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Needed to draw my comfort ship life has been a lil rough 😮💨
#they make me happy :)#they are so fucking gender the envy is real#I wanted to thank yall for 300 followers I got something bigger to post for that but for now have this :)#lego monkie kid#lmk#lmk mk#lmk redson#spicynoodles#spicynoodleshipping#lmk spicynoodles#my art
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I mean definitely yes
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As someone with no knowledge of Pokémon Scarlet and Violet other than the starter' final evolutions. I'm sort of in love with Grusha.
Look. I haven't watched any playthroughs cause I'm still holding out hope that I'll be responsible enough with my money to buy a switch and the games and play them at some point blind. Blind being the operative word here. But whatever.
I know nothing about the characters but their character designs are so good. I love Grusha and I also love the salary man looking gym leader - Larry or whatever his name is.
#Idk why I'm like this#Coming from an aroace person I have a fat crush on these characters for no particular reason.#pokemon#pokemon scarlet and violet#pokemon grusha#grusha#larry pokemon#Grisham is so pretty tho I get gender envy#Larry is Nanami coded hence why I have the crush#Who else wants to make Nanami their house-husband?#I fucking love kenjiro tsuda#So much#Sorry this got off track real quick!
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Okay Im actually embarrassed at Ratty knowing this butlike. Holy fucking shit I love Denim so much. Like oh my fuckibf god the fact that shes a transmasc hairy drag weirdo has me like 😳😳😳😳😳
#I MEAN WEIRDO IN THE ABSOLUTE HIGHEST REGARDS#i see so much of myself in her#and the fact that shes also t4t#???????#i hate being weird about real people butlike#when their body hair/5 o clock shadow is in frame i cant help but swoon#like actual fucking goals and i cant believe i have to continue t for at least another year or 2 to maybe see the results that they have#i never thought id get gender envy from#seeing shoulser hair#(sodenote i am so fucking pissed at how timy my keyboard is in comparison to my fat thumbs FUCK YOU FUCK YIU FUCK YOU)#pete speaks#this post is rat proof
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Me watching Clint Eastwood in The Dollars Trilogy
#the gender envy is so real#the man with no name#joe#blanco#blondie#hes so hot#hes so cool#hes a cowboy#hes a gunslinger#do i wanna be him or do i wanna fuck him
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I well and truly had to go through a hero's journey with my relationship to masculinity and how it affects my sense of self in my attraction to others. Man I wish I'd been able to go through this process YEARS ago, I wasted so much time trying to pin myself into something I wasn't and was never going to be. Good news is I know it now, so I can start really digging in and learning more about who and what I am!
#Took me so long but I think I'm finally in a place to try dating outside of other people PUSHING me to and it's fucking weird to be here tbh#Was starting to think I never would be.#Anyways this post is actually about the months I've spent going through like. the stages of grief about my attraction to clint eastwood lol#and now I'm on the other side and I'm like y know what? I'm allowed to have probelmatic faves! I am not the exception to that!#thought crimes aren't real and I'd kick my friends ass if they were beating themselves up about it like I did with meeeee!!!!#I'm also still ace. This is different from normal attraction for me but. Still ace lol#I think some of it is the sheer gender envy of it all @tall men GIVE ME YOUR HEIGHT#My brother is so TALL and I'm NOT it's NOT FAIR >:(#me#kat gets personal
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I knew he was a rip-off spike. I knew people loved him. I knew what I was getting into. why the fuck am I surprised
#killian jones#captain hook#for fucks sake man#why’s he gotta be so LIKE THAT#like save some for the rest of us damn#the gender envy is too real but also I’m literally in love with him#once upon a time#ouat#danny watches ouat
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Testosterone alone won't do it i need a special strain that'll make me look like Peter Steele for all to be right with the world
#jay talkin#im listening to type o negative again. tthe gender envy. is so intense#i cant grow my hair out i feel grody if i do rn cuz im small and scrawny and Not Physically Transitioned The Way I Want Yet#need that t that makes me like however fucking tall. six eight or whatever. and built like a brick shithouse LMAO#oh god i dont normally say Real Ass Names online do i have to censor it like i do on twit to avoid bots. eh whatever we'll find out i guess
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New MCR concert means my camera roll getting filled with every single picture of gerard posted on tumblr.
