#that's like almost 11 hours by the way 😟

[william-austin]

heads up (y'all most definitely don't care but anyway) I'll be dead tmr because school, obv but then directly after school I have BAND rehearsal for 2 hours and then directly after THAT I have PLAY rehearsal for another 2 hours 😭😭

[cressthebest]

Crimson Rivers thoughts pt. 45

chapter 68:

1. “Some of those ashes could be Marlene.” bro wtf

2. listing out the names of the people who died in war destroyed me

3. james reacting to his father’s death by flinching away from effie had me broken. i’m destroyed. unwell

4. “The worst part is, when he says what he does next, it's not even a question. "After that, you're leaving."

Sirius' eyes flutter shut, and he croaks, "Yeah, Reggie, I'm leaving again."”

SCREAMING CRYING SOBBING IM UNWELL I WILL NEVER BE OKAY AGAIN!!! I WILL NEVER BE FINE AGAIN

5. “”Sirius, I love you more than anything. You're the first person in this world I ever loved at all. Not Mother, not Father, not James; it was you.”” STILL SCREAMING STILL CRYING STILL SOBBING STILL UNWELL

6. okay just all of the stuff with the black brothers has me in tears. their bond is unbreakable and my heart is in fact very breakable. i’m shattered over them

7. dorcas hasn’t left that spot in over twenty four hours and boy am i worried for her. she needs water. she needs to go pee, i’m sure. she needs to eat something and to rest

8. “Just not afraid to die, then?

No, I'm rather used to it, actually.”

STILL SCREAMING OVER MARLENE!!! STILL SOBBING ACTUALLY

9. “"You. Even you," Dorcas declares harshly, glaring at her. "I'd rather it be you. Instead of her, I'd rather you be dead."”

WOAH! hold up!!! i love marlene as much as the next gal, but nobody goes after my girl lily. she fought and fought and fought as well. she deserved to make it to this side of war too! she tried to keep marlene alive too. hold your horses dorcas.

10. 😧 did you just shoot my lily??? MY LILY??? holy fucking shit. she’s insane.

11. “Some of that blood must have been Marlene's. Dorcas wishes she had bathed in it; Dorcas wants to turn back time and drown in it.” 😟 i’m worried

12. “Never, through any of this, did [James] imagine losing his dad.” kill me. it would be more merciful than making me live after reading that

13. “Monty loved Sirius like a father did; Sirius is allowed to mourn him as a son would.” calling my freind again while sobbing brb

14. god I don’t know how to explain it, but every time pandora is mentioned and she’s alive i let out a huge sigh of relief

15. AROACE PANDORA SUPREMACY

16. i’m so horridly upset that lily lost almost everyone. she lost her family, she lost sybil, she lost kingsley, and dorcas tried to shoot her, so i’m pretty sure she lost her too. lily tried to not love anybody because she was scared of losing them, and sure enough, she was right

17. i get upset when everyone talks about going separate ways. i want everyone to live in one big town and live right next door to each other. i’m thinking hogwarts vibes (except better, ya know) or maybe the mansion they all lived in at the start of ahb!

18. as much as it upsets me that sirius is going to be leaving james and effie and regulus, i’m genuinely so happy that sirius is going to stay with remus

19. oh. i see why sirius has to leave. it’s best for everyone to heal a little before sirius sees his james and regulus again. because otherwise they won’t be able to heal

20. i love wolfstar, and this is so emotional but like, “Just—for right now, what I need is to be with you. I want—that's what I want.” all that does is remind me of high school musical with the “ALL I WANNA DOOOO IS BEE WITH YOU! ONLY YOU! NO MATTER WHERE LIFE TAKES US, NOTHING CAN BREAK US APAAAART, YOU KNOW ITS TRUE, I JUST WANNA BE WITH YOUUUU”

21. ““I wish I did love him that way," Regulus confesses, "because it would have been easier than this. It would have been easier to define how losing him feels, but it's not. James, it's not."”

