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sweetbbyshion · 10 months

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wondering why (chapter 1)

-> Touya Todoroki (Dabi) x Fem!Reader

Summary: "How can I hit rewind so I could find a single reason why you would leave with no goodbye"

Touya walked into your life with no warning and settled himself in your heart. But how do you expect to build a relationship based on lies and betrayals?

warnings: mentions of abuse, blood and wound descriptions, mentions of alcohol, don't invite strangers into your home please

masterlist -> next chapter

Touya Todoroki was dead.

That's what Dabi repeated to himself every day in front of the broken mirror of his shitty bathroom. He went through hell and back in his old house and even years after he felt like he never left. The memory of his dad’s screams would wake him up in the middle of the night, ready to set the room on fire to protect himself from the man that was about to beat him up in his dream. Dabi felt pathetic whenever it happened. He wasn't a little kid anymore and Endeavor couldn't hurt him now but the nightmares never left him alone.

Dabi walked every day on this Earth on the verge of death. Heroes were always trying to get him, the League couldn't be trusted and even his own body wanted to destroy him. The embarrassing amount of times Dabi laid half dead in a dirty alley, crying because he felt like he was burning inside out, were too many to count.

His reflexion stares back at him, dry blood on his cheeks and he knows he would have dark circles under his eyes if his face wasn't all fucked up. His left side, just below his ribs, hurts and Dabi knows he should get some medical attention. Maybe the League should try to get someone with a medical quirk to work with them. He wonders if they could fix his burns. He asks himself if it was possible for him to live a normal life once again if his burns got healed totally.

A harsh knock on the door gets Dabi’s attention. Twice’s voice is heard outside the room, letting him know Shigaraki is waiting. Dabi is quick to clean his face before leaving. It hurts when he walks but he ignores the pain when he steps into the room, leaning against a wall to hear Shigaraki speak. It's a boring meeting and Dabi only hears that he has to kill somebody. He tried to make someone else go, “I have shit to do”, but he doesn't have much luck, Shigaraki is set on forcing Dabi to go.

So Dabi tries not to think about pain as he walks through the shadows, carefully following his target. It's dark, his hoodie doesn't do much to stop him from getting wet because of the rain and his left side still hurts. A sharp pain hits him and Dabi has to lean on the wall, holding his side as he bites his lip as hard as he can to not let out a noise. When he looks back up, his target is gone. He resists the urge to punch the wall he's leaning on and takes a deep breath, hissing when his side throbs. He isn’t in the mood to deal with Shigaraki right now so Dabi sits on the floor, head leaning back against the wall as his hand grabs his side. These were the times Dabi would think that maybe everything would be easier if he just got caught. There was no way the heroes would kill him, they are not like that, but would the torture he would have to endure worse than the life he is living right now? Is there much difference? At the end of the day, he is tired of running. But even if he regrets most of his life decisions, he doesn't regret escaping that hell. Even though he had to leave his siblings behind.

God, he wonders how they are doing. He wasn't strong enough to check on them after he left. He knows Shoto was studying to be a hero, he had the opportunity to see him when the League kidnapped one of his classmates. It was notorious how strong his younger brother had become. The burn mark around his eye got Dabi worried, he can only pray that Endeavor didn't do it. Besides that day, he never saw Shoto again. Or Natsuo and Fuyumi. He hopes that Natsuo isn’t still mourning him, that Fuyumi followed her dreams without anything holding her back. They were good kids, they certainly didn't deserve to live with Endeavor. Dabi really wants them to escape one day, like he did.

Dabi closes his eyes, feeling the cold rain cool his skin. Maybe everything will end today. It is hard to live so many years in pain, skin itching every moment of the day and his brain so fucked up to the point where Dabi doubts he could live a normal life. Despite everything, he isn't sure if he wants to die like this - alone in the rain, without someone holding his hand. He always knew love was too much for him but, somehow, he always thinks about it whenever he is close to dying. He doesn't expect someone to fall for him, not when he looks the way he does, not after all the shit he did and all the mental baggage he carries. Dabi doesn't deserve love or anything related to it but he can still dream about it; about a true love that would look past all of his flaws; about a warm touch holding him at night after another harsh nightmare; about someone who would listen and comfort him while he cries over his dad, his wounds, his choices. But no matter how much Dabi wants someone to love, he is still a villain. He doesn't deserve it.

“Are you ok?!” a gasp is heard and suddenly the rain isn't hitting him anymore. He opens his eyes and stares up. Dabi never believed in the afterlife, even if it didn't exist he would be still going to hell, but right now you look like an angel, holding a white umbrella that you moved to protect him from the rain. “I’m calling an ambulance.” You kneel beside him, clumsily trying to dial the number and hold the umbrella. Dabi quickly reaches for your wrist to stop you. “You can't call an ambulance. I can't be seen like this.” You look at him confused and try to convince him that going to the hospital would be better. “You have to promise me that you won't call for an ambulance.”

For some unknown reason, Dabi hates the sad look on your face. He almost tells you to call the damn ambulance just so that look goes away but he's interrupted by your hands grabbing his arm and trying to pull him up. Your hands are warm despite the cold, Dabi wants to pull you closer to feel more. “Come on. I live nearby.”. Dabi would laugh if it wasn't for the sharp pain on his side. Were you stupid? Must be if you're inviting a random stranger into your home. Still, Dabi lets himself get pulled up and you drop one of his arms around your shoulders. The white umbrella is forgotten on the floor as you take small steps, trying not to fall with the weight of the man on top of you. Dabi noticed how you got closer to him, perhaps trying to get a bit of his body heat because of the sheer cold and constant rain falling. Surprisingly, even for him, Dabi lets you (and if he makes his body temperature just a bit higher, that's for only him to know.).

“I could be a villain, you know?” he hinted. He wants to scream at you to get away, he can hurt you. You simply laugh, completely carefree as you keep leading him to your home.

As you mentioned before, your apartment really isn't that far away. You're on the first floor which makes things a lot easier, not having to carry Dabi for longer. He leans against a wall to let you unlock the door and quickly you're back to his side to help him. You make him sit on the couch, totally ignoring the fact that his blood will ruin it. He watches closely as you go back to lock the door and then sit next to him. Dabi barely registers your voice telling him to take off his shirt so you can see the wound. Surprisingly, even for him, he does what you told him but he regrets the moment your eyes widen at the sight of the dark purple wound on his side, visible even through his burn marks. Your fingertips touch it, so softly that he barely notices it.

“I don't know what to do.” you murmur, your eyes never leaving the wound with your fingers still caressing it like you want to take away the pain like that.

“Then why did you bring me here?”

“I couldn't let you stay there. What if you died?” you say, pulling back your hand. Dabi holds himself back not to grab your wrist and bring your hand to his body again.

“So you would rather I die here?” Dabi doesn't like the feeling he gets when you look up and your eyes are shining with unshed tears. Your lower lip trembles a bit and you reach for the phone in your pocket. He sees you type ‘how to treat bruises’ on google and he has to hold back a laugh. “I can just call my… friends and they’ll pick me up.” You look up from your phone, those tears still in your waterline, threatening to fall at any moment. You pass him your phone without any signs of reluctance and walk to the kitchen to give him some space.

Hesitantly, Dabi calls Shigaraki and, in a low voice, admits to his boss what happened and where he is right now. He finds himself borderline begging Shigaraki to not do anything to you, after all it didn't seem like you recognized him. Either way, they couldn't risk it anymore and someone aside from the main group was assigned to pick him up from the house. Dabi regrets giving your address as soon as he hangs up but he makes sure to let Shigaraki know that you should be left alone as soon as he sees him. Your head peeks to know if he is done and when you see the phone next to him on the couch, you make your way over holding a tray with sandwiches and a cup of water. You place it on the table in front of him and tell him to eat something before leaving.

“What's your quirk?” he asks curiously as he takes a bite of the sandwich.

You go back to playing with your hands and looking away as you reply “I don't have one.” Dabi almost chokes on the food going down his throat, eyes wide when he looks at you. He thought that maybe you had a strong quirk, that was the only reason you would bring a stranger into your safe place. But now, he is sure that you're really stupid if you brought him here without even having a quirk. “What's… what's yours?”

“Blue flames,” he mutters.

“Woahhhh.” you breathe out. “That's such a strong quirk. Are you a pro-hero?”

This time Dabi really laughs, ignoring the pain on his side. A pro-hero, sure. “You could say that.” He jokes. To be fair, he was doing everyone a favor so he might as well be considered a hero. You stare intensely at him and for a second Dabi thinks you might have recognized him. But, as he pays more attention, he realizes that your eyes are kind and soft. It's more or less like you're memorizing his face, making sure you get everything. He looks at you with the same intensity, Dabi thinks he doesn't want to forget about you either, for some odd reason. You're about to say something more when a knock on the door catches both of your attentions. Dabi quickly gets up, he doesn't want you meeting anyone else from the League. “Hey.” he calls out for you, hand on the doorknob. “Thank you.”

With those final words, Dabi leaves through the door. As he walks to the car with one of the League's villains, he wishes he could see you again. It's probably impossible and dangerous. You were so nice to him that he can't imagine what he would do to himself if you got hurt because of him. But months pass before he sees you again.

The next time you see the man happens five months after the first encounter.

You figured that he would look for you once he got better, there was a connection there that you thought he felt too but apparently you were wrong. You know it was dangerous to let a stranger inside your house but you felt something. Your gut was telling you (more like screaming) that you could trust him.

Even though you missed him, for some strange reason, you didn't try to look for him either. How could you when you didn't even know his name. You caught yourself passing by the alley multiple times, in hope that you would find him again but that wasn't successful. Then, you pondered about asking your friends but there was always something holding you back. So you chose to stay still and continue to live your life, in hopes that you would see the dark haired man once again.

Your routine was the same as always. Wake up, go to university, study, go back home, sleep. Sometimes you would break the monotonous routine just to hang out with a couple of friends but most of the times, you just wanted to go home, lay in bed and spend the rest of the day wondering what went wrong in your life that made you unable to have enough social battery to hang out with people that genuinely like you. A part of you screamed that maybe you were hoping that the man would go back to your house and you wanted to be there to see him. You feel as if you live everyday waiting to see the man that made your life a bit more interesting.

The meeting happens out of nowhere. It's a late Tuesday afternoon, the sun is setting in the horizon and you're walking to a nearby café to meet up with a couple of friends before going out for dinner with them. Your eyes are set on your phone as you quickly text the group chat that you're almost there. Before you are even able to send the text, a hand covers your mouth and pulls you to the familiar alley. You try to scream for help, squirming in their embrace but to no avail. Before you can start punching the person that decided to kidnap you, they turned you around swiftly. The scream dies in your throat when you see the recognizable blue eyes. He lets you go with a chuckle, watching you stutter a few words and in a mental fight with yourself to decide whether or not you should hug him.

“Your name!” You blur out, making you want to hit yourself. “What's… your name?”

The man stays quiet for a bit, you can't read his expression but you wait patiently for an answer. “Touya.”

Touya. The pretty man you met finally has a name. Touya. You catch yourself repeating the name in a murmur, hearing how it rolls off your tongue. You tell him your name and he does the same. You never liked someone saying your name as much as you liked Touya saying your name. You want to keep hearing it, you want to hear his voice, even if it's just random thoughts that come to his mind; you never want him to shut up.

