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alvadee · 7 years
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That’s literally the only picture from the movie “Big Daddy” (1969) that I could find and it fucking pains me because it’s one of only a handful of his movie starring roles and he’s apparently allowed to look normal and his actual age in this.
All I could find out is that it’s a horror film directed, produced and written by Carl K. Hittleman (pictured on the left, with actress Joan Blondell ) and that it was filmed in 1965 under the title “Paradise Road”, but was not released until 1969.  
In the movie a man (Reed Sherman) who’s visiting the Florida Everglades falls in love with an illiterate girl, and competes with the mysterious A. Lincoln Beauregard (Victor Buono) for her affections. He also encounters vicious alligators and a voodoo witch doctor. 
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mybrainisgivingup · 4 years
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my anxiety is really kicking in rn and i feel like i need to cry again because i feel like i really shouldn't have procrastinated for sO FUCKING LONG but here i am, last night before the exam's day, yeah, the fucking oral exam that will tell me if i will leave high school for good but i didn't study because you know how depression works but for some reason im listening to ABBA because apparently it soothes me a little. and i don't know if i'll make it tomorrow morning because i'll have to speak for an hour at least and all i know is ONE (1) FUCKING AUTHOR of italian literature and know NOTHING about all the OTHER SEVEN (7) SUBJECTS. please i can't do it i feel so bad and stupid because i could have studied but couldn't find the strength and will to do it so here i am being once again a disappointment for my family and most mY FUCKING SELF and yeah of course i wanna cry of cOURSE GODDAMMIT. i just wanna listen to avril lavigne's “girlfriend” on repeat while painting shitty stuff or watch some heartbreaking movie but sosbsosnsk i FUCKING CAN'T AND YOU NOW KNOW WHY. please, idc if you're religious or not, but pray for me, i really need all that spiritual shit to help me.
it's almost 11 pm CEST here and the big ass exam will be tomorrow at 9 am CEST please, i need even goku's strength. pray pray pray because i need it. tomorrow i will update you and sorry for this long ass post with zero logic sense but i feel like im running out of mental stability. the grade is on a scale 1-100 and you can pass only if you get a 60 or more, so please, pray for that fucking 60 i need it, i can't handle another year in this fucking school, it's tearing me apart. thanks to everyone who's praying or just thinking “i wish her the best” i really appreciate that. sorry if this post so hecking chaotic but that's how fast my mind is running rn sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry
please take care of yourself, every single one of you, i'll try my best to do the same for my own self. okay, imma leave cause time is important and tomorrow im probably gonna wake up at 4 am because anxiety you know amd tonight i won't sleep but yeah that's how life goes here. sorry again this is a mess ugh
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angelcatsiel · 5 years
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I reblogged an ask game thing the other day but no one sent any asks so I just fuckin answered them all because I was bored and I am learning to not give a fuck what anyone thinks of me and it was fun
1. What is your favorite childhood story of yourself?
This is a hard one. I want to think of a funny one but my childhood wasn’t great. My dad has told me that when I was a toddler, before I can remember, he used to play AC/DC and I used to put clothes pegs in my hair for some unknown reason, stand on the sofa and violently headbang.
2. What is the stupidest way you have ever gotten hurt?
When I was about 11, I was swinging on a swing in the garden, and got curious about what would happen if I put my hands right at the very bottom of the chains while I was swinging. The answer was that I fell off backwards and hit my head. I went in to my dad crying, calmed down, and went back on the swing again. I tried to work out what exactly I had done to cause myself to fall off. I remember thinking, I think I held the chains near the bottom like this... and tested the theory, and fell off again, and hit my head again.
This is one of many stupid injuries. Other considerations were the time I climbed up a slide and hit my head on the bar at the top and knocked myself out, or the time I got kicked by a horse in a field and grabbed onto the electric fence to hold myself up.
3. What was the first PG-13 movie you watched?
Literally no idea.
4. What was the first R rated movie you watched?
I think it may have been the first Deadpool? Haven’t seen that many tbh
5. When was the moment you felt most badass?
When I was about 8, I was at the park with my brother, and this much older kid (maybe about 16 or 17, hardly a kid) with an aggressive dog stole my brother’s ice cream money. I marched up to him and demanded he give it back. He let his dog off the lead and it sniffed around my ankles and growled, and he told me it would bite me if I ran. I stood there and stared him down for a good 20 seconds or so before he called back the dog and walked away. I didn’t get the money back.
6. What is a band you can reliably always love?
Marillion. Favourite band, always.
7. What is your favorite form of self expression?
Probably singing even though I’m very bad at it.
8. What is something from your childhood you wish you still had?
My stuffed rabbit Hoppy. I haven’t been able to find him in several years. Can’t think about it too hard or I’ll cry.
9. Where is your favorite place on earth?
The Isle of Wight. My dad used to take me and my brother there for holidays every few years. It’s beautiful and full of memories, the most precious memories being the time we saved up vouchers in the newspaper to go the year after my dad left his abusive wife and ended up homeless. We were so poor but with the vouchers we could just afford to go, and it was the first time I saw my dad happy in a long time.
10. What is the longest friendship you have ever had?
My best friend @van-helsa124 who I have known since literally nursery and I love her so much.
11. Is there anyone is your life you wish you had met sooner than you did?
Maybe my friend Luce who I only met a couple of years ago, but we’ve grown close pretty quick.
12. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yep definitely. Pretty sure I was visited by my gran after she died and I’ve had a few creepy experiences.
