#the other is maybe endurance...????
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i forgot grunt meant like henchman or whatever for a second i thought they were like yeah leonas bitch ass grunts and growls are partial proof to savanaclaw being an athletic leaning dorm lol
#well they also say that in the game not just the manga jkdlfhsdkl like in azuls union bday card#ace was like oh yeah ok you dont wanna be in savanaclaw cause theyre more athletic oriented right#and azul was like NO IM TALKING ABOUT THE SUN SHUT UP!!! jsdklfhsdklfj#anyway i was on the wiki cuz i was trying to remember what their dorm's trait thing is like according to the mirror but i DONT SEE IT.#i rememeber i get it confused with pomesiores . like i think one of theirs is tenacity . but idr which one LOL#the other is maybe endurance...????#that doesnt sound right. i feel like it was broader than that#WAIT I LIED IT DOES SAY IT AT THE TOP i just. missed that part. it IS tenacity lol#what the fuck was pomefiore then....#oh ya theirs according to the wiki is UNRELENTING EFFORTS which i think i did see sometimes written as like endurance or fortitude or smthn#anyway. savanaclaw and pomefiore's ~core value~ always felt similar to me. but also maybe i just dont know what words mean <3#not in a 'theyre too similar' way like i do think theyre different. i just think it's INCH RESTING when things r like#theyre similar. theres overlap. but theres enough distinction to put them apart#actually them being similar in some regards does feel reinforced by the rook hunt situation like he went from one to the other#and seems to be thriving regardless.... we're onto something here...#hmm what were the others.. i think heartslabyul was strictness...#ok the wiki says severity i think ive seen either eng or a translation that called it strictness lol but severity i feel like is maybe#better word choice.. just a lil... nuances nuances whatever anyway idr the others. actually wait no i know octavinelles is like#benevolence bc azul keeps mentioning it- the wiki says compassion. lol. idk if i just keep remembering close enough or like#remembering fan vs official tls. i think the wiki is doing its own direct tl and not engtwst but moving ON#scarabia is deliberation... ignihyde is diligence... diasomnia is elegance???#why is diasomnia the only one that didnt sound familiar At All LOL i dont REMEMBER THAT ONE#i remembered vaguely what scarabia was bc they make a point of mentioning it in like end of 4 or start of 5?#when they were like yeah we value foresight or w/e in scarabia so jamil hasnt been ousted right away. i like scarabia their#way of showing the different ways deliberation works with like jamil vs how it does in kaliim vs the npcs#like theyre all different ppl but still fit that criteria in their own unique ways.... hell yeah...#anyway yay i got ONE right on the nose [as the wiki has it listed anyway lol] thanks savanaclaw
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Whumpee who goes in a slightly different direction mentally than 'caretaker is new master. New master won't give rules. Means punishment is around every corner, landmine of unsaid rules.'
It initially go through that phase, but quickly realize caretaker isn't punishing it for following whumper's old rules. Which obviously means they want it to continue following those rules.
So it does. It keeps calling them sir, keeps it's eyes down, doesn't eat without asking. Clearly caretaker wants this, and what they want is all that matters, right? If they didn't want whumpee to continue, they would have made that painfully obvious.
Just, a whumpee who is so sure of its ability to follow the rules, the habit. It's easier to follow the rules it knows than to find out they were lying, or testing it by telling it that its free.
#Whump prompt#PyrePrompts#Whump#conditioned whumpee#Edit: everytime this shows up in my notes and I reread it#It feels like I'm showing my ass that I don't understand the trope that I'm talking about#But I was so sure I was cooking something when I wrote it#There was probably a specific dynamic in mind I flattened for the prompt#Probably Kevin asylum au aftermath?#Like the fact he's back with Julian/Brazen but he never asked to come back#And his attitude of 'just let other people do what they want. My feelings and wants don't matter#Anything I want will just be dangled and then taken away it's better to just not want anything.'#Julian says there's no rules but there's always rules. So might as well follow the asylum's rules here until he's corrected#And from Julian's pov- hey at least Kevin's taking care of himself. Eating and bathing and maybe listening?#Well he's not interrupting. And he's answering questions- sometimes. That's gotta be like. Progress right?#The problem is he's not doing any of that out of wanting to live or anything out of life#He just doesn't want the overt punishment#He's tired of enduring it. Of trying to hold good things in his hands like filling a strainer with water.#If he just keeps his effort in not doing anything that warrants the straitjacket than it's all he can hope for.#And idk if any of that came through in the original text I posted.