“How's your wound?” You decide to ask before you say something you shouldn't say out loud. Touya simply grabs the hem of his shirt and pulls up, just enough to show you the area where the nasty bruise was. It's totally healed, as you expected to be after five months. He doesn't keep his shirt up for long but it's long enough for your heart to skip a beat at the sight of the naked skin and short enough to not let you reach out and touch him like you did back at your house. You look back at him, observing the blue eyes that pull you in every time you look at them. It always feels like he can see all of your secrets but you don't look away, ever. You let yourself be the most vulnerable you have ever been whenever he looks at you like that.

Your phone ringing drags you out of your moment with Touya. One of your friends is calling and you see that you're already late to meet them. You wish you were selfish enough to cancel on them just so you could talk to Touya a bit more, but you can't be that person. You look at the man standing in front of you with an apologetic smile. “I have to go.” you whisper, if you said it too loud it would make it too real and you don't want to think about leaving Touya after seeing him again after months.

He nods, understanding and places his hand on your head ruffling your hair a bit. “Don't look so sad. How about I pass by your house tomorrow night?”

You're certain that your eyes shine with excitement as you nod repeatedly. “I’ll be waiting for you.” You say, again denying a call from your friends as you send a quick text saying you're almost there. “See you, Touya.” He waves as you start running to the café. Your hair is a mess and you're out of breath the moment you meet your friends but you couldn't feel happier, your heart beating so fast to the thought of Touya going to your house tomorrow. Your friends question you but you don't answer, just letting them know something unexpected happened and it took you longer to get there. They eventually let it go as the night passed by but you couldn't stop thinking about Touya.

Time was taking too long to pass, you wanted it to skip to tomorrow night just so you could see Touya again. Maybe it would be a good idea if you asked him for his number.

The night passes slowly, you barely pay attention to the conversations as you keep reminding Touya’s touch. You still felt a tingling sensation on your body from when he grabbed you. Were you in love after meeting him merely two times? You couldn't be, right? You only just learned his name but you have never felt so interested in someone like you were interested in Touya. There was something about the man that kept pulling you in, that made you want to learn more about him. For some reason, something inside you kept telling you he was hiding something but you chose to ignore it. If you tried to look into it too much, you would certainly ruin the image you have of Touya and it would all stop feeling like a fairytale. Your heart aches at the thought.

Your friends invite you to go to a club after. You try to come up with an excuse but they can be persuasive. At the end, you accept the request but you tell them you won't be staying long. Luckily, the club isn't that far away from your house either so you let yourself drown a couple of drinks with your friends, letting your body loose on the dance floor. Nonetheless, you kept looking around the room in hope that you would see Touya.

Maybe if your life was a movie, he would, coincidentally, show up at the club. You would dance together, his hands holding your waist as he keeps saying he can't dance. You would throw your arms around his shoulders, getting a little bit of confidence due to the alcohol, and swing him from side to side so he’s dancing with you. That would make Touya laugh, so carefree and beautiful that it would leave you hypnotized. At the end of night, he would start blaming your actions on the alcohol and would make it his responsibility to take you home and make sure you got there safe. You would be sobered up by the time you're almost home. Touya would notice you're cold and he would lend you his jacket, then throw his arm around you to bring you close. You wouldn't kiss him when you got home but you would peck his cheek and watch him blush as you close your door. But, obviously, that won't happen because by the time you decide to leave, around four in the morning, Touya is nowhere to be seen and you're left walking back home alone, in the cold night.

You struggle to unlock the door, your hands shaking just like your whole body. You fumble a bit with the keys until you finally hear the click signaling the door is unlocked. You push it open and get in, discarding your shoes as you lock the door behind you. If it was any other occasion, you would simply change clothes and go to bed but you can't afford getting sick when Touya is visiting tomorrow. So you push yourself to take a warm shower and drink some tea before putting on the warmest pajamas you own and hide under the covers, not letting any cold in. You fall asleep like you spent the whole night - thinking about Touya and the few moments you shared with him. You fall asleep creating all kinds of scenarios for the next day, what you can say or do and how to react depending on what Touya will say or do. You were excited yet terrified because of how fast you were falling for this guy you barely knew; even more scared that it wouldn't be reciprocated.

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robotlesbianjavert · 1 month

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with how afo constructed "shigaraki tomura" as a person. how much influence do you think afo had on the league meeting shigaraki? for years we've all been wondering how spinner was recruited with no experience. it's really suspicious with this last chapter......

(sorry if there's some obvious plot hole with this tidbit. I don't really read bnha anymore lol.)

my genuine headcanon that horikoshi can't take away from me ever is that spinner didn't join the league through giran like dabi and toga, and presumably the rest of the gang, did. he just knocked on every shady looking door in the area until he got the right place. and all for one cannot hope to touch upon that kind of reckless dumbassery.

but overall it's like. so obviously he would have been around for the conception of lov 1.0 (usj shenanigans) and lov 2.0 (the vanguard action squad at forest training) and kind of lov 2.1 (kamino era) and one can put forward the argument that afo had influence over like, who giran brought forth to shigaraki to consider for the gang, and who shigaraki ultimately picked. there's a basis there in the league origins, if he's going to be THAT much of a helicopter mom. he can also have influence over the league in that era post-plf raid and pre-current final battle. most obviously over spinner, but even if he didn't give dabi and toga quirks and directly manipulate their fidelity to shigaraki, he's still would have rallied them and most others up for that final battle.

but at the same time - afo could only have so much influence over why they chose to join the league, and chose to keep following shigaraki, why they want to strike back against a society that rejected them. the only person in the league he was directly historically involved with was dabi, who out of the league is probably the least close to shigaraki. during his prison era, afo couldn't influence how things shook out during the overhaul arc and how toga and twice became more loyal to each other and to shigaraki (hell even with the overhaul quirk reveal these leaks, and knowing that afo previously told shigaraki about overhaul the gangster, he had no say in shigaraki and overhaul actually meeting - that was twice). he had no say in the league's altercation with the mla, over spinner choosing to following shigaraki above all else, over redestro deciding to entrust the mla/plf to him. he didn't have anything to do with compress deciding to go assless in order to help shigaraki, spinner, and the rest escape the hero's clutches.

and like, even with all the claims he's making in these leaks, realistically all afo can do is set up scenarios. can he really actually control how tenko, or anyone else, reacts to those scenarious? sure apparently (UGH) he can have tomo-chan and mikkun set up to get hit by a truck so that tenko can save them and start getting dreamy ideas about heroism. but also tenko straight up could have just not saved them. he could have just been like wow that was a scary thing to witness. kids my age getting run over. that sucks so much. and then just go on with his life. tenko wanted to save those kids and then hang out with them! and he wants to be a hero to the league and other villains! if horikoshi wants to argue that this is all solely a result of afo's manipulations, then it's a really cruel form of character assassination.

but i am steadfast in that spinner was not a direct afo-approved league member. he just saw him and was like well, it can't hurt to let tomura have some vapid arm candy around. surely this won't result in anything.

#bnha bloggin #bnha 419 /#bnha spoilers /

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dabisqueen · 2 years

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Falling in Love Ch.6

Rockstar Dabi (Touya) x fem!Reader

⇢ word count: roughly 5.1K

⇢ series plot: after receiving a VIP ticket to a concert of the most popular rock band, you go and it proves to be a life-changing event.

⇢ current plot: joining Rockstar Dabi on tour, you both finally have the much-needed time to get to know each other better

⇢ warnings: 18+, minors DNI, alcohol consumption, kissing, quick n dirty sex all over the place 😄

Personal note: yeah! Smut! Lots of it! We deserve it! Thank you @/hunajan for being my beta. And thank you @/crumbly-scrombly for always lending me your brain when mine didn't function properly.

After the plane took off, up into the, you swallowed a few times to adjust to the pressure of it ascending above the clouds. Glancing sideways outside the window, you saw beautiful sunshine above the clouds, perfect azure skies spreading across the horizon.

It was spectacular.

The velvety white clouds spanned across the entire horizon, the sun sitting atop, illuminating the surreal scenery with a golden glow.

A feeling of utter joy bloomed inside you, knowing who you were with and where you were heading.

The jet straightened out once it hit cruising altitude and the captain announced that it would take only a couple of hours before the jet would descend again to reach your destination.

While you enjoyed the smooth flight and sipped the pearly champagne the steward brought you, you suddenly felt a pair of cerulean eyes on you.

Looking up over the rim of your flute, Dabi sat there, elbows propped on his thighs, face hidden behind his crossed hands. The crinkles in the corner of his cerulean eyes gave away his glee as he looked at you from underneath his dark bangs.

“What?” You asked him.

“Nothing,”

“You look like you want something from me?” you went again for it.

“Hmmm,” he hummed in response, “Maybe I do.”

You waited for him to continue. As he didn't, but continued to grin at you, you asked "What?"

“Can’t tell ya,” he teased you with a grin, “It’s a secret.”

"Oh come on!" You took a grab of his hand. "Just tell me already!"

"Ok doll," he lowered his hands, not hiding his smug grin anymore as he leaned forward, his lips grazing your ears, "I wanna fuck you–"

“Dabi!” you choked out, heat rising in your cheek.

Dabi leaned back, his cerulean eyes gleaming with desire while he licked his lip, "You asked for it."

Not finding a proper reply, your body started to tingle.

As soon as the "Unfasten Seat Belt " announcement came, he rose straight to his feet, grabbing your wrist, pulling you off your seat and with him.

Still holding on to your champagne glass, you stumbled after him, "Dabi, what are you–"

You caught a glimpse of Tenko as you passed him and he blinked twice before he quickly dragged his eyes to the window, a knowing rosy hint spreading across his cheeks.

Again, you prompted, "Dabi, what on earth are you doing?"

As you passed Keigo, your eyes met for a brief moment, a hint of a distant, unfriendly look on his face that quickly turned into annoyance before his gaze drifted back to looking straight ahead again.

The restrooms were reached within seconds, and Dabi grabbed the handle, proceeding to open the door.

"Dabi, are you out of your mind?” You strained against the tight grip of his hand around your wrist, “Everyone's gonna hear!"

"I don't care." he bluntly stated, his eyes turning to look at you.

"But I do!" You bit your lower lip, "I wanna keep at least some of my modesty.”

He cocked his head and gave you a self-satisfied grin. “Baby, there's no modesty when you're with me."

“Oh for God's sake,” you muttered, knowing you already lost this fight.

Tugging you into the bathroom, slamming the door shut and locking it, he turned towards you, his grin breaking wider.

Nudging his head toward the sink counter, a pompous smirk on his face, he cooed, “Now be a good girl and let me fuck you.”

"Dabi," you whispered, "Here? You're kidding, right?"

"Does it look like I am?" he leaned forward, eyes dark with desire.

Nibbling on your skin above your pulse, he slid his hand under your shirt to pull it up.

"What if the others hear?" You flushed, wiggling your hips against the hard bulge in his pants.

"They should consider it a treat." He gave you a gentle shove and you stumbled a few feet before your butt hit the white pearlescent countertop with a silver round basin set on top with matching faucets.

"Dabi, you're such a child!" but your protest was cut short as he was on you within a second, his lips smashing against yours, his pelvis pressing into your hips.

His hand slid down your arm, taking the flute from you as he continued kissing you.

"Hmm…" he breathed into your mouth, "A child with an insatiable hunger for you."

His hands cupped your head, drawing you closer to him. Arousal sunk deep in your core as you felt him rut his growing heat against you.

He was so frustrating.

And hot.

And desirable.

A particularly hard thrust of his had you moan into his mouth.

"Tsts, so loud…" he tutted, pulling away from the kiss, "And I haven't even started yet."

His eyes were a deep turquoise, dark with hunger and need. His closeness was overwhelming and there was this feeling again – like gravity pulling you towards him.

