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takenmooon · 1 year

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got bored and binged books 1-6 of zodiac academy in 5 days

#technically 4 days and a half #started late monday #took a day break #obv didnt read for the whole day lol #zodiac academy #tory x darius endgame #seth x caleb and darcy x lance too duh

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suolainensilakkart · 9 months

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Finished a kh3 screenshot redraw to hopefully destroy my artblock and practice rendering, feat. the scene that made me weep the hardest in the game 👍 let's hear it for happy family reunions everyone (sobbing

And also a bonus textless version under the cut since the black bars covered up some of the fun textures I spent a lot of effort on, yaayyyyy <3

#doodles #fanart #kingdom hearts #kh #kh3 #kh terra #kingdom hearts terra #and about 3% of aqua too. technically #i spent like 4 entire days and a combined recorded time of 11 and a half hours on this. good lird

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theboost · 2 months

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I’ve accidentally been having what can only be called a hot bill paxton summer

#4 movies in the past 2 months which isn’t REALLY a lot but considering that I did not seek these out it’s just a funny coinkydink #technically 4.5 because I caught half of tombstone the other day!#actually you know what? that’s within a month because the first one is like June 20 something #wow!

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doodlboy · 1 year

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She✨️

#every1 say hi 2 my first oc ever #i made her when i was like...idk 8 or 9 #first character i ever made who i was a lil insane abt [like i am with mc el now]#this technically counts as day 4 and 5 [old oc and redesign] since i redid some of her details #i also did a half body of her but im a lil sleepy 2 figure out all her new outfit colors & design rn so #ill just post the sketch separately prob #anywayyy #oc tober #katrina oc #[very original name ik]#digital art #original character #character design #elliot doodles #you will ignore the extremely obvious nina the killer inspiration 🔫

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sho-minamimoto · 2 years

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funniest thing ntwewy devs did was retroactively make beat and rhyme half siblings. not that im complaining at all but why did they do that

#for context their ages and dates of birth dont add up if they have the same set of parents #rhyme is 17 and beat is 18 by the events of ntwewy #beats canon birthday is august 1 and rhymes is jan 20th #meaning rhyme is born just 24 weeks and 4 days after beat #or just under half a year #it IS technically possible for a 24 week premature baby to survive (just not very likely)#but even taking that into account they still couldnt have the same parents #bc thatd mean rhyme was conceived literally right after beat was born #IM LIKE 85% sure this is just an oversight on the devs parts #but its canon now anyways so might as well have fun thinking about the Implications of it

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thethingything · 4 months

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I keep randomly remembering that the reason our brain is especially fucked and a bunch of our symptoms are worse right now is because of like, an avoidable external thing that's chemically affected our nervous system instead of either our symptoms flaring up on their own or some specific stressful event triggering it, and for some reason that keeps making us feel especially bad about it.

like our mental health being bad because of stressful stuff going on and our mental illnesses randomly flaring up both suck, but I can handle our brain just doing its own thing and/or reacting to what's going on around us.

but something about it being a medication that someone else prescribed that's changed the way our brain functions is significantly more distressing in a way I can't put into words properly. a lot of the symptoms we've got (apathy, brain fog, alexithymia, memory problems, etc) are very typical depression and dissociation symptoms, but they're like a weird version of them that feels very different to how we normally experience them.

the only way I can describe the difference in feeling is that it feels more "artificial" but I can't even really describe what I mean by that. if normal brain fog is looking out the window on a foggy day, this is looking out of a window that's been covered with those frosted vinyl sheets. you can't see shit either way, but the feeling is very different.

I just desperately want it to go away. I'm finding it hard to be enthusiastic about things I'm normally excited about no matter how bad our depression gets, and our usual coping mechanisms for getting our brain to register positive things aren't really working because it's not the same underlying mechanism.

it feels like any control I did have over our symptoms and anything I could do to help with them has been stripped away and all I can do is wait it out and hope it fixes itself, and the whole "being given a drug that changes how your brain functions and takes away your control over what your brain is doing" is pretty much the exact phobia I was trying to learn to figure out how to deal with before we get dental work done, and for the dental work it'd be like... idk probably an hour at most, whereas now I'm just stuck dealing with experiencing it 24/7 for an undetermined amount of time

