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I understand your frustration with the constant comparisons. Fans of the other character agree with you wholeheartedly. Even if made offhand, they do come across as very gross.
But I can’t get behind your arguments regarding the artist you’re vagueposting about here, who has been drawing the other character with that same skin tone for years now. It’s not an attack or anything bad-faith.
I have not known this person's work before BS so thanks to clarify it wasnt the case i though it was initially, i will delete that post in respect to them and u for informing me ❤️
#i stand my ground on that side of the fandom double standard tho#but im happy it wasnt as bad as it seemed#thanks again noonie#i also stand my ground on these white people needing to rethink on the oh why they look so much alike thing#they dont#but again THANK YOU#already deleted that psot btw#artist if u see this forgive me it was not outta malice#just tired of all the bullshit#is double standard the word? idk my english sucks#but yeah again sorry to the artist#my mistake
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Hi dear, I just recently discovered your page here, so I am binge reading all your wonderful writings. Your works are pretty creative and authentic. I especially felt Colours and Blue Hair(i hope i remember well the title of this one, the one that implies sh) so close to my heart. You manage to write with such delicacy about not so easy topics, like sh and disability. I am a visually impaired person (i see 10% with my left eye and 20% with my right eye, but i mostly rely on my other senses). And so that little game in Colours got me so emotional, i just caught myself crying silently, cause i know that thing, i know when someone wholeheartedly describes the world to me..it feels special and i was so surprised to read such thing, you gasped the essence of it so well...so truly.thank you and i wish you all the best.🥰💖
Oh my god.... My lovely babie you can't imagine how much this means to me... I'm so happy you liked my works ♡ it's truly a relief to hear this, I was really nervous w my jouno works (especially the "colours" one) after doing research on how to write for disabled characters, so having you validate my writing means truly the world to me ♡
Thank you so much for this my sweetheart ♡ I hope you find nothing but happiness in your life ♡
#win; answers#win; smooches noonies#I'm screenshoting this#it actually made me cry#i love you so much for this ♡#thank you again ♡
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𝐞𝐩𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥
modern jacaerys velaryon
𝐬𝐲𝐧𝐨𝐩𝐬𝐢𝐬: when love is at its final meeting, are you willing to suffer through it or cowardly pretend it is not real to feel nothing?
𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐬: angst. heart break, slice of life kinda? this is all in jacaerys pov. inspired by the song cry — cas.
𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐢𝐞’𝐬 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐬: this story does have little personal significance to me. i wrote it as a request, noonie wanted something very angst from jace and currently my friend is going through a breakup. so this came to be. when there isn’t love anymore, please don’t stay, don’t fight for something that is already dead. theres someone out there searching for the love you’re willing to give. ps: thank you em for reading this for me and approving the msg 💌
word count: 2k — drabble.
Time. That was all Jacaerys thought of, how every second slipped through his fingers, elusive and relentless like grains of sand in an hourglass.
He sighed once again, his pale fingers danced through the scattered thread that entangled from its perfect pattern of his sweater. He knew he should have given his voice a chance to say something. Yet he sat there with no words and his heart in a complete disarray.
He looked up slowly, the curls of his hair hiding the way his eyes betrayed his stoic expression. He was hiding pain, and regret. Regret of letting his heart play tricks on him, thinking this time it would be different.
She sat there quietly, looking straight into his eyes that became a transparent window into his soul. Jacaerys knew she had already sensed his conflicting emotions, she was just that good at reading him.
“I-,” he started before she released what seemed like a scoff. Whatever it was it had his heartstrings flickering, making a odd sound that only he heard. He paused, his heart shattering once again, this is one of the reasons why he could not bring himself to ever be this vulnerable again. He wanted to avoid ever feeling this way again.
“You’re breaking up with me? Is that what you will say Jacaerys?”
His voice is was caught in a twist, he had nothing to say yet his heart told him it was better this way. There was nothing in common anymore, she was far, distant and cold. Jacaerys no longer felt the need to reach for her as she was entertained with arms that loved her better than he did.
Jacaerys loved her, he truly did. He held his heart on his sleeve just how he was holding the thin thread from his sweater, his fingers pushing it into the pattern that no longer accepted it.
She was beautiful, smart and sweet. Jacaerys fell in love with her eyes, the way she spoke and how she moved, she spoke with her heart and never from a sense of need. He just could not come to terms with what changed.