13. What is the coldest water you have ever swam in?
No idea tbh, I don’t swim much
14. How old were you when you learned how to swim?
Maybe 8 or 9? I had lessons in primary school.
15.  What song do you listen to when you’re sad?
Never Grow Up by Taylor Swift. It’s my cry song.
16. Are you an adrenaline junky?
Yep! Love roller coasters and stuff like that, and would love to do something extreme like jump out of a plane or something.
17. What is a song that takes you back to childhood?
I have a few but the main ones are probably Man on the Moon by REM, and You Were Right by Badly Drawn Boy.
18. What is your favorite word?
Not sure I have one. For some reason the only one coming to mind is a place not too far from where my family live called Biggleswade, and I have to say it every time we drive past because I love saying it. I also love saying tiddies at every opportunity.
19. What is your least favorite word?
Don’t think I have a least favourite either, the usual infamous ones (e.g. moist) don’t really bother me.
20. What scent reminds you of childhood?
Cherryade. I drank some several years ago and the smell before I tasted it transported me immediately back to my childhood and a memory I’d completely forgotten, which was my gran constantly buying me a shit ton of cherryade every time I stayed over her house.
21. Were you sad when you found out clouds weren’t like pillows, or did you never think that?
I don’t think I was sad, I think I was just curious and interested to learn, and I tried to come up with new interesting ways of describing the feeling of clouds in my head, since even as a kid I loved to write.
22. When in life did you laugh the hardest?
A few times come to mind and they all involve @van-helsa124. A lot would make absolutely no sense, no matter how much I tried to explain. They’re now ‘friendship memes’. The only one that might be explainable is the first time we ever got drunk, to celebrate achieving ultimate friendship, after we found out that her mum had believed me and her were in a relationship for a year and a half. We even created our own drink, named the year and a half, which was literally just a mix of vodka, koppaberg, rose wine and cloudy lemonade. Tasted better than it sounds. Got me drunk in about 0.5 seconds. Ended the night hugging her trash can trying not to throw up while she read me a destiel fanfic to take my mind off feeling sick
23. What makes you laugh when you don’t feel like laughing?
Old yogscast videos.
24. Do you come from a big family?
Fairly big, lots of aunts and uncles and cousins.
25. What is your favorite part of yourself?
My positivity and the inner strength that I have, that helps me find happiness and courage even when my mental health is low.
26. What is the worst pain you have ever felt?
Trigeminal neuralgia pain (facial nerve pain). Spent 90% of January this year constantly crying and even screaming in pain. Hospital couldn’t do anything for me. I get occasional flare ups now but nothing that severe, but it’s probably going to come back. Feels like someone trying to rip out my cheekbone and jawbone or like someone is literally drilling into the bones in my face, and that’s the milder part. Every so often that pain is interrupted by stabs of sharper pain like electric shocks which have caused me to collapse to the floor screaming. 0/10 do not recommend
27. Do you swear often?
Not super often out loud but very often in my head.
28. Do you get confused for being older or younger than you are?
People always assume I’m younger than I am. I get asked for ID for everything.
29. What is your favorite way to eat a potato?
Probably roast potatoes, but they’ve gotta be done right. Soft inside, crispy outside, and obviously with herbs and spices.
30. What is the best compliment you have ever received?
Honestly no idea.
31. Describe yourself in 6 words?
Slightly unstable yet somehow happy weirdo
32. What is the worst insult you have ever received?
Can’t think of any major insults either lmao no one talks to me apparently
33. Have you ever taken in any media that changed your life?
The Good Place and Supernatural. With supernatural it wasn’t the actual show so much as the friendships it made me and the confidence and happiness the conventions gave me, at a time when my mental health was at its worst, although the show helped massively too. Idc if it’s cringey, it kept me alive. The Good Place changed my entire worldview and actually made me less afraid of death.
34. Have you ever collected anything?
My model horses! I have at least 10 at this point
35. Strangest thing you have ever broken?
As in bones or objects? Can’t think of any objects and the only time I ever broke a bone was when I broke my toe at like 12:01am on new year’s day when I got up to pour myself another drink and tripped over the table
36. Weirdest food you have ever eaten?
I’m not that adventurous with food so nothing that weird
37. Childhood nickname?
My dad would call me Flo. Not sure why.
38. Most people you have shared a bed with in a non sexual manner?
Two. Shared a bed with my best friend and my other friend Josh, once at a convention, once at Josh’s birthday. Birthday one is a bit blurry as I was drunk but at the convention I got to be in the middle and spooned Josh while my best friend spooned me and it was very cosy
39. What is something that makes you fall asleep?
The Marillion song Angelina, or this one ASMR video that’s supposed to be the sound of being in the Impala with the Winchesters. Laugh all you want, I like it.
40. Did your parents ever accidentally lose or forget you?
No but my teacher did once, can’t remember the context, I think she had to drive me and some other girls somewhere for some club event and when we got back to the school she forgot me in the car because I was so quiet lmao
41. If you were a superhero what would your weakness be?
I would be a terrible superhero and have many weaknesses. Loud noises would immediately put me out of action. Someone makes eye contact with me and I disintegrate immediately
42. What food reminds you of home?
Tuna pasta! With this one specific sauce that my mum used to make it with
43. What is your comfort food?
Probably also that tuna pasta. And chocolate. A shit ton of chocolate.
44. Cold room with lots of blankets or hot room with no blankets?
Cold room with lots of blankets, no question.
