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#the worst is when you have to be like ''sorry i hated your fav'' to friends šŸ˜”
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Regarding Fourth Wing, I had great fun reading it and I love love love the dragons and the disability rep. But I also agree that tiktok and booktok has hyped it up so so much, that I think it is a disservice to the book, as I feel like people expect a master piece that will rock their world, and what they get is a good book with hours of fun, that can make you laugh.
And I just want more hype in general that is like ā€œthis is a nice book, I had fun/I enjoyed itā€ instead of ā€œTHIS IS THE BEST BOOK I HAVE EVER READ OH MY GOD MY LIFE WILL NEVER BE THE SAMEā€. Like less can do it, and you donā€™t end up making massive expectations, that are likely to fail cause the bar is so so high.
I really Fourth Wing, and it reminded me of a book series I read for many years, that to this day is still one of my faves and holds so many memories.
you get me! šŸ˜¤šŸ¤ that's exactly my thoughts. fortunately for me, i don't have tiktok, so the "hype" i was experiencing was very much second-hand word-of-mouth. i did know it was a tiktok sensation somehow though, so i went into it very warily.
like. did i enjoy Fourth Wing? exceedingly so! will i purchase the next one? absolutely! do i think it's taking it too far for every Barnes & Noble in America to be sold out of physical copies? yes, yes i do.
at the end of the day, books are such a personal experience, regardless of content or quality. i wouldn't necessarily want people to lessen their excitement so much as i would caution everyone receiving book recommendations to take everything with a grain of salt.
the thing that i love about a book isn't necessarily going to be the thing you love about a book, and vice versa. when people say "OH MY GOD THIS BOOK WAS AMAZING" just imagine they tacked on an implicit "to me" at the end of that sentence and you should be good. šŸ–¤šŸ¦‡
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maplesyrupsainz Ā· 9 months
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Ė–āŗļ½”Ėšā‹†Ė™biscuits | CS55Ė–āŗļ½”Ėšā‹†Ė™
pairing: carlos sainz x baker!reader y/n (she/her)
genre: social media au, new relationship
warnings: nothing rly, jus lots of fun interactions with drivers & some fluff w carlos tehe
summary: in which your baked goods are a hit with the grid (and so is your blossoming relationship)
a/n: hiii i loveee making fics where y/n is bffs with the whole grid lolz & by whole grid it's like 4 other drivers coz i dnt have the time & space to be writing in a thousand diff relationship dynamics nd these ppl r the ones i feel most comfy writing !
request!!!: For your inspiration maybe smau with Carlos and baker reader who gets along with everyone and bakes for everyone . And maybe make it funny like the "meme" you made with Lando *(HERE for reference)*
fc: various brunette girls from pinterest
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yourusername happy new year šŸŽ‡šŸ«¶
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user1 happy new year y/n!!!
user2 omgg her first new year with carlos?? šŸ¤­
user3 hiii y/n :)
yourusername hiā¤ļø
user3 OMG
carlossainz55 pretty girl
yourusername šŸ«¶
user4 MY BABIES
user5 i love them
charles_leclerc it's 10pm on january 2nd
landonorris leave her alone charles she was hungover
charles_leclerc for 2 days?
yourusername dont shame me. we all saw you on carlos' birthday
charles_leclerc šŸ¤
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carlossainz55 a winter break update
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user6 THE SELFIE
user7 i luv her
landonorris ?? those biscuits better be for me
carlossainz55 no go away
yourusername not these ones landie lou :p
landonorris boooooo
user8 not landie lou
user9 y/n is so pretty
yourusername why post that pic of us, u made me look crazy
carlossainz55 you did that all on your own my love
charles_leclerc lol šŸ˜‚
yourusername you want biscuits or not charles leloser
charles_leclerc im sorry y/n
user10 the nicknamesšŸ˜­
user11 lol the grid is so whipped for y/n
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landonorris MY BISCUITS??
charles_leclerc FOR ME!??
danielricciardo aw we miss y/n
carlossainz55 she said she's rustling up something delicious for you & heidi šŸ’˜
danielricciardo omg feel so blessed rn
user13 šŸ˜® the poison biscuits?!?!??
user14 the heartssss she's too cute
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sry i made a typo it's meant to say FROM our angel lolz
yourusername ANYTHING FOR MY FAV AUSSIEEE
danielricciardo we luv u
landonorris daniel she hates me
danielricciardo no ur just a beg
landonorris SHUT UP
user15 this is soooo cute
user16 BEST WAG FAV WAG
user17 in love w her
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yourusername my vacay got gatecrashed by ferrari's worst driver šŸ˜¢
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charles_leclerc why are you always so mean to me y/n
yourusername im so sowwy charlie. will u ever forgive me??!!
charles_leclerc maybe. for some biscuits
yourusername ok deal i'll make u some biscuits
landonorris this is NOT fair
charles_leclerc suck it up little lando
user18 y/n in her biscuit era
user19 fr & the flowers are soo cute
carlossainz55 you literally love when he hangs out with us
yourusername šŸ¤« .
charles_leclerc ???
user20 LOL
oscarpiastri hi y/n
yourusername not you too
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charles_leclerc winter break + biscuits šŸ’
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carlossainz55 lando is going to be so triggered
yourusername i told him to keep it HUSH.
landonorris WHAT IS THIS
landonorris ARE THOSE Y/N BISCUITS
charles_leclerc nooo hahahhh
landonorris im done with you charles lestinks
yourusername oh it's serious
landonorris YES IT'S SERIOUS
user21 someone make that boy some biscuits
user22 we all gonna ignore charles hands in that pic šŸ‘€
user23 oh no dw. we're looking
oscarpiastri justice for lando norris
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carlossainz55 time flies
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yourusername i love u so much cant wait to watch u this race season šŸŒ¶ļø
carlossainz55 my biggest supporter ā¤ļø i love you
user24 favs omg
landonorris aww is that you guys baking biscuits for me together?? šŸ˜Š
carlossainz55 sure lando!
yourusername šŸ¤ØšŸ¤Ø
charles_leclerc ā¤ļøā¤ļø
scuderiaferrari can't wait to have our favourite girl back in the paddock!
carlossainz55 you & me both
yourusername ā¤ļø
user25 ferrari admin is just like us
user26 the pic of them baking together is too cute
user27 AND y/n in the ferrari jacketšŸ˜­šŸ˜­
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yourusername & we're back šŸŽ
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user29 the nailssss
user30 she's so hot
alexandrasaintmleux so happy to be back to seeing u almost every weekendšŸ™
yourusername ME TOOO squealing & running round
charles_leclerc y/n you cant keep her for too long
yourusername i do what i want. sorry
alexandrasaintmleux šŸ¤­šŸ¤­šŸ¤­
carlossainz55 my lucky charm šŸ€
yourusername blushing omg. i love u
carlossainz55 and i love you
scuderiaferrari lucky us!! everyone wants what we have
yourusername oh stop it you
user31 now kiss
user32 no wag will ever top y/n
user33 most supportive wag
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charles_leclerc šŸ˜
user34 omg sooo cute
user35 she's gorgeous
francisca.cgomes omggg love
yourusername where are u kika we want u with us
francisca.gomes omg tehe love you i'll come see you asap
user36 FERRARI WAGS BFFS
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carlossainz55 safe flight āœˆļø
charles_leclerc are you kidnapping her
landonorris no we're not all as crazy as you!
charles_leclerc behave šŸ‘Ž
user37 awwwww taking flights together they're besties
user38 she's just a girl fr
user39 stealing our girl away to smelly england?
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landonorris you should be making biscuits for me
yourusername i might if you stop being so desperate
landonorris šŸ¤Ø
carlossainz55 cant wait to reunite with you this evening šŸ’˜
yourusername me too i miss you tons!
user40 we love u y/n
user41 well deserved :))
pierregasly kika said where's her invite
yourusername we're not even in the same country unfortunately šŸ˜¢ she knows i wish she was here to hang out
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yourusername short stint in london šŸ‡¬šŸ‡§
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lewishamilton the most beautiful couple
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oscarpiastri i love my parents
yourusername strange boy
carlossainz55 dont talk to our son like that y/n
oscarpiastri dad šŸ„¹
yourusername ...my bad
user43 LOLLLL not y/n having no choice but to parent the rookies šŸ„¹
user44 logan too i bet
charles_leclerc monaco next?
carlossainz55 we are literally always there??
charles_leclerc yeah well i miss you guys ok..
yourusername AWWW CHARLIEEE
user45 THE PAPER RINGS WHEN I TELL YOU I SCREAMED
landonorris aww look at you two
yourusername šŸ˜˜ got some biscuits in the oven for you
landonorris NO WAY
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carlossainz55 my girl is beautiful AND generous
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chokamo Ā· 22 days
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| youā€™re the loss of my life
pairing: logan sargeant x fem! reader
summary : the event that followed after your public breakup announcement with logan sargeant, as you faced through accepting new changes in your life .
a/n : reader is japanese <333
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| thank you everyone who had stuck with us since. after much thought we have decided to part ways and move on to our own paths. we will always cherish the memories we share, we hope everyone respect our decisions and give us privacy to heal.
user WHAT
user NO WAYYYY
user ā˜¹ļøā˜¹ļøā˜¹ļø
user did not expect this.
