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ahqkas · 2 years

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𝐨𝐨𝐨. CARELESS WHISPERS ; anakin skywalker

pairing! anakin skywalker x gn!reader

synopsis! sleeping with anakin was like coming home after a long day; his arms held a strange feeling of safety and made you feel at home. everything was peaceful until he learned about the fact that you tend to talk in your sleep

warnings! fluff, sleep talking which leads anakin to tease you ab it, anakin calls reader 'my love' and 'sweetheart', lmk if i missed smth !!

word count! 0.8k

notes! so apparently i sleep talk 🚶🏻‍♀️ and thats why this exists (the stuff i say doesn't even make sense like girl 'i need to drink' what do u need to drink 😟⁉️) I HAVE RLLY MIXED FEELINGS AB THIS WRITING so 👍🏻👍🏻 ,, liking, reblogging & commenting is deeply appreciated <3

He could hear those silent whispers of yours almost every night, yet he couldn't find himself to complain about it because some part of him enjoyed listening to them and your reactions to him exposing every single word you said to you in the morning was far too good to miss. You'd sit beside him and try to process the information because how could you say something that stupid didn't make sense to you and he just teased you more but both of you laughed at it at the end.

Anakin found himself in the situation again as he was laying down on a bed with you on top of him, hugging you close to his frame and watching you closely with sleepy eyes. He was getting pretty tired but your sweet whispering was worth the missed sleep if he got the chance to hear your voice just a little more that day.

His hand was resting on your jaw, his thumb brushing against the apple of your cheek affectionately, showing you the actions he wasn't allowed to do in public areas. And he hated it. Maker, how he despised the way he couldn't be with you freely as he wished. Holding your hand, walking around with you longer than it was required, even looking at you in a certain way was out of question if you were a Jedi. Which he was. And you were as well.

The corners of your lips tugged up and you nuzzled your face closer into the crook of his neck, which caused thoughts to enter his sleepless mind. You were probably dreaming about something nice right now, based on how your facial expression brightened and Anakin was happy that at least either one of you enjoyed the state of dreams without being interrupted by a sudden and uninvited nightmare. But there was a certain thing he was expecting tonight.

The sweet whispers of your thoughts left your sleeping form and carried themselves into the space of the silent room like a light wind on a sunny day and Anakin caught them without any trouble, trying to remember as much of them as he could so when there was a time he wouldn't see you, he could just simply rewind the voice in his head and listen to it again and again and never get tired of it.

Some nights you weren't making a sense at all with your 'I need more' and 'Place it right here' and confusing the man beside you to no end. What did you need? And why would you need more of it? Place it right there? Anakin's thoughts were running miles at the rate of his thinking. Tonight's night seemed to be one of those, when you would actually reply to him and he couldn't be happier at the discovery. Messing with you was fun.

"Ani," the whisper of his name got his attention from La la land back to you, the blue of his eyes resting on your face in a comfortable silence as he waited for more. "Anakin."

"Yes, my love?"

You shuffled around a bit in your sleep, a barely noticeable smile now grazed your lips. You were so beautiful to him, even in your sleep. "I need to tell you something."

Anakin let out a whisper of his own as his thumb continued on caressing your skin, the movement so gentle you could barely feel it. His way of showing some affection but still trying his hardest to not wake you up. "Go on, I'm listening."

"It's really important."

His lips pulled up a smile so big it caused his cheeks to throb from the not very familiar action. This type of smiles were reserved only around you and only for you, there wasn't really any other reason to show them around and you two unfortunately didn't spend a lot of free time together.

"Very important. But I trust you with my secrets. So I'm gonna tell you."

The Jedi waited with patience, his eyes glistening in the moonlight like the very same stars in the sky while he gazed down at you with a look you couldn't place a finger on. They were always full of determination, boldness and courage which were qualities he's grown to be proud of. But around you they've got the spark of passion, intimacy and fondness.

"I'm right here, you can tell me anything."

"I love you."

Anakin tensed under you, feeling the warmth of your breath fanning the side of his face a bit (which he didn't mind, it gave him some sort of comfort knowing you were sleeping next to him well). He expected everything, literally anything else than a love confession out of you. But it was nice and sweet and the man liked the feeling it came with so he hugged you close with his hand still holding your face and let out a whisper on his own once again. "I love you as well, sweetheart."

"But don't tell Anakin."

He could only chuckle quietly at this and finally let his mind rest.

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malavera · 1 year

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Dad's Best Friend, pt. iii (m) — Tom Cruise

↳ Tom Cruise is your Dad's Best friend. Your dad is a businessman in Hollywood, and he happens to be friends with your teenage year crush. You're legal now, what happens when you can finally live out your desires?

summary: Tom gladly accompanies you during your meeting. Though, what happens after all the things you both did previously at your dad's birthday party, you're suddenly in your feelings. You couldn't help but letting him know, so what will his answer be?

warnings: 18+, angst, smut; dom!tom, oral m/receiving, praisekink, agegap (reader is 26 tom is 59)

w.c: 2658

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The mighty Tom Cruise sat there and looked pretty,

As if he was your trophy husband that you decided to bring him out to your meetings. You would include him in some parts of the conversation to let him know that you acknowledge his presence and you would appreciate it if he could give some insights on what he thinks about the matter that you and your business manager discussed, though once you and Roy had gotten the responds Tom would released himself from the conversation as he didn't want to interfere and engaged much.

Watching the whole process of you and your business manager coming up with a problem then finds a way to the solution, he couldn't help but feel proud of the woman that you have become. He might not be around your teenage years much, but he's got eyes and ears around you that you might not know of. He's thankful that although your dad might be too royal, he'd spoil you too much that you might end up being a stuck up bitch living in LA who knows nothing but make her daddy's pockets hurt, you're not.

Though, Tom wished he'd known you in a different way.

He wished you weren't his best friend's daughter. He cares about you too much to the point he doesn't see anyone, but you. He wanted to be there for you at all times, he wanted to be the man you'd come running to. But, he's aware of the risks that in fact, he's in a conflict within himself on should he punished himself for what he almost lure you into back there in your old bedroom, or... Should he just say what the fuck and make his move?

"Thank you for the company, Tom."

Tom folded his lips before replying with a nod, his hands folded into fists before he shoved them inside his pockets, afraid he might engage into something that the world may found it frowned upon. You on the other hand, debates on whether you should invite him in or gestured a 'off you go'.

"You're welcome. I- I wished we had more time." Tom chuckled breathlessly,

“I’m leaving tomorrow at dawn.”

You wished you’ve had invited him in.

You ponder on every chances that you could’ve taken hours ago. He’s got you wrapped around his fingers. You couldn’t eat, you couldn’t sleep, you even tried putting on YouTube and crank up some ambient music but still—your heart couldn’t help but missing him.

Staring at your screen, displaying a blank space of text messages to his number—as you kept typing… Though ended up not sending the messages. What were you supposed to say?

I couldn’t stop thinking about you.

I want you back then.

I want you to do things to me.

Wreck my insides please, daddy?

For fuck sakes, calling him Daddy? Would it be awkward? You’ve never tried it, except in your dream. It was so juicy why did your father ever wake you up?

Your mind kept rewinding the scenes in your old bedroom. How you could finally have a taste of him back then, feel him, use him. You sighed in distress, why couldn’t you faced him using the confidence that you always have when it comes to you and the reality. You couldn’t even pretend to be confident, now that you think of it—your heart grimaced in shame. I must’ve looked so fucking dumb back then, he must’ve thought i’m an amateur—fuck no I am no amateur, you thought.

With no surprise, your screen displayed calling… as you waited for him to pick up his phone. You bet on yourself if on the third ring he didn’t-

“Hello?”

Your breath hitched in your throat. He picked up.

“H-hey..” Way to go.

“Y/N is there something wrong?”

“Uhmm-” You muttered. Fuck, stop stuttering.

You mentally shook your head to shrug off all of the burden on your shoulders, clearing your throat and straighten your posture from leaning against your pillow.

“I am no amateur, Tom.” You declared.

Tom raised his eyebrows in surprise, he wanted to chuckle and shook his head from side to side. What on earth are you on?

“What do you mean, sweetheart?”

Don’t let him get to you, don’t let him shake your ground, You speak to yourself.

“I could’ve fucked you back there.” You taunted,

“I am not afraid. I am not some dumb little teenage girl who’s got a big fat crush on her Dad’s Best Friend. I am more than that. I am a woman, who’d tend to her needs and wants and-.. And- you’re not what I need but- but- I want to suck your cock and make you cum.” You digressed.

“I- I- I want you. I want your hands all over my grown body. I want you to do things to me that you knew you’d end up in hell or beat up by my father. I want you to- to- touch me. I want to feel you, fuck- I- I- I want to feel you! I loved that you’re so warm even though we weren’t even on top of each other, but I could feel you.” You croaked, speaking to him with your heart on your hands.

"And I-" You sighed, "I wished I could feel you." You finished, swallowing your saliva. Relieved is what you can express, it's like the lump in your chest has finally washed away. Turns out, spitting out all of these things are what your mind didn't know that you need. For some reason, the wave of confidence has returned to your body. You should've felt ashamed as you did not received any feedback on the other line after you spoke with your heart on your hands.

You felt like slapping your head after you realize how dumb you must've sounded. It's almost minutes why is he not responding? You should've thought better. With your head hung, your shoulders slowly slumped, you tugged your phone away from your ears looking at the screen watching the number of minutes turned from each seconds.

Really Y/N you should've known better, you thought.

"H-have Have a safe trip." You muttered, the line went cut off.

The boiling sound from the pot on the stove is the only thing that may seemed alive. Way to go to start your morning at 5 AM, the water dispenser broke, you couldn't have a cup of hot tea to relax all of your muscles that failed to when you tried to bring yourself down to sleep.

Should you regret the things that you've said last night?

You wished that you hadn't opened your mouth as now waves of guilt and shame washes over you. He must've think you're a teenage girl after the stupid confession.

You jumped when the phone rang the famous opening ringtone, you didn't realize you've been zoning out, the water had formed bubbles from the boil. You switched off your stove before grabbing your phone from the counter, you wished it was him calling you but your heart dropped when it's your dad.

"Hey, Dad." You answered.

"Good morning! I bet you wouldn't answer at this very early," He laughs.

"Aha, I did though. What do you need?"

"What do you say to make up the time that you, literally, missed yesterday a.k.a my birthday-"

"Right, about that Dad I am so sorry. It was urgent and-"

"No, No, No, of course I understand. Hear me out, what would you say for Golf?"

You stare at your hands, licking your bottom lips. Maybe a day with your Dad could get you out of your thoughts. You've checked your schedule and it's safe to say that you have the whole day off, let's hope there's no surprises from your office for once.

There is no surprises from your office for once, and thank god you've been receiving great feedbacks from your manager. You locked your phone before handing it to your caddie as she exchanged it to your golf stick. You watched your Dad having his turn before he swung his stick sending the ball away.

"That's a great one, Dad." You praised, clapping your gloved hands.

"Watch your back you don't want to twist 'em!" Your heart winced, your clapping stops.

Your dad rolled his eyes before making a face as you watched him appearing in your vision, dressed in a golfing kind of outfit. Didn't he said he's leaving at dawn? If your jaw could fall to the ground, it would. But, you remembered where you are as you slowly closed your slightly agape mouth.

