eyes were puffy with sleepiness. Youalways loved his bare face, especially in the morning. As you shoved another biteof pancake into your mouth, he interrupted your admiration of him.

“We’re gettingmarried,” he said, almost regretfully.

Nearly choking on the pancake,you dropped the eating utensil onto your plate, reaching for your cup of water.Jimin flinched forward in an attempt to help you. “I’m sorry, what?” Youfinally croaked out, Jimin staring at you with intensity. As your mind wrapped aroundhis words, taking in their meaning, you attempted to joke to hide your truefeelings. “Don’t you have to propose to me first?”

“Y/n,” he saidseriously.

Sitting back, yousighed. “I’m sorry, I just—you’ve only been together for a year.” Shaking hishead, he leaned back as well, crossing his arms across his chest. “Do you even reallyknow her?”

“What’s that supposedto mean—”

“Nothing, Jimin, don’tget defensive. I’m just, surprised, I’m sorry. One year is nothing to me, butyou’re not me, I know that. When, uh, when did you propose? Wait, were you theone who proposed?”

“Yeah, I proposed,” hechuckled with a scoff. “Yesterday evening. At dinner.” Raising your eyebrows, younodded. “I wanted to tell you before anyone else. I thought you should hear itfrom me.”

Nodding, you musteredup every bit of strength to pull your lips into a small smile. “Thanks fortelling me.”

With a single laugh,he looked at his plate of food, pushing the contents around with his utensil. “Youcould at least pretend to be happy for me, jeez, y/n.”

“It’s not that I’m nothappy for you, Jimin,” you assured him. “It’s just, are you sure?” Your eyesexpressed concern for your friend and his happiness, but also your own.

Looking up at you,eyes not as bright as they usually were, Jimin shrugged. “Is anyone ever sure?”Admiring the man in front of you, you wanted to tell him yes. Yes, it was possibleto be so completely sure. Instead, you shrugged back.

Jolting out of your thoughts, you reached for your phonethat was vibrating against the table, causing the whole surface to tingle. Youreyes taking a moment to focus, your mind scrambled to figure out who would becalling you, most of your friends being occupied with groomsmen duties at your bestfriend’s wedding.

The name that displayed across the screen made your heartdrop into your gut. Hesitating a moment, your finger hovered over “Decline”.But you didn’t have the strength, or control or whatever you want to call it,to let this call go.

“Hello?” You barely mustered the greeting, your rapidlybeating heart making you feel breathless.

“Y/n,” the voice sighed. “This is all wrong.”

“Yoongi…”

“I tried to sit back and trust in Jimin’s decisions. I triedto believe that he really is in love with her, but fuck, y/n, he’s not. This isall wrong. I can’t watch him go through with this,” he paused, waiting to heara reaction, but you gave him none, too occupied with trying to wrap your headaround his words. “Look, whether he ends up with you or not, that’s up to youboth, but he can’t marry this person. He’s too fucking good for them. We allknow it, but if any of us really knowsit, it’s you, y/n. You know how goodhe is. He deserves better.”

Tears brimming your eye lids, you spoke shakily through thereceiver. “Fuck, Yoongi, I know he deserves better. Of course, he deservesbetter. But… what am I supposed to do about any of this?” A tear slipped downyour cheek as you let out a shaky breath.

“He’s wants you, y/n.” Those words felt like a stab to yourheart.

“Don’t say that, you know that’s not true,” you said sadly.

“He’s in love with you,” Yoongi twisted the knife.  

“You’re being cruel,”you choked out.

“He told me.” All the oxygen in the room disappeared.

“—What?” You barely whispered out.

“He told me. Last night. He was drunk, but I know he meantit, y/n.”

Jimin showed up atYoongi’s place, his forehead resting against the door as he pounded on it witha fist. Yoongi hurried through his home to pull the door open, sending a drunk Jimininto Yoongi’s arms as he fell forward, losing his support from the door.

“Jesus,” Yoongi caughtthe younger man. Looking down at his younger friend for a moment before pullinghim inside and shutting the door. “Jimin, what the hell are you doing?”

“I’m drunk,” Jimininformed his hyung.

Scoffing with a laugh,Yoongi told him, “Yeah, I know,” as he guided the drunken man to his sofa. AsJimin fell onto the couch, Yoongi stared at him, concern filling his head. “Whatis going on, Jimin?”

Shaking his head,Jimin looked up at Yoongi and shrugged. “Just wanted to have some fun tonight.”

“You get marriedtomorrow,” Yoongi informed the younger man. Jimin nodded exaggeratedly, leaningback to fall against the back of the sofa. With a huff, Yoongi left the room toget a bottle of water for the drunk mess sprawled out on his sofa. He listenedas Jimin hummed to himself.

Returning to the room,Yoongi unscrewed the bottle and held it towards Jimin. “Drink this. Try tosober up. You’re gonna look and feel like shit tomorrow.” Yoongi sounded angry,but really, he was just worried about his younger friend.

