#these things always end poorly
Text
Daughter of delta Yu, show them that you're no fool!
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#yu ziyuan#jiang fengmian#jinzhu#yinzhu#wang lingjiao#wen zhuliu#elle woods#Not officially appearing but this is very much supposed to continue on the running gag of her being a character in pd-mdzs.#Yes I have been thinking about how Yu and Nu sound the same. Would it not be funny if YZY and Elle Woods were martial sisters?#Oh man I really hope help gets to lotus pier in time. I hope things turn out okay despite the odds.#I always wondered what YZY ended up fighting with once she gave away zidian. Supposedly she would have a sword right?#Let us also factor in the fact she gets her core 'melted' and can't use spiritual weapons anymore.#We know for a fact that this does not stop someone from still kicking ass.#Thus I propose: Yu Ziyuan as a bare knuckle brawler. In my heart she's a multiclass barbarian/monk.#As *if* she would go down without causing a bit more bloodshed once her core was gone.#Gatekeep Gaslight Girlviscerate your enemies.
758 notes
·
View notes
Text
...😭
#i've never had a job in my own field that i've liked as much as i've liked my current one#the semester is ending soon and today i heard my contract will not be renewed bc the person i'm substituting will return to work after all#i've been feeling so tired and a bit poorly after the nokia arena show and i probably should have called in sick today#as i was absolutely useless today#and then after my only class today my students came to me with a gift?? 😭#a pink enamel moomin mug and some chocolate and a paper on which they had written nice things about me + a drawing of a dachshund 😭#and i burst to tears right there in front of them because i was so touched (and also because i'm just really really tired and emotional)#i'm so tired about having to apply for new jobs and having to start all over again#i'm so tired of having to do shitty short-notice substitutions again#i feel like i deserve better than that but on the other hand i fee like life's giving me exactly what i deserve and maybe this is it#i'm dreading the summer because idk if i'll have a job to go to in the autumn#and even if i did find something it won't be like the job i have now#also. it's may day eve and the weather's lovely#and i'm hiding in my apartment with the curtains closed so i won't see all the people going out and having fun with their friends#for me may day eve has never been like that. i've always felt so very excluded from those celebrations#on top of that i got yelled at by a bus driver and i'm the worst friend that ever existed#i'm trying to quit on whining about my sad little life but it gets so lonely#please know i'm not writing this for attention or pity. i know y'all have problems of your own and i'm just being a dramatic crybaby
24 notes
·
View notes
Text
I know the main discourse is about the rat grinders/Kipperlilly, but my two unpopular opinions about FHJY are that
1 - Oisin having a connection to Kalvaxus was pointless. It would've made more sense and been more interesting if he was like KPCK and had chosen to be star-raged for revenge
2 - Making Porter the bbeg of this season was not a great choice. It made no sense with the previous seasons and it would've been better if Jace (and Arianwen tbh) was the mastermind behind everything and Porter was just the muscle
#dimension 20#d20 spoilers#this season also suffered with the same thing most d20 seasons do#which is a great season but an underwhelming finale#due to the pre-determined number of episodes everything is always rushed and poorly paced in the end
15 notes
·
View notes
Text
Something something current state of the mega man series that haven’t been rereleased on legacy collections summarized as two different formates. Why not the first two lumped into one giant meme? Well apart from laziness and this being for a presentation I’m doing for my anime club-yes /srs you read right-we all know volnutts case is worse than Geos all over the number 3. (Also I’d post these to twit but mega man twit scares me and I’m already getting too much buzz over Kikaider posts despite how my feelings with that show ended up)
#mega man#rockman#mega man star force#shooting star rockman#mega man legends#rockman dash#legacy collection#shitpost#I am less nihilistic then other fans but I am not counting on these two getting ported despite what interviews say#I’m only not gonna go into detail unless someone asks directly because my statement could always age poorly lol#also a Lc will not satisfy the L3 crowd for legends lbr#star force fans will be happy about it though#if they never end up getting ported also zx got fucking LUCKY#like a better seller then legends but a worse seller then sf but they ported it anyways#maybe it’s bc they knew no one would buy it by itself or would wanna rebuy zero by itself#sucks that lead to zero=zx being branded as the same thing WHEN THEY FUCKING ARENT but I live with it#it’s worse when you realize they’re absolutely gonna brand sf as it’s own thing tho#given people say it lives in bn shadow but that won’t be the case especially now
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
updates, because I live blog everything: saw him for the first time in like a month, first thing he did was go to hug me (kind of a half hug but god he hadn’t done that in so long) and I feel pretty good about most of our interactions, I’m always looking for reasons to feel bad but honestly. for the most part it felt really good. like not because he likes me (because he doesn’t) but because things are finally friendly and good again with us. I’m still me so I’m awkward but held my own in the group setting pretty well I think. I wanted to see him so badly and I did and overall I feel good. things are always subject to change and I don’t want to jinx anything so that’s all I’ll say. it felt nice.