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I'm trying to redirect my political thoughts from my fandom escape blog again, but I found something interesting enough that I thought I'd talk a little about it.
Occasionally I choose suffering (looking at the more granular 2024 exit poll breakdowns rather than the summaries that I mostly don't trust much at this point). Anyway, I did find something intriguing, if not particularly surprising, in the CNN exit polls, which were done in Arizona, Florida, Georgia, Michigan, Nevada, North Carolina, Ohio, Pennsylvania, Texas, and Wisconsin with a sample size of 22,914 voters.
(I mention the specific states forming the sample because this pretty notably excludes any blue states while including some reliably Republican ones.)
Anyway, most exit polls including CNN's let respondents identify their place on the US political spectrum: conservative, moderate, or liberal (reminder that "liberal" in US usage can be a pejorative for "less leftist than me" but also a shorthand for "radical leftist" but also for "anyone who doesn't seek a cishet white Christian ethnostate", but also can be a more neutral synonym for progressives and/or leftists and is often used that way, as here). So you can look at the election results for each of these ideological factions and what share of the overall sample size they represent.
The interesting thing: this "liberal" category accounted for very similar proportions to 2020 of the overall vote in the sample (24% in 2020, 23% in 2024—a difference well within the margin of error of exit polling). There is no need to explain liberals/leftists staying home in 2024: at least in terms of proportions of the overall electorate, they didn't. Just under 1/4 of voters in 2024 were liberals or leftists, just as in 2020.
Okay, if the most leftwards faction of the US political spectrum actually formed a similar proportion of the electorate, then who did they vote for?
Harris. In CNN's own exit polls from 2020, 89% of this faction voted for Biden, and (surprisingly!) a full 10% voted for Trump. God knows what motivated that 10% Trump share after four years of his hellscape of an administration at the height of COVID, but in any case, that support cratered in 2024. 91% of this group voted for Harris and only 4% for Trump. It's an estimate, but it looks like these very peculiar Trump voters had enough of him in 2024 and around half either voted third party this time or for Harris.
So which faction is Trump's victory coming from? Further consolidation of the far right?
In part, yes! 90% of conservatives voted for Trump in 2024, vs 85% in 2020—likely, some conservatives who voted third party or even for Biden in 2020 came "home" this year. However, conservative turnout was actually a little down in 2024, proportionally speaking: conservatives dropped from 38% of the sample in 2020 to 34% in 2024.
But there's one more major faction in all this: "moderates" or centrists. To be clear, we're talking about the US version of centrism, given that this is a US organization polling US voters about US politicians, not "Bernie would be center-right in Denmark" or whatever. This moderate faction jumped from 38% of the overall sample in 2020 to 42% in 2024, and they swung hard towards Trump, though Harris still won a plurality of them. In 2020, 64% of moderates voted for Biden vs 34% for Trump. In 2024, 57% of them voted for Harris vs 40% for Trump—that is, the Democratic lead among centrists dropped precipitously from +30 to +17.
Tl;dr—ideologically speaking, this data suggests that Trump owes his victory to gains among both right-wing and centrist voters rather than some faction of would-be leftists or progressives apathetically staying home or voting third-party or otherwise deserting Democrats (because they're insufficiently radical or for any other reason).
Oh, and if you're curious as to how this compares to CNN's 2016 exit polls, I also checked those! Harris's 84-point lead among the most leftwards faction is a significant improvement from HRC's 74-point lead in 2016. Trump also got 10% of that group in 2016, as in 2020, so it's this campaign—not Hillary's or Biden's—that managed to eat into whatever the hell is going on with that group.
Harris's +17 with moderates is actually a slight improvement on Hillary's +12 in 2016. Biden's jump to a +30 lead among centrists in 2020 represented either a backlash against Trump from centrists, or Biden's own rapport with that group, or some mysterious issue some of those voters had with both HRC and Harris (I wonder what it could be!!), or some combination thereof. Regardless, there are a lot of actual ideologically centrist voters in the USA and not just would-be leftists who haven't heard the good news of Marx yet. And Trump has an iron grip on the right wing at this point: he beat Hillary with conservatives by +65 in 2016, then beat Biden with an even larger margin of +71, then leapt to a 81-point lead over Harris with right-wing voters this year.
