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jkvjimin · 1 month

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TAEHYUNG + 🌈 colors (cr. namuspromised, jung-kook)

happy birthday, kelli! @heybaetae 💕

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pbnmj · 1 year

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i deserve a spider-woman nepal..... miles doesn't have to be the only teen spider with a terrible bisexual mentor (enter my own sketches of the world's most annoying spiderperson, who i fling towards pavitr, complete with a design that's subject to change)

#geeta methodically puts on all her jewelery before going out as spiderwoman <3 u cant fight crime if u are not cute #spidersona #of sorts? i think but everyone should have expected this from me. there was no way sony was going to give me spiderman india #and not receive spiderwoman nepal (THE KATHMANHATTAN JOKE IS TOO EASY) in response #im tackling south asian unity one spidersona at a time!#pavitr prabhakar #spiderman #my art #also ofc one specific mention to demigod-of-the-agni who inadvertently triggered my actual posting of geeta #who was just supposed to stay in my psd files forever.....#mythic mumbattan au my beloved. hindu mythology my beloved. genuinely so so cool to see and it enabled me being self indulgent on this blog #for some extra context: im very much still workshopping her and me and my nepali friend were drawing her tgt #as in she would say something and i would hurriedly scribble/sketch it down #and then i kept kinda building on it. ofc i could not resist being inspired by the comics noirverse #so here she's also gifted her powers by a goddess (durga!!!!!) and almost works w her like a much less deranged moon knight. yeah...#don't look too closely at these pls . the design/sketching/etc is kind of everywhere #edit: forgot to adjust colors so theyre up again and a little more vibrant nyeow....

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ghastlyaffairs · 5 months

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for something as trivial and simple those feelings sure are hard to get rid of

also made a gif a version for fun + alt version with no tears under the cut

the gif is in very low resolution...this is a feature (i could make it bigger but that would require saving each frame individually and than glueing it all together. also i feel like low resolution suits it better. aesthetically and fits the mood)

#hs #homestuck #dirk strider #eye strain #probably? if you think i should tag something else let me know!!#anyway hooray its time for rambling in the tags #so uhhh heres the teæ i've been sick for like a week and you know how it is when suddenly your throat becomes the main gunk warehouse #and you can't breathe lol. wish i could just pull it out. anywaaayy this is basically a vent piece for me being sick lol #also i could draw remotively the same thing with kris deltarune. oh how easy it is to project having a cold #though i have been also experiencing troubles with feelings recently as well....how fitting for dirk #speaking of the man himself (enough of me) his relationship with his own Heart...is peculiar to say the least #the thing i love about alphakids is that despite being so feral they were. so relatable. i cannot stress this enough how unwell they are an #and how they represented being a teen so well. yeah being 15 years old makes that to you #imagine being an emotional mess and trying to fit the 'norm' and act normal about your friends so youre not offputting #and then you fall in love with you friend and your ai clone falls in love with him too looool noone makes out of this one alive #uhh literally. godtiering stuff and dying remember #and speaking of it. tw for suicidal talk for the rest of tags #do you ever think dirk was suicidal. of course the part of when he teleports his head to jake was totally planned and he knew he would ->#wake up as dreamself but. don't you think the moment he cut his head off was sort of. cathartic. how much did he hate his own guts #beheading himself not only for the plan...but also because he thought he 'deserved' it #also wow he is a Prince and was literally beheaded don't you think its funny hahaa #sigh poor thing #this has ended on a not the very pleasant note hm #also fckkkkkk i didn't draw anything with rose/mary for the lesbian visabilty week #(putting the slash because tumblr search system has a dumb gag with showing you posts that contain the tag inside the other tag.#and i don't want this post to show up for the ros/mary fans because it's not!!!! its rose's father emotional crisis post!!!!)#update YOOOO WHAT THE HELL THE GIF HAS EVEN LESS PIXELS THEN I PLANNED fantastic #this your breakfast now tumblr. enjoy your crunchy flakes of dirks meltdown. mwah

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mysterywheeze · 7 months

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If you've ever struggled with suicidal ideation, this has likely been a particularly difficult week. It certainly has been for me. I've lost a lot of trust in a lot of people. I hope this post doesn't make anyone lose trust in me.