#isabel talks#standing by and waiting at your back door#like at the beginning of the year things. weren’t pleasant between us#nothing was ever said but I’m sure he knew I liked him and he just handled it so poorly#and it was just cold and awkward and weird#and even though they improved this past semester until the end Id resigned myself to things being just. forever awkward and bad#and they’re not perfect clearly#I don’t think I’d say we’re /friends/ but it’s friendly and not just teammates or acquaintances#casual friends at best maybe#but it feels so much better#like from around the time I think he found out up until his breakup there were no hugs. nothing even close#and I’m afraid because I’m going to flirt and shoot my shot (I would’ve flirted more if we weren’t all outside in the dark)#and I don’t want to go through that whole thing again#but……. he’s a risk worth taking I think#and it’ll always kill me not knowing bc I never gave myself a real shot with him#so. yeah#I’m afraid of inserting myself where I’m unwanted but. we’ll see how things go#but I fell back into my bed giggling when I got home and that hasn’t happened in a long long time
2 notes
·
View notes
Note
2, 5, 28 for the music asks! also MCR in a car is dangerous cause their songs go SO HARD that me and my friend almost crashed listening to Mama once. I promise shes a good driver lol
oH NO!!! i'm glad you guys were good asdfghjkl i can relate though its just hard to not get distracted in the car when a good MCR song comes on I also could not be held responsible for what I might do when Mama starts playing
Thank you for the ask!!! (ask meme here!)
2.) A Song you Like with a Number in the Title
1957 by Milo Greene ! (This song makes me inconsolable about Sasha and August Borderlands)
5.) A Song That Needs to be Played LOUD
I will not list a Nirvana song I will not list a Nirvana song I will not list a Nirvana son-asdfghjk
Earth Death by Baths
I have been obsessed with this song lately and every time it comes on while I illegally am using my headphones at work I turn it up because I just like I gotta. I gotta.
28.) A Song by an Artist with a Voice that you Love
Predictable answer but: If You Must by Nirvana
But like to justify my very predictable pick, If You Must I think captures everything I love in particular about Kurt Cobains vocals and it's just a very underrated Nirvana song likely because I mean, it was never finished it's one of the numerous random tracks from With the Lights Out but like it just captures every random vocal thing he does that I love. Like the odd choices he makes the screaming the loud then soft the rawness to the droning the random moaning and shit like it like this songs almost hypnotic to me asdfghjk how much it captures the halmarks of what made Kurts voice in particular
Because I feel bad picking a very obvious answer for me asdfghjk my second pick is: Twin Sized Mattress by the Front Bottoms
I was on 8Tracks a lot in my youth ✨
#thank you again also i am glad you did not get into a crash asdfghjk#i always feel bad putting nirvana down for these things because its like 'fab we get it you really like nirvana' and its like ok but#you all don't understand how much i really like nirvana asdfghjk i was trying very hard to contain it asdfghjkljhdfghj i could just answer#all of these with only grunge songs but i like variety though they end up very dominated by whatever my work playlist starts playing me#in its very poorly made shuffles asdfghjkl hence forth the front bottoms because it keeps playing me front bottoms i am constantly being#launched back to when sims 4 stories were a big deal to me and when lis was big and 8tracks was full of fandom playlists#comprised entirely of illegally downloaded music and every lis one had that one front bottoms song thats like 'you're a flashlight in a dar#room for the loneliest black out!!!' because it says the phrase 'dark room' which truly was a delightful time for me as a person musically#i think#fab talks#fabtalks#ask
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
I hate stsg shippers sm they’re so annoying talking about some “Gojo wanted to be with Getou again and he got his wish 🥺...” Likeajajakk they like anything just as long as someone is topping and bottoming bro
#I hate when ppl just consume shit and look at every critical thing that happens in the media they like with a shippers lease it’s so#annoying because they always end up stripping away the context of entire works of fiction and scenes like oh brother#and the only ppl who seem to be satisfied with the very rushed and poorly written outcome were the shippers because brainrot and like#obviously sukuna fans 😭… like#I can understand the sukuna fans more then the shippers because it makes sense and I can’t even lie Gojo fans have been so hard and nasty#towards sukuna fans for like months so lmfaoo#I have to take this L as a gojohoe… I love sukuna too but obviously gege is a fucking idiot and doesn’t respect his own characters enough to#do right by them narratively#rambling#jjk spoilers