#mcr#Omg Gerard ahshhdhdjejdk#I'm going feral#the gender envy is real#gerard way#i love him so much#they give me life#ray toro#that majestic hair#frank iero#tiny#mickey fucking way
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I would maim and murder and kill in order to look like season 2 young Geto and that is not an exaggeration. The gender in that man has me in a fucking chokehold istg
#the gender envy is so real#its the fucking hair and tired eyes probably lmao#also the gauges fucking christ#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#geto suguru#jjk season 2
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anyways this is me apologizing in advance for reblogging a shit ton of dougie poynter posts bc im in the tag and experiencing a wildly disorienting feeling i can only describe as "nostalgic horniness"
#og#mcfly#dougie poynter#he was just that perfect blend of 'do you want to be with him or BE him?' 'yes.'#the gender envy was real#so sorry followers#lowkey not posting for a week only to return full force with fucking mcfly of all things
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updating my life's ambitions to becoming shane madej
#THIS GUY!! HE'S SO REAL!!#it's weird because i don't feel just gender envy i feel envy towards his being!!#his creativity!! the fact he is unapologetically weird!!#that's what i want! i want to be so mildly unhinged!#new role model just dropped#it's so important to have people you aspire to be like#shane madej#red cant fucking shut up#typical red weirdness
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the urge to cut and bleach my hair… all bc i remembered ryo’s existence
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ok so to reference this post (because I didn't want to hijack op's post to talk about my own stories), the fun thing about fiction is that when it comes to transitioning, you can make the process whatever you want, and I've tried to have fun with it for Broken Dimensions.
Tartarus especially got all the fancy transitioning worldbuilding stuff when I was working on that aspect of BrDim. I have a slightly NSFW infographic I need to refine that I'd like share eventually (NSFW along the lines of like, artistic nudity and nudity for education purposes) but to summarize: it's magic.
No literally, it's magic! Most things in Broken Dimensions are magic, or if they're not, they're technologically advanced, such is the nature of SFF yk, but this! This was fun to design, ok.
Bascially, the god of True Self and creativity (across fields; not just artistic creativity but invention and science etc, basically innovation), Jacinthe, thought Tartarus was super cool when it entered the multiversial stage and made a home for themselves there. They immediately became a massive hit with all these queer people within Revolution-era Tartarus, especially central, central northern, and western Tartarus. Jacinthe thinks this is great, and starts blessing people and getting really into a lot of their research and the development of their culture and one of the most common complaints they (Jacinthe) receives is that, at this point in Tartarun history, they don't have the medical technology to assist in health transitions. Sex reassignment surgery is really risky, even with the extreme prevalence and skill of Tartarun mage healers. HRT is tricky because Tartaruns don't necessarily have the same kinds of hormones as human and can't use standard human/Shade HRT treatments without modification, which makes it costly...
Basically, it's hard AF to be a trans person in Tartarus IF you want to medically transition (folks who don't want to medically transition don't have as much of an issue here, but they're still being pretty vocal about the issue for their community members who do).
So Jacinthe gets this really smug little idea, because this is during the Great Silence and a lot the other gods aren't doing their jobs maintaining universal balance, and so Jacinthe goes to her cool new followers with this sneaky little grin and, like Prometheus introducing fire to humanity, goes "hey... you guys want to know something cool?"
And they just. Give the Tartaruns some arcane magic knowledge and this epic group of scientist mages create the first transition potion for trans Tartaruns. It's basically a very, very specific shapeshifting potion that also modifies your biology. It takes a while, but after a set period of time using the potion a given user will be their desired sex fully, biologically, wahoo.
Now, the great thing about this is that its customizable to every individual.
Don't want to fully become your target sex? Want to retain some aspects of your assigned sex at birth? Great! Talk to you doctor and your representative at the dedicated healthcare-temple-thing for trans people and they'll help you get where you want to be.
Want to reverse some things later? Cool, they can arrange that too (this is, however, relatively high-stress for the body. So either a somewhat length waiting period is suggested, or any kind of reversal process needs to happen more incrementally than the initiation process. Folks who go YEARS, even centuries (because Tartaruns have a lifespan of ~500 years) between transitioning their first and second (or more) times don't have to worry about this as much)
They also develop an individualized puberty blocker potion, that does the same things as tradition chemical puberty blockers, but without the tricky human-specific hormones available across the multiverse. It's pretty sick.
Then eventually this practice leaves Tartarus and expands to an interdimensional healthcare practice, and it gets improved on and added to over time, and all that. By Era 10, when most of the stories I write in BrDim happen, the process is pretty well streamlined.
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Note: you can also petition a given godly patron to just like. Change your body to match your brain. But this is usually a one-time only thing, and since people change and gender is fluid, this isn't always a great solution. Jacinthe did this for a while too in Tartarus, but later decided that giving the mortals their own way to handle themselves was better than themselves, one single (beyond-the-binary) god, handling it all.