user oh!
user NOOOOOO
user my PARENTS
user was it the long distance? WHATT
user NOT ON MY BINGO CARD
oscarpiastri šŸ¤
user -> tell us the tea oscar
user oh no way. THEIR anniversary was literally three days ago šŸ˜­
user STOP IT WTF
user HUH
user WHAT IS HAPPENING???
user somebody deff cheated, they were fine moments ago
user dropping this before the japanese grand prix oh boy what can go wrong there
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yourusername 恤恋悌恟 怂(exhausted/exhausting)
user ohā€¦.
user the wound is fresh i guess
user stay strong y/n
user i love the pics in this
user the amount of hate sheā€™s getting is not healthy for someone to burden.
user -> what happened??
user -> alot of anti were happy they broke up saying he deserves way better etc etc ā˜¹ļø
user -> šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ thats so horrible omg
user i hope y/n is okay. the way your mind can easily be swayed when youā€™re in a vulnerable position is concerning.
user hope you are healing well ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹
oscarpiastri teach me your way to photo dumps šŸ§
user -> lmaoo oscarr
user -> not the timeee oscar šŸ˜­
lilyzneimer love itttt šŸ˜®ā€šŸ’Ø
user her aesthetic is on point!!!
user guys, letā€™s not spam y/n with logan stuff
user -> yeahh let her heal yā€™all
user -> agree! its bad enough their relationship is public
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logansargeant šŸ“japan
user stay strong soldier
user ah yes racing in my ex girlfriend country
user the timing is so šŸ˜­
user LMAO im sorry but i find this situation funny
oscarpiastri mate..
user OSCAR LOLLL
user -> donā€™t even oscar šŸ˜“šŸ˜“
user definition of wherever you go i go
user oof, like that song?
user wait is his ex gf japanese? sorry im new to f1
user -> yep, they met years ago and started dating
user -> y/n is a well know model in japan šŸ˜Š
user they were my fav couple
user the contrast between their post is uncanny
user his pr team is working overtime rn
user its inevitable for them to escape from each other lollll
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yourusername ćŒć‚“ć°ć£ć¦ (goodluck/do ur best)
user OH
user Y/N
user awww ā˜¹ļø
user cute
user parents.
user despite all, they still can be friends and support each other, no?
user -> some canā€™t do that unfortunately
oscarpiastri canā€™t wait to hangout
you replied -> me too ā˜ŗļø
lilyzneimer miss uu
you replied -> šŸ„¹šŸ„¹šŸ„¹
user love how she still supports him
user WAVE TO EARTH! the taste is immaculate
user lowkey wishing they would get back together
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logansargeant šŸ‡ÆšŸ‡µ
user oh! nvm!
user thatā€™s not y/nā€¦
user we see the reason now
user so quick
user damn
user WELP.
user well ill be damn. LOGANNNN
user WOWWW
user am i suprised? not even
user SIGHHHHHHH
user new girl? gf?? or what??
user definitely cheated šŸ‘
user BROOOOOOO
user ugh šŸ˜‘
user out of all the drivers logan was not someone i expected to do this
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yourusername šŸ™ƒ
user Y/N
user DONT MIND HIM
user heal girl and then u can do the worst šŸ˜ˆ
user mom side always
user we love u stay strong <3
user reminds me of what i went through
user -> literally! its traumatizing to be cheated on :(
user you are gorgeous honeyyuuy
user ill gladly be your rebound
user HE DIDNT DESERVE U QUEEN
oscarpiastri šŸ¤šŸ¤
you replied -> thank u šŸ¤
user -> love the support from oscar
user aww no ā˜¹ļø
user you deserve better ā¤ļøā€šŸ©¹
lilyzneimer love u šŸ¤
you replied -> love you too šŸ«¶šŸ»
user lily and y/n friendship >>>>
user miss this duo
user I NEED A Y/N and LILY REUNION?!?!!!!
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bokutoko Ā· 2 months
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hello!! i really enjoyed your writing for kita! i was wondering if i can request one where reader (fem) gets really emotional over little things (ex. smth doesnā€™t go as planned) and kita comforts her?
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character: shinsuke kita (timeskip!kita)
word count: 792
warning(s): emotional dysregulation, kita is a blunt sweetheart, fluff, slight cursing
content: there's a reason your boyfriend is the farmer and not you...
a/n: hi anon!! thank you so much for the love and the reqšŸ«¶šŸ» this was healing for me to write bc i tend to get emotional over the little things sometimes too. i hope i did our fav rice farmer justice once again <333
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Growing up around his grandmother, Kita always had a green thumb. Ever since he was taught that all life was built by small, daily acts, he was always patient with his crops. He made sure to be thorough with maintenance all throughout harvestā€”up until they reach the consumerā€™s hands. Because of this, he ensured the highest quality of rice.
You, on the other hand, were not-so secretly known as every plantā€™s worst nightmare. Of course, you didnā€™t mean to kill all your plants, they just always somehow died!
But you decided to give it another shot. Watching Kita work so hard outside made you feel confident; if he could manage countless acres of land, you could handle a little garden. You excitedly picked out your favorite fruit and vegetable seeds from the local market, and Kita was happy to build you a little enclosure for your plants.
Now here you were, standing before your little plots of soil with tears in your eyes. Youā€™d tried so hard, but you forgot to water them for one day, and to just your luck, they all died due to an unforeseen heatwave in Hyogo.Ā 
ā€œWhat the actual fuck?ā€ Huffing in frustration, your eyes squeezed shut, letting the first couple tears fall. Despite the extreme heat, a cold, harsh wave of embarrassment washed over you, and you couldnā€™t help but feel like a complete failure for messing this up. How was it possible that your boyfriend managed the entire farm, having a near-perfect harvest every year, and you couldnā€™t even take care of a 6x10-ft plot?
ā€”
Out in the fields, Kita removed his cap, wiped the sweat from his forehead, and looked to the sky. With sunset approaching, he began his trek back home to see you after a long, satisfying dayā€™s workā€”just a couple more months until harvest.Ā 
As he stepped into the clearing behind your home, he was expecting to see you waiting for him with your usual bright smile that still made his heart skip a beat. But instead, you were standing with your back to him and your hands on your hips.
Uh oh. He walked up behind you, calling, ā€œEveninā€™, darlinā€™.ā€
You shot around, and he took note of the tear stains that you quickly wiped away. ā€œHi, Shin,ā€ you greeted with the slightest quiver in your voice.Ā 
ā€œEverythinā€™ okay?ā€ He looked down at your little plants that were vaporized from the sun, then back to you, noticing your glistening eyes.
ā€œWhy do all plants hate me?ā€
ā€œYa know plants canā€™t hate ya.ā€
ā€œIt sure feels like they do!ā€ you snapped, immediately feeling guilty for your attitude when Kita did nothing wrong. You were well aware, as was Kita, when spurts of overwhelming emotions engulfed youā€”whether happy, sad, angry, embarrassedā€”your instinct reactions were to either get snappy or briefly cry.Ā Or both, in this case.
Kita watched as fresh, hot tears rolled down your face as you whispered a soft, genuine ā€œIā€™m sorry,ā€ and he stepped forward to comfort you. You immediately wrapped your arms around his waist and smushed your face into his chest in defeat, mumbling, ā€œI feel so dumb, Shin. What the hell am I doing wrong?ā€
Always to your rescue, Kita removed his gloves to gently tip your chin up to look into his pretty brown eyes. ā€œYer not dumb or doinā€™ anythinā€™ wrong. Sometimes, plants donā€™t sprout, anā€™ sometimes, the ones that do just die. Ainā€™t nothinā€™ else about it,ā€ he assured as a gentle thumb wiped your eyes. ā€œSomethinā€™ as small as this sure ainā€™t worth yer tears, though.ā€
You shut your eyes and released a small sigh, your bottom lip jutting out. ā€œI know.ā€
Kita leaned forward and pressed three tender kisses against your forehead, signifying three words: I love you. ā€œWe can always plant some more. We can go ta the market tomorrow anā€™ pick out more oā€™the seeds ya want,ā€ he suggested, ā€œand I can help ya take care of ā€˜em.ā€
ā€œBut you already do so much for me,ā€ you objected.
ā€œIt ainā€™t a big ask, sweetheart,ā€ he reasoned with a loving gaze, ā€œand ya know Iā€™d do anythinā€™ ta see ya smile.ā€
You squished your face into his chest in a tight hug again. ā€œYouā€™re kinda cheesy, Shin,ā€ you teased as you hid your reddening cheeks.