"Tom! What are you doing here? I thought you're leaving to London for the shoot." Your Dad greeted him with a tough handshake.

"Yeah, I should've." Tom sighed before he turned his head towards you.

"But, I realized I've had such little time with this little one. I missed her. So, I'm staying for a while until we have a good time." He emphasised that only he knows, you could understand. You folded your lips suppressing a smile.

"Well come on, there's always room for one more. Ashton throw Mister Cruise a stick!"

You ignored him, throughout the golfing. Not only you were ashamed, but you were furious. Did he thought showing up here was a good idea? Hell fucking no. What a fucking douche, You thought. He could've texted you, called you back, or better yet he could've just responded. Sighing as you closed the door to the VIP changing room, all of a sudden you felt hot. Your hands went flying to harshly tug off your hat, throwing them away to your duffle bag.

"So, you're giving me the cold shoulder now?" You shrieked and jumped before you turned your heels towards the voice. Turns out he's been in the room's bathroom as he slowly shuts the door before crossing his arms.

"Why are you here?" You barked.

"I needed to see you." You scoffed.

"Yeah? For what? Make me feel even more embarrassed?" Tom's heart fell, that's not how you feel isn't it? He asked himself.

"Why would you be so?"

You scoffed in disbelief, "Why wouldn't you be? After you told the man who's old enough to be her father, that she wanted him to fuck her and then proceeding to pour her heart out only to not getting single response?" You barked once more.

"Go away, get out of here. I don't want to see you." You spat out.

"That's not how you should speak to me, sweetheart." Tom warned.

"Yeah? Well hear this, FUCK YOU!" You fumed.

Something inside him snapped as he launched to you slamming your back against the wall. Tom might be kind and generous, but when you get on his nerves, you would regret it. You shrieked when you felt your back clashed against the wallpapered walls, your eyes briefly shut before you open them back. Tom's chest heaves, his breath exhaled through his nose in fury.

"Are you trying to turn me on?" Tom smirked, "Because it's working, sweetheart." He grinned.

One hand on your throat, the other on your shoulder blade. Your eyebrows scrunched together, you struggled to maintain your breath, a needy whine drives out from your throat to your pursed lips.

Tom lessen his grip on your throat, "Now are you going to be good and show me what you said last night on the phone?"

Your teeth gritted inside your closed mouth, your eyes darted side to side to his eyes, searching something. Your chest heaves, your breath turned panted, a whimper escaped from your mouth.

"Fuck me." Your hands went to his neck, harshly pulling him in for a kiss. The kiss was sloppy, teeth clashing, tongue battling for dominance kind of action. Tom's hands went under you to lift you up from the ground, your legs automatically wrapped around his waist. Tom guide you both towards the leathered sofa before laying you back against the cushion.

Seconds later your top was laying on the floor with your bra and his shirt, the last piece of garment covering you both was the bottoms. You in your white skirt, him in his pants. You both were panting, lips still colliding. Tom's hands wander from your collarbone to your chest, to toy with your breasts. A mewl from you he received.

You pushed yourself up to guide him ushering to take a seat on the sofa. Your lips moved down to his jaw then to his neck, Tom watched as you go down kissing his chest, your hands wander down to his abdomen before reaching what you're looking for. The waistband of his pants, your hands went to undo his belt before undoing the button of his pants.

Tugging them off of him, Tom impressed. You settled on your knees, as Tom look to the front to find a mirror facing both of you. He groaned once he sees your laced panties, the fabric squeezed in between your rounded ass as you slightly bent to tend on his growing hard on.

"Shit, sweetheart. I wished you could see how you look right now." Tom grunted, hands on your hair caressing your head. You're too busy massaging his bulge, groping his balls before you finally took the last piece of garment off of him.

His cock sprung free slapping his abdomen, as Tom hissed with his eyes closed throwing his head back before turning his attention back to you. Your eyes locked on his, grabbing his cock with your free hand as the other played with his balls. Your plumped and moist lips inch towards his flaring red tip as your tongue grazes against the tiny slit on the head.

Tom moaned once he felt your warm tongue, you repeated this action over and over again before wrapping your lips around the head of his cock.

"Sshiit... Look at you, don't you think you should've just get on your knees and suck my cock instead of throwing shits at me, sweetheart? Mmh.. You're doing so good." Tom moaned, his hands playing with your hair in hopes of prying them away from your face.

You relaxed the muscles on your jaw, as you pushed your head further down his shaft. With the action that you pulled sends shiver down his spine as Tom shuddered feeling your warm throat.

"Shit look at you, you really are not an amateur. You suck cock like a good slut." Tom praised but degrade you at the same time, calling you a slut, for some reason made your pussy throbs as you moaned around his cock.

"Mmm.. Mmm.. What would your father say about this? What happens when he finds his daughter on her knees sucking his best friend's cock like her life depends on it?" Tom taunted, you seemed to like his dirty mouth when Tom watched the way you squeezed your thighs from the mirror, your pace went fast.

Tom moaned when he saw your panties drenched due to your pussy getting wetter by each seconds.

"Fuck yes, keep doing it. I'm almost there, sweetheart. You're doing great." Tom moaned, throwing his head back, his hips thrusting upwards slightly to meet each bob from your head.

The tip of his head throbs, as he feel it coming, forming from his balls. "F-fuck, I'm coming sweetheart. Argh!" Tom shoots his load in your mouth, the strings streamed down your throat, his hips lifted stopping midway, his hands gripping your hair holding you down on his cock.

He gave one final thrust to clean out the last bit of his load, before slowly pulling his cock out of your mouth. His hands went to your chin as he leaned down,

"Swallow it."

Like a good girl, you did what he said. Tom chuckles, shaking his head side to side in disbelief.

He just fucked his best friend's daughter's mouth.

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stelladoesstuff · 1 year

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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Okokokok. I watched Watching and Dreaming several hours ago at this point, and the hype still hasn’t gone away. So here were are: Welcome to Stella’s ranting about different parts of the Owl House finale to cope with the absolute insanity in my brain.

This is all incoherent rambling.

OWL HOUSE WATCHING AND DREAMING SPOILERS BELOW

1. Raine. Raine Whispers is a fucking badass. They were fighting against being possessed not only by the Collector but by Belos at the same time, and still managed to break through TWICE. The Collector lost control over them the first time, and they managed to push Belos out second. And then. After ALL OF THAT. They get up and chase Belos into the throne room to try and stop him from possessing the Titan. Absolute powerhouse.

2. King’s DAD???!!! Bi-gender icon, over here wearing a bad girl coven t-shirt and pajama pants. And a tiny Hooty sticking out of his eye?? Gosh, I really wish he’d been able to talk to King, but the bread pun message hit hard regardless. He’s been watchinggggg ;-;

3. Eda and King’s reactions to Luz’s ‘death’ were HEARTBREAKING. And the Collector processing the concept of death- that entire sequence hurt. Seriously, I cried twice during that scene alone- once when Luz died, and once when she came back. Eda and King immediately calming down from their rampage upon seeing she was okay I’m not ok-

4. DARIUS AND HUNTER. All of the parent-child reunions were adorable, both Gus and Willow seeing their dad’s again dhdhdh, but Darius and Hunter’s little moment aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. And Eberwolf too! I really wish we could have gotten more, but the show gave us so much with what little time Disney gave

5. The flapjack tattoos. And Hunter being a palismen carver. AND HIS NEW PALISMEN- I heard Dana confimed the new bird’s name was Waffle and I love him so much. ALSO HUNTLOW SIDE-HUG???? I’m going to need fanfics for all of these ships and moments to cope with this finale istg. I’ll probably write a pile of them

6. RAEDA EARRING SWAP. I was already crying watching the end credits, and then I spotted Raine’s earring on Eda and immediately had to rewind. I didn’t even notice Raine wearing Eda’s earrings until I went back- canon or not, I’m interpreting the earring-swap as a boiling isles alternative to wedding rings. Sue me.

7. DALADOR CONFIRMED??? I now need content about Amity and Hunter being step-siblings because that shit is hilarious. And when Amity and Luz eventually get married that would make Hunter her brother-in-law ddhdhdh I’m fine. Also, Alador removing the coven sigils- we love to see it. And the fact that Odalia is nowhere to be seen is perfection

8. LUZ GOT HER QUINCENERA!! Lilith tried XD

9. Lilith and Hooty’s reunion was everything I hoped it to be. Their friendship means so much dhdhd. Lilith aroace icon u.u

Ok, that’s some things out of my system for now. I might be back with rambling round two later because I’m sure there’s a dozen tiny details I’ll notice upon rewatching and looking at other people point things out. Till then, I shall be writing fanfic and drawing fanart :D

#the owl house #the owl house spoilers #watching and dreaming #watching and dreaming spoilers #toh spoilers #rambling #toh rambling #raeda #luz noceda #eda clawthorne #willow park #hunter toh #raine whispers #king clawthorne #STILL SCREAMING AND CRYING

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darkfromday · 11 months

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game. of. the. year.

okay so highlights from my eleven-days-and-counting playthrough of tears of the kingdom so far:

“DID HE JUST TAKE 27 OF MY HEARTS IN 3 SECONDS???”

yelling “YOU CAN REWIND TIME???” on day 1 and making my mom laugh while she was next to me on the couch

catching a star fragment out of the sky while diving, not once but twice

taking either five minutes or an hour to figure out any given shrine

related to this, either saying “I am a genius” or “...I went to an Ivy” (derogatory) depending on how long it took

saying “holy damn you can go through solid walls?? neat” in ascend tutorial and then forgetting that was a solution to early game problems for the next ten hours

“damn I wish your botw horses transferred” *later* “wait, THEY DID????”

“how thE FUCK do you kill these creepy hands omg stop murdering me I just want the underground shrine!!”

“I’m not smart enough to build shit in this game tbh” *builds a rocket raft for a korok*

the rocket raft breaks apart and the korok falls back down the mountain and into the sea, forcing me to start all over

“where is my house WHERE is Hateno Village was it this far away before???”

(I have made it to Hateno Village. I still have not reached my house)

either curbstomping black bokoblins or being curbstomped by them, with no in-between

*for three real days* “I MUST return to Tarrey Town!! I want to see what’s happening there!!” *finally makes it there and only stays 20 minutes before swanning off somewhere else*

“I think I’m watching these Zelda memories in the wrong order”

having my first Zelda Theory and having to keep it to myself

staying off twitter to keep from being spoiled... only to get lured into a false sense of security since people kept only sharing korok videos, and get spoiled for something I haven’t reached yet anyway

saying “what the fuck is THAT, NOPE” every time I see what looks like a giant elemental dragon in the distance, starting with the first lightning one in an old castle ruin

making so many cold resistance meals, only to not even use most of them for their intended purpose because I already bought all the cold resistance armor before meeting Tulin

trying to dive down from a glide and kill a construct enemy only to miss and fall to the earth below

saying “yeah I’m going to Kakariko” five times a day and not going

getting lost in the Lost Woods again bc WHAT THE FUCK YOU LITERALLY CANNOT TAKE ONE STEP WITHOUT HELLO DARKNESS MY OLD FRIEND. WHAT AM I DOING WRONG. (please do not tell me)

finding the underground tunnel to Hyrule Castle and wandering around murdering an obscene amount of Like Like enemies

“oh look, this is where the Hylian Shield was in botw, maybe it will be here again--I can’t open this door--NO FUCK NOT THE GLOOM HANDS AGAIN”

...wait. I can’t get in the room which means the gloom hands can’t get to me. But I can hit them with arrows through the bars. Advantage: me

Tulin’s avatar and I defeat the hands, finally, proof that they can be fucking beaten, I can turn my attention back to getting in that room--no. Phantom Ganon boss appears. Immovable gates do not stop him

the reward I receive for beating Phantom Ganon, sacrificing many good weapons and a shield in the process, is not worth the scare to my heart, because it is not the Hylian Shield

that time I went to sleep peacefully in a stable and the Blood Moon cutscene smacked me immediately in the face

trying to get to a shrine sitting on top of solid ice in the dumbest ways for an hour, before realizing that I could just rewind time on some of the falling stones in the area to get high enough in the air to float down to it

“I have so many bomb arrows!” “...now I don’t”

saying “why can’t we have remote bombs, stasis or cryonis back” at least once a week mid-puzzle

“whisper to me, horse god”

“THERE’S A MEAL LIMIT??”