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But yeah I just. I wish I could do that. I basically designed a transition system/process that I wish I could do. Like, I wish it wasn't a big deal to medically transition for those of us who want that. Instead, in many places in the US we're still required to go through years of therapy to be considered for HRT, for reassignment surgery, even for social transition things like name changes.
Like it's one thing to have people's longterm health in mind, and on one hand I understand the requirement to have therapy before having sex reassignment surgery and stuff like that to ensure its not like the consequence of mental health issue (i.e. not being trans). But on the other hand, that's fucking bullshit because most trans people know we're trans and we know what we need to be happy.
And ofc the system is rigged against us, and even if its not classified as such, there are still many medical professionals who treat being trans like a mental illness. That's a huge reason shit is so hard to do.
And god I just wish it wasn't yknow? I wish there was a support system and healthcare options surrounding the transition process, and that society didn't actively work against us.
So I made one.
At least my characters get my dream, yk?
#and I designed a lot of this superficially before I put it into writing#as in#when I made Fin Heran trans YEARS ago when I was still in my awful cognitive dissonance phase and was closeted even to MYSELF#EVEN THEN I had the transition process in Broken Dimensions in mind and it wasn't half as hard or as big a deal as it is irl in 2024#and before that#when Ev was sort of a trans man (but I didn't admit that) (because they were somewhat a (unconscious) self-insert or self-reflection)#even THEN it. It was easy for them. Comparatively. and I WANTED IT!! SO BADLY!!!#that want should've been the key for me lmao#the way I reflected myself in my trans and even cis male characters#the way I treated trans people in my stories with respect before I even respected myself or real life trans people in a way I could verbali#man it should've made me stop and think#the fucking GENDER ENVY#ugh#also side note#this has. absolutely nothing to do with real life concepts of transmed/tucute/etc. That argument has no place here. Please don't bring it u#I was less online when that whole argument was really popping and I still don't really know what was going on within that discourse#and I don't want to.#thanks!#rambling#project notes#wip#broken dimensions#transgender#transition stuff#but like#scififantasy#trans fiction#brdim lore
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currently filled with Vibes
not sure if theyre good ones or not
#on the one hand im getting chills thinking of getting to write from tom riddle's pov and also thinking of drawing ideas#b/c handsome evil bastard with god complex gives me gender envy#and the whole blues and greens and grays like a haunted murky lake or something or dark castle is really cunty#but also. i need to fucking edit this fic#and i REALLY need to think about harrys pov more b/c honestly he needs more realistic reactions#kinda sad this is a crack fic b/c those ~dark academia~ aesthetics fuck SO hard#actually i should be focusing on my real life academia aesthetics (aka doing my college hw) but nahhh#anyways if i manage to edit this shit and then plan out 2nd year tomorrow we can expect a new chapter by monday night...hopefully
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Things that the citizens of the Devildom witnessed that will prove that this Human have the characters at their beck and call
Versions: The Brothers, Side characters
Warnings: Gender neutral pronouns for MC, Cussing, Slight yandere themes (Belphegor, Asmodeus)
Links: Masterlist
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LUCIFER
This demon likes sticking to rules
Running on hallways? Detention
Eating during class? Detention
Not paying attention to class? Detention
No one is safe...
Except for one person.
The cafeteria if filled with loud noises, your voice shouting profanities to another demon specifically.
Everyone listening to the argument feels like they're stomach is about to burst out of nervousness because "What if Lucifer randomly comes in and put all of us is detention because we just stood by and didn't do anything to stop the fight?!"
And he did.
But what surprised them is that he didn't shout or anything, he just stood there for a few second and scanned the crowd looking for one of his brothers.
Spotted Mammon and came close to him before whispering something among themselves.
And then he just stood there
Doing nothing
As if it's just fucking okay to let a human, the exchange student at that, to scream and curse a demon because he won't cooperate into this project.
And when the demon started cursing back at you, the rules are suddenly so strict as if cussing will cause the end of the 8 rings of hell.
The demon is sent to detention, removed from the group, suspended, and many more.
And who knows? Maybe you pulled just a few strings to have that demon expelled.
But what the citizens sure know is that they never saw anyone again after talking to MC like that.
MAMMON
It was cute
Mammon would do anything for you, no matter how big or small it is.
One day, Mammon was spotted running around the halls of RAD.
Looking like he's getting chased by Lucifer, again.
But surprisingly, he's not.
He's just running around the school fetching your fan, notebooks, bag, pens, water or some snacks.