He chuckled, grateful that the slight sun on his face hid his own blush, muttering, ā€œGuess I am.ā€œ
From that day on, Kita never forgot to give your garden a little extra love in the mornings before tending to the farm. It was worth seeing your big, proud grin when it was time to pick your first round of thriving produce.Ā 
And to Kita, anything was worth doing to keep a smile on your face.Ā 
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parkerloves Ā· 5 months
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HEAD OVER HEELS | OP81 x Fem!Reader
MASTERLIST
paring: oscar piastri x childhood friend!fem!reader, platonic!logan sargeant x fem!reader
summary: oscar definitely likes her, she's just blind and logan is tired of the tension
fc; shannon lynch + pinterest girls (but picture her as you like)
notes: my first language isn't english and this is also my first blog soo sorry if this isn't great<3
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yourusername: back on the paddock to support my fav idiots<3
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oscarpiastri: and MY picture?
yourusername: in my phone
oscarpiastri: are you that ashamed of me? :(
yourusername: ... dramatic
logansargeant: you had to choose the worst picture?
yourusername: but you look sooo cute
logansargeant: yeah... very cute
oscarpiastri: thanks for the beautiful picture @yourusername
logansargeant: I hate you... both
yourusername: my pleasure ossie šŸ«”
user345: SHE'S GORGEOUS I get Logan and Oscar now
user275: you look AMAZING in papaya
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yourusername: like- why?
logansargeant: so oscar stops texting me about when you're going to go see him
yourusername: ...
logansargeant: and to bother you
yourusername: that's more like it
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logansargeant: so wanting her to have your signed cap is completely normal, right?
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oscarpiastri: yes...?
logansargeant: ofc romeo
yourusername: idiots
alex_albon: they haven't kissed yet? really?
logansargeant: sadly no
yourusername: LOGAN
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oscarpiastri: my lucky charm is back, so I look forward this weekend!
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yourusername: idk what would you do without me honestly
oscarpiastri: probably die or smth
oscarpiastri: did you seriously take my phone to do that?
yourusername: to spread facts baby
logansargeant: a bit to the left the next time
oscarpiastri: I'm killing you like rn
logansargeant: you know you want it
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logansargeant: I'm third wheeling all day AND THEY AREN'T EVEN A COUPLE
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yourusername: maybe if you stopped being on the phone you wouldn't feel left out
logansargeant: you'll need pictures to show your future kids
yourusername: again with this conversation? really?
logansargeant: you know I'm right
oscarpiastri: I need those pictures right now
user678: OSCAR???
logansargeant: if you kiss her :)
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yourusername: do you think that after this @logansargeant would shut up? also, look at the pretty boy<33
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logansargeant: OMG FINALLY
yourusername: oh so he won't... why did I post this then?
logansargeant: WHY DO YOU HATE ME?
yourusername: it depends
oscarpiastri: even when I felt asleep
yourusername: I had to, you're too pretty
user345: THEY'RE SO CUTE STOP
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oscarpiastri: maybe I do like her... a little bit
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yourusername: A LITTLE BIT? then I don't like you anymore
logansargeant: NOT AFTER ALL OF THIS
oscarpiastri: could I compensate it with an I love you?
yourusername: ...
yourusername: maybe
logansargeant: it took you BOTH long enough god
yourusername: fuck you
logansargeant: fuck him instead
oscarpiastri: I agree with logan
yourusername: OSCAR
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idk if I really like this but yeah, here it is!!
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edandstede Ā· 10 months
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racist fucks out here acting like ed is doomed to become abusive like his father, like he is a violent monster, as if his arc isnā€™t about learning that he isnā€™t a monster at all but just a man. how are you looking at ed accepting himself, overcoming feeling like heā€™s the literal kraken, that heā€™s loveable and worthy of compassion and kindness even when he thinks the worst of himself, and drawing the conclusion that heā€™s an irredeemable thug - which is, by the way, what every fucking villain and antagonist thinks of him. youā€™re aligning your view of him with the bad guys, yā€™know, the ones who call him a donkey, low-born, and try goading him into violence over and over again because they think thatā€™s all heā€™s worth? and yeah that includes izzy, because he did that too, itā€™s 90% of what he fucking did, treating him like he only deserved to live if he was performing hyper masculinity the entire time and the second he stopped he was worse than dead.
we are supposed to feel sorry for ed. the way he feels is heartbreaking. he was abandoned, had his worst fears confirmed to him by stede leaving and izzy pressing on the wound in the worst possible way, and then he fell completely into depression and suicidal ideation. he thinks itā€™s all heā€™s good for. he canā€™t be loved, he hates himself, heā€™s just the dick who killed his dad and nobody wants him for him. how can you see this very obvious spelled-out agony in him and say ā€œhey, that guy is gonna abuse the man he loves, heā€™s an abuser just like his dadā€ you guys are just absolute bottom of the barrel scumbag dickheads, you really really are. you could not be more blatantly racist. you know damn well the show is not saying what youā€™re claiming it is.
also, insisting that he would ever hurt stede is just completely ignoring every single fucking thing about him. ed would never. the only fucking time stede is physically hurt by ed is when he wakes up from literal death and headbutts him. thatā€™s it. i think we can all agree he didnā€™t even know what planet he was on when that occurred, and he petulantly says ā€œgood it was supposed to hurtā€ during a squabble that ends with stede telling ed he loves everything about him. pull the other one if you think this was ever framed as ed seriously wanting to hurt stede and not an incredibly hurt and vulnerable man still acting on a half-dead brain.
like for fuckā€™s sake this is the same man who hides under stedeā€™s robe and presses his head to stedeā€™s hand when he cries after telling him - the only person he has EVER TOLD - about killing his dad. he tells stede about the plot to kill him, and he cannot do it. he canā€™t lift a finger to him, he never would. he holds stedeā€™s face with both hands when he kisses him and tells him he loves him. he brings him breakfast with a bit of twine on ā€˜cause he panicked and thought it needed a flourish. he rubs stedeā€™s cashmere against his cheek. the first thing he says makes his life worth living is warmth. he imagines stede with a big goofy sweet grin and gold sparkly goldfish tail coming to save his life. he just wants to retire and have his inn with the man he loves and not worry about stede ever being in a near-death situation again. he wants stede to be safe with him. at no point are we remotely told in the text that we should be genuinely worried ed will ever, ever physically hurt stede. he protects this man with his WHOLE BODY twice and signs an act of grace to avoid him being shot. he tries to get ned to leave him alone when theyā€™re being tortured. he jumps off the boat with jack to swim back to him and he rows back to the republic to find stede too.
he loves stede, would never hurt him, and youā€™re all just fucking sour your fav died and youā€™re saying any old shite as a result. swear to god if i catch one more of you even so much as insinuating ed is abusive iā€™m gonna start lobbing off toes as well.
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#08 ą­Øą§Ž āøāø @meidiary ā‹†
i think im in luv with u... šŸ˜Ŗ mei is a 10/10 guys!! certified cutie ā˜ŗļø idk who i was expecting you to pick, but inumaki šŸ˜†šŸ˜† one of my favs fr! and i was so excited to do 23 for some reason... you're the first one to request it šŸ‘ all of them are headcanons šŸ™‚ā€ā†•ļø (tumblr keeps not saving what i put down its stressing me out!!!)
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#18 šŸ“ | protecting you
im sorry, but inumaki can be such a scaredy cat sometimes...
he'd be afraid, but still step up and get in between you and whatever is the threat
doesn't consider his own safety and wellbeing in the process either... he always puts others first, and a little bit of throat pain is much better than you getting hurt
100% mans up against insects because you hate them
gets intimated when he's up against a muscular 6ft guy, but has a eureka moment and uses his cursed speech. easy win
theres also other things he'd protect you from too, like pulling you away from hot oil and flames if you're cooking together. he's got spidey senses (according to him)
the cold is also something he'd protect you from. always makes sure you have a warm coat, scarf, gloves, and everything. i think inumaki really likes earmuffs too, because then he can whisper about how much he loves you and you wouldn't hear a thing
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#20 šŸ¦ | love language
physical touch + quality time
a mixture of both
the two of you could lay around for hours, and he'd just listen to you talk as you both cuddle. when you're both into a particular show or series, snuggling in bed when you're both supposed to be sleeping hits different
if you're on public transport or aimlessly walking around, he'll hold your hand, but it's more like he's holding it from behind rather than actual handholding.
silence with him is always comfortable, and you completely tune out from the rest of the world whenever you're with him
gift giving
he gifts you snacks a lot. even better if he specifically gets ones with pink packaging
not the best with fashion but he tries for you. he would buy you a turtleneck just like his but a different colour and patterned
not the best with fashion, but he tries. at first, he'd literally buy you any clothes that are pink, and gets so confused when it's not your style. he gets it eventually, don't worry
matching shoes are a must! not the exact same shoe as you, but the same colour
pranks
not really a love language but aha
he loves it too much when he scares you with bugs, especially ones that fly. craneflies are the worst, because they're relatively easy to pick up and hold compared to flies or other flying creatures
he'll grab it by the leg and chase you around with it. sometimes he'll cup his hands together and pretend he has one because he finds it funny
he doesn't do anything with spiders because you're both scared of them
he actually would love it when you prank him back. scaring him from behind by shaking his shoulders is the best way to get him
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#23 šŸ¦ | your romance trope / dynamic
friends to lovers / mutual friends
he wouldn't date anybody he doesn't know well
since you're friends with a lot of people, there's no way he hasn't heard about you, and you happened to meet by chance
maybe coincidentally crossing paths and your extroverted self just had to say hello.