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
Oh man the brain is not in a good place rn ⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️
#「 🐈⬛ 」 strawberry.milk#I don’t Even know if it’s actually a big deal or if I’m just paranoid of making mistakes and am blowing it out of proportion in my head ⁉️⁉️#fuck man I hate it when this happens because it keep me wide awake and second guessing everything I’ve said and done the entire day#LMAOOOOOO#accidentally offending/hurting someone because I intended my statement to b a joke and it ended up landing poorly is literally a nightmare.#and if I realize to late I’m always so scared that they secretly hate me then and that they never want to talk to me again.#I’ll spend my whole day second guessing everything I’ve said and done and ill blow it out of proportion and I’ll think that every thing#that I’ve done has hurt or offended someone in some way and that sucks#it makes me want to rip my skin off lowk ⁉️ like I hate the thought of offending someone just from my negligence tbh#HI This is a cry for help if I ever say or do something stupid please tell me so I can remedy it and peacefully solve stuff and not#find out too late and go insane with doubting myself and convincing myself I’m a terrible person HAHHAHAH#if I ever take too long to respond. or if I delete a reply/chat I’ve sent days after I sent it. that’s why HHAHAHHAHHAHAHA
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
will say it is SO challenging to capture liams voice. when i was rewatching it on my bday w my friend i was STILL noticing things . character dialogue is so complex and i NEED to perfect it or ill collapse into the ground
#like i noticed that like. his 'optimism' is USUALLY rephrased pessimism almost?#most notablel example being when amelia asks if hes ok wearing the cast and he says 'its fine ill get used to it'#which like. i think ppl overplay him not verbalizing his emotions#which i think he TECHNICALLY does but not in the way people depict it?#hes not trying to Spare people the Concern#it comes across more like. frustration that hes TRYING to be optimistic about .but its poorly executed#as the series goes on it only gets more complex#also when hes talking to bryce in ep 6 he talks slower than usual? which i Tried to capture in that earlier aart from today#he also kinda does it in ep 10? but i think he gets indignant enough that it like. the frustration overpowers any despair#and he ends up talking FASTER actually.#also i will say that liam talks like. surprisingly Detailed ? but still concise#always think about his decription of the waiting room#and also him saying that bryce being 'complicit ticks [him] off'#its such a Specific way to describe it ?? if that makes sense??#like he REALLY often phrases things Well and it comes across kinda odd#but also. thatperson has said hed name a cat 'smth practical. like fluffy'#which i mention a LOT but look. i think it so well captures the way he Goes About Things#so even when hes frustrated he STILL details things like. practically#anyway yea . yea.#a few years back i saw someone make like. a character writing guide for another series i like#and sometimes i think itd be SO fun to make smth like that for liam. maybe even other one characters
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
a word of unsolicited advice....don't do two masters programs and two jobs all at the same time, bad idea
#at least not if you don't live with family or a partner that helps support you a lot with domestic affairs#this shit would be so much more manageable if i still lived at home. or even in a dorm on campus#and didn't have to worry about bills and groceries and cooking and cleaning everything all by myself every day...#i'm not really failing at anything at the moment. but i do really feel like i'm struggling to keep up with it all#and that i should be doing a better job. or at least that things should be easier. that i shouldn't feel so lost#or have to ask so many questions still#or feel so bad when there's food in the cupboard but i'm so exhausted and poorly planned my energy and time etc#that i end up ordering delivery once or twice a week just to keep myself fee after rehearsals. idk man#this would be so much easier if my dad still did the laundry and my mom always made me dinner...#i miss not being in charge of everything myself. it's a whole lot. it's more than i bargained for#but the only people i'm really comfortable enough with asking for that level of help and care from live two states away.....sigh#well. gotta write a paper tomorrow. and go to work at 6pm. and try to dig further in on assigned hw readings. wish me luck ig#i wanna talk about me
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
aaaand home again!