You need to live. That means you, the person reading this post. I don't know your name or your situation but I know, with the same certainty that I know that the Earth is turning, that you need to live.

I know that it can be hard, crushingly hard. I know what it's like to feel so empty that getting out of bed seems impossible, or so overwhelmed that drastic action seems like the only way out.

It isn't. Death is not the answer. It sure as fuck isn't praxis. Please, please do not let anyone convince you otherwise. If you think that your death will have a net positive effect on the world, I promise you, as someone who has been there before, it won't.

And while I encourage you to do what you can to try and make the world a better place - donate to charity, pick up litter, volunteer your time, write your representatives, et cetera - I want to make it clear that those aren't requirements you need to meet to justify being alive. Your life has value, inherently.

Today things may be terrible. They may stay terrible for a while. But one day, a song will get stuck in your head that makes you feel something again. You'll meet a dog that loves you unconditionally. You'll eat a meal that tastes like it was cooked by an angel. You'll pick up a new hobby, perhaps without even realizing it, and it will bring you some sense of satisfaction. You'll watch a beautiful movie. You'll walk past a beautiful mural. Someone will compliment your outfit, someone will laugh at your joke, someone will tell you they're happy to spend time with you. One day you will wake up early enough to see the sun rise.

It's a cliche to say "it will get better". That's because it's true. It probably won't be a linear upward trend, rarely do things stay better forever, but there will come a time when you'll be glad you stayed alive. I promise.

#cw suicide #and uh. it's been a while since i last posted. i feel like i owe y'all a Life Update #so much has changed in my life - for better and worse - over the past two years #i have a degree and a (freelance) job and new friends. i have been through extreme stress and been taken advantage of because of it #there are a lot of things in my personal life that i wish were better. lowest points are not easy to recover from.#but at the end of the day i think it's a good thing that i'm still alive.#sidenote: this isn't the grand return of this blog or whatever. i haven't been keeping up with watcher content since early 2022 #i still love the boys it's just been a wild ride out here in meatspace #i hope to make a proper return to the fandom someday. right now a certain hat simulator has an iron grip on my brain #it's funny how a game i was barely familiar with just half a year ago has ended up helping me deal with extreme stress.#the very specific type of joy it brings me is not something i ever saw coming. i am so glad i'm here to feel it now.

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karinyosa · 6 months

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im like one of those tumblr blorbos that collects parental/elder sibling figures on the regular but in real life

#multiple friends at thi s point have referred to themselves as my elder siblings and/or my mom #the like default nicknames with one of my friends were mom and son #multiple people have compared me to their actual real life younger sibling #karinyo.txt #what does this mean for me #this is why i have such a good elder sibling radar i can sniff you people out sooo easy #it's less that i'm seeking our elder sibling energy as much as elder sibling energy is such the norm for my friends that when that's not th #case it's like hmmm. the wind's not quite right here #not that this is necessarily why but #anyway i'm thinking about how many friends i've had regardless of whether this was the dynamic where we've communicated our relationship #via familial terms. why did we do that why did we take on parenthood for each other so young #idk maybe it was just a weird like fandombrained thing to say at the time but #i think about everything this way #were we just that eager to be one another's caretakers???????? and to be cared for?? :(

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isfjmel-phleg · 9 months

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#random personal stuff #whining ahead feel free to ignore #after a little over two weeks with my family I guess it was hard today to go back to church here and #be reminded how easy it is to feel utterly disconnected for some reason #I have a small amount of friends whom I do very much appreciate #but otherwise it's like going through life in a glass case #which is probably my fault somehow #anyway I miss going to a smaller church (it got assimilated into this huge one)#and I miss smaller more intimate Bible study groups #there are more people around now whom it's not easy to be real or vocal in front of #(including the lady who once asked if I were one of the then-pregnant women and can't remember my name etc.)#and that's not their fault and they have every right to be there #it's just a different dynamic and unfortunately it's one that I haven't figured out how to be comfortable in yet #feeling like you belong with particular people is just really hard you know?#it has to be earned and proven and mulled over sometimes for years #before it's ever even believable #I got assigned a while back to consider why the whole disconnect thing #still drawing a blank #probably supposed to have an epiphany about what I'm doing wrong #if so can it be shipped a little faster because I don't have time for this nonsense

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perilegs · 3 months

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i'm such a greenpilled dark jade maxxer but i think ive made people associate me with blue a bit too much. my icon? blue. my blog? blue. my choice of board game pieces? blue. my reason for wanting to be player one in most games? having a blue character. why i want to play as player 2 in super mario for wii? blue toad.