as soon as you both realise you have a mutual friend, the friendship blossoms and grows quick
the way he cares for you is so clear to everyone else except for you, but when somebody points it out, you can tell
sunshine x enthusiastic but silent enabler
inumaki is already a silly guy, and he just gets sillier
the conversations you have are always energetic, engaging and exciting, even with the language barrier, so he's pulling out ingredients that nobody's ever heard him say before. essentially, you're the only two that actually can understand
his energy immediately springs up whenever he gets to hang out with you. he can go from 0 to 100 in a split second, and that needs to be studied
he really doesn't mind how much you talk, since he likes to listen
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#24 šŸ¦ | when they're jealous
it's hard to see his face when his mouth and eyebrows are both covered, so you're only depending on the eyes. or if he tells you himself
if he wants to get out of a situation to feel more at ease, he'll tug on your sleeve or fingers
"šŸ¤¬"
that's literally all he sends you over text or shows you on notes, and when you look over at him, it's really obvious that he's upset. (to you, at least)
will have a whole debate with you on why, how and what he's jealous about. small or big, it doesn't matter
when he gets the most jealous is if you're paying too much attention to something else in general
like, if you're sitting a bit too far to each other and you're on your phone, he'd pull you closer so you'd be right by his side, silently asking for you to talk to him a bit
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tree-obsession Ā· 4 months
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2.2 SPOILERS!! PROCEED AT YOUR OWN RISK
this is a small lore discussion! mostly speculation and theories- i have not seen leaks about 2.3 plot yet, but i have seen a couple about boothill's character stories, so please keep that in mind!
trigger for mentions of suicide(aventurine) and mega corps(the ipc)
we have to talk about the ending cutscene with aventurine and boothill more! i'll start with my fav parts that no one really has brought up yet:
Aventurine intimidating Boothill after mentioning the guards are out- Boothill sounded so offput and hasty while reassuring him they were just knocked out, and we have to talk about aventurine himself just being intimidating more honestly his glare actually did kind of scare me.
Boothill pointing a gun at aventurine was. well. i'm sorry i did actually laugh at that. boothill i think you should research your targets a bit more honestly that guy is NOT afraid of guns. he fully walked into the nihility and pointed at least one gun at himself, and just got out of his own meticulously-planned suicide. threats of death won't work, sorry. also he has good reason to hate oswaldo schneider as well- threats didn't even have to be used, probably! he would kill him too, probably(revenge arc go go go!!)
the convo between aven and jade was. yeah. why he's betting his life again, i don't know (maybe sarcasm? or it was really just banter?) but it does seem like the two of them aren't super close at all, at least from what little i could gather. also if diamond hurts aventurine the entire fandom will kick his ass, emanator or no, so he better be prepared for that too lol. also, it was a pretty common theory aventurine would leave the ipc after exiting nihility, since acheron presumably broke his ties- i wonder why he went back? perhaps he had no plans as to where to go, or he has some ulterior motive?
how did he get out of nihility so unscathed? (for context, i haven't gotten aven's text messages yet, but i'm aware of some of their contents since they've been floating around w/out spoiler tags. the messages are mentioned a bit here if you wanna avoid spoilering!) i know argenti got him out, but 1) why was argenti there, or where did he even find him? and 2) that seems so random- both argenti and jade confirmed it, but plot-wise what's even the point of argenti pulling him out? also argenti said he was in a "woeful state" when he got out, and apparently the stonehearts are willing to give aven a break (which i'm assuming is major, since stonehearts are super important and have a lot of responsibility, plus he just destroyed a cornerstone) so him already being back on his feet when we see the phone call is a bit weird right away. he doesn't even sound sick, and ratio or any other doctor is nowhere in sight! (message spoilers start here) i'm aware the aventurine cornerstone was fully shattered/destroyed while protecting him from nihility- was he really in there for who-knows-how-long without any protection at all? he's apparently having nightmares and the ipc needed to call in a doctor of chaos to treat him, which is concerning considering his mental health and general will to live were extremely low even before walking into the nihility. like he genuinely has some of the worst will to live i've ever seen in a character or human being- walking through the nihility should have utterly destroyed him mentally and physically, but it didn't. 2.3 HAS to give us a whole lotta context, especially with nihility lore (my favorite aeon, i may be biased) and more about the ipc!
anyway, thank you for reading this poorly formatted, stream-of-consciousness word vomit about 2.2's aventurine lore. hope you liked it! drop ur thoughts in replies and reblogs plz they give me life(although i will be very busy next few weeks, so please don't be offended if you want a reply and don't get it, im so sorry!)
2.2 was peak- a bit slow, but the story was some of the best, if not the best stuff hoyo has given us in terms of writing quality. so great! i cried for sure, and that boss battle was just everything- especially the music. robin my lesbian queen if i didn't have to pull for firefly i would get your lightcone for sure...
see you all next time! thx for sticking around (:
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HEYY!!! i was wondering if u could write something about osamu? :o heā€™s my fav and ur konoha fic was soooo sososososo good!!!
ā MIYA OSAMU šœ—šœš english partners šœ—šœš
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this might be the worst day of your life.
first; you slept through your alarm, making you miss the first half of your intro to psych class and, subsequently, a quiz worth 20 points that you desperately needed.
next; you forgot to put money in your lunch account, which meant that, even though it was the only day of the week that the kitchen put cupcakes out, you couldnā€™t get anything. you were stuck with maybe-expired pizza rolls.
and last but not least; your english professor sprung a last minute group project on you, partnering you with the one person you really didnā€™t want to be partnered with.
miya osamu.
you donā€™t hate him, by any means. actually, heā€™s probably the nicest person you've met at university so far. heā€™s quiet, but you can always tell heā€™s listening when you talk to him. heā€™s handsome in the way heā€™s, presumably, grown since highschool, but still has that boyish look to him.
and heā€™s smart. so smart, in fact, that heā€™s the only person in your entire class that has ever scored higher than you in a test. and he does it every. single. time.
you would hate him if you could. but the small smile on his face as he walks over to you at the end of class prevents you from doing so.
ā€œhi, osamu,ā€ you greet quietly, packing your laptop into your bag carefully. you keep your face neutral, trying to hold back the blush thatā€™s bubbling under your skin.
ā€œhi, y/n.ā€ he bows a bit and you almost feel old. which is a little crazy, because youā€™re 90% sure heā€™s the year above you. ā€œweā€™re partners.ā€
you giggle and nod, looking back up at him. ā€œit appears we are.ā€ and then you get self conscious. ā€œd- do you not want to be? i can talk to prof. iā€™m sure heā€™ll let you switch if-ā€
ā€œno, no.ā€ he shakes his head, holding his hands out in front of him. he lets out a laugh and scratches the back of his neck. ā€œiā€™m actually very glad weā€™re partners. it means i wonā€™t have to do all the work by myself for once.ā€
you nod, slinging your bag over your shoulder. you start walking towards the door and he followsā€” which you didn't really expect, but youā€™re not complaining.
ā€œwhat do you think about charlotte brontĆ« for the project?ā€ he asks, looking at you instead of the path in front of him.
the questions almost stops you in your tracks. you turn to look at him, almost flinching when you find his mute, blue eyes staring directly into yours. ā€œi- you know who charlotte brontĆ« is?ā€
ā€œwhat?ā€ he gives you a quizzical look. ā€œjane eyre was a requirement for most first years when i was in high school.ā€
you want to comment that he was just in high school a couple years ago, but you donā€™t. instead, you roll your eyes. ā€œi know that, genius. everybody reads it. not everyone knows who actually wrote it, though.ā€ you stare for a moment, then shake your head. ā€œsorry. that was a little mean.ā€
he just smiles at you.
ā€œum, anyway,ā€ you mumble, turning your head away from him. ā€œi think charlotte brontĆ« is a good idea. do you want toā€¦ā€ you trail off. you really do not want to ask this. ā€œexchange numbers? i donā€™t really pay attention to my email. b- but we can stick to email, if you want. i just think um, phone numbers wouldā€¦ be easier.ā€
when you look back at him, he almost seems amused. not for the first time, you get the urge to smack him.
ā€œphone number is good.ā€ he nods and shoves his hand into his pocket, pulling out his phone just a second later. he unlocks it and hands it to you. ā€œdo you want to work in study rooms, or separately? iā€™m fine with both.ā€
you hum as you type your number in. you hand it back to him and bite the inside of your cheek. on one hand, working together would be easier. on the other handā€¦ no, thereā€™s no other hand. ā€œstudy rooms. or coffee shops. i always focus better in coffee shops; i like the smell.ā€ you blink a couple times. ā€œforget i said that. study rooms are fine.ā€
ā€œokay,ā€ he laughs, nodding. he puts his phone back in his pocket and then stares at you like heā€™s expecting something.
ā€œsoā€¦ see ya,ā€ you say, giving him an awkward wave.
ā€œoh. uh, yeah. see ya.ā€ he gives you the same awkward wave and you almost cringe at it.
as you watch him walk away, youā€™re screaming at yourself internally. you spin on your heel, hook your thumbs under the straps of your backpack, and walk to your dorm with your head down.
this project is going to be the death of you. osamu is going to be the death of you. especially with texts like the one he just sent.
