#the entire album is good. i cant stop listening to it. ive been listening to it for days.

[orcelito]

i have been listening to this album obsessively For Real

ive really been sleeping on IAMX smh

[palehottubchild]

ˏˋ°*♡➷ get to know me ༊*·˚

I was tagged in this lovely game by @sflow-er- i stole your exact post dont hate me i love doing these things also im not gonna tag ppl bc i have anxiety but if you wanna do this consider yourself tagged by me

(explanations below if anyone cares)

The idea is to pick a favourite movie, character, animal, drink, song, season, book, colour, and hobby and present them as pictures.

ok so first off, movie; I don't really tend to have favourite movies (i don't watch a lot of movies in general) and at the same time every movie I have ever watched is my favourite. For today, tho, Dead Poets Society has been the latest rewatch and it just Hit Me and I haven't stopped thinking about it for 3 days now so that's getting the favourite movie spot.

Character; Mike Wheeler. I think Mike is severely undervalued (by the GA especially) and there are sooooo many interesting things to his character that i wish were explored deeper than they are currently. (I am also a strong mike-in-the-closet believer but that's besides the point)

Animal; Whales. I don't really have an insightful reason for this. When i was 11 someone asked me what my favourite animal was and because i wanted to be special i said it was a whale and its stuck by me ever since.

Drink; Not Heineken, but i do love me a good beer. I was debating between beer and iced tea, but then i realised that whereas i only really drink iced tea in summer i am always always down for a good beer. not heineken tho, its just the first picture i could find.

Song; Another hard one, because as for the movie every song i have ever heard is my favourite song, but i chose It's All Futile! It's All Pointless! (wilbur soot version in particular) because I feel like it resonates with me a lot and while i love the lovejoy version, the og has a special place in my heart. I encourage all of you to listen to it if you havent and while you're at it throw in the entire Maybe I Was Boring album.

Season; Winter. I love winter. I love christmas and i love new years and i love snow and i love not sweating my balls off at 7 in the morning and i love that it reminds me of home and my grandparents. i love winter.

Book; Another 'i love everything ive ever consumed' answer. but a little bit different. This is probably not my favourite book ever but i read this in the past year at a time where i was doing particularly bad and as cringe as it sounds it did help me a lot in realising that yes, life is shitty, but maybe its okay after all. if youve read the book youll know what im talking about.

Colour; yeah no this doesnt have any fun reasoning i just like the colour green.

Hobby; Rowing. I love rowing its a great sport for people who have bad knees (me) and people who are terrible at running (also me). Yes, the young royals rowing scenes hurt me deep in my soul, yes i loved seeing rowing on my laptop screen and yelled about it for an hour w my best friend who also rows. Its just a great sport. Its outside, its together, it gets me to be active. Great on all aspects and I miss it every day now that i cant do it.

anyways tahts all Im sad my pictures dont form as nice of a collage as ive seen some other people (although i will admit that maybe i chose the particular song and book because the covers have kind of a dark-ish colour that i felt fit the other pictures a little more lmfao) thank you for reading if you ever got this far.

[tuoyu]

some albums ive been listening to

blueblue is probably my favourite release of 2022 bc its that good and i didnt rly keep up w this year's releases anyway... i havent heard a lot of jazz-psychedelic styles like this but i liked it sm v-v havent stopped posting abt it but whateverr

black forest from reminicent suite is good. cant stop listening to the entire 18 minutes. terumasa hino (trumpet) is insane. what a baseline. amazing textures from the drums and piano. it is real music. one of the tracks of all time i fear

Sam Gendel - blueblue Mal Waldron & Terumasa Hino - Reminicent Suite Various Artists - Somewhere Between: Mutant Pop, Electronic Minimalism & Shadow Sounds of Japan 1980—1988 ジオラマシーン - awai Farben - Farben Presents James DIN A4 Magdalena Bay - Mercurial World (Deluxe) Ryuichi Sakamoto - casa Rei Harakami - Unrest 崎谷健次郎 - KISS OF LIFE Furrows - Fisher King

[vyl3tpwny]

thinking ab how i used to write music

when i got my first laptop , in 2015, i started using it for school stuff obv. quickly i realized i could use it to work on music while i was at school and ended up getting into some very mischievous habits of making songs during class.

that said, i got to thinking about how most of my first decent album — super pony world (2016) — was written & produced either in the school cafeteria or the school library. it was a very natural workflow for me, to the point where i learned how to play piano using my typing keyboard. lots of the live-performed synth stuff on that album was just played on my laptop keyboard in the cafeteria or something its pretty cool. it felt rlly carefree and a pleasant way to write music.

friends would stop by during lunch and be like "oh what is they working on??" and they'd just sit around and watch me do stuff. sometimes i'd just ask whoever was sitting next to me "listen to this what do u think?" and i'd learn about what kinda stuff people wanted to hear in my music. one time my friend dylan even told me about how he likes to hear certain buildups done in electronic music. he knew nothing about making music at all, let alone the technical side of electronic music; and despite that i learned a lot from him and was able to humanize and improve my transitions in songs because of that.

once i hit university, my music habits became a lot more studio focused. my work would stay at my station and it's a habit you think would be super cool and stuff. but as it turns out, being out in the world and writing music there is pretty important and cathartic.

covid has made that sort of impossible for a while, but now that cases are dropping drastically, ppl are getting vaxxed, and the state is beginning to reopen, i really wanna see if i can change things up. im planning on getting a new computer soon. ive been driving my entire studio through my single laptop (2 usb hubs, 4 hard drives, a 2k monitor, tons of keyboard peripherals and stuff, its probably terrible for my laptop lol), so i'm planning on getting a desktop computer instead. once i do, i'll probably fix up my laptop and get it good to go for making and performing music out in the world. i wanna write music by the river and in coffee shops and with friends. i wanna go to the library and have some tea and write music while looking at comics and science textbooks.

on a separate note, obviously lots of songs i wrote in high school were brought back to my home studio for stuff like vocals and better engineering. but even super pony world 2016, love letters 2016, apathy, and mystic acoustics were often written, produced, mixed, and mastered exclusively through apple earpods and my laptop during class or lunch or something. Equality (2015) was written and produced entirely during a single Health class period. hell, i wrote a few songs on spw at buffalo wild wings just eating spicy shit. i just love remembering shit like that.

(making music in the library, 2016 — idk what song this was i cant read the file name)

(slightly unrelated, but this is when sylver came over and we wrote the lotus ep in one weekend for new years 2016 - 2017. i love him so much hes my best friend in the whole world)

(brought my launchpad to the library once and my friend wanted to take a pic of it so i took a pic of them taking a pic of it — 2015)

(sylver and i writing super pony world 2016 stuff at a philz coffee — 2015)

[we-are-inevitable]

guys oh my GOD i just found my newsies rants from the first BIG night of my hyperfixation and. hng. there's so much good content in here

*messages copy and pasted under the cut!