45. No shoes without socks or no shoes with socks?
No shoes without socks
46. Do you run hot your cold?
I am presuming this means ‘do you run hot or cold’ and the answer is, usually, both simultaneously. My body has no idea what temperature regulation is. Catch me out for a walk in short sleeves in the snow, sweating profusely while violently shivering bc I’m feeling extremely hot internally but my skin is freezing (and yes, I have actually done this). Do I have some sort of legit medical issue? No one knows, least of all my doctors!
47. Favorite condiment?
Probably ketchup. Though I also love garlic dip. Does that count as a condiment?
48. What utensil do you use the most?
Probably my tongs for turning chicken and stuff
49. When are you most comfortable?
Any time I’m home alone, just doing my own thing
50. If you could be really good at one thing, what would it be?
Singing! I would love to be an amazing singer but sadly I am a terrible singer though I do practice every day in the vain hope that maybe my voice will improve. If the neighbours could hear me they would have killed me by now
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In My Head - Rafael x MC
Summary: A commentary of MC Jaya’s thoughts during the date with Rafael last chapter. 
A/N: My brain - and by extension Jaya’s - is weird. Sorry. You have been warned. This is kinda bad but idc
Tags:  @chantelle-x0x , @choicessa, @mariamulroney , @drakewalkerwhipped , @thewolvesss ,  @mfackenthal , @srawesleyghuewrites , @topsyturvy-dream , @enmchoices , @gardeningourmet @debramcg1106 , @alesana45 , @meladoridarcy, @blackcatkita , @tmarie82 , @annekebbphotography , @lizk77 , @jayjay879 , @tornbetween2loves , @akrenich , @theroyalweisme , @likethetailofacomet , @sleepwalkingelite , @littleblossom-18 , @ooo-barff-ooo , @drakewalker04 , @mkatschoicesblog , 
Rafael Aveiro: @kennaloverofdragons , @ifyouseekheart , @brightpinkpeppercorn
Jaya FC: Pooja Hegde
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Shower? Done. Deep condition? Done. Moisturise? Done. Shave? Goddamn Jaya its the first date, nothing’s gonna happen. Rafael Aveiro is not that kind of guy… And I am not that kind of girl.. 
Standards. Yep totally got those. 
Okay okay, time for the most important part of date prep. Picking the outfit.
What did he say again? Dress comfy.. Comfy, Mr Aveiro, means my panda onesie and Ugg boots. I hardly think thats first date material right there. Unless it was a movie date, and we got to build the PERFECT outfit. 
Think casual but cute. Classy but not like we’re trying too hard. Yep okay lets go. Ooo this dress is cute and it could pair it with those cream wedges... Where are they - NOOO. That stupid chocolate stain from my going away party is STILL there? 
So scrapping that idea. What about that leather skirt… Found it. Okay nope. I look like a hoe in that. We’re going for wholesome not HOEsome here. 
 What do I feel casual in? Pencil skirt? Dress? Jeans? Ugh Raf could you be anymore ambiguous in your description? Don’t you know that girls require a detailed agenda of what we will be doing on the date so we can plan our outfit accordingly??
Oh my god why do I not have anything nice to wear?? 
Ughhhhh I just wanna throw out my whole wardrobe and start again.. I wish Asos had instant delivery like you payed the the thing and it would just magically show up in your closet. I could put together a killer outfit in minutes.. 
Too plain… too boring… I’m pretty sure that should be in my laundry pile… That’s my lab coat.. 
Oh that’s a cute skirt… I’m pretty sure I wore that to the concert with Bryce… I don’t wanna outfit repeat though… 
Does this match.. 
Nope. 
WHY CAN'T I FIND ANYTHING TO WEAR?? 
Everything I have makes me look too short, too fat or like I’m trying too hard. I just wanted jeans and a nice top but evidently that’s too much to ask.. 
 What would Lois Lane wear? Wait how cold is it going to be tonight? 
 …Okay no skirts then. Alright he said dinner so that means no white or light colours coz we don’t know where we’re going so lets just go with jeans and maybe I could go with that burgundy off shoulder top I got last week? Huh.. that actually doesn’t look too bad. 
 Damn I actually look kinda good… Lets hope he thinks so too.
Alright now to give this mane a quick blow dry. Ugh why do I have my hair so long again? I literally do nothing with it but chuck it up in a pony tail… I should chop it off, do a new year, new me thing for spring or something.. 
Okay done. 
Now make up. Think classy and cute. Lets put on some music…. Hmmm.. Bollywood Jams… What haven’t I listened to in a while.. Got it.
Panghat pe aake saiyyan marode baiyaan And everybody blames it on Radha Chhedde hai humka daiyaan, bairi Kanhaiya And everybody blames it on Radha
*Twenty minutes of singing and dancing later* 
 Okay Jaya focus. Focus like your life depends on it.
 Time for *deep breath* Eyeliner.. 
Don’t… make… a…move… Okay that actually looks good. Time for the other one. Don’t… make… a…move… Fuck they don’t match… I’ll just make the other one thicker… Not that thick! Maybe I can use some concealer and make fix… Nope now that one’s too short.. Maybe… okay that looks worse… 
Fuck eye makeup I’m just gonna skip it
Are hoops too much for a first date? Do I subscribe to that ‘the bigger the hoop, the bigger the hoe’ thing…? Maybe… 
Nows not the time for experimenting Jaya. Focus. Now lipstick.. I cooooould go with red.. Who am I? Priyanka Chopra? Oh wait even Priyanka doesn’t wear red… Ok PC don’t let me down, I’m going with nude.. 