#why is my online and game presence so blue #irl im out there with my green bed and green eyes and green emotional support water bottle and dreams of more #green furniture and my green phone theme and ok. i mostly wear black but most of my clothes that are of a color are green #when i was a kid i always saved these colored pencils of a specific shade of green (dark jade) bc they were so pretty to me #i never said it was my favorite color bc it was so special to me it was a secret favorite color #besides i didnt care for all green as much as thay shade as a kid #now however? i think id say green if someone asked me my fave color #you guys know the post about not having a fave color and someone guessing ita yellow and that becoming ur fave?#i think a similar thing happened to me #some years ago i wa shopping with a friend and she suggested i try something green bc itd match my eyes #and before that moment i was still in my dark jade green is my secret fave color phase #and i also thought green would look awful on me bc im so red (bc of acne. and getting flushed easy. i dont think my undertone is red.)#but it didnt! and the friend complimented me on how much it made my eyes pop out #and then i started looking at green things a bit more and it kind of escalated from there yknow #its fun when something that doesnt mean anything (in a neutral way) to someone. just a one off thought. makes something click in ur brain #leevi talks #man idk what iim even talking abiut here im so incredibly sleepy rn gn everyone

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2024skin · 16 days

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Thinking about the gay Mormon kid I met in middle school and how all the other Mormons were convinced he was gay-faking and actually straight

#mormon children are so funny they be like ''if someone hears me say fuck i could be disowned and excommunicated. i support u being gay tho #i'll always support you the way you are'' <- actual unironic convos i had with my mormon friend in 5th grade #like days apart first she was like i can never swear and then when i came out to my class as bi #she was the Nicest straight person about it like of course the other girls who were questioning or already knew were supportive #straight kids had a more diverse opinion on it lol but this mormon girl got me she was so good #definitely part of my gay awakening bc i spent months being like ''i cant be bi bc if i was i would have a crush on Her. but i dont''#''i only feel this way bc she has beautiful red hair and freckles which i adore and she is super sweet to me. thats not gay''#and this went on for 3 months and then i had a wet dream about a different girl and i was like OH. well the evidence is growing #wow these tags have nothing to do with this gay mormon kid lololol nothing much to say about him #i didnt know him very well tbh like we spoke a little bit and he did come out to me but most of what i learned about him was rumors #and def i feel like he got the typical gay kid treatment of being ostracized lied about and picked on #idk why you would choose to subject urself to that if u arent ssa like it is not easy to be out in this area #its maybe not Dangerous bc more people are coming out every year but its certainly still viewed as a severe sin #its not seen as a neutral thing by mosr churches although several churches have sprung up that specifically welcome and accept lgbt people #thats a super interesting divide to me bc i Still meet christians who cant even hear about gay people without talking #about how sad gayness is and how gay souls are in danger and the last time i ever visited a church the sermon was homophobic #yet the city decorates for pride every year and even certain churches will decorate for it #the culture is certainly changing lolol but as long as there are ''gay love is sodomy'' christians around here #then its always going to be a struggle for lgb youth bc they are straight up hostile

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hollowflight-propaganda · 7 months

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Me: has my sixth sudden crying spell of the week

Also me: "yeah but I'm probably not ACTUALLY depressed"

#gonna be honest boys. I have been feeling like dogshit #started with me having a good ol' existential spiral at 4 am a week ago and now I don't even know what's bothering me #and then there's all of the bad stuff going on making me anxious for myself and everybody on top of everything #all the abhorrent transphobia has been making me feel worried for the