“THERE’S SHRINES IN THE SKY???”

“THERE’S SHRINES UNDERGROUND????”

living out my dream of being a journalist even though I have the wrong degree IRL (thanks Lucky Clover Gazette)

“There’s how many wells?”

seeing a black boss bokoblin in Hyrule Castle and just going “NO.” and turning around

two Lynels have seen me. neither have engaged

living in fear of the day Hestu gets bored and leaves Lookout Landing

“are my other botw friends besides Teba okay... I’m scared to check”

“you know, Rauru’s kinda.... nevermind”

holding in my trauma because I’ve been poor in video games before even when others were rich, but this is the first time I really feel poor (and so do other people apparently)

Beedle is my best friend

“cool, pirates in Lurelin”! *doesn’t go to investigate*

performs most haphazard tower-and-shrine-collection methods of all time

dying a billion times in the first few days. and still dying. died today in fact

“you know, Ganon’s kinda... NEVERMIND”

having either 100 brightbloom flowers ready for the depths or 17

wondering when I will feel strong enough to fight a Hinox, Stalnox or other big boi

*first Talus-riding Bokoblin encounter* “WHEN I SAW THIS IN THE TRAILER I DIDN’T THINK THIS WOULD BE REAL”

having to almost bite my tongue to keep from calling the “ultrahand” ability “godhand” in the first few days for some reason idk why

“I will reunite you!! I must get you to your friend! This is so exciting!” <- me about the first korok-friend-reuniting mission......

“please tell me there’s not 900 more koroks in this game, I didn’t even get them all in the last one”

searching for an outfit that isn’t weaksauce in defense but lets Link have his hair down because....~

dying several times on the tutorial sky island because I needed to get down to a lower platform and I forgot that diving into water is a safe activity

RIP to my fire fruit stash

“I SUCK AT SHIELD SURFING NOW :’(”

...and I’ve only done a little of the game.

#the legend of zelda #tears of the kingdom #totk spoilers #Darkday plays games #personal

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transingthoseformers · 6 months

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I am contemplating the CDRWDOM arrangement in Phase Seven, and I know I've previously established that Chromedome does end up carrying, but now I just had the idea of him being kind of in-laws with Megatron via the Situationship that is CDRWDOM and MiniRavMegs, so in an effort to help ease tensions with the Ambus brothers figuring out how to work things out, Megatron puts himself forward and invites Chromedome to do pre-baby shopping and plan their respective baby showers together. Cue the most awkward socializing known to man.

He has vague concepts about their existence from Ravage’s recent interest in Human Rom-Coms and Family Dramas which are also giving him new and increasingly strange dreams/anxieties.

He at one point wakes up Minimus after being unable to sleep and demands how are they going to put the children through college. He wants his children to have higher education if they desire and Megatron doesn't have access to accounts and Ravage doesn't believe in money as a concept and they can't exactly shoplift tution.

Minimus calms him down and reminds him that universities currently don't exist on Cybertron, but the colonies have them for free, and their are some remaining Lecture Worlds that welcome Cybertronians. Also Minimus felt it indelicate to mention before as they had yet to discuss prenuptials and the like, but he does have a sizable nest egg from being an Ambus and his time in command and Megatron is being paid. So tiredly Minimus makes Megatron and Ravage credit chips for the shared account, which Ravage is amuse by, and Megatron finds equal parts interesting and perplexing.

(He buys a lot of books.)

Ravage starts buying other Dcepticons he knows ridiculous gifts, which Minimus doesn't flinch at, donates a bunch to charity, and Minimus responds by refilling his credit chip which makes it less fun.

Also side note Dominus has absolutely no problems with Ravage. Respects him and remembers some of his louder protesting and speeches before he and Rewind left and war erupted.

Megatron, though he knows as a former boss though he is a bit fuzzy on when he left and how the DJD found out and decided not to kill him. He has suspicions when he sees the pictures of the "Pet" and Tes, who can't lie for shit, basically admits it while attempting to dance around the issue. Also Kaon is avoiding him which he could pass off, but he has a gap in memories, there's a new Vos, and Dominus is not an idiot.

But he will take advantage of his former teammates being toothless to rib them as much as possible and trick them into real friendship. He did after all spend more time with them in his long life than even Minimus and Rewind. He's unfortunately attached.

(Rewind keeps accusing him of being an adrenaline junky while Chromedome looks alarmed, but given his incredibly suspicious past and position is a mnemosurgeon , he say anything Dom knew and liked Prowl–rare enough–and he heard things.)

Situationship

That's such an amazing way to put it

jesus christ the baby preparation planning would be so awkward yes

YES ON RAV WATCHING SOMEWHAT CORNY HUMAN SHOWS AND MAKING IT EVERYONE'S PROBLEM

my godddd the strange nightmares yes

ROTBO COLLEGE YES

Actually I can entirely see why sparkling education would be a major concern for Megatron, but the presentation is. Fascinating.

Also

Ravage doesn't believe in money as a concept

Ravage darling that's interesting because I can see why he believes this, I think? I see his thought process, and it's interesting to think about.

I wish we could shoplift tuition

I should've expected the idea of Minimus having money tucked away

Aww on Megatron deciding to buy mostly books at first

Ravage being so fun, ultimate things you do when you realize you're rich now

The set up I see here concerning Dominus having been undercover as the Pet is one I've thought about a lot ngl and it's always cool

YES TRICK THE DJD INTO ACTUAL FRIENDSHIP

Adrenaline junky Dominus sdfssfg yes

#maccadam #transformers #stage seven: breeding season #propagate #lotsa guys #and ships

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hanarchy · 7 months

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I've always liked The River and I love Han Jisung, and your comment about trying to relate The River to Jisung intrigued me. I am also obsessed with patterns, etc. Here is my best attempt. This is probably not what you meant by that, but I hope you enjoy anyway! :)

The River:

I come from down in the valley

Where, mister, when you're young

They bring you up to do like your daddy done

Han: (Lee Mujin service interview segment)

To mention my dad again

He used to be in a rock band when he was young

He performed in different places

AND

The River:

And for my nineteenth birthday I got a union card and a wedding coat

Han: (19 lyrics)

I just want to stop time

I'm still not ready

I'm waiting all the way over there

The 20 year old me is waiting

AND

The River:

At night on them banks I'd lie awake

And pull her close just to feel each breath she'd take

Han: (Volcano lyrics)

You were so warm when you hugged me tight

I guess I teared up for a moment, because it was the first time

AND

The River:

Now those memories come back to haunt me

They haunt me like a curse

Is a dream a lie if it don't come true

Or is it something worse

Han: (Wish You Back lyrics)

I've been travelin' around the world

Guess what, even though I purposely try

To fill my mind with other thoughts

I can't get rid of it, it gets caught

Han: (Slump lyrics)

All the foolish dreams I had inside of me are broken

AND LASTLY

The River:

That sends me down to the river

Though I know the river is dry

Han: (Miserable (You & Me) lyrics)

Ready, set, hold the remote control and rewind, go back

I don't wanna lose a part of me, you are my heart, you know?

Anon!!

When I say this made my day, my week, my year that‘s an understatement!!

I‘m gonna be rotating these parallels in my mind for ever and ever. Thank you so much for your scholarly work on this, it means so much to me!!

My personal perspective on the two of them is kind of like. They‘re both small guys with too many feelings for the circumstances they‘re in. And they‘ve both chosen to deal with it by becoming songwriters.

I‘ve been fantasizing about getting on a fancall with Jisung and recommending him this song, and also a live performance of it (which is HARD to do bc there‘s so many amazing ones and they‘re all different… how do you choose between masterpieces.) (Such a Bruce Springsteen problem to have lmao)

But yeah, I think the way Jisung describes unraveling relationships in his songs is already on such a lovely trajectory. I think he could truly learn from this song. (How to pick a central metaphor, how to make personal songs that also tell stories about bigger things, the emotion in how springsteen sings this song. How his voice breaks ever so slightly in certain places.)

Jisung also has such an interest in trying new instruments and incorporating new sounds. I think he would really enjoy the harmonica portions of this song, nobody really does that like bruce. And if we got him to watch the 2001 Live in New York version of the song, he would also get to hear the way the saxophone leads into it and sets the mood AND the accordion on it. All of which are instruments that jisung hasnt used much but has shown interest in (rmb that jazzy little intro to collision?)

but honestly i would love if, maybe later into their careers, 3racha got to do more with live music/live recordings. They‘re very much ‚find a beat and build from there‘ musicians and I just would like to see them develop more into instrumentation and live music. They‘ve MORE than proven that they can be great at it with thunderous and back door in my opinion.

dude well anyway. Idk where I was going with any of this but. yeah i think there are more parallels here than one might think..

#absolutely INSANE #that i get to log on here and talk abt this stuff #ask me #han jisung #stray kids

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randomgoaticus · 1 year

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I probably needed to write this somewhere before I forget. For a while there, Technoblade was probably the closest thing to a friend I had. I discovered his channel because I wanted to get into the Dream SMP fandom and his perspective seemed the most interesting based off of the actions that summary channels have described. One of the first videos I watched was “stabbing famous youtubers in minecraft for $10,000″ and I was riveted.

His appeal for me was how he talked like he was in a conversation. Most youtubers speak; they address that there is no direct response waiting for them, so their tone comes out feeling like they are on a stage. Whether they are giving an impassioned rant on a soapbox or dangling their feet off some bleachers and musing about life is what differentiates them. Technoblade is looking you in the eye when you watch his videos. He is making wild hand gestures while he talks about potato farming. You can see his expressions when talking about an essay one eating babies. You get to see all of that and when you go to rewind your memory, each bit plays like a precious, significant moment with a close friend. It doesn’t matter if you’ve never met him, it still welcomes you.

It’s how he seemed to have a subtle, thrumming energy about him, how his voice could be so monotone, but so absolutely expressive, how his passions bled into his “HEH?”s and his commentary on random minecraft logistics.

He voiced what I have thought a lot of the time. He had similar habits to me. He would make a blunder in his english that I could remember making on countless occasions, and he’d stop and correct himself and acknowledge it like I wish I could have done. Even though I could not and probably would not have ever interacted with him, he made me feel more comfortable than most people in my life have.