good trip!
happy to be back!
do still feel like i'm in a moving vehicle but that'll pass
g'night!!
#had to have some family drama there at the end because of course!!#wouldn't be our very mentally ill and piss poorly communicating family if we didn't!!#but for once it didn't have shit to do with me so i'm staying out of it!!#kinda ruined my mom's time though which i hate#like the whole point was to connect and share comfort after this shitty thing just happened#and it kinda went that way but my aunts still aren't speaking to each other over something that happened years ago#and really it's between one of my aunts and the other aunt's partner#and i love her but she refuses to ever back down or apologize or anything and is always the one who was somehow done wrong#even when everyone and their mother is like 'uh hey actually...'#but anyway they're all old enough to figure it out or not#all it reaffirms to me is that i need to get my shit together so i don't end up like that#anyway going to go eat a little something and pass out
6 notes
·
View notes
Text
i like you
i like you!
And that aint nothing new
imi - Bon Iver
#help#inspo#dance#taylor collier#(is the dancer!)#bon iver#imi#txtit#just one gif fellas. if i ended up making more gifs of my favorite parts i would just b poorly transposing the entire vid into 10mb pieces#nd also i wouldnt b honoring my emotional experience (unadulterated sobbing)#one of my soul sisters introduced me to this vid while we were shroomin on her pullout couch in nyc#every time i revisit it i get so watery eegads#hee hee ah well#today’s a good day to cry and love myself#for me the ‘’i like you’’ in the song is self-addressed#’’that ain’t nothing new’’ being a recognition that love and the capacity for love has always existed within#after all you can’t recognize things external to you without first having an internal referent :)
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
hate to be a hater on the main … but this season of ted lasso excels (once again) at team dynamic and the found family elements and i think the finale absolutely nailed that, i cried, i laughed, it was perfect on that. now as for the individual stories and relationships… yeah, let’s leave it at that
#(rant below ignore me)#i think making longer episodes allowed them to add stories that felt so pointless to me#what was the point of zava? to make jamie understand something about himself? could have done that better with just the roy plot#i would have understood roy and keeley breaking up of it was like ‘let’s both grow as individuals’#and roy kinda did but apparently not enough because his plot at the end is how he do better so i guess he didn’t#jamie had the best development only to then lose part of it by throwing the random video comment?? like why??#keeley my love … from the random friend that added nothing to the story to an undervelopped love interest plot line … they did u so dirty#why the hell was ted so emotionally off this last episode instead of actually talking the time to proper end things with london and everyone#rebecca was SOBBING and ted was like ‘well gotta go’ ??#it’s not about the ship or anything but what ?? and rebecca … love that she stayed with the club#but to have her end up with some random creepy man she met once and whose name WE DONT EVEN KNOW#i have no issues with ted going home to his son. it makes perfect sense. but it felt so weird#the nate plot was wrapped kinda poorly too??#sam colin and most of the guys from the team were amazing#and the found family and team dynamic was still amazing as always#the beard and jane relationship was always weird to me because it feels like joke after joke of.. abuse?#do they get married or was it a dream?? and if so was the whole sequence a dream? and if it wasn’t WHO DID THE CGI FOR THE WEDDING 💀#we spent more time with these characters this season and it doesn’t feel that way and idk this season felt weird at so many points#I LOVE THIS SHOW I DO!! first 2 seasons are one of my all time favourite seasons of a sitcom!! and i still enjoyed a lot about s3 <33#anyway sorry to be a hater on the main but it was just a weird season to end it on#anti ted lasso#<- i really don’t wanna upset anyone i just felt like ranting a little 💀 pls don’t hate me#ted lasso spoilers
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Just went down a googling rabbit hole and found that the MRA-lite blog I used to frequent in 2011-2012 is still there. All of it. Comments intact. Fuck. Me.