“You know what dear? Life is simply hard to understand, but love is a complicated thing, some people get lucky and some don’t — and that’s okay! If one love doesn’t work, there will be another to heal you and maybe then, that will the one.”
He recalled the advice his mother gave him, and he believed it as she was now happily married with her second marriage. Her smile was brighter and her skin glowed, she was not the same as before where her eyes did not have the shine he loved to see.
Her eyes reminded him of the same way she looked at him now. As he locked eyes with the girl he once loved with his entire being, his heart no longer throbbed the way it did when he kissed her, or when he held her hand, his skin did not tingle anymore. She was just another girl.
For a second, he did want to cry. Inside a cave, he wanted to curl himself and cry loudly at how much he wished life was different. He had plans and damn he just wanted to love her forever.
She was his world, the center that held him grounded. As he kept looking at her he realized everything he ever felt was gone, he felt absolutely nothing. He was empty, he was sucked out of a possibility that was no longer possible. He was holding onto a fantasy for over a month with thoughts that maybe — just maybe it was all in his head. He would stay to go back to how they started and later laugh together again. He knew better however.
Cregan saw it before he did, Aegon freaking Targaryen, his uncle that had more experience than him and claimed love only existed in movies — saw it. He denied the truth, an excuse pooling on his lips whenever they asked why he was alone majority of the time. His mouth opened and the words became a empty void that only had his relatives and close friends shake their heads with full sympathies.
There was no cheating involved, that Jacaerys knew for sure. She was simply always entertained with her friends that she enjoyed spending more time with than him. The end to their story was simply a regrettable loss. There was no more love to give.
A couple that no longer had anything to provide, no connection and no reason to continue going on with the idea of two souls being together.
Jacaerys knew the hard slap of the truth when he kissed her. When she stayed over one night and he pulled her on top of him, he kissed her cherry flavored lips that he loved tasting and instead of feeling the need to shower her with love he felt… empty. His lips no longer tingled, no longer did he feel his feet curling or how his hands wanted to desperately hold every inch of her body to mark his love. That night as she slept soundlessly beside him, curled a few inches away from him he laid quietly with his heart painfully tugging at his chest — he had fallen out of love with her.
Perhaps, it was him that started to show less reasons to stay, or maybe it was her. Nobody knew who was the one that started breaking apart the chains that held their hearts together. All Jacaerys wanted to do was run and hide into the safety of his home, cry and shout at the Gods for punishing him, for taking away the closest thing he felt to magic.
As she looked at him with no emotions, he began to feel anger or maybe it was disappointment, he could not grab a hold of his emotions. A relationship of a year and a half down the drain, but he knew it taught him one thing — to never lose or change yourself for anyone.
He slowly nodded, his eyes closed slightly before he bit into the tip of his tongue to refuse throwing up.
She slightly moved her head in a quick nod, “I’m glad you are. You are amazing Jace, kind and the sweetest man to exist but you are not the one for me. I just don’t…” she took a deep breath, every word stabbing his heart more, he felt nothing for her anymore but it still hurt to finally say good bye, “You deserve more than what I gave you and I know you feel the same.”
“Why didn’t you say anything?” He said, his eyes blazing with mixed feelings, he just wanted the way his heart painfully tugged to stop, “When you just stopped loving me, why couldn’t you just lea—���
“Leave? Jacaerys. This is as hard as it is already. I saw how you loved me, you still loved me when I was already five feet out the door ready to run from you.”
Ah. His breath took a sharp inhale. His fingernails was now pressing deep into the palm of his hands. The answer came to him like a bucket of cold water in an instant. She was the one that began the tearing.
“I couldn’t…” she shook her head in regret, “I couldn’t bare to look into your eyes that held so much spark and love for me. You deserved so much at that time and I am so sorry Jace.”
He licked his lips, once and twice. The world felt fuzzy, empty and weird. If he shouted, it could have bounced back like an echo. If he cried, his tears would have trailed out of his sockets like air. He had nothing to give anymore.
“I see,” he said finally after minutes of silence from his part. The center of his world, once upon a time only sat in front of him as tears pooled down her face. If one met him a month ago, they would have cooed how quick he was to wipe those tears. Yet, he only stared quiet and empty.