So thank you, Technoblade.

#technoblade

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stanielman · 2 years

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Chapter Seven: The Massacre at Hawkins Lab

- oh I wish Jonathan was here to get in on the teen fun

- Someone looks like they could be an open target for the mind Flayer with all the attaching those bats did. Let’s get that son of a bitch back in here

- THE WOODS! ARE WE GOING BACK TO S1 GATE?!! PLEASE SAY YES!!!!

- Owens is right dude

- “The door is always open”?? She’s tried to escape twice and you haven’t let her

- “I have guns in my bedroom” I love her

- Uh it’s been like twenty minutes since we last saw Will and Mike. How are they doing??

- I better not see people shipping Hopper and this Russian

- I just missed whatever Hopper’s revelation was and I don’t really want to rewind and figure out what it was

- Someone to fill in the gaps?! Like Kali….nah probably not

- Oh it’s not a real life one

- SERIOUSLY WHERE IS THE CALI GANG? Watch them get two fricken scenes in this final episode

- I thought the air in the upside down was toxic (except for Will Byers) but they’re all just fine and not even trying

- Don’t tell me that Eddie has a crush on Steve. Wait a minute. Am I dreaming??

- Ah no he’s just a wing man trying to ruin Jancy

- What is this toy Holly has? Is she an iPad kid

- WHATS UNDER LUCAS’ BED?!! WHAT KIND OF FCKING PORN DOES HE LOOK AT 😭😭

- Yes Dr Pepper the superior soda thank you Karen Wheeler

- Oh thank goodness they tied this back to the Mind Flayer. Thank you guys so much

- *me scrolling through the episode to see if Mike and Will are in the rest. They aren’t. And I got lots of spoilers*

- Oh shit time has stopped. That explains the clocks!!

- Oh wait I can’t. They did Not make a full episode without Mike and Will. That is not okay. Like not because “Aw they’re my favorite characters” but because they are two of the most central characters. Will IS literally THE central character until they threw him away. And Mike has been the protagonist this entire time, being right up with Joyce and Hopper with the mystery solving. Like is this not messed up to anyone else? I am so glad that they are giving other characters a chance to be in the spotlight and be the heroes and solve the mystery, but does that have to be at the cost of taking away your other characters? Let’s grab Jonathan and Mike, title cast members since season one and now they’re replaced by season two additions like Steve or Max. We have Will who was made a title cast member in season two now being replaced by season three additions like Erica and Robin. I just don’t understand what his show is racing towards. If your characters don’t seem compelling enough to take on different evils, if your storylines aren’t interesting enough that they can be left out of HOUR AND A HALF LONG EPISODES then maybe you need to do a few rewrites before piling more on top to cover it up

- I’m so angry

- Ah it’s a lite brite

- Oh so Will doesn’t have any powers? Got it.

- You can’t play “tender, emotional music” whenever will and mike look at each other AND when jopper reunite. You see what you’re doing here, right?!

- HES NUMBER ONE

- LETS GO OKAY WE’RE BACK

- So wait did El not do shit?!

- Wait fucking tell me right now this is Henry Creel

- Oh shit Nancy’s gone

- ^^kidding. remember how I said I was spoiled? Yeah she gets taken by Vecna

- Oh yeah this is some Stephen King shit. Torture the woman with blood!!

- I want this to be Henry Creel so bad. Taken over by the evil that terrorized his family and then killing others the same way his mother and sister died

- Like it all has to be connected to Vecna, their deaths look the same. And it was super weird that Henry Creel was individually commented on with his dad saying he was “sensitive” and then never talking about him seeing anything weird. And then he didn’t die the same way as the rest of them, he slipped into a coma and then “died” OR WAS KIDNAPPED

- Like what if Henry Creel is Vecna though too. He did that to his family

- I want everything if I’m right. And by everything I mean for Will to come out NOW

- WAIT AM I RIGHT?!!!!

- I AM ARENT I!!!!!!!

- oh my gosh my mind

- thx duffers <3

- No way he’s Spider-Man

- Oh El way to ruin everything. You TRANSPORTED HIM

- And opened the gate uh oh spaghettio

- You’re going to tell me it’s still fucking tattooed there

- No

- Man that’s it. Wow.

- I didn’t see Will or Mike in the goddamn teaser what world is this that they’re so unimportant

#me thoughts #st4 spoilers #stranger things

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thenineheadedkitsune · 2 years

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✨ ask game ✨

Name a movie that makes you feel like a kid again.

The Lion King or the Lego Movie. There's so many parts I used to rewind just so I could stay upstairs away from everone else longer, so I have whole sections of the movie memorized.

Name something that takes you back to your childhood/your idea of childhood.

Swingsssss I love swings so much.

Name a song that you’d sing at the top of your lungs during a night drive.

It changes on how I feel, so right now it would be Sweater Weather, Darkest Desire, and Can't Be Erased.

Name your favourite flower.

Leopard Orchid.

Name something that makes you immediately relax.

Stolas' song You Will Be Ok. Literally I noticed that in the song there's parts where you are forced to steadily breathe if you're singing it. It's super cool.

Name a way you show your love.

Forgetting about what I need and focusing on what my partner needs.

Name a planet you would love to visit.

Saturn, it's fascinated me since my Uncle said it was full of poisonous gas when I was three.

Name a trait your imaginary friend would have.

Caring and understanding. Basically someone I could vent to and they'd listen to me and tell me how to solve the issue in a loving way.

Name a dream that you wish you could experience again.

My first dream that gave me inspiration to write my book series. It was a wonderful dream and I would love to experience it again.

Name your favourite sound.

Don't judge, the sound of a fan.

Name a scent you wish you could smell forever.

Lavender.

Name the most recent time you’ve felt truly happy.

Today when I was sitting in the grass with the person I love, they were so happy and it made me so happy and I wish I could see them like that all the time.

Name a small thing you do to make your day better.

Get lost in my stories.

Name a musician that soothes you.

Nightcove_thefox and Awolnation.

Name something that tastes like freedom.

Music.

Name an emotion that seems unreal.

True love.

Name one of those moments that feel out of this world.

Going to an amusement park its so much fun I wish I could do it more than I already do.

Name a mythical creature you would love to meet.

Either a Griffen or a Kitsune.

Name something that drives you.

My passion to help others believe that there is hope and that there is a way in their dark times.

Name something that you’re both proud and ashamed of.

Writting some stories that I probably shouldn't share with my parents *cough cough* Some of my best stories are the ones that people don't read; let's keep it that way Lol

Name a feature the ideal you would have if there were no such things as society’s expectations: scales, wings, fangs, a flower growing on top of your head - just go for it, love.

Wings. Literally just wings. How amazing and peaceful does it sound to have the skies all to yourself (with the few birds of course lol) and to be able to touch the clouds while blasting your favorite songs in your headphones. Literally no one to watch you lose yourself in the music or anything just absolute freedom.

Name a superpower you used to wish you had as a child.

Invisability. I think it would've helped me escape certain situations.

Name a superpower you wish you had now.

The power to have others feel how I truely feel so they don't think I'm faking my emotions.

Name a way your friends can make you feel better on bad days.

Either being complete goof balls or comforting me with hugs and cuddles and telling me that it will be ok.

Name something you long for.

True love and someone that will accept me for who I am and love me just as much as I love them.

Name the silliest thing that you’re afraid of (fish touching your skin, anything that feels slimy, bees or bugs getting too close…).

Needles. I know, it's stupid, but needles. You bring them near me and I will cry no joke.

Name something that makes you feel like yourself.

Music and art.

@irony-innit @neontrickster

#ask game

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It’s 7am. I’ve been awake since 3am, tossing and turning, listening to ocean sounds, hoping to calm me and put me back to sleep. No luck.

Around 5am, after laying in bed for two hours not sleeping, a purple orb appeared in my bedroom. Of course, I had to google it. What did it all mean? Well, I read about it here. To say I’ve been freaking out is an understatement. I lost all hope of falling back asleep after that. How appropriate that hours after writing here about feeling alone, a purple orb would show up to remind me that I’m not alone. What other messages did they come to share? Was it a message about forgiveness? Healing? I’m not entirely sure but I tried my best not to be scared and try to understand that it was supposed to be a comfort.

Last night I conquered one of my biggest fears— driving in the rain. It was a monsoon outside. I swear the rain came down even harder just as I was about to leave my house. I almost accepted the late cancel fee just so I wouldn’t have to drive. I prayed the entire way. It was so hard to see with the rain just pouring buckets. It reminded me of the night back in June when I drove through the rain and flooded and totaled my dream car. I still have PTSD from that day.

I wish I could say that the drive to yoga was worth it but instead I spent the whole class losing my balance, completely unfocused, and trying not to throw up. I almost walked out 15 minutes into class because I wasn’t sure if I could make it. By the end of class, as I’m usually dreading it coming to an end, not wanting to get up from shavasana, instead I was trying to resist the urge to check my watch to see when it would be over. I couldn’t wait to get home.

All day yesterday, I tried to put shows and movies on. Two days in a row, I can’t even tell you what I tried to watch because my attention was completely gone. Instead, I clocked more hours yesterday at my part-time job than I’ve ever clocked there before. I spent my entire day pouring myself into emails, helping customers, trying to do damage control to solve all of their problems, and preparing a report for the meeting that I have to lead every Tuesday.

By 3pm yesterday, I still hadn’t eaten a single thing. My stomach hurt and I was hungry but felt like eating anything would make me feel worse. Instead, I poured myself a mug of beef broth and sipped on it while I worked.

I wish I could rewind time; turn the clock back; find a time machine. I don’t even need to go back that far, just a few days so I could redo everything, make different decisions, and fix my mistakes. Maybe I’d be sleeping better, eating, and not feeling so sick. Maybe I wouldn’t be thinking about the Home Chef order that will probably go to waste this week because I can’t eat it.

Dogs always know when you’re sad. When I woke up at 3am, both of my dogs were cuddled up close next to me. I reached over to pet them and they both gave me kisses. We seriously do not deserve dogs.

At this point, going back to sleep probably won’t happen. Maybe I can get myself asleep for an afternoon nap later before work but I’m not counting on it. Coffee would be nice today if I could actually drink it.

Oh, 2024, I’m already disappointed.

xoxo

Annie

*After I wrote this, I actually did end up falling asleep for a short period of time. I had a weird but comforting dream. For a while, I felt like I could still feel Dan around after he passed but then it felt like he went away once he knew I was okay and moving on. After seeing the purple orb this morning, in my dream, which felt so real, he showed up. No words were spoken. He walked up to me and gave me a hug as I cried. It felt like the ultimate goodbye. When the dream continued on without him, I felt a weird sense of comfort, like it was all suddenly ok.*

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nityarawal · 2 years

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8/26/2022

11:11 Paris Time

It's Paris Time

In Idyllwild

11:11

And I'm Trying to Figure Out

Where to Move

I Got a Pile of Yarn Calling Me

My Mom Sent Me

An Old Stash

KidMohair

Angora

Cashmere

Yak Wool

Easter Yellow

Pink

Beige

Fluffy

Wine Colored Wools

I've Got a Week

To Enjoy

In the Woods

Before

I have to Move

And Deploy

Find a New Home

Look for a Job

Cleaning Cat Shit

Is Better Than

Dealing with Militia

"Living Free Sanctuary,"

Is Hiring

Enjoying Walking Dogs

Could Be My

New Hiking Dream

Trying to Figure

Life out

New plans

But where to live?