You bit your lip and knew you had lost this game already. A sharp bite of his teeth pulled you from your thoughts, a surprised squeak falling from your lips.

He chuckled sinfully low against your skin, "I liked that sound," and with that, he bit again.

Another squeal of yours and he ripped down your bra, your breasts spilling over it. He spun you around, pressing you against the counter, his slender fingers hooking underneath your pants and ripping them down over your ass in one go, taking your panties right with them.

"Enough talking." He ordered, his voice husky, and you heard the jingle of his belt being undone.

Looking up, you felt yourself confronted with your own reflection, bent over the sink, shirt pulled up over your breast, obscenely pushed up by the bra sitting underneath them. Your face was so close to the polished surface, your breath was showing with each aroused exhale.

Your legs were forced together, as your jeans hanging around your thighs didn't allow for much movement.

Laying a palm on each side of your thigh, Dabi swallowed, "Do you have any idea how alluring you look like this?" as he made eye contact with you in the mirror.

Lining up his tip with your entrance, he pushed himself inside with one strong stroke, and your jaw dropped.

You cried out, the fullness heavenly and he swore it was the most sinful noise he had ever heard fall from your lips.

"Oh doll," he breathed into your ear as he hovered over you, staring intently into your eyes, "You're so fucking tight."

The pressure was unlike anything you've experienced with him before. Your thighs squeezed together, his girth pressing against your walls, increasing the pleasure tenfold.

He pressed a kiss behind your ear, “I’m going to take you now.”

“Please—” you whined, his cock twitching inside you at the sound.

He clicked his tongue, “Good girl…"

He did another harsh thrust inside, filling you to the hilt before starting a relentless rhythm.

Your blood was pounding through your veins, the fact that you witnessed the lewd actions in the mirror, had you soon panting with desperate need. Your gaze was glued to the mirror as he started to thrust, hard, watching the way his eyes darkened. His ragged breathing, his need for you reflecting yours.

“Fuck, you’re so pretty,” he praised with half-lidded eyes and pushed harder and harder, his breathing ragged as he was starting to lose himself.

As were you, a heat starting to build between your legs, jolts of pleasure shooting up your spine.

“Fuck, look at you, taking me so well baby,” he groaned as your body tightened around him, adjusting his stance so he could slide in even deeper.

Your lips parted in a loud moan as he kissed your cervix with his cock, each push and pull of his hips making his piercings rub along your g-spot just perfectly. You felt yourself get impossibly wet, your slick sticking to the base of his cock, to his untrimmed hair surrounding it.

The cabin was filled with the sounds of your loud moaning and the wet sound of his hips slapping against your ass. But you were too fucked out at this point to care to be embarrassed - as long as he kept fucking you like this, you’d do whatever he wanted.

Staring back at you, his azure eyes blazing, he kept increasing the pace, the sway of his hips is obscene.

You felt being propelled towards your high, the coil inside of you tightening as a blazing heat spread throughout your cunt.

“D-Dabi, I'm close,” you panted, looking at him in the mirror.

His gaze was fixed at where you joined, his teeth biting his lower lip, hands digging into your plush hips.

“B-but please don't cum in me,” you whined, “It'll ooze out the entire flight.”

“Gotta mark my territory,” he growled, not thinking about giving in to your plea.

And then his eyes snapped up, meeting yours. And the look in them, the hunger, desire, sent a pang straight through your chest and below your belly.

The coil snapped as your eyes turned in your head when you came, clenching around him repeatedly. It all came so sudden, so overwhelming that tears sprung to your eyes, rolling down your cheeks as his movements became erratic.

Thrusting into your quivering cunt a few more times he came with a long groan, shooting his cum inside of you, so much it stuck to his pelvis and dropped on the floor, making a mess.

You were panting, glowing, the feeling of his warm body pressed against yours so comforting. His lips find the rim of your ear, trailing down to find your lobe, sucking it in before releasing it with a pop.

"Welcome to the Mile High Club," he chuckled as he pulled out and patted your bare ass cheeks approvingly.

He tugged himself away, while you stood on wobbly legs, spent, calm, trying to ease your breathing.

Reaching over you to pull out some tissues from the box, he wiped your folds as clean as he could, pulling your panties up and pants back over them.

Tossing the soiled tissues in the garbage, you felt his hands circle your waist, his chin resting on your shoulder. Looking up, your gaze met his deep blues. He grinned like a boy who just got the biggest present for his birthday.

“Now what?” You asked shyly, tugging a strand of hair behind your ear.

“We'll go back and then drink some more,” his grin grew wider while he watched your cheeks turn a deep red.

“But the others,” You protested. “They must've heard us.”

He let go of you, sauntering over to the door, unlocking it.

A glance back over his shoulders, he crooned, "Great for them, don't you think?"

And with that, he left, leaving you standing there. You hurried to dry your cheeks from the tears and fix your smeared mascara. Back in the main cabin, you look up just in time to see Dabi giving Tenko a fist bump before slumping down in his chair, a smug grin on his face.

You hurried to catch up with him, not without noticing how Keigo glowered at you, his eyes cold and filled with - hurt?

Your face still burning from embarrassment and the afterglow of your orgasm, you sat down in front of Dabi – not before swatting him across his arm.

Flushed, you muttered through gritted teeth, "You're insatiable–"

Dabi cocked his head, a smug grin on his face when he said out loud. "I think we all heard that you enjoyed it as well!"

The steward almost choked on his own breath while Tenko tried his best to hide the rising blush on his face with his hands. Keigo let out an annoyed groan, turning towards the steward to scowl at him, "Bring me something to get wasted quickly."

Needless to say, for the rest of the flight, you buried your red face in your palms, wishing you were rather dead than alive, while Dabi kept stroking your knees, chuckling lightly.

The Mercedes Van picked you up right after the plane landed and parked on the tarmac, and after a short drive you arrived at a five-star hotel. It had the most stunning architectural design you’ve ever laid your eyes on. Timeless elegance tailored for the demands of high society as it was an exceptional combination of magnificent architecture and divine art perfect harmony.

A young man with freckles, dark hair and green eyes introduced himself as the bell boy and offered to escort you to your room. After a short parting goodbye from the other band members, Dabi and you turned towards the elevator taking you up to your suite.

“So Mr. Dabi, how was the flight?” the young man asked politely before pressing the button to close the elevator door.

“Oh, it was– euphoric. Very arousing…” Dabi answered, barely containing his smirk.

Stepping closer to you, he leaned against your side, the heat of his body making you shiver. Running his fingertips down your back, they came to a stop right at the seam of your pants.

"Oh, would you mind sharing what exactly was so breathtaking?" The young man's finger pressed the button for the desired floor level.

“The sight I got to see,” Dabi's hand slid underneath the seam of your pants, down the middle of your butt cheeks.

He continued, "And how plush and comfy the seat was," grabbing your ass, "Or how nice the entertainment was, literally had me creaming.”

The green haired boy swallowed hard and decided to change the topic.

You froze, shooting Dabi a glare, whispering, “Dabi, what are you doing?"

But he didn't look at you, continuing to converse with the bellboy over the weather. You saw his eyes darkening, a boyish grin spreading across his features. Your pussy clenched at the sight which made you bite your lip.

His hand slid further down and found your puffy folds, still wet with your arousal and his cum. Every muscle south of your navel clenched hard and you couldn't help the moan that escaped from your lips. Your hands shot up, clasping over your lips. But it was too late.

The bellboy turned to look at you, “Are you alright, Miss?”

You shrieked, jolting as Dabi very slowly slid two fingers inside of you, circling leisurely, making you feel him, on all sides.

“She's ok, just tends to get sick on elevator rides,” leaning in further, he kissed your temple, his facial expression full of mock concern when he asked, "Isn’t that right, doll?"

Nudging Dabi in his side, he chuckled, continuing to slide his slender fingers in and out of your tight cunt. You bit your lip to prevent further moans and closed your eyes.

The young man looked you up and down, pity was written on his face when he said, “I'm sorry Miss, I wish I could make the elevator go faster.”

With that, he turned towards the door again.

"Dabi, I haven't been able to clean myself since last time." You managed to grind out between pressed lips.

"I love you dirty," his lips still at your temple, he growled, shoving his fingers even deeper inside you.

You gasped, eyes wide open at the intrusion, while he nonchalantly looked up to ask the bellman about the weather. Continuing to pump his fingers into you, your hand shot up to cling to his arm, your legs starting to give in as a familiar heat started spreading in your abdomen.

“Almost there,” the concierge chirped and Dabi repeated into your ear, “Yeah, almost there.”

With your teeth biting on your lips and his fingers rhythmically stroking the front wall of your pussy, you closed your eyes as you felt a rippling heat spreading from your cunt down your legs and up your belly.

Your eyes rolled back behind closed lids as you felt the fire inside turn into a blistering heat and you came, silently, your walls repeatedly clenching around his fingers.

Dabi purred into your ear, only for you to hear "Such a good girl for me."

The ping of the elevator sounded just in time and Dabi pulled out his fingers and hand. Holding back a grin and wiggling his eyebrow at you, he walked past you and out of the elevator, following the other man down the hallway.

Looking back at you over his shoulders, he made a show sliding his fingers into his mouth, his tongue swirling around them as he cleaned off your essence.

Staggering after him, you rolled your eyes at him, "Dabi, you're gross," seeing him lick his fingers clean.

“This is your suite,” he man chided, opening it and holding out the keys for you to take, “Luggage and all are already waiting for you inside. Enjoy your stay!”

And with that, he sauntered back towards the elevator while you both entered your hotel suite.

As soon as the door fell shut behind you, he caught you completely off guard as he pushed you up against the closed door, capturing your lips in a searing kiss.

Your head knocked against the hard surface and you heard a concerned voice from the other side.

"Sir, are you OK?"

"Answer him." Dabi growled against your skin huskily.

"Y-Yes, I just slipped—aaahh—, you moaned as you felt him sink his canines into your soft skin.

"Are you sure, Miss?" There was a soft knock on the door, the bell boy's voice full of worry. "You sound unwell."

You felt terrible.

Dabi chuckled, pressing his hard bulge into your hips, continuing to bite and suckle on your skin until you were starting to get light headed.

"I-I'm fine," Dabi's fingers crept under the shirt you were wearing and came up to cup your breasts, a low growl sounding from his throat, squeezing it tightly with his palm.

"Ok, if you need anything, just let me know," and with that you heard his soft steps trailing off down the hallway.

Dabi parted, chuckling, "Such an obedient girl"

His hand found your cheeks, squeezing them, making your lips part while he slowly pushed his finger in knuckle per knuckle.

You moaned around his fingers as he ordered you to suck and you started fellating him. Swirling your tongue around it, closing your lips, you hollowed out your cheeks, sucking him deeper until he hit the back of your throat, making you gag.

You felt his cock twitch in his pants, his eyes glazed with lust.

You continued sucking his digits, closing your eyes, savoring the hints of your combined release still clinging to it.

"Didn't dwo a gwood jowb of cweaning wem owff," you mumbled around his digits and he smirked at your cockiness.

Suddenly, he pulled them out with a wet pop, his head and your mouths found one another. The kiss was hungry, his breath a hint of whiskey in it. Tangling your hand into his raven hair, you pulled him closer, your tongue delving deeper to taste more of him.

His hand slithered down your stomach to unbutton the top of your pants before sliding in, straight down your front, underneath your lace panties and to your folds.

Stroking two rough digits along their length to pick up your juices. you keened against his mouth when he slid two fingers inside.

"Damn, you're soaked," he tilted his chin up, casting you a cocky smirk.

"Only for you, big boy." You canted your hips, desperate for more.