One time, you two were put in a group for this project and were talking about it with your other group mates.
Then you hit him with a "Mammon, I left my notebook on my desk in the potions class, can you fetch it for me?"
With just a blink of an eye, Mammon who was leaning on your shoulder just a few minutes ago is gone.
And with another blink of an eye he's there again with your notebook on his hands then he's back to leaning on your shoulder again as if he didn't just go to the other side of the school for a notebook.
LEVIATHAN
He's introverted
He won't go out his room if it's just for some lame party
I also headcanons for him to be the most unseen brother
Or like him having the smallest amount of photo and information online because he just won't go out.
Yeah, he won't go out if it's just some small, lame party but if Diavolo hosts it, what exactly can he do?
"Do you think the avatar of envy will attend this party?"
"Ha! No way... Lord Leviathan won't attend small parties or gatherings like these unless Lord Diavolo hosts it himself."
"Lord Leviathan really has a high standard when it comes to gatherings..."
And then poof
He's there
Beside you
A happy go lucky sheep beside a gloomy snake
What a match
And if you ask him why he would attend such gatherings when it's totally not even his style he would just go like "MC."
"What can I do? MC really wants to see the fireworks display."
"MC wants me to escort them."
So they got the hint on how to make Levi attend gatherings, either have Diavolo host it or invite MC too.
SATAN
He's angry
But not angry enough to yell when MC is around
Man's can go from 👹 to ☺️ real quick as soon as he felt MC's prescense
He doesn't know why too, but whenever he yell while you're around he thinks he'll fall out of favor
"WELL MAYBE IF YOU'RE SO PERFECT THEN WHY DON'T YOU GO AROUND WHILE YOU HAVE YOUR HEAD FAR UP YOUR ASS- Oh, Hi MC? How are you?"
He'll talk so sweet in front you and then when you turn around you can see some veins popping out of his neck and forehead.
And if he can't really handle it and went berserk in your prescense another scary yet amazing thing you can is to put your hand on his body.
Shoulder, head, neck, wrist, arm, wherever it is.
Just pat him or link your arms with him and he will start to calm down.
ASMODEUS
People headcanon him to like it when you're obsessed with him but I think he's more obsessed to you.
Like he's down bad
You can do anything and he'll literally fawn all over it
"Look at the way they run their hands through their hair!"
"Look at how they work!"
"The way they hold that fork is so graceful~"
Literally, you're the only person that comes to his mind when someone said pretty
Except for himself of course
But I swear, whenever someone caught him staring at you the atmosphere gets so thick
You don't even know why but the atmosphere is heavy and the air suddenly smells so sweet
And those heart in his eyes, the way his pupils dilate
Yeah, you have this man worshipping you alongside himself
BEELZEBUB
Other than the fact that he's actually willing to share his food with you
He's willing to help you in any physical works
Like lifting up things, carrying your stuffs and sometimes even running errands for you
I mean, he actually doesn't do it a lot because Lucifer actually asks Mammon for this stuff because the things Lucifer needs to be done is a little...
Shady?
And he doesn't want to taint Beel's innocence.
So now since you're already a part of the student council when Lucifer needs to have something important finished but it requires physical work.
You and Beel will be partnered
And he doesn't have anything against it either
He likes it so much when you command him to do something actually
I mean, he's tall and buff but Lucifer won't ask him to do anything that includes hard labor except taking care of Belphegor
So you actually helping him make use of all those muscles made him feel a tinge of happiness
He feels like he's actually of use :)
BELPHEGOR
This little brat
He would kill for you and he means it
He's not scared to spill blood on broad daylight as long as it's for you
Someone bothered you? Dead
Oh this person annoyed you? Taken care of
Aw~ He told you you're cute and asked you out on a date? That's sweet! Dead.
He's just like that
He won't tolerate anyone who dared disrespect you
And Lucifer won't even put a stop into this
"I mean, Devildom is quite overpopulated and we don't want anyone disrespecting Lord Diavolo's plan on bringing the three realms together now." Is what he reasons everytime.
Oh, he also wakes up on command as long as it's you.
Lucifer and his brothers could be shaking him like he's dead and he won't even bother to open his eyes
But if you just pulled a "Belphie? Good morning..." Oh dear, he's wide awake and clinging to you.
#omswd#obey me headcanons#obey me nightbringer#obey me shall we date#obey me lucifer#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me satan#obey me asmodeus#obey me beelzebub#obey me belphegor#obey me mc#obey me x you#obey me x reader#obey me fluff#obey me scenarios#obey me crack
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