god, i ache for him. like so badly. i so badly want him to have barty back. more than any other character. (sorry to marlene and monty and sybil and literally everyone else who died)

22. “It's still been three days since the end of the war, and Regulus wonders when they'll stop measuring the passage of time that way.” 😟

23. “Doomed to be a great, big tragedy.” *eye twitch* i’m fine. *even bigger eye twitch*

24. look, i know in the future, everyone will be together again and as happy as they can ever be. but rn, i’m sad

chapter 69:

1. “"I don't care!" Aberforth shouts. "I don't give a damn about your fucked up love story with our sister's murderer, Albus! The fact that you even came to love him to begin with sickens me, let alone that you continued to after he killed Ariana, and still do to this day!"” hell yeah put him in his place

2. “The dead sister card is a little underhanded, admittedly, but Aberforth knows a thing or two about manipulation tactics. He'd have to. Albus is his older brother, after all.” LMAOOOOOO

3. lily mentioning children and sirius and remus just locking eyes and panicking was so fucking funny. bro i’m wheezing

4. BRO AND THEN REGULUS BEING LIKE “you’ve??? never thought about kids??????? wtf??? me and james are having four you little loser??????”

5. dorcas just marching in has me so fucking scared ngl

6. oh god, dorcas became the president coin in this. she wants to make a new hunger games. oh god. oh no

7. as horrifying as it was to see sirius’ train of thought, him being the first one to say no is so fucking satisfying oh my god

8. good for remus fucking standing up for lily. everyone is blaming lily, and finally remus speaks up that the blame cannot rest on lily alone

9. 😧😧 not albus suggesting the jegulus wedding to help with the aftermath. bro he’s fucking insane. it’s so hallow-like of him to suggest that oh my god

10. oh my god dorcas has gone insane, is she about to tell everyone how albus was in love with grindlewald. that’s fucking insane oh my god i can’t wait

11. oh my god it’s even better. it’s that he came up with the rule for the quarterly quell. oh my god this is gonna be great

12. 😧 holy shit. sirius just killed albus. imma be so real, i expected one person to not leave that table, and i thought it would be dorcas, not albus. i thought she would be killed

13. minerva asking lily to be a medic and help save albus, and lily just not will forever be iconic to me

14. as a punishment they banned sirius from the hallow 😭😭😭 babes they knew they had to come up with some punishment as like a way to show actions have consequences, but they chose one that sirius would love 😭😭 that’s so funny to me bro

15. alberforth finally leaving his home is a very satisfying character arch

16. “this story is, first and foremost, about siblings—primarily sirius and regulus ofc—like that is the whole point of this fic, the core of it over anything else. and that feels right considering the source material, like in thg, it was always about katniss' love for prim and how important that was over peeta or gale or anyone else. and i just. i really adore that, and hope i paid a good homage to that, because i really admire it.”

you did. you did pay homage to that. it was abundantly clear that this was about siblings. and i love you for it. thank you, if you see this

alrighty six more chapters to go! i’m in the home stretch yall

[mosviqu]

RICKY DESERVES ALL THE LOVE IN THE WORLD SO THAT MAKES ME SO HAPPY;-; i was so shocked about jake🥸 AND ALSO THE PREVIEWS ARE OUT AND I ALTEADY REALLY LOVE ALL OF THE SONGS LMAO HOPE U WILL LIKE THEM AS WELL ONCE THEIR ALBUM IS OUT!!! ze_rose and i'm🥱 but i came to accept it and i just ignore the underscore AND VERY HAPPY U ARE JOINGING TO THE GASLIGHTING LMAO