Shit is that the bell?! Okay okay, wallet, phone, shoes, I haven’t picked shoes yet! Ugh okay lets hope he doesn’t notice the chocolate stain.
Coming, coming. Oh wow he looks hot. I mean how does he make just a green jacket and t-shirt look good. Remember to speak Jaya. Say hi. Keep it cool. Goddamn Superman, you’ve got one adorable smile. Huh this old thing? Its just something I threw on… in pure desperation and defeat. 
 Omg guys pls don’t make a huge deal of this… I am so getting a roasting when this is over. 
 Please let’s go. Hang on where are we going? This is true. He can’t show me the city from indoors. Guess we’re doing an outdoor thing then...Apparently its a surprise. I can do this whole spontaneous thing.. Yep easy peasy.. so not still wondering if I’ve over dressed but if his outfit is anything to go off I think I should be fine? 
Umm do you know where we’re going? Coz i have no idea. And I hope you’re not taking me some place to get mugged. DONT say that out loud Jaya. Focus on the conversation.. He’s asking you if you like Boston..
God he’s gorgeous. And humble too. So different from any other guy I’ve dated. From any other guy I’ve met actually… They don’t make em like they made you Rafael Aveiro. 
He claims he’s not Superman but this is totally a Clark Kent outfit.. just missing some glasses. I bet he’d look hot in glasses. Does he wear glasses? I need to know immediately. Nope he doesn’t. 20-20 vision… Just like Superman.
WOAH 
I would have totally missed this place if I hadn’t known it was here… or hadn’t had my own personal Superman showing me around. Heh. 
Okay enough superman jokes. 
I don’t even know where to look, the food, the smells, the sounds, the people, its kinda like the night markets back home. And oh my god what is that smell? Best street food in Boston… Yep I don’t doubt that for a second...
….Is it too cliche if I say Indian food? Coz I have been dying for some Aloo gobi since I came to Boston and — THEY HAVE CHANA MASALA!?!? IM TAKING IT ALL SORRY NOT SORRY Subhanu you’ll be out of business by the time Jaya Da Silva is done with you. 
 Wait he knows everyone here? And they know him? Did he like… save everyone in this city or something? 
 Okay wow this is getting a bit crowded, is it too cliche if I grab his hand? Almost… there… Oh were at our seats… Bummer. 
Did he just… pull out the chair for me? Homeboy is earning some major points over here… I am impressed.
Damn he really does know everyone. If that wasn’t so impressed, I’ve be suspicious. Oh wait he’s grown up with these people. That explains it.
Community man.. Family man. Good match.. God I sound like the aunties back in Chennai. 
He’s way too adorable to be single. A sweet guy, who cares about the community and is genuinely kind and smart? Guys like him do NOT pop out of no where… What are the chances he’s got some crazy dark secret.. 
Goddamn Jaya calm down with the analysing. Just relax. 
Crap he just asked me about my community? What part should I tell him? The crazy expectations, the insane reputations to uphold or the life ruining rumours? Lie Jaya. You gotta lie. You can’t dump the truth on him this early on. He’s a nice guy but even he will turn tail and run if you tell him about your m-
Oh our foods here. OMG I apologise in advance but this has got to be one of the best chana masala’s I’ve ever seen. Patti would feel threatened. Let’s see how it tastes. SO FLIPPING GOOD. OH MAH GAAAHH 
Raf I hope you don’t mind if I pig out coz I’ve been dying for Patti’s food and this is the closest I’m probably gonna get and this is pretty damn close.
Is he looking at me enough? Omg is he looking at me too much? Don’t have something on my face? Okay lets subtly move your hand up and.. okay that was subtle enough right? Holy crap I had gravy on my mouth and he didn’t say anything… Maybe it wasn’t noticeable?
Do I prefer a community or my own space? Hmmm… How do I answer this tactfully…
Oh this is nice. We’re picking up a rhythm here. Just casual chatting… He is actually really funny… 
Okay Rafael Aveiro I see you. You’ve got that hidden sass in you that I sure as hell am going to bring out… 
Oh damn I stand corrected, we are already at the roasting phase — more like a slight toasting really but he’s bring up The Grand Bathrobe Incident of two weeks ago. Oh great, I am never going to live that down. But hey if it landed me here I have no regrets...
Wow he’s actually got a bit of green in his eyes. I never noticed that. Why have I never noticed that? Probably because I’ve never been this close to see it…? 
Oh wait I need a mint. All this chicken tikka and garlic I am gonna to do a major refresh if we’re going to do any kissing… or whatever. 
Wait he just gave me a look. What does that mean? Are we going to… no it can’t be. Omg I did NOT wear my cute underwear.. what if we have sex? Nope Jaya nope. No sex on the first date. No matter how cute the green in Superman’s eyes are. 
 Hmm guess not… Anyways
*Later*
No way he likes the same flavour of Skittles as me! He’s already planning a movie night for us? Wait is that a hint at another date? Or was it just a general thing? 
 Wait where is everyone else? Are we the last ones here? Hang on a second how did he pay without me noticing?? Nope I can’t let him pay, I- He’s not hearing any of it. Okay fine I won’t argue but next time I’m paying.