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #vent post #long post #posts made on pain meds #<- we took them like 4 hours ago so idk if it still counts #but anyway this is one of those things where I can't tell if it sounds unhinged #I can't word any of my thoughts correctly and it's really freaking me out #basically a lot of it is like... symptoms we'd normally get but a really weird version of them #like this isn't something our brain would naturally do. it's technically the same symptom but it never feels like this #the apathy we normally get is like ''I'm struggling to feel excited about this but when I go and engage with it I still feel something''#whereas this is ''I keep looking at things I love and adore and just feeling nothing and now I'm questioning my sense of self''#our normal symptoms suck but at least they're familiar and there are things I can do to help with them #whereas this feels like I can't access my own feelings and the emotions I can feel are weird and unfamiliar #and I can't seem to do anything about it and I'm scared it won't go away or that I'll start acting in ways that aren't like me #and some of that is probably just me freaking out and being paranoid #but it's been 3 and a half days and yeah the really bad stuff has calmed down but it's kind of plateaued now #I probably need to do some kind of grounding exercises or anything that would be identity affirming in any way #but I'm struggling to actually do that stuff because of y'know... the exact symptoms that are the reason I need to do it #I feel like I sound insane but here we are I guess #and after all this I still have to also worry about side effects from sedation when we get those teeth pulled #on top of all the fucking phobia shit but like I'm already experiencing that anyway so at this point it's just more of the same shit

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mymarifae · 1 year

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i start my new job tomorrow... so sad. millie unemployment era over :(

#i'm lying i technically was employed up until like 4 days ago. the job i had just wasn't giving me any fucking shifts #it took them like a week and a half to notice i wasn't coming back. because they didn't schedule me at all for... 2? weeks?#this job pays well AND is something i can tolerate doing... amazing #also i'm moving at the end of the month???? found a 2 bedroom that's cheaper than my current place. my current place is a studio btw.#it's a pretty nice place too. rent generally isn't too bad where i live #it's just my current apartments were bought out by a bigger scumbag company that keeps raising rent to drive out all the old tenants <3 #god. death to all landlords. ok?

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onewholivesinloops · 1 year

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i feel so pathetic for not being able to write a 500-1000 words essay when i had an entire weekend bc i can't do anything when i get too overwhelmed from stress and now i'm considering begging for an extension until wednesday u_u

#in my defense every professor decided it's a good idea to plan all their tests in one week so now i've got 4 coming up #2 of which are going to be on the same day which is lovely #and technically this professor won't check all the essays at once #he'll check half tomorrow and the other half on wednesday #so it shouldn't be a big deal to ask to be given a little more time until wednesday especially since it's just a first draft #but i feel bad for not being able to manage something this simple. i wish i weren't like this

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lucalicatteart · 2 years

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Poll adventure (paventure? lol) Day 10: read the small story tidbit below the poll for more details, OR just vote based on initial impression

(✦ see past poll results + further information HERE (link) ✦)

Yesterday's poll decided that The Adventurer should join the travelers on the larger river boat for a short lunch ...

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"Before he even fully musters the courage to shout a 'hello', the large group on the boat initiates contact first, gleefully waving at him, whooping and shouting as they near his tiny raft in the water. Apparently, some of them were betting over whether they'd actually find any other travelers out on the river today.. He fumbles over his words a bit, as always, but somehow manages to successfully get himself invited onto their boat for a quick lunch..

After safely securing his raft to the side of the boat with some spare rope, he climbs aboard, stumbling into the excitement of some sort of celebration. A few of them explain that they're traveling for 'kahesallei', an old elven holiday recently re-popularized in some of the larger cities nearby. Whatever it's true meaning and origins used to be, the current significance (at least to those within the city walls) seems to just be mindless feasting, drinking, and gaudy decor. Most of the traveling group are strangers to each other, only brought together by catching a ride on the same tour/party boat, but the mood is light, quite friendly between them, and perhaps a bit drunk.

While the boat itself is relatively plain wood, it's been strewn with gold and orange banners, flags, shimmery tassels, beads, and bushels of dark green ivy braided with fresh herbs and wildflowers. There are flat round tables of food and drink, plenty of cushions to lounge on, and one random guy perched precariously on the edge railing of the boat, gently strumming a lute for background music..