Hearing those sounds from you made something snap inside of Dabi. He opened his fly, pulling his hard cock out that was hanging heavily under its own weight.

"Hold tight," he murmured, grinding his hips against yours.

With one quick dip down, he slid your panties down, and you quickly stepped out of them. He grasped your leg above your knee and hitched it around his waist, leaving you standing on one leg.

you had to hold on to his shoulders for support, your legs were obscenely spread, your back resting against the wall while you felt him hard and wanting between your thighs.

He exhaled heavily, his eyes heavy-lidded as he rubbed his throbbing cock along your soaked folds.

"So fucking sexy," he muttered before smashing his lips against yours, his cock alining with your needy cunt, mixing your slick with his precum.

Without stopping the kiss, he sank slowly inside of you, groaning deep and low in the back of his throat.

You were panting with need, tilting your head back, relishing the feel of him inside of you. He pulled back and then moved into you again.

"You're mine," he growled against your throat and all you did was nod.

With that, he started to move. Really move.

“Too deep—,” you wailed under your breath as you squeezed your eyes shut in pleasure. “Feels—ahhh—amazing.”

There was no way you could stop your head from banging against the wood of the door with the frantic pace and force he was driving himself inside of you.

Just when his cock slid almost all the way out of your core, he thrusted it back inside, having it kiss your cervix over and over again until you started seeing stars.

He nuzzles your neck, mouth sliding along your neck, biting and locking it.

"Ah– Dabi," you panted, "Please, don't—"

"Fuck that," he murmured, latching onto your pulse and starting to suck, leaving one bruise after the other on your skin.

He kept flexing his hips, filling you again and again, pushing into you harder, making you cry out, "Please, Dabi,"

"I know, babe, I know" his fingers ran down to your clit, rubbing circles around the engorged button.

It made shivers run up your spine and you clenched around him, “Oh God—"

You were becoming lightheaded, any coherent thoughts leaving your brain as Dabi continued his rough pace, fingers never leaving your clit.

“Fuck, doll, keep clenching like that and I’m not gonna last long,” he panted heavily.

But you didn't respond, too caught in the feeling of a blistering heat starting to form in your lower belly, your entire body tensing in anticipation of what was about to come.

His thrusts were fast and powerful by now and you were hurled to the edge, your orgasm closing in at a rapid speed. It felt so overwhelming that it had tears spring to your eyes as you felt like crying.

And then the dam broke.

You started sobbing, eyes closed as you surrendered yourself to him. All you could do was cling on to him, taking him repeatedly. In no time you reached your high, your eyes screwing shut as you erupted into a mind-blowing orgasm that stunned all your senses, making you forget all that was happening outside your body as you writhed and groaned in his hold.

He pressed his body against yours, going impossibly deep as his breath was going harsher and harsher, ragged, matching yours.

"Fuck yeah, that's it," he muttered, feeling you clench around him.

He thrusted up into you one more time before coming to a stuttering halt, his cock buried to the hilt inside of you, twitching with each spurt of hot cum he released.

Impaling you against the wall, you both caught your breaths before he gently let your leg down, slipping out of you.

Standing before him, trembling, his cum started dripping out of you and onto the floor beneath.

Your mascara ran down your cheeks, hair and shirt were in complete disarray – just like his was.

Dabi and you looked up, taking in each other's disarray.

"Damn, you look fucked out," he snorted, his lips curling up into a growing grin.

His giggles turned into laughter as did yours. Each time you inhaled, another spurt of cum dripped on the floor.

"Holy shit," you wheezed while he held his hands to his abs in laughter, looking at the puddle forming on the floor, "I guess let's clean up a bit."

"Yeah, it's late, we need to leave soon," with that, his hand reached out, fingers interlacing with yours as he pulled you off to the bathroom.

Just now were you getting the time to look around and appreciate your surroundings. All the rooms were furnished with a blend of style and functionality in mind. Simple painted walls made the rooms feel light, while surfaces featured a dark wood veneer, such as bedheads, shelves and wardrobes. Each room has an en suite rainshower room tucked behind a glass door. The bed was spacious, a huge row of windows lining the wall, overlooking the skyline of the city. Silken curtains ensured that the stay was private and comfortable.

After showering and successfully defending him off a couple of times - that man did have unrelentless stamina - you both returned to the bedroom.

You noticed several bags littering the floor as well as designer suitcases.

A quizzing look of yours had him shrug with a boyish grin, "Bought a couple of things for ya."

"For me?" You stared at the heaps of bags in disbelief, trying to comprehend the amount of money he had to have spent on that.

Approaching the bags they were all filled with designer clothes, purses, bags, and shoes.

"Dabi, this must've cost a fortune!" You gasped, holding up a pair of ripped Gucci jeans.

"Doll, do you have any clue how much money I make?" he grinned, gesturing towards the bags, "This is nothing. Besides, I just like to spoil what’s mine."

"Mine, huh?"

"Yeah, mine," he looked at you, seductive and dark from under thick bangs.

"Ok, fine, just this once," You huffed with annoyance, "But no more spoiling after this!"

"We'll see about that," he chuckled, rummaging around his own bags, pulling out clothes fit for the stage later on.

When you just continued to stare at the clothes, he stopped and stepped up to you, taking you into his arms and pegging a kiss on your forehead.

His eyes were so close, you could see the fine details of his cyan irises as he rumbled "Better look for something to wear tonight. Unless you don't want to join."

Rolling your eyes at him you wiggled out of his embrace and he turned back to get dressed, not before giving you a playful smack on your ass.

Clicking your tongue at him in mock annoyance you went about trying to find something to wear that wouldn't give you a heart attack when seeing the price tag.

Leaning back from the mirror after applying the finishing touches to your makeup, you stuffed the mascara back into your makeup bag and looked at you in the mirror.

The smokey eyes accentuated their color and the natural lips served as a nice balance to them. You gave yourself a satisfied nod before turning on your heels to open the bathroom door.

Dabi stood by the open window, a cigarette between his fingers as he was blowing out the smoke before turning his head.

His lips instantly turned up into a smile once he saw you walking towards him.

"You look stunning," not averting his gaze, he flicked the bud out the window and approached you.

Leaning forward to kiss you, his lips came to a stop just short of yours. His eyes flicked up as he asked "Can I? I mean, I know how women are with makeup…"

Not answering, you closed the gap and your lips met, soft and warm as you kissed, first closed- then open-mouthed.

You paused to breathe against his lips, "I'd rather have my makeup ruined than not kiss you."

"You're perfect," His grin grew boyish as he laced his fingers with yours, "But now let's go - you ready?"

You nodded, excitement spreading through your body like electricity, "Yes, let's go."

You met up with the others in the lobby downstairs. Dabi went off to talk to his manager, while you were met with a pair of red eyes, taking you in from underneath pale hair.

"Hey, you look good," he muttered blankly and you were surprised by his straightforwardness.

Looking down at you, you couldn't see why. You only wore a pair of simple biker boots combined with a black, thigh long oversized dress, an adjustable buckled belt rounding off the look. All courtesy of Dabi's shopping lunacy.

You had left your hair open and it cascaded down your head, framing your face perfectly.

"But," you furrowed your brows, "That's nothing…"

Tenko dragged and shifted his weight from one foot to another. “I don’t know, but you, uh.. you do look good. Very good." A small blush crept along his cheeks.

"Aw thanks, Tenks," you cupped his hand in yours, "You look good as well."

He didn't wear his usual sweat gear but some tight jeans and a sleeveless shirt, a red leather jacket perfectly complementing the color of his hair and eyes.

His hand darted to his neck, starting to scratch as his eyes fixated the floor, when he mumbled "My assistant insisted…"

"She did good," you complemented, rubbing your thumb over the back of his hand. "You look amazing!"

Dabi watched on, as Tenko took you in, his eyes glowing with adoration behind his unruly bangs. His gaze flitted towards you and he felt a stab in his chest, as he saw your genuine smile, eyes bright with joy.

His fists clenched and unclenched, a feeling arising he hadn't felt before, an all consuming heat that spread like fire through his veins.

Taking a deep breath to steady his singeing nerves, he stepped up to you, circling your waist with his arm, a low growl reverberating from his chest, "Alright, enough of this, we gotta go."

His blue eyes had something cold in them as they stared at his band mate who flinched noticeably and turned around to strut towards the exit.

Dabi was following suit with you as you managed to shoot Tenko, who looked rather confused, an apologetic smile.

Keigo had witnessed the scene, his golden eyes narrowing, the corners of his lips twitching up slightly.

When you passed him and greeted, Keigo just grumbled a short hey before turning to stand the furthest away from you.

Pulling your sunglasses on again, you all stepped out of the hotel and into the waiting Van.

#dabi smut #dabi x reader #dabi x you #rockstar dabi #dabi #dabi todoroki #bnha dabi #mha dabi #dabi my hero academia #dabi mha #dabi bnha

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transmascnaotoshirogane · 1 year

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the LOV as things we've said (but it's mostly dabi)

Dabi: i, personally, cannot be bothered with this, so we aren't doing it. that's how things work in this whorehouse

Toga: at this point, i've stopped asking "isn't that beastiality?" because, really, everything is beastiality if you think about it Twice: what

Shigaraki: i don't know what's going on anymore and at this point i've stopped caring about what you guys do

Dabi, after the reveal: was that dramatic? yes. do i regret it? no, i am a drama kid at heart

Toga, staring at Dabi and Hawks: this room has so much homosexual energy in it tonight Spinner: it's better than heterosexual energy

Dabi: whats up bitches? today on 'dabi refuses to shut up' - i woke up annoyed and i will make it everyone elses problem!

Dabi: if you think i'm depressing now you should have seen me at age 8. i was worse. Toga: you've been depressed since 8? Twice: does he look like he was ever happy? Toga: fair point

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princess-of-the-corner · 2 months

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Amnesia!Dabi: which order do you think the various members of the League "jump ship"? What would their reasons be for choosing that particular time?

I think most of this would depend on both why they're staying and how easy they can leave.

So like. Iirc no one saw Mr. Compress' face, meaning he can fuck off and you wouldn't find him. So he'd be more inclined to leave early when he's realizing shit's fucked.

But on the other hand Twice was also wearing a mask the whole time and wouldn't know his identity, but he has a harder time functioning in a normal society and especially on the run(he can do it but it's hard). So he'd stay a bit longer.... probably until the whole incident with Hawks tbh where it's shifted from what it is in canon to a more 'hey look I really don't want to do this but if you disappear I can tell my bosses that you're dead.'

Kurogiri gets caught like he does in canon, which does lead to him jumping ship because he gets the reunion with old friends who give him a safe place, but he wouldn't have left without Shigaraki because fuck AfO that's his son now goddamn it(he couldn't save the kid, mentally or physically, because AfO is a bastard, but he did what he could over the years)'

Spinner probably actually does stay a lot longer than he usually would because of Shigaraki as well. Fuckin gay ass lizard. But he does eventually get to a point of 'can't do this anymore'.

I have no specific thoughts on Magne. She's probably one of the earlier ones, but not the first.

I already commented on how Shigaraki, even if he does start to realize things are fucked, is unable to leave because AfO would hunt him down.

#amnesia!dabi

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problemswithbooks · 1 year

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I'm not really a fan of Hawks losing his Quirk to AfO. If it serves any purpose it will probably be used to help Izuku fight AfO in the vestige realm which is a fight I was never looking forward to in the first place. Otherwise I don't think it really serves much purpose for Hawks as a character because we're at the end of the story and we just won't get a big focus on how it effects him going forward.