IT IS A 10/10 THEY WENT OFF SOO HARD WITH THIS ALBUM MY GOD!!!! MY TOP THREE WAS BASICALLY THE SAME PORTRAIT OF A BLANK SLATE CONSEQUENCES AND SCUM and dude i'm never replying this late anymore cuz finding ur reply and the review was😭 FOR PORTRAIT OF A BLANK SLATE SO TRUE ITS AN 11/10 SONG I WAS SO SHOCKED THAT THIS IS ONLY THE FIRST SONG AND ITS ALREADY THIS GOOD?!??!?!!??! u saying consequences is the step sister of perfume makes so much sense oh lord!!! that is such a wilbur thing to say and how lovejoy is i actually wouldn't be surprised if they would pull through with that idea and really hoping for u that they actually will!!!! i love warsaw so muuuuchhhh and i hope he continues to write more about european cities🤭 and the line u quoted made my jaw drop ngl when i heard it🫡 yesss they did play it before to my knowledge and he even posted a snippet once on twitter!! and scum i just love it so much the chorus soo much AND YES THE WAY WILBUR SINGS IT IS SO ADDICTING IMO!!! and golden hour dude the song my jaw was dropped the whole time like for every reason possible ITS SUCH A GOOD SONG BUT THE LYRICS DEFF LEFT ME SPEECHLESS LIKE MY GOD and tbh this might also be my fav so might should add that to the other three ngl (and also u mentioning me in the tags got me🤭🤭🤭hihi)

and very glad to see ur reaction to jihoons cute hair so love the profile pic I HOPE HE WILL DO HIS HAIR LIKE THIS MORE OFTEN (liebestraum anon💕💕)

I FOUND OUT RECENTLY THAT HIS EMOJI IS A STRAWBERRY ????? I AM CRYING MY EYES OUT ?????? i AM stanning thats a given ill literally gaslight myself if the songs are bad /j i havent listened to the previews yet i only heard the title track on tiktok and its so good already i ???? i bet its gonna be amazing bc enha is always 0 skip to me. also its not ze_rose in my eyes thats so ugly zerose is so much better.

10/10 ALBUM INDEED I LOVE THAT I HAVE A LOVEJOY STAN FRIEND TO SCREAM ABT THIS WITH !!!!! glad our top 3 matches istg all of the songs are so good but these 3 hit the hardest. like i listened to the album in order and the first song started and i legit went 😟 oh lord. OH LORD this is gonna slap. AND AM I RIGHT OR AM I RIGHT the lyrics have similar vibe i love this kinds of songs SO. MUCH. like i would absolutely fucking lOOOVE a lovejoy concert id drag my brother w me (he doesnt listen to lovejoy but he used to watch his streams and mc vids). next lovejoy song is about to be abt prague i bet bc wilbur loves it sm. i wouldnt be mad about bratislava either tho just saying.... OH i knew i heard it before !! THE LYRICS TO GOLDEN HOUR..... MOUTH AGAPE SHOCKED. ((Im always gonna mention u in lovejoy stuff bc i always get reminded of u 😭😭😭)

jihoon is my babygirl his hair is so adorable i almost cried. space buns jihoon my beloved 💗 every time new pics of him come out i have the urge to change my theme DJSJSK

[kpophubb]

Hiii baby💓 I hope you slept good☺️ ⛄️ 4pm

I think I'm still receiving it honestly I'm like still under the impression (づ｡◕‿‿◕｡)づ ♥

Also all the posts like the design; like the way you put everything together it's just so pretty like it's aesthetically so pleasing 🌟

You attached so many pictures of hyunnie 🥹 I just can't take my eyes of those things

I just want to put them somewhere just to save all of this all of these memories, I want to collect everything put it in the 📦 lock 🔒 put the 🔑 on my neck to always have it with me🥺💞🙈

I was thinking yesterday that like what did I do to deserve all of these from you🥹🥺 I also want to be the person that you could lean on, the person that would make you happy🥺

I'm so happy 🥺thank you💞

As for the ✉️ #1😞 I'm so sorry I cannot send it again it was like available one week and after one week it was automatically deleted from the system when I uploaded it there😟 I checked today but I don't have it anywhere.., but it's OK I will write more💗🫶🏻 so please just don't be sad about it OK,? I don't remember what I was talking about,but it was probably something that I have already said through the asks that I send you this week🙈☺️🥰

You're so sweet and adorable🌟🌸💓 maybe one day I will send you the physical letter why not?😃 of course if you want

