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#thank u once again and i wish u a very good luck in your exams!!!
silverjurors · 6 months
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Hii!
So, I wanted to ask, how did Janus lose his eye in ur rewrite/what's ur hc?
(PS. Finals are killing me, send help.)
Hiiii I want you to know that I love this question and I wish you the very best of luck with the results of your final exams (I have mocks soon AAAA) because the education system is hell and I too cannot wait to escape it
Okay. So in my rewrite, Janus lost their eye when they were about 19-ish. I have already said on one of my previous headcannon dumps that they lost it preventing an assassination attempt. This is still true! But here is some elaboration on it and the aftermath that occurs :3
- Yes they lost their eye protecting Zane (Yes I am aware that I base a significant amount of their character around Zane it's the ONLY CANON THING WE KNOW ABOUT THEM OKAY DON'T JUDGE ME)
- Once again, all of this (and by this I mean trauma) is for Zane because they have exactly 3 people they care about and Zane is top of that list
- Zane wasn't actually the target of the assassination attempt (it was Vylad) but they look rlly similar in my re-write so the assassins decided that it would just be easier to try and kill both of them
- These assassins were a small group of premature Shadow Knights who were working as mercenaries that may or may not have been hired by Garte
- Vylad did in fact die (v sad rip Vylad u will be missed bestie) but Zane gets to live and was mostly unharmed because, unlike Vylad's personal Guard who saw Shadow Knights and promptly bailed, Janus has no self preservation instinct and went "OK we fight until either I die or you all die"
- So Janus then proceeded to straight up beast-mode 2 premature Shadow Knights in 1V2 combat and got a poisoned arrow to the eye for their service
- The minute the adrenaline ran out they collapsed because OW
- This did actually put them in a medically induced coma for like two weeks afterwards while they got healed
- Also this did have a slightly weird shift on their biology, like sharper teeth, that definitely has nothing to do with my eventual plan to make Janus a Shadow Knight by my S3 definitely not but that's not relevant so let's just collectively ignore it like they did when they woke up
- Janus spent a good chunk of time afterwards re-learning how to fight and use their swords because their depth perception was terrible
- He also walked into several walls and almost fell down several flights of stairs a few times
- This was the incident that gave them the idea that they can't die
- Which led to reckless behavior when they could finally re-join the battlefield, but it's totally fine because for some reason they seem a lot less affected by pain than they used to be
- Sometimes they have Visions in that eye. They are convinced these are probably PTSD nightmares (they aren't)
- Their eyes also get tired really easily after all that, because ow, so they don't read very much
- Chronic pain. Like, holy shit, so much chronic pain in that eye specifically
Uhhhh that's all I got I think, thank you for the ask I love to talk and never ever shut up <3
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gab-has-adhd · 2 years
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i was the last anon... omg u replied!! did not expect that tbh 😭😭 & yeah i don't *actually* hate illumi, in fact i think it'd be near impossible atp because. a) he's way too relatable + b) i adore his character, and his family and his everything bc of how complex he is. he's amazing. stunning. jaw-dropping. horrendous. terrible. terrifying. all at once & I Appreciate Him So Much (tm) for it :]
also speaking of illumi... i am so interested in kikyo. like ik a lot of people in the hxh fandom find her irritating (she is sometimes) but she's a mother too - specifically the zoldyck's mother - and i think as a character, she would have such an in-depth backstory that we haven't even gotten into yet (at least from where i'm currently at rn in the manga lmfao.. manifesting the future chapters give us more abt her bc i Need to know everything about her history in meteor city 🙏)
another thing abt ur reply - UR SO RIGHT ABT WANTING TO BEHAVE LIKE ILLUMI 🙁🙁 as someone who relates to his trauma & thought process, me and him cld not be more different fr. i am too Fiery. i get into too much Trouble for losing my temper at the Worst times. illumi tho?? he looks emotionless (even tho he's not) but i need that kind of detachedness to get around w my daily life 😭 god made me traumatized but not cold as ice How is this fair Please i need a life refund T___T
im so sorry omg i keep writing essays in these asks 🙁 anyways i also hope u have a great morning/day/evening!!! its almost 12am i need to get back to studying for exams LMAOO hope ur doing well tho (drink water bff)
Hi again anon! 🌸 thank you for sending me another ask ufufufu it's almost 5 am for me but it seems I'm going to hae a sleepless night aGAIN for some reasons gnsngmsmcj
Good luck for your exams! I sincerely hope you'll be successful <3 and please never worry about sending me essays hahaha I love it very much 💕
I agree so much with you on Kikyo! I am usually not very big on female characters for some reasons but kikyo is so cool! I need to know more about her! I like her fucked up personality though lmaooo she is a Zoldyck indeed 🙏 like yes she IS irritating but it's because she literally is the MOTHER in a FAMILY OF ASSASSINS I think at this point every Zoldyck is allowed to be irritating LOL
I truly hope Togashi will give us more about her. She's from Meteor City after all, who knows what crazy things happened to her back there! Also I desperately need to know how she met Silva and how they fell in love.
Where are you currently in the manga? Just wanna make sure I don't drop any spoiler material if you send me more asks ufufu!
ALSO OMG I FEEL YOU SO MUCH ABOUT NOT BEHAVING LIKE ILLUMI. Like sure he probably behaves like this because he was deeply traumatized but... look I have ADHD and BPD, nature wasn't very nice with me. The combination makes me extremely impulsive, extremely emotive and very easily angered. My behavior is basically an emotional rollercoaster LMAOOO I just wish I was able to keep a cold face like Illumi 😭 who knows maybe his emotions are wild in his brain but at least he's able to completely conceal them. This is a skill I would appreciate having.
Instead my traumatized dumb ass self decided to gift me the ability to hide my upset-ness until I eventually explode. Which is. A pretty unhealthy behavior LMAO but I'm working on it :)))
Who knows, maybe one day Illumi is going to explode too 😶 not saying I actually want him to explode but somehow I think I would get so emotional if it ever happend to him. Like. Illumi breaking down nervously and. IDK crying maybe. This sounds wildly out of character but wow...
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boba-beom · 2 years
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it's probably also because of grieving. i lost my grandfather nearly a month ago and he was my everything, so it's a little hard to keep going forward nowadays, but i'm trying my best❤️ but thank you for wishing me luck on my other exams, i really appreciate that. i only have two more left!! i was really thankful to only get 3 exams this semester since the usual load is 5-7💀
the huskiness in beomgyu's voice is something i don't think i've heard before in kpop and it's always drawn me in. i love all of txt's vocals, they're all so beautiful in their own way and style, but beomgyu's have always stood out to me and will always be my favorite❤️ but fr his range is insane this album - he was the one switching most often from his lower register to falsetto within the same line and his transition was so seamless like wow. it's insane how good his vocal tone and texture is, especially during the high pitch parts where he still manages to remain so airy without straining. but omg when he was performing farewell neverland i could literally feel all of the emotions pouring out with each word he sang, he's just such an amazing performer.
pls soobin is so cute and the yellow sweater made him look like a ball of sunshine. i love him sm he's so 🥺🥺🥺
you could tell hueningkai was definitely in his zone, enjoying the whole ride (badum tsssss). you can easily tell he always gives it his all and these two performances were no different. he has such a beautiful voice too and his ability to always sing so full of emotion and power never fails to surprise me. he's such a good vocalist and i wish people recognized that more🥺
soobin's and beomgyu's voices go so well together and i think it might have to do something with the fact that their tones are slightly similar. i just absolutely loved hearing their verses one after the other in farewell neverland and that bridge HONESTLY. i have ascended yet again🥺
omg yes, it's exactly that tonality that's so pleasing to the ears and also very unique! girl, i swear, when taehyun sings, he sings with his whole soul and you can most certainly feel it. he's such an amazing vocalist with such a good range (i think he's a baritone, but he's proven more than once that his range extends to tenor ones) and the raspiness adds to the charm of his vocals🥺
this comeback truly proved just how much they've grown these past few years and how there's no concept they can't embody. the amount of content we got this comeback with the shows and interviews was the most i think it's ever been and i enjoyed every second of it. i especially love seeing them go on variety shows🥺 they're honestly so funny and i love seeing them interact with the staff as well, it's always so sweet❤️ i can't believe it's already been four years though, how does time fly by so fast😭
thank you bestie omg, i'll join u in manifesting that🥺❤️
I'm so sorry to hear that, april, I know how difficult that can be losing a grandparent, but take every little day as a small step.
as for exams, that's actually pretty good that you've only got 3 instead of your typical 5-7 exams. it'll go by quick and update me on those when they're done!!
literally so true, I love how unique their voices are. and they're progressing too! or even so just starting to show us what they're capable of doing!! I'm always going to be excited for their future albums, even their songs for OSTs. of course their voices always exceeds our expectations, we can never expect less from them, truly.
they are so precious when they're on variety shows, and it just shows how much effort they put into these things. it's one thing to be respectful to hosts, it's another to be able to take up a challenge and be a good sport during the show. and it's never a dull moment with them too :<
the fact that their anniversary is next week is genuinely scary omfg but I'm happy knowing how much the fandom has grown and they very much deserve it <3
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rrxnjun · 1 year
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i just want to know why is it so rare tho?😭and so true every 03 liner i see has a special place in my heart!!! and yeah we are pretty similar in that🤭🤭
i just get angry when i do it but it also calms me in some way idk dude it's a whole mess lmao😔THATS MY PROBLEM AS WELL but i'm trying to learn whenever i get impatient to just leave it and continue when im in the mood again!!! ahh writing is hard tbh so u have all of my respect actually!!! like every time i have to write something i just rush it and never look back on it cuz i cringe so much🤣so genuinely hats off to u!! (and i also saw what u reblogged earlier so i just want to say that i love ur storylines and how u just write the emotions and the people in them!!!) more plants are always amazing🥳🥳 i'm glad free styling works for u!! tbh i never knew how to look up how to actually take care of what plant so i think free styling is the only option🤣 thank u for wishing luck!!💘 if u tell me ur fav colors i would actually make one and just send a pic to u of it once i get back to my hobbies sometime in may (and this is an ask for help cuz i never have ideas on what colors to use.-. and i will keep it in the name of u lmao😌)
WILL SEND U ALL OF THE PIXELS OF HIM!!!!
actually being a silly like that is so fun in a way ngl (i am in the biggest parasocial relationship known to mankind with sunwoo from theboyz and i would never change that fact lmao love being silly like that) yeahhh it's so great to just see how much growth they had since then!!!🥹🥹but i genuinely don't understand how they just get better and better each time they do a cb:o
GOOD LUCK WITH UR EXAMS!!!!!! they are more important than that drabble so I HOPE U WILL DO GREAT IN ALL OF THEM!!!
thank u🥹🥹🥹u are not pressuring me at all so thank u for that as well🥹💞and also thank u for welcoming me with open arms!!! i think i get closer to getting of anon every time i send an ask/reply🫡
no problem cuz i'm also very late with my reply so sorry😟 exams suck so much!! i hope u will only have better weeks than that then!!! i hope u are doing well as well and that u will ace all of ur exams!!😌💗💖💓 (liebestraum anon🥳💞💗)
bro thats me with art omg 😭😭😭 its like a weird mix of rage impatience but at the same time relaxation and creativity altho i havent drawn or done any art in ages 😔💔 SJSJS sometimes when i read back my work i cringe too,, esp my older fics but considering that i write the content i wanna see i read my own fics sometimes LMAO so theres that. thank u so much for complimenting my storylines and emotions i think those are the two main things i focus on in my writing 🥺💓 also my fav colors and combos are literally anything + white (esp black, red and blue) and also cream, sage green and shades of gray 😌😌 keep it and wear it like a declaration of love to me /j
now. to the topic that i already hinted at during our convo on my main- our similar taste because tell me why am i the biggest bitch for sunwoo i dont fucking stan the boyz??? LOOK AT THIS DJSJSJSK
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i fully support your parasocial relationship with him i am actually your biggest fan 💓 BUT SUNWOO IS A DEVIL EVERY TIME I SEE HIM I HAVE TO TAKE A MOMENT BC OH LORD-
thank u!!! i have one final down (got an A from it ❤❤❤) but i have 5 more to go and it only gets more difficult LMAOO so ill be back to writing in june hopefully :')
DJSJS was actually so glad to see u on mosviqu too i am happy you are getting more comfortable 💓 hope youre doing well im cheering u on always!!
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heleneplays · 3 years
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it's exam week for me! here are some songs. a monday jam: monday, you're not so bad by jeremy messersmith. a song about getting gay married (happy lesbian visibility day to us!): city hall by vienna teng. a song that's been stuck in my head: ahay by of monsters and men.
me 🤝🏻 you
EXAM WEEK
hi i am also in week 2 of our midterms since our professors are administering tests out of the official schedule so BIG mood right there!