#at some point the usa's left (which includes me! to be clear) is going to have engage with the basic reality#that centrists and conservatives really truly exist and vastly outnumber us and genuinely hold socioeconomic beliefs#that are largely antithetical to our own#voters who listed economic concerns as their top priority voted 80-19 for trump#some /are/ persuadable and others will swing against whoever the incumbent is regardless of policy#but fundamentally they don't agree with us. they really truly think republican policies are good for the economy#we need to stop pretending that we're dealing with different and more psychologically comforting problems than we actually have#maybe it's bc i have to endure a lot of centrist nonsense irl that the way a lot of other progressives talk about them frustrates me#but so many refuse to believe that we're not a silent majority. the flat refusal to leave that fantasyland is exhausting tbh#anghraine babbles#long post#cw politics#us american blogging#election night hell 2024#anghraine rants#mostly for the tags
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After Draco lied to his family and the snatchers about Harry being Harry - The Malfoy Manor
Lucius: So it was Harry Potter we just let escape…Draco you do realise that we are going to get punished for your stupidity?
Draco: …
Lucius: Why would you lie to us if you clearly knew what Potter looked like? Don’t you want Potter dead and us being alive and back to power?
Draco: …
After Harry risked his, Ron’s and Hermione’s lives to save Draco from FiendFyre in Room of Requirements
Ron: So we almost just bloody died because you decided to save that git - Malfoy?
Hermione: Harry, seriously, what was that about?
Harry: …
Ron: I swear to Merlin if you’re going to make us save his sorry arse once again I’m going to lose it!
Harry: …
#they do be saving each other#Drarry#Draco/harry#two sides of the same coin#deathly hallows#Lucius is like I’m about to lose it#I’m going to get killed#you’re going to get killed Draco#and it’s all because you wouldn’t let Potter die#we knew you were the only human who would be able to tell Potter by any and every small detail#yet you decided to lie to us#I might as well just kms#and Draco is like ❤️ MY HARRY IS SAFE♥️#if I die I die#who cares#what is there to live for anyways#haven’t I been tortured enough#traumatised enough#and then Ron and Hermione are just SO DONE#they had to endure Harry being obsessed with Draco for 7 years straight#in 6th year they basically tuned him out whenever he spoke about Draco#and then they think oh maybe in the moment of danger when it’s between you#us and Malfoy he will obviously leave Malfoy alone and save us and himself#and Harry is like DRACO I’VE GOT YOU HOP ON HOLD TIGHT I LITERALLY CAN’T BARE TO LOSE YOU#they are the least casual thing ever
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I loooove the jp fandom's headcanon that geeta and larry are childhood friends who met during their time in the academy and, sometime in the future, geeta personally recruited larry to work for the paldean pokemon league, as she must be one of the first people who knew of his prowess in pokemon battling! Like yeah, the whole geeta being a "strict boss who is frustrated by larry's stubborn insistence to be an average worker that she has to assign him different workloads just to broaden his horizon" idea is intriguing, but stepping it up a notch by making geeta be the "best friend a.k.a the only one who has seen larry at his very best and his very worst, and knows for a fact that he could excel at anything he put his mind into if he steps out of his comfort zone, so she doesn't particularly drag him out of said zone, but pushes him out of it each time she can because she can't bear to see her best friend be unaware of the good chances and positive things that awaits him out there, not if she has a (small) say in it" is also downright hilarious 😭🤚
#it's happened to me before which is why i think this headcanon isn't very far-fetched! it's actually so big-brained even lmaooo 😭😭😭#like. i happened to befriend a stupidly genius in high school and she's why i got into a reputable uni in the first place. she dragged me t#study even when i was never in the mood and look at what it did to my high school grades! look at the strict habits that got me through uni#it's also kinda like when you're isolating yourself after a bad breakup and your friend has to physically drag you out to eat. maybe to get#piss drunk as well. all because they know that it's better to have company than to rot alone in your room with your thoughts... you get me?#that's geeta and larry in my eyes. larry's whole line about sticking to flat well-trodden path isn't about making him a famous trainer to#inspire paldea (geeta's whole goal). it's just to show larry that there are other good things too if he takes a peek outside!#and at the end of the day geeta meant well with that advice. that all she wants is for larry to see more of the world than what he's used t#which... idk. i think it's just more heartwarming to think of that advice coming from a friend! even if said friend is also your strict bos#also makes larry's quiet fuming even funnier LMAOOOO 😭😭😭 sometimes you have to suck it up and endure your besties' whims#but this is not a silly and whimsical whim. this is straight-up corporate whim. larry's not surprised he ended up patrolling area zero 🤣#if you've read this far and wanna see jp fanart of them on pixiv i can refer them to you privately! all of them are lovely and heartwarming#champion geeta#gym leader larry#elite four larry#pokemon#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon scarvio#scarvio#paldea
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This is it. I can't save everyone, and therefore I cannot save you, nor myself. I'm sorry.