When all is Airbnb'd

Out?

On the Dark Web

Big Brother is watching

In your home,

Listening!

On your Phone

Starlink

Is Spying From a Net Link Above

Rewind Recording Everything!

While AI, Surrey & Alexa

Ask Questions!

Drones are Chasing

For Attys

Not just Secret Service Men

Oaths Keepers Word to DA

Not press!

Google Knows everything!

And "FBI"

Reigns over Social Media

Weaponising!

AI has Become Dangerous Already in…

the Wrong Hands!

Why can "The Defense Team"

Come and Rape Space X

For DNA?

Just because they Thought

Scientists were Sexy

It Wasn't "Fair" to Them

"Marijuana Laws"

And protection from Sexual Assaults

Go by the Wayside

When the "Feds"

Want a Piece of the Pie

Slumlording Billionaires

Away!

Blue Jay's are Sqwawking

What Do they Say?

One Gave Me

A Piece of His Mind

From the Bannister Today

Then Flew up

To the Telephone Wire

And Sqwawked

For 10 minutes

Or More…

Such a Lovely Song

I told Him

So Important

To Say

Something Special

Of love

To You and Me

Hold The Blue Strong 💙

The Little Byrds Tweet

Can you Hear Them?

I wish Producers

Could Turn Up the Volume

On My Forest Friends

With Needs!

❤️

Nitya (Needy) Nella Davigo Azam Moezzi Huntley Rawal

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ahnfjsnx · 2 years

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3am and all I can think of is you.

"get rid of it." yeah, im trying but it's all pretty horrible. it's so hard. it's messed up. i miss you. i miss everything. i miss you all the time and everytime i think about it, i just feel like dying.

this is utterly stupid. just..... stupid really. there are no words for this. there's no method to this. there's no logic. my heart and my heart keep telling me different things. i always thought i was smart, but what do you do when logic fails? i always thought i was principled but what if it goes against everything you stand for?

i am so... stupid. if it were anyone else, i'd already know what I'd be telling them. but this is me and i am stupid.

and what do you when you realise you're the problem? what do you do when you realise that you shouldn't exist. you cannot exist. do you just... disappear? i thought i was a safe space, your safe space. i thought i was a source of comfort. someone you'd turn to in your hour of need, someone you could depend on, someone you trusted but im not. im the source of all fear and paranoia. im the source of your guilt and your anger. im the source of your pain now. i thought i put you first but it felt like a competition about who was doing more and who was putting who above who and i never wanted that.

i just wanted to care for you. i just wanted to make you happy.

and i wanted to be acknowledged. i just wanted to know that you knew how painful it was for me too. how unfair and unjust. how the whole thing was honestly just fucking crazy. i know i made bad choices, but the thought of losing you damn well nearly broke me. in a matter of hours maybe, my whole world turned upside down. i built my life around you. i watched you become the shell of a person whom i loved and thought loved me dearly. i watched you slip away piece by piece and i could only watch.

i could only watch. powerless and helpless.

but love is something i cannot control. to love is to give freely and to surrender control. to love is firstly to confess that i am prepared to be devasted by you. i thought i was, but one can only be so prepared. well, here it is. i am utterly devasted. and lost.

and i sit here now, almost 4am still..... lost. i lost and i am lost.

truth be told, in retrospect we were/are incredibly mismatched. you need time and want to be alone, and im very much the opposite. more or less. i give terrible presents and surprises and i usually miss the mark, and but goddamn, you're always on mark. im dumb and you're very much... smart. i hope you know that i tried my best to love you, all the ways i knew how. i hope... it's something you appreciate.

god, im sorry for all the selfish mistakes and choices i made. im sorry for the wrong i've done. i'm sorry i made it messy. I'm sorry I don't know how to give up. im sorry i wasn't enough, and none of this was.

what I'd give to have all those times back. i wish i could press rewind. i wanna go back and relive those days, and sometimes i do. they're just in my head. and i wish i could sleep more because sometimes, i see you in my dreams. and sometimes, we're happy. but they're only just dreams.

i love you. or is it, loved you now? i dont even know. maybe im holding onto the past you, afterall you don't exist anymore. it's just me here and im on my own. im the only one standing here, right where you left me.

this starting to feel so.... repetitive.

the first time i saw you, i thought "wow you are pretty". but my next thoughts were "this girl looks so lonely and out of place. like no one understands her." you are special and different. you're built different and dare i say, complicated. but all these things made you so, so beautiful. you have no idea. and even though sometimes you hurt me, utterly crush me and infuriate me, i believed in all my heart you are a good person. you're also more fragile than you let on and more sensitive than you care to admit. but it also makes you so precious. and when you let me in and i get to see you in your entirety, it's a whole other world. i feel/felt so incredibly lucky to know you. but i shouldn't be the only one who does.

it was.... such a privilege to be loved by you. i can't describe it but if i had to give it a colour, it'd be like an orange mixed with.... purple? it was warm but calm. and when it was good, i felt so enveloped and invincible. purple because you were also soothing in a cool way. being in your arms, hugged by you and you're not even that much of a hugger, i felt like nothing could hurt me. i think those were the rare times i felt truly at ease.

it's a painful way to live right now.

i dont know how to redeem myself. i dont know how to go back. i dont know how to properly mend our relationship. i dont know how to heal you. i dont know how to comfort you. i dont know how to care for you. i dont know how to love you. i dont know how to make you happy anymore. i feel.. incapable.

thank you for putting me first. for a while it worked, you put me first and i put you first but I guess along the way, we kinda lost sight of it. we couldnt give each other what we needed and we just..... fought each other. it was us against the world but slowly became you vs me. and that's one of the hardest things cos i never wanted to be against you. i was always on your side but i dont know why you couldn't see that. i only ever wanted to be on your side. i only ever wanted to be by your side. did i love you too much?

it's 5.30am now. i am god awful tired.

i know it seems beneath me but sometimes it's not so easy to wish you well and let you go. the flame burned out but it glows.

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sushireads · 4 years

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jungkook fic recs

this is a list of jungkook fics i’ve read and loved very much! enjoy. <3

ps. all fics with 🍙 are the ones i loved a little bit more.

2! 3! by @gimmesumsuga

smut, fluff | one shot | 3K words

The one at the end of Jungkook’s Wembley Vlive.

IDOL au

a dangerous game by @goldngguk

horror | series

You were in love with him. Jeon Jeongguk was everything you’d ever dreamed of and more. He was wealthy, kind, gentle, and most importantly, he loved you dearly. You knew he would always be there for you to guide you and protect you. You’d been together for just over a year and knew he had made plans to propose to you. But you found it strange that he had never brought you home to meet his parents.

KILLER, HUNTER, YANDERE au

About Time by @yoonia

ON-GOING | 🍙, angst | series

Be careful for what you wish for, because you may never know how to deal with them once it comes true. What would you do when your wish for a second chance actually came true? But was it really a fulfilled wish? Too many questions lie when it actually happened. Were they real memories? Or perhaps a part of a past life? Was it only a dream all along? Will everything be different this time?

SOULMATE, TIME LEAP, TIME TRAVEL au

ALL I WANT FOR COCKMAS by @junqkook

fluff, crack, smut | one shot | 3.6K words

you tell santa exactly what you want for christmas.

CHRISTMAS, SANTA au

Amour by @taesthetes

fluff, fantasy | one shot | 6.1K words

To love would be committing the greatest sin.

ANGEL, DEMON au

aurora. by @krreader

angst, fluff | one shot | 6K+ words

dawn comes after the darkness, and with it the promise that what has been torn by the sea is not lost. - lisa wingate

IDOL au

baecation by @1kook

smut, fluff | one shot | 5.9K words

“Lose the top, or lose the right to present yourself in any low back gown for the next three months.” He truly knew the way to your heart.

RICH, VACATION au

banana milk by @kimnjss

smut | one shot | 6.7K words

sent to the grocery store in the middle of the day, you’d never believe who you ran into in the milk aisle.

STRANGERS TO LOVERS au

bandslam by @ironicarmy

angst, smut | series

Cocky drummer Jeon Jungkook has never been the type to hate on anyone. But when his best friend Taehyung unexpectedly leaves the band and leaves you in his place, he can’t really blame himself when he acts with disdain towards you. Not even when there’s a prize at stake.

COLLEGE, ENEMIES TO LOVERS, ROCK BAND au

Be Mine by @staerrylights

angst, fluff, smut | one shot | 5.5K words

When the worlds of a campus’ star player and ordinary girl collide, sparks will fly.

JOCK, FUCK BOY au

Bells by @taetaesbaebaepsae

fluff | one shot | 1.6K words

SOULMATE au

bitchin’ by @kinktae

🍙, fluff, angst, smut | series

The 80s were a time of choices. Which perm was right for you? What color neon would you wear next? None of these choices, however, were more questionable than a certain deal you made with Jeon Jungkook.

—part of the rewind series

1980s, ENEMIES TO LOVERS, FRAT BOY, FAKE DATING au

black card by @minsprings

🍙, fluff, smut | two shots

a long night at another one of your obligatory high society functions has you desperate to relieve some stress with your husband jungkook, who’s been apparently hiding a kink from you for some time.

CRAZY RICH ASIANS, CEO, ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP, HIGH SOCIETY au

Blackjack by @kpopfanfictrash

smut | series

Bangtan is one of the most vicious mafias on the west coast. Only six members are known by name though, with a mysterious seventh member dubbed only as ‘the shadow.’ When you become indebted to the worst of the worst – how, exactly can you find a way out?

MAFIA au

caught me. by @jeongi

smut | one shot | 13.5K words

you hate your temporary roommate, jungkook and it doesn’t help that he’s been catching you at the most inconvenient of times.

ENEMIES TO LOVERS, ROOMMATE au

Crybaby by @lavishedinjimin

smut | two shots

dangerous love by @seulgiology

smut, light fluff | one shot | 3.7K words

MAFIA au

Departure by @nomnomsik

smut, fluff | one shot | 6.2K words

As a flight attendant for Korean Air, you’re scheduled for a thirteen-hour flight to Japan. However, things get intimate between you and your partner and co-pilot, Jeon Jungkook, when he realizes Park Jimin, the famous idol from Korea, broads the plane and blatantly flirts with you.

FLIGHT ATTENDANT, IDOL, PILOT au

Dumbo by @cinnaminsvga

humor, smut | one shot | 17.2K words

you know what they say about boys with big noses…

{or alternatively: jungkook has a big dick but he doesn’t know how to use it, but luckily you’re there to help.}

Dynasty by @jimlingss

angst, smut, fluff | one shot | 17.4K words

It’s no secret that the Emperor is infertile. But even so, a girl is selected every three months and brought to become his concubine in hopes of conceiving the next heir. This time, it’s you. And in order to prevent execution, Jeon Jungkook might just aid you in conception.