AND HAPPY LESBIAN DAY OF VISIBILITY TO YOU ♡♡♡ i think we should b able to commit one (1) crime with no repercussions on this day,,, me thinks ♡
AND HEY!!!! i see monsters and men and our tastes are alligning ♡♡♡ i'm looking v respectfully and currently abt to search for these!
like usual, thots & links underneath the cut ♡
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Song 1: Monday, you're not so bad by Jeremy Messersmith
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My Thoughts: firstly, WHACK ! for the first time i can safely agree it's not so bad; it's lesbian day of visibility, our lovely moon goddess said gay rights by giving us a pink supermoon, and one (1) author came and choked us with new Relics 2 demo chapter; which is. really iconic!!! it's actually tuesday in my end already so honk honk 👉🏻👈🏻
Okay am listening now and??? ASFHFKLDL honk honk i'm clowning ♡♡♡ sorry monday i still do not like u but you're a queen still. BUT ALSO! the tunes. the bkg. the vocals are overwhelmingly positive i am feeling ENERGIZED and maybe ready to do some work. overall 9/10!!! and OOOO their other music is also super good!!! I'm gonna listen to everything later but UGH a girl, a boy, and a graveyard my beloved
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Song 2: City Hall by Vienna Teng
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My Thoughts: HEWwo the lyrics are SO soft i love it here!!!! REALLY ICONIC OF U TO SEND THIS TODAY ♡♡♡ my lesbian heart and gay ass is so soft and tender, im sending u a soft forehead kiss if thats okay rn 👭🏽
but ALSO ugh. wish that was also like that here,,, i want to experience the highs and the lows and the softness of just going somewhere with my partner and. get married like a whole fucking goofball but first we have to kick off the homophobes in our government before we can get legislations to back up on :)
AnYwaYS 1000/10!!! Superb & Stupendous thank u for this one in particular 💖
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Song 3: Ahay by Monsters and Men
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My Thoughts: LXJXKXKXLXKZ hello favorite band my beloved,,, this song now lives in my mind rent free 😳💕 it's got. a lot of potential for angst but UGH it's also. got that big maría/mc vibes YET again bc once again i'm back on my bullshit of finding meanings in the barest of hints asdfghjkl
okay but really! it's beautiful and i love it, a solid 10/10 for me ♡
also uwu personally my fave song from of monsters and men is I, of the Storm! the music, the vibes, the lyrics!!! they're just so beautiful and haunting and it hurts me bc i really fell into them around 2016/17, and i was going thru a lot of things and i just??? really felt things with them.
anyways. i really think they're super neat, thanks for bringing me back to them!
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Music aside I wish u a lot of LUCK in ur tests!!!! I hope you pass all of them with flying colors & that u stay well rested & hydrated, okay? take care ♡
personally i'm just. rolling over when it comes to my midterms bc it's just a lot of memorization so far and brain said no, but yes ♡; but i'm instilling confidence in myself bc i KNOW i can AND will pass!
Anyways thanks for dropping by today for your recs, here's a cat in return ♡
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she's not mine but she's baby and loves to get ear scritches whenever i go out the front ♡
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quirklessidiot · 4 years
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Title: bath kisses [coward series au] Pairing: F!Reader x Miya Atsumu Genre: fluff, college au, slice of life au, super smoll angst
Synopsis: Your boyfriend shows up on your exam night and he thinks you’re going to be pissed at him but it’s the exact opposite [pre-timeskip; basically when you and atsumu were still fetuses and you werent preggy ngh]
Warnings: mentions of sex notes; your usual you dont need to read coward to understand this chapter, its just soft hours and a pinch of angst! actually my most favorite side story since its soft and shows their dynamic when they were in college [this may be the shortest but well i love it]
read the series here!   [ ss;; one, two, three, four ]
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Atsumu’s head is in limbo.
Fuck.
That lass toss could’ve been better.
No, he did it well. Maybe it was his spiker’s fault? He clenched his sports bag tightly as he felt the cold wind slap his face. What a befitting weather for his mood, it even sucked more since you weren’t there to watch his games.
He understands that you’re trying to graduate early (reasons unknown) and that he feels like he’s a bother with his yapping and whines but you’re patient with him. You always are, most of the time you’re as quiet as a cat as he snuggles onto you for affection.
It was usually him that would make the first move.
But this day, he wishes you were there. He wants to run to you after the game, hug you and just stay there. Ignoring everyone around him saying, ‘It’s alright’ , ‘better luck next time.’, ‘it’s just a game.’
No, he doesn’t want to hear that.
He just wants to feel your warmth and the small comforting circles you draw on his back, he loves the silence you give in the sea of noises.
It seemed like you always understood what he wanted.
So he ends up in your apartment that night, fresh out of the gym's shower with a mikasa ball on his hand from a late night practice. He knows you have a major exam for tomorrow, you’d probably be pissed at him for the first time (and that would lead to your first ever major fight. much to everyone's disbelief, you weren’t very quick to anger or scary but he knows that you value your education to a very high regard so he wouldn’t be surprised if you did get angry at him tonight)
Yet when you answer the door for him, brows knit together in confusion, he lets out a fake grin, “Hey, sweetheart.”
He always tried to be upbeat and joking around you, the relationship had already one serious person. It didn’t need another one.
“I thought you had a game.” you knew how he and his teammates would go out and celebrate after, you wonder why he’s even here early.
“We lost.”
Silence lingered for a moment in the air as you take in his words, you tilt your head slightly, “You didn’t shower well. Want me to wash your hair for you?”
Atsumu blinks, completely surprised by your usual calm and collected demeanor, he was expecting you to be angry at him for the first time, “Don’t you have an exam tomorrow?” he asks, taking off his shoes and going into your home, trailing behind your figure.
“I don’t study the night before, I usually sleep early.” You quietly replied as you took a clean towel from your closet.
“Aren’t you mad?”
You stop in your actions mid-way and turn to him, your face blank as always, “Why would I be?” you outstretched your hand, the gesture taking him by surprise, “Take off your clothes and get in the tub, I’ll wash your hair and clean your back.”
Atsumu doesn’t know why he’s turning red.
You’ve both been intimate before but this, this was another thing. He sat there with just his underwear on while you sat outside, fully clothed, massaging his scalp with your soft fingertips. He feels like he’s about to pass out, this wasn’t like you.
Something about this act just seems more intimate than sex.
“Are you alright?” 
“Y-yeah.” 
Silence resonates throughout the room right after yet it's comfortable, maybe its because you’re there or maybe it's the way your fingers tread lightly on his hair. He loved your touches, they were rare and addicting. You rinse the shampoo from his hair, then you break the silence.
“I’m sorry.” 
“For what?”
“I’m not good at comforting people.” You confessed quietly, “When my friend lost his first ever basketball game, all I gave him was his favorite teriyaki burger. I can’t say that it’s alright when I know it’s not.”
Atsumu turns to you, his colored hair down and wet, your face remains blank but your gaze is soft. It’s warm and he wants to drown in them. He’s always loved your eyes, if you guys were to ever have kids     hopefully     he’d wish to see those eyes in them. The eyes of yours is filled with so much emotion that contrasts your deadpan and blank features, he chuckles at the thought. Damn, you’re beautiful, “I think you’re doin’ a damn good job. The fact that you just show and not tell s’alright with me.”
You remove his hand and give his temple a soft kiss. He doesn’t know if it’s because he lost or  it's because he’s down but you were awfully warm today and he knows he’s supposed to feel like shit.
He lost a very important game, after all.
But right now, all the thoughts about the game were decreasing. All he could focus on was your warm fingertips and soft eyes that look so out of place in your blank features. Atsumu feels his heart thumping loud, he wants to make love to you tonight.
He wants you to be by his side forever.
“I love you.” He softly proclaims.
Yet you never say those words back to him like always.
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juwon-ah-moved · 4 years
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hi friends! this year had its highs and lows and i’m ready to let go of it, but i won’t let go of the beautiful people i met on here in the past months, and those i already knew and who keep bringing joy onto my dash! i got into a new fandom that brought me many joys and new beautiful people into my life and i couldn’t be happier about that! you’re all cool so here’s my humble thank you to you ♡
i don’t follow that many people, i kinda find comfort in seeing the same familiar faces on my dash, but i have been trying to look around more because honestly especially the (lgbt) fandom for asian dramas/”bl” has so many nice and funny and talented people that it’s a pity not see who else is on here! so here’s to hoping i’ll meet even more awesome people in 2021 :^) also, if i forgot anyone, i’m really sorry! and to those of you who i for whatever reason haven’t followed back but who are always around, i want you to know i see you and appreciate you showing up in my notes, it genuinely makes me happy and know that you can talk to me any time! love you! <3
okay i talk too much, here we go:
@amasawaseiji aaaa edo!! now we pretty much only talk outside of tumblr but we did meet on here and !!!! ur the only italian i respect jdskn ur seriously one of the nicest and funniest people i know and ur a very dear friend to me, i know i always tell u but it never hurts to hear so: i love you!!!! i hope 2021 will be a good year for u and that we can finally see each other again, i will fight covid :(
@petekaos rahul, what can i say!! i feel so lucky to have gotten the chance to know u this year, we had so many never-ending convos, on here, on twitter, we shared heacanons (ram and bohn friendship forever, @ perth Listen To Us) and you’ve been a great friend to me, you’ve always supported me even when i was at my worst and i will honestly never forget that. ur kind and funny and we can go from talking about serious stuff to laughing about u quoting gandhi and that’s friendship to me! u also have read i think 2 of my fics before i posted them at this point and both fics mean the world to me and the fact that u supported me through the process of posting them when i was so insecure also means a lot to me! as do all our conversations about my engineer, manboss, petekao, etc. just... i love you! never forget to take care of urself <3
@pangwave daaaawn u are such a kind and strong person and i really appreciate how u were there for me when i was questioning earlier this year. i know u understand a lot of what i was going through and in general we have stuff in common that i know if i talk to u about, ur gonna understand. i wish u the best always and we should catch up one day, please know i am always here for u, for anything! and u have such good taste and i love seeing u on my dash :) !
@yioh yuraaaaa im gonna say it again i need to find a nickname for u. u have the worst one for me but it is so endearing at this point that i love it sjdsk ur such a nice presence on my dash and i like coming by ur askbox every once in a while bc first of all i love you, secondly u always have the best replies to asks. i can’t explain it ur just nice and ur energy is amazing !!! ur art is also so pretty and warm and makes me feel... home. i wish u the best with uni and with ur life and aaaalso ur The cherry magic blog to me. see cherry magic? think of yura. also given always makes me think of u. i associate so many little pieces of media with u bc ur just so lovely when u talk or blog about the shows and movies and stuff u like that when i see those things i immediately get reminded of u idk!!
@gigiesarocha cata!! even if we haven’t talked that much, u are such a light on my dash and i always love seeing ur posts, be it gifsets or reblogs. u have amazing taste! when u said u still listen to the playlist i made for u i was so happy, im glad u liked it :’) keep being the sweet person u are!
@morksuns sumaya!! u beautiful human!! it’s always so nice to see u on my dash, i know this will sound like a silly reason but for example i love ur tagging system, it’s so satisfying to look at u tagging everything. i just think it’s neat. u have great taste in shows and great opinions (both on Good Shows and on Bad Shows/Rep) and i know i can trust u! also, ur very pretty and i love ur moodboards! i hope ur 2021 will be filled with good things <3
@lesbian-earn may! oh my god okay, i literally have been following u for 2 seconds but! we’re getting to know each other a little and talking to u is really so nice and ur such a sweet person!! ur support for my itsay fic warmed my heart so much and so does ur general kind words and OFC the cat pics u send me. what a blessing!! i wish u the best of luck with ur exams and i hope we can talk more because i already am fond of u! <3
@brightwin jelly!! u are such a warm and kind light in this fandom and i honestly enjoy even just seeing ur url, before i see any post, because u just bring so much positivity with u! ur gifs are so pretty and i can always tell they’re yours immediately. i miss them and u tbh!! i hope ur doing well! :)
other people i love following a whole lot: @fushiguroo @labontas @mrchicsaraleo @speedrunsuicide @ikarosapollo @panncakes @makotokyoqoku @burfee @class2clown @metawwin @leoyunxi @asianmelodrama @lesbianspeedy @earthfluuke @wjmild @lakornladies @torfight @khaotungthanawat
honorable mentions for my football sideblog (@franckkessie): @captvandijk @montosmadman @hendos 
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solar3lunar · 4 years
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2.᯾𝔼𝕟𝕥𝕣𝕒𝕟𝕔𝕖 𝔼𝕩𝕒𝕞᯾
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Ayama POV
I heard my alarm going off. "Welp today the day. I better get ready." I touch my head to take my bonnet off. But it wasn't there. "You what. I might as well look in the closet. Because it not going to be on my bed."
Well at least I have silk pillows cases. I'll look for it later. I go to my closest to get out my old dress. Then went to the bathroom.
After 5 minutes I put my uniform and went back to my room I got all of my things and put them inside my bag.
I then walked downstairs and went towards the kitchen. I was just going to pour me some cereal. But I saw pancakes on the table.
I walk closer to see they were homemade fluffy cat shape pancakes. There was a note beside it.
"Do your best Lyric."
-Love, Dad
"Thanks dad." I can't help but smile at the note. After a few minutes of eating. I clean my plate and cup. And went to put my shoes on.
"Meow." I look back and saw Leo. "You have crumbs on your face." I giggled as I brush them off. "You two be good alright?" I asked. He nods. "Okay, I'll see you later."
I headed out the house. Locking the door from behind. I was only 6:25 when I left the house and the exam at the hero academy didn't start until 7:15. I really wish I some music on me. Oh well. I would only take me 5 minutes to get there getting on the train today.
I saw Izuku getting on the train before me. I would've spoken to him but he seems out of it and look deep in thoughts. I just stood close to him about 4 feet away. The digital clock on the bus said it was 6:30.
He got off before me. I got held back by the crowd making me 10 feet away from him. "Jeez." I finally got to the school building. "Stupid Deku." That voice.
