“Mistakes on mistakes until” ch 69 spoilers below!
Ahahahahahahah here I go again
Mistakes on mistakes until until I can draw Jazz with my eyes closed
I woke up, checked my phone, woke up for real and decided that whatever plans I had for this day yeah no they can wait a little bit kfkgnfk
Also. Consider listening this while reading. Or don't who am I to tell you what to do~
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wrt prev post and sam’s original ‘fed demon blood by azazel as a baby’ arc like. actually that was the most insane thing to see depicted on my television especially when it seemed like no one else i knew or followed was talking about it. it felt so explicit and yet it was sooo deep in metaphor. she walked in on us. sammy, you’re my favourite. god it must be terrible to know something happened but that you’ll never be able to remember it or tell anyone about it. never be able to rip it out or scrub it clean. so azazel could get into my nursery and- bleed in my mouth? because i wasn’t clean. these trials - they’re purifying me. anyway. augh
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once again thinking about mermaid saiki !!
him having bad days and just wanting to get in the damn ocean and swim with the fishies !! fish have thoughts but they r so simple minded that its just a gentle murmur and its so lovely for him !!
the ocean is so beautiful to him !! its one of the few things he allows himself to take comfort in !! my boy can literally make friends with sharks and he does !!
IMAGINE any of his friends being scared of the ocean and wanting to get over their fear and saiki is like. i can literally show you the beauties of the world. the wonders of the earth. let me show you.
cuz he probably gets to be a really REALLY good swimmer because of his mer shenanigans.. he takes his friends diving (not very far/deep) and holds their hands and shows them beautiful things..
they watch him pet sea creatures that they wouldnt have even thought to get near and are just like.. huh..
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I loove the android robin au it's really one of the most interesting au I have seen in a while.
I am always happy to see new post abt it
Also making my favourite characters go through hell and then receiving comfort from their people is like the best thing ever for me so every time I see a whump!Robin post I like automatically
People loving android!Robin makes me so happy anansnssndsnsns she's curious and excitable and full of wonder and the world keeps punishing her for simply being alive. Sometimes it's too painful even for me, big whump lover 😭😭 though seriously, there is not enough Robin whump, and while all the characters in the show are very whumpeable, hurting my little blorbo Robin feels special because... she's just so deeply lonely. She's lonely and she thinks she deserves to be because of something wrong with her (pulling this interpretation from Surviving Hawkins lore which is canon to me 😭). That was a big idea I had when I first came up with android!Robin... that there is something wrong with her. Broken. In this AU she's literally broken in a lot of way (battery and memory problems, weak joints in her lower half, etc), but that's all within the range of normal robot problems. The real issue with her is that she's sentient. It terrifies people because it really brings out the existencial horror of... well, existing. It terrifies Robin most of all. She is the problem. She is what's wrong with her. She shouldn't exist.
But at the same time, she loves being alive so much! She doesn't understand it and doesn't know how it happened, but it happened, and now she's real and wants to experience life and the world and know people like human beings do. So it's her constant battle to become human despite humans having hurt her so much in the past... only for Nancy to already see her as human. Just one made of metal and plastic, but human nonetheless. She's the first person to see her that way and maybe everyone else thinks she's crazy, but Nancy is used to that. She's so sure of this, though, of Robin's self-awareness. She trusts her so blindly. She doesn't even need proof. And not only does she believe her, but she defends her humanity in front of her friends and family so ardently, fighting so hard for Robin to be aknowledged by everyone else as human. Fighting so hard to give her a home and family for the first time in her life.
Nancy has it bad for Robin, really. She's just so in love, even if everyone else thinks she's crazy for falling in love with a machine (no one thinks she is, though, because they all know Robin, and once you know Robin, it's impossible not to love her).
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good news everyone i went to a local theatre show of songs from musicals and discovered that i can and will start crying if children start singing when i grow up from matilda even in public and out of any context
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A little while ago, I told @wretchedamaranth that I was almost certain Pete never says "I'm sorry" in the show, sharing my thoughts about it and what it means for his character. I was super confident in my belief that he hadn't.
But then, I rewatched one of the best VegasPete FMV that exist on YouTube, and realized what an utter FOOL I was when I said it, because this happened:
We were both extremely normal over forgetting this CRUCIAL detail to this scene. But then, we obviously started analyzing it immediately:
Y: ISN'T IT INCREDIBLE? THAT HE'S SHOWING REGRET HERE SO MUCH THAT HE FUCKING SAYS IT?
A: I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm choosing myself. I'm sorry I'm a person. I'm sorry but you made me realise I'm a person. You made me realise I want to be treated like a person. I have to leave. I'm sorry. You're the reason I know I have to leave ---- *gunshot noises*
Y: Also, to me it's "I'm sorry I am leaving you when I know that might destroy you. I am sorry I'm denying your attempts at making amends"
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Y: THEY'RE TALKING SO MUCH PAST EACH OTHER. THEY HAVE TWO DIFFERENT CONVERSATIONS, ISN'T IT INSANE?
A: God, yes, the way Vegas is desperately trying to say its not too late, we can try again, we can leave. And Pete is crumbling before him, every single defence laid bare, he actually cannot meet Vegas where he is. And Vegas can't acknowledge that, so he's just trying trying trying, for that impossible hope.
Y: Vegas doesn't understand what he did, HE DOESN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT HE DID
A: Nope, he doesn't or he can't let himself otherwise it'd break him fully. To have hope, he must lie to himself.
The brainrot lives on, and will continue to live on, for a long long time ahead. KPTS the show that you are.
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i'm skipping through 1x03 and it's very interesting how they refer to rats twice and you'd think the first one is billy, but it's tozer instead, explaining sir john they use rats for bait. THEN you have billy saying he's not a rat. like on one side they establish that everyone knows there are a lot of rats on the ship so when billy asks what copulates on a ship we already know it's rats. on the other side? billy saying he was looking for the cat while irving discovered him with hickey? sir john saying the marines are putting fagin (ship's cat) out of work because they caught all the mice? and the very next scene is irving going to talk with hickey instead of punishing him (aka not catching him)? billy saying he's not a rat? rats taken from the hold, caught and tied up in lines? (called out in front of all the men, whipped for it or worse) book!hickey being constantly describe as a rat?
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go download seek by inaturalist right fucking now that shit is addictive its like trying to fill out a pokedex but the pokedex includes plants and fungi as well
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