I was worried that other things that I attach some like cute memes and stuff you could’ve also not seen, but I checked on it and you mentioned that you so other attachments and I'm just so happy💞

Thank you so much for worrying about me🥺 you're like my sweet angel you know🥺💞 I think I even added first song to our playlist angel baby by troye sivan 🎶

“I'll tell you how I almost died

While you're bringing me back to life

I just wanna live in this moment forever”

I'm also listening now to your recommendation with darling of 17 and it's just so cute 🥺🥺

Oh my gosh I'm getting emotional and I have to go now:( but happy tears 🥲💋💖❣️ oh my God you're so kind to me I just want to do a lot of things for you to repay you🥺

I didn't finish reading your last reply it's so weird but I want to save it for the evening when I'm back from things that I have to finish today👉🏻👈🏻

I'm so happy you had to peaceful celebration nothing crazy I know a lot of people don't like holidays they complain that they have to be with their families but I guess yours was good right?😃 I want to hear more about you🥲💞

I wish you could read my mind 🙈😄there's so many things that I want to tell you , ask you , talk about ..that I feel like my brain is 💥

~ your happy 🐁

Hi my 🐁 anonie!! ❣️ yes ofc I’ve been sleeping 11-12 hours everyday, ofc I’m brimming with energy lol😤 how about you?

I ofc attached a lot of pics of hyunnie bc I know you LOVE HIM SO MUCH! I also know you love soobinie and sunoo? 💞 I want you to smile everytime you read my asks just the way I do when I get yours that’s why I write long answers and put a lot of emojis and paragraphs <3 🌟 aww pls that’s so sweet🥹 I always do this, I take photos of precious things and always save them in a specific folder on my gallery and sometimes even edit them w music and make them special!! 🫶🏻

you don’t have to feel lucky, I’m only doing what I feel like you deserve and what I love doing! 🤍 for me kindness and helping people are the most important things and I receive validation from making others feel comforted and good. I believe love is the most magical & healing feeling in the world so i always try to preach it and make others feel loved and appreciated! ❣️ you have no idea how happy I’m to read that you’re feeling happy rn. 🥺

ayee no, it’s sad that the letter expired :(( but if you say it’s okay, it’s okay then! </3 I just felt sad that you poured sm efforts into writing sth for me and I couldn’t even read it, let alone reply. But I promise I’ll look forward to and reply to ALL YOUR FURTHER sweetly written letters anonie! 💗 pls I’d love the physical copy, AAH I hope one day we meet magically😭 and I can give u lots of hugs and head pats and be there with you 🫂 + don’t worry I always see all the pics you attach, the skz hug pictures and the Pinterest love memes. So cute. Just like you are! 🫶🏻

PLEASE I was so obsessed with the song “angel baby” after you recommended it to me and told me first how you dedicated it to me. I felt so special. T-T and I also made video edits of heeseung with that song and posted for his bday here with the lyrics. The song is so catchy and comforting!😍 and don’t feel obligated to repay me baby love,, if you didn’t know I already feel an incredible amount of joy just being here, being me, writing my mind and talking to you people!! And you obviously, cause you’ve been so interactive since day 1, it just melts my heart🥺💖

Yes my trip was really healing tbh. I clicked a lot of pictures of the views (not me I don’t really click my own pictures lol😭) and I went w my mom and older brother so we had fun!! I don’t like big family gatherings as well..it makes me feel uncomfortable and anxious I just enjoy being w my parents grandma siblings and one aunt :p

hmph about me? I don’t really have a lot to say about me bc idk what to say I get so awkward and I don’t talk a lot about my personal life but currently I’m doing skincare^ like hyunnie? (Even our mask colours are the same lmao) I’ve not gotten any self care during my trip so now I’m doing a bit of care to restore my conditions haha. I also wrote in my scrapbook a while ago and listened to some songs. This year has been really good for me- I accomplished all my goals and grew a lot as a person and made many dreams come true. I’m so thankful. ❤️ atm I just feel really lonely..bc I’ll have to leave behind everything and my best friend behind and I’m so attached to them all, it breaks my heart </3

Feel free to talk your mind anonie! Anything you’d like to say I like listening to people talk cause it fascinates me how different people think and have unique perspectives and experience various emotions. I can’t wait to receive more asks from you and hear you talk to me! 💋

[murumokirby360]

My 8bitdo SN30 Pro+ review "serious problem" - Part 17 (Recorded Video) [Oct 10, 2021]

Hello! Sad news everyone! My 8bitdo gamepad had a serious problem.😟🎮💔

And this will be my consider as my "Part 17".

