#thank u for your patience uwu

[edgier-than-a-diamond]

james/allen E2 for the ship art meme? :0

Thanks for the ask!!! James doesn't do super well in the cold, good thing Allen is very very warm : )

Ask game this is from here!

[jamboreeartsupplies]

smh im sorry for being gone, tbh things have been a bit stressful irl and also i still haven't been able to customise any of my furbs so i feel bad and i never leave the house so i dont have fun and cool pics to share :(

[chaikachi]

ive got one more ask left from the last few weeks but it's a song one so I will need my computer. I will answer it when I've got the chance 💕

[jame7t]

Hi Jame, I'm the person from earlier in the month(???) who wasn't allowed to resubscribe to your Twitch because Twitch was being toxic (Twoxic) to me >:/// I'm allowed to resubscribe now uwu thank u 4 ur patience <3

hey. you are so kind to me. thank you for the coins

[ladytauria]

tauriaaaaaa!! 3, 7, 9, 12, 17, 22, 26, and 30 from the ao3 wrapped game pls <333

thank u maya!! <33

3. What work are you most proud of (regardless of kudos/hits)?

okay!! so i have multiple answers for this one uwu

break me down, remake me -> this one took me almost the whole year to write and i stepped out of my comfort zone to do it. i do wish i had done some things differently, like maybe explored the nightmare more? but, overall, i am very very happy with this one! i think i may remix / do this concept over again tho <3

patience is a virtue (rewarded by sin) -> one of the few fics of mine i can reread and find no/very little issues with! it was written in 2 sittings, both of which after i just woke up xD

mouth full of white lies -> my first time writing smut that wasn't jaytim AND my first time writing sub tim. i'm also!! really pleased with dick's characterization in this

clove, smoke, and honey -> another fic where i stepped out of my comfort zone! i also didn't expect it to get as long as it did, OR to get as personally invested as i did. just. a surprise from beginning to end, and i'm just! so pleased with it

honorary mentioned to both packaged in red lace and ancient rituals <3

7. If you use song lyrics, which artist’s songs did you pull from the most?

i have posted 6 fics with lyrics for titles! all 5 of them have titles by different artists xD

however! i also have 2 fics in my drafts (both sequels) which use song lyrics (the same song as the fic they're a sequel to) so, if i count them.. isak danielson & troye sivan

9. Favorite pairing you wrote for this year?

not counting jaytim, hmm...

damitim, i think! but i also had a lot of fun with dicktim and jaydick. (and jaysteph, and jaydami was a lot more fun than i expected too!)

did i just list every pairing i've written for? ^^;

12. How many WIP’s do you have in your docs for next year?

i answered here for all the wips i have in google docs. but--sigh--if i open notion...

that's an additional 16

and that's only for full docs, not my little toggles for drabbles or the the ones i've planned out but haven't put in a new doc to start writing for

17. Your favorite character to write this year?

jason!

also damian~

22. Which work has the most comments?

you know just what i need, if we go in general. but, specifically for this year: ogling vs. situational awareness

26. What’s your most common category?

m/m, followed closely by gen.

30. Biggest surprise while writing this year?

how much i've been writing! esp these last couple of months <3

but in the actual writing itself...

i've been doing more povs from different characters, and i still think a lot of them are too same-y (i think my writing voice drowns out theirs lol) but! i have noticed some differences, which makes me happy :)

[ ao3 wrapped (writer's edition) ]

[ignisregina]

Do you have any ships for Marianne or Daighre? If you do, would you like to gush about them?

i woke up to this (two days ago lol) and was like 'whoa don't give me too much platform about this topic' hahaha

okay just IM GIVING YOU ONE LAST CHANCE TO BACK OUT lol no too late for that. this isn't just romantic ships but also friendships because uwu i love it when someone adopts marianne.