His fingers relaxed, his skin now tethered. He took a deep breath before opening his mouth. The freckles on his cheeks was more prominent as his face began to grow red. She stopped for a second to admire his beauty. She was seconds away from losing him completely and she began to think that maybe time will tell.
His hands slowly pulled back his curls as he leaned down, his movements looked ragged, it felt almost like his body was only held by gravity, yet he pushed forward. He carefully, with more to say yet no energy to speak, gently pushed a box towards her. The final statement of a good bye, his wishes, his ideas and his heart all in a box.
“I packed everything you left at my apartment, if I missed anything, let the lobby’s receptionist know.”
His voice had no emotion, it came from a place of emptiness. He had no more energy, only simply wanting to forget this current event never happened.
“Jac—“ she reached out towards him with eyes wide, her voice sounding shaken.
He stopped her. This was it — the moment he dreaded yet longed for. He was finally going to be given a chance to start new, to let his mind and heart heal at its pace.
His hands burned at the touch of hers. Slowly he pushed her hands away, “You know what? I wish that this was different, that you cheated on me so I can easily forget you quicker and that this would hurt less. But the fact that we are simply on other pages is harder to grasp. I really loved you. You were the most beautiful angel in the universe and God I wanted to do so much with you…” He shook his head as a scoff fell from his lips, “but now, I blame myself for letting you get away from me, I begin to think if it was me that pushed you, or if I missed anything that you needed or craved for. I truly, began to blame myself. I denied the truth for so long, I kissed you and touched you like you were everything. How many times did I loved you and you only accepted it? When I whispered how much I loved you as I held you deep at nights, did you just laid there accepting it? I think of these things and it’s like a knife going through my heart over and over again. I wish that on nobody, not even you. I wish things were different — that maybe you could’ve been honest so we can avoid this pain.”
He blinked to turn away the burn that his eyes began to feel, he was tired. Sighing in complete disbelief and defeat he continued, watching as she bit into her lips to avoid cries, he did not understand why she was, “If we see each other in the future, I hope we look at each other with a smile. We did share beautiful moments together, and we learned so much about ourselves. But as for now, I do hope to never see you again.”
She released a choked sob that sounded like gasp, “Jacaerys plea—“
He stood up from the bench, grabbing his umbrella he stepped out the gazebo welcoming the slight breeze and the quiet rain that fell on his face. He slowly turned to face her one last time, “Thank you for loving me in a short amount of time, take care of yourself.”
His umbrella covered the rain that fell on him, as he walked further away he focused on the sound of the wind that blew against his cheeks and not at the sobs that came from the girl he believed to have a future with.
Perhaps, in another time, someday, he would not cry for love again.
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Hiii love ur rustposting one thing that has recently made me crazy are how in the interrogation scenes there are these moments where rust drops some comment toward each person where the subtext is like, are I can read this off you because I’m the same/felt the same as you/done the same as you and how often it reveals this little devastating nugget of information about him……like the first b&e kid where he says “you were drug down by that same weight that wouldn’t let you have a mom” (oh. oh.) to the pharmacy shooter “how you gonna say a guy that’s on nothing is crazy but a guy that took something that made him crazy isn’t” (OH.) to the Charmaine character, “some people mistake a child for an answer to something, a way to change their own story” (Oh. OH. AAAAH). What the fuck. How dare they do this
hello noonie! i've been thinking about this quite a lot, actually, so thank you for bringing it up!
i've talked about this before, but i think rusty is extremely sensitive and hopeful, and the way he is is a direct result of him trying to squash those aspects of himself. ironically, i think his sensitivity is what makes him such a good detective.
he greatly downplays his interrogation skills in the 2012 interviews, saying that he can just see it in their eyes (if i recall correctly), but i think his real talent lies in being able to Connect to people. now, we all know how awkward he is in interpersonal relationships, but what i mean by connect here is Sympathize. even though the wast majority of the people he interrogates are bad people, they are still People. so be it on the basis of a shared experience/perspective, as you've mentioned, or just being able to put himself in their shoes, so to speak, he is able to make accurate predictions. he Empathizes with the suspects and murderers, and by doing so can understand them better, understand their motives and mindsets.the most interesting case of him doing this is, to me, the munchausen lady (who i am not sure actually even has munchausen. i've had a looksie at this medical journal (https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/17970367/), and it doesn't really fit. we don't hear about her taking her kids to the doctor's or the hospital, or them presenting with suspicious tummy aches/suspicious symptoms before their deaths. but i have no medical training, so what do i know). even though killing children is The Worst Possible Crime to him for obvious reasons, he is still able to sympathize with her. he expresses compassion, comforts her as she writes her confession down, and even though he is visibly disgusted by it (which results in him telling her to kill herself), he is able to, on some level, connect to her. he brings up munchausen to, in a way, excuse her actions, which makes her more willing to confess (since it's not really her fault.)(you know what i mean).