"Kaachan." 'I haven't heard that name in a while.' "Get out of my way, now, before I set you on fire." Bakugou spoke angrily. He hasn't changed one bit. Then Midoriya started to freak out a bit. I wait until Katsuki was about 6 feet away from him. Although, I notice that his voice got deeper. Just sayin'
"Midoriya! Wait!" I shouted he turned his back around to me. I finally caught up to him while some people were waiting outside.
"Oh hey Ayama." He waved at me. "Oh you change your hair?" He asked. "Well kinda. You see my hair can change it curl pattern whenever I wash it. And I forgot to put on a shower cap this morning when I took a shower." I sighed.
"The style really looks good on you!" He said blushing a bit. I ignore the blush not knowing what he's blushing for or at. But he looks cute.
"So have you got it yet?" I whisper. "Yeah he said it going to hurt though. I had to eat his hair, before leaving to get here. I've may have eaten but I don't feel any stronger." He said while sulking. I just pat him on the back.
"I'm sure it'll sink in" I reassured him. "Right. But, bring it all you got, Ayama!" He said. "You too, Deku!" I said giggling a bit. He so cute.
"Hey! Are you guys ready for the exams?" A girl ask us. We turned around. Izuku went full on pink. She was about 5'1 I think. "Of course. Right Izuku! Izuku?" I asked him. He started to stutter a lot.
"Oh, y-yeah." He was a mess. I wonder if I would see Momo here. I went to middle school with her. She was my only friend there to be honest.
"Call me Uraraka." She spoke holding her hand out. I shook it. "Nice to meet you Uraraka-san. I'm Ayama." I said. "What your last name?" She asked. "Umm. I rather not say." I told her. " Oh and this is Midoriya." Introduce her to him.
"Nice to meet you." She said nicely. She was so cheerful. "Y-yo-you t-to!" He shouted. "We better get inside now. Don't want to get lock out." Uraraka said. "Oh your right it's 6:55." I said. "Oh and Midoriya you got this. You as well, Uraraka." I said. "Right let's do our best." She said as Midoriya nodded.
She goes ahead of us as I had to help Midoriya to get it together which took a minute. Once we got in we had to put our things in the open lockers. Their was security so nobody had to worry about getting there's things stolen.
Everyone was assigned seating. I was sitting way far from the others. I was on the 5th row to the front. Lord know how far from Izuku or Katsuki. I was sitting next to Momo. Turns out she was wondering if I was going to be here as well.
God this is going to be embarrassing. If I just look at my paper. Maybe I won't have to see my uncle.
Bakugo, Katsuki POV
"Midoriya wait!" A voice call out. Who would want a loser to wait for them. I didn't even turn around, because whoever called his name is probably also a loser or nerd.
"Oh hey Ayama." Deku said. Wait what. I turned my head around. The last time I saw Ayama her hair was down into a ponytail. This girl hair was very very curly, but I knew Ayama could do that as well. I couldn't tell what her skin look like because I only saw a glimpse of it. But even that was too damn fast.
I couldn't see what's the girl looked like so I just kept walking. I didn't think Ayama would be here. Whatever it's not like she'll beat me anyways. Wether she's here or not.
Midoriya, Izuku POV
"What's up, UA candidates? Thanks for tunin' in to me, your school DJ. Come on and let me hear ya!" Present Mic shouted. It was silence when he asked, but I was fan boying over it.
"Keeping it Mello huh. That's fine I'll skip straight to the main show. Let's talk about how this practical exam is gonna go down, okay?" He said.
"Are you ready? Yeah!" He shouted. Still silence
"Oh my goodness, it's the Voice Hero, Present Mic. So cool!" I said whispering. "I listen to his radio show every day of the week. It's so crazy nuts that all the UA teachers are pro heroes-" " Will you shut up." He said.
"Like your application said, Today you rockin' boys and girls will be out there conducting ten-minute mock battles in super-hip urban settings." Present Mic continue.
"Gird your lion, my friends. After I drop the mic here you'll head to your specific battle center, sound good?" He asked still silence. As everyone was looking at there card.
"Okay?" He shouted. "I see. Their splitting us up so we can't work with any of our friends." Kaachan spoke. I jumped a little terrified. "Yeah you're right." I said as I look at both of our card. I was put into center B while he had center A.
"Our examine numbers are one after the other, but we're assign different battle centers." I said still looking at our cards. "Get your eyes off my card." Kaachan said angrily. And I moved away a little from him a bit frightened.
"Damn. I was really looking forward to crushing you." He said as I just laughed nervously. Maybe he'll get Ayama in his battle center.
Ayama POV
"Okay, okay, let's check out your targets. There are three types of faux villains in every battle center. You'll earn points based on their level of difficulty. So better chose wisely.
Your goal in this trial is to use quirk to raise your score by shredding these faux villains like a mid-song guitar solo. But check it! Make sure your keep'n things heroic. Attacking other examine is a U.A big no-no, ya dig?"
This is too embrassing to watch, but I do hope that Izuku can get through this. He just got his quirk. And it going to bruise him. I got center B. I wonder what he and Katsuki got.
A student then spoke up about the robots. Which my uncle quickly answers that saying it was a bonus villain. Although he decided to point out Izuku who been muttering this whole time.
It kinda gets me upset, but yet again it's not like he knew why he doing it in the first place. Geeze this whole thing might as well be a video game that they put out. Big million dollars idea.
"That's all I got for you today. I'll sign off with a little present." My uncle said. "Oh God please no." I whisper knowing it would be a tough crowd. "A sample of our school motto." Then he continued on to speak as I just said the words in my head. Turns out. I don't have Momo with me, sadly.
"You ready go beyond? Let's hear a Plus Ultra!" My uncle shouted. I just put my head in my hands. "Good Luck!" He then continue to go on something about books.
We a got changed into out own gym wear. I was just wearing a black sweat shirt that was short sleeve. And long black sweat pants.
I seen Izuku was going up to Uraraka, so I decided to start going towards the robots. "Hey what's is she doing!?" I heard one student asked. "They didn't even say go yet!" Another shouted.
"She on the right track! There are no countdowns in real battle! Run run listener you're wasting air time here!" Uncle present Mic shouted. I could hear everyone running up towards me.
By that time all of the robots came towards us. I quickly use my voice to scream damaging them by a ton. That should be about 56 points. The robots got up again unsurprisingly. And the other students got a turn.
I got to see of their quirks as my uncle mic pointed out each of their quirks, but mines not that I care considering my situation.
Suddenly the whole battle center started to shake. I look towards Uraraka, Ochako she also notice it after throwing up.
"The fourth robot." I mutter. The robot made it first punch which had a incredible force. Although I kept my feets on the ground. On foot in front of the other and making an X with my arms. I was standing about 5 feet from it. "Less than two minutes!" Uncle mic shouted.
All the students started to run away. Something told me to stay put and look at my surrounding. That when I notice Uraraka was stuck. My eyes widened. Instead of running from danger I ran towards it to help Uraraka out.
"Ayama what are you doing you'll get crushed!" She told me. "I know but it worth it." I said and it confused her. I have a feeling that Izuku power would snap in any moment by now.
And I was right. I had to quickly sing something, so I did. (Ocean eyes.) Making my eyes water and form a protective barrier around u. I saw Izuku use the one for all power in his arm punching the robot away and making it fall down.
I stop singing, bringing the barrier down then look at Uraraka quickly to use her power to lift of the hard cement rock above her leg.
"Hey you okay?" I asked her she nodded. But I had to help her up. I felt really bad about Izuku. He knocked down the robot, but it was zero points.
We heard the students whisper all round. His eyes were dull in shock. I don't think he could've felt the pain in his arm. With the adrenaline running.
Recovery girl well, I call her Nana. She kissed them both healing them. Me and Uraraka look at each, both agreeing on what do to about Midoriya.
We went towards the judge's room to ask them if we could give Izuku our points, but surprisingly they said the judges already did something for him. So we left. "It's nice knowing you Uraraka." I said. "You too Ayama. Hopefully I'll see you at this school." She said.
"You too." I wave at her goodbye. I knew I was getting in regardless. I turned my phone on walking towards the train station. Once It's stop at the 3rd stop I saw Midoriya getting off. He look sad but I only smile knowing he'll get in.
I got off at my stop. Walking home I just sung a song that was in my head. I knew people could hear, but I closed them out. Although I'm careful to sing around my dad. Knowing how my mother death affect him. He said he likes to hear me sing more, but I feel like it's only going to hurt him. I notice my dad was home because of his car.
I walk in the house to have the smell cheesey spicy noodles up my nose. When it comes to food. I just know what it is. I took my shoes off. "I'm home." I said while taking my earphones out.
I saw my dad in front of me. "I would open this first." He said handing it to me. Then went to the kitchen. So much for bonding. Don't get me wrong we bond a lot, but I mostly lock myself away in my room.
I rush up to my room. Putting my bag on my bed. I put the envelope on my desk and sat down on my chair. I open it only for  a virtual screen pop up. "Hello Ayama!" It was Uncle Might."This gotta be a joke." I said in shock.
"I know you would be shock, but you see I didn't come to this cities just to fight villains, but I'm the U.A newest faulty member!" I'm not too surprised that this
"I would like to say that's you have an amazing voice and power. You know what I love to hear it again." Uncle all might spoke. Don't tell me..
"Roll it!" He shouted then move out of the way. "God, please no." I heard my voice. It's sounds wonderful and calm, but I get embarrassed of it. Once it ends I lookup again.
"Wow what a wonderful voice. You have. Now that over with let's look at your scores. "No way! I got second place!" I shouted happily. I was just happy, but I had to look again for any of my others friends.
I see Izuku got 7th place at least they gave him a chance. Ochako was in 3rd place, while Katsuki was....1st. it didn't show my last name on there. I had 58 villain points and 47 rescue points.
"We are looking forward to having you here at U.A see you there!" Then it shut off. I had taken all in. I heard a knock on my door. It then open.
"I heard good job Ayama. Your mom would be proud of you." My dad said. I went to him and hug him. I think he was a bit shock by it. "Thanks Dad." I said. "You work for it." He said kissing my head. He proceeded to hand me my uniform outfit.
{Brain and Heart~Melanie Martinez}
‘False lovin, when was illogical. Didn't know they held each other hands as they made one whole’
The same melody. "Alright dinner ready. Let's eat." He said. I nodded. While we walk down stairs look at my mother picture. I smile at it. I won't let you down. "Hey do you mind if I walk to school on the first day?" I asked.
"How come you don't wanna ride in the car with me?" He asked I was scared he would asked that. "It's just I wanna walk to school on my first day that all." I said. I just really felt like walking on the first day while singing.
"Does this have to do with your singing?" He ask. Dang. "No. I just really feel like walking to school on the first day." I said. I felt a bit of tension, but it drop as soon as he sighed.
"Fine." He sighed. "Dad you worry to much." I said as I gave him a kiss on the forehead then told him good night. He has so much concern in his eyes.
We talked about how uncle All Might going to be teaching the students and that lead to a lot of laughs. He then turn it into something serious as in what to do if someone ask for my last name. I gone through my whole life with nobody knowing what my last name is. Well except for pro heros.
I decided to turn in, because it was getting late and this is the first week of a school week. I guess you could say. I did my nightly routine. I then put my bonnet on and went straight to bed.
Ugh what a day.
Aizawa, Shota POV
She just like her mother. The only time I she her like me is when something serious or she just at home. God, what if one day she runs into Khessō.
And I know I can't keep this " Your mom died when you were born." Up forever. Eventually she'll find out. I got up from the table to walk up stairs. I stop to look at her picture that Ayama was looking at.
The last thing from I saw from Khessō was that note. 'I'm been kidnapped don't come looking for me keep Ayama safe. I love you both.' I put the picture down and turn the lights off walking up stairs. It's was when Ayame just turn a month old.
I look into my daughter room who was sleeping peacefully.  Reminds me of her mother. I know Ayama think her singing hurts me, but does the opposite.
I closed my daughter door and went towards mines. The room was clean, but missing her things. The bed was always missing a person.
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hanazou · 3 years
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Dear Miss Hua,
it wasn't my intention to make you feel bad about it! I do, by the way, not feel that you have bad social management in any way! You seem very open-minded and socially skilled, if I'm being honest maybe you're not giving yourself enough credit.
Oh dear! A face reveal would be the most exciting thing! But do not feel pressured to show your art if he do not feel like it 💕.
Well, that is exciting as well! I hope you can enjoy studying your hobby class, if if there's the pressure of an exam right now. 📚
By the way, once again: Good luck for your exams dear 💕
~🦁
printing response... ✒
📝 ; ah do I seem socially inept here? thank u! I wish I was as social irl because sometimes I just 🧍🏻‍♀️😀 in silence 😭💔
I wouldn't exactly do a face reveal in the flesh but.. you all will get a glimpse of me some way or another,, soon 😏‼️ don't get your hopes too high tho lolsies
oh mini PSA: I finished like,, most of my exams so I'll be finishing up some requests here and there again, yaysies! 💘
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softpine · 4 years
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this is a ridiculously long one, i’m sorry! i broke it into sections so it’s easier to find your ask
[not related to the current simblr issue]
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@tastelesscolors​ ahhhhhhhh i can’t even tell you how happy this made me, this is the sweetest thing 🥺 i’ve always wanted to make people see the world differently through my writing (because in writing this, i’ve also started to see the world differently) so that’s a HUGE compliment!! thank you so so much!! 💖💖💖
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i don’t think i understand what this means jfksjd sorry that happened to you though :(
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considering i had to rewrite some of my plot because it just wasn’t fitting right.... me too 😅 jskdjs but thank you!! i’m glad you’re interested 💖
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fjskdjs me!