My 8bitdo gamepad is going to be almost a year old but it went detour by a malfunction problem. So I'll explain why this happening, right now.

BTW: If you haven't seen my Part 15 and Part 15.5 posts, then please [CLICK ME! #1], [CLICK ME! #2].

• You see, when I try to attempt a macro mapping test using the Ultimate Software (which you've already seen my two posts before) from my Windows 10 it seems to be working well with my gamepad. Until hours later, at 11 PM (on Oct 9th), something happened to my gamepad. During my online gaming session, my gamepad is started to go malfunction by opening the game bar and steam games window. After I exit my current game, I've followed their instructions from the official site [CLICK ME! #3]; ranging from restart/reboot my gamepad, re-update the latest firmware, and reconnect it through my windows 10 PC. But to no avail. Also when I update the version of 8bitdo's Firmware Updater software itself it doesn't affect my 8bitdo SN30 Pro+'s malfunction problem. Here's the screenshot I took.↓

• It's all written in Chinese, which I can't copy the text through google translate. (Bummer.)😔

My Recorded video 🎦📲:

• Here you've already watched my recorded video of my 8bitdo gamepad's problems. As of now, it tends to freeze on the led lights for quite a bit and it doesn't automatically connect to my PC as before via wireless Bluetooth. Even though I tried to reconnect my gamepad, it worked but it succumb to a lag response during the gamepad tester website... The same goes to wired mode using my USB type C cable (by Essager brand); meaning my 8bitdo gamepad is now useless. How sad I am and my recent gamepad.😔

Aftermath:

• So what's next after this malfunction tragedy for my 8bitdo gamepad? Umm... I don't know, I feel neglected now. I'm also shocked and emotional.😢 Now that my 8bitdo gamepad is almost dead of sorts it looks like my PS4 Dualshock 4 is the only functional controller left that I could use for my PC gaming. But I need to disconnect through my big bro's PS4 Pro console first before I do. Man, I have so many upcoming parts that I want to test for my 8bitdo gamepad but due to the aforementioned problems, my old SN30 Pro+ gamepad is hitting a road through a dead end.✝️ That means I won't be continuing my 8bitdo SN30 Pro+ review topic anymore.😢

• But hey, maybe this Christmas my parents and siblings are gonna give me some earnings to afford enough to buy myself a brand new 8bitdo gamepad. Which is the only way. Right now I'll stick with my blue DualShock 4 controller. Man, I haven't done my games yet on the PS4 but that's gonna be for another day (I suppose).

UPDATE:

• Right now my 8bitdo SN30 Pro+ gamepad is slowly healing but it has a few bruised from malfunction after I've tested from the aforementioned test website. 🐌🤕 So from now on, I would never touch the Macro feature on the Ultimate Software anymore until further notice. And who knows that my current 8bitdo gamepad will be cured. If not however well, it's best for me to buy their successor wireless controller.