this behavior does reveal a lot about rust as a person. it drives home the point of just how Vulnerable he is, how Sensitive. he is painfully human, has a fluffy soft underbelly, and all of his crass behaviors and personal philosophies are just an attempt at concealing it, not allowing himself to be hurt again. this is why the ending is so Positive to me. him finally opening up and Showing himself to another person. now That's growth. this is just my take on the situation, and i'd love to hear what you think about this. i'm sorry for dropping another essay in an ask reply, i guess my academic conditioning is stronger than me. thank you again for letting me talk about this, love you mwah
#i had this whole thing written down then tumblr glitched and it all vanished#i hope i managed to include everything in here that i said in the first draft#goddamned hellsite#ANYWAYSSSS THANK YOU SMMMM IM HAVING SO MUCH FUN ANSWERING YALLS ASKS KEEP THEM COMING IF YOU WANNA HEAR MY FUCKED UP LITTLE THOUGHTS#ask#true detective
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how do you add links to your bio I forgot😭👎🏾
theme ate btw :3
Thanks, noonie hon :'))) and lol, dw I gotchu, lemme switch to laptop bc it's easier to explain there. I have explained this before, so if you're confused again, click the link!! Okay, here we go:
1) go to the blog settings (I do it by the website customization page like the first screenshot).
2) in the description box, you're gonna use the code (<a href=“http://quickguide.tumblr.com/”>Link to Quick Guide</a>) to customize with your own words and links. Whatever words you DON'T want to be with the link should be OUTSIDE the code.
3) the link you want to add or show up when clicked will be placed between (="http://______"). And yes, your link MUST have the "https://," or the link won't work. Whatever words you want to be linked will replace the (>Link to Quick Guide<). As you can see, my bio has two links, so be sure to pay attention to which words are associated with your links. (yes, it's a lot of copying and pasting, lol)
4) when you're all set, refresh your page, check the link to see if it works, make changes if necessary, and there ya have it!!
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Hey there 👋
First of all I got to say that I’ve been enjoying a lot the bots that you’ve made, there aren’t a lot of Oscar Isaac bot makers and yours have been working amazingly!
I’ve been kind of obsessed with the Jonathan College one you have and I’ve been wondering if you can possibly make another type of bot like that? No pressure at all, of course, but I would love to see Steven, Marc or Jake on a college situation, your choice whom to pick!
Keep on with the good work, I’m a fan of your fics and drawings you’ve been uploading too.
Hey there noonie! Thank you so much for all your kind words, I appreciate them a lot and it makes me happy you're enjoying my little rants on here hehe.
I'm sorry for getting to you until now but life's kinda be crazy rn for me with a lots of things on my plate, but let me tell you what, I'm not picking just one, I'm gonna give you all three boys :D
Took me a while to think of their prompts and I really had a good time creating them, so I hope you have fun with them.
Links will be here and on my main Bot Masterlist
And thanks again for the support and kind words!