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omg i wish i could help, but the only mullet i can think of off the top of my head is this one. otherwise i have no idea, that’s why i had to make asa’s myself :( i’m sorry!!
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i would rather not share, somehow people twist it into something else even if just post the number and give zero input about it. i don’t pay attention to numbers anyway, it stresses me out :/
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[about my horrific chemistry exam lmfao]
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@orphyd​ i love u more nia 🥺🥺💖💖💖
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thank you!! i think i would need more luck than the entire universe contains but 😅 i appreciate it 💖
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thank you so much 🥺 i’m trying to stay positive and hope that the next test will be better, but honestly i’m already resigning myself to the fact that i’ll have to retake this one too. i wish i could blame it on the pandemic but this has been happening much longer than covid fjksjds but it’s okay!! i’ll finish it one way or another, i’m committed! thank you again for reaching out 💖💖
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sjksjd i don’t cheat, but thank you! 💖💖 i just want to get on with my life and get a job and actually have something of my own for once... i feel like i’ve been in college for 20932092 billion years :(
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thank you so much, i needed to hear this 🥺💖 i sent my professor an email right after the test, basically just explaining that i wasn’t trying to insult her with my horrible score lmao. i had her for chemistry 1 last year (the semester that i actually passed it lmaoo) so she already knows that i struggle with chemistry, but i just feel like not only did i let myself down, but i also let her down. it’s been especially hard not having classes in-person because a 20 minute zoom meeting just isn’t the same as a real lecture :( i don’t know what else she could possibly do for me, i just really..... REALLY suck at chemistry :( but i appreciate you reaching out, it feels good to just be reminded that i’m more than this one class 💗
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[related to the current simblr issues]
trigger warning for: racism, antisemitism, bullying (of minors), etc.
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here’s the briefest summary i can manage:
oliveandoak & simvicii used to be popular simblrs last year. they started a discord. that discord included many other popular simblrs. in that discord, they all participated in things like racism, antisemitism, bullying of minors, targeted hate, etc. [more proof]. none of these people came forward or reported the behavior that was happening in the discord. now that they’ve been called out, lots of them are posting apologies, but you have to wonder how sincere they could possibly be, given that some of them helped write oliveandoak’s apology and called it “damage control”... so that’s a super quick summary! i suggest reading all the screenshots if you want further proof
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i’m genuinely very sorry that this topic is triggering for you, but i’ve already been tagging everything with the appropriate tags (racism tw, antisemitism tw, bullying tw, etc.) and i feel it would be disrespectful for me to tag it as anything else (like drama tw, because it’s not drama, it’s much more than that). i also miss my dash being full of creativity and love, but right now we’re seeing that pushing everything under the rug doesn’t help anyone. i would recommend taking a hiatus if this is negatively affecting your mental health, and i’m truly sorry that this situation is triggering
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literally!! i can’t even describe how angry i was this morning when i woke up to see that list including multiple people who had dm’ed me yesterday (pretending that they were innocent & that they all stood up to oliveandoak when in reality they were actively participating in everything). their apologies mean absolutely nothing considering they couldn’t even own up to me privately. they’re just covering their asses and i feel so stupid for trusting them even for a moment
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yeah i’ve never thought about leaving simblr until now tbh. i’m still not going to leave until my story is done, but this has made me realize that 1. people suck, 2. the internet makes it even easier for people to suck :( i’m so sorry that you don’t feel safe or welcome on simblr, i can’t even imagine how this must feel for anyone affected. just know that i love and support you and if there’s anything i can possibly do to make you feel more welcome, let me know 💖
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literally me!! i’ve never used discord (except with irl friends) and i’m definitely not about to start now. can’t trust anyone!
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@bb-enablefreebuild​ omg thank you, but it’s okay! it’s not about me. i just feel sad that people used me as a mouth piece and i trusted them when they said they were just being manipulated in that group. when really they were manipulating me haha. but now i know better 🤷🏻‍♀️ ily!! 💖
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winterromanov · 5 years
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Maybe a college Bucky one where he’s being playing games out of town, and trying to study for exams and he’s just so tired but trying to keep going and reader makes him nap and relax and it’s just very Soft ☺️
pairing: bucky x reader (set in the same universe as this fic)
Trying to play football and also be a competent college student is an Incredibly Difficult Feat. You know this, because watching Bucky vault himself from away games to home games to mid terms to finals is about the most exhausting thing you’ve ever seen. If he’s not studying he’s at practice, and if he’s not playing he’s in an exam. It’s like watching a manic, sleep-deprived whirlwind, living almost entirely off coffee and takeout noodles.
He’s not taking care of himself. He’s pushing and pushing and pushing, trying not to let anybody down--as if he could ever do that.
“You don’t have anything to prove,” you say, as he crashes face-down on the bed in your dorm, the night before he leaves to play a game at Harvard and minutes after his Cold War history deadline. You’ve not seen him eat anything the last twenty-four hours. “Look--you won the last game. Steve said you could sit this one out.”
A vague mumbling comes from your bed. His face is smothered by the pillow and he’s too exhausted to even turn over, so you poke his ass with your foot. His hand reaches out, reflexes still ridiculously quick, pulling you onto the bed with him.
“Sorry, love,” you smirk, curling as close to him as your tiny mattress will allow. His arm pulls you close to his waist, palm splayed across your back. His heartbeat is unrelenting beneath his shirt, thudding between you. “Didn’t quite hear that one.”
His head shifts so you’re basically nose-to-nose, his grin sleepy and delirious. He’s gonna pass out any second. You’ve seen it many, many times before in the last hectic few weeks--you’re probably gonna see it a few more. “I’ll be fine after nap. Promise.”
“Don’t you dare fall asleep before I can force a pizza down you,” you warn, and he laughs, deliberately snuggling into the pillow and letting his eyes flicker closed. You can’t resist--running your hand through his hair, along his face. Kiss his forehead. “Goddamn it, Buck. You’re making it very difficult for me to look after you.”
“You being here is enough,” he says softly and before you have chance to reply he’s gone, lost in some dream. You slowly creep out of his embrace, making the pizza for him anyway. By the time you wake up the next day his body is a phantom shape in your bed but the pizza is gone--he’s left you a bright pink post-it note on the plate. Scribbled in his usual scrawl are the words thank you always favourite girl.
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we won!!! harvard ain’t better than us at FOOTBALL
wish u could have been there
renaissance lit is being a bitch :(( well done you STAR. miss you more every moment so get back quick
should i hijack the bus and speed down the freeway
if you must
consider it done
love you
love you more than anything
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The next game is thankfully a home one against Yale so you can at least keep an eye on him--you’re just protective, that’s all, not wanting him to burn out in front of you. There’s a lot of gym sessions and library cramming and a grand total of one dinner date at his apartment, where you made a pasta dish with as many vegetables as you could think of in as possible (his mom had sent you a message afterwards with immense gratitude because her son needed his greens, damn it). The following evening you’d wrapped yourself in one of his jerseys and sat in the bleachers alongside an injured Sam--injured and bitter about it--and waited in the lights and the noise for the game to begin.
“Bucky tells me you’re worried about him,” Sam interjects rather suddenly and when you blink back, he shrugs his non-injured shoulder nonchalantly. “Not that I blame you. That dude just doesn’t let up, does he?”
“You could say that,” you reply, shivering a little. The November air is cold, even wearing Bucky’s sweater. “He keeps telling me the season will be over before long, but I...I don’t want that to be a couple of weeks too much for him, you know?”
Sam hums thoughtfully. Around you, the crowd practically fizzes with excitement, covered with facepaint and aggressively chanting team songs at the opposing side. You’d never been to a college football game before you started dating one of the team’s star players, but you have to admit, the atmosphere is kinda addictive. Watching Bucky play is kinda addictive.
“If I know Bucky, and boy do I know him,” Sam eventually replies, squeezing up closer to you as more people gather into your stand. A girl is openly staring at you both--it doesn’t happen that often, but more so at games. People know Bucky, and Sam, so people know you. “He’ll get through this all okay. He always does, (Y/N). I’d been pretty damn surprised if he doesn’t make captain next year.”
You stare at the bright, clean grass of the field, and think of a boy so fucking exhausted from trying to balance his life that he can barely function half the time. Bucky would be an awesome captain. You just don’t want him to become a dead firework because of it.
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The game ends up being pretty close but Yale just snatch the victory. It doesn’t mean that they can’t win the season, but. Bucky makes his way over to your stand at the end of the game like he always does, taking off his helmet and mouthguard. He also looks extremely deflated, like he always does when they lose.
“It’s okay,” you say, taking his face in your hands. He looks angry at himself. And you know what he’s thinking. I should have pushed harder. “Shit happens. You were still amazing.”
He kisses you over the barrier in a display of affection you were once too shy to give away in public, but you need him as much as he needs you. When you break apart you plant a chaste, gentle peck on his jawline, running your thumb over the shadow. 
“You two make me sick,” Sam interrupts the moment, arms folded. Bucky flips him off while smiling sweetly and you can’t help but laugh. “Honestly. Didn’t ask to be violated, but here we are.”
“Payback for every single time I’ve walked in on you doing unspeakable things with the girl from the top floor on our kitchen counter.” Bucky snaps back teasingly. You like watching the banter unfold between the two of them. You’d be worried if Bucky and Sam weren’t taking the piss at every given opportunity.
Sam gestures pointedly at his injured right shoulder. “I cannot believe you’d treat a fallen comrade like that. I’m disgusted.”
“And so was I when I saw the state of the kitchen counter.” Bucky gives you one last kiss, clutching your hand. “See you after I hit the showers, yeah?”
“I’ll be waiting.” Your promise him, and his eyes glow just a little brighter.
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When Bucky facetimes you from Brown the very next week, he looks like he hasn’t slept for at least three days. His Ancient Chinese history exam is literally a day after he arrives back from the trip and he’s frantically cramming in his hotel room in Rhode Island, while also trying not to fuck up the team’s chances of winning the season.
“Just one more game after this,” his grainy voice says on the other end of the video feed, head lolling against the headboard of his Holiday Inn bed. You wish he was in your bed. God, you wish he was in your bed. “And the season is over and I don’t have to be away from you ever again.”
“I don’t think your mom would like it if I stole you away for Thanksgiving.” You joke, tongue poking between your teeth. His lips curve, half a laugh escaping from his chest.
“That’s why she personally invited you to stay with us for the holidays. She’s worried you might sneak in there first and drag me to Virginia. She already knows I’d go wherever you go.”
Your smile is kinda wistful. “Except when you go to Rhode Island.”
“Except when I go to Rhode Island.” He repeats, sighing dramatically. He rubs one of his tired eyes. “Ugh. Who thought coinciding pre-Thanksgiving exams and football season was a good idea, huh?”
“I have no idea, but I’m prepared to have words with them.” You tilt your head. “Don’t work too hard, yeah? It’s one exam. It’ll all be okay in the end.”
“I know, I know.”
You want to keep talking, on and on until the early hours like you do sometimes, because time is apparently not real when you and Bucky are on the phone together. But he needs sleep, and you need sleep, and occasionally you’ll do things for the greater good. “Good luck for tomorrow. Brown won’t know what’s hit ‘em.”
“They better not,” he jokes, “Will you be live-streaming the game?”
As if you wouldn’t. You can’t pretend that you always know what’s going on or any of the rules, but you always try to watch him if you can. He’d do the same for you, over and over and over. “Already got the tab open on my laptop and everything.”
Bucky’s grin is near effervescent, even through your patchy wifi connection. “I love you more than anything, you know that?”
“I may have had an inkling.”
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hello y/n 
HELLLOOOOO
u know brown are the best losers because they lose and give you TEQUILA
omg are you drunk
never been DRUNK IN MY LIFE!!!! but im at this cool party and stEv e has found a girl and i miss u
i miss u so much . and like i just do generally 
whenever ur not ar oUnd 
oh sweet boy. you are very drunk.
im serious though
sometimes i think about how much i love you and it scares me
because then i th ink what it would be like if you wreent there 
and that makes me so fucking sad i cant breathe
y/n
y/n ???????????????
hellooo 
have u gone to bed
no, just messaging steve to make sure he gets you back safe. im not going anywhere. just please please look after yourself. love you always
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“I’m sorry about those messages I sent you last night.”
You grab him in the tightest hug possible, his hold all still hanging off his arm, rain spattering down from dark clouds outside his apartment block. You hold him for at least ten years, you reckon, because the thought of him being so fucking sad he can’t breathe makes you so fucking sad you can’t breathe.
“You’re a terrible drunk who says things that make me emotional.” You laugh tearfully into his sweater and he grips you even harder, if possible. The shards of glass jabbed between your ribs start to dissolve as you inhale every single part of him.
“I know, sweetheart,” he murmurs, “I know.”
-
His last game is the day of your renaissance literature exam and for once you’ve been the one not eating and relying on caffeine, anxiety lingering round your jittery bones like an irritating ghost. Your interactions with Bucky are a battle between you wishing him aggressive luck for what could be the winning game while he equally aggressively says your exam will go fine, they always go fine, it’s an easy A for sure. 