Get yourself a DM that you trust implicitly, but that also loves to really traumatize your PCs. We basically had our Critical Role Otohan-moment (adversary with the power to one-hit-KO everyone going around doing exactly that to psychologically hurt one of our PCs) last session, except our antagonist wasn't out to finish the job just yet.
Unavar had just brought Emery back to consciousness, and then was the only one left with enough hit points to withstand a fireball that targeted the whole group (minus the one PC this was about). She did consider going Cave Bear, grabbing Emery and trying to escape with them, but that would've meant leaving the rest of the party to die, so all she could do was curl over her little unconscious friend and helplessly (she's very afraid of dying) accept to die with them.
#and then Evil Guy stabbed Una but it still didn't fully take her out#Relentless Endurance babey#Evil Guy then went 'whatever' threw down some potions and teleported away#ONE MONTH TIL NEXT SESSION UGH#if I manage#I will maybe draw a little more from that scene#and the other characters#oc art#dnd#Unavar of Darrath#Emery#khalliys
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aftg bonus content spoilers‼️‼️
ok but Kevin saying "Coaches have no honor" when wymack said coaches honor???? Like in tsc, spoiler warning if you haven't read it yet, it is revealed to us through Jean how much coaches are feared respected highly in the nest. They're seen at a higher level than a coach should be, seen as some superior being that knows better anyone. It absolutely destroyed me seeing Kevin say that but in the good way because I interpret it to be him unraveling and opening the tight stitches the nest sewed into his mind from a young age.
#aftg bonus content#aftg spoilers#kevin day#the sunshine court#jean moreau#He also seems to be firm and somewhat resentful?? in his statement but I'm not sure abt this since I don't remember the sentence fully#But idk I just see it as him finally opening his eyes and seeing just how messed up everything was in the nest#How he was gaslit and manipulated from a young age conditioned to endure tetsujis abuse and still keep himself from falling apart#He seems to realize that tetsuji (pretty sure he knew before but maybe it didn't properly hit him until after he left and saw how wymack wa#with the foxes) didn't deserve to be put on that high pedestal not when he lost all meaning of the game his mother created not when he lost#sight of its true purpose#if u have any different interpretations let me know! I'd love to know other people's thoughts on this#tetsuji moriyama#david wymack
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i always think like would it be better for 26yo me that’s bitchless as fuck right now and always to have been put through situations that would’ve made me uncomfortable with people that i didn’t wanna be with just to experience more when i was younger so now it doesn’t feel as grand and literally anxiety inducing but that’s neither here or there ❤️🔥
#like maybe i should’ve made out more or maybe i should’ve have sex with random people that i didn’t fw would i feel better now like would i#feel like yeah that happened whatever not a big deal. Because i feel like truly ur kinda fr crippled if u don’t experience that#when ur younger just bc u learn so much abt yourself and about other people and how to protect urself and shit blablabla like i wouldn’t#care if someone i’m with is inexperienced obviously but ik many people that do and i kinda see their point of view too#what can i say i’m just a libra#deep down ik i wouldn’t like to live like that like i’m sorry guys i truly am a nun i don’t like anyone and it’s a bit concerning at this#point like who do u think u are 😪😪😪#but yeah thinking how i literally was put in so many uncomfortable situations and i am one thing and that’s Not a people pleaser so i would#just be like Fuck no but now i’m like maybe i should’ve just endured it and i wouldn’t feel like rn LMFAOOO oh my beautiful brain#tt
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A Deal with God (Post-Ending Durgetash Fanfic)
CHAPTER TWO - THE REUNION

Enver re-entered his body screaming.
As The Dark Urge listened in transfixed stillness, his screams gradually changed into a strange and discordant mixture of laughter and sobs, and all she could think was that she’d heard that sound before.
But she couldn’t place it until a series of sensuous fragmented memories crashed into her mind—the damp stone walls of an underground dungeon, the thrust of steel as it penetrated flesh, the tantalizing ferrous scent of fresh blood, an influx of saliva pooling in the bottom of her mouth, and the howling keen emanating from the pile of meat in front of her. Then came the feeling of satisfaction. The knife clattered to the floor, and as she wiped her mouth, she heard the sound change.