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when i first saw your art, it was on another blog (through an ask or they reblogged your art on their blog. i'm sorry, i cant remember it vividly anymore dgsdh). i was mesmerised by the way you draw faces and i occasionally go through your older posts to see the drawings again. i hope that one day you'll get to share your art with many more people :3
Ahhh, sorry for the late reply noonie,,, i hope you know that when i saw your ask, i was so so brimming with happiness like 😔💗‼️
I usually give out drawings to my moots (most especially to brynn lmao), so you probably did see my drawings on their asks! Orrr maybe they reblogged it... all i hope is that you didn't see that one ayato drawing orz
Anyway, thank you so much for the compliment!! Tbh the face is actually one of my weaknesses when drawing, the most obvious one would be the anatomy of the body, but i'm working on that one o7 also, i'm super flattered that you'd occasionally look thru my older drawings gksjsksks
And thank you for the wishes 🥹 i just hope that people would enjoy the arts that i posted since drawing has been a long time hobby of mine 💪
#reli-answers : anon#noonie ily#let's get married- /smacked#*coughs*#anyway#edit:#HAHAHAHAH NVM#i had a drawing here about dimi but nvm guys#i drew his eyepatch the wrong way hejsjsksj#srsly the reference did put it on the right tho 😭😭😭 omg#MOOTS I'M SO EMBARASSED RN#if any of you saw thia post before the edit i am so sorry#the reference was wrong 😭😭#AAAAAAAAA#i shall bury myself before eventually fixing that mistake later-#brynn just you wait-
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OMGGGGG ONG OMG OKG ONG KAYLAAASASA LEFT QLONE WAS SO FREAKING GOOOOOD 😭😭 IT MADE ME CRY QND SMILE BECAUSE JAKE IS SUCH A SWEEETHEART, IDK IF YOU PLAN TO ADD MORE after angstober but pleaseeeeeee think about it 🥺 I need to see Jake and reader getting together...I need it...only if you want to do that though, either way giiiirll, damn you write so amazingly well it's insane
haha hi noonie!!! tysm!! I'm glad you enjoyed it (seeing as I wrote it last second and wasn't sure how it'd end up....)
everyone needs a jake in their lives and I'll stand by that until the day I die 😞 I will definitely think about making another add on part where heeseung grovels but we shall see 🙂↕️
and again thank you so much for your kind words they mean a lot to me 😞🖤 I hope you continue to enjoy my writing!!
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Please don’t let your day get wrecked by someone reaching for reasons to start a fight. Let them find someone else to harass, literally they don’t care what your explanation is, there’s no cure for performative woke. Your comic is fine and if they really cared they’d talk to you personally
Hi noonie, thank you for reaching out!
I think that they were just angry with the trend in general... And I didn't know (I couldn't, I didn't follow them back) and stepped on a button that had been just presses many, many times before?
For what it's worth, I'm sorry I upset them.
Maybe explaining was the bad thing and I wasn't in the best mindset to be as constructive about it as I wished.
Spent enough time in WAY more toxic fandoms to know that it's never worth the candle keeping up content that's upsetting for one person, there will be another. And another. And another.
And I'm not here for that. I made a mistake, I won't risk hurting others. It's gone, that's it.
Worth repeating: if it happens again, please reach out and let me know (possibly in private, that's my idiosynchrasy, seriously it's not because I won't delete it, I just prefer to discuss things in private, I get anxious otherwise).
Thank you for reaching out, btw, very appreciated! :)
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MY DEAR AUTHOR IVE BEEN CATCHING UP ON YOUR CREGAN STORY AND IT IS *CHEFS KISS* AMAZING! I CAN'T WAIT FOR AEMOND TO SUFFER FOR ALL THE MANIPULATION AND BULLSHIT HE'S BEEN PUTTING MC THROUGH OH MY GOD THE WAY MY BLOOD WAS ABSOLUTELY BOILING WHEN WE SAW SOME OF MC'S INNER MONOLOGUE LIKE OOOF I WANNA PUNCH THAT MOTHERFUCKING CYCLOPS IN HIS PRETTY FACE 😡👊🏻💥
IM SO GLAD SHE GOT TO GO THROUGH ALL THE STAGES OF A BREAKUP ON THAT CRUISE SURROUNDED BY FAMILY LIFTING HER UP AND GETTING HER HYPED FOR HER FRESH START AND WHEN SHE GOT THERE AND JACE WAS THE FIRST TO GREET HER AND BE FRIENDLY WITH HER AND SEEM SO EXCITED THAT SHES THERE MAKES ME SO HAPPY AND SARA'S REACTION TO MC BEING HER NEW ROOMATE I JUST KNOW THAT MC IS ABOUT TO ENTER HER ERA OF LIVING HER LIFE AS HER OWN PERSON WITHOUT THE WEIGHT OF THAT BLONDE BITCH
ALSO I THOUGHT IT WAS FUCKING HILARIOUS THAT ALL THE LANNISTERS LEFT AND KINGS LANDING WENT INTO CHAOS AND THEY WERE ALL HAVING BRUNCH ALL CAREFREE AND NO WORRIES FUCKING LOVE THAT FOR THEM LOL
I can't wait to see Cregans reaction to meeting MC in all her BBQ goodness lol
And again I hope both Alys and Aemond suffer just like they both deserve 😊
AAHH THANK YOU SO SO MUCH !