Did he just… ask to walk me home? Can this man get any more precious??? Of course honey you can. Gosh I’m melting right now, this is so adorable… 
Oh my god, our fingers brushed. They brushed again.. And again… Please take my hand, please take my hand. I really wanna hold yours but I’m too socially awkward to do that.. Thank god he got the hint. This is nice… real nice…
Okay that walk was way too short for anything to happen. We’e stopped outside my porch. I am SO happy I ran into you Raf. you made my shitty day so much better. Oh god this is like one of those movies where they stand outside the door for ages not wanting to say anything… I really wanna kiss him. Goddamn he’s dreamy as hell… 
How do I tell him I want him to kiss the life out of me without… you know.. telling him I want him to kiss the life out of me?
He’s gonna say goodnight? Wait THATS it? Just a goodnight and go? Wait I think he got the hint, he’s taking a step closer. Wow he’s tall, I’ve always liked them tall dark an handsome.. His eyes… wow..
Oh my god is this really happening? Does he want to kiss me? Of course he wants to kiss you, you dolt, he’s leaning in closer. Can’t you see the look in his eyes? Why is he waiting… Crap he’s waiting for me.. What if I’ve misjudged this whole — Oh fuck it here goes. 
Mmmm 
Woah.. 
Abshhgkl… can’t… articulate… kiss... too good… 
Breathe Jaya breathe. All tingly now. His arms are so strong… He can leave them around me… He doesn’t have to let go just yet… God he has the most amazing shy smile.. I could kiss him again… and again… and never stop… Do we have to stop? 
Oh yep he wants to stop. Thats…not unexpected… He wants to take it slow remember? Its probably a good thing. I don’t know what I’d do if I managed to sneak him upstairs — out of sight to all my roommates of course — get him pinned up against the wall, inch my fingers up that nice but totally unnecessary shirt of his — I bet he’s got amazing abs too — and just — 
Jaya! Stop it. Stop perving on the nice boy! This is your first date, he already wants to take it slow, lets not ruin this by not being able to keep it in your pants. Now pull yourself together and say goodnight. 
This is like a freaking rom com. Am I in Love Actually right now? He’s actually waiting for me to get in the house before leaving. Chivalry is obviously not dead everyone. Rafael Aveiro alone is keeping it alive. 
Oh fuck my keys, where are they where are they, shit hurry up he’s waiting for you to get in, don’t ruin the moment for me stupid k— Ah finally. 
He looks too adorable to leave out on the front porch. Smile and say goodnight Jaya like a grown ass adult. I really want run over and kiss him. And from the way he’s looking at me, I think he wants to too? 
Nope self control Jaya. This is what we practice in this household. Close the door and go upstair— Oh my god he’s whistling as he walks away. Ahhh does that mean he had a good time? Because I sure as hell did. I hope he asks me out again. Or I could ask him out this time. 
Either way I hope we can see a lot more of each other soon because you are something else Superman. Something else indeed. 
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shadowboxmind · 8 years
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Tag game
I was tagged by @fire-fira! :D
Very long post incoming
rules: Write 92 truths about yourself then tag 25 people
LAST… [1] drink: Milk [2] phone call: My dad [3] text message: @sunshines-stories​ [4] song you listened to: Girls Can Do it Like a Dude [5] time you cried: Couple weeks ago?
HAVE YOU EVER… [6] dated someone twice: nope [7] been cheated on: nope [8] kissed someone and regretted it: nope [9] lost someone special: yes [10] been depressed: yea. A lot of cartoons happen during those times [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: Hell no
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS: [12] Dark green [13] Dark blue [14] Black/red
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… [15] made new friends: Yeah! [16] fallen out of love: Nope [17] laughed until you cried: Yes  [18] found out someone was talking about you: Yes? I’m not sure what this means tbh [19] met someone who changed you: I’m not sure, but I’ll say yes [20] found out who your true friends are: Not in the last year I don’t think [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: Nooo
GENERAL… [22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: All of them. They’re all people I know, either from my school or SAT teachers I’ve had (hey they’re pretty cool people) [23] do you have any pets: No, but I want one [24] do you want to change your name: Not really. I have considered it, but it’d be a very small change (switching my first and middle name for reasons) [25] what did you do for your last birthday: Pretty much nothing. I can barely remember, I don’t think I even had a cake. Which was by design - I don’t like making a fuss over my birthday [26] what time did you wake up: Almost noon. Daylight savings is unfortunate [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Doing biology homework [28] name something you cannot wait for: Young Justice season 3! So much possibility. [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: Half an hour ago [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I’d like to actually have time management skills, that’d be great [31] what are you listening to right now: Black Fox by Heather Dale [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: Yeah, there’s a kid at my school [33] something that is getting on your nerves: My parents [34] most visited website: Probably youtube [35] elementary: Not bad. I moved from California to Washington in the middle of first grade. I have vivid memories of there being one girl who wanted to be my friend in the CA school, and one day I ignored her on the playground and she cried and told the teacher, and I said I just hadn’t seen her, which was a lie. And then when I told everyone I was moving she cried and we hugged. Good times. Then the one in WA was okay. Nothing remarkable. [36] high school: IB Diploma is a bitch, but I’ve liked the majority of my teachers. Junior year’s been the hardest, mostly because of the aforementioned IB Diploma and a certain social studies teacher but yeah [37] college: I’m planning on focusing on art in college but that’s in the future still [38] hair color: Black. Dark brown if you’re that person. It used to be bleached and almost blonde at the tips because swimming and chlorine damage, but since I stopped it’s back to being black [39] long or short hair: Currently long, down to the middle of my back. My mom’s talking about cutting it short, I kinda want a pixie cut [40] do you have a crush on someone: Nah [41] what do you like about yourself: Uhhhhh I am okay at writing and arting which is nice [42] piercings: Nah [43]blood type: O something. Not sure. [44] nickname: None. Well, online I guess “Nixy” counts :P [45] relationship status: Single and likely to remain so (aroace yo) [46] zodiac sign: Chinese - dragon. And apparently Virgo for the other one [47] pronouns: She/her [48] fav tv show: Uhhh I’ll say Young Justice [49] tattoos: None. I’d like to get one sometime though [50] right or left hand: Right