Jimin finally leanedforward, taking the bottle and lifting it to his lips, chugging over half of itin one go. When he lowered it to his lap, Yoongi took the bottle to screw thelid back on, setting it on the table.

“I’m in love with them,”Jimin said quietly. “You know that, right?”

Staring at his youngerfriend, Yoongi’s eyes scanned Jimin’s face, trying to decipher what was goingon in his mind. “Well I would hope so,” Yoongi chuckled. “You’re gettingmarried to her. Tomorrow, remember?”

“No, not her.” Jiminshook his head in disagreement. Yoongi’s heart dropped at those words, knowingexactly what Jimin meant before he even said his next words. “Y/n. I’m in lovewith y/n.”

Crouching down in frontof Jimin, Yoongi empathetically watched his friend as the tears gathered inJimin’s eyes. “The timing was never right,” Jimin whispered. Putting his handson Jimin’s knees, Yoongi frowned at his younger friend. “But I’m in love withthem. I just needed to tell someone. Before it was too late.”

Nodding, Yoongi told Jimin,“Ok.”

“So now you know,right?” A tear fell down Jimin’s face.

“Yeah,” Yoongi tsked. “I’vealways known.”

Nodding, Jimin lookeddown to his lap. “Good. As long as someone knows.”

 Silence ringed through the phone receiver. “What—what do youexpect me to do?” Crash the wedding?”You attempted to joke.  

“Yes.” Yoongi’s short response caused your heart to skip abeat as you scoffed.

“You sound like Jeongguk,” you huffed.  

With a single breathy laugh, Yoongi said, “Well, the kid isan idiot, but sometimes Jungkookie can be a really fucking smart idiot.”

Losing yourself in a day dream, you thought of what wouldhappen if you stormed through the church doors and yelled out to Jimin that hecan’t do this. That he can’t get married to her. Because she’s not you. Becauseyou’re in love with him. The thought didn’t seem horrible.

But then you imagined all the horrified looks you’d get fromeveryone in the room. You imagined how his bride would feel. She wasn’t a goodperson, she was controlling and bitter and she was trying her hardest to be theonly person in Jimin’s life, but could you really do that to her?

“Yoongi,” you sighed. “I can’t…”

“Y/n, I am telling you, if you don’t get here right now,you’re going to regret it for the rest of your life.” You took a deep breath, hangingonto Yoongi’s words. “Fuck, y/n, you’re in love with him too, I don’t know whythat’s so hard for you to admit. Put your happiness first for once. Dosomething for yourself, just this once. And if you can’t do it for you, then,do it for Jimin. He needs you.”

“The timing was never right for me and Jimin,” you toldYoongi sadly. Your words, so reminiscent of Jimin’s words last night, angeredYoongi.

“That’s bullshit,” he said bluntly. “You’ve both been hidingbehind this whole ‘the timing isn’t right’ façade for years, but the truth is,you’re just terrified of losing each other, and you can’t lose something youdon’t have, right? But that’s bullshit. You’re losing him right now, y/n. Thetiming isn’t right? Make the timing right.”

You know that feeling when you get the wind knocked out ofyou, and panic sets in? You can’t catch your breath, you can’t figure out whatis going on around you. All you feel is the anxiety of not being able to breath.Like you’re in some sort of paralysis. That’s how you had felt for months, pendingthis very day. The day your best friend was to get married to the wrong person.For months, you felt winded, breathless, paralyzed, scared as hell.

Yoongi’s words were the breath of air that rushed throughyour lungs, releasing your body from the panic. From the anxiety. It was the clarityyou needed. Suddenly, the oxygen returned to the janky diner, allowing you tocatch your breath for the first time in months.

“You know, I’m not really the kind of person who should bebarging in on a white veil occasion,” you told Yoongi, making him smile, knowinghe got through to you.

“Maybe you should be.”

That’s how you ended up running down the block towards the churchwhere Jimin was preparing to get married. As you appeared in front of thechurch, you halted in your tracks, spotting Jimin sprinting out the door, his bowtieundone, hanging loosely around his neck.

“Jimin?” You called out in confusion and alarm. Why was he running out of the church? Stoppingfor a moment, he stared at you, tears gathering in his eyes. Giving him a lookof concern, he suddenly strode towards him, making you move as well, meetinghim halfway. His arms instantly wrapped around you in the tightest hug you’dever felt, your arms securing around the back of his neck. Your bodies swayedtogether as you both transferred your weight from one leg to the other.

“I couldn’t do it,” he said into your ear, voice breaking.At the sound of his emotions, you pulled away from him, cradling his facebetween your hands, scanning his features for a hint to what he was feeling.

Tears forming in your eyes, you ran your thumbs comfortinglyalong his cheeks. “I’m so sorry, Jimin.” His emotions overcoming him, tears randown his cheeks. “Are you ok?”