The elderly ship captain hobbles over to The Adventurer, sternly explaining that, no matter what the 'silly' passengers say, he's only allowed to stay for an hour because he didn't pay for a boat ride ticket, and thus really shouldn't even be allowed on board. By the time The Adventurer has mentally processed this information, the captain has already returned to his little steering room, slamming the door shut with a displeased grunt.. It probably wouldn't be a good idea to confront him or question the rules...... But! Hey, at least he has one hour at the party.. How should he spend his time? "

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Additional Information

the adventurer's current main goal: follow his map to reach the abandoned castle ruins and see the rare animal specialist about the mysterious egg he has

#paventure posting #polls #poll #choose your own adventure #LATE AGAIn I know.. I'm still in my weird unproductive spell. literally I've had the same 5 to do list items on my list #for 2 weeks now. I can't even do five simple things in 2 weeks lol. I did start some new supplements and change my diet since #my doctors are still trying to sort out what health issues are going on or etc. so maybe it's something with that #like accidentally on the new diet I'm not getting enough calories or not getting enough of some vitamin or something so it's made me oddly #brain foggy and just really tired and unable to focus well for the past few weeks or something..? ANYWYA. not really sure what #it is specifically but my functioning in terms of actually focusing on and completing tasks has been a lot worse . thus #chronically behind on things. which I am always chronically behind on things in some sense since I always have like 7000 projects #I'm working on at the same exact time and etc. lol. but like.. even more chronically behind than usual .. ToT #ANYWAY.. I'm suprised that the 'try to get a ride on the boat' option didn't get that many votes actually lol #Like.. treveling down a river in a tiny handmade raft is probably.. not extremely safe or efficient lol #But at least he gets to have lunch there. Just the hour that he's on the boat doing whatever will get him a lot further because the boat #is moving faster than his raft would be. It should still get him out of the river and back on track sooner. Because he still has a long way #to go to get to the abandoned castle. I know it's been a lot of days since I'm not keeping up well with actually doing these #daily or every other day - but technically in the story it's only been a little over a day since he left the Inn #The first day he just walked. the second day he saw there was a barrier in his path. then spent half the day building a boat. and now he'e #*he's where he is now. The trip is roughly 4 days and he's like.. a little over halfway through his second. Not counting any detours or #distractions he might run into. But at least at this pace he should be off the river before it starts to get dark #Thate the main thing. you want to get a good rest on solid ground. ideally. So long as nothing strange happens on the boat #but yeah! day 10.. of little elf man adventure... ALSO he is like early 20s I imagine. so he can drink hbhjbjh #I know the 'very quick simple ms paint style' is kind of chibi-ish so it makes people look young but he's not a boy #don't worry. I didnt want it to seem weird like some 10 year old kid walking into a party of drunk 30 year olds #like a toddler hanging out in a night club or whatever. It's safe and okay for him to be there. just for the record. lol #I mean maybe not SAFE safe. it's still a boat of like.. rowdy party goers who could easily fall over the edge into the water or whatever bu #but like.. safe in the sense that he's not a 6 year old being offered vodka by strangers at a party. etc.#despite his goofy nervous demeanor and chronic baby face syndrome he is indeed an actual adult somehow ghbj

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earlyspringtranscendence · 1 year

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Forgot it was Thursday today going to shower and then watch dynamite I am so happyyyyyyy

#15 hr day (technically only 11.5 hr but like im sorry im counting travel time) interning for free waking up at 4 #oh boy am i glad to be home where the beasts (mice) are #they kept me half awake last night too like the only thing saving me is thay this movie is so so good #and also i really like the actors as people so it's fine ill deal

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cylonbarnes · 1 year

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literally i have a total of 3 assignments left for my two summer classes and instead i'm just doing the math on what grade i'd get if i didnt do any of it

#bad look on the same day i get accepted into my university's honors college LMAO #technically 4 assignments but tonight's is the essay rough draft and friday's is the final draft #i've spent more time in the past 5 weeks writing papers for these 2 classes than i have in the past 2 full semesters i s2g #and half the papers are in spanish. a language i definitely do not speak.

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acerikus · 2 years

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... So I may have gotten one of my irls reading homestuck woops

#i was yelling about my read-through to my best buddy a few days ago (who ofc was struggling to keep up and i recommended he not bother)#and this guy overhead some of it #so we were laughing and saying how he wouldn't survive it #and i jokingly offered to pay him £5 per act he gets through #and now he's over 500 pages in and I've just sent him the download for the program version lmao #xan reads hs #... that's not technically this tag but since it's part of my hs journey I'm counting it #(... no he has no idea act 6 is literally half the comic)#he's our token cishet w a questionable sense of humour though so idk if it's gonna lose him around act 4+#but I'm. v curious to see what happens

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gemharvest · 2 years

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JUST REALIZED I CAN FINALLY WATCH THE DR3 ANIME PROPER!!!!!!! GREAT DAY FOR ALL!!!!!!!

#ramblings #might spend all day on my bday binging it as a little treat 4 myself #technically ive already watched the first half but i dont think i ever got all that far into the second half if i even started it #half of my desire to watch it is so i can watch the nezumiva (?? hope thats spelled right) dr3 anime retrospective. :)

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