I mean, I see people saying that him losing his Quirk has set him free from the HPSC but he was essentially free from them after the first War. They have been non-existent in the story since than besides passing mentions. From what the reports said last chapter it seems that all the Heroes fighting are doing so of their own pure desire to help, not because the HPSC is paying them or anything. Keigo isn't working for them and given the world ending stakes if he wanted to do anything but beat AfO it'd be a negative trait, not him finding his freedom.

I know people want Keigo to find himself outside of being a Hero and his Quirk but that doesn't really seem to be a theme in the story. If Hori wanted to tell that story he could have done so with Mirio or All Might but he didn't. Instead Mirio was given his Quirk back with little fan fair and All Might's inspiration and Hero heart was reinforced. The story is about people being Heroes not about themselves as just people.

Which is honestly how I see things going with Hawks. His Quirk will be a force for good that helps Izuku beat AfO from the inside proving that despite his saying his Quirk was dirty, he really did/does have the heart of a Hero.

Also, I do think it takes real Hawks out of the story most likely, which is a bit disappointing, though understandable. I never really understood where people got the idea he was going to have a full mental break down anyway and besides him flipping out because he can't help anymore I still don't really see it happening. I mean, Hori is going at light speed here, why would he take the time to focus on Hawks having a mental break when he hasn't even managed to do that for his main three villains yet, who actually need that for the story to end.

I could easily be proven wrong given that Hori's writing is unpredictable, but for the moment my guess is that Hori did this so he could take Hawks out of the fight so he wouldn't get involved with the Todoroki or Ochako/Toga stuff, while also leaving open the possibility to give Izuku a strong ally in Hawks Quirk if needed.

I know people wanted him in those fights, but Hori has a hard time juggling characters in fight scenes, something we've seen a lot in this arc and the one prior. And to be honest he doesn't serve much purpose in them either. I've seen theories of wanting him try and kill Dabi and being devastated because Enji saves his son, essentially picking Touya over him, but Hawks has been nothing but positive about Enji trying to change and help his family. He didn't try and attack Touya or even mention him when he came through the portal, so don't know why he'd suddenly decide to attack him Quirk or not.

When it comes to Toga/Ochako thing he only complicates it. Yes, he killed Twice, but as we've seen Toga's main problem isn't that Twice was killed, it's that Izuku and Ochako, kids around her age don't like her. She feels like no one cares about her because she has a bad Quirk. If getting revenge for Twice was her main objective than she wouldn't have been crying. She doesn't even think about Hawks or name dropped him to my knowledge. If anything she treats all Heroes as guilty. To add Hawks into this fight draws attention away from Ochako, Toga and her main issue of identity. Plus, again I don't see Hawks being upset if Ochako saves Toga in the way he couldn't save Twice. He liked Twice and did try to save him. At most I think we'd see him watching with a happy smile and some tears, not having a full existential crisis.

#bnha spoilers #bnha 385 #bnha Hawks #keigo tamaki #i admit I'm bias in this because the idea that Hawks having to lose his wings to find himself feels a bit gross #like Quirks are shown to be a big part of a person #and he is essentially losing body parts #why can't he just get to enjoy his Quirk outside of being in the HPSC?#it's like if you let a bird out of it's cage but them ripped off it's wings #that's not really any better #and I also don't really want him to have some crisis either #the one caused by Enji makes no sense given he praises Enji for trying to fix things with his family #so idk why he'd suddenly be shocked that Enji wouldn't want his son dead #and although it'd make more sense with the Toga/Twice stuff #I still don't see why it'd end up with him having a mind break #crying tears of joy sure #admitting to Toga he shouldn't have killed Twice maybe #getting a full on mental break down where he screams and cries because he's realized he was the biggest bad #I don't really see #again part of that is bias because Hori made the stakes to high and his villains to eager to murder all of Japan #that it's hard to see Hawks as fully wrong for killing Twice #but also i don't see Hori spending the pages when he already has so much to wrap up #and a lot of those are way more pressing than Hawks having a midlife crisis

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mha-quotes-and-such · 1 year

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Hey!

Hope you don't mind getting it a whole month late. Life's been crazy but I really wanted to make it:

It's LoV's Christmas Night!

Kurogiri absolutely went all the way with the decoration. Lights everywhere, garlands, a huge tree he warped directly from the forest (he planted a sapling there, obviously. He's a villain, not a monster). And, if someone there celebrates something other than Christmas, you bet it'll show in the decoration too!

He raised Shigaraki with a strong emphasis on Christmas, so now that the family is bigger, the party must be too!

He and Compress help each other in the kitchen. Toga and Twice were banned from cooking for playing with knives, Dabi for burning the kitchen down at least once and Shigaraki for decaying one too many pans when he got annoyed (mostly by Dabi. Totally intended if you ask me)

Magne decides to make the desserts though. And Spinner helps out cutting the vegetables for a solid five minutes before Toga sprints after him to "give her the knife! She can do it herself better anyway!"

It's the only day in the whole year that Dabi will be amenable. You may even catch him smiling if you look quick enough. And he will only tease Shigaraki about twice in the day. It may not even end up in a fight!

Seriously, he missed Christmas in family. And, even if he'll never ever ever say it aloud, he likes having a family that embraces him for what he is. Burned skin and arsonist tendencies included.

(He WILL however pick up discussions left and right the very next morning. It won't be Christmas anymore... and he has a reputation to keep)

That's also the day Shigaraki is less inclined to give in to provocation, if nothing else because Santa will be mad. And he wants his present!

Toga firmly agrees with him and so does Twice. No one else dares to say otherwise, sure, Santa comes every year to give presents to villains because they managed not to kill each other for a day. That's totally what happens.

(If you even think about breaking it to them that's not Santa, Kurogiri will glare directly into your soul and shake his head)

Everybody helps hanging the decoration in the tree! Toga hangs way more knives than the average person, but it's a big tree, there's plenty of space. Dabi rolls his eyes and pretends to be annoyed, but he WILL throw hands if you touch anything he hang, because they were in the perfect spot and the perfect angle and how could you?!

Mr. Compress keeps all presents into tiny balls inside his pocket because he knows at least one of the rascals (usually Toga, but it might be anyone really. Even Magne isn't above it) will try to open them early and sneak a peek.

It doesn't mean they won't try! Just means it's harder. Getting them out of Compress's pocket becomes a Christmas challenge and they may even team up and come up with wild plans.

Supper is absolutely delicious and they watch The Nightmare Before Christmas every single time. It's tradition at this point. They will bicker later about the next movie to watch, but Jack Skellington is always the first one! How not to love it?

When it finally is time to open the presents (because there's no way they will steal them earlier from a professional thief and magician's pocket), they all sit on a circle on the floor. Toga's gifts to everyone are usually pretty sharp and may or may not involve blood. Twice just bought everyone a different plushie and, you know what, he absolutely nailed it. Shigaraki bought some trinkets, like CDs from a band he knows the others like or some jewelry. And even Dani chose some thoughtful gifts (but you better not to mention it)

They leave cookies and milk for Santa (if nothing else, because it makes Toga, Twice and Shigaraki happy) and the next morning there is a new present under the tree for each of them "from Santa" (and totally not Kurogiri)

It's a nice day.

This is so cute! I love the idea of such an odd bunch having a stereotypical big chaotic Christmas with all the kids running around and decorations everywhere, they deserve it! And especially the idea of stealing presents becoming a game! I imagine that would get really crazy super fast

#glad to see you’re back anon! i always love the league content #not a quote #ask #head canon appreciation day

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cannibalvillains · 24 hours

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About shipping my muses, n stuff.

Gonna keep this a a constant WIP, as I figure stuff out. But I decided this could be fun to make for mutuals who maybe wanna ship. Give yall an angle.

Generally ship tropes I like; Arranged Marriage, Toxic, Hate-fucking, queerplatonic stuff, partners in love and crime aka "murder boyfriends", whatever the Addams Family had going, tragedy

(.... Sorry im not awfully good with pure fluff, just don't do it for me. Also; pointing to my no smut rp rule)

Brief details on each respective muse are under the cut!

MHA______________________________________________________

Dabi (demiromanic bi)

Tbh if my Dabi actually has feelings for sb id say its time to run. He is obsessive as hell and he can't do relationships normally. He has straight up stalked several other muses by this point. It was for different reasons but affection is definitely one of them. Also expect it to be undoubtly toxic. He can genuinely love but also it's god awful. He's honestly most easy to deal with on a "we only fuck and nothing else" type basis.

Ships i like for him; Shigaraki, Twice, Hawks (only toxic hatefucking), ...

Overhaul (aroace, repulsed type aka "dont fucking touch me")

Right out the gate: don't expect normal relationship dynamics with him. Just don't. Fact aside that he generally just sucks with people, Im serious when I say he's aroace. He will never fall in love with another character and he will happily die a virgin because that stuff just makes him beyond uncomfortable. That said, I wrote him in tight knit relationships before and they have been some of my fav in recent past. Either way it's a slowburn.

Ships I like for him; Kurono, Nagant, ...

Spinner (bi-curious)

Tbh this man is open to be shipped with almost anyone. I haven't really done stuff with him yet, and he is also very open. Doesn't think about this stuff right now but he would try his best if put in the situation.

Ships I like for him; ???

Eri WE DO NOT SHIP THE CHILD

Enji (disaster bi, in denial abt liking men)

Taking current canon into consideration; Enji is old, tired and doesn't seem himself as "attractive" anymore. His marriage was more duty than love and these days he is most in of all concerned with fixing things with his kids. Trying to ship him at that age would take a lot of convincing. Trying to get him to cheat on his wife like 10 to 20 years prior is an option but can only end terribly. (please I absolutely wanna do that!!) Anything before his marriage would be battling his drive to become the number one hero. (also fun)

Ships I like for him; All Might ( yes its terrible ), Rei ( yes its complicated ), ...

Twice (gay, hopeless)

He's a mess. You may think this means he best works with other people who are well put together, but I (terrible person) like to see spiral, together with other messes. Enjoy.

Ships I like for him; Dabi, anyone LOV tbh (also just purely platonic stuff; we love to see it), ...

Bakugou (bi)

Main criteria for people Bakugou likes; they stand up to him and give him challenges. Just straight up best compatible with muses who are either an asshole equal to himself, or just say "No, stop being a dick. I won't take your shit." If your muse just follows along with whatever he does he will not give them the time of day. He won't care.

Ships I like for him; Occhako, Monoma, Fujimi, ...

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Sukuna (aro, an egnima)

I dunno yet what gets him... but you gotta be strong else he will just crush you and be bored. Probably best to get his interest through powerful Jujutsu/fighting skills though, obviously.

Ships I like for him; Gojo, Uraume, Toji, ...

Gojo (GAYYYY)

Definitely struggles to relate to people with his whole "its lonely being the strongest" business. Definitely not easy to connect to and will not be honest about his feelings. But BOY does he seek connection! Pathetic little man!

Ships I like for him; Geto(duh, tho tbh also love it as just best friends), Sukuna, Nanami, ...

Yuji (???)

I dunno yet, somebody give him Jennifer Lawrence! Or his former classmate, that seemed cute. Either way he is a sunshine boy who probably clicks easily with people but later in the story of jjk it may be difficult to get close, the trauma of losing people and all that....

Ships I like for him; ???

Maki (???)

I dunno yet either, give her Jennifer Lawrence as well! Ok no, forreal though. I think she needs someone who can help her relax and not be so stuck on her goals all the time (tho do support her goals... and shittalk the Zen'in clan together...!!)

Ships I like for her; ???