ā€˜coffee shop on 4th tomorrow? i like the smell tooā€™
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<3 could we pls get a ā€œlove storyā€ themed nico x Eros son (the one from the othe req you published which btw was awesome)? (Like Eros son asking out Nico for the first time or idk whatever you feel like. I love that song though I get itā€™s kind of a basic fav) thanks so much and happy pride! šŸ³ļøā€šŸŒˆ
ā‹†Ā·Ėš ą¼˜ * itā€™s a love story baby just say yes
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warnings: reader stays in hermes cabin, silenaā€™s alive because therapy isnā€™t free
pairing: nico di angelo x son of eros
summary: basically a fic version of these headcannons
A/N: I love love story, grew up loving it, and will forever and always love it šŸ’›šŸ’›
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you paced the floors of hermes cabin
youā€™ve been trying to figure out a way to tell the son of hades you wanted to go on a date with him
but it was kind of hard when your father hated him, and nico felt the same way about him
maybe eros doesnā€™t have to knowā€¦
no- that wonā€™t work, heā€™ll find out, you know he will
you donā€™t like your father anyways, who cares what he thinks?
ā€œyou only live onceā€ thatā€™s what they say isnā€™t it?
you could always ask the aphrodite cabinā€¦
thatā€™s the best idea yet!
you rush to cabin ten, running through the doors, you realize how insane you look when all of aphroditeā€™s offsprings are looking at you like you have five heads
ā€œsorryā€ you mutter, walking over to your best friends bed, taking a seat there, ā€œsilena, I need your helpā€
ā€œyeah? with what?ā€ she fixes her seating position, implying sheā€™s eager to help
ā€œwell,ā€ you sigh ā€œI want to ask nico on a date but my dad hates him and he hates my dad, and Iā€™m afraid of what my dad will do if he knows that Iā€™m on a date with himā€
ā€œyouā€™ve surely got a dilemmaā€ she blows a raspberry
ā€œcan you help me? do you have any advice?ā€ you ask
ā€œyour dad doesnā€™t control you, heā€™s not even present in your life, so I say that if you love nico, then you deserve to be with himā€ she gives you a reassuring smile
you blush, ā€œhow should I do it?ā€
ā€œdo what? ask him out?ā€ she inquires
ā€œyeah, Iā€™m not good with this stuffā€
she thinks for a moment, ā€œhave you ever thought about just asking him?ā€
ā€œwell it crossed my mind, but I want to do something thoughtful, I really like himā€ oh gods, why wonā€™t this blush leave your face?
ā€œso cute!ā€ she squeals ā€œspeak from the heart, thats the most thoughtful thing you could doā€
ā€œvery wiseā€ you laugh
ā€œmy specialtyā€ she hits your shoulder ā€œnow go get your boyfriendā€
ā€œheā€™s not my boyfriendā€ you stand up
ā€œyetā€
- šŸ“œ -
this is fine right? all you have to do is ask him on a date, the worst he can do is say no and never talk to you again
thatā€™s not helping
think positive!
shouldnā€™t you be god at this? your dad is literally cupid
unfortunately for you, you were not blessed with his romantic abilities
ā€œy/n? are you alright?ā€
you swear your soul left your body for a quick second upon hearing that voice
you know that voice
itā€™s your one and only crush
ā€œyes! of course I amā€ you reassure.
he takes a seat next to you, and you think for a second
should you ask him now?
no- he just sat down, you want him in your presence for a little while longer incase he says no and thing get awkward
but if he says yes then he wonā€™t leave
too many decisions!
you let mouth make this one for you
ā€œhow would you like to go on a date sometime?ā€
oh my gods! did you really just say that?
you thank your dad for your natural flirty and extroverted personality or you would have been toast
ā€œa date?ā€ nico looks like you just told him he was about to be publicly executed
ā€œyes! a date!ā€ youā€™re internally screaming over your word choice
ā€œI donā€™t know if thatā€™s a good ideaā€ he says
ā€œwhy not?ā€ you ask
ā€œbecause I know that you donā€™t actually want to. you flirt with everyone and youā€™re just doing the same with meā€
you take back your earlier statement
you hate your dad for your flirty personality
ā€œbut this is different, I donā€™t like those other guys I flirt withā€ you pray that this will change his mind
ā€œso why do you flirt with other people if you only like me?ā€
oh no
It shouldnā€™t be that hard to think of a response!
but why do you flirt with other people?
youā€™ve only been in love with nico since you got to campā€¦
ā€œitā€™s just in my nature I guessā€ you shrug ā€œbut I promise I donā€™t like anyone else, I only like you, those other guys donā€™t mean anything to meā€
he sighs ā€œyour dad isnā€™t exactly by best friend eitherā€
ā€œwho cares what my dad thinks?ā€
you curse yourself for saying such a thing
you hope your dad never finds out you said that
ā€œI doā€ he points to himself
ā€œwell I donā€™t, Iā€™ve never even met him before, so why should he care who Iā€™m dating?ā€ you give him a begging look ā€œjust one date, and if you donā€™t feel comfortable then we wonā€™t go on another and you never have to see me againā€
he thinks for a second, ā€œIā€™ll go on a date with youā€ he holds up his pointer finger ā€œunder one conditionā€
ā€œanythingā€
oh gods you sound like a helpless, lovestruck idiot
ā€œwe can go on more afterā€
you smile so widely your cheeks start to hurt
if you knew it wouldā€™ve been this easy you wouldā€™ve asked sooner!
but you could care about anything right now because your long-time crush just said he wants to go on not one- but multiple dates with you!!
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Will you write jealousy hcs for Connie, jean, Eren, and armin (either theyā€™re jealous or reader is jealous?)
Armin, Connie, Eren, Jean, Reiner x Reader
A/N:Ā Of course!!!! Let me know if youā€™d like me to write more for this!!! I loveĀ jealousy shit!Ā Iā€™m sorry but I alsoĀ hadĀ to include Reiner like..... I just had to. This is also a good part of a zodiac ramble, sorry.
WC -Ā 2.1k
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Armin Arlert
Letā€™s get one thing clear, Armin is aĀ scorpioĀ (!!!A WATER SIGN!!!). He needs to have you all to himself like he has to be your priorityā€¦ā€¦
Armin isĀ highlyĀ sensitive when it comes to his emotions and will get jealous very easily. He wonā€™t show how he is feeling or act on it right away since he does have a level head on his shoulders but, heā€™ll 100% be feeling it.Ā 
He can get jealous of anyone and everyone, heĀ hatesĀ the idea of anyone but him being close to you. In a normal way (and possessive fun way heheh), Armin is very protective and will always have a watchful eye on you. It doesnā€™t matter if he is in a conversation with someone else or heā€™s working on something important, if youā€™re near him then he will immediately be distracted. Little glances will be thrown your way while he writes in his notebook or he might just move to sit next to you entirely.Ā 
In the heat of the moment (when he is feeling his jealousy at its worst), heā€™ll act calm and unbothered but that canā€™t be further from the truth!!! Deep down, heā€™s fucking furious ((not at you -obvi- but the person approaching you)). In almost little time at all, heā€™ll find a way to remove you from whatever situation youā€™re in.Ā 
Armin would even get jealous of Mikasa or Eren, not in a romantic way but in a youā€™re spending way too much time with your friends and he needs your attention way! He gets jealous soooooo easily and will turn into a big pouty mess because of it. Like yeah, heā€™s so fucking pissed that heā€™ll also need tons of affection fron you to soothe the ache heā€™s feeling kekekeke
On the other handddddd,,, when you get jealous,, Armin gets really nervousā€¦. and anxious?
Like he wantsĀ nothingĀ more than to fix the reason why you are feeling jealous. Heā€™d hate to know that he made you feel that way,,,,
If itā€™s someone giving him too much attention, he puts a proper amount of distance between him and them. If his work has taken too much time away from you, heā€™ll set distinct time slots where he will spend with you.Ā 
Armin is very sweet, a gentle boyfriend so heā€™ll be sure to make it up to you whenever you get all green and filled with envy!!
But also,,,,, thereā€™s a part inside of him that swells up with pride at how possessive you are over him heheheh Scorpios love loyal s/os!!!!
Connie Springer
Connie,,,, fav bald-headed dumbass,Ā is a male TaurusĀ (and coming from one taurus, a male taurus is the reddest of flags that there is). Heā€™s very stubborn and very perceptive about how he is feelingĀ as soon as he feels it. Connie might pretend to laugh something off or act as if he doesnā€™t care about it but, that couldnā€™t be further from the truth.Ā 
He doesnā€™t allow himself to get jealous. Itā€™s almost like in his own stubbornness, he will push his feelings down because then he thinks he wonā€™t have to deal with them. That method never works and heā€™s usually left with his stupid frustrations and sometimes gives you the cold shoulder while trying to figure out what to do with them.Ā 
Itā€™s like.. Connie is very clingy (not in a negative way!), and he enjoys being around you and hanging out with you. The two of you are always doing chores together and enjoying each otherā€™s company.Ā However, there will be a point when you start to recognize his clinginess as a sign of his jealousy. This can be seen when he doesnā€™t part from youĀ everĀ even when you two have two different things that you each need to be doing. The moment he pulls away from this clinginess is when you have a problem!
As soon as the clingiest ends then comes the ignoring!!! It can be extremely difficult to deal with a petty!Connie but, as long as you keep a clear head and calmly ask him what is wrong and get to the bottom of his hurt feelings then it ends quickly.Ā 
Itā€™s best to get this feeling of anger out of the way quickly because when taurus become hurt, they will always remember that pain!Ā 
Okayā€¦. But whenĀ youĀ get jealous, Connie thinks it is the funniest thing in the world. Not because you are upset or uncomfortable but because he canā€™t understand why you are feeling jealous, like, does he not prove time and time again his unconditional love for you?