NOTE: all of these messages are from April 19, 2020- the first day of my newsies hyperfixation!

listen racetrack and crutchie are some of my babes and i fucking love them

BEN TYLER COOK IS THE ONLY VALID RACETRACK AND I DESPERATELY NEED THEM TO REDO THE CAST ALBUM TO GIVE HIM THE SPOTLIGHT HE DESERVES

I CANT LISTEN TO KING OF NEW YORK ANYMORE BECAUSE. IT ISNT RACE. dont get me wrong racetrack from the soundtrack is like. really good but he ain't livesies racetrack good

also everyone ships race and spot which is valid but idk I just feel like race and albert have more in common?? like. spot is a great character and all of the Brooklyn Newsies deserve so much more screentime and so much more content but i just feel like the only reason people like race × spot is because of the Inner-Bourough Relations and the territorial stuff (bc the brooklyn bois are pretty spooky) but race × albert is so much cuter ?? like they're both Manhattan newsies and they share a lot more screentime and they have a lot more in common and like !! their interactions throughout King of New York makes me cry so hard i love them so much

something is telling me that if i dont learn All Of The Newsies by tomorrow i'm gonna scream

so i think later today i'm gonna rewatch livesies, then watch 92sies, then make myself a google slides presentation with a pic of each newsie and their name so i can figure this shit out

JACK AND CRUTCHIE ARE BROTHERS BUT WE STILL STAN THAT JACK/RACETRACK DYNAMIC

if anyone tries to tell me that racetrack ain't Jack's #2 Dude i WILL bite i dont care

like??? we literally see race kinda take charge after the bulls bust up their strike and jack fucks off to be Emo On The Rooftop (which is still valid and i love him for it) but race steps in and lifts everyone's spirits again and god i love him for it

it's real "Loving Racetrack Higgins Hours"

OH OH OKAY SO THE EMO ROOFTOP SCENE

LIKE. FUCK. people kinda got on Jack's case for leaving after the big fight breaks out and the bulls take Crutchie, but what else can he do? jack is 17. he's scared. he's dealing with his own trauma after what happened to him at The Refuge (which is never explicitly stated, but his reaction leads me to believe there was definitely some kind of ab•se (and its canon that the officers at the refuge don't feed the kids as they should)). he's seen as the tough guy, as the leader, as the father figure for all of the newsies, but he's a kid. he put his life on the line for them, but that's too much responsibility for a teenager.

jack got thrown in the refuge- a jail for kids- because he stole food and clothing for the other boys. he did everything he did for everyone else, without ever taking his own feelings into consideration; it was never a case of "what's in it for me?", it was always "will this help the guys i love?" and that is Jack's biggest quality i think.

anyway- so, he disappears after the fight because he's guilty. he watch his best friend- no, his brother- get taken by the bulls and watched the others he loves get hurt, and he couldn't stop it. again, this is a 17 year old we're talking about. his whole Santa Fe scene is the most pivotal part of the show in my opinion? like- we see Jack having a breakdown, essentially. "just be real is all i'm askin', not some paintin' in my head" is such a painful line because he's holding onto the hope that somewhere he's never seen is good enough to risk leaving his life behind for, and we see the struggles between wanting to stay and help his friends and wanting to get out and live and be able to have a life where he doesn't have to live with such a huge responsibility on his shoulders.

ALSO THE WHOLE THING WITH THE GUYS THINKING JACK IS A SELLOUT BECAUSE HE GOT MONEY FOR TRYING TO CONVINCE THE NEWSIES NOT TO CONTINUE THE STRIKE HURTS MY HEART

like Pulitzer basically said "if you don't tell them to stop this, i'll personally make sure all of them end up in the refuge" and even used Davey as a plot device, since Davey is one of the few that has folks and a little brother, and Pulitzer essentially said "you wouldn't want your pal Davey getting separated from his family, would you?"

Jack believed in the Strike, and he believed in the Newsies, but he couldn't handle the risk of more of his family getting beaten and thrown into The Refuge, and it kills me to see that he couldn't tell the others why he suddenly had a "change of heart", and that they all think that jw just gave up on them until they realize later on that Pulitzer manipulated him right where it hurt most

I HAVE SO MANY FEELINGS ABOUT NEWSIES AND NO ONE TO TALK ABOUT IT WITH SO UH,, IM SORRY YOU GUYS GET THE SHORT END OF THE STICK

listen i could write an entire essay over Santa Fe and i love that song and it's just such an iconic "I Want" song and !!! fuck !!!!!! it's so sad but it bops!!!!!

"folks are fightin, bleedin, fallin, thanks to good old Captain Jack! Captain Jack just wants to close his eyes and GO"

and then theres a really long pause and his voice cracks and the next line just ?? hurts me ??

"let me go, far away, somewhere they won't never find me, and tomorrow won't remind me of today"

HE'S SO SAD AND STRESSED AND HURT AND GUILTY AND JUST WANTS TO LEAVE THE SITUATION TO PREVENT ANYMORE BAD THINFS FROM HAPPENING ADN I JUST WISH I COULD HUG HIM

i just realized ive been ranting for 30 minutes i love u all goodnight

[gojngdown]

anna reacts to scaled and icy because i just took the ap calculus test and i need a reward after descending into the pits of hell

what i know going into this is: no dema theories at all idk the storyline AT ALL, apparently mulberry street is godsend. LETS GO

good day: RADIOHEAD VIBES?? NVM?? NVM OMG BOPPING OK WE ARE BOPPING!!! YESSSS GO OFF TYLER :D is this about ro omg🥺 ITS CUUUTE,, SO CUUUUTE omg the UKULELE NOSTALGIAANDBDBDNNDNDNDN🥺🥺.. the bridge... it’s true :((((... omg omg i LOVE THE BRIDGE,,,, been feeling it a lot lately I LOVE IT THE BRASS🥺! i like the slightly melancholy vibe behind it all,, and the vocals,, but also it’s CUUTE and mellow yess OKAY

choker: OMG I LOVE THE PRODUCTION ALREADY!!!! I LOVE THIS NEW SOUND🥺 omg 14 year old me likes this song best i already know,, THE CHORUS,, okay this gives me the postal service vibes?? do y’all know the postal service?? it’s the drums and the electronics. and half-alive too hehe. I CANT GET OVER THIS CHORUS ITS THE BEST PART OH MY GOD THE PIANOOOOOO,,, okay i haven’t heard this live at all but i just KNOW he would open this with some piano,, u know the PIANO,, why are tøp bridges so good😓 RAP OH MY GOD,,, oh my god TTSG VIBES A LITTLE BIT,, TAXI CAB REFERENCES?1?1?2): OH MY GOD THAT WAS TOTALLY A TAXI CAB REFERENCE IDC IF THAT WAS LORE THAT WAS TAXI CAB