aight so fiiiirst, @dcwnthercbbithcle IDK MAN, I THINK WE'VE BEEN FOLLOWING EACH OTHER FOREVER why did we just talk now coz Fiadh and my baby just clicked together so well. i'm always super happy to find muses that are involved in the cycle one verse coz i think marianne is somehow a different person back then living a different life altogether. it's a pretty confined life, yes, and that's why i'm so happy she has fiadh aka literal force of nature. i think bunni just knows how to talk to me coz we just keep yelling back and forth at each other about daighre and fiadh and it's all fun and games until your bestie chooses to kick the bucket on you after all you've been through - literal lore getting written because of their shenanigans, going through a war and grief, balancing their domains and friendship together, and then she's gone and you have to go through your long lame life alone. and the best part is meeting again in the future and knowing things have changed between them but they're kinda clinging to some semblance of the past, one because she remembers, the other coz she does not. HAVE YOU SEEN THE LONG HEADCANONS BUNNI WRITES FOR THEM I CANNOT I AM CRY

next is allie. i'm so thankful for @wildcxrds for being marianne's first bestie when she got back in the rp scene. i love this because they share the same element - fire - but have veeery different dispositions. where marianne is temperamental, allie is patient. where marianne is quick to anger, allie is all patience. and extra points because allie is an orphan and yet she's the one who sort of adopted marianne. anyway, i'm so glad i'm seeing you around again! excited to write with you once more!!!

@cfgcdsandmcnsters's malakai. this guys should be a lesson to all that when you say "sEnD shIppY meMes EvEn if wE DoN'T hAVe A shIP" WILL GET YOU A MEME AND A SHIP AHAHAHA. oKAY BUT FIRST LET ME SAY THAT LILA IS LITERALLY THE BEST HGJSFGJSHDFGJHG SO AMAZINg. I'm so terribly sorry Marianne isn't as creative as Malakai and all she can come up with is a dumb nickname while she gets something poetic AF ahahahaha. I'm sorry what, i can't hear you over eventide sun HAHAHAHA. he's sooo gentle with her and it kinda annoys her? like 'wtf you can't always put me first, mal'. never thought marianne would ever hang out in a punk club but what can we do...

@vihilum and i one day jumped on discord and just planned the entire dynamics of reed and marianne and HOW DID THAT HAPPEN? OH yes because i randomly doodled a thing and bam! ship. anyway, i know you're not here a lot but i just want to say anyway that i loved what we talked about and your enthusiasm for their dynamics. your demon child reed will always have a home in marianne whenever your guys are back.

and you're last @heksery because i can (no because you have two, wtf that's illegal). this is funny coz we were both out of tumblr when it happened, there were memes before there were even ships, and honestly, the ships happened because of the memes. ironically, i haven't finished the meme that started this. it's not much but i will finish it anyway otherwise i will feel like i've tricked u into doing this HAHAHAHA. i think i once said their trope is found family but how to unfind them HAHAHA i love that Marianne gets some degree of pass from jules and pat HAHAHAHA

if you've heard of fun's some nights "coz i could use some friends for a change", i guess that's her thing with jules especially. like, does she fully trust jules? no, but she's not looking for someone who will 100% not stab her in the back and who has a shiny moral compass. she's there for jules' strength and no-nonsense attitude and her begrudging way of showing love because, i think, at the back of her mind marianne knows she has also this begrudging way of accepting love. if jules wants to take care of people but she doesn't wanna admit it, marianne wants to be taken care of but HAHA she doesn't recognize it either so jules can insult her and she can angrily accept.

idk what she liked about patrick. he's hot? but yeah no kidding, it's probably that plus the swag and power and his hair lol. that's soooo sexy to her but also annoying AF. and your boi can't resist egging her on and she can't resist wanting to take him down a notch but they have to watch their tempers because it's either breaking the bed or breaking the house probably. just like with jules, i don't think marianne would ever admit it but she feels safe in his presence because she knows he could take her attitude and he could also take her on - in a banter, in a fight, in *ahem* other stuff - like in terms of power he can match her. so it's basically the touch her and you die but also touch him and you die so just let me scream quietly in my corner thanks

haha oh well i think that's all. i probs said too much, but hey, you asked XD I just wanna thank everyone who puts up with me about this ahahaha *sinks back to the sea*

[sinbury]

I’m relieved to hear you’re doing better!! I’m really sorry it took me a while to get to you life has really been beating me down lately and it made me nonverbal, I have thought of you though, how have you been?