Please god don’t let my next depression spiral (i.e. present, it’s happening right now) involve me reading this fucking thing.
#btw this is why i hate the trans masc MRA-lite thing#they are earnestly talking about things right now that have been done and done and done to death#and they never reach any conclusion because they do the exact same thing as the cis MRA-lite people#which is try and blame it all on feminism#when in reality whether or not you think it is or has been executed well feminism is a reaction to gendered oppression#just like trans activism is#and gender theory and reactions against gender binarism#a lot of trans people have bad experiences with feminism and the ways people deploy it poorly#but you have to be careful where that leads to because to be blunt it leads to hating women#the trans MRA-lite division pop a 'cis' on the front of it but it doesn't help because they are still hurting trans women#i have seen them saying concepts that trans women invented and popularised were shit and oppressive#but get around it by saying actually cis women invented this...??????#a lot of gendercritical types end up in that shitheap starting with their bad experiences with misogyny-#do you think that makes it ok for them to go down the rabbit hole and become bigots? of course not!!!#i sympathise with anyone's bad experiences always but omg please please do not go down this rabbit hole i beg oyu#*you
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
It's kind of funny how romantic love in YA novels manages to be simultaneously thee most important thing in the world and also completely meaningless
#thinking about this a lot lately#like. romantic relationships and falling in love are often thee central element of the story with everything else coming in second and#who a character is or isn't in love with is often what the rest of the plot hinges on. but romance and love are treated like this weird#Thing That Just Happens To You with no actual agency and very little proper development (often because the characters themselves are poorly#established) so you have characters 'falling in love' with people they know next to nothing about and don't even really seem to like as#people but because they're attracted to them or they want to kiss each other now they're bound by this unfathomable force of nature that#makes the world go round#its genuinely so bizarre#and often you're just kind of told that they're in love or they start fixating on this other person so completely almost out of nowhere bc#you the audience are meant to understand that obviously Boy Character and Girl Character are attractive and the same age and therefore must#have an unbreakable romantic connection regardless of who they actually are or any other fact about them#it's a foregone conclusione they'll be in love by the end so no matter how little time passes or how few meaningful interactions they have#that could potentially foster or develop those feelings they're always soulmates by the end#like what does love even mean in this context?#like i would argue that the love between people be they siblings friends lovers parent-child actually IS the most important thing but thats#not really what you're getting here
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
learnt that way fewer dendrites die in autistic brains than allistic ones from childhood to adulthood, which actually could not make more sense
#neuro lesson:#in your brain there are a bunch of cells that look like trees#branches on one end and roots on the other#unlike trees the branches and roots want to grab onto one another. thats how connections are formed#when you're born you have very few connections. and the trunks of the trees are poorly insulated so it takes a long time for information to#get through them (think of this like a wire)#when you're a child everything is pretty connected because you're yet to learn rigid pathways#which is why children always say such interesting and unexpected things. the irregular pathways havent died off yet#and as you learn more about how to fit into the world and how it works unnecessary roots and branches are culled so that signals can get#through faster and more efficiently.#the insulation helps everything get through faster. this is naturally formed in all adult brains (and is chipped away in old age)#and in an autistic brain a lot more connections are kept. which explains sensory overloads and creativity
3 notes
·
View notes
Last Seen Blogs
amycxsc
amycus
testyourheart-mk
Imagine Flawless Love
captainditrag
Captain Ditrag's Movie Reviews & Singing Videos
pmdd-eradicator
Battling PMDD
fancyfestpost
Рисование,очищ. организма,вяжем бе