Well, that's all for now. And If you want to see my previous related 8bitdo item(s), then I’ll provide some links down below:↓

My 8bitdo USB Wireless Adapter ‘PS Classic Edition’:

• Opening parcel [Aug 27, 2020]

• Part 1 [Aug 28, 2020]

• Part 2 [Aug 28, 2020]

• Part 3 (Recorded video) [Aug 28, 2020]

• Part 4 (Recorded Video) [Aug 28, 2020]

• Part 5 (Recorded Video) [Aug 28, 2020]

• Part 6 (Recorded Video) [Oct 20, 2020]

• Part 7 (Recorded Video) [Oct 28, 2020]

• Part 8 (Recorded Video) [Nov 14, 2020]

• Part 9 (Recorded Video) [Nov 14, 2020]

• Part 10 [Final] (Recorded Video) [Nov 16, 2020]

• Extra Part / Final Plus [Nov 25, 2020]

My 8bitdo SN30 Pro+ gamepad (ongoing):

• Unopened parcel [Nov 3, 2020]

• Opening parcel (Recorded Video) [Nov 3, 2020]

• Part 1 [Nov 19, 2020]

• Part 1.5 [Nov 19, 2020]

• Part 2 [Nov 27, 2020]

• Part 2.5 [Nov 27, 2020]

• Part 3 [Dec 1, 2020]

• Part 4 [Dec 3, 2020]

• Part 5 [Dec 8,2020]

• Part 6 [Dec 11,2020]

• Part 7 [Dec 20, 2020]

• Part 8 [Jan 19, 2021]

• Part 9 [Mar 27, 2021]

• Part 10 [Mar 27, 2021]

• Part 10.5 [Mar 27, 2021]

• Part 11 (w/ 8bitdo’s Ultimate Software ver. 2.0) [May 11, 2021]

• Part 12 [Jun 3, 2021]

• Part 12.5 [Jun 3, 2021]

• Part 13 [Jul 31, 2021]

• Part 14 [Aug 17, 2021]

• Part 15 (Macros mapping - 1st attempt) [Oct 9, 2021]

• Part 16 (Macros mapping - 2nd attempt) [Oct 9, 2021]

Tagged: @bryan360, @lordromulus90, @carmenramcat, @neutralized-l

[arrthurpendragon]

Good morning! I was wondering if you by chance had any advice for new OC blogs, I've had my blog for about 4-5months and it's not quite getting the traction I'd like, even though I post pretty regularly. I also tag all my OC stuff but at most I get 11 likes on all the stories I post with my OC. Is there something I'm missing? 😟

Hey!  First, I’m sorry you’re feeling that way. I know it can be a struggle, especially during this crazy time we’re living in right now.  All stress levels are heightened and it just sucks when you want to get some more traction. I get it.  

I went back and checked my notes from that far into my blog and I was at about the same number of notes. I’ve been here almost 6 years and I don’t get as many likes as other blogs either.  But first, you need to know that the number of likes doesn’t make you any less valid or your OCs worse than anyone else’s.

Things that I did that helped me gain some more notes:

I actually usually get more notes on posts I make for others than my own. So, I make stuff for others.  I know that seems backwards, but that was my way of developing a friendship with others.

Develop those friendships.  I actually rarely talk about OCs with others.  I check in with them.  See how they are doing.  If OCs come up, they come up.  But that isn’t all I talk to them about.

Taglist.  I have seen my notes rise since I started a taglist. After making friends with people, they wanted to be added to my taglist.

Be added to other people’s taglists.  Kinda tit for tat.  You’re on theirs, they might check you out and ask to be on yours.

Be understanding that Tumblr is glitching.  Now that stuff isn’t appearing in tags, people literally need to be on Tumblr around the time you post it to see it.

Reblog, reblog, reblog!  It’s okay to reblog your own stuff.  Depending what it is, I sometimes reblog every 2-ish hours to hit a different crowd on Tumblr.  (I delete the previous reblog - but keep the original, this way my blog isn’t only that post)

Be understanding that people are stressed out right now.  For instance, I’ve been trying to like and reblog stuff, but I’ve not been in a good mental place to do that for the last week or two.  I’m behind.  But I plan on getting to them - I can find them if I’m tagged in them. (Hopefully, again, Tumblr is glitching)

Randomly start following more OC blogs. (Check out my OC creator directory ) When they follow back they see your stuff.

Try not to get too disheartened by the notes.  Do your OC stuff for you, which I know is hard.  Make friendships.  Give it time.  It took me YEARS to get where I’m at, same with a lot of OC blogs you see getting a bunch of notes.