FIRST… [51] surgery: None, as far as I know [52] piercing: None [53] best friend: I don’t think I have one right now [54] sport: Ballet. I gave them up after a few years [55] vacation: China. But I don’t know if it counts if I spent a year over there. I was less than a year old. Otherwise, the earliest I remember was a trip to Legoland when I was maybe four or five [56] pair of trainers: I have no idea
RIGHT NOW… [57] eating: Apple chunks [58] drinking: Nothing [59] i’m about to: Finish my language arts homework (hopefully) [60] listening to: Wiritng music playlist [61] waiting for: My homework motivation to return [62] want: To sleep for ten years [63] get married: Nah. [64] career: Student
WHICH IS BETTER… [65] hugs or kisses: Hugs. Definitely hugs [66] lips or eyes: I assume these are for people I find attractive which isn’t a thing... eyes? [67] shorter or taller: Idc. Shorter means I can tease them about their height, because I’m pretty short. Taller will likely mean teasing about my height, but then I can use them to get things off of tall shelves. [68] older or younger: I have friends who are younger and friends who are older. I don’t care. [70] nice arms or nice stomach: Uh. [71] sensitive or loud: Sensitive? [72] hook up or relationship: Neither, but a relationship if I had to choose [73] troublemaker or hesitant: A troublemaker is just going to irritate me in the long run, so hesitant I guess.
HAVE YOU EVER… [74] kissed a stranger? Hell no [75] drank hard liquor? Hell no [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? I don’t believe so [77] turned someone down: Technically yeah. Nothing romance related though [78] sex on first date? Hell no [79] broken someone’s heart? I hope not [80] had your own heart broken? Yea [81] been arrested? Nope [82] cried when someone died? No [83] fallen for a friend? Nah. Unless you count squishes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN… [84] yourself? Eh. Occasionally [85] miracles? Depends [86] love at first sight? No [87] Santa Claus? I believe in the existence of historical St. Nick [88] kiss on the first date? Me, definitely not. But you do you friends [89] angels? I consider myself agnostic, so... if they exist, great, if not, okay
OTHER… [90] current best friend’s name: see previous best friend question [91] eye color: Brown [92] favorite movie: Mmmmmmm I’ll say the LotR trilogy
I tag: @sunshines-stories​, @whoisaudreytoday​, @trisscar368​, @romanticcomedyheroine​, @marfacat​, @ollie-official​, @saurons-optometrist, @justforsmiles, and anyone else who wants to!
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celloluvr · 8 years
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A L L OF T H E M
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
A friend
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
both?
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
My fam
4. Are you easy to get along with?
Idk??
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
I don’t even like anyone so no
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
The bad boy RIP me
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
Ha no 
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
Nate cause he is currently exasperating
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Nah
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Maggie
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
I cannot handle you (@nate)
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
Work this body - walk the moon
The way you look tonight - Frank Sinatra
Nobody but me - Michael Buble
Ordinary World - Green Day
Still Breathing - Green Day
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
Ye
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
Depends
15. What good thing happened this summer?
Going to my cabin
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
I’m not planning on it
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
Duh
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
HAHA no
19. Do you like bubble baths?
sure
20. Do you like your neighbors?
No they are loud and stupid
21. What are you bad habits?
My throat chakra is overactive
22. Where would you like to travel?
Italy, Spain, Japan
23. Do you have trust issues?
yes
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
Seeing my friends
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
My stomach and thighs
26. What do you do when you wake up?
Check my messages
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
I’m okay with my skin color but like being a little more tan wouldn’t be bad
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
Mate and Naggie
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
Yup he’s still telling me it too
30. Do you ever want to get married?
yes
31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
Yes
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
Andy Biersack and Brendon Urie
33. Spell your name with your chin.
erucas
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
Tennis and On a bowling league
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
TV
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
Of course
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
Literally anything I hate them
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
Dark hair, tall, leather jacket, etc
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
Idk man like khols or something Idc
40. What do you want to do after high school?
Yo I’m old Im out of HS
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
mmmmmmm depends
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
I’m probably pissed at u so
43. Do you smile at strangers?
I do the white people smile if we make eye contact
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
Outer space r u kidding me the bottom of the ocean is probably scary as fuck
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
Class
46. What are you paranoid about?
That everyone secretly hates me also that my pad is leaking also that I’m pregnant when my period comes late even tho it’s impossible cause like no thx to sex