Kenjaku (EVIL)

Would probably fuck anyone. I dunno if you should get near them though. There is like.... ALL THE RED FLAGS. Doesn't care much for the people they start relationships with. To them it's just all a game.

Ships I like for them; Yuji's dad, Gojo (while disgused as Geto, def in a toxic af way), ...

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Law (gay af)

Honestly, this guy has a terrible taste in men and he knows it. He also hates it. He wants to have a good relationship but he got a tendency to get into the ones he regrets, and doesn't regret, but so damn regrets. I think there is a lot of fun kinda drama to be had here.

Ships I like for him; Kidd, Bepo, Zoro, Robin ( yes i said hes gay... they just match ), ...

Doffy (bi and awful)

On the outside Doffy is sweet, charming and flirty, makes all the compliments and expresses his care for his person of interest. He is also manipulative, possessive and most of all cares for himself.... YOU SHOULD RUN.

Ships I like for him; ...

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Zagetsu (nope)

Eh. I just have him to be a creature tbh. If you wanna ship with him genuinely, CONVINCE ME.

Ships I like for him; NAH

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Reiner (bi)

Considering this man is a huge mess with terrible mental health who deluded himself into erasing his own memories for a while, definitely not the most healthy pick. Also there is the literal timer on his lifespan. Very fun. Such a lovely guy though. He tries his hardest. It often isn't enough.

Ships I like for him; Berthold, Christa, Eren, Pieck

Zoë (pan)

Definitely a genuinely fun pick, very cheery person who tries to be honest with relationships. Though ultimately they are most of all focused on work and will 100% go on tangents about titans.

Ships I like for them; Erwin and Levi?, ....

#blog info #ships arent my main focus on rp but technically im always open for them #been meaning to post this for a while but I forgor

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theextratreefairy · 1 year

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P.1 — p.2 requested/suggested by @endlessfreaky in the comment sections, it isn't the best but i hope you like it.

Yandere! Romantic!T.Shoto x scarlet witch! Reader x Yandere! Platonic!T.Dabi(Touya)

Warnings Reader is morally grey, reader is done with the todorokis, Reader is unwilling towards Shoto and has more tolerance towards Dabi, quirk cancelling cuffs, reader loves to drink don't drink when underaged kids, the league of villains adore Reader, the LOV knows Dabi identity (before he reveals it in the manga/anime)

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To kill a hero

"Dabi! Did you see the news!?" Toga shouted through the base, running towards the older villain. Her eyes filled with worry. "Toga, whats going on?" Magne asked, she hadn't seen Toga this distraught since they met.

Toga saw Dabi lit up his phone. Causing Mr.Compress to yelp in surprise. "That fucking bastard." He cursed, the league of villains (-toga) was extremely confused. "What's going on?" Shigaraki asked, he was annoyed, Reader hadn't played animal crossing with him yet! Even though they promised!

"Reader is missing." When those words left Toga's mouth all moved stopped in the base. Twice rushing towards his friend to try and comfort her. "And I know exactly who took her." Dabi chuckled. "Hey, handy man, are you up for a rescue mission and taunting some pro-heroes?"

But it wasn't just the league planning a rescue mission, no, so where the pro's and the class 1-A students. Only unbeknownst to them, their fellow classmate: Todoroki shoto, is the reason their friend is missing.

Shoto hated seeing Reader upset. The quirk cancelling cuffs heavy on their body. "I can't wait to get out of this and beat your ass." Reader hissed at Shoto when he came down to bring dinner. "Just think off how your siblings will feel, knowing that their dearest brother is worse then their father."

"Well at least you can't hear those spirits anymore." Shoto said, trying to deflect from the situation. Their words hit him hard, they weren't true, reader just hadn't realized how this is for their own good.

"like some cuffs can stop that, I just can't use my quirk, I still feel and see everything related to it. Asshole." Reader muttered. "I need to go back to the dorms for a while. I will bring down a fridge and an extern cooking plate and a make-shift toilet." Shoto whispered, trying to bring up another subject.

"Gee thanks, bring some alcohol too."

Yeah that comment was ignored as well

It didn't take long for Dabi to pin point Readers location, and as soon as Shoto left for a few days pretending to be searching for Reader as well, he made his move together with the league.

"Toga, your going in with me." Dabi told the teenage girl. "Mhm! And if Todoroki returns I will paint him in his blood!"

"I will stand watch." Compress told the Group. "And you assholes better call me when you have them so that we can teleport the fuck away from here." Shigaraki told everyone, he was on the phone since AFO wanted him to stay at the base. "We will crusty bitch."

When Reader felt Touya's and Toga's aura they couldn't but say: "Took you assholes long enough. Now get me out of these shitty bindings."

"what the fuck is that smell?" Toga cursed. "My make shift toilet, now hurry the fuck up, I want a bath and bring down Todoroki Shoto and ruin his image."

Dabi took a picture of the basement. "Evidence." He said when he saw Readers annoyed face. "Surprises me you aren't going to beat his ass up."

"nah, that would be too easy. It would be more fun to destroy his image and make everyone doubt the hero system."

"you evil bastard." Reader laughed amused. "And then I will beat his ass."

When Reader left with the League of villains, and could use their quirk again they decided to add a bit of spice to their evidence.

Their memories

The memories that they will broadcast with Dabi's identity reveal, all they need to wait for is Dabi's dramatic entrance to the search party Shoto had joined and that was being broadcasted everywhere in Japan.

The Todoroki family can't recover from that, now can they?

I know it's shitty, I might edit this or make a part three, since I didn't really know how to write a rescue scene, or a kidnapping scene. Like I wanted to make it realistic but I afraid that if I wrote all the ideas that I had that it wouldn't be fun to read and too graphic, so i kinda made it into a crack-fic.

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villainsandvictimsalliance · 11 months

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I saw the post on dabi and toga possibly being in the quirk singularity and it got me thinking. On the dabi side I could see the heat dome attack he was doing here as a sign of that, shoto says dabis heat was growing since they had fought and it was reaching the point it was going to go critical. That's pretty in line with the quirk theory describing quirks becoming too powerful to control.

The ice and his ability to take his damage feels more like it's a tie in to the todoroki plot line. The ice Sprouting up showing that hey he did have it in him, he really did have the capability for an ice quirk. And Endeavor is a big beefy son of a bitch, showing how much abuse dabi can take and keep fighting while going to greater heights I felt was showing that he inherited more from endeavor than just his sunny disposition and fire quirk and he wasn't as limited by his mother's Constitution as they thought.

The toga quirk evolution I feel could go either way, on the one hand it fits with how quirks can evolve and grow even stronger leading to the singularity. But on the other hand it doesn't feel like its reached the critical point of the quirk singularity, at least not anymore than say someone like Monoma. The fact it happened in the same situation as shigarakis quirk evolution has me leaning more towards the singularity side, since they show the clear distinction between getting over a mental block or something like with twice and a quirk actively becoming stronger like shigaraki.

Sorry for the long ask, just had it knocking around in the old brain bucket.

I love don't asks, don't worry!

My posts are made to help readers analyse the story from new perspectives, more than anything. I've said before that I don't enjoy predictions as I enjoy exploring the different possibilities and meanings behind one act or the other, behind the narrative devices.

What I like about the Tomura, Dabi and Toga situation is that it makes you wonder how do quirks work and how many evolution levels of quirks are out there.

For example, let's say no case is the same. We could argue that Toga received a quirk enhancement, since it was her same quirk that now could be applied to a new angle; Touya got a quirk activation, since he does have inherited two quirks who kinda mix into one (similar to Shouto); Tomura got a quirk awakening, what I'll prefer to call from here on a breach of the quirk singularity theory (an awakening suggest there was something dormant and could generate confusion with the quirk activation).

What this means is that quirks can evolve to become stronger (like it happens with most UA kids and Toga), it can remind dormant 'til certain critical instances (like Touya's ice) and they can even evolve past all of that, to the point where they force the body to adapt to extreme new strength and mutations.

Although the story won't explain it all this clear and forward. After all, it's the readers job to make the connections to try to better understand what's happening, right?

The comparison comes from the fact that those three quirk cases happened on similar circumstances, what leads to believe that a quirk enhances, activates or breaches the quirk singularity theory when the users find themselves in life or death situations. When the adrenaline kicks in and the body gets on survival mode, it forces the quirks to reach new levels in order to give the user a chance.

Wonderful, isn't it?

#shan's asks #bnha #mha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #league of villains #lov #bnha spoilers #mha spoilers #dabi #touya todoroki #toya todoroki #shigaraki tomura #tenko shimura #toga himiko

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redphlox · 3 years

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Dabi's fear of feelings and connections

Dabi is a walking contradiction; he says he doesn't care about anyone, but his flames, which are linked to his emotions, demonstrate otherwise when Twice is killed. Dabi brushes off the news that Natsuo could have died because of him but still refers to him affectionately as Natsu-kun. Touya went around calling Endeavor out for neglecting his children but still trained to regain his approval and attention anyway. He lashed out at baby Shouto, admitted Shouto had done nothing wrong, and then attacked him again years later. He cries blood while thinking about his family but doesn't go home to them or change his actions which hurt them even more. Dabi wants to destroy hero society for a better future but it's obvious he doesn't plan to live long enough to see that future.

The gaps between his actions and his words are a result of dissociation and repression. It's not that Dabi is emotionless. Actually, he feels too much and he's afraid of his feelings because they've done nothing but hurt him emotionally and physically. He literally almost burned to death the one time he had a burst of emotion on Sekoto Peak and in order to prevent a repeat of that, he operates under the flawed notion that safety lies in repressing his feelings and pushing people away. He lies to himself and others and therefore cannot reconcile with his true self and can’t trust others.

In this meta I'll discuss how Dabi deals with his unprocessed feelings of betrayal and neglect by denying himself connections with both his inner wounded child and those around him. I'll also address a few misconceptions surrounding Dabi because dismantling them is key to understanding him. Contrary to popular belief, he does not want to kill his father, he never wanted to be a hero for his own sake, and he doesn't hate Shouto or his family. At its core, Touya's hurt stems from discovering that his relationship with his father wasn't based on unconditional love. This realization destroyed his sense of self so much it caused him to start fearing his own feelings and being close to others because of the link between his emotions and his self-destructive quirk.

To understand Dabi we have to understand Touya. In 291 we see through Endeavor's flashback that Touya was eager to train under him and carry his legacy. It's implied by the fact they’re working on ultimate moves that not only is Touya a willing, eager participant but that the two have been training together for quite some time. In 301 we learn that after Touya's quirk started hurting him Endeavor not only abandoned the training regime but also abandoned Touya both emotionally and physically. Instead of using the time he spent training Touya to help Touya find a new hobby or purpose in life, or just hanging out with his kid, Endeavor chooses to remove himself from Touya’s life. When Touya confronts him about the change of routine, Endeavor is seen putting on his jacket and leaving the home, his body turned away from his son.

Maybe Endeavor had errands to run, but my point is that he was in Touya’s life one minute and then gone the next. Touya says so himself: why did Endeavor change his mind all of a sudden? The abrupt change in attitude was jarring for a 4-5 year old to handle. To Touya, training = love, so he felt compelled to keep training and demonstrate his worthiness despite the fact that his quirk was hurting him. To Touya, the pain was worth it if it meant hanging out with his dad again.