Your exam isn’t until the afternoon so you spend the morning pacing about your bedroom looking at a sporadic mess of post-it notes on your wall declaring quotes and context that you hope will just stick in your brain. When Lizzie from down the hall says there’s a package for you you don’t actually think much of it, too busy to deal with something you’ve probably forgotten you ordered from Amazon--but she makes some comment about how fancy it is, wrapped up in striped paper.
Your name is in print across the front so it doesn’t leave a clue on the sender, but as soon as you rip into it and find a bundle of things nestled between tissue paper, you know instantly. It’s kind of embarrassing you didn’t click sooner. 
Dear Y/N - you’ll ace it, favourite gal. 
You try not to break down in sleep-deprived and emotional tears as you pull out a brand new sweater in your favourite shade of burgundy, a vintage copy of Tolstoy’s Anna Karenina, three different kind of Hershey’s bars and a dumb little teddy bear wearing your college jersey. He’s sent you a fucking care package. He’s away at Princeton, and he’s sent you a care package, because exams drive you crazy and he’s just... Well, he’s Bucky.
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i got your present
have i ever mentioned that i love you
i may have had an inkling
-
He doesn’t really leave you a choice, does he? Besides, the game is only at Princeton, and if you catch the train the moment you escape the uneasy warmth of a crowded exam hall you should be able to get there in time. 
You’ve never been to Princeton stadium before, but you grab one of the last tickets available and rush onto their crowded bleachers just before the game is about to begin. The lights are heady, the atmosphere is electric, and you’re about to watch the man you lovingly, completely, unrelentingly call your own play the game he loves almost as much as you at a stadium forty miles from home. 
hey steve, you text his closest friend, hoping he’ll see it, get buck to look at the front of the stairs near block d when you come out
y/n if this is what i think it means he’s going to lose his goddamn mind
:)
When the team runs out you notice the number five on his jersey straight away, a constant fleeting image in your head from the countless games you’ve seen him play. Even from a distance, Steve’s eyes catch your own and his arm starts gesturing violently in your direction, Bucky taking a couple of moments to catch on.
It’s a good job the game isn’t due to start for a few more minutes, because absolutely nothing can stop him from automatically sprinting to your side of the field and kissing you senseless, cameras and crowds be damned.
“What the hell are you doing here?” he says on a dizzy outtake of breath.
“Couldn’t miss the last game of the season, could I?” You gently push his chest, urging him to go back to his team. “And neither can you. Go back to them. I’ll be waiting.”
He steals your lips for one more second, giddy and pumped full of adrenaline. “I really lucked out the day I met you, didn’t I?”
His mouth is hot. Hot. Unmistakable. Real. Always, always real. “Not as lucky as me.”
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Daybreak Academy: Chapter 67
Let’s Talk About Us
Summary: In which Gula and Ava talk about marriage. Word Count: 1,674 First | Previous | Next ☆ ⚬ ☆ ⚬ ☆ ⚬ ☆ ⚬ ☆ ⚬ ☆ ⚬ ☆ ⚬ ☆ ⚬ ☆
“You know, Shelby,” Ava sighed to herself, petting said turtle with her foot, “If I had known there would be this much paperwork involved with being a headmaster, I don't think I would have been one.”
Shelby gave her a happy little chirp in response. The Vulpes headmaster let out a small laughter before returning to her work. She even started to hum a little to herself as she went on. Silence didn't bother her as she worked, but she always felt slightly more productive if she vocalized what she was doing to others.
Her work was interrupted when she heard her phone buzz. Curious, Ava put her pen down (and also did a good hand stretch to relax those muscles) so she could look at the message. It surprised her to see that Gula had sent her a text.
'where r u? we agreed 2 meet at the fountain remember? hurry up pretty girl'
Ava gave a thoughtful sigh as she rested her head into her hand. Did she and Gula agree to meet at the fountain? If they had, she couldn't remember what fo-
“I forgot about Gula!” Ava quickly exclaimed before rushing out of her office. If she hadn't been rushed so quickly, she would have realized that she had forgotten something (or rather, someone) else entirely. But that was a story for another time. For now, Ava quickly rushed out of the main building and to the school fountain.
Gula was admiring the school fountain as he waited. As far as he knew, the fountain was about as old as the school itself. It was one of the first fixtures to be added at the school's founding, if he remembered correctly. He casually looked into the main pool and gave a light smirk at seeing the munny that had been tossed in by several students. Technically, it was considered an act of vandalism- as per the school grounds rulebook. But who didn't need a bit of luck when that next GPA destroying exam came along?
The Leopardus headmaster carefully looked around the area to make sure no one was watching him. Once he confirmed that the coast was clear, he dug around in his pockets for a bit of spare munny. He mumbled a small wish to himself before flicking the munny into the fountain. Not one second later, he could hear the cry of “Gula!” from none other than his favorite Ava. He turned around and greeted the other headmaster with a smile.
“Did you put schoolwork before the people you love again?” Gula teasingly asked her. Giving a small tsk, he then said, “How dare you Ava. So prudent and goal focused you are!”
Ava didn't have time to respond at first; too busy at catching her breath to properly speak. She must have really ran when she realized that she was late. How cute.
“How do you… not have a… ton of… paperwork to do? You… You slacker.” Ava finally heaved as she looked up at him. Perhaps not with contempt, but something very close to it.
“I let Ira do it.” came the quick, callous answer.
“Gula...”
“He seems to enjoy it.” Gula went on to joke. “I mean, he would surely say something about it. Right? You know, something beyond a 'Gula, they are your students so you need to oversee their progress.' He's not very good at getting things across subtly.”
“Gula.”
The Leopardus headmaster playfully flinched at Ava's motherly tone. At this point, Ava had regained her sense of being and was now looking at him as if he had interrupted her from her work. Which, in a way, he kinda did. Gula gave her a knowing smirk (one that caused an immediate blush across her features, that beautifully predictive woman) before moving a bit closer to her to brush a strand of her hair away from her face.
“You work too hard, Foxy-Loxy.” he said to her, quietly. Lovingly. “Let's go for a walk in town for a bit.”
Ava raised a suspicious eyebrow at him for a moment, but then she relaxed. “I would like tha-” she even started to say before something suddenly hit her.
“Oh my gosh!” she quickly exclaimed. “I forgot to put Shelby back in his cage before I left!”
“He'll be fine.” Gula immediately replied as he placed his arm on Ava's shoulders. “How much trouble could one little turtle get in to?”
It wasn't enough to satisfy Ava's fear. “What if he gets out of the office? What if he finds his way to the elevator and gets out of the main building? What if he tries to find me, or gets squished by the elevator, or… or…!”
“Ava.” Gula said to her- using a tone that he knew could make her freeze dead in her tracks. “He'll be fine- just trust me on this. Who knows? Maybe he won't go anywhere, and if he does, it'll probably be to find Ephemer. He won't go far.”
Ava continued to give Gula a worried look. Eventually, she gave a small sigh of defeat.
“You're right.” she agreed. “You're absolutely right.”
Gula didn't say anything against this, instead he offered out his arm and gave her a wide grin. Ava looked at him, then at his arm, then back at him again with uncertainty. Slowly, carefully, she let a smile cross her lips, and the two went off to town.
. . .
Gula and Ava walked arm in arm going into town. Gula lead them to a park plaza in between the residential and commercial areas and they continued to aimlessly walk along the sidewalk. The air was cool and light as they went along; occasionally, a small breeze would come by to make Ava shiver slightly. When it happened, she would step a bit closer to Gula for warmth- who, in all honesty, was a bit better dressed for the early September air than she was.
The Leopardus headmaster would steal a look or two at Ava as she happily trained her eyes to the sidewalk. If he listened closely enough, he could hear her hum the tune of her favorite song. For a moment, he could see her dressed entirely in white, humming that same tune as she went down a church aisle. It reminded Gula of something, so he just had to ask her about it.
“Did Invi talk to you about that wedding she was invited to?”
Ava responded with a quick nod. “It's so sweet that her friend was willing to let all of us go along. I can't imagine how expensive it could be...”
“Do you plan on going?”
“I would like to.” Ava agreed, a wide grin spreading across her face. “I can't even remember the last wedding we were invited to.”
“It has been awhile, hasn't it?” he agreed as he ran a sheepish hand along his neck. “You'd think that we'd have attended our own weddings by now. So many of the folks we knew when we were students are already married, some even have kids.”
“Some of us had kids before we even graduated, thank you very much.” Ava boasted. Gula had to laugh at this.
“You were a very plucky 15 year old.” he agreed. “Although I'm sure a few others didn't have the same choice you did. Don't you remember Katrina (I think she was Ninth Year at the time?) and that Brom guy that she ran away with?”
Ava gave a small frown as she wondered, “I thought they eloped? Her dad was so tight fisted on what she could and couldn't do. I didn't think it was because she was…?”
“That's what they say happened.” Gula shrugged. “Who am I to judge? Whatever made them happy in the end, I guess.”
“I guess...”
Gula looked over at Ava, neatly raising an eyebrow in the process. Her thoughts were a bit more somber now- if that small frown tugging the corner of her lips were any indication. They'd never really discussed marriage between them before. In regards to themselves or otherwise. Gula looked back at the path they were walking down and gave a thoughtful hum.
“I think marriage would be a good beginning of the end.” he decided out loud. “Besides sharing a bed and a house, maybe driving each other up the wall on who does what chores, it's not like anything changes between them. Shouldn't change between them, anyway.”
“But what if it doesn't work out?” Ava worried. “What if, even if they thought they were happy, they just… weren't? And one day they just wake up and realize that… that it was all just a… just a waste? All those years together, and they were never really happy...”
Gula gave a soft glance toward Ava, trying very hard not to let his disappointment show. Ava herself had lightly intertwined her fingers with each other as she walked in a contemplative silence. When she finally spoke again, her voice as soft; almost at a whisper.
“Most people get married so they can have kids, or to have a sure place to rest their heads at night. But I already have both of those, and I wouldn't trade them for the world. I don't have a reason to be married at the moment. Does that… does that sound selfish?”
At this point, Gula stopped walking and took Ava by the hands.
“No, Ava,” he softly said to her, stepping even closer to her. “That doesn't make you selfish in the slightest. If anything, it proves what I love about you the most; your sense of knowing what's important.”
“Gula,” Ava carefully said as she looked him over. “What are you...” But she cut herself off the moment she realized where his train of thought was. She looked at him with wide, surprised eyes and was about to say something, but he stopped her with a kiss.
After that, no other words were said between them about marriage. Absolutely none at all.