47. Have you ever been high?
Nope and I don’t plan on it
48. Have you ever been drunk?
Not even close
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
Nope
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
Red
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
I used to when I was younger
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
There are a lot so 
53. Favourite makeup brand?
Idk I like my tarte pallet 
54. Favourite store?
Father Time Antiques, Lush, Candle stores
55. Favourite blog?
Idk man they’re all good
56. Favourite colour?
Purple
57. Favourite food?
Actual good Ramen
58. Last thing you ate?
Pizza
59. First thing you ate this morning?
French Fries
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
Tennis and in orchestra
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
Nope
62. Been arrested? For what?
Nope
63. Ever been in love?
I thought so at the time
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
So the guy and I went to see the life of Pi. We sat near the end of the aisle. After the movie we stood up to leave and he decided that would be a good time to kiss me. There were people lining up behind us to get out bc we were blocking the only exit on that level. On top of that, when he decided to kiss me, he decided to go in with tongue. I did not. He licked my lips. We also knocked glasses bc it was 2012 and he had the huge hipster glasses on. RIP me
65. Are you hungry right now?
Sorta
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
My real friends r pretty cool
67. Facebook or Twitter?
FB I guess I hardly remember to check my twitter
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
Tumblr
69. Are you watching tv right now?
Ye
70. Names of your bestfriends?
Maggie and Nate
71. Craving something? What?
Asian food, as per usual
72. What colour are your towels?
So many colors
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
One who tf can sleep with any more than that
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
not at college but at home they’re still in my room
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
So many
75. Favourite animal?
Jelly fish
76. What colour is your underwear?
Pink and gray stripes
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Chocolate
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
Ben and Jerry’s Americone dream
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
Black
80. What colour pants?
Gray
81. Favourite tv show?
Kitchen Nightmares
82. Favourite movie?
V for Vendetta or Pirates of the Caribbean
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
Mean girls
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
I haven’t seen 21 jump street
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
Janice and Damien 
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
the angsty fish whose fin is fucked and Crush
87. First person you talked to today?
Nate
88. Last person you talked to today?
Nate and Maggie
89. Name a person you hate?
Not gonna name names but it starts with a B
90. Name a person you love?
My fam
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
Nate cause he’s exasperating cause he walked to maggie’s house instead of taking the bus like a fool even though it was so easy to take the bus but no he had to walk cause he’s a chicken also maggie’s Ex bf cause like ugh he sucks
92. In a fight with someone?
No
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
Like one pair but technically they’re joggers
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
Who knows man
95. Last movie you watched?
V for Vendetta
96. Favourite actress?
Emma Watson
97. Favourite actor?
Johnny Depp or Leo Dicap
98. Do you tan a lot?
Yeah
99. Have any pets?
I wish
100. How are you feeling?
Idk fine man
101. Do you type fast?
Yeah I do I could beat anyone in a typing contest
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
I mean I’ve made bad decisions but there’s no reason to dwell and regret bc what happened has happened and u can’t change it
103. Can you spell well?
Yes
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
yes
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
Yes
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
Apparently but he broke mine first so idk how I broke his
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
Yes
108. What should you be doing?
Homework oops
109. Is something irritating you right now?
My friend refused to take the bus and walked to our friend’s house instead I stg
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
Yes but they were fictional oops
111. Do you have trust issues?
Yup
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Nate
113. What was your childhood nickname?]Erike
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
Yes
115. Do you play the Wii?
Occasionally 
116. Are you listening to music right now?
No
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
Yes
118. Do you like Chinese food?
Yes
119. Favourite book?
The Lovely Bones by Alice Sebold
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
If I’m outside and alone then a little
121. Are you mean?
Depends on who you are
122. Is cheating ever okay?
Only in Monopoly man
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
I can try 
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
MMMmmmmmmmmmm idk maybe if it happened to me I would
125. Do you believe in true love?
Yes
126. Are you currently bored?
No
127. What makes you happy?
A lot of things but mainly music and good food and my friends
128. Would you change your name?
Probably not
129. What your zodiac sign?
Cancer
130. Do you like subway?
It’s fine I guess
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Date them if I like them back or literally nothing if I don’t like them back idk
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Maggie 
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
All of them from Still breathing by green day
134. Can you count to one million?
I can but I don’t want to
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
That I was okay with eating McDonalds even though I despise fast food
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
Closed
137. How tall are you?
Five Five
138. Curly or Straight hair?
I have straight but I want curly
139. Brunette or Blonde?
Brunette
140. Summer or Winter?
Summer
141. Night or Day?
Night
142. Favourite month?
July
143. Are you a vegetarian?
Nope I like meat too much
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
Dark all the way
145. Tea or Coffee?
Tea
146. Was today a good day?
It was pretty chill
147. Mars or Snickers?
Snickers
148. What’s your favourite quote?
Things can fall apart, or threaten to, for many reasons, and then there’s got to be a leap of faith. Ultimately, when you’re at the edge, you have to go forward or backward; if you go forward, you have to jump together. ~ Yo-Yo Ma
And also
“I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It’s not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel all alone.” - Robin Williams 
And also
“Life isn’t about how popular you are, what boy or girl you’re dating or who you know. Life is about always being true to who you are and what you believe in. Never let anyone convince you that their way is better than your way.” ― Andy Biersack
And also
“No one can make you inferior without your consent.” -Eleanor Roosevelt
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
Fuck yeah
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
“I’m still not clear on this. Why me? Why not the Police” - From one of Maggie’s random books on the floor
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grubby-socks · 8 years
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Rules: once you're tagged you have to write 93 truths about yourself.