HISTORICAL au

Euphoria by @seokstrivia

fluff, smut, angst | one shot | 7.6K words

There was always a sign on Jungkooks’ door that said something along the lines of, ‘Warning; I am naked in here. Do not enter unless you’re ready to see a whole lot of dick.’

or, that one roommate au where Jungkook is a cocky bastard.

ROOMMATE, SLOW BURN au

fatal attraction by @jungcock

ON-GOING | 🍙, angst, smut | series

Your dangerous ex-boyfriend comes back to haunt you in more ways than one.

SERIAL KILLER au

first time together by @httpjeon

fluff, smut, angst | one shot | 8.4K words

you never thought you’d fall for the charms of jeon jungkook, the campus heartthrob, play boy, and fuck boy.

—part of the together series

COLLEGE, FUCK BOY au

flesh and blood by @kinktae

fluff, smut | series

You are living in a society that is just now picking up the scraps that the Great Outbreak left behind after the government killed off the majority of the zombies. Still, some remain, and fear still lies within society’s walls. So imagine your surprise when the very thing you’ve been taught to fear ends up saving your life, showing you that maybe two beating hearts aren’t always required when it comes to love.

ZOMBIE au

For science by @boymeetsweevil

fluff, smut | series

Jungkook asks you to let him watch you get off. For science.

NERD au

Game Over by @gukgalore

smut, fluff | one shot | 5K words

You try your hand at a certain TikTok trend using your boyfriend.

DOMESTIC COUPLE au

Head in the Clouds by @taequois

one shot | 3.7K words

You were the third wheel for your best friend’s date but why was Jeon Jungkook kissing you instead?

YANDERE au

Hellblazer by @jungkookiebus

smut, fantasy | series

“Few people really think about dying… paranoids worry about it without really understanding it. Victims of fatal accidents and murder don’t have time to think. You only really think about it if you take the time to. And you only take the time if you know it’s going to happen.” -John Constantine, Dangerous Habits Pt. 1: The Beginning of the End, Issue #41.

CONSTANTINE, DEMON au

HIDDEN STARS by @jungblue

angst, smut | series

It started out simple, but when your feelings start to grow for the idol who isn’t allowed to date, things get complicated.

IDOL au

Hiraeth by @darlingwoes

smut, angst, fluff | series

Hiraeth: A longing for a home you can’t return to, or that never was.

It was confusing, the whole ordeal was. But no matter how many times you told yourself to go back, he was always there, taunting you to stay.

ROYALTY, TIME TRAVEL au

His Name by @jimlingss

🍙, angst | series

Jeon Jungkook is a puzzle with too many missing pieces from his past and too many sides. Somehow, it’s become your job to solve him.

MULTIPLE PERSONALITY au

i wish i missed my ex by @angelguk

smut, fluff, angst | one shot | 18K words

COLLEGE, FAKE DATING, FRIENDS TO LOVERS au

It Ain’t Me by @inferno-loop

angst | series

industrial by @taendrils

fluff, smut | one shot | 8.1K words

❝there are lines you shouldn’t cross, things you shouldn’t touch and skin you shouldn’t mark when your hands are missing your gloves.❞

PIERCER au

Jeon Jungkook Must Die by @tayegi

smut | one shot | 14K words

Jungkook is Typing... by @glassbangtan

mild smut, angst, fluff | one shot | 21.1K words

You and Jungkook met online when you were only fourteen years old. Neither of you thought meeting up would be a possibility, until you’re hired as Big Hit’s new editor.

IDOL au

Killjoy by @taequois

smut | one shot | 9.3K words

You thought you’re trapped in the lion’s den when Jungkook kidnaps you. But he’s no lion and unfortunately for him, you weren’t a mouse either.

YANDERE au

Laundry Fairy by @bulletproofbirdy

fluff, smut | one shot | 3.5K words

You wake on Saturday to find that your boyfriend has cleaned your apartment and done your laundry–shenanigans ensue with the help of the spin cycle.

ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP au

love alive by @jamaisjoons

angst, fluff, smut | one shot | 17K words

a year after you and jungkook break up, the two of you meet at your brother’s party.

—part of the mixtape series

EXES, POST-BREAKUP au

Making of a lover by @smileyoongle

angst | one shot | 2.4K words

CHEATING, YANDERE au

mask by @onherwings

🍙, angst, fluff, smut | one shot | 32.1K words

Perhaps you signed up for more than you expected when you agreed to pretend you were just Jungkook’s roommate when his (female) childhood friend comes to visit.

BOYFRIEND, COLLEGE au

mastur-bait by @kookswife

🍙, smut, fluff, humor | two shots

you drunkenly touch yourself in front of your neighbour, hoping he’ll take notice. you can’t help but do a double take when he actually does.

—part of The Connotation trilogy

BAD BOY au

Meeting their soulmate for the first time by @sunyoonandstars

🍙, fluff | one shot | 2.1K words

Jungkook is driven by the desire to, one day, meet his soulmate. However, he had not imagined it to happen so soon …

“Jungkook’s eyes met yours only for a brief moment. Still, this split second was all it took to send a surge of thrilling heat through his entire body, the intensity of your gaze leaving every last fiber of his being vibrating and his veins tingling with what felt like a million of tiny electric shocks. He could have sworn his heart literally skipped a beat. Or two. At least. Because those eyes weren’t just any eyes. They were the eyes. The eyes which had been haunting his dreams …”

IDOL, SOULMATE au

melomaniac. by @jeonscript

smut | one shot | 13K words

you’re wholeheartedly, madly in love with jungkook and yet you shouldn’t be because he’s supposed to be your best friend and nothing more. worst part of it all is that you know he’s in love with you too.

BAND, FRIENDS TO LOVERS, PUNK au

Mind in the Gutter by @kpopfanfictrash

smut, fluff, humor | one shot | 18K words

Starting over is never fun. Especially not when you decide to take the phrase fully to heart; new job, new city, new coworkers and new relationships. When you are dragged to a happy hour by your new co-worker, Taehyung, you end up sitting beside a (very) cute, (very) shy IT worker named Jungkook. Several drinks later, he mentions he is in a professional bowling league with his friends and you rather enthusiastically invite yourself along. As time passes and you begin to grow closer, you still find it impossible to read Jungkook. Working in the same company and seeing each other so often, it is only so long before one of you snaps. But who?

BOWLING, WORKPLACE au

more than friends by @matchakoo

smut, angst, tiny fluff | two shots

you and jungkook have been roommates and close friends for a couple years, and you’re oblivious to the fact that the only reason why he hates your recent fuck-buddy is because he has the fattest crush on you.

ROOMMATE au

morning rush. by @atdawnsuga

smut | one shot | 3.2K words

You develop a strange relationship with the boy you share your morning commute with.

COLLEGE au

Movin’ by @mygsii

smut | one shot | 3.9K words

you’re moving to a new place and have called up some movers to help. you didn’t expect to find one of them extremely attractive, nor did you expect to have him all over you as soon as break time rolled around.

MOVER au

Mutual by @seokjxnnie

smut | one shot | 2.7K words

Your boss was always talking about how her son would be perfect for you, promising that he was going to the staff holiday party. He turned out to be the hook up that happened a couple months ago, who you kept around for some good dick.

OFFICE au

My Type by @shadowsremedy

smut | one shot | 6K words

Never judge a book by its cover.

COLLEGE au

neighbour by @imagniation

fluff, smut | one shot | 4K words

‘you think I can afford a plumber?’ your endearing neighbour jeongguk has magic hands that fix toilets and make you orgasm.

NEIGHBOURS au

one thing right by @hobios

🍙, fluff, angst, smut | series

“i’ve been wrong about a million times, but i’ve got one thing right.”

or, desperate to get your ailing mother into the best care possible, you ask your childhood friend turned enemy to marry you for his health insurance benefits. the only problem is it’s illegal. and he’s the sheriff. and you swore to hate him since the day he broke your best friend’s heart.

ENEMIES TO LOVERS, FAKE MARRIAGE, SHERIFF, SLOW BURN au

One Year, My Love by @hayjeon

🍙, angst, fluff, smut | two shots

You forge a marriage contract with the strangely speaking man who suddenly stumbled into your town with memory loss, but little do you know that he’s actually the lost Crown Prince, and a lot can happen between a married man and woman in one year.

FAKE MARRIAGE, ROYALTY au

Orange Tulips by @kainks

angst, fluff, light smut | one shot | 10.2K words

You’d remember Jungkook with every life you lived. Only he’d never remember you, never recall how your fates were written in the stars since the beginning of time.

REINCARNATION, SOULMATE au

Pay by Play by @yoonia

smut | one shot | 3.6K words

—part of @bangtansmutcentral‘s Made With Love Project

CAM BOY au

Pen Pal by @chinkbihh

angst | series

As a lonely person, the idea of exchanging letters with someone apart from society was actually quite appealing to you. In a random act of charity and desperation, you sign up for a pen pal and get paired up with an inmate named Jungkook. The letters were meant to help him cope with prison life, but little did anyone know it was actually driving him more mad.

PRISONER, SERIAL KILLER, YANDERE au

Piss Off Your Parents by @littlemisskookie

smut | one shot | 16.4K words

In an effort to piss off your parents you move in with their worst nightmare- a boy with tattoos, a rock band, and an irresistible charm.

BAD BOY, FAKE DATING, RICH, ROOMMATE au

Play Pretend by @seokoloqy

smut, angst | one shot | 8.6K words

walking under ladders, splitting the pole, breaking mirrors, going near black cats—just to name a few things Jeon Jungkook doesn’t do before his soccer games.

And after Jungkook catches his girlfriend cheating on him, he’s going to need a little more than luck to get her back. He needs you.

FAKE DATING, FRIENDS TO LOVERS, SOCCER PLAYER au

Quarter Quell by @chinkbihh

ON-GOING | 🍙 | series

Every 25 years there is a Quarter Quell edition of the Hunger Games. Quells mark the anniversaries of the districts’ defeat by the Capitol, and include special celebrations. The Games involves some sort of twist that makes them even more disastrous or difficult to compete in, or watch.

HUNGER GAMES, YANDERE au

Redolent by @baeseoul

ON-GOING | angst, smut | series

You and Jungkook have a past, but the biggest mistake of his life has him losing you in every way. It isn’t until the smell of the unique combination of vanilla and pear blossom for the first time in over a year reminds him of you and your endearing candle obsession that he’s forced to reminisce about what he had, and what he lost. He wants to reconcile, but what if you’re doing just fine without him?

INDIE ROCKER, MUSICIAN au

Rigor Mortis by @readyplayerhobi

smut, angst, horror, fluff | one shot | 28.5K words

A night out at a bar results in you going home with a young and attractive police officer. But if you think the night was something to remember, that’s nothing compared to waking up to find a zombie outbreak in the city. A chance encounter with Officer Jeon leads to him helping you escape from the plague infested city.

POLICE OFFICER, ZOMBIE au

ROTTENFOLK by @junqkook

🍙, smut, fantasy | one shot (in dire need of a part two though!!!) | 13.5K words

a look was as hazardous as chemicals, a kiss as perilous as poison; his eyes and lips felt akin to a cure, but he was purely venom.

—part of BTS Smut Club’s The Heatwave Project

FAIRIE, ROYALTY au

roulette. by @taesthetes

light fluff, angst | one shot | 1.2K words

noun : a gambling game of chance.

he loves me, click, he loves me not, bang.