It was the sound of a torture victim who’d been offered a moment of reprieve, and the only coherent thought she could form in the mangled, macerated caverns of her brain was that that sound should not be coming out of him.
She couldn’t say exactly how long the sound continued, but eventually she became aware that it had stopped, and that his eyes, which had been alternately twitching and rolling backwards into his head, had refocused. He was looking at her.
She became aware of what she must look like, standing stock-still and staring at him in paralyzed silence, but she could rouse herself to neither speech nor movement.
Slowly, he sat up, supporting his unsteady balance by spreading his hands flat on the rock’s surface. He looked around, taking in the sizeless expanse of the Astral Prism. His gaze seemed to sharpen. “How long?” he asked.
“How long…” She didn’t immediately understand the question.
“How long was I dead?” he repeated, over-enunciating each word impatiently.
The twinge of annoyance that caused within her brought her fully back to herself. “Less than a day,” she said. “Maybe slightly more. I lost track of time during the battle.” She glared at him pointedly. “You’re welcome, by the way. For your life.”
He stood, wobbling slightly but catching himself and righting his posture quickly. He walked towards her, stopping when there was only a few feet of distance between them, and met her gaze evenly. “Thank you,” he said, without a trace of sarcasm. “For my life.”
The Dark Urge found it suddenly difficult to maintain eye contact.
[read more on ao3]
#durgetash#bg3#the dark urge#enver gortash#a deal with god: a baldur's gate 3 fanfiction#i ended up writing this very differently than i was initially conceptualizing#because the more i thought about it the more i realized he would definitely see this as a victory#like yes she's the chosen not him but she's worshiping his god specifically because of him & she brought him back when she didn't have to#and if he's alive he has a chance to rise again especially considering canonically bane is totally fine with more than one chosen#also yes he was tortured but it was only for a day instead of for eternity there's no way that's not a win#and considering this is far from his first time being tortured i think he'd recover just fine#especially since it's canon banites use torture to punish each other all the time and submit to it willingly like it's all just normal#you could argue maybe bane would be exceptionally good at torture and you could argue maybe he doesn't like having had to be rescued#but it's also super easy to read that as a win for him. he left behind an ally loyal enough to finish his plans & bargain on his behalf.#i also think the most enduring part of his personality is he's so hard to discourage. he has insane mental fortitude. and hope.#it is really hard to kill his sense of hope i think#not in the same way as hope from the house of hope but in a ruthless selfish way#but i also think durgetash kinda sees their love as the ultimate act of selfishness actually#i also always saw bane as exceptionally intelligent and strategic (a lot of that is based on earlier editions of d&d to be fair)#(i don't play 5e i play almost exclusively 3.5e)#(so if they've changed a lot about his basic personality i wouldn't know)#anyway i think he'd be just fine with the two of them doing whatever to each other as long as they stay loyal to him and keep winning#and why wouldn't they if he lets them have what they want?#it literally just... works#like in a way i don't want it to work so well because i want story conflict but it really just works haha#anyway the conflict will come from the entire rest of the world
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i spent so long as a lotr hater* that sometimes i forget that i read the books last year and fucking loved them. I'll be like "UGH lord of the rings 🙄 .... WAIT I LOVE LORD OF THE RINGS"
#anime life#*hater is maybe an overstatement. i was more of a lotr resent-er#it didn't appeal to me at all and everyone who liked it was super rude and pushy about it#but now i think about how everyone thinks of frodo as being the strongest and bravest of their number#even though he doesnt really DO anything#other than endure psychic damage the likes of which they cant even comprehend#and i cry!!! i cant help it!!!#my disabled ass sees the fellowship downright REVERING their disabled friend and im so moved!!!