I’m sorry, how’ve you been with that? I’ll never understand your loss but I do understand your bond, I have an older sibling and she means a lot to me. It’s funny huh they know how to tick you off but at the end of the day your each other’s missing piece.

Ohh okay good questions!! I do have a cat. I’ll show you pictures when I reveal myself but she’s a grey tabby!! I adore her and found her in the streets lol I have an older sister aaand my favorite hobby is crochet it gives my hands something to do yanno? I get pretty antsy so that helps. I wanna learn bass or maybe drums in the future (I heard the ladies love a girl who plays an instrument and I need something—anything to impress lol) jk I love the sound them 😊 okay, I’ll keep this short buuut I love villains because how misunderstood they are, most of them are woman and our feelings are belittled even in the media. It’s always “they’re crazy” or “you can’t excuse their behaviors because of their trauma” failing to realize that not everyone comes out of trauma as a soft uwu. Trauma isn’t pretty. And most men are forgiven by the public even after making terrible decisions. Some actions become a defensive mechanism and we just want what we deserve. People fail to see that with woman. Men get to feel rage and destruction and literally nobody bats an eye, that behavior is so normalized god forbid woman feel that same intensity of rage and selfishness without the public making entire studies about their behavior. I think 2 of my favorites that I can think of at the top of my head are Catra from shera and Jinx from Arcane. Maybe I’m bias? Now your turn, hobbies? What tv show are you currently watching? Fave season? - Red ❤️

thanks for responding!! i was starting to get worried abt u hehe xx im sorry to hear lifes been hard enough to make you nonverbal :( i dont know what thats like specifically but i know it must fucking suck. i hope u feel better soon and im sending u love 💕

grief sucks ass but its always nice to hear about other peoples siblings!! makes me feel a little bit closer to my brother sometimes :)

i am SO excited to see ur kitty!!! i love that u enjoy crochet bc i have dabbled in it myself and omg its tedious!! kudos for having that patience lmao. i def recommend learning bass too bc my brother was teaching me for a while and its SO FUN !!!!!! 1000/10 makes u feel like a sex god

i like your breakdown of villains in media too, thats always why ive been drawn to them too! especially hot sexy women who do unspeakable acts theres just something so good and cathartic about seeing that 😍😍😍 i havent seen all of she-ra or arcane but i do LOVE jinx from what little i know of her!!! probably due to my harley quinn obsession when i was in high school lmaooo

my pretty much only hobby is art. i just say art as a broad term bc i tend to skip around mediums forever and ever hehe i love all kinds of art!! im not currently watching anything new but one of my fav series is an old detective drama called Life bc the symbolism and the writing is just SO chefs kiss that ive seen it approximately 274818858 times!!! it only has 2 seasons and both are so beautiful in different ways :)

i realize now that i dont even know your pronouns smh!! tell me more abt u!!!! i need all the juicey deets >:3

[softshuji]

Hal wym you don't know this guy you need to watch bleach 🥺 if rin is the love of your life this man is mine

And yes ofc ur invited

Babe I started it and got 15 episodes in maybe but I just didn't have the patience for another long running anime like one piece 😭so I will definitely go back to it at some point

But I am happy for u and your wedding thank u for inviting me and Rin uwu 👉🏻👈🏻

[torialefay]

Hii oh my gosh I love these astrology blogs. You don't have to, but if you want to and can, could I have a compatibility chart thing with Chris? I'm gemini sun, sagi moon and rising, venus in gemini, Mars in taurus. Thank you uwu

here u go bebe ❤️

your sag moon and rising:

sag moon and rising signs are a great match for chan! sag risings come off as a lot of fun and open-minded, able to talk to a wide array of people. sag's are also very curious by nature, so it's likely that you'd have a lot to talk with chan about, as well as be able to easily find common ground with his friends or family. i think this is something that's probably really important to chris, as being with the people he loves being one of his top priorities.

people with sag moons tend to have some sort of fomo a lot of times. you probably feel like you have some deeper purpose in life that you either need to find ir need to execute. you probably are very drawn to travel, as well as learning about different types of people. you also probably highly value your freedom. this is a key quality in a partner for chan. he will need someone who likes to travel, but also someone who trysts him while he is gone. that's a perfect description of sag!