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16 Years Of Kunal Karan Kapoor. (Fan -messages)
Thank you kunal karan kapoor,You'd entered my life as an actor but now you are not an actor for me but a family member, friend, well-wisher, true love, inspiration and my idol 🤩 I know these words are less to describe you... You might be suprise how you became these all... I can explain! A family member, How? Aren't you excited for every success of your family member.. Don't you always want to support and be there for him with or without anyone.. Don't you feel happy for the relationship desicions, birthdays etc of your family member.. Yes right then you are a part of my family too... Friend.. How? Like I talk to my friend, like I tag my friend, like I celebrate my friend's birthday, like I have all the concern on him and his future I have on you too... Then what about well wisher..? You don't know me right.. Then how can you became well wisher of mine? Basically you wish good for all your fans... Hence you are my well wisher... But speaking in depth a well wisher always motives us in every part of life.. And you do that by your character mohan.. When I feel too low and feel why me always I'm good but I don't get good... I see mohan saying to megha just because you are good not all others are good too... After he rescued her from their boss... That motivates me that time... Nextly whenever I have suicidal thoughts.. Yeah I have some... I see mohan motivating megha of the sunrise after the dark night... I feel you are saying to me not to quit... And at times when I cry I see the scene where you suddenly pop from the door and ask megha not to cry and you console her by your actions.. Yeah I immediately stop crying when I see that... See you have your magic in all of my life... So now you are my well wisher right? Then true love... It doesn't only mean life partner... But it is the people whom we love without any need and intention... It is pure... I have no exact reason to love you hence you are my true love... And would also wish a person with more similarities. Next you are my inspiration by the life you live which all other fail.. Following your heart and doing your passion.. This may look simple but that is practically not simple as that... And needs so much of guts to take a desicions of this sort... We can be happy if we follow our heart everyone knows... But we need someone to do that set an example and lead in that way.. So you always inspire me in that sort... Every time I see your travel pictures I think see how independent he is... Must live a life like this fulfilling our dreams... So you directly or indirectly shape my whole life... ❤ And finally idol... Do I need to explain this further... The whole message is the reason why I look up you as an idol... And I wish that you must be born either as my father, brother, best friend, my life partner or maybe my son 😂 why as an actor that too that far... So that I can't see you are make you my own... You are an public figure...But I want you as my private person 😂 maybe in next birth ( you decide the relationship between us.. I'm ok with anything) so finally thank you KKK... Be proud of you always... Getting rich fame or anything else is easy... But getting someone who considers you as a family is something spl you have that... ❤ Be always proud of yourself because you have done something wonderful by spreading positivity and changing someone's life in a positive way... Good luck, good health and happiness to you always..With love your fan. - Janani Praseena
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Firstly I started to watch nenjam pesudhey for Ashnoor because her cuteness in Jhansi rani….slowly I become fan of your bond with Ashnoor your slang your hair, nose everything…sometime I really wish to pull your nose once in my lifetime …and the highlight of your acting is, you just not acted ,you lived the character…the day is incomplete without talking about you every day. We use to talk about you serial episodes in our lunchtime, not even care about our board exams 😁….whenever you wink your eyes it makes me blush 🙈💘…still some of my friends have saved my contact number as dhevayanimohan that’s how much I love you and make everyone ears filled with blood 😁… my relation said she would definitely marry a Hindi boy…you made a powerful impact.. I started to cry when the serial is over. Then my mom bought a phone. In that I download lot and lots of pictures videos of your…once she opens her phone it only filled with your photos..i wish my partner would be same like you, sharp nose, joined eyebrows, curly hair expressive eyes. If I was born as a boy, I would also put a tattoo like your tattoo. Recently I seen some of your left right left episodes, in that I loved your lady getup 😂😂😂 You perfectly do your responsibility what the director wants…cuteness overloaded in some of your previous work like Varun's character …Every time everywhere proposing scene came you nailed it very well. It makes an impact in my heart… like you just proposed me😍😍…You are my first love you taught me to blush ….Thank you for everything and entertaining us and also you gave some new feelings 😍 - Dhevayani 
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A HUGE congratulations to you KUNAL sir for completing wonderful 16 YEARS…A journey of ups and downs, criticisms and appreciations, ignoring the talks of haters, you have proven yourself with your great works… God blessed  us with you, a powerful actor, an incredible person so so so down to earth and extremely humble and other adjectives that can’t fit in a message. You portrayed all your characters so well. I appreciate your all characters for your honest performance specially Varun, Yudi, Mohan, Krishna and Mohit. I know a team makes a show but after seeing your performance you left us speechless. I love how you live your character and connect your viewers so well through your acting. Your transformation from MOHAN to VASU is just wow. I really appreciate your performance as Vasu. I love his style and his tapori language. But MOHAN to Mohan hai uske jaisa koi nahi. He is my FOREVER favourite.❤️ YOU portrayed that character so well and beyond words completely nailed it…You made a space in our heart and no one can ever replace you. I love you amazing performance as Mohit Naik Raikar❤️.. Eagerly waiting to see you again as Mohit Naik Raikar.. THANK YOU for entertaining us and Keep entertaining us with your amazing performance.😊 Thank you for making us proud to be your fan. It’s not just words, It’s a feeling that. YOU ARE THE BEST….! -  Aarti Yadav
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Beloved Kunal Karan Kapoor, Sab se pehle congratulations from bottom of my for completing 16th successful years in industry ❤️👏 Happy 16th Anniversary 🎉🎉 Mujhe nahi pata ke main aapka THANK YOU kaise karo main aap ki fan jab se hoon jab mujhe fan ka Matlab bhi pata nahi tha but his din se aapko ko dekha hai onscreen ye pyaar or care wali feeling jab se hai aapke liye ❤️ Aapke har character ko appreciate karna chahti ho aapne Apna har role behtreen nibhaya hai har kirdaar ko jiya hai aapne or humne bhi. 🥰 Kunal sir jab aapke interview dekhti hoon tu buhat Khushi milti hai Aap buhat achche hai or kitni baar aapka positive nature mujhe positive vibes deta hai har waqt Ek pyaari si smile karna Maine aapse sikha hai 😘 Interviews dekh Kar humne Kunal ko Jana or Woh sakhs tu apne kirdaar se bhi ziyada khubsurat hai buhat sachcha hai Meri Dua hai ke Aap humesha khush raho ❤️ Aap ka positive attitude buhat inspire karta hai jab kabhi main udaas hoti ho tu aapki shows or k aapki pics dekh Kar buhat sukoon milta hai. Kunal aapki Magical voice buhat pyaari , I love your Expressive Eye's, I love your messy hairs ,I love your face , infact I like you , I love you ❤️ love you a lot Kunal 😚💞💞💝💖 Dil chahta hai aapko hug karo or apni sari baatein aapse share karo aapko har Khushi mile , aapke show main agar aap sad hote ho tu Dil khud udaas hojata hai or jab khush hote hu tu buhat sukoon milta hai💖 Jab koi new post ya update karte ho tu Dil Khushi se pagal hojata hai 💖 Thank you so much kunal for being a important part of my life Thank you for entertaining us since a long time Thank you for being my idol & my inspiration Thank you for spreading smile and love in my life Thank you so much Kunal Karan Kapoor Thanks a ton love you alot. - Jannat
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Dear Kunal ji, THANK YOU SO MUCH for stay with 16 years of cini industry ...you are the versatile person ..each and every time when i see u you made me happy😀😀 , made me motivated😎, made me enjoy and everything🤗🤗 ..tqs for this kind of enjoyments 😘😘..and u r my inspiration..tq kunal ji stay blessed forever😍😍 ...love ubso much 😍😍😘😘😘_ - Abarna
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Kunal ji16th year anniversary aapko bahut bahut badhai ho,aasha karte hain ki ishi traha jindagee ki saari padav paar karte huwe aap aage badhate jao,aur Eshwar aap ki saari iccha ko puri kare,kunal ji thank you so much 🌹 ki aapne hamari jindagee ko itana hashin banaya , aap ke itane aache aur superb serial ne,har ek serial me aapka naya roop ,nai josh,aur aapka muskurana,baat karna aur kaam karne ki style se hum etana empress ho jate hain ♥️ ki aap ka fan hi nahi aapse pyaar hone lagi hai🌹 thank you aapko ,ki aap hamare life me kabhi yudi,kabhi varun,kabhi monty,kabhi sukhi singh,kabhi angad,kabhi amrik,aur kabhi Mohan Bhatnagar/vasu ,kabhi shourya,aur kabhi krishna shekhawat toh kabhi Mohit raikar bankar aapke saare fan's ko khushi aur itana saara pyaar diya ,,🙂 kunal ji aapke liye ek song likhana chaungi 👉 hasteh hasteh kat jaye raste, jindagee yu hi chalte rahe, Khushi mile ya gam badlenge na ham dunniya chahe badaltee rahe... .....🙏 thank you so much 💖 my all in one kunal ji. Love 💖 you 💞 so much-  Laxmi
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I was merely a kid when I watched you for the first time on my screen as Mohan and on that day I realized that it's possible to feel attached to fictional characters if the actors potraying them is as brilliant as you are. After that, I watched your other works as well and each time I was enthralled by your performance. You just nailed all the characters you played. You are one of the most exceptionally talented actors. Thanks a lot for entertaining us for 16 years and giving us so many memorable characters to cherish. Also, I must say you kind of ingrained the love for travelling in me through your breathtaking travel clicks. You are the reason I started experimenting with my camera to capture moments around me. Thanks for always being so inspiring. Thank you for being YOU. - Kunalistan
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Dear hearttheif, Thank You for being a part of my life..I'm telling u directly that no one can never and ever enter into my life like u ..everyone facing and having lot of prblm I too have lot of prblm and felt lonely ...I dont know y whatever situation I'm going through whenever I see you everything will be alright... my happiness increases whenever u posting ....im thought about something and smiles while you posting....even now my eyes are filled with tears...simply u r my stress buster and painkiller ....and one more think I have learnt one gud things from u is that I'm starting to reading books about inspirational persons in library ...why I highlight this bcoz my parents encourage and they applauded me ...all credits goes to y bcoz I started this from you ...I heard you love to read books but now everyone appreciating me ..now .I came to conclusion .. Note:: If you visit tamil Nadu then definitely come to my home I prepare lot of dishes for u mainly ur fav dish idly with powder...love you more and miss you alottt.... - Renuka (TN Fan)
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This message is to Thank our man (SPIDER MAN) for making us smile, laugh, motivated and also cry (happy tears) while seeing him on onscreen, through his acting skills and also still if we see his face on screen without knowing a smile starts appearing on our face so THANK YOU so much KUNAL...❤️ Sir for still motivating us in many situation through your acting skills and also making us to laugh, cry and smile. Once again...THANK YOU...our 😍SPIDER MAN😍 - Elakkiya Dayanidhi
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I wish I could find a better way to thank you.. for I thank you for inspiring me a lot I thank you for painting my life with colors and happiness I thank you for always showering love alone I thank you for making my good times the best I thank you for I feel you are a true gift for me I thank you for whatever you do is always incredible, passionate and perfection I thank and admire you in each and every way you are I thank you for making me smile even when I think I dont want to I frankly say that you are a dictionary in my life with full of meanings in it I wish I would like to walk with you and enjoy But I'm sure I'll be the luckiest to enjoy your growth and happiness in the industry. I feel you deserve more than a thank you as you r always having a special place in my heart a king of expressions...😍😍😘 - Anitha
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Hi Kunal( My Heart), How are you? I'm a big fan of you. Especially Na bole tum(Nenjam Pesuthe). Thanks for being a part of my life. The first serial i saw from then until the end of life is your fan. Ur the world acting king, master etc., when I sleep, u r in a dream. I want to see you at least once in my life. I like you so much. Speechless.. You ll out in a lot of web series, serials and movies. Love you kunal, stay safe and stay healthy. Waiting for TRC s3 and NBT s3. Your acting in 16years super super. You have a bright future. You ll buy a lots of awards. My heart only for you. We can learn a lot from you. I learned from the serial .. especially from Nbtnmkk that I learned to complete any situation not more than half. You will say this dialogue many times .. I learned this from you. They are very useful in my personal life .. I learned all this from you how to get through life .. I am still following .. You are an inspiration .. salute kunal ..Your eyes oh my god! .. may be looking at you for so many years but .. love you love you love you .. the bigger the sky the more love is on you ... u r great kunal ... Love should be like this in our lives. Thank you so much for coming into my life. - Renu thakshan
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Thank you so much Kunal....❤for being with me as a inevitable one in my dream world😘...I can't see you everytime as a character when I see ur shows in my mobile or television....you are a something special to me...Happy wishes to your 16 th anniversary in ur journey. Those who are around with me...they are all know well how much i madly like you...Be happy kunal ji...Specially I am the fan from tamilnadu❤ - Rajkohila
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Kunal... Awee! The smile that appears on my face when I hear the name..This life is not enough for me to praise, glorify and thank you for you..It was the schl time for me when I saw you in the series at 2012..The love I had for you been then never gave such love to anyone else.. I started watching the NBT Series just to see you..Overtime I became addicted to your acting as well..most like your eyes speaks everything... I was amazed at the love I put on you.. You were my shadow nd the mirror I share everything with..The mind yearns to see you again whn the series is over.. He seemed comforting to me again after a long year.. Tears of joy that came to my eyes when I suddenly saw the photo that appeared with your smiling face when I was trapped by the situation again felt the love I had for you in an instant.. Bcoz of your photos gave me joy nd excitement that no one else could..Then I thought it was a blessing I got back.. I enjoyed letting him performance again in The Raikar Case series.. Each of his scenes ll look subtle nd multi- talented..I was even more proud to be a fan of KUNALKARANKAPOOR🔥 when I saw it.. Honestly, I proudly say that 'YOU ARE THE SPARKLE IN MY LIFE'💕.. My heartfelt thanks to you for being a part of my life..The thanks nd gratitude I ask of you are greater than I think I can thank god.. Bcoz you comfort me in every joy nd sorrow of mine.. Two prayers to think of praying to God in my life..one is,That moment of seeing you one day in my life is the way to express my love then..And that it should happen soon. Another one is, I pray to the Lord that you will always get everything and succeed in your every endeavor, that your father and you may live a long life and that you may always be a comfort to fans like me..Once again many thanks to you for being a part of my life.. Always looking forward to your Smile❤.. - By Urs Gows
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Hi Kunal ji, We love u always . I think i am very blessed because I saw NENJAM PESUTHEY till the end. I love your expression in each and every scene .You are such a wonderful actor. THANK U for your works .Stay Blessed and KEEP ROCKING. If it is possible pls do TAMIL movies .I am eagerly waiting for that moment. You are my favourite actor forever. I want to see u bro. That will definitely happen one day. Once again THANK U for all. CONGRATS for ur 16 years of work.💞💞
BHAVANI
(TAMILNADU)
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Every new day, you bring reasons to see better perspective for life. Your interviews inspire me that how important it is to be grounded, to appreciate people around us who put immense hardwork for our success as well. The best thing I learned from you is not to take success in our heads. The way you stay calm when Strom passes in and stay calm when the dawn of happiness shine. Your mysterious nature too encourages me to work hard in life…your liveliness motivates to be a dreamer in true sense, your words have the power to make us realize the importance of smallest tiny things to larger one and its impact. Your 'being grateful’ nature inspired me in becoming a more thankful person to what I’ve received. Your selfless approach gives a mark for me to be like that. The main thing commendable about you is that 'not every negativity deserves our reaction’ this very thing is enough for dealing with lots in our lives. Through the characters (professionally) and personally you have been an ideal sight for people like me. No actor has ever changed me like the way you did. My words won’t stop and the reason is you. Thank you, our sweetheart, the miraculous our K. God bless you ❤️ - Nidhi Chillinsilencee
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I'm not writing this just to wish you for completing 16 years in ITV .. I took this day as a convenient one to say you Thank you.. 😍🌈💕💜 Thank you Kunalji 💕💜.. for being kind.. for being a pure soul sharing ur smile to ever body you met.. for being supportive to ur loved ones ,even us indirectly.. for being a hardworking person to give your best to us.. for making us proud of everything you do.. for spreading positivity everywhere..I want to thank you for being a teacher for me personally.. for teaching me how to deal with things.. for teaching me how to be positive in the worst situations ever.. for teaching me the importance of a good content.. for teaching me how to be a good human being for my society.. for teaching me the importance of making difference in my life...Thank you once again for being such a good influence for your fans.. Kunalji 💕 you don’t know us but I am sure that you’re an ideal figure for every one in this entire world and you're the most beautiful thing that is ever happened to us.. I repeat ‘’ thank you ‘’ and will happily go on repeating many times for entertaining us fantastically for 16 years through your different but unique shades and also will happily repeat "N" no of times that we love you soooooo much not only as an Actor but most most most Beautiful Person in this World 💕💕Thank you for being LEGEND..Wish you Happy 16 years of your Acting Career .... enjoy ur day and I will always pray that you may shine like a golden star 🌟 throughout your life❤️🌈 Stay Happy, Stay Safe,Stay Healthy and don’t forget to take good care of yourself during this pandemic..bcoz you are infinitely Precious for us... love you 😍😘 - Sharvarih Sathe
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Kunal .. Thank you...though I know this is a very small word for your presence in the industry for 16 years and your presence in my life for more than 8 years now...I could nt think anyother word.. You have always made me smile instantly when I look at you ..you were and your still my, that stress buster...thank you Thank you for teaching me the value of humbleness..thank you for teaching me how to be generous..I have seriously learnt it from you... Thank you re-kindling my passion towards reading again which I lost in between.. Thank you for letting me know that u also have that same urge and itch for travel.. Thank you making me not just to admire beauty but also to capture that moment.. Thank you for introducing me to english tracks...which I eventually started liking... Thank you..its because of you I learnt hindi to speak and understand.. Thank you for inspiring me in every possible way that I missed to mention... Thank you is just a small word.. Loving you from the bottom of my heart for everything u have done to me with it your physical presence...Thank you Kunal -  Yours loving - Maya Singh
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Everyone in tamilnadu started to love Kunal sir by his acting in nenjam pesuthe. If nbtnmkk was not dubbed in Tamil, we would not know a fantastic actor like him. His acting and expressions in each scene are amazing. Then, now and forever we love Kunal Karan Kapoor sir. I wanted him to do a Tamil or south Indian film. love You Kunal….❤❤❤ - Nenjam Peasuthe Fan Page
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Congratulations Kunal Karan Kapoor❤️👏👏for 16succuss ful years…happy 16th anniversary💞Meri yeh dua hei bagvaan se, ki aapke life khushiyo se bhar de…🤩and Kunal, thank u sooo much for entertaining us..your presence makes us smile💞,thank u so much ki Aapne hamei ithna kushiyaa aur hamare Zindagi ithna haseen banaya…💞Aapka har role behthareen nibhaya hei,aapne har character mei jiya hei aur Woh dekh kar hamnei bhi..🔥thank u soo much for being with us..miss u Kunal…pls come back soon with a new show..😍TRC2 or nbt3 We are always waiting to see u in big screen. God bless u in your all success ..love u Kunal❤️💞🔥 -  shameem.m76
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Hii Kunal sir! This side is your big fan Harshita Rijhwani I have seen many of your serials. By watching your acting in nbtnmkk,I want to tell you that you are an amazing actor and a genuine person too. Your voice modulation was also so nice in that nazm You just feel the pain of the character in emotional scenes. And one more thing you are the only one actor who made me cry with his acting skills. I am in love with your acting as Mohit Naik Raikar also. Please come back with many more webseries and tv shows.