shy away: OK IVE HEARD THIS ONE BEFORE,,, what a BOP! yes! these lyrics are so,,, i need to like PROCESS PLEASE RHFBDJFBDNDNBD THEYRE GOING TOO FAST😭 A STRAIGHT UP BOP AND THE VOCALS SOB THE SCREAMING IN THE BACK PLEASE THE PRODUCTION IS SO GOOOOOOOD🥺 please tyler do screamo stop teasing me the PRODUCTION I CANT PROCESS

the outside: OOOOOO??) YES JOSH🥰 the ukulele version of this would be so good,, MARCH TO THE SEA REFERENCE😭 THE JSHDJDBFJD i feel like the entire album is leading up to a screamo track CAN WE PLEASE GET A SCREAMO TRACK anyway this song PLEASE GIVE US WHAT WE WANT IN THIS LAST CHORUS TYLER I BELIEVE IN YOU OH MY GOD THE RAP YESSSSSSSSSSSSS GIVE ME PET CHEETAH hehehe i’m nodding yes CAN YOU IMAGINE THE PERFORMANCE EVERYONE GOING NOD NOD LMAO yes💃 PLEASE LEAD UP TO SCREAMO?? no ok RAP IS FINE THANK YOU!!!! i have not read any interpretations but i like the mockery of popular language

saturday: OOOOOOOOOOO PLEASE GUVE ME A PARTY TRACK!!!! OKAY WAIT VIBING YES! YES THIS IS WAHT SATURDAY FEELS LIKE🥺 yes i have lost my footing too bff :(( YES THE CHORUS YES EXAXTLY THIS HITS THANK YOU!1!!1!1!!!!!! WE PAINT THE TOWN YESSSSSS YESSSSSSS THIS IS SO GOOD I THINK ITS MY FAV SO FAR... it feels like quarantine like making the best of it,,, to me anyway THE OCEAN YES guys i love the ocean please FLOATING CIRCLES IN MY FISHBOWL YES THATS WHAT IT FEELS LIKE THIS IS A QUARANTINE SONG UWU OHNKY GOD THE SAMPLE!!! YESSSSSS okay this is my favorite so far i reALLY LOVE IT!! YES THE EDNING SO GROOVY AND THE AD LIBS IM IN LOVE YOUR HONOR

never take it: OHBWOW??? the production im reeling the CONTRAST i could write an essay RIGHT NOW ,, I NEED TO PROCESS HOLD ON WOWWWW I LOVE IT !! yes rebel against the government <3 PLEASE CAN WE GET SCREAMO THIS HAS SUCH SCREAMO POTENTIAL😔 YES HE SCREAMED PLEASE GO OFF PLEASE PLEASEEEEEEE IM BEGGING YOU OH KY GOD THE LITTLE VOCALS THE FALSETTO🥳🥳 the bridge is interesting,, THEY PROFIT FROM A GREAT DIVIDE IM REEEEELINGGGGG i love the lyrics of this one the most i think just based on this first listen and the CONTRAST IN PRODUCTION AS IT RELATES TO THE LYRICS PLEASE

mulberry street: OKAY THIS IS THE ONE EVERYONE LIKES SHHDJDBDJ,, okay,, OKG I LOVE IT SO FAR WOW THE DJDHFJFNDKFJ THE MUTED YES the actual vibes of this i love it!! we’re pushing sideways🥳🥳💃💃 IT FEELS LIKE THESE TWO EMOJIS 😎💃. THE KEEP YOUR BLISS THERES NOTHING WRONG WITH THIS IM ADDICTED (ironic lmao) MOVE OUT OF OUR WAY UWUWUWU😎 YES TIME FOR A TØP BRIDGE,,, oh my god.... speechless... OH MY GOD THE SWITCH???? FUCK YES THIS IS SO YESSSSSSSSS!!!! the absolute VIBES! GET OUT OF OUR WAY HITSSSSS i need the keep your bliss as my text tone or something why is that so good

formidable: ok vibing yes.. is this for jenna... ITS CUUTE🥺 ILL FOLLOW YOU🥺🥺.. THIS IS SO GOOD !! i love it oh my god... OHNMY GOD SO CUTE SJDHDJFB again this would be so good on the ukulele please and I LOVE THE LYRICS!!! SO MUCH TO THINK ABOUT

bounce man: CAN WE GET ANOTHER PARTY TRACK😎 omg the flute yeaaaa 😙 it’s like cute partners in crime i like it,, a little melancholy but like EMBRACING it if that makes sense,, like a song for an old friend

no chances: PLEASE GIVE ME THE SCREAMO THE ABSOLUTE VIBES PLEASE PLEASE IM READY PLEase... the ANTICIPATIONZZZzzz.. HEAVYDIRTYSOUL VIBES HEHE OOOOOOOOO🤨 the prechorus is so different😳 OOOOOH THE LIKE CHOIR AND THE RAP OMG SNDBDBDN I FEEL LIKE THERES A LOT OF LORE IN THIS ONE HEHEHE🤩 MY SONVV??? MY SUN???? uhm hey @vialism did you... anyway...:!?:&3!;&; this is more mellow than i thought it was gonna be djdhdjfbfj idk why i feel so safe right now :((... but like still... the CHORUS.!.!,!,!,!,... SO LIKE... EERIE,,,, i’m imagining the live performance rn OOOO there is so much lore behind this i just know it and BTW THE PRODUCTION

redecorate: THAT ENDED SO ABRUPTLY?? is it time for the sad track at the end,,, oh no this is more vibes.. OH NO THIS IS SAD... OH NO.... THE SHADOW DRHE DBDBXNNNNN I LOVE THIS SO MYCH ALREADY AT LEAST LET ME CLEAN MY ROOM😭,,, HOLY SHIT I LOVE IT..,., the lyrics i’m speechless waitnfbdbdnfnfnn take a breath before you break in i’m actually in shock the lyrics the lyrics... FUCK ITS ENDING NOOOOO :((( the album is ending that went too fast :((( the live version of this song is going to be (already is? lol) so gooooooood., it’s over :(((

NOOOOO IT ENDED

come back

i needed the screamo track

gimme

anyways

in conclusion, this album is gay

[dragscore]

Omori ask: 3, 5, 9, 15, 22, 25

u treat meeee

idk if anyone following me needs warnings but there will be spoiler talk down here-

3. favorite song(s) from the omori ost?