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if you see me comment under your posts ignore me do not answer me i'm procrastinating (actually do reply to me hehe... 🥺)
#jesus christ this semester is insane its barely week two and i've already#1) had insomnia once. like i barely got a wink of sleep one day and#2) i already have felt like. as if a truck ran me over. like defeated and dejected and tired#AND ITS ONLY WEEK TWO. TUESDAY MIND YOU not even friday#help me. but it's ok we got this#i don't know what is going on with me this time around. maybe it's the classes.#for some reason i've got a LOT to do already. like for the remainder of february i'll have a test every week. and on the last week i'll hav#two of them#maybe im whining this is probably normal. i think.#like i am already considering deleting tumblr so i won't be distracted but i only do this like. later on yanno?!?!#it's probably normal i must endure#also my schedule this time around is absolute crap and many other things unrelated to school but again#Its Fine Its Whatever we all got responsibilities i'll survive i got this
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One thing I find super interesting with yasashii watashi is the way that seiru says that everyone at the nationals level was on steroids with tennis and like, baseball is even more infamous for its doping scandals, but nobody ever even mentions it as like “something other teams used to do” in oofuri
omg you really made me think with this... i stood in one spot and zoned out and ran the whole manga thru my head like no wait they never actually mention steroids huh.... you would think maybe shigapo would've given one of his long-winded lectures over it or maybe even momoe's dad would've brought it up considering his experience... but no. huh that really is interesting. i wonder why? there have def been many opportunities. i literally have no answer to this besides wonder sorry
#sadhoc#seriu doesnt specify but i wonder if it was something the coaches pushed on him?#like how do u hide doping from ur coach esp when 'thats how it is for everyone' so like. were the coaches in on it...#if so thatd be purposeful mistreatment he endured from ppl he trusted. and would remind me of the way harunas coach mistreated him#in middle school and almost cost him his career. the way seriu's injury cost him his#harunas middle school coach->haruna. roka->kurata. and then todakitas coach and mihoshis coach were neglectful enough around#abe and mihashis respective situations that it messed them up p good in my opinion#maybe higuchi was like damn i have enough ocs ive traumatized thru their coaches & misc other ways let me not throw steroids into it too ig#now im over here like wait but theres still time for her to do an arc that brings that up....<- its been 20 years#im soooo curious abt this now#inbox
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since Rivals!Erik is such a beefcake, he would be bursting out the seams of the fc outfit. It’ll just be strips of fabric covering his more private areas 😭
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#snap chats#i shant speak .... anyway now i wanna play rivals but im enduring that thing where you have a scheduled event#so you dont do anythign yk what i mean. i have to go to a christmas party with my fam in about an hour#and an hour is a perfect amount of time for at least two games but im like#'dude i wont have time for that'#and thats what im thinking with every other activity too- like i could work a lil. sketch something maybe#but im like 'god i dont have time' motherfucker you have AT LEAST AN HOUR#so i will sit here and flip flop between twitter and tumblr like a true millenial. i hate myself.#'snap is it that deep' if i cant complete a thing in the time allotted i will die why do you think i never have wips vjerLKEAJ#if i cant finish it in one go i die. I Repeat i can play at least two rivals games so whats stopping me ......
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I'm gonna start my Lioness rewatch tonight. Once I'm through 1x05, I'll try to get words down on a fic.
#Hopefully my writing struggles are only Kacy related#There's a long post I could write about that#Maybe I will one day soon#The tldr is that I'm tired of so much negativity and ugliness#I did my best to endure it#but it's finally worn me down#Some of y'all are miserable and relentless in your quest to make others miserable too#I pity you
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You not knowing why binah is so warm to you when you both have met for the first time not knowing it has been several cycles already
Binah's warmth is subtle, like many of her emotions, but it's undeniably there. she's always watching you from the background, coming up behind you and reading over your reports- it startles you at first, since her footsteps are so quiet, but you get used to it eventually. she's softer with you, the coldness in her expression gone when she looks at you, even giving you tiny smiles when you say something endearing or lighthearted, which makes you smile in return
when you're not looking, Binah stares with a mournful glint in her eyes, knowing you'll be claimed by a horrible death in this cycle just like all the ones before
#project moon#lobotomy corp#library of ruina#binah#binah lobcorp#binah library of ruina#binah who has to watch the person she loves die over and over again along with the other torture she endures#maybe it's part of her torture#she tries to prevent it but somehow it never works#and she loses you again#and when the library is formed and you're here permanently with your memories she almost weeps#almost. arbiters don't cry#you're still trying to convince her that expressing herself is okay#although maybe arbiters don't have the ability to cry at all
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Okay guys I really want to do the boys' SPECIAL stats so anyone who knows Fallout tell me what you think their spread should be like.
I'm mostly struggling with Leo, because he's good at so many things I don't know what to pick as a dump stat.
#like low strength sure but the rest?#endurance maybe? luck?#no i feel like leo would have high luck#but the other four would also be high if not topped out#mikey's gonna have fucking joshua graham level endurance stat
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