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Kunal, I am not writing this just because I am a biggggggg admirer of you😍😍😍, in fact you truly deserve this appreciation👏👏👏. Since I have started watching serials, you are the one whom I found to be the besttttt versatile actor👌. You have performed every role and every scene so perfectly😎, that no other actor can even think of improving that😁. Watching you onscreen is a treat to our eyes n soul❤💕. Thank you Kunal for doing all your brilliant work, soo proud of youu😍😊. Love you always😘❤. Keep smiling n please come back onscreen soon. Eagerly waiting...🤗🤗🤗 Congratulations for completing 16 years of Remix and best wishes for the future.❤❤❤ -  Priya K
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I don't know from where to start but I give a big tight hug to you and thank you for inspiring me like no one can and wanna congratulate and wish you the best and best alone in this 16yearsof your journey always wanna see you only happy I don't believe in love at first sight my friends tell he is my crush he is my love but I didn't feel anyone like that but at that time a man came and changed all those words and yes I jump cry in happiness enjoyed a lot seeing him onscreen you wanna know who he is yes he is Kunal Karan Kapoor my energy my happiness my dream love my jaan😍 I can say more than these I didnt even believe I'll b typing a msg for you and share it with you see wt I would tell my parents and my frnds like I'm chatting with you but those things came real now and I'm enjoying seeing many fan pages for you and happy to be a part of the fan family... Thank you for being my everything my jaan.. As a big fan of yours wanna c u grow more and I know u would have overcome many obstacles in the film industry and many ignorance but still I believe 0 haters will be there for you and I thank you for every single thing you do actions expressions smile the curly hair of yours cute sharp nose... always have a happy healthy life ji -. kkkfan_till_eternity
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Hiii Kunal Sir I am Mithuna from Tamilnadu... I am your craziest fan sir... In the age of 9 first time I saw you on television serial Na Bole Tum Na Maine Kuch Kaha, which is dubbed in Tamil... I became you fan. From my young age to now, I am your craziest fan sir. I see you as my family member sir.. Your acting is awesome sir.. if in any scenes you are crying, I automatically start to cry sir.. Your expression is very realistic sir.. I am really proud to be your fan sir.. THANK YOU ❤❤ -  Mithuna Venugopal
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Dear kunal, you are a God sent asset to the TV industry and for your ever increasing fandom. You have completed 16 years in the tv industry from 'Remix' to 'The Raikar Case'. A big round of applause. You have reinvented yourself in every role which you have played. Not once ur character, mannerisms, body language has been repeated. It's a sheer delight to watch you on screen. You are an ambitious actor and we are certain that ur costar love to work with u.❤ Congratulations on an accomplished 16 years of hard work you have infused in your diverse roles.
Dear kunal, aap itne hardworking ho. AND a dedicated artist. You deserve all the success in this world. Keep up ur good work and cheers to ur hard work❤❤❤. Aap ek farishta ho mere liye. You came in my life as 'mohan bhatnagar' at the right time. My personal n professional life was in dumps. I was clueless and didn't know what to do. You showed me the right path..And for that I will be eternally grateful. I love you dear mohan bhatnagar , cadet yudi and shaurya..I have learned a lot from these three characters. Kunal, aap aapke fans k liye ek inspiration ho. Ur dedication to ur work is exemplary. Thank you for making a difference in our lives. Wish you all the best for ur future ventures. We love u - Dusky
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First of all, congatulations kunalkarankapoor❤️👏👏for 16succuss ful years...happy 16th anniversary💞Meri yeh dua hei ki bagvaan se Aapka saari icchaa poora kar de,,,aapke life khushiyo se bhar de...🤩and kunal, thank u sooo much for entertaining us..your presence makes us smile💞,thank u so much ki Aapne hamei ithna kushiyaa aur hamare Zindagi ithna haseen banaya...💞Aapka har role behthareen nibhaya hei,aapne har charecter mei jiya hei aur hamnei bhi..🔥 We are always waiting to see u in big screen..god bless u in your all success ..love u kunàl❤️💞🔥 - Shemi Shameem
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Hi Kunal ji... Heartfelt 💕congratulations to you for completing 16 successful years in the industry 🎉🎉 Your presence is a gift❣️for us. You are unique and special ❤️ As a little one I never thought I would be crazy on you as I'm now.. Whenever I see you (live or tv shows or interviews) my happiness is not less than a kid..I jus jump wid joy Whenever I see you...NBT my favourite serial through which I came to know about a very talented , versatile , passionate actor...💞... I've seen NBT nearly 8 times..If watching the same serial would be a crime then I would be serving a life sentence for watching 😂😂..But even would luv to watch NBT after decades✨✨..But still I'm not able to find out why I'm addicted to it..😍 After watching all ur shows , I truly felt ... In ths world "Every Megha needs a person like Mohan. Every chavvani needs a spiderman like Mohan. Every jaan needs a papu like Mohan...Every Ishaani needs a brother like Shaurya..
And it's kunal ji who made us feel the character Mohan , Shaurya , Krishna ,Mohit ,Yudi etc Everybody needs a loving person like you... And of course the industry needs a versatile and phenomenal actor like you"❤️❤️ Such a humble , kind , down to earth nature and never fails to put a smile on kunalians face... You really inspired me and motivated me to change the things I could and to aspire to be the best I can💢 You were the one who Taught me to ignore negativity Taught me to bounce back from failures. Taught me to stay calm at any situations.. Taught me to never give upon my dreams... Taught me to overcome hurdles... Taught me to spread happiness💞.. Thank you....Thank you so much ..I would keep on repeating thank you .. Thank you for inspiring me to keep working hard Thank you for being a guiding light ✨✨ Thank you for ur motivation 🔥to chase my goals and doesn't matter how much slower we go , as long as we are not going to stop... Thank you for being a "doctor to my wounds friend to my sorrows. Mentor to my dilemmas.Teacher to my actions"...You may not know how you were all this....but every kunalians will know!!!!!
Only way to celebrate life is doing what we love following our heart and I learnt these from you Kunal ji💕💕 So...I've never seen a superhero in my life but quite certain that you are a superhero... I really don't know how to express my love and respect for you..but could say onething...I have the same love and respect for you that I have on my mom and dad....Thanks for taking the word "WORRY" out of my vocabulary and replacing it wid "HAPPINESS" Forever grateful 🙏🙏 Please take good care of ur health...and mainly during this pandemic situation...a little more attention to ur health...bcoz u are the KING of our KINGDOM👑🌈✨ Loads of love.... One of ur die hard fan💕💕 - Kunalkkap.ooprfan
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Dear kunal (choci boy) sir congratulations for Completing 16 year in the Indian Television industry... Iam proud of kunal fans in tamilnadu... Iam So happy sir Bczz God gift for u to all tamilnadu people...You are come to in my life amazing artist in November 2012...Iam your biggest fan for nbtk in tamil dubbed Nenjam pesuthe series... Iam watch nbtk dubbed Nenjam pesuthe 1st episode... My crush for u... Ur Excellent Traveller... I see Ur photography really Ur photography was amazing... Thank u sir... - @nenjam_peasuthe
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Hii Kunal Sir... My Huge Congratulations for Your 16th Anniversary in Your Journey.. I Love Your all The Performances...(Varun to Mohit) I Really Addicted To Your Mohan Character Because 1st Time i saw you in Nenjam Pesuthey... "Adda" Song is My Favourite Song Ever.. I Really Obsessed With You... Your Hardwork, Acting, Travelling, Photography, Books Reading and Everything Inspires Me Lots...Your Hard Work Motivate Me...Your Smile Can change My Sadness....You Are My Happiness and You are My Stress Buster...My Every day Starts With Your Face and Every Night Ends With Your Face...THANKYOU SO MUCH KUNAL SIR...❤ Thank You For Motivate Me.. Thank You For Making Me Happy... Thank You for Entertaining Us and Keep Entertaining With Your Amazing Performance... I am Very Lucky To Be Your Fan...❤ YOU ARE THE BEST!!! No One Can Replace Your Place... Keep Rocking With Your Magical Smile...❤ We are Looking forward to Your Next Projects... We are Eagerly Waiting for Your Performance in Onscreen And Big Screen Also.. Thank You For Entering With Us...My Best Wishes To You And Your Growth... Love You Spiderman❤...We Love You Always...Stay Safe...Keep Smiling And Keep Shining Always... ALL THE BEST....❤ By Guna....
Dear Kunal sir Congratulations for completing 16 years in the Indian television industry. You came into my life as a normal person in November 2012. And the meantime I become your fan then came to know that you are a TV actor. So I want to say thank you for entertaining us till now and you will continue this. Though you came into my life in the time of NBT but honestly after watching your previous shows I really feel happy and grateful to be one of your fan. From Remix to The Raikar Case you played different character. From Varun to Mohit you give us unforgettable and evergreen characters. Wanna say thank you for connect with the audience by your simplicity. Thanks a lot for inspiring us. Thanks a lot for giving us a world tour by your travel pictures. Really love your photography. Thanks a lot for becoming the smile of my face in every ups and downs in my life.Your fan - Shreyashi 
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Congratulations My superhero for celebrating 16 years anniversary in the industry ... 16years is huge ... But we need more time to explore you ..to adore you ...to adorn you ... so many congratulations for the upcoming years ... THANK YOU KUNAL KARAN KAPOOR ji for being there for me 😉 I know you couldn't be there for me as a person but i could feel your presence whenever needed...♥️ You made me smile... You made me cry .. You made me laugh so hillariously ... You made me Blush ... You made me a lovable girl altogether -Thankyou ...
You showed me to have courage and be kind as Varun.. You showed me to stay strong and prove myself as Yudi ... You made me believe in unconditional Love and showed me pure unconditional Love to my Loved ones unconditionally as Mohan ... You showed me to be truthful as Reporter .. You showed me to stay brave and find myself as Vasu .. You showed me to be a hero as Krishna  You showed me to stay as a pillar of support to our loved ones as Shaurya ... You showed me to keep fighting to get the place I deserve even if I am neglected as Mohit .. You showed me to be a divine and soulful friend in need as Amrik You showed me different other aspects to learn as Angad...sukhi ...subash..monty...in every character you played... On the whole I have learnt something very huge from you to be praised. It's being True to ourselves.