OH GOD I LOVE SO MUCH OF THIS OST IT'S LITERALLY WHY I WANTED IT PHSYICALLY SO BAD. i havent listened to a game ost and been like so fuckin into its entire tracklist since like. idk, ddlc? its so rare im into an ost where i can even pick out leitmotifs and shit, you mostly get that from evangelion for me.

but honestly, top three is like. and taking out obvious favorites like sweetheart's boss theme, final duet, or my time but uhhhh

a home for flowers (any version, but daisy is a close win for my favorite. i really love this theme, its so soothing and ive slept to loops of it. it legit is so perfect for basil i could go on for a while abt it.) remina (this plays during the truth sequence, but i cant remember exactly where. probably just as you find out what happened. but this track is so haunting and one of my favorite 'horror' tracks. honestly has the feeling of dread finding out the consequences of a choice you made and god, is it felt in that track. absolute anxiety) trees (yea ok this is simple- no tho i love this track its so fuckin. dreamy and eerie and i remembr when i first heard this track sitting alone playing it, i thought i kept hearing things. the ambience in this song is super on point)

5. favorite photo(s) from basil's album?

okay we're goin real world to make it easy but wig- these are all cause im SOFT. also all the warm stuff with mari just. makes me so emotional. esp the last two ones, they're just so loving

9. do you prefer headspace blackspace or the real world? why?

can you imagine saying you like blackspace the b-

okay no but most def the real world. my one thing about hikki route is the fact that once you clear it out, it doesnt feel as satisfying as like, clearing out the real world stuff. cause at least then you made all these connections and actual progress for sunny's path to confession and recovery and like, in the scheme of things, made new memories that he'll most definitely cherish. also i love, LOVE how the real world is placed in what has to be like, the early 00's. you know me, i love that era and they portrayed it perfectly. everything with the shops and the park just feels so nostalgic to me.

15. favorite memory of the game? (what stood out to you the most?)

OKAY OKAY I LOVE MEMORY LANE SO MUCH IT'S ALWAYS WHERE I START SOBBING. BUT GOD UHM. honestly i love the beach memory and the rainy day memories a lot - the beach cause it's just so silly and fun and seeing how personalized everyone's spots were was so cute. also it's just nostalgic despite me never rly going to the beach like that as a kid. more or less a desire to do that with friends, it just looked so fun. the rainy day one also because it actually does strike something nostalgic in me - i really love how they do the rainy colors and everyone is so cute and hilarious in the scene. also i just love the teasing of sunburn, it's so cute.

22. what was your initial reaction to the true/good ending?

i. cried. like a baby. in front of my friends. woops. but no i did not expect it to take me through all the memories and show sunny speaking again for the first time in four years. the emotional catharsis of the ending really gets to me and my god, when sunny wakes up sobbing finally to get it all out that's where i start crying and i do NOT stop until the end. literally. good morning and then the shot of the stump with the pinwheel never fails to make me cry.

25. what do you think is the scariest thing or event in the game?

HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OKAY. honestly black space 2 unsettled me so bad - i cant go back to the red maze. that shit scares the hell out of me. but honestly i'm weirdly even more unnerved by all the subtle, scary stuff. like any out of bounds something sightings (or the hanging body you see in the lost forest on some runs, christ), any sudden scares like the mirror one. stuff like that gets me so bad cause it can take me out of the moment and my god, i rememebr when i first saw something at the beach on my first run i was just like "NOOOO NO NO NO"

also subtle things like the complete loneliness of the park in headspace when everyone leaves for last resort? holy SHIT.

[yanankim]

Idk you well and I’m usually all for people speaking about their controversial opinions but also since I don’t know you well I’m just hoping it isn’t pure hatred and vitriol for a person or something (bcs I have zero idea what the censored thing is. Maybe Dawn related?? I feel like he’s the thing most people have acidic ideas over lol, it fits your censor and he also has a small fanbase)

uhm okay it is *kinda* dawn related but not really. its under the read more bc yeah

naughty boy's entire era leaves just a really bad taste in my mouth. dont get me wrong, i love the entire mini and i know the boys put so much effort into it, but it was their first comeback without all of the members. i mean, during half of gorilla era shinwon had to sit out and critical beauty yanan couldnt be in live stages, but they at least got to participate in the songs. naughty boy was the first time they were.. incomplete? i suppose? and it was just a time filled with so much uncertainty. we werent even sure if yanan was gonna come back, especially after it was confirmed that dawn got kicked. for the longest time, i couldnt even listen to any of the songe on the album bc it just felt so empty without either of their voices. hell, you could *hear* where dawns voice was supposed to go in naughty boy.

its an era that, even though im able to listen to the songs now and not feel this emptiness, i still cant fully enjoy it. what makes it worse for me is that they were riding off of the coattails of shine's success. they had the entire kpop community's eyes on them as they had to go through losing a member and criticism over making a shine copycat and so much uncertainty. i still remember kino crying at a fanmeet and reporters asking them questions about dawn leaving and them having to be civil about everything.

and as much as i love naughty boy as a song now, its so obvious they WERE trying to capitalize on shine's success. thats not a criticism! shine is a good song and so is naughty boy and it introduced ptg's now well-known fun concepts! but hui has also talked about how ever since shine, he hasnt been able to make songs with such a carefree attitude. he constantly has to make songs with the success of shine looming over him and how cube is trying to push him into making a hit like it again.

the reason why im scared to say all of this is that when naughty boy was released, a LOT of unis were just.. awful. it was more of a problem on twt, but i saw my fair share of tumblr unis being disgusting too. they all said that it was okay to take ur time and heal from dawn leaving however long it took, but as soon as someone was open and vocal about their hurt, they would be called a fake uni! if you didnt support hyundawn, you were a fake uni; if you didnt support dawn's solo debut, you were a fake uni; if you posted hui crying during bomnari; if you are ot10; if you are ot9— all of it somehow signaled that you werent an ACTUAL ptg stan or that you were a bad person. ive talked about this before, but there are a handful of big-name unis (specifically on twt i dont think any of them are active on here anymore) that tote a Specific Way Of Being A Universe and if you Werent That, then you were somehow doing it wrong. they were are are super protective of the boys, and i get it, theyve been through shit and i want to protect them to, but it was getting to the point of sending hate to other unis for simply being a uni in a different way.

im ot10. i was pretty vocal about it in the past. in my eyes, pentagon will always be 10. they talked about how pentagon wouldnt be pentagon if it werent the 10 of them, dawn got a bigass 10 tattoo on his hip, they fought tooth and nail to debut as 10. to me, that signifies that, if it werent for cube, they would still be 10.

ive stopped being vocal about it because there are a few ot9 stans that tell ot10 stans to get over it. it happened years ago. theyre 9 now, so theres no point on being ot10.

ptg are my ults. they still are. they debuted the same month i tried to kill myself, and while recovering, their debut album was the only thing i could listen to. it comforted me in a way i cant explain now. i think thats why dawn leaving had such an impact on me, and why i had to take a break from everything for months after he left.

theres so much in-fighting that ive seen within the universe community. its hostile and bitter and i hate it. its died down since shalala, but i still see it. it makes me sick to my stomach.