ASSASSIN, MAFIA au

Ruin the Dress... Shirt by @fortunexkookie

smut, fluff | one shot | 4.8K words

What could possibly go wrong during a romantic Valentine’s Day dinner with your brand new boyfriend? Let’s be honest, you shouldn’t have even asked.

NEW RELATIONSHIP au

Scum’s Wish by @bobagukk

angst, smut | one shot | 4.8K words

Secret Slut by @jeonsweetpea

🍙, smut | two shots

Jungkook accidentally gifts you, his boss, a sex toy for Secret Santa.

ASSISTANT, CEO au

skype sex by @floralseokjin

smut, fluff | one shot | 2.9K words

—part of the first love, last love drabble series

CYBER SEX au

Somnolent by @forgottenpasta

fluff | one shot | 3.5K words

After spending one night in bed with you, Jeongguk finds out he is unable to sleep unless you’re sleeping with him.

ROOMMATE au

Sprout by @hugseoks

fluff, crack | one shot | 1.2K words

After a nice evening out with your friends, you find yourself coming home to your sleeping toddler and the new hairstyle she had tried on your husband.

DAD, HUSBAND au

stand-in by @gvksp4ce

angst, smut, fluff | one shot | 10K words

frat parties always suck to a certain degree, especially when you walk in on your best friend’s partner nailing your own boyfriend on said buddy’s bed. However, drowning in self-pity was not on Jeon’s watch.

COLLEGE, FAKE DATING, FRIENDS TO LOVERS au

strawberry lips by @personasintro

fluff | drabble | 2.8K words

it’s not your fault your professor is extremely young and oh, so hot

PROFESSOR au

Summer Solstice by @brokenspinez

smut | one shot | 6K words

Down on your luck and desperate for a successful harvest, you pray to the gods. You figure no one in heaven was listening to your prayers when nothing happens immediately. But one fateful night, your prayers are answered. Are you willing to pay the price? The sacrifice might not be what you were expecting….

GOD au

Tangsuyuk Love by @full-of-jams

fluff, smut | one shot | 11.5K words

College student Jungkook flirts with a customer who always orders take-out tangsuyuk at his part-time job. Meanwhile he’s miserably trying not to fail his Math class, while hiding his ever-growing crush on you.

COLLEGE, FRIENDS TO LOVERS au

tell me no lies by @jeongi

angst, smut, minimal fluff | one shot | 15.1K words

You chose to rob your boss, however; you never expected to fall in love with him.

—part of BTS Smut Club's Under Fire Summer Project

CEO, CRIMINAL, ROBBERS au

the beast hidden inside by @harvcore

smut | one shot | 1.5K words

never come home smelling like another man, especially when it’s mating season.

or 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞 𝐣𝐞𝐨𝐧 𝐣𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐤𝐨𝐨𝐤, 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐥𝐩𝐡𝐚, 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐠𝐫𝐢𝐩 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐭𝐬…

ALPHA au

the best part of me is you by @yourdelights

fluff, smut, angst | one shot | 9K words

Having been best friends since childhood, you’re an expert in all things Jungkook. You know everything about him, from how he took his coffee to the sound of his laugh after a successful prank. There was no part of him that you didn’t know like the back of your hand, or so you thought. Your view on things gets a bit skewed after discovering the one secret Jungkook had kept from you: he’s a camboy.

BEST FRIEND, CAM BOY au

the coffee shop contract by @gukyi

fluff | one shot | 18K words

apparently, having an instagram profile with a different girl in every picture is reason enough for your friends to strike up a deal where they’ll pay you to have a relationship. well, jeon jungkook’s no good at relationships, but a fake relationship isn’t a real relationship. is it?

COLLEGE, FAKE DATING au

the engagement by @virgoknj

angst | drabble | 3.4K words

in where your ex jungkook appears at your engagement party

EXES au

the jeon twins by @krreader

fluff, angst | one shot | 3.2K words

jk thought he was doing this for his twin’s good. falling in love with you while pretending to be kookie was never something he planned on doing and he hated himself for it.

COLLEGE, TWINS au

The Jorts by @gukslut

fluff, smut | one shot | 6.5K words

ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP au

the sea & the storm by @jamaisjoons

angst, fluff, smut | one shot | 20K words

the sea is a powerful mistress. she is calm and beautiful. she is mysterious and alluring. she is a force to be reckoned with. above all, however, she is lonely. until she meets him.

—part of the Fantastical Stories for Curious Souls collaboration

SEA SPIRIT au

the train of lost souls by @inktae

angst, fantasy, fluff | one shot | 13.6K words

The moment you step inside the train, you are given two options.

You can choose to live, to be given a second and a last chance in life, in exchange for your memories and your previous existence. You can choose to be alive again, but it can only be an entirely new life. Everyone you’ve ever crossed paths with would forget your name. All the pain and the love you knew, all the ups and downs that made you hurt and made you smile — all of it, completely gone.

Or you can choose to move on, to give your life away while keeping your memories until the end of time. To step out of the world of the living and to embrace a new kind of loneliness, but with the warmth of your past always safe between your cold hands.

You are dead, but it’s up to you to do something about it.

The choice is solely yours.

The Truth About Forever by @thedefinitionofbts

romance, implied smut, angst | one shot | 6.3K words

There are a lot of things you know. You knew the water in the lake was the clearest, most fresh tasting in the world and that lavender hyacinth graced every hillside, peeking through patches of wild grass and forest green shrubbery. You knew the weather was pleasant enough and the air clean enough even for someone with a body as weak as yours to sleep peacefully under clear moonlit nights. You know a lot of things, but there was one thing you didn’t know…

“Jungkook and Y/N forever…” Seokjin reads the little inscription on the corner. “Hey, this person even has the same name as you, how weird.”

SLICE OF LIFE au

the universe of us. by @taesthetes

🍙, fluff, angst, fantasy | one shot | 21.1K words

nefelibata : (noun) lit. “cloud-walker”; the one who lives in the clouds of their own imagination or dreams

The story of Icarus tells of a naive being who loved the sun and flew too close, leading to his untimely descent into the ocean. But what the tale didn’t speak of was how the sun and the moon fell in love with him, too. And with the pull of the tides due to the attraction of the sun and the moon, he tosses and turns, torn between two entities.

So if Kim Taehyung embodies the sun, then Jeon Jungkook is the moon.

And you are Icarus.

DREAM, SLICE OF LIFE au

The Virgin Volume by @kpopfanfictrash

smut, angst | two shots

The year? Some point after college. The occasion? Namjoon is getting married and the Rich Man’s Crochet Club has convened once again. Somewhere between the drinks and the laughter, everyone has the same realization: Jungkook has never been in a serious relationship. In the name of all that is holy (Overwatch and booze), the club’s mission is revived. Now though, their goal is much more perilous. Now, they aim to find Jeon Jungkook a girlfriend.

—part of The Rich Man’s Crochet Club series

COLLEGE, FRIENDS O LOVERS, VIRGIN au

the wedding planners by @gukyi

fluff, light smut, light angst | one shot | 28K words

jeon jungkook is three things: cocky, terrible, and your worst enemy. then your best friend hoseok gets engaged to the love of his life, and suddenly jeon jungkook is four things: cocky, terrible, your worst enemy, and the man you will be spending the next seven months with in order to plan your best friend’s wedding.

and then, as if your life couldn’t get any shittier, you make the poor decision of sleeping with him on the first day of the job.

ENEMIES TO LOVERS, WEDDING au

through the night by @nightbts

ON-GOING | 🍙, fluff, angst | series

IDOL au

Travel Diary by @nitaescence

fluff | one shot | 2.5K words

BOYFRIEND, VLOGGER au

way down in bed stuy by @minstrivia

smut, light angst | one shot | 5K+ words

as a final farewell you fuck your sister’s unbelievably attractive knave boyfriend that you definitely do not have feelings for…again.

CHEATING au

Welcome to the Underworld (AO3 Link) by @spookitokki

fluff, smut, fantasy | one shot | 9.6K words

In a dark little second-hand shop downtown, stuffed in an alleyway you only stumbled into because you were lost, you found a charming antique radio. When you turned it on, it began to play what would become your favorite radio show, “Welcome to the Underworld”

DEMON, RADIO SHOW HOST au

youngblood by @jinitude

smut | one shot | 14.6K words

“I don’t care if he’s got the potential to be the next big thing. I’m done trying to chase a story that doesn’t exist. The kid is a wet leaf left on the curb to dry and crumble into pieces the next day. You’re going to send me to five of his concerts and I can already tell you how each one is going to go. He’s a wannabe bad boy who jizzes his pants when he sees a girl looking at him. Assign me someone else.”

ENEMIES TO LOVERS, JOURNALIST, ROCK STAR au

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Hey. So when do you think Sasuke realised his true feelings for Naruto? I feel like he knew since part one itself, in some way at least. He was aware of something. When Sasuke tells Naruto his body moved on its own, I feel like there were seeds of realisation or at least a trigger point. In Shippuden, he always seems like he is fully aware of his depth of feelings for Naruto, he gets super emotional because of it. The fact that he is driven to ask Naruto again and again about his feelings, and is disappointed except for chapter 698 proves that he knew this feeling was somehow different, and he wanted understanding from Naruto, maybe to validate his own feelings, since he is equally inexperienced if not oblivious like Naruto.

He knows deep down that Naruto is special to him, he adores Naruto privately, he had since before the genin days. At the end of vote 1, I think he realises it fully, his true feelings for Naruto. What do you think?

Wonderful Ask, Anon!!! 😍😍😍.

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WHEN DID SASUKE REALIZED HIS TRUE FEELINGS FOR NARUTO?

I am damn sure, like 100%, the moment he realized his true feelings is when he thought he was going to die and recollected all the memories he shared with Naruto (including the Accidental Kiss and Roasting Sakura for insulting Naruto) for one Last Time in the Land of the Waves Arc.

You might be thinking now, "What makes you so sure?"

Well, Kishimoto just hammered into our faces in many plotlines.

How is this panel has to do anything with Sasuke?, You may ask.

The answer is here.

"You will realize what you are, as death comes to embrace you".

Itachi, no matter how cold he acted before Sasuke in that battle, he simply couldn't keep up his Evil Brother act at the final moment of his death.

He just smiled. That is who Itachi really was and always will be for Sasuke.

Again, you may ask, 'All this happens much later in the series, Kishi might've had a different mindset back when he was drawing part 1'.

You are right. But Kishi's mindset was the same all the time. He even established this 'True face before Death' theme very strongly in Land of the Waves arc itself.

This is who Zabuza really was. He didn't treat Haku like a Tool. Infact, his final words were, "I wanted to go the same place as you".

Kakashi made sure to convey this message to Haku in the War Arc, when he fought with the Edo Tensei'ed Haku and Zabuza.

And there are many characters who died in this series. Almost all of them projects their true feelings before their death. Just rewind the deaths of Nagato, Yahiko, Konan, Obito, Madara. You might've noticed that there won't be any lies. For Example, Obito. When he died for the first time, he was really thinking about Kakashi and Rin. He even said, ‘I wish I could’ve spent more time with them’. That’s who Obito really was. He was convinced with that Tsukuyomi plan because he wanted to live in a dream world where Rin and Kakashi will be with him happily.