But why? Well, Touya was Endeavor's #1 fan, genuinely so. His admiration and fondness for his father was genuine, and he didn't question the triumphant look on Endeavor's face when Touya said he wanted to learn the ultimate move. Before his quirk started burning him, Touya had no idea he was born for his father's ulterior motives. He had no reason to question his father's attention. Touya lived under the impression his bond with his dad was genuine and special, and he probably felt lucky that his father was willing to share something so important to him (heroism). Even after the training stops and Endeavor stops paying attention to Touya, Touya still wears his merch and vies for his attention. Most kids see their parents as larger than life and Touya was no exception. Keigo Takami admired Endeavor the hero, and Touya Todoroki admired his father who just so happened to be the hero Endeavor. Since being a hero was such a big deal for Endeavor, it was a big deal for Touya.

But that's where Touya's story becomes tragic. His father is a flawed, flawed man with many insecurities and fallacies that he pushes onto his family. I’ll get to those in a moment, but as intelligent and observant Touya is to catch on that Endeavor never set out to marry to become a father, he is too young to separate himself from his father’s expectations. Touya realizes he was born for a purpose and Touya will be damned if he doesn't fulfill that purpose even if he knows it's wrong. His father's ‘love’ meant that much to him. For Touya, it's not about becoming a hero for the glory. It was about his relationship with his father because, as I mentioned earlier, Touya was his #1 fan in the sense that he loved Enji just for being his dad. There were no conditions tied to that. “You are my dad, and I love you.”

But that wasn’t a sentiment that Touya felt in return, and that hurt Touya. He internalized he wasn't good enough, that something about him was inherently wrong. But more than that, his world came tumbling down - he felt betrayed and lied to: his father didn't love him like Touya needed him to, and this truth destroyed him. Their relationship was a lie, a farce, and it hurt so much Touya became obsessed with not hurting anymore because he couldn’t get away from it.

Touya’s motivation to become a hero didn't rise from being inspired by All Might like Shouto. Touya’s thought process wasn’t "I want to be a hero to help others or be like All Might" like Deku. No, Touya only wanted to be a hero because he wanted his father to be proud of him for surpassing All Might. Notice that Touya's obsession with beating All Might slowly diminishes from “I can surpass All Might” to “I can surpass All Might like Shouto, too” to just “look at me, Endeavor.” It was never about being a hero per say, but about his relationship with his father. Touya realized that Endeavor isn't his father first, but a hero, and he understands that he has to be a hero too to fit into his father's world. Even upon realizing that his father was using him, Touya still wanted to be part of his life, still wanted that bond. Touya, in his desperation to be loved and accepted again, could look past his father's selfishness as long as he regained that approval. Touya could pretend the relationship was real as long as he stopped feeling so unlovable.

This is unhealthy thinking, of course. Even if Touya somehow managed to regain Endeavor's approval, the relationship would still be one-sided and dissatisfying because he wouldn't be able to ignore the truth. But, this is how he rationalized his insistence to keep training in his 4-5 year old mind and this line of thought stuck with him as he grew up just as those feelings of inadequacy never left him.

This is precisely why Natsuo's drowsy "can't you go talk to our sister?" hurt so much. Touya was already emotionally fragile, and hearing that felt like being rejected all over again when it was actually Natsuo just trying to sleep. Touya was hypersensitive to any words or actions that could be interpreted as dismissive. His trauma wouldn't listen to logic that Natsuo was 8 and too young to understand, that he was tired - no, Touya's brain said, you're being rejected again! This is also why he also stormed away crying from Fuyumi after she expressed her concern for him.

In Touya’s mind, why couldn't anyone just agree with him that he was good enough? He heard "your dad's right and you're not good enough so why try" not "I care about you, your father is wrong, and I don't want you to keep getting hurt" whenever Rei tried to get him to stop training because that's the message he got from his father, too. Nevermind that it infuriated Touya that his mother could stand there and preach to him when, from his perspective, she couldn’t take her own advice. All Endeavor ever did was teach him to turn up the heat, so why should it matter that doing just so hurts him? Touya didn't understand NOT training his quirk because he had been taught that raising his firepower was ideal in all situations. Those two statements didn't make sense to a 4-5 year old, a 13 year old, and it still doesn’t make sense as a 24 year old.

To take Endeavor's lack of self awareness a step further, because it's important to understand Endeavor to fully understand Dabi, Endeavor has yet to realize his own inherent worth. He doesn't have to prove anything to his family, especially his kids. They love him unconditionally, without special reason aside from the fact that he's theirs and he's himself. However, Endeavor is so obsessed with proving himself that he doesn't realize he never had to, and he projects this onto his children. They must prove themselves by winning the genetic lottery, by being useful to his plans, by surpassing All Might.

The irony that to be a great father he doesn't have to be a hero at all is ugly because Endeavor has no identity outside of being a hero. Endeavor has said before he wants to be a good hero and father to make Shouto proud, but he fails to realize he already had this in Touya all those years ago and it still left him unsatisfied. The issue isn’t his role as a hero, it’s his inner self. In 301 Endeavor literally reaches out to Touya to talk him out of training and hurting himself, and Touya allows his father to touch his shoulders because he wants a bond with his father - any bond. Shouto, on the other hand, wouldn't allow Endeavor to touch him in 167 and slaps his hand away because he doesn’t want Endeavor’s approval. Endeavor doesn't realize Natsuo carries deep abandonment and neglect issues because he wanted to be accepted by his father too (light novel #5) but was ignored. Endeavor doesn't realize he was always good enough by default and that by projecting onto his kids and trying to be the top hero he’s doing the opposite of what he wants. He just keeps pushing away his family.

It’s important to point out Endeavor’s illogical thinking because Touya learned some of these same ideas. Touya repeatedly tries to prove himself without realizing that he was always good enough by default. The problem wasn’t his quirk or his body, but his father’s flawed thinking and self-worth issues. Now as an adult, Dabi is selfish because he's Endeavor's son and emobidies his most negative characteristics. Dabi thinks of his flames as Endeavor's, and he thinks of himself as an extension of Endeavor because that's how Endeavor set him up for life. Touya has no identity to fall back on after his father casts him aside. He was supposed to be Endeavor 2.0, but now that title is Shouto’s. Dabi doesn’t hate Shouto as a person, but he has tricked himself into believing Shouto is their father’s puppet. Shouto is a doll being used by their father with no self agency, and Dabi is going to break all of Endeavor’s toys. It’s nothing personal against Shouto, it’s just Shouto’s bad luck that he happens to be Endeavor’s masterpiece. This is why Dabi doesn’t hurt Shouto when they first meet at the training camp, and why Dabi stops attacking Shouto after Endeavor passes out - it’s not about Shouto. It’s about Endeavor, and breaking Endeavor. Touya is still there trying to be part of his father’s world, only this time not as a hero but as a villain who will end his own suffering. He doesn't want Endeavor to die, he just wants him to suffer, to ruin his dreams. Dabi thinks of it as justice.

But because Touya is still there, there is still that goodness in him, too. His connection to Fuyumi and Natsuo is still there, repressed and compartmentalized. It’s why he calls them affectionately as Fuyumi-chan and Natsu-kun. Touya’s pain is so great he has decided he’d rather end it than to carry on and look elsewhere. He's stuck, rightfully so. He recognizes his mother is a flawed person and ultimately doesn’t blame her for being a victim - she could have done more for her son, but he still sees her and his other siblings, even Shouto, as people who fell victim to Endeavor’s abuse who don't challenge their situation. Dabi sees himself as someone who does stand up to the abuse but doesn’t realize he still wants his father’s attention. He's always wanted it. That's why he went around at 13 condemning his father's treatment of his children but still trained to prove himself. This is part of the reason he became a villain.

Not to mention that Dabi literally can't cry. He has no way to release those emotions, so instead of trying to let them out, he pushes them down. But that doesn't work and is detrimental in the long run. In 290-294 we saw Dabi's flames burn so hot during his confrontation with Endeavor and revealing himself as Touya that his burns have spread. Dabi is afraid of his feelings because of their connection to his flames, but he also uses his feelings to his advantage. He wants to go out in an inferno along with Shouto just to hurt Endeavor and put an end to his own suffering and Endeavor's career. This is why Dabi doesn't bother calming himself down or denying that he never forgot how he was treated when he lived at home. Dabi became emotional in that battlefield, smiling maniacally instead of crying because he physically can't cry. In his mind, if his feelings are going to destroy him, he might as well use them to prove a point. After all, he has experience being used. It's why he was born.

I'm not saying any of these actions or thoughts are healthy or correct or condoned, by the way. Trauma responses don't make logical sense and usually aren't healthy. Knowing how the mind responds to trauma, it's understandable that Touya still wanted his father's attention even if it was abusive. In fact, this is how children often respond to abuse. Their caretaker/parent is all they know and they cling to these figures. Often times when authorities try to remove a child from their abusive parents, the child doesn't want to go because this parent is all they know and they do feel like they love their parent/caretaker. I’m not saying the authorities got involved in this case, because obviously they didn’t, but this same mentality of abused children can be applied to Touya. Touya, in his four year old mind, probably convinced himself that if he was good enough everything would go back to how it used to be.

So, to sum up Dabi’s character, of course he doesn't make any sense. He’s still that hurt 4-5 year old who is trying to protect himself from ever getting hurt like that again while still wanting his father’s validation. Of course he doesn’t want to get close to anyone, not even the League. He doesn't want to be vulnerable or let people in or form connections because the last time that happened he was let down, forsaken, and it hurt so much it literally made him lose control of his quirk to the point he almost died. When Twice is killed, Dabi consoles himself by saying he didn't care anyway, all to prevent another emotional fire. Dabi is a master of compartmentalizing and boxing away his feelings - this is probably why, 310 chapters into BNHA, we have yet to have a few chapters in his POV or his backstory. He's disconnected from himself. He knows his plot to get justice will hurt his siblings and mother and to live with himself and move forward he represses those feelings.

Because of his father not showing up on Sekoto peak, Dabi has to live with physical disabilities due to his scars and memories of burning alive. He doesn't want to go through that again so he lies to himself that he doesn't care about anyone or anything. He denies that he's still in pain while simultaneously seeking validation of his pain. He acts like he doesn't care about his family but still calls them affectionate names. He acts like he hates Endeavor and calls him by his name but still wants his attention. He decided long ago that he would die destroying Endeavor's career because that was the thing Endeavor cares about most of all in this life. It's a "you hurt me so I'll hurt you" mentality. He has tricked himself into thinking this is justice, failing to realize this won't make him feel better if he doesn't die by his own hand along the way.

Dabi is full of resentment and spite, both of which take root from feelings of abandonment, betrayal, and the loss of a purpose and the realization that he wasn't born to be loved for who he was but as a tool for his father. The first betrayal he suffered was in the form of realizing his father didn't love him genuinely, and this was identity-breaking for him. He never recovered from it. The second betrayal, the reinforcer, was his father not showing up to Sekoto Peak. Since then, Dabi is reliving his trauma over and over again the more he uses his quirk and the more he faces Endeavor. To be saved, Dabi needs to accept that he is loved unconditionally and needs to be validated that he was right to feel thrown aside and used.

#dabi #touya todoroki #toya todoroki #shouto todoroki #shoto todoroki #bnha #bnha meta #my meta #endeavor

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class1akids · 2 years

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At what point in the story did you realize Hawks was your 3rd fav character? I think he’s a great character too and I agree he’s been pretty lousy lately lol. Is it specifically his tie in with the Todorokis or just his characterization that you enjoy?

Did I say 3rd? He's actually my 4th favorite after Aizawa (or was). But anyway.

To me, Hawks was always intriguing from his introduction. He brought a lot of cool energy to the scenes he was in, but I started to be really interested in him during MVA/Endeavor internship.

The connection with the Todoroki family and the way he foils Dabi/Touya is really interesting - as well as the contradiction of how "Endeavor doll" was like a "good dad" to Hawks, where Enji was in reality a terrible father to his children.