[anarchy-in-the-vent-blog]

creating this at the behest of a friend who may or may not just want to stop listening to me. cannot entirely blame them as i wouldnt want to listen to me either always complaining but it really piles onto my feeling that im not that close to anybody. today, and i dont know if this is what im really upset about or just a broken shoelace, i lost a writing contest over a script that i've been working on and off on for about a year. i did not expect to win necessarily, but the year before this i was a finalist in the same contest with a script i had spent only a few days on. im pretty devastated rn. i thought this would be a chance to get a foot in the door of professional comics, or at least a big ego boost, and i got fucking nothing after months and months and months of work and honing this story. i cant even think of anything i should have done differently, my story was good my presentation was incredible there were fewer contestants this year than last year i went the extra mile and threw in an entire edited polished script along with my pitch document and pitch video, i did a fucking somersault at the beginning just to get these anglo fucks' attention and i got nothing. this creative shit isnt working out at all. ever since i was a kid i just wanted to be some kind of artist, the particulars changed every couple of years. i wanted to be a novelist for a while, a filmmaker, a musician, blah blah fucking blah. ive been working the last two years writing short stories and comics, over and over, i spend countless nights just writing and editing and reading more so i can get better ideas and for fucking what. the short story market out there is abysmal. i cant even submit to most anthologies bc theyre so idpol focused that only 1/3 of them accept manuscripts from straight white guys, and the ones that do accept have only 1/2 a chance of responding to you at all when they reject you, and maybe 1/20 of the ones that send a rejection email actually give a reason why, even if a brief one. i've sent out about 100 submissions for a dozen or so stories in the last few years and i've only sold two to two of the smallest magazines that nobody's ever heard of. one of them went bankrupt immediately after the issue in which they horribly misprinted my story (1/3 of it got cut somehow "accidentally"), and the other one is a small run new zealand gimmick theme publisher that i actually lost money on just ordering myself a copy of. maybe it was a fucking scam, idk. but they only made $5. I've made less than $30 selling fiction unless that haunted doll counts and i'm fucking miserable. I'm keeping up other creative hobbies that are going nowhere too. I just finished and released an hour long album a few weeks ago that i put two fucking years of my life into planning, writing, recording, editing, re-recording, mastering, promoting. I've worked harder on this album than anything else i've ever actually released and i think maybe only 4 people in total have listened to it. My closest friends have given it a cursory glance. i dont make art entirely for attention but how the fuck am i supposed to keep going if im getting kicked in the ribs any time i put anything out. nobody ever reads my stories, when i get rejected i never find out why, nobody ever listens to my music. the joy of creating in itself is really slipping from me. nobody really cares about me. my friends keep insisting that they do but i dont know if they do much to show it. im an obvious third wheel half the time. my dad broke a 3 year sobriety. i swipe on bumble every day and havent gotten a like in weeks even though friends have told me that i look good. my grades are slipping. i'm out of work. i have no job prospects or any sort of prospects in general for the future. i haven't been in a relationship of any kind in almost two years. i havent been in a happy relationship since fucking high school. i have neither the time nor money for therapy. therapy has never worked for me in the past anyway. i am really considering suicide for the first time in a long while. i dont really

take any joy in anything anymore. even momentary physical pleasure like masturbating and eating unhealthy food feels like absolutely nothing. i feel scared all the time. i feel like im gonna get screamed at or beat up at any second, mostly from my dad but also from strangers. i feel like im always about to be verbally chastised by my friends. it kills me that i cant see things objectively, only from this shakey nervous point of view that i know is most of the problem. i cant help it. i dont know if ive forgotten how to socialize with people or if i never knew to begin with and im only losing my illusions now. i really dont feel like living. i havent felt good in years. not truly good, maybe not since i was 12. the last time i felt generally vaguely happy like everything was mostly okay was when i think i was 16. im never going to be a great artist. ill probably never have a girlfriend i actually care about. i find most people incredibly boring or cruel. ill never really know if my friends like me, or why they even tolerate me. im writing this while putting off an important essay i've barely started. my friends seem to get so much love and notoriety for the smallest artistic efforts. i feel too stupid to read whatever theory and manifestos it is i have to read in order to make things like they do for the people they do, but i dont even want that for myself. i just want to write comic books and short sci-fi stories and im too fucking retarded or hopeless to even do that for an audience larger than myself. im really really fucking hopeless, i really dont want to keep living if this is all life is. i have no reason to believe that there is anything else. most people cant stand to be around me and i dont like myself either, i cant stand being in the same body with me, i hate having to think my thoughts. i hate being stuck inside myself. i think im going to cry again. i guess ill put off the rest of this important essay for tomorrow and collect my B- with all the other fucking midwit nobodies.

[stickbugcentapide]

An amateur review of Goodbye by Negative XP

i fucking adore this entire album. every single song is so fucking good.

goodbye

it depicts sadness and longing for a relationship that the speaker has ruined themselves so perfectly. the feeling of dread and regret is so apparent. the "oooOoOo" in the background is so good 9/10

Pillow

its a sad melodramic song like most of the songs on this album. while i have no idea what hes saying except for "ive been working all day, time to play, my heads aches ??? awake" it's catchy 4/10

Energy Drink

this song makes you feel like your falling and spiralling so deep that you could never get out, maybe its the fact that "round and round" is constantly repeated over and over. its too short to be enjoyable, by the time youve grasped it its already done 5/10

Bad Habits

it has the same tambouriney noise as Energy Drink but more pronounced. this song is just sad. you really feel like the speaker has done something awful that they can never come back from. it feels the same way the ending of bojack horseman felt. just sad. maybe a little bit bittersweet 4/10

Hide My Face

this track starts off with a 8-bit-ish noise and a nice guitar rift. this song continues the underlying theme of being out of place and spiralling over and over and never being able to get out or stop. 5/10

Nowhere USA

this one. oh boy this one. it makes you feel like your running away from everything and going to the middle of nowhere (as is obviously stated in the title of the song) to hide from your problems and start a better life 5/10

Locals Only!

the word local is often used as a synonym for a popular or basic person. basically society's standard. the speaker sounds like their trying to escape from that and trying to be their own person but their being helt back. 4/10

Trust issues

its obviously that the partner of the speaker was nice before they started dating and became the opposite when after they did. their partner either cheated on them and talked shit behind their back or the speaker just thinks they did because they dont trust anyone anymore. 6/10

In My Dreams

this song is the speaker hating their repetitive lifestyle and wanting their dream life. their still upset about their partner and cant seem to let go. they just want to be happy like in their dreams. 8/10

Burnout

as is obviously if you look at the song title is about burnout. the speaker is burntout. they dont want to do anything and cant. they feel like shit. burnout truly sucks ass. 6/10

Steel Chair Headshot

The end. thats what this song is about. just listen to it. the speaker is burning away. metaphorically and literally. they are dead. 7/10

i have literally no idea what im talking about i dont actually know the meanings of the songs. i just guessed based on what i understood during my first listen.