YES YOU CAN'T BELIEVE AEMOND'S AUDACITY! HE HAS NO LIMITS! MUAHAHA BUT CREGAN WILL COME TO FIX EVERYTHING MUAHAHA
YES YES YES SHE DESERVED ALL THE GOOD THINGS THANK YOU SO MUCH I JUST THOUGH SHE DESERVED LOVE AFTER ALL THAT SH*T SHE WENT TROUGH
JAJAAAA JASON , TYLAND AND CERENNA WERE LIKE
ENJOYING THE DRAMA AND CHAOS JAJA IT WAS CERTAINLY GOOD FOR THEIR EGOS
OH CREGANW ANTED TO LICK THE BBQ RIGHT OFF HER FACE WITH HIS TONGUE LIKE MMMMM JAJAJA
MORE DRAMA IS COMING! AFTER READER IS WELL SET UP IN WINTERFELL THOUGH HAHA
THANK YOU SO MUCH NOONIE I READ THIS OVER AND OVER AND IT MADE ME SMILE HAHA
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Hello, I hope you are doing well! How have you been lately?
I'm currently trying to read some of your works to revive such beautiful experiences with your beautiful work but I came up to something so strange and I hope you don't mind me asking 🙈
I wanted to read again -like for the 17837384 time- the Death's Judge Series you posted on AO3 but your account says you have no works posted so far. I clicked on each individual book and it said I have to have an AO3 account. So I put myself on the list and they said I'll receive an invitation near June 15th.
But I wanted to ask you if you deleted those books? I mean, if you did, I totally respect you for that and I don't want you to see this ask as some random anon pestering you about your work. I'm really just curious.
The Death's Judge Series is a beautiful fic I go back to when I feel nostalgic. Funny thing to say, I know haha, but I really enjoyed it and I can say it is my favourite fic of all times.
I hope you are doing well and that I'd be able to re-read your books in 10 days and if not, at least I can say I got to read it before and I totally respect your decision of taking it down.
Just know that you are a great author and I admire you so much. And if it manages to encourage you a bit, I finished reading the copy of Clearview Cove you send through your Newsletter and I can only say I really really really enjoyed it.
The plot was awesome and the character development was so beautifully built that I couldn't stop reading it. I just read it again btw. There's just something about your writing that makes me want to come back to it. And that's a lot to say from me hahaha.
Either way, Sorry if I rambled. Please take care and stay safe. I know you are busy now and that you will probably not see this ask right away but I wish you the best in both your writing journey and your personal life.
-Ninnie Noony ❤️❤️❤️
Hi there darling Nonny! ��️♥️♥️
Don't worry! It's there! I've just limited it to AO3 users because of all the AI scraping 🥰♥️ I do recommend downloading it though, so you always have it whenever you want to read it no matter what ♥️
It makes me so so so incredibly happy to hear you're re-reqding my works, that my writing is good enough to bring you back 😭👏🏻♥️♥️♥️♥️ Thank you so much! Honestly, I'm so so so happy to hear that and thank you for being so incredibly respectful. So sweet of you ♥️
And gosh, I'm over the moon to hear you e read Clearview Cove more than once - THANK YOU! - and to hear you're following this journey if mine (that's a bit crazy ATM but, oh well, life happens 😅👍🏻). I hope you'll love my future works as well and thatill be able to give you more world's to visit, more people to get to know and see life through - that my words will continue to captivate you ♥️♥️♥️
I wish you all the best in the world!