But Hawks' narrative role is much more interesting than just his links to the Todoroki family plot. I think he sits at the intersection of several of the big themes of the story:

1. He plays almost every role at some point:

he's a victim of child abuse,

he's the natural hero "with a body moving on its own",

he's the kid who is saved by hero society from the villain track, but at the same time gets caged by the HPSC which asks him to sacrifice his morals for the greater good.

he's a successful pro hero, who becomes friends with villains.

he's on that blurry line between hero and villain when he saves automatically Twice, only to kill him not 5 minutes later

2. He's on the generational divide. He's not quite like the old generation, but also not as idealistic anymore as the UA kids.

He tries to do a lot of things before the kids get to the same point.

He's the first one to promote cooperation between the top heroes rather than seeing it as a cutthroat competition.

He questions All Might's way of doing things.

He tries to save a villain before the kids do.

But like his character's slogan says, "he's too fast for his own good".

So I'm really disappointed with where he was taken in the aftermath. I still feel like Nagant's story was meant for him. That after the war, Hawks was meant to lose his power for real, and not being useful for them anymore, the HPSC would throw him under the bus, trying to pin the failed operation on him. Hawks would also investigate into the HPSC and find some dirt on them - maybe that he wasn't the only child they used, maybe some other shady things. He'd kill the HPSC president (instead of the Re-Destro clone) and would be thrown into Tartarus.

In this scenario, the Tartarus break-out would happen a bit later, with Hawks being tempted by AFO, but unlike Nagant, he would get his quirk back (either via Overhaul) or by getting a different flight quirk (maybe AFO giving him his father's black wings) - and Hawks would want it because it's established that his character was meant to fly.

Instead of Nagant vs Deku, we get Hawks vs Deku (and look how the battle is set up as a projectiles / aerial battle) and we would care about Hawks realizing that this is not who he is, because we know him so well and we would feel bad for him if the HPSC did him dirty. We would have a much stronger connection to the story. Deku would have a much more emotional reason to try to understand him and talk him out of it.

Hawks' character used to be great for me because Horikoshi took a lot of risks with him, because he was part of complex, nuanced plotlines, instead of it all being black and white.

But I feel like, whatever was planned for Hawks went on the chopping board and he became basically a professional shot-gun rider in the Jeanist mobile, losing all of a sudden his place in the plot.

I don't really see how he will still get some WOW moments with the kids getting to the forefront, but there could be moments like:

He was mentioned by Tokoyami, so he may come in at some point on a clutch to save him, like Tokoyami saved him, or something like that.

Toga trying to get her revenge, in a mirror scene to how Twice was held is another option.

I'm really hoping he'll get another face-to-face with Dabi, though I don't want him to be interfering in the Todoroki fight - but sometimes before or after would be good.

There could be something still with Nagant.

But none of this is as good as it would have been to use him to show disillusionment of heroes post-war, to have a real dirty HPSC plot instead of the farce Nagant was, to carry the Icarus-theme to full downfall and then maybe have him rise in the end.

Hawks' greatness came from all the risks HK took with him, when he felt like he was an agent of chaos, but now he's just another goody-two-shoes toeing the line and simping Deku.

#bnha meta #takami keigo #hawks #hpsc

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MHA/BNHA: Shigaraki x reader with a phoenix quirk

You're quirk is called phoenix, like the myth if you die your body will burst into flames burning you to ashes, of course you don't stay dead within seconds a baby version of you will be reborn from the ashes, then you'll grow back to the age of an adult in the span of three to four weeks! It was emotionally taxing to your family who pretty much disowned you, save for your cousin Jin (Twice) who letting you stay with him, and somehow you're dating Shigaraki... who just accidently killed you.

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A shocked silence fills the bar as everyone stared down at the pile of smoldering ashes that used to be a [y/ht] with pretty [y/hc] and fierce [y/ec] eyed woman by the name of Y/n, and their boss kneeling by the ashes crying looking at his hands while whimpering out apologies and that he didn't mean to... before running to his room, as this was happening, Toga disappeared and came back with Twice who looked around noticing everyone's somber expressions then joked, "Gee, who died?-read the room dumbass!" the room before his sight fell on the ashes. "Aw crap! not again!- did she order a flaming Moe..." he huffed confusing everyone as they watched the copy maker ask Kurogiri for a large towel and approached the ash pile.

Everyone watched the masked man reach into the pile which they noticed had started moving a little, after a few seconds everyone widened in shock their jaws dropped as Twice pulled a newborn baby girl out of the ashes shrieking like a banshee. "Hey there sunshine have a nice nap? - I got'cha! stop shrieking you damn brat!" He huffed carefully swaddling her in the towel then noticed everyone's eyes on him. "What?-dude really?!" Dabi was the first one to break the silence. "What the fuck? where hell did that kid come from?" he demanded pointing at the baby.

while Toga tried to coax Twice into letting her hold the baby.... which he kept just out of her reach. "Kid? do you guys need your eyes checked?-even a blind man could tell you who she is!" he showed them the little girl's [y/ec] eyes which were glaring at them all like she knew what was happening and was well aware of her surroundings. "No way... Y/n?!" Mr. Compressed exclaimed as the the kid rolled her eyes and huffed at them...

*Well obviously...*

Twice explained that it was her quirk she can't die, every time she's mortally wounded her body self-destructs then...reincarnates from the ashes. "She should be back to being an adult in about three weeks." that shocked everyone because they all thought Y/n was quirkless! "Someone should probably tell Shiggy." Toga cooed finally managing to pry the now infant Y/n from Twice but, wasn't able to cuddle the protesting baby for long as Dabi decided to do it, he took her from the blonde teen who pouted as the cremator carried Y/n to the back rooms before reaching the last room at the end of the hall; standing in font of Shigaraki's door.

The black haired man knocked. "Hey Boss, Open up!" he huffed only to be greeted by silence. "Look man I know you feel crappy, but ya need to open the door!" a muffled "go away" answered them as the scarred man huffed then thought of something he winked at the [y/hc] baby. "All right then, let's go Y/n!" Dabi shouted then turned around when he heard the door creak, Dabi smirked *too easy...* before looking over his shoulder to see a miserable looking Shigaraki staring at him suspiciously.

"What did you say just now?" the blue haired man hissed voice raw from crying, Dabi turned around giving his boss holding out the [y/hc] baby that was pouting. "I said let's go Y/n." the scarred man repeated Shigaraki's red eyes widen when he saw the infant in the cremator's arms, and was about to yell at Dabi for pulling this sick joke!

until he saw her [y/hc] hair and her [y/ec] eyes glaring into his red one's with a clear message "*I'm still mad, you killed me over Mario-kart!*" she humph'd at him causing her boyfriend to blink he was very confused, He looked at Dabi for an explanation. "I dunno, Twice said it's her quirk just ask him!" he huffed before handing her off to a frazzled Shigaraki who clearly didn't know what the fuck to to do!

Shigaraki brought Y/n into his room put her in one of his T-shirts and sat her on his couch using throw pillows to keep her up right it was an awkward staring contest, as he asked her questions and she blink. (once for yes, twice for no)

"has this happened before?"

{yes}

"more than once?"

[yes]

"Will you age like a normal baby?"

[No]

"how long before you grow up?"

*Y/n manages to hold up three fingers.*

"Three days?"

[no]

"months, [no] ...please don't say years. [no]"

"weeks?"

[yes]

Shigaraki relaxed but was still shaken up by this whole thing, and couldn't decide if he needed a drink, or go to bed... he opted for going to bed, and went looking for a laundry basket or something for Y/n to sleep in when he turned to look back at the couch he nearly had a heart-attack! when he saw Y/n trying to sit up on her own and started tilting towards the edge of the couch! The blue haired man cussed and had caught her as she was falling off. (he wearing gloves now don't worry) Shigaraki sighed in relief as held Y/n to his chest heart hammering against his rib cage.

"Damn, those child safety commercials were right... it only takes one second!" he said voice cracking a bit as Y/n looked at him clearly offended that he called her a child.... and that he was clearly laughing at her! *just wait until morning then we'll see who laughs!* Of course the only thing she could do as a response was yelp "baw!" then blew a raspberry at Shigaraki who was checking his phone to see if it was fine for Y/n to sleep next to him? as she had clearly aged a few months, she started to crawling and tried to stand within the two hours that they were talking, the site he was on said it should be fine so long as she doesn't roll off...

The next morning.

Shigaraki woke up startled as baby Y/n wasn't sleeping next to him anymore! he panicked thinking she fell off the bed and sat up looked around his room the paused when he set his sights on a little girl around 5-7 years old with waist long [y/hc] hair sitting on his couch watching Tv it was obviously Y/n, but that's not what caught his attention. "Where did you get those clothes?" he croaked tiredly eyeing the pink and black baseball-T and gray cargo shorts and blue flip-flops she had on.

"Kurowgiri gave d'em to me." Y/n said eyes still glued to the Tv, Shigaraki got up from bed and walked over to see what she watching. The news was running a story about some bartender in Ikebukuro with super strength chasing around some guy in a parka...

Shigaraki turned his attention away from the Tv back to Y/n just in time to see her yank one of her teeth out! "Y/n!" the girl jumped and gawked at her boyfriend blood dripping down her lip. "Don't yank you teeth." he said sternly before turning off the Tv and taking her to the bar.

Toga immediately tried hugging Y/n the little girl dodged and hid behind Twice; begging her cousin to make a copy of her so Toga will leave her alone, luckily her cousin obliged and Y/n could take a breath. "Don't yank your teeth!-naw, let her do it! It's so metal!" Jin barked seeing his cousin reach for her mouth; knowing what she intended to to do, the y/hc girl looked at him coyly before taking a seat at the bar or tried to, Dabi ended up grabbing her by the back of her shirt and sat her down on the stool next to him.

His eyes were glued to the Tv he was watching the same news story she was watching in Shiggy's room, everyone seemed really absorbed into it, *maybe they won't notice...* the [y/ec] child thought as she made sure no one was looking... "Don't yank your teeth." the cremator hissed as Y/n gawked at him, Dabi didn't even look away from the Tv! he just knew she going for it while everyone was distracted.

That how Y/n's week went with adults left and right telling her to leave her teeth alone and let them fall out naturally, and they did, after Kurogiri gave her an apple... let's just say Y/n didn't smile much, was eating soup and smoothies for a couple days...

Week two the teenage week...

This Y/n was not too different from adult Y/n, except she actually like hanging out with Toga now... which creeped everyone out watching the two teens interact, talking about make-up, blood types and slasher films... and boys. Shigaraki was wondering if he should be worried when he heard the way his girlfriend talked about Hawks... But Kurogiri assured him it was puberty and hormones she'll forget all about the hero, and she did forget about Hawks.

Unfortunately, she seemed to have switched her fixation onto Dabi, who normally wouldn't mind the attention as he’d always had a small crush on Y/n, However that crush was on adult 'I take no bullshit' Y/n, not the little girl who stares at him all the time then runs away when he asks what she wants! He doesn't know how to deal with it, and he can't yell at her to piss off because She'll cry. then Twice will kick his ass! and Shigaraki will kill whatever's left! Luckily for Dabi this didn't last long!

week 3 Y/n is back to normal.

The bar was completely empty, not a creature was stirring....... Well, Except for the two loud creatures that were screwing like rabbits in Shigaraki's room, their moans and groans echoing through out the base!

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#boku no hero academia #boku no hero academia fanfic #bnha x reader #shigaraki x reader #shigaraki tomura #dabi #jin bubaigawara #toga himiko #mr compress #kurogiri #league of villains

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