I was tagged by the ever lovely @iswearimartsy this is gonna take ages thanks Meghan ;-; 🌸 LAST…
[1] drink: green tea[2] phone call: one of the parentals 
[3] text message: Teddy [4] song you listened to: Its ok I wouldn’t remember me either by Crywank (a tuuune but not a bop) 
[5] time you cried: yesterday lol 🌸 HAVE YOU EVER…
[6] dated someone twice: nope 
[7] been cheated on: again, nope [8] kissed someone and regretted it: I played the points game at pride… So yes[9] lost someone special: yep [10] been depressed: Zoloft is my best friend 
[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: I made myself sick because I felt guilty about the amount of calories in vodka. Does that count? 🌸 LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLORS…
[12] sunny yellow
[13] pastel blues and pinks
[14] burgundy 🌸 IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
[15] made new friends: SO MANY !!
[16] fallen out of love: does it count if its platonic[17] laughed until you cried: yep its bizarre 
[18] found out someone was talking about you: a whole fucking form class
[19] met someone who changed you: not to sound sappy but like yeah [20] found out who your true friends are: i could find out who was and I’d still think they secretly hate me
[21] kissed someone on your Facebook list: mhm mhm 🌸 GENERAL…
[22] how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: I’m super picky about who I add ao yeah
[23] do you have any pets: two fish, pickles and fluffy. They are nibbles whilst I was away
[24] do you want to change your name: so much. I’d probably go with Charlie but I’m really liking Bea atm[25] what did you do for your last birthday: went stationary shopping with Lisa and then we went for Korean food with my family! [26] what time did you wake up: in and around 7:50 [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: watching Harry Bakers Ted talks and fangirling about him to teddy… I’m sad I know 
[28] name something you cannot wait for: the leaving cert to END [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: couple of hours ago [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: to no be on five types of meds lol
[31] what are you listening to right now: outside sounds, spotify crashed 
[32] have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes 
[33] something that is getting on your nerves: my maths teacher
[34] most visited website: like actual sites not including apps? Probably the CAO site ;-; or imdb 
[35] elementary: I went to three 
[36] high school: aaaaaa STRESS [37] college: I’m planning on studying in cork so like fingers crossed [38] hair colour: super faded purple
[39] long or short hair: long ish hasn’t been this long since I was a kid jeepers 
[40] do you have a crush on someone: my brain is like ?¿ 
[41] what do you like about yourself: the teensy bit of vitiligo I have is p cute 
[42] piercings: none, I guess you could say I’m UNHOLY 
[43] blood type: glitter apparently 
[44] nickname: oh boy there’s a few. Eeme, beemer/bee, the tiny lesbian, glitter fairy, eems. I was Mollser for awhile as well…
[45] relationship status: single pringle 
[46] zodiac sign: Virgo [47] pronouns: she/her
[48] fav TV show: hmmm TOO MANY OPTIONS. More people should watch Ku'Damm 56 though its fantastic
[49] tattoos: I’m not gonna get one but I’d love a sprig of lavender on my wrist 
[50] right or left handed: right 🌸 FIRST…
[51] surgery: I had a cataract removed last summer 
[52] piercing: none [53] best friend: probably some kid in London [54] sport: ballet, if you don’t think ballets a sport you can fucking fight me and I’ll kick you in the face with an elegant arabesque  
[55] vacation: I was born in London so probably either visiting Irish or German family 
[56] pair of trainers: I used to be so proud of my dunks but idk what my first were 🌸RIGHT NOW…
[57] eating: nothing 
[58] drinking: same tea as earlier but its now cold ;-;
[59] I’m about to: study and probably watch Harry Bakers Ted talks again THEYRE GREAT OK
[60] listening to: outside sounds 
[61] waiting for: the radiator to come on my feet are v cold
[62] want: to be warm
[63] get married: I can legally do that now so that’s p cool. Thanks Ireland! Apart from roscommon fuck you roscommon
[64] career: I babysit does that count? I wanna do something biotech-y related to immunology when I’m older though 🌸WHICH IS BETTER…
[65] hugs or kisses: hugs but I’m bad with physical contact
[66] lips or eyes:eyes [67] shorter or taller: taller its p hard to be shorter than me 
[68] older or younger: as long it’s within the grounds of the two year rule idm but I’d be inclined to go older 
[69] romantic or spontaneous: romantic is gross 
[70] nice arms or nice stomach: idk dude 
[71] sensitive or loud: sensitive, me and loud noises don’t go well together 
[72] hook up or relationship: relationship. Hooking up sounds terrifying
[73] troublemaker or hesitant: as long as they don’t do anything they know would freak me out idc 🌸HAVE YOU EVER…
[74] kissed a stranger: quick peck but not shift
[75] drank hard liquor: I’ve tried rum and vodka mixed with cider as a mixer lol 
[76] lost glasses/contact lenses: turns out I was already wearing them 
[77] turned someone down: I once replied to “I like you” with “OH DEAR” I’m a bad person I know
[78] sex on first date: no thank! 
[79] broken someone’s heart: I’m clearly a heart breaker 
[80] had your own heart broken: ?¿ feelings are a lie [81] been arrested: nope 
[82] cried when someone died: yep 
[83] fallen for a friend: yep whoops it was ages ago tho 🌸DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
[84] yourself: hahaha next question? 
[85] miracles: I exist so like
[86] love at first sight: THAT’S NOT LOVE JULIET STOP THIS [87] santa claus: nah [88] kiss on the first date: on the cheek maybe? I’m not a prude just physical contact is scary and ants [89] angels: again, I exist 🌸OTHER…
[90] current best friend’s name: I have lots of favourite noodles
[91] eye colour: brown ish?
[92] favourite movie: STOP MAKING ME PICK MY FAVOURITE CHILD. I’m lazy so I’m only gonna tag 3 people: @luke-the-dumbass @aspartameme and @nerdyfangs
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