So, a person, at their final moment thinks only about all their memories shared with that 'precious' person signifies only one thing. That person must have unconditionally loved the one they thought about.

Sasuke realized that he loves Naruto at that moment and he had no regrets because he smiled before falling into Naruto's lap.

And I always wondered, 'Why did Sasuke thought only about Naruto? Didn't he have any other good memories other than the ones he shared with Naruto?'.

Well, this goes way back when he was just 8, right after the Massacre. Yes, the chapter 698 confession. But I am not going to attach all the panels here as I will go in-depth about it later in this post.

However, there are three panels that provides the general gist of what Sasuke felt about Naruto, the whole time.

Happiness:

Whenever Sasuke watches Naruto, he reminded him of his family and it made Sasuke 'felt relieved' or 'feel warm and fuzzy'. Simply put, Naruto's presence made him happy.

And did Sasuke ever felt relieved?

Yes, he did!!

This above scene happens sometime after the massacre and yet, somehow Naruto could make him smile even in that distressful situation.

And this is one recurring feeling which Sasuke experience whenever he comes in contact with Naruto. After the Massacre, somehow Naruto became his source of happiness or relief. This panel right after massacre, that smile before his ‘supposed’ death, on seeing the Great Naruto Bridge with a relaxed smile, VoTE2 smile.....

Sasuke smiled at all these scenes and you know the reason why!!!

Weakness:

This is exactly opposite from how he felt earlier. And this conflicting thoughts are what Sasuke was battling in his mind throughout Part 1 and Part 2 until Chapter 697. He liked Naruto's presence. But, For him, the very thought of bonding with him made him feel weak.

According to Sasuke, the stronger he bonds with someone the more he has to worry about losing them and the very thought of losing them will put him in a precarious position which is considered as a weakness. And Sasuke doesn’t want to experience this again.

Meaning, Sasuke doesn’t want to feel the pain of loss over someone, ever again. He wants to be the person who don’t care about anyone.

Did Sasuke ever expose his weakness?

Yes he did!!!

This is his absolute display of weakness and this is what he always wanted to avoid. The very thought of something is going to happen to Naruto made him do something that put him under immense pain.

Yes, In his mind, he doesn’t want to care about anyone’s loss. But his body doesn’t seem to listen to him. And that’s why his body moved on it’s own.

God!!! This made me cry!!!!

Pain:

Now, this feeling Sasuke had towards Naruto was very evident in the War Arc. That one time he sensed Naruto’s Chakra in Konoha and asked Orochimaru to hurry up. Also when Naruto was bawling after seeing countless shinobi’s deaths, Sasuke’s reaction changed from ‘I don’t care 😶’ to ‘How dare you😠’, I consider all these moments where Sasuke was bothered about Naruto . But since, I want to focus only on Pre- Land of the Waves moments, I’m not going to add those moments here.

Did Sasuke felt pain in Part 1?

Of course, he did!!!

Well, I always consider this scene as something ‘very personal’ for Sasuke.

In this post, I’ve written about how chapter 3 is masked by the ‘Accidental Kiss’ as a comical facade but when you analyze it deeply you will find that Naruto and Sasuke’s rivalry thing goes long back, even before the series started.

After hearing Pinky’s insensitive comment, what Sasuke did here was completely extreme. He was just giving her a ‘Murder Stare’ which was way too extreme for Naruto, if he was just a teammate. When in reality, Naruto was not just his teammate. That’s why I think Sasuke was bothered by this insensitive comment and roasted her because he knew Naruto was suffering from this loneliness ever since he saw him when he was 8. And when someone made fun of his loneliness, Sasuke just couldn’t keep quiet.

Isn’t this some form of feeling pain of the person you care about and standing up for them?

This is another scene which I don’t have to go in detail about.

On my first watch, I always wondered, ‘Why Sasuke was making exceptions for Naruto? They just know for a very few days and yet why was he giving his lunch and standing up for him, which he doesn’t have to in the first place? It’s just 2 episodes in and Sasuke has already made 4 exceptions, why was he doing this?’

But after watching Episode 478, I came to the realization that Sasuke did all these because he knew about Naruto before the series even started.

It’s funny that before this scene, Sasuke was giving his long-ass serious speech to Pinky about how he is an avenger, he was crying at that time, he wants to get stronger than someone and wants to kill him, he can’t waste his time here..... And yet when he saw Naruto suffering from Hunger, he just gave his lunch without minding the consequences. (Ninja Career says Hello!!!!)

Now, Let’s get back to my previous question I posed here,

Why did Sasuke thought only about Naruto in his final moments? Didn't he have any other good memories other than the ones he shared with Naruto?

The answer is, ‘Sasuke always felt any one of the three extreme emotions such as Happiness, Weakness, Pain in the presence of Naruto. And all these 3 extremities are not something you feel for everyone unless that person shares your blood or the person you love unconditionally. Sasuke, at this point has no one that shares his blood plus the only blood relation left was the one he wants to kill. And since Sasuke thinks he is going to die, he doesn’t mind thinking about his happiest moments with the person he considers as ‘precious’ , because somehow Sasuke considers Naruto as ‘His Person’ or you can say ‘a part of himself’’

And that’s why I think Sasuke realized his true feelings just when he was about to die.

At the end of vote 1, I think he realizes it fully, his true feelings for Naruto.

I had this same thought before, anon!!! But after multiple re-watches, I realized something else. You cannot realize your true feelings and say a painful ‘Good Bye’ at the same time.

Realizing true feelings works only in two ways,

You either say a ‘Good Bye’ to someone. After leaving that person you may realize you miss that person and eventually you may come to term with your feelings.

You already have a strong feeling established in your heart and say a painful ‘Good Bye’. And VoTE 1 belongs to this category.

Simply put, Break ups and Love realization cannot happen simultaneously.

And that’s why Sasuke casually said, “To me, you’ve become my closest friend” without any hesitation. Because he already knew it otherwise obtaining Mangekyou Sharingan (MS) will not be possible if you don’t have such a strong feelings established already.

That whole battle started off as a way to obtain MS but then it changed into his desperate attempt to cut off his bond with Naruto to become stronger and only killing him can sever it because it’s such a strong one. It’s not a bond that will be severed by saying a simple, ‘Thank you’.

At this moment, Sasuke must be realizing he simply cannot cut off this bond and he is again making an exception by letting this one weakness to exist and embracing it by being closer to him for one final time.

And this is one of the hauntingly brilliant way of conveying A Connection indirectly. And the best part is... this scene is not accidental. We know Sasuke felt stinging pain in his arms and knelt down & coughed up blood. How did he end up straight above Naruto’s face?

It’s because Sasuke simply wanted to convey his unbroken bond with Naruto by deliberately leaning towards his face. Rain falls on Sasuke and all those droplets passes through Sasuke’s face and falls upon Naruto’s face or it is very possible that Sasuke might by crying and his tears might be touching his face, but either way, it creates a Connection which he couldn’t able to cut off. In the fillers, Sasuke’s sweat drop falls on Naruto. It’s almost similar to how at the end of chapter 698, both of their blood connects together to form a connection. Which means only death can separate their connection.

That’s why I feel that this is the moment where he is painfully saying his Good Bye for one last time, it pains him immensely because he already knows that leaving his ‘precious’ person who became a part of himself is not very easy added to that he hurt him so much during the battle. And for this reason, Sasuke felt ‘leaving Naruto is like ripping off half of his body’.

He knows deep down that Naruto is special to him, he adores Naruto privately, he had since before the genin days. What do you think?

Sasuke always fights this inner battle within himself. Mind Vs Heart & Body.

His mind says, ‘No more Bonds. Just stay alone. That will save you a lot of pain’.

His body says, ‘Create Bonds. Feel Relieved’.

When Sasuke met Naruto near the lake pier, His body wins the battle and that’s why he smiled back at him despite the trauma he went through few days earlier. This is when Naruto became special to him.

When Sasuke attempted to make friendship with Naruto. His body wins the battle and that’s why he offered food, trained along with him.

When Sasuke died for Naruto by casting away his dreams, his body moved on its own.

At the beginning of VoTE1 battle, his mind said, ‘Leave Naruto. Pursue your dreams by treading in a darker path by filling your heart with hatred’. His body said, ‘Be with Naruto. Achieve your goals by filling your heart with Love’.

By the end of VoTE1, Sasuke came to the conclusion that he really couldn’t sever his bond with Naruto, no matter how hard he tried. That’s why his body moved on its own and ended up straight above Naruto’s face for one last time. Carrying all the heart break of a painful breakup, Sasuke treads towards the darker path. For the very first time, Sasuke’s mind won the inner battle. And he was extremely saddened by it.

Throughout Shippuden, Sasuke mostly listened to his mind and whenever he does, he was seen pushing Naruto away like leaving with Orochimaru, ramming chidori through Naruto’s Shadow Clone when pursuing Itachi, promising to kill Naruto before Attacking Konoha, wanting to fight with Naruto in VoTE2.

But whenever he followed his heart, you can see scenes like Sasuke occupying Naruto’s personal space in Orochimaru hideout, Sasuke smiling at Great Naruto Bridge, asking Obito about Kyuubi (Naruto) when he joined Akatsuki, stopping his rampage on seeing Naruto’s eyes under The Bridge, asking Obito to wait and listened to Naruto under the Bridge, sensing Naruto’s chakra in Konoha and getting concerned about it, prioritize saving Naruto over everyone in the War Arc, switching off Sharingan at the last moment. These are all the moment where Sasuke’s heart was winning over his mind.

And finally at the end of VoTE2, Sasuke happily claimed, ‘I lost’, meaning, his mind which always asked him to cut the bond with Naruto lost to his Heart and Body which always wanted him to be with Naruto. And when Sasuke felt that he was unconditionally loved by Naruto who was willing to share his pain, Sasuke cried happily and finally sealed his Bond with Naruto.

But anyways, I still get this question, why do Sasuke had to battle his feelings for Naruto like a lover? And why Naruto had to act all Tsundere towards Sasuke for most of the Part 1 if only they are friends!!! Like Shikamaru was never shown to be acting tsundere towards Chouji or Naruto. Or Obito was never shown to battle his feelings towards Kakashi!!! Itachi was never shown to be obsessed about Sasuke all the time. Or Hashirama was never obsessed about Tobirama either. Like we were shown many fraternal bonds, friendly bonds throughout the series. And yet why none of those bonds fits for Naruto and Sasuke?

Well, this post is not the right place to cover these questions and I am simply going to leave it at that.

Sasuke realized it very early and that’s why he decided to push Naruto away by the end of Part 1. Whereas Naruto truly realized his feelings at the end of Part 1 and decided to put himself close with Sasuke in Part 2 and finally confessed in VoTE2 that, ‘Remember, you once gave me your food during the Bell Test? It’s because you simply can’t tolerate to watch me suffer before your eyes.... I also feel the same way about you.. I simply cannot see you suffer alone when you were willing to give your body to Orochimaru... It just hurt me a lot inside’.

They finally realize the feelings they had for each other is a love in a broader sense which cannot be labelled under a certain term (it may include a father, a mother, a friend, a lover too) and we can call them as Pure Soulmates, where one cannot live without the other, where one cannot bear to see the other one suffer and they always wanted to be standing next to each other sharing their happiness and pain in their hearts.

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