Insight
(an Auto Hunting with my Clones txt post)
He doesn't consider himself human. He is a machine. A tool. A weapon. A clone.
Not a person. Never a person.
But lately his master doesn't treat him as such. And it actually makes him feel more valued, not less. Which he wasn't expecting.
See?, now he is even referring to himself as a "he" in his own head.
Will he now start craving food for the pleasure, not the energy?
Will he desire affection and physical contact?
Will he crave sleep and rest, outside of recovery, just as part of a routine?
Maybe he already does, and that's why soft surfaces feel so good againt his skin after a long day following orders left and right. Why the water running down towards the drain, or down his throat, is so refreshing. Why a full stomach makes him feel full of energy and content even when it hasn't been digested yet.
Why his master's praises leave him feeling like dying is worth it.
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Honestly, there is a certain type of fetishizing of violence that occurs when you are the victim of abuse - wherein people talk directly to you about how much they fantasize about your abuser/s dying and being killed - "all abusers must be killed!" they say.
As a victim of prolonged abuse, I never felt cared for when people indulged that information to me. It often feels like my abuse is being exploited for others to enact their own violent fantasies and secret desires - my abuse means nothing to them in the same way that I didn't matter to my abusers. It's not support - it's just another cycle of violence.
I'm begging people to care more about victims and survivors than they do about retribution of abusers. Nowhere along the way should your focus on the abuser outweigh the people affected by their abuse. If you truly want to support abuse victims and survivors, start with us
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[inspired by that lovely painting of @_K0TTERl_ on twitter (creator of "Veil" manga)]
They're such a rarepair lol but once I saw the vision I cannot go back.
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No write in options. Don't give me any of that probability power shit, don't give me any I wish for more wishes, these are your options. Choose.
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