your gemini sun:

chan is a gem rising, so i think initially, you'd find familiarity in the way he expresses his personality before getting to know you. he'd also probably pick up on your gemini nature as well if the two of you got closer. gemini brings that super cerebral, intellectual nature. because of this, you guys could have some really interesting convos. this is a good combo for chan's libra placement here as well, since libra also deals with communication and intellect. one thing i will say though is that both gemini and libra tend to placate their personality into whoever they think the other person wants them to be... in other words, i think there could be some sort of mind games between you two at the beginning, really just trying to figure out which version of yourselves to be in order to get the interest of the other. it can make things more complicated than they need to be tbh. you'd both have to work on feeling comfortable being 100% yourselves with each other, which obviously comes with time.

your gemini venus:

venus in gemini usually jump into new relationships quickly. they also tend to need a lot of fun in a relationship and are always trying to keep things fresh. gemini venuses are usually very light-hearted when it comes to love and prefer being playful with their partner. this can either be a good or a bad placement for chan. chan is very much an all-in, almost overwhelming type of loverboy when in relationships. while that can sound ideal, it can actually become kind of suffocating at times, especially to gemini venuses. this coupled with your sag placements... i think you'd have to learn to have a lot of patience with chan here.

in the bedroom, yall would be freaks tho.

your mars in taurus:

a great & very healing match! you are probably actually very level headed... maybe a bit stubborn, but level headed. in arguments, you'd be able to be the voice of reason. chan sucks in arguments and tends to explode so i think he'd actually learn a lot from you in that regard

[many-gay-magpies]

memory problems ❤️ memory problems everywhere ❤️

ngl as much as i Adored their emo phase (still adore it !!! very much still do !!!!) part of me wanted my little magic plotlines back. love my little wizard boys <333 even though we didn’t get much plot substance it was nice to see something whimsical and magical from them again even if i feel the need to fight their stylist !

>:) thank u i will keep my secrets (i probably will not. my tl is testing my patience.)

DEVIL BY THE WINDOW REALLY IS T H E SONG EVER ITS SO GOOD AND IT KIND OF SOUNDS LIKE IT BELONGS IN CHAPTER 3 ETERNITY??? WHICH IS TIED FOR MY FAVE ALBUM (the other one in the tie is chaos chapter freeze ofc)

love me some memory problems ❤️

thats so real honestly... i lovedlovedLOVED their emo phase, 0x1=lovesong hit me so hard, but i love the pretty whimsical lore-packed wizard boys stuff even MORE and im so happy its back. honestly "pretty whimsical fairytale", not in an "uwu cute softboys" way but in a "mildly unsettling alice in wonderland" way, is one of my favorite concepts in anything, ever (although straight-up soft/bubbly can be nice too). hit me with that beautiful, colorful, angelic scenery and some mildly sinister undertones and i will do anything you ask

ill try not to torment you too much if your secrets get out <3 you're lucky youre not mutuals with artzyy LMAO, youd never know peace XD (in hindsight, she's probably the reason for my tormenting tendencies in the first place)

god chaos chapter: freeze really is that bitch. since we're kind of back in the fantasy wizard boys era now, i wonder if we'll get another long storyline video (since i dont think we got any during the last few albums-- actually wait i take that back, there was one for frost right?). if we do, i wonder what song it would be for—something's telling me devil by the window, but maybe thats just wishful thinking HDJFBFJ (and also it has a vaguely 'eternally' switch up before the chorus there)

[vellichorom]

A MASS BATCH OF SKETCH COMMISSIONS FOR MY BELOVED @pastapastry & ALL HIS SCRUMBIMBLOS !!!! WAH 

[jeoseungsaja]

But what if Hyuk had a small tattoo 🤔

[raydor]

          thinking  about  how  sharon  was  in  a  comphet  marriage  for  years,

[flowerrose14]

[vulpesse-arc]

HEY !! if you’re reading this, your cheekie has been smooched :)

[jungstruly]

thank u for the tips dearest yang! dw i totally understand the products since i have a dermatologist as well 😆 i will totally try the ice one since i havent tried that on my face heheh thank u so much 💛💛 -💛 anonie

You're always welcome my lovely 💛babie! Hmu, whenever tehehehe