Overall rating: 7/10

[clumsyclifford]

just finished writing this and realized how long it got oh jeez i am so sorry. i promise it is just me rambling about nothing and does not require a lot of thought.

i made a playlist of r5's entire discography and am listening to it (in order) because there is something wrong with me. if only it had their very first ever ep on it (ready set rock ep you may have been slight garbage but i don't love you any less for it). oh god i realized i fucked up and didn't add the songs by "ross lynch and r5" from the austin & ally soundtrack. i'm already three songs into louder and they would have been between louder and say you'll stay. what do i have to do is actually one of r5's best songs and i'm pretty sure i remember ross calling it one of his favs fairly recently?? which was so valid of him. anyways. this is now an r5 song ranking. i'm bored and avoiding doing assignments. i'm going to name my top 10 r5 songs off the top of my head. source: me trying to remember every song they've ever released.

no. 1: easy love. nothing comes close. my fav song they ever made. they haven't made anything that even compares since (this is /hj. tde has some valid songs).

no. 2: wishing i was 23. what do you mean i only love this song because of my nostalgia bias no i don't.

no. 3: what do i have to do? i will not elaborate i do not know why i adore this song as much as i do it's just a cute song.

no. 4: repeating days. THE END. THE FUCKING END AFTER THE SONG ENDS THE "all i've got is cheap wine" PART ross sounds so vulnerable and him with just the guitar makes me so :(((((( it's so gorgeous that part makes the whole song and that makes it top 3 for me.

no. 5: i want u bad. THAT SONG FUCKS LIVE. I DO NOT WANT TO THINK ABOUT THE FACT THAT I WILL PROBABLY NEVER SEE IT LIVE AGAIN. (speaking of concerts i can't believe you bought concert tix and fucking forgot??? that is actually so fucking funny bella it made me laugh i will not lie)

no. 6: dark side. so so valid of them. it just fucks. it's so good. it makes u want to dance. u named a fic after a lyric from it which was so valid.

no. 7: did you have your fun? i love this song. no i will not elaborate. it is a sexy song. what's that one lyric from it that's hot. "love me, leave me, left me numb" some lyrics you love for no particular reason and for me that's one of those lyrics.

no. 8: f.e.e.l.g.o.o.d. this has alwayysss been one of my favs by them. since it dropped. some lore about it: the like crowd yelling that's in it they recorded live at a festival they played and i remember there being hype about this being an unreleased song when they had the crowd chanting "f-e-e-l-g-o-o-d" with no explanation. also another fun fact is that the final version of this is just a demo?? source: my slightly faulty memory remembering ross saying something about some demos being so good that you keep them as they are and it later being revealed this was the song he was talking about.

no. 9: i know you got away. sexy song. they released a vocals only version of it (that has apparently since been deleted?? i went to look for it on youtube and couldn't find it?? wtf r5) that has stuck with me ever since.

no. 10: loud. but more specifically the acoustic or live version. this was their encore song that they played to end every show. i MISS IT. it holds a special place in my heart.

honorable mentions: hurts good (a good song and THEIR LAST THEY EVER RELEASED VV SAD), wild hearts (fun fact almost picked a lyric from this song as my senior quote till i found out they didn't write this song), fallin' for you (YOU LIKE MISMATCHED SOCKS WITH POLKA DOTS YOU LIKE YOUR PIZZA COLD I THINK THATS HOT i never saw this song live and i'm still fucking pissed about it ok), do it again (it's such a sweet song :(((( "listen to the airplanes as we count the stars" gives me the same vibes as six feet under the stars), things are looking up (generally just a cute song!! this whole ep is just very good and very cute!! when i saw it live one time during the bridge ross was like "everyone shut up this is my favorite part >:(" and that was so valid of him) i can't say i'm in love (it's just a fun song!! it was a bonus track on sln from another country), trading time (this is the only song from the new addictions ep that i listed and u know what i'm Not sorry)

ok. i will spare you and stop rambling. other honorable mentions: if you have never listened to cool girl (feat. the driver era) by new beat fund i highly recommend. it's an okay song but it was one of the first songs released after they rebranded as tde and includes ross saying motherfucker with his whole chest. i will never again feel what i felt the first time i heard that song having listened exclusively to them as r5 whose songs they couldn't curse in because they were on a disney label.

in conclusion. i miss r5. ross saying fuck is kinda hot. i listened to the entirety of louder while writing this. i am sorry to dump this in your askbox. i still have multiple assignments to do and should probably go to sleep at a decent time. it feels fitting to finally stop writing while easy love is on. when i was 12 and this ep came out i thought "dirtbags" was a curse word and was scared to sing it. they changed it to "douchebags" live.

that's all. goodbye. have a lovely night. listen to r5's discography for clear skin thriving crops etc etc. sorry to lovepost about them in your askbox i only have (1) former r5 mutual that i still talk to (a very interesting but long story. she's the gemini bestie) and she will only lovepost about r5 once in a while. feel free to ignore my ask calling cody bellinger hot i was a different person when i wrote it i am now a changed woman. LOVE YOU MWAH - bella but she misses r5

hi hi im going to answer this with minimal thought because im tired but i dont wanna leave this sitting in my inbox forever but for the record all your r5 opinions are valid. ok lets go

1. easy love slaps ive heard it a couple times over the last few days (it played in the car today while i was driving sam n meghna to the airport) and it does fuck i can see why it's your fave

2. i do not know this song

3. A BOP A WHOLE FUCKIN BOP

4. oh i do love repeating days great choice i would have to hear it a few more times to get it in my head but i remember really liking it when i listened to the album it's on

5. also a banger and i'm glad my concert tickets situation made you laugh it made me laugh too imagine being this useless gldskfjgs

6. DARK SIDE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKS GIVE IN TO YOUR DARK SIDE YOUR DARK SIDE IIIIIIIII SEE THE WAY YOU LOOK AT MEEEEE

7. ANOTHER FUCKING BANGER this one is probably among my favorite r5 songs maybe top 5 LOVE ME LEAVE ME LEFT ME NUMB (guitar moment) DID YOU HAVE YOUR FUUUuuuuUUUUUNNNNN i feel the same way about this lyric as you

8. oh shit thats pretty cool i dont know this song tbh i cant remember how it goes i know ive heard it once or twice but. id have to listen to it again so i will keep you posted on that

9. i do not know this one either

10. interesting choice for top ten but i support you, this song fucks and ever since you mentioned it it's been in my subconscious and randomly getting stuck in my head i think i need to listen to it to get it out. it does hit ur right

11. i don't know hurts good or wild hearts or things are looking up or i can't say i'm in love or trading time well enough to say anything about them. but i really like fallin for you it's one of those cheap fun songs but emphasis on fun, and also really like do it again one day ill write a fic based on that song

i have not listened to cool girl i put it on my to listen playlist so hopefully i remember to listen to it soon ill be honest though i dont think im prepared for ross lynch saying motherfucker w his whole chest like i think itll take me out. so. anyway. i hope you got your assignments done. thank you for the r5 lovedump feel free to drop in anytime with more