Thank you kunal for being a masterpiece in acting so we could explore you to the fullest ...
You made me see a complete different dimension in acting i haven't explored before - thank you for that...You made me dwell with you in every characters you have portrayed ..- thank you ..You are an art ..You yourself is a masterpiece ..You are an ocean of talent man ..lets us explore you more and have a complete study of your acting ...Thank you for entertaining us and do it even more ....Congratulations and Thank you for everything you have given us ...Proud to be your fan ...Wish you reach the zenith of glory and stay blessed ..stay smiling ... Always in our prayers .. Follow your heart. We (fans) will be here .. to support you constantly continuously...and unconditionally love you ...Kunal Karan Kapoor ❤️ With love Swetha (Kunalkkapoor_forever)
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Hi...kunal ji...You are mine since 2012...From nenjam pesudhe (Nbtkk tamil version) 😍I and my friends always fight for you...always I won...You did all the roles splendid...Everyday is incomplete without looking your face or your scene💕 I don't know the secret that you have...bcoz I was fall on you 2012 that love is continued till now😘😘You are a multitalented...I wish you would return to make us more loved on you🤩Love you loads kunal ji...Happy wishes for ur 16th year of journey💙 Kohila Raji
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hello my love 💕 quickly dropping back in before my next exam decides give me anxiety attacks 🙃 thank you for sending good vibes they must have helped bc my exam this morning went exceptionally well and i'm hoping the other one i had wasn't too bad either but i have to wait for that result 🙈 and i know that this is a very late reply but the fact that they didn't have apple juice at your dining hall? that's a fucking crime (i basically live off apple juice, tea and iced coffee) (1/2)
(2/2) i literally cringed when i read pineapple mango who the fuck thought that was a good mix. oh i'm glad to hear you liked tua i loved this season so much even though the ending kinda murdered me. anyway how've you been? did you manage to get through your work? oh and also once again thank you for the deep breath playlist it really helped me the past few days 😊💕 also all the fics you posted where amazing (a little distracting but great anyway) -fiancee
ahhhh it is lovely to hear from you but i hope you’re not having too much anxiety although that’s a big ask when it comes to exams HOWEVER very good to know that your exams didn’t go to badly !! exceptionally well, really !! that’s always a good feeling
I KNOW OKAY THANK YOU i think at this point my blood is about 85% apple juice they usually have it but for some reason lately almost every time im there there’s none it’s like ?!?!?!? are you trying to make my life awful what is the motive here
YEAH ME TOO season 2 was much better than s1 in my opinion no spoilers but i did enjoy it DESPITE THE ENDING JESUS CHRISTTTTT
i have been, u know. up and down. full of stress but no surprise there !! also in slightly more recent news ive decided im going to castrate my lit professor for never communicating with us how much reading we’re supposed to have done. incredibly frustrating so i think she deserves it
on the whole i think im doing okay though ?? i have started going to bed later and later (and the other night did not go to bed at all although i think that wasnt entirely my fault) BUT have gotten into the habit of ending my nights listening to music with cam which is really lovely for me <3 also we are working on converting the entire club into being ajr fans and it’s going pretty well so far i have to say. so yeah not bad altogether
of COURSE i have to say i have also been listening to deep breath a lot i also have just been looping the songs adjfgkdf i listened to naive like 44 times in a row the other day what a good song that is
i hope you ae doing well and taking care of yourself !!! as miss maisie would say. and i am wishing you luck and doubling up on good academic vibes for the rest of your exams <3
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Anne With An E S03Ep08 “Great And Sudden Change”
 - Ka’kwet! Oh you brilliant starfish child, you saved yourself and got away. Also, this milkman, is this the same one from the beginning of s1? 
- Ahhhhh Diana and Anne. This h u r t s
- Fucking hell I knew it.They burned down the school. Bitch what the Fuck. They really going to try and pretend like this was an accident? You Stole the Printing Press.
- Wow props to the actors for this scene, their devastation over this cruelty cuts deep. And Ms. Stacie coming through once again as a brilliant teacher, and someone to look up to. 
- Anne your fury is as always righteous and you’re doing amazing sweetie but Rachel probably isn’t the right target. Oh... Rachel. Her character definitely has it’s ups and downs but I’m glad she’s taking an active stance in this.
- Ka’kwet is so capable and intelligent, I Love Her. I hope she makes it home so badly, she deserves to be loved and cherished and I hope I hope I hope that this leads to the rest of the children at the residential school being saved. Knowing what I know of history, I doubt it. 
- Once again, I’m really glad Moira chose to include this and made it such a major plot in season 3, because this is a part of history that is glossed over in classrooms and absolutely should Not be
- Ooooh Hazel LaCroix has arrived. This should be interesting, based on how Bash has spoken about his mother in the past. I hope she’s here to reconcile and make up for past mistakes, Bash could really use some good things going for him right now. 
- lksjdlfjfldsj Moody and Ruby are so cute they snuck up on me and I adore them
- Anne and Gilbert sitting together by the window... completely relaxed and bodies angled to each other... poetic cinema
- Lol, Ms.Stacie being a mood as always
- Shirbirt is so cute I can’t
- aslkdckej what is this trilling music?? Is she casting a spell???
- oof. sorry Anne
- OOF. DIANA AND JERRY. WOW THIS HURTS! WOW THIS HURTS A LOT. Diana. Diana you don’t have to do this. Literally all you have to say is “no of course I’m not too good for you. This is just... painful. 
- AUNT JOSEPHINE? how did she know to come? Disturbance in the force? Also loving this music as Diana walks toward herself in the mirror’s reflection, very reminiscent of montage music set to a character undergoing a significant change in who they present themselves to be.
- Diana. I could write an entire essay on my feelings about Diana. She feels so trapped and for a few brilliant moments it seemed like she was breaking free and learning to take what she wanted in life, but she seems so scared now, and so lost and confused. Of course she’s going to say she’s going to finishing school - it’s what her parents have been molding her into for her entire life, and of course in this moment when she’s so lost on what to do next she’d fall back on the already laid out plan for her. And yet even so, I wish  she would write the exams, just like Josephine says. Better to try, and know that it’s an option then shooting yourself in the foot. Oh Diana, my beautiful imperfect daughter, I want you to have all the happiness and freedom you deserve, not to be stifled by ridiculous notions of society
- (I have a lot of feelings about Diana Barry)
- ayyyyy Auntie Jo really went “ya basic” huh. Diana please wake up, listen to your aunt. But wow, this must be heartbreaking for Diana, it must really feel like everyone is leaving her. 
- Oof and here we have Hazel’s first big indicator that her son’s life is not the same as her own. I really don’t blame her for falling back on the only thing’s she’s known her entire life, but you can see where that desire and drive to protect her son ends up hurting him. 
- ... Anne’s geometry prep seems so easy is this really all you needed to get into uni
- Matthew. “You’re as smart as they make them” he as so much faith in her, both him and Marilla and WOW I love the Cuthberts. 
- LET! KA’KWET! MAKE! IT! HOME! SAFE!
- this is the most awkward tea everYES! YES DIANA PLEASE BE GOING TO WRITE THE QUEEN’S EXAM. Josephine’s little knowing smirk is everything I Love This
- Wow. Ya ok wow this is exactly what exam prep is like and I feel this panic in my soul. Y’all are going to do great!
- Ahh! Their shouts of Diana are so good for the soul and look at how alive she looks this is So Good!! She’s so happy and proud of herself, I’m so proud of her
- No seriously, was this literally all it took to get into university....
- ... Y’all this pen going to come back isn’t it
- ahhh this is giving me flashbacks and anxiety No Thanks. Good luck to all of them (except Billy if he’s there, fuck Billy)
- Absolute legend Marilla teaming up with force of nature Rachel, get fucked you angry old boiled socks
- YES! YES LOOK AT THEM GO THEIR SO BRIGHT AND BEAUTIFUL AND ALIVE AND THEY’RE STILL CHILDREN AND YET NOT QUITE ANYMORE AND LOOK AT HOW HAPPY AND FREE THEY ARE RUNNING OUT OF THE EXAM.
- wow it’s real “Excitement over one stage of life ending but what comes next hours” huh
- yes Diana live your best fucking life! I’m so proud of all of them but her especially I’m so glad she chose this. 
- Ah. The Rose household. So glad we’re here.
- In all seriousness though, nothing against Winnie she’s amazing in her own right but she’s not the one for Gilbert and the sooner he realizes this the sooner they can both move on with their lives.
- Wow. Mr. Winnie’s Dad sir, you’re sure being super subtle about this
- Side note, I know their all growing up and it’s different back then with expectations of age, but he’s just... so young. Gilbert is so young and Winnie is already so much more experienced then him. 
- Yes! Yes this is what I want! These kids deserve a night to just Have Fun and be as wild and carefree as their hearts desire. Their growing up yes, but they’re not grown up now, and I’m so happy with the pure light and joy emanating from these kids. 
- Oh my gods. Oh my Gods. The soft fairy music, the fire light. Anne is a beautiful creature of sparks and magic, ethereal and fae and look at how Gilbert looks at her. He loves her so much oh my gods this is perfection thank you Moira for my life. 
- ...I’m so soft
- Holy Fuck my heart. “Just...one thing” he’s so gone on her and she’s falling so deeply for him. 
- lmao Anne’s drunk out of her fucking mind Gilbert this was a terrible time to do this is2g these two
- He’s so fucking heartbroken baby. Y’all need to learn to communicate Gilbert she wasn’t rejecting you I’m so ahhhhh
- Wow! These two really be on the same braincell energy. Soulmates!
-Bash, I adore you so much his and Gilbert’s relationship is so well done and I love him and the way he teases Gil. Also Bash has been team Shirbert since the beginning and his little dance is everything. Lmao the difference between when he though Gil was going to marry Anne vs when it was Winnie...telling.
- “Now now, no need to be hysterical” FUCK EM UP MARILLA AND RACHEL!!! FUCK EM UP RACHEL!!!
- I have no words for Ka’kwet’s reunion with her mother and her people besides that now I’m crying
- wow, Minnie May serving up truth to both Diana and about the unrealistic expectations placed on siblings when placed in competition with each other
- yes Marilla! look at her go! Also Anne I know you’re dealing with a lot but like... you maybe want to show a bit more enthusiasm?!?!
- thank you. Thank you So Much for Diana and Anne, this is amazing and I’m so glad my two beautiful daughters have come through this stronger and better than ever. 
- “ Here's the truth: friendships between women are often the deepest and most profound love stories” - Emily Rapp            ~perhaps a point was made
- Wow that’s really how we’re going to end that huh!
Final Thoughts:
F i n a l l y Anne has said it out loud. I can’t wait for the absolute disasters that are sure to prevent these one braincell geniuses from actually talking to each other. No but for real, I’m so excited for the next stage of their relationship, though I’m sure it will be just as agonizing to watch them figure out how to move forward. Ka’kwet is home safe! While I really just want her to stay and be happy with her life, I doubt that is what will happen. Nevertheless, she’s amazingly strong and intelligent and the injustices done to her in the series are sickening, and it’s important to remember that all these things really happened to the indigenous population in Canada, and that reconciliation and amendments are still in the works today. The last residential school in Canada close in 1996. This is not a distant memory of the past, it is a crisis, the ripple effect still being felt in the indigenous communities today. Bash and his mother have such an interesting dynamic, as it’s clear that her life experiences and her love for her son cause her to act in ways that while done with the best intentions, end up hurting him, and it will be interesting to see how awae handles this. And finally, my girls, Anne and Diana. I’m so proud of Diana this episode, for taking yet another step closer to her own freedom, and I’m so proud of the two of them for recognizing their mistakes and refusing to let it come between them. Next episode, I assume will deal with the fallout of Ka’kwet running away from the school, Gil about to propose to Winnie and what Anne plans to do now that she knows what she is feeling, and expansion on Bash and Hazel’s relationship and I can’t wait. 
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i know i already said this like a MILLION times but good luck with the rest of the year baby!!!💖💕💕💕💝💫🌸💗💓💖💗💗💞💘✨💫we will miss u and ur lovely content so very much while ur gone :,) but ur an angel baby and ur gonna crush all ur assignments and exams!!! and hun will be there at the end w cuddles and kissies🤭💖💖💞💗💗✨!! ilu miss vale!!💖💖💖 -sim
vale!!!! i sent u an ask the other night but i think tumblr ate it😭😭😷😷😷so here i am again!!💖i just wanted to wish u well on all ur end of the year exams and assignments!! we’ll miss you and your god tier content while you’re gone, but please take care of yourself and come back when you’re well rested!!!💖💞💞✨💖💗💘LOVE U BABY😽💕💕💕 -sim
Sim my love!!!! I’m so sorry for the late reply :( for some reason tumblr was being a meanie as always and even tho I tried answering your ask like three times it still didn’t work :( again I’m sorry :((( Thank u so SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much for the positive vibes 💗💓💖 they’re so helpful :’) it motivates me a lot! So I’ll do my best for sure💕 I promise I’ll be active af once I finish with my exams! ✨ anticipate a lot of content *wink wink*. You take care and rest a lot as well 💝remember to eat your meals and drink water 💫🌸 Ilysm Sim 💖 sending all my love your way (◕ᴗ◕✿)
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