He always spends his free time with you and makes sure to keep your needs and desires first in his mind. Your jealousy truly comes as a shock to him and, he might just laugh when you let him know how you feel.Ā 
Howeverrrrr, he will very quickly apologize and make you feel better when he finds out how hurt youā€™ve been feeling. Taurus are very attentive and when a male taurus cares, he will make sure that you feel youā€™re very best.
Despite being a red flag, Connie is the greenest red flag ive ever seen!
Eren Jaeger
Ohā€¦. Erenā€¦.. Heā€™s fucking crazy. This man is literally a male Aries likeā€¦ā€¦Ā be careful. Despite being driven and courageous, heā€™s also extremely desperate and lashes out when pushed to the edge. Itā€™s very easy to tell when he is jealous since it happensĀ so often.Ā 
His type of jealousy is one thatĀ needsĀ to be matched with patience. You have such a strong hold over him, unmatchable power, that he canā€™t fight no matter how hard he tries. He canā€™t help but want to make sure heā€™s the only significant factor in your life and he will monopolize all your time to ensure this (what a possessive thing).Ā 
Howeverrrrrr donā€™t worryyyy, it is a good thing that Eren gets jealous because that means he really loves youuuuu~ And his intentions are relatively pure,Ā okay?
There are times when he can be nonchalant, when Eren can swallow his bitter jealousy and justĀ ignore youĀ until it goes away. Spoiler alert: it doesnā€™t go away. If you get upset with him over this petty conflict, heā€™ll quickly come to his senses and beg for your forgiveness and attention. Itā€™s like heā€™s all tough until he realizes that heā€™s made you upset LOL
Eren can be very sweet and genuine, youā€™ll never have to guess with him since he can be so easy to read (as long as you know him well), and heā€™ll always fiercely protect you no matter what. Itā€™ll be easy to rest knowing youā€™re his first priority.Ā 
UGH, but the other way around thoughā€¦. When you get jealous, it sends his pride and egoĀ through the roofĀ like he will get so cocky and hideous (so hot) about it.Ā 
Yes, it makes him feel good knowing that youā€™re getting protective of him and he finds itĀ hot. Eren is a relatively simple creature, what can I say?
Heā€™ll make sure to ease your jealousy,Ā afterĀ heā€™s gotten a proper amount of it, and he doesnā€™t half-ass this either!!! In his own way, heā€™ll tease you and poke you justĀ enoughĀ that you get mad but nothing too extreme. The second he notices that youā€™re starting to feel uncomfortable, he stops and grabs you in his arms.Ā 
Your jealousy made him feel good and now, in return, heā€™s going to kiss your ass (literally).
If you ever feel like shit from getting jealous, just know that feeling wonā€™t last long because Eren will most definitely make it up to you.Ā 
Jean Kirstein
Jean is much like Eren, given that theyā€™re both Aries. Heā€™s hardworking and extremely caring but, also short-tempered. Fighting with someone explosive and stubborn like Jean is like lighting a match in the middle of an oil spill,, everything will go to shitĀ quickly. Itā€™s not like heĀ wantsĀ to lash out at you or fight with you (because really, itā€™s the last thing he wants) but jealousy is such a wretched feeling and Jean has a very hard time controlling it.Ā 
Yes, he gets jealous very easily and it is also very easy to tell when he is jealous. Jean gets loud and expressive, making sure that his voice booms so that you can hear him. If your attention isnā€™t on him then he will very quickly make it so that it is.Ā 
Jean naturally gets jealous of anything but, can you blame him? Heā€™s dramatic, he wants to be the center of your world! He will not stand another person giving you attention, it just rubs him the wrong way. Still, most of the time, Jean can ignore his jealousy and subdue it just long enough to get himselfĀ awayĀ from whoever is pissing him off.
Itā€™s very easy to combat his jealousy, just as easy as it is for him to get jealous. Just give the fire signĀ attention,Ā thatā€™s it. A little extra affection always does the trick hehe.Ā 
If you just stroke his arm and play with his hair for half of a second, Jean is instantly recovered and puffing his chest in the air like he wasnā€™t even jealous before. Heā€™s a sweet thing, really,,,,
Ohā€¦ when you get jealous, itā€™s kind of a problem. Aries men are creatures of habit, they can do one thing or another while you canā€™t do either of the thingsā€¦.
If youā€™re jealous about something, thereā€™s a good chance that Jean (if heā€™s swept up in the attention enough) wonā€™t notice. Youā€™ll have to confront him with your feelings and even then, he might just brush you off.Ā 
Only if he can really see the hurt on your face or just how insecure you are feeling (which he can do easily since he kisses the ground you walk on) then he will stop exactly what he is doing.Ā 
Like if heā€™s surrounded by cadets all gushing over him, heā€™s going to have a hard time pushing them away BUT, if he knows you are feeling jealous then he will shove them away with ease.
At the end of the day, your happiness is most important to him!! Always!
Reiner Braun
Reinerā€¦. My sweet psychopathā€¦. Is a Leo male, do I need to say anything more about this? (no? I donā€™t think I do?)
His jealousy can be a bit tedious since he tries his hardest to submerge the feeling but ends up getting choked by it. He doesnā€™t mean to, but, he might take the frustrations from his jealousy out on you. Not in any harsh way but, he might just ignore you and push you away just to make you push him back and fight him to prove how much you care about himā€¦. Reiner is difficult, we all know this.Ā 
Given,Ā not just his sign, but his entire history and background, it is no surprise that Reiner is so protective of you. He cherishes you and loves you incredibly hard.Ā 
He might not be the easiest to read but when he gets jealous itā€™s kinda in your face... Heā€™ll hover around you, mildly snooping, as he asks you questions about what youā€™re doing or who youā€™re going to be with.Ā Oh! Youā€™re on the phone? Who are you talking to? Why do you have to talk to Eren?Ā Reiner does this in such a smooth way that it comes across as him being curious (which he is) but, you can also see the twitch in his fingers at someone else having your attention.Ā 
Luckily, his open wounds are easy to fix. A little reassurance goesĀ a long wayĀ and can prevent a really big explosion of emotions. Stroke his ego a bit (and other places if youā€™d like) and let him know how much you adore him and love him,,,, Reiner really needs it-
Unlike the rest of these fools, despite being a fire sign, I canā€™t see Reiner entertaining your jealousy. If this man knows you are feeling upset and insecure, he will fix this the second he realizes it.Ā 
Any doubt that you have, any fear lingering in your mind, will be squashed by his love and affection. Thereā€™s literallyĀ nothingĀ Reiner canā€™t talk you out of, he always makes you feel content in your relationships.Ā 
His favorite thing is to justĀ holdĀ you. When his words donā€™t work, he will always rely on his touch to make you melt into his arms. Heā€™s so sweetĀ when heā€™s not trying to k!ll everyone,Ā ugh-
Youā€™ll rarely get jealous with Reiner because he doesnā€™t ever do anything to make you jealous. Heā€™ll never test your feelings or get too close to another person because youā€™re theĀ onlyĀ one for him.Ā 
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outrunningthedark Ā· 22 days
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Sorry, I'm not sure I'm following what you're trying to say? If someone saying 'haha you thought Eddie would be Gerrard's new fav' they're clearly referencing something other than reasonable spec based on Ryan's quote?
Bad faith or not, these anti-eddie slightly racist takes are all over fandom so someone's mocking that they're mocking that. No need to act like they're talking about something else entirely.
Except I saw with my own eyes how someone's hypothetical situation regarding Eddie reverting to what he knows re: military-style leadership was deliberately misinterpreted and picked apart ON THIS WEBSITE (not stan twt!) to cry to anyone who would listen about "the BuckTommies giving horrible takes on Eddie again!" That's what my post was about. The people who reblogged it or have liked it KNOW that's what I was referring to. But here's the thing about fans of Eddie. Fans of only Eddie, I should say. It's not that they can't differentiate between theories that hold some weight and theories that are just straight up hateful because those people hate Ryan. They don't want to. When we used to say Buck was a father figure to Chris or even a second dad? Before everyone else started using Buddie co-parenting as an excuse for why Buddie has to happen? We got lumped in with the people wishing for Eddie to be written out of the show so Buck could raise Chris. When someone in this fandom gives a POSSIBLE scenario for Eddie, because of something RYAN said? First of all, what is with the pushback when it's always been framed as an OPTION? Not a certainty? But more importantly, that person's opinion got the reaction it did because fandom was already seeing these other posts that were thinking the worst of Eddie, and instead of taking a step back to consider that there was validity to this ONE thought, it became another example of racism and hate for not just the fictional character, but the guy who plays him. You're proving my point with your ask, btw. You're looking at the big picture because to you it's all the same.