And, again, THANK YOU!!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️
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Ariaaaa
THIS WITH WHO IN TR
first of all, thank u noonie for this 💜 gonna kiss ur forehead!!
okay so... tr men who do that
hanma shuji (no i will not explain)
haitani rindou (again see above)
sanzu haruchiyo
imaushi wakasa (esp first timeline aka criminal waka)
ryuguji ken "draken"
manila!manjiro
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I want to help. Why are you specifically anxious about writing Jace? Like what are you afraid of? You write him so beautifully
i’m just afraid of being harassed again — that’s all. and of course my stories never being the best
(thank u for ur kind words, i love u noonie)
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hey i know i’ve suggested it before but again maybe you should think about turning anon off for a lil while. just to get a mini break from the major weirdos who seem to think they can just say whatever they want. also i’m sorry you had to deal with that weirdo who can’t seem to understand that behind the screen you’re a real life person with a life we don’t know. this blog is only a minor part of your life we see and people need to not only realize that but respect it. i hope the rest of your day goes better
Yeah, guess it's time for me to finally do it. I just hate that it's gotten to this point and that there are people out there who are really bent on ruining other people's happiness. But thanks for the support, noonie. I know that not everyone around here is as bad as that person.
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SO 😭 i just wanted to write a suggestion w a pic attached to it but i cant do it cause u can only do that without being anon 😭WIWOISWKSKWKDJKDJDJS it was basically a scene where like an older guy kisses the girl on the forehead and says sorry but theyre nakey nakey AND IT JUST.. looked so soft ok?!?!?! and i was hoping u could write a fic based off of that (preferably w nanamin huehuehhehuehe) 😭 anw i luv ur fics!!!!! thank u 4 feeding our delulus
LMAOOOOO IK it sucks you can't send the pic while being anon, sorry bout that, noonie!!! Just letting you know, my requests are off rn. & hmmm, since I'm so busy rn, I won't be able to write this til like mid December (???), but I'll have the idea written down along with the others!! Also, if you're comfortable, you can send me the pic again, I'll save it and delete the ask 🫶🏾🫶🏾 I could use the pic as the header, probably~~
And omgggg tysm !!!! I'm so happy my stuffs been keeping your delulus at bay, hopefully it'll do the same as this season goes ☆☆☆
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Hi bestie!! I’m not sure if this is where I request things since I’ve never done this before😓🙏
But could you perhaps rights something about Levi?? And reader who were engaged and moved in together but ultimately ended up breaking up their engagement due to spending less time together because of work (Levi) and school( med school reader)???? But then after a few years they run into each other???
I’m jot sure if this makes sense, but If you consider thank you you’re amazing and I LOVE your writing 🥰🫶
Hi noonie~ Timeline might not make sense because I'm too lazy to create an understandable and logical one but this is fiction and in the words of Barbie, anything is possible.
Also, Levi has both parents in this fic because he's already suffered enough in his original story, he deserves a stable home life in this.
Levi prides himself on living with no regrets. No matter what happens, what he chooses to do, he considers it all part of his development and growth. Have some of the choices resulted in situations he didn't want to be in? Of course, but he still won't regret them, because he learned from them and changed.
But he does regret one thing.
See, back in his early 20s, Levi was in a relationship, which comes to a shock to many of the people he met later in life because he's always been single and not interested, but yes, he was not only dating but engaged to a beauty girl named y/n.
They started dating in college after a mutual friend set them up. Levi didn't want to date anyone at first, but then he saw her and immediately was drawn to her. She was so pretty, so kind, and so gentle, so he wasn't surprised when he learned that she was a med student hoping to become a pediatrician.
Things developed quickly between them. She moved in after 4 months and on their first anniversary, Levi proposed to her and of course she said yes. His mother was worried for them when he broke the news to her, everything happened too fast and she warned him that it might lead to problems in the future, and that's the only thing he regrets.
He should've listened to his mother.
Being older and not studying the same thing, Levi got to graduate earlier than her, and because of his qualifications he was quick to find a job that paid him well enough to live comfortably with his fiancée. The first couple of months were perfect, they were both happy and content with their lives, but slowly and without realising it, they started to drift apart, too busy focusing on work and school.
At one point, the only time they were together was in bed while sleeping. They were barely seeing each other, let alone talking. She eventually confronted him about it, but with the exhaustion and lack of communication, their conversation quickly turned into an argument, and instead of solving the problem they went to bed angry at each other. One night turned into two, two into three, three into a week, a week into a month... They weren't surprised when they finally sat down to talk again and it resulted in a break up.
They were each other's first stable relationship and couldn't imagine a life without the other so the fact they did not want to end it is understandable, but they both knew it was not healthy for them to stay together. Levi cried when she handed him her engagement ring and he refused to take it, telling her that it will always be hers no matter what. Her final wish as she was about to leave their once shared apartment was to have one last kiss, so he planted a small one on her forehead and told her that he'll find her again, if not in this life then he'll look for her in the next one.