[transguyedgeworth]

well fuck now i cant think of shit to say abt any single tracks xbcbzchshdhs oh other than just... trials and fucking tribulations man. literally when it was getting toward the end and they had the fuckign remastered versions of cornered from aa1 i am SO FUCKING GLAD I DIDNT KNOW ABT THAT BEFORE IT HAPPENED BTW OH MY GOD and also just in general that entire God Damn Credits Song man w both of these that shit was just whole out of body experience literally. but anyway i do agree w you pretty much all the specific character themes fuck Hard EXCEPT REGINA BERRYS IM SORRY I HATE THAT SONGGG IM NOT EVEN A 2-3 HATER BUT I JUST. I DONT LIKE THAT MUSIC EVEN A LITTLE

ok ok anyway besides all that i RLLY reccomend you listen to those orchestra and jazz soul albums (link to the jazz one.. just think this ones better first cos the other one just. hits much harder in the emotion zone https://youtu.be/kXEeyajJvwY ) fyi the last chapter thingys in these are just like. a lil Extra at the end i think. basically the last part of both of them is a bit of aa4 music so if you don't wanna be hearing that yet there u go i warned u just like. pay attention sjfhdhfhddhdhdhdjTHAT BEING SAID THO A L SO i think the aa4 tracks r fucking fantastic too so if u get around to that one WHICH YOU SHOULD you have that to look forward to alongwitheverythingelse ik aai2s fucking longgg tho which is why i havent gotten to That so like idk just do ya thing dont worry abt nothin b IM GONNA GO NOWWWWWW IVE BEEN MEANING TO MOVE FOR LIKE AN HOUR I NEED 2 GET U P

WAHHHH I’M SORRY THIS TOOK SO LONG THE SEMESTER JUST ENDED SO I’VE BEEN WIPED OUT FROM FINISHING PROJECTS!!!

anyway i will say i do love all the credits songs... they never fail to make me Emotional but THE TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS ONE?? YOU ARE SO RIGHT. it was so so impactful for me cuz it just felt like... really Final and obviously there’s more games after that one but it just. wrapped the whole thing up really nicely i think. and all the bits and motifs it took from other themes throughout the trilogy was. mwah.

also i have to admit i am the complete opposite on regina’s theme. i ADORE it, it’s so whimsical and fun and just the slightest bit eerie and i really think it’s a lot of fun to listen to! on the other hand though i DESPISE turnabout big top as a case. i think it’s poorly written and while some of the characters and designs were fun, that just couldn’t save it for me (not to mention the Uncomfortable age-gap relationships on top of that).

i will say i do love hearing different arrangements for songs i’m familiar with so the jazz and orchestra albums SLAP i did try to avoid the aa4 music for now though but OTHERWISE THOSE WERE REALLY GOOD!!!! i don’t wanna ruin myself for apollo justice cuz my roommate and i are gonna play it when we move into our new apartment next semester but i am DEF gonna be playing it and hopefully the rest of the series too gdkfnsnf

we did just finish aai2 yesterday evening and YES IT IS LONG BUT IT IS SO GOOD AND ABSOLUTELY WORTH THE COMMITMENT I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO STOP THINKING ABOUT IT SINCE HIGHLY RECOMMEND!!!! 

[prettiest-poison]

I was tagged by @faeryphilia 💕 Tysm bub!!

favourite colour: PURPLE!! but realistically, anything + black looks pretty dope to me 🥰

currently reading: Shadow & Bone!! I bought it a few days ago, and I've been addicted to reading it every night!! I ADORE fantasy stories, and this one is right up my street!!

five songs i’m listening to: where to start......

I CAN'T STOP ME by TWICE: its the most listened to song on my new phone. and. I love it. ive been trying to learn the dance too, but?? thats not going too well lmfao

Dramatic by Cat & Calmell: I'm trying to support more Australian artists, and I found C&C a few months ago!! their songs are freaking AMAZING. definitely worth a listen!! I also love how their music videos are all in the same ✨ cinematic universe ✨ which I think is pretty cool

Nothing Inside by MGK: the entire album is a fucking banger, I listen to it on shuffle at least once a week. MGK absolutely went OFF on it, and its my all time favourite genre too!! this song is just the go-to when I start streaming the album.

Different by Maggie Lindemann: no thoughts. head empty. just this song permanently. I cant wait for Maggie's album 🥺 or just anything by her really.

Better by The Vamps: Idk why but I always find myself singing this song when I'm working lol. the mv is also. amazing. the entire Cherry Blossom album is. amazing. definitely my favourite album released in 2020!!

last film: Pirates of the Caribbean: The Black Pearl. im working my way through those movies at the moment, it brings back some good ol memories :")

last tv show: Total Drama Island (or that entire series lol) I didn't know it was on Netflix Aus until it came up on my recommended, and I've been binging the available seasons for a few days now oops? I'm also watching Shadow & Bone for the second time too!!

sweet, spicy, savoury: SWEET. end of discussion.

tea or coffee: Coffee!! I'm a whore for a good morning coffee, I legitimately cannot do anything else in the day before I've had my morning coffee. dont even try to communicate with my before my morning coffee, because you will 100% be ignored.

currently working on: myself 🥰

[kuroimarzipan]

17 questions, 17 people

tagged by @elfyourmother

Nicknames: at one point i tried to get mari to catch on but it didnt rlly lol. most ppl know me as mars eventually (forreal ive had that nickname since i was like six and it somehow catches on w ppl i dont even mention it to myself??) that said a decent number of ppl i met thru ffxiv know me as roeh now lmao

Zodiac: aries sun, taurus moon, pisces asc/ wood boar

Height: 5′10″/179cm

Last thing I looked up: woodkid s16 lyrics

Song stuck in my head: whatever is normally playing in my head is paused rn cause im actually listening to the new woodkid album and let me tell u it is not easy listening i rlly feel like that one painting of ophelia

Number of followers: its been hovering around 400 for well over a year now lol where are they when i post my art :^(

Amount of sleep: bad

Lucky number: honestly i dont know if i have one but my immature self wanted to say 69

Favourite instrument: ive always wanted to play the cello ig. but i also like some good brass

Favourite song: music yes ive heard of it....... i cant single out a fave but i will say please go listen to junglepussy’s entire discography shes great

Dream job: in my dreams i finish my fashion design diploma and i become successful and i see my designs on the catwalk

Aesthetic: can i make tropical pirate goth a thing or are pirates inherently goth

Favourite author: this question making me realise how long its been since i read fiction that wasnt fanfic or online in general lol.... all my recent purchases been nonfiction or art books. anyway i still have a soft spot for emily rodda cause of my childhood but i also quite liked kerry greenwood

Favourite animal noise: when im up way too late (like how its 4am rn) and i can hear the birds singing to remind me to go the fuck to sleep. funnily enough this is also the same noise i hear when ive got my life together and i wake up at a reasonable hour