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yeagerfate Ā· 1 year
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what their hugs feel like.
pairings: eren, jean, armin, reiner
genre: angsty hurt/comfort
warnings: panic attack (in eren's), jean has to relocate readerā€™s shoulder, reader walks in on reiner when heā€™s about to shoot himself (sorry), i love them, you can tell jean and eren and reiner are my fav aot boys (i love them soooooo much mwah mwah), s4 spoilers in reiner's, s1 spoilers in jeanā€™s, can you tell i wrote jean's, reinerā€™s and arminā€™s way after i wrote eren's. anyways reiner makes me so sad i want to hug him :( he is so
note: hi, this is my first post on tumblr! i am so excited to post some of my ideas on here. currently, my requests are open. if you have any ideas, let me know! reinerā€™s is by far my fav out off all of these and i really donā€™t like arminā€™s lol, i donā€™t have a beta reader so i tried to proof read this but idk if it worked, also my top 3: eren, ymir, and reiner/jean i can't choose. is this bad please tell me this isn't bad
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EREN:
Eren's hugs are determined yet soft.
All he wanted to do in that moment was make you feel safe; an expedition had just ended. You were shaken from the titans you'd seen, eating innocent soldiers who were just doing their jobs
"Itā€™s fine," Eren murmured to you as he held your hands tightly to ground you. It wasnā€™t fine, and he knew that, but he still told you it anyway. He just wanted you to stop being so terror-stricken
Your hands were shaking, your eyes were darting around like you were looking for a titan to come get you, and you were breathing heavily
"N-no it isn't," You replied, your voice small. "You don't understand, Eren. Those people-"
He had cut you off when he pulled you into a warm hug. "Shh. Itā€™s okay,ā€ He whispered. "Weā€™re okay now, I won't let anything happen to you."
His embrace was welcoming and comforting, and for a moment you'd almost forgotten about what you'd just seen
Your face was hidden in the crook of his neck as you began to calm down. Eren slightly turned his head to the side to kiss your cheek sweetly, his eyes closing as he comforted you silently. His hand went up to cup the back of your head, and he began to rub his hand back and forth as you sobbed quietly
His free hand was drawing circles on your back. Your arms, however, were wrapped around his neck desperately
"Youā€™re my girl," Eren whispers. "I promise Iā€™ll keep you safe."
JEAN
Jeanā€™s hugs are warm and tight. I imagine he has a firm handshake too but thatā€™s off topic lol
During the Battle of Trost, You ran out of fuel for your ODM gear and had to make a run for it while a titan was coming at you. (Though you were saved by a strange, mysterious titan with long brown hair and green eyes. You thought he had a striking similarity to Eren but would never say such a thing out loud especially since you knew how much he hated the titans. Later on you found out you were right though. He does have titan powers!)
While you were trying to get away youā€™d dislocated your shoulder. Because youā€™d taken health classes during training, youā€™d immediately realized what had happened, and a terrible sense of dread ran down your spine. You really didnā€™t wanna deal with the pain of someone relocating your shoulder
Once youā€™d found Jean, your best friend who you had a huge crush on, You told him what had happened
His face dropped
ā€œPlease, I need you to fix it for me. I donā€™t want to let some random nurse do it in an uncomfortable, smelly tent after this is over. It hurts so bad, please, jean,ā€ You begged. Nurses and doctors already gave you a lot of anxiety when you were a kid, and now that you were in a life-threatening situation it was even worse
ā€œOkay,ā€ He replied. ā€œOkay, okay, okayā€¦ā€ He muttered to himself, and took a deep breath. He was extremely scared he somehow wouldnā€™t do it right despite his first-aid training and would hurt you even more
It seemed as soon as he started he finished, but it was the worst pain youā€™d ever felt in your entire life
You screamed in agony and discomfort, and even though you only dislocated your shoulder, it felt like your entire body was aching
ā€œIā€™m sorry, Iā€™m sorry, Iā€™m sorry!ā€ He cried out. He immediately pulled you into a hug, wrapping his arms around your back and pulling you in
Tears streamed down your smoke and bloodstained face, and everything felt so overwhelming. You were just glad Jean had done it for you and not some stranger
ā€œHoly shit, fuck, fuck, fuck, that hurt like a son of a bitch,ā€ You gasped out. Your voice was hoarse from all the screaming
And a couple days later, when you finished truly recovering and you finally had time to think about what happened, a small blush had risen to your cheeks, thinking about the way your bestfriend had helped you.
Maybe, you did have a chanceā€¦
ARMIN
Armin's hugs are soft and sweet. Theyā€™re laced with love
Armin had been completely humiliated in combat training today. Shadis had partnered him up with Marco, one of the worst fighters in the 104th, and yet he still couldn't hold his ground.
He was so embarrassed he didn't even show up to dinner, which made you, Mikasa, and Eren even more concerned. Marco felt horrible
So, you decided to sneak into the boy's dorms. No one else was even there anyway, and you'd never really gotten in trouble before, so you weren't afraid of Shadis
"Armin," You called out, but your voice was cautious. You didnā€™t want him to be caught off guard
As you walked to his bed, your heart broke. Armin looked like he was both famished and in complete despair. His knees were tucked to his chest and tears spilled out of his baby blue eyes. His blonde hair was messy and knotty, and you could tell he was stressed. You sat next to him and the bed creaked obnoxiously
"How am I supposed to make it if I can't even do good in combat training? Itā€™s so basic, Iā€™m not gonna make it if I can't get better. what am I gonna do? I don't wanna be shipped off to the fields. I-ā€œ
"Armin, honey," You cooed, and placed your warm hand on his shoulder. You guided his head to lay on you. "You underestimate yourself. Who cares if you're not as good at combat training? Weā€™re fighting titans, not people. You excel in the education part of training, and you're respected by your peers. I am so proud of you, Armin. I know you will succeed. and if you get shipped off, Iā€™m going too."
Armin sniffled, and as he looked up at the confident look on your face, he knew that you were right. He pulled you in for a hug, and hid his face in your neck.
"Erenā€™s worried about you. He says he'll beat Marco up if you want him too!"
"NO!"
REINER
Reinerā€™s hugs are desperate and hesitant. Itā€™s strange for him to receive affection after everything heā€™s been through
One day, you decided you wanted to surprise Reiner at work. You could tell something was off with your husband but you couldnā€™t quite tell what it was; you wanted to cheer him up
You didnā€™t even think of knocking. You visited him so much nowadays that it was an afterthought. And thank the Lord it was
The sight before you was horrifying. You opened your mouth, but not a sound came out. As soon as Reiner saw you enter his office, he freaked the fuck out
He dropped the gun, watching as it made a loud clatter on the wooden floor. His eyes were wide and his sweaty hands were shaking. He looked almost fearful; like the little boy he once used to beā€¦ the one who would get screamed at during training because he was so weak
ā€œWhatā€¦ is this?ā€ You dropped the cookies you had made specially for him, but you didnā€™t care. Suddenly, you were breathing heavily, and if you blinked one more time tears would fall. Your vision was blurry, and the entire room looked shaky.
ā€œWhat are you doing? Honeyā€¦ Reiner, please, please donā€™t leave me. I need you here, please, Rei, stay, stay,ā€ You pleaded, and suddenly your arms were wrapped tightly around him, his face hidden by your stomach. He was still sitting in his chair, completely in shock
You were hyperventilating, shaking, and were about to throw up. What happened? Your sweet Reiner was going to do this to himself? You thought everything had been going goodā€¦ had you not been paying enough attention to him?
A thousand thoughts were running through your head but they all were interrupted when you felt his strong, muscular arms wrap around your torso. His shoulders shook rapidly, his face hidden away in your shirt, and for the first time in your entire life, you saw him cry
ā€œSorry, ā€˜m sorry, please donā€™t-ā€œ His voice was laced with anguish and despair and all you had ever wanted in that moment was to take his pain away. The sounds of his weeping broke your heart, and his deep voice almost sounded unnatural while crying. You were not used to it at all; heā€™d always tried to ā€œact like a manā€ around you, and not worry you. All he did was bottle up his emotions, unbeknownst to you
ā€œItā€™s okay, weā€™ll do this together, honey, itā€™s fine, youā€™re fine, itā€™s good,ā€ You breathed out, your voice heavy. You both knew it was definitely not fine, but youā€™d work through it together. Reiner was your husband, after all.
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Hi do you still write for disney's descendants? if so can you do headcanons of being siblings with the VKs? and if possible the siblings came with them to the school. sorry for my bad english
Being siblings with each VK + going to Auradon with them would include :
IM BAAAAACK!! It has been a while since I have posted so I am currently working through requests :)
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Mal :
Homie would be overprotective af
This lady ainā€™t having any Auradon dweebs getting you on her watch
Always encouraging you to be the best version of yourself
Or in Maleficentā€™s case the worst
Yā€™all are not that big on boys, girls etc before Mal meets Ben
Mix and matching leather jackets
Being the biggest chaos causes wherever you guys go
Finding it hard to be positive about school when Mal wants you to be miserable about it all
Her helping you to control your powers which are cool im gonna be honest
Sharing differences and similarities with Mal
She just wants to keep you safe from bad people in the world
Ironic for a VK right?
Especially from rats in Auradon
Feeling pressured by your mom when she wants you to steal the magic wand
Liking Ben and not finding it difficult to adjust to being good
Evie :
Now this one encourages you to interact with others
She wants to get you as far out of your shell as possible
Cause poor girl ainā€™t got a clue what will happen if you all get caught stealing the wand
Wanting you to get a partner
But asking them lots of intimidating kind questions if you do
Doing group sewing + art!