Fast forward to now, Levi left his first job. After working there for a year, he realised they were using him to do work outside of his requirements knowing he was a newbie who's too afraid to say no, that's why he was working overtime and even at home. His current job is much better, they pay him more than the previous one and he already got a promotion. He made new friends and feels like he's in a better place in life now.
Well, except his relationship status.
He tried to go on dates, to meet new people, but he always found himself comparing them to y/n which wasn't fair at all, especially since in his eyes everything she did was nothing less than perfect. So for now, he has settled on being single, hoping he'll meet the one eventually.
He thinks about y/n a lot. She must be graduating soon. He hopes she went through with becoming a pediatrician, it's always been her dream and he couldn't think of a better person to take care of tiny and vulnerable humans than her. He wants to check on her, and he tried before, but she must've changed her phone number because an old man picked up last time he tried (and he unfortunately got an earful of cuss words that he didn't even know existed).
Levi remembers promising her the best graduation party to celebrate the successful end of years of hard work, the memory is still very vivid in his brain.
“... I'll fill the whole place with all your favourite foods. All your family and friends will be there-”
“Your parents need to be there too!”
“You want to invite them?”
“Of course! I love them more than you!”
“hey-”
He really regrets not listening to his mother when she told him not to rush things. He wonders how things would've turned out if they didn't move in together and got engaged in a matter of a year. Would they have been okay with not talking often with each other? Would they have argued the way they did? Would their relationship have lasted longer than it did?
Sigh... He misses her so much. To the point he started seeing things and they somehow remind him of her. Whether it's food, clothes, and even decor, he finds himself thinking about how she would've reacted to them.
He wishes he could see and talk to her again. He was so privileged when they were together and he didn't even realise that. Getting to look at her beautiful face everyday, hear her voice, hear her laugh, watch her do normal every day things, they all seemed so simple at the moment, but they went on to become things he's wishing to have around again.
... And somehow his wishes are heard.
“Levi ?”
He thinks he's hallucinating at first. He's missed her so much his brain has started making him hear things to cope. But then he turns around and there she is, looking as beautiful as the day he last saw her.
“Oh my god, it's been so long,” she smiles as she slowly approaches him. Levi could cry at the simple sight of her, and he's the type of person who's always in control when it comes to his emotions, but not when it comes to her, though.
“Y/n... Hi, how's it going?”
“Oh, you know, just preparing for last minute things before graduation next week.”
The sweet sound of her nonchalant laugh is like drinking a nice cold cup of water on a hot summer day. He wishes he could have a recording of it and listen to it whenever he needs to.
“Right, congratulations in advance.”
“Thank you! Here, actually,” she reaches inside her bag and pulls out an envelope of sorts, “an invitation to attend the ceremony and everything. I was supposed to give it to a friend but they unfortunately can't make it, I'd love for you to come, though.”
A small, nearly invisible smile is drawn on his lips, one that he knows only she can spot. He gently takes the envelope from her hands and that's when he sees it, her engagement ring wrapped so beautifully around her right ring finger instead of her left. The sight of it makes his heart skip several beats. Does that mean she still thinks about him? About their relationship? Does she miss him the way he misses? Does she wish things would've been different? He wants to ask her all those questions, but he feels like they're too inappropriate. After all, this is the first time they've seen each other in years.
“I'll make sure to be there for you.”
She smiles back at him, her cheeks burning at his choice of words as she looks down shyly and Levi is satisfied knowing he still has that effect on her, “bring your parents as well, you know how much I've wanted them to attend such an important day.”
Levi chuckles lightly but nods, “of course, they wouldn't miss it for the world.”
After saying goodbye (which they honestly both didn't want to do), he looks back down at the invite to her graduation on top of the forgotten bottle of shampoo he was reading, and he feels very happy when he sees that she did in fact go through with becoming a pediatrician. He'll definitely attend, and he'll bring his parents too, just as it always has been planned.
A laugh escapes his lips as he remembers the day they broke up when he promised her he'll find her again.
“Not if I find you first.”
She was right... She did find him first.
Struggled a lot with this one, had to rewrite it multiple times because for some reason it wouldn't save 😭
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