Nodding, he pulled you into a hug again, relaxing in your arms.“I’m ok. I just… I didn’t want to hurt her.”

“I know, Chim,” you whispered, tucking his head underneathyour chin, trying to protect him from any pain.

“I’m sorry for everything,” he told you sincerely.

“I’m sorry too.” Tears ran down your cheeks as you held yourbest friend for the first time in months. As he pulled away, he reached insidehis tux pocket, pulling out a worn piece of paper. Looking at you with wide eyes,he pushed the paper into your hand. Gesturing at it, you slowly lowered yourgaze to the paper, opening it to read its contents.

Your eyes immediately fell to the middle of the paper, wherein your handwriting was scrolled, “I’m being selfish, but I just can’t help feellike he should be marrying me. I’m trying to be happy for him, but, it wassupposed to be us. Wasn’t it always supposed to be Jimin and y/n?”

You remembered thememory immediately.

Taehyung’s living roomwas full of laughter and yelling as your friends excitedly reminisced about thepast. However, you were distracted with thoughts of Jimin, as he stood therewith his arm around her. Taehyung, being one of your closest friends andconfidants, noticed your gloomy aura. From his position on the floor acrossfrom you on the other end of the coffee table, he stared at you, studying yourexpression. Feeling eyes on you, you finally looked at Taehyung, making him immediatelyflash you a look of concern, pulling his eyebrows together in confusion,silently asking you what was wrong.

With wide eyes, youforced a smile and shook your head. Shooting him a thumbs up, he glared at you.He knew better.

After a brief silentexchange between you both, Taehyung pointed to the notebook in front of him,which he had been scribbling lyric ideas in all night. Quickly writing somethingdown, he pushed it across the table to you.

Looking down, you sawhe had written, “Tell me.” Shootinghim a look, the intensity of his glare increased. Giving in, you sighed,writing out your reply. Sliding the notebook back to Taehyung, you watched ashe read the response.

When he glanced up tomeet your eyes, tears were present in his orbs. He immediately stood up,walking towards you, pulling you to your feet, and dragging you to his room.When you entered his bedroom, he instantly embraced you in a comforting hug.

“You’re right,” hetold you sadly. “And it’s not selfish. It should be you.”

You had no idea Taehyung saved that piece of paper, just topresent it to Jimin on his wedding day.

“Did Taehyung—?” You dropped off as Jimin nodded.

Smirking at the recent memory, he laughed breathily. “He wasgoing to sneak it into my pocket to replace my vows with it, but then herealized that may not be the best way to go about things.” Laughing fondly atyour friend, you wiped the tears off your cheeks. “When he showed it to me andexplained what it was about, shit y/n. There was no way I could go through withall this,” he gestured to the church.

“Really?” You said, new tears forming. Jimin leaned in tokiss your forehead softly.

“I went and broke things off right away. She was pissed, ofcourse, but… It’s always been you,” he assured you. “The timing was just alwayswrong.”

Shaking your head, you smiled. “Sometimes, we have to make the timing right.” Cocking his headto the side, he scrunched his eyebrows in confusion.  

“Ok, where did that come from?” The confusion in hisexpression increased. “You’re always the one who said the ‘stars will alignwhen it’s right’.”

Laughing, you nodded. “Well, Tae’s not our only meddling friend.”Jimin’s eyebrows popped up in surprise, but then he realized who the otherfriend was, recalling last night.

With tearful eyes, he asked you, “Yoongi?” You nodded in confirmation.

“He called me.” A wide grin graced Jimin’s face.

“Wow, those sly—”

“Holy shit! I didn’t think you’d actually crash the wedding,” Jeongguk yelled out as the shookest expressionyou’d ever seen presented itself on his face. He was walking out of the churchdoors, the rest of your friends piling out behind him, all looking eithersurprised or thrilled, or both.

Taehyung audibly gasped as he walked outside, eyes fallingon you and Jimin holding each other. “Ok, you guys have to name your first born after me,” he beamed fondly at youboth, his two best friends.

A disgusted expression appeared on Yoongi’s face. “Why you?I brought them together.” As the two men argued, amusing the rests of themembers, Jimin groaned next to you, pulling you into his arms again, buryinghis face in your neck.

“They’re never going to drop this,” he whined against yourskin.

(Thus, began the great debate: Who would be the namesake forJimin and y/n’s first born. The members would present arguments and place betsfor years to come.)

Giggling, you threaded your fingers through Jimin’s hair. “Maybewe should just name our kid Jeongguk. Just to piss them off,” you whispered toJimin with a mischievous smile, making Jimin look up at you fondly. Adoringly.  

With a stunning smile, he rested his forehead against yourown. “I’m so in love with you,” he whispered.

You should have been shocked. It was the first ‘I’m in love withyou’. But instead, it just felt natural. It felt right. So instead of making a bigdeal out of his first official confession, you smiled back, breathing a sigh ofcontent. “I am so head over heels in love with you too.”