Always trying on each otherā€™s clothing
Having matching magic mirrors
Creating a Chad hate club
Evie being the favourite child but always defending you
Going on shopping sprees when you arrive at Auradon
Trying hard to empress everyone
But then realising that it is really impossible
Evie wanting to dye your hair
Her chasing you around with the hair dye
Actually secretly wanting to be good from the beginning
Carlos :
Always being super close to each other
Thing 1 = you / Thing 2 = Carlos
Actually quite liking dogs
Lol your brother did not like that one
Until you got Dude obviously (you was his fav)
Always having super fluffy jumpers or cardigans
Enjoying sweet treats with him at midnight
Literally menaces to the cooking club
Softest member of the VKā€™s
Collecting stuffed animals to annoy Carlos
Then proceeding to throw them at each other
Fairy Godmother actually really liking you
You going into Remedial Goodness 101 early so you both can have a chat
Honestly loving the Auradon vibe
Cheering Carlos on when he plays Tourney
+ shipping him with Jane!!
Literally acting like kids the whole time
Wanting to open an animal club in Auradon
Tbh you was already sliding to the side of good as soon as you arrived
Jay :
My mans is on a whole other level of protective
Like you thought Mal was bad
Whether your on the isle or in Auradon this boy has your back
Him always glaring at the boys whenever they look at you for too long
Even at poor Carlos, who has no clue what is going on
Teaching you how to steal
Reminding your father of Jasmine
You + Evie + Mal are the perfect trio
Doing laps around the museum to try and find any lamps
Not your proudest moment ngl
You plus Lonnie equals BESTIES!!
Jay making you always watch him play sports
Stealing his beanies all the time
Hiding in spots around Auradon so he has to try and find you
You best hope that none of them princes disrespect you
Cause they gon get an ass whoopin
Honestly not caring about whether youā€™re good or not
As long as you have your brother and your friends
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caram3lla Ā· 6 months
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I just couldnt merge the two series so I made separate ones. To be fair, I havenā€™t really read 4koa so my opinion may be misguided but whatever (and I also havenā€™t watched 7ds in a while also, soā€¦) PLEASE hear me out anywayšŸ˜­šŸ™
I donā€™t have much to say about favorite character, Iā€™m literally in love with Howzer and Iā€™ve never loved a character as much as him. for Chion, heā€™s just an asshole and thatā€™s enough for me. He has a lot of potential as a character and Iā€™m really excited for him in the series, I would not be his friend IRL though because he would literally be the worst person to be around. And you know what, everyone can hate him but I will always appreciate himšŸ˜ššŸ’–Gilthunder, Diane and Donny are runner ups for fav character!
To be honest, I donā€™t TOTALLY dislike Ban butā€¦idk. I donā€™t like him very much, but not only for the very obvious Elaine related reasons. Something he did at the beginning of 7ds kinda stuck with me, when he tried to kill Meliodas to get Elaine back. I guess itā€™s supposed to be, like, heartbreaking that he wants his woman back so bad heā€™d kill his best friend???? Mid battle???? Like girl this is not about you rnšŸ˜­ Idk if my friend tried to kill me to get her boyfriend back, I think Iā€™d have to kill her idk thatā€™s just mešŸ˜­ and Iā€™m really sorry to the Ban fans because I know heā€™s a good character and I get that he becomes a better friend later, that scene just stuck with me though
I feel like this might not be a super unpopular opinion but I didnā€™t really like Escanor at first. Ig I just didnā€™t really care about him. I like his night time self, heā€™s very sweet and dorky. The thing I like about SUPER confident and cocky characters is them getting taken down a notch, which he was, twice, so itā€™s fine. For Tristan, Iā€™m so sorry but I really didnā€™t care for him at allšŸ˜­ Before I read most of the scenes with him in it, I thought he was SOOOO bland and boring. Like, he was just nice, and loved, and thatā€™s it. He seems like a character that thinks everything is his fault, which isnt a problem with him or his character, I just donā€™t really like characters like that. I like that he looks more like Elizabeth, I think thatā€™s nice. Anyway I like him now and I think heā€™s more complex than I thought before!
I dislike Guinevere for the obvious reasons that everyone hates her for so I donā€™t have much to sayšŸ˜­I guess to cover the least favorite ship category, I donā€™t like her and Lancelot together and that one scene was super weird. I like her design tbh, sheā€™s super cute, but yeahā€¦
I honestly donā€™t dislike Veronica, I just like her design more than her herselfšŸ˜­Sheā€™s super caring and sweet, and loyal, just very abrasive sometimes. When she interacts with people and her family especially, you can tell that she really cares, even if sheā€™s kinda mean. Anyway I love da bob and her dress, itā€™s very cutešŸ˜Œ on the flip side, I like Tioreh herself WAY more than her design. I honestly cannot pin down what I donā€™t like about her design, I just really really donā€™t like itšŸ˜­ Iā€™m sorryyyyyy
For the fav ships, I donā€™t have too much explaining to do (Iā€™m gonna keep saying that and Iā€™m lying every single time). For Gilthunder x Howzer, I just really love the friends to lovers trope. Although a One-sided! Howzer x Gilthunder is probably more realistic. Anyway I love their friendship as it is :) To be honest I never liked rivals to lovers until this Chion x Donny phase I have going on right now, I have no explanation for this I just think theyā€™re cute.
Elizabeth is super sweet, and honestly I donā€™t mind her voice, she is such a caring friend. Jade is just like, the most normal character I think ever so I would be his friends irl, probablyšŸ˜­
I would NOT be friends with Gowther, I feel like he would expose me so often, and like, one of my biggest fears is that someone is reading my mind, so heā€™s literally my nightmare, and I donā€™t wanna know himšŸ˜­
Anyway Iā€™m done yapping now, thank you for reading this if your at this point lol
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gayuu-the-necromancer Ā· 1 year
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My thoughts on El's father...(Rant!)
TW - major spoilers
I hate him!
He's the fucking worst! Not only as a father but he's monster. I don't care if he's grieving the loss of his wife, he's also responsible for what happen to El.
El's mom, Cecelia (beautiful name btw) was r*ped by a monster and that's how El was born. No one knew this fact. I understand Cecelia having conflicted feelings for El. On one hand, she does seems to care about El but there was also a small amount of hatred because of how he was born. From El's point of view, his mom looked at him like he was like a caterpillar, which she hates.
Cecelia could no longer suffer the pain and killed herself after writing a suicide note that revealed everything. Hugh, El's dad and Cecelia's husband, was affected mentally and blamed it all on El after knowing all the truth. First of all, you're telling me, you loved and cared for El all this time, and the moment you realised that he was not your flesh and blood, you don't love him anymore? Are you telling me all the love you gave him before was only because you thought he was your actual son? If El can love you, who is not his biological father, even after knowing everything then why can't you love him back? Like you lost your wife, he too lost his mother. Now the only one he can rely on is you!
Also how is this all El's fault? He's 8 or 9 years old. What the hell did he do? How is this all his fault? It's not like he told that monster from heaven to go and SA Cecelia, so that he can come to earth, right? Use your brain you dumb bitch!
And not yet! I haven't even got to the worse part yet. After this, Hugh goes into complete depression, and his mental state was not good. He even wanted El out of his sight or otherwise, he would have panic attacks because El's face reminded him was his wife's death. Whatever! Fuck you anyways!
While this was happening, that mf Jeffery...yeah, Jeffery, everyone's fav character...Yayy! He manipulates the now defenseless 9 year old El so that he and the maids could SA him as much as they liked....
Just how much of a monster you have to be to do this to a child? That too a child who YOU watched growing up. I just really want to know what was going in their minds when they were doing such things.
This nightmare was happening everyday and one day, the doctor was visiting the mansion for Hugh's treatment, got a whiff of this and he was like "Oh, you can SA a beautiful looking child and you won't face any consequences? Plss let me in!"
Yeah! The doctor! A doctor, who's job is to save people, now wants to gang with these monsters to destroy what is left of El. I literally wanna skin these people alive, chop them and feed them to the dogs.
Of course El kills the doctor by stabbing him with the scissors, because he's mentally broken at this point. Jeffery and the maid, just entirely brainwashed and manipulated him into thinking that what they're doing to him is an act of love and they love him unlike his father and mother. El thought that if he killed the doctor, maybe then Hugh will be happy and smile at him. He goes to see his father and his father killed himself. Good! Otherwise I would have killed him myself! His father told him that he knew what Jeffery and the maids were doing to him but he decided to let it happen because he wanted El to feel the same pain as he does. This statement, made my blood BOIL! This fucking selfish ASSHOLE!! Just how can you watch a child's innocence being stolen and take the side of these monsters? Even if he's not your biological child, he's still a child! A human being that has feelings!! Just how can you? A parent should be protecting their children. Even if you're not a parent, as a human being, don't you think you should protect that child? I'm sorry, I'm being so emotional! It just hurts me more when I see a parent doing this.
You know, when I was child, my grandma used to tell me that in hell, people are thrown into a large boiling cooking pots filled with oil and are roasted by Yamaraj (god of death in Hinduism) for their sins. I'm not a religious person, but I feel like that's one of the best punishment suited for monsters who attack children.
I...just...hate him more than Liam's dad.
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