Random: the other day i found a youtube channel that recreates recipes from throughout history as precisely as possible and also gives historical context for them in the process and i just thought it was the most delightful thing but like 90% of people i try to show this to react with complete disinterest what do you MEAN you dont want to nerd out about food history what the fuck

er. idk if i know seventeen ppl that are still active on here well enough to tag that many ppl lmaoooo i started putting tags in and it stopped letting me tag at five anyway so i guess. er. mutuals do this *points at the person reading this*

[calumcest]

you can tell a lot about someone by the type of music they listen to 🎵🎶

rules: hit shuffle on your media player and write down the first 20 songs, then tag 10 people. no skipping!

ta @clumsyclifford for tagging me despite knowing what shambles my music taste is honestly a brave woman <3 also before i start this off i want to say this playlist is 15 hours long and only has like 40 britpop songs on it so just in case spotify keeps spitting britpop out at me i want to put a disclaimer here

all i need - radiohead. this is a BANGER god maybe i would die for thom yorke...maybe i would 

tomorrow’s money - my chemical romance. okay i know lots of people dont vibe w this song but it was actually my favourite mcr song for a while i think it SLAPS i love the ‘i stopped bleeding three years ago while you keep screaming for revolution’ bit 

backseat serenade - all time low. i stand by this being one of their best songs simply for the ‘aren’t you sick of sleeping alone’ and the final ‘oh god i’m sick of sleeping alone’

song 2 - blur. i wont apologise for this its a fucking ANTHEM and that aside ‘i’m never sure why i need you’ is one of my favourite lyrics 

lost in reality - 5sos. okay this is literally one of my top 3 5sos songs it fucking goes off so hard i dont care what anyone else says and yes the lyrics are shocking but its no just saying this song is almost on par w babylon and lwh for me 

slide away - oasis. now this song slaps i have to say i love the way its played on definitely maybe very dirty and raw but noel did an acoustic version of it and i think i prefer that one although i prefer liams voice on it @ liam odds on a cheeky slide away acoustic? 

take on me - a-ha. this song goes off theres nowt better to dance around the kitchen to w your housemates while you try to make a lasagne but forget the pasta layers and just end up doing bolognese-bechamel-bolognese-bechamel for like 4 layers 

the carpal tunnel of love - fall out boy. i think i have almost the entirety of infinity on here bc its genuinely such a banging album top to bottom 

durch den monsun - tokio hotel. HAAAAAA okay this song fucking goes off thats all i’ll say about it everything tokio hotel released up to humanoid was wall to wall bangers 

that’s the truth - mcfly. the verses of this leave much to be desired but thats made up for by what a SEXY chorus it has danny jones you have my whole heart

rockafeller skank - fatboy slim. i will not apologise for this one it fucking goes off its on an advert right now and me and my housemates would sit watching the chase and scream this out when it came on during the ad breaks good memories 

the boy who could fly - pierce the veil. i cant lie to you selfish machines is a fucking class album i always dither between that and cwts for best album but i think sm edges cwts out a little for me anyway ptv havent done anything worth listening to since 2012

the good the bad and the dirty - panic!. again doab...solid fucking album only edged out from the top spot by how fucking brilliant v&v is nearly witches...tune of the century 

canals - all time low. this is one of the best songs off dp and its annoying that they only put it on dpiln but its fine because we got it and also they released dp on my birthday so i have to forgive them for anything they do 

dani california - rhcp. WHAT A SONGGGG i’m not really big on rhcp generally but they have some absolute fucking TUNES and this is one of them you tryna tell me youre not gonna scream out BLACK BANDANA SWEET LOUISIANA 

karma police - radiohead. goddd this song...is a tune and a fucking half i remember when i saw rh it was the last song they played and the entire bus back to where we needed to go people were singing it on the bus and it was just lovely

playing with fire - ndubz. okay listen...i’ve been on a bit of a kick w this song its actually a fucking banger except in the chorus where it goes yes you did it (eh) the eh just sounds like he’s doing finger guns yk. i cant explain it but it really does

vegas girl - conor maynard. GODDD okay i wont actually take criticism on this one i know its conor maynard but its a fucking BANGER it sucks but it slaps 

unorthodox - wretch 32 (ft. example). i forgot this song existed until like 2 weeks ago and ive been listening to it loads bc its fucking brilliant although it gives me slight rizzle kicks vibes 

if we shadows (demo) - oasis. only right that we end on oasis maybe spotify is respecting me today...i fucking love this song except the bit where he says me and my brother with the fucking biggest plosive ive ever heard anyway this is just lovely i love noel’s voice i really do and i love him doing acoustic things very pretty...

god i think literally everyone has been tagged at this point so i’m just going to tag people even if you’ve already been tagged you’re getting tagged again @calumsclifford @kaleidoscopeminds and @pxrxmoore 

[29121996]

🎶 Music Tag🎶

tagged by @imma-natural-blue (thsnk u hehe. also your music taste is amazing holy shit)

✨ 20 song shuffle (o no lets go?)

1. st purple & green - wolf alice

2. sayonara - red velvet

3. be - hozier

4. the last of the real ones - fall out boy

5. pit a pat - twice (omg havent heard this in so long wtf)

6. man from the magazine - haim

7. babylon - 5sos

8. surf - itzy

9. grrrl - sizzy rocket

10. stranger - tove lo

11. ta - stray kids

12. oh my god - alec benjamin

13. searching for a home - famous last words

14. note - SHINee

15. not shy - itzy (absolute banger btw)

16. the sickness - half lives

17. young lover - st vincent

18. warhol - palaye royale

19. the show must go on prt 2 - famous last words

20. knives and pens - black veil brides

✨ 10 songs ive been listening to

1. i cant stop me - twice (literally the best release of this year dont @ me)

2. change - pale waves

3. lowkey as hell - waterparks (has literally been in my top 5 tracks since it was released its SO good)

4. apple - gfriend

5. up no more - twice

6. nightmares - palaye royale

7. new invention - IDKHOW

8. need you here - IDKHOW

9. powerless - waterparks

10. nice guys finish last - cobra starship

✨ 10 albums that influence my music taste (not entirely sure what this means help)

1. The book of us: entropy - day6

2. double dare - waterparks

3. blue neighbourhood - troye sivan

4. save rock and roll - fall out boy

5. I like it when you sleep - the 1975

6. youth part 2: remember us - day6

7. future hearts - all time low

8. brand new eyes - paramore

9. most beautiful moment in life: young forever - bts (i literally dont even stan bts anymore but god this album? the impact on my life she had AND the way i got into more music bc of it.... yeah its amazing shh)

10. badlands - halsey

i think most of my music taste was contained to the same 2-3 genres here but thats fine

anyway uh tagging oomfs i see on my dash and notifs alot !! @immahexgirl @redafterglow @dreamboypeach @wheniwasking @voluntaryvictim @nverbloomagain @enbyoonjin and anyone else who wants to do it?? also yall dont havd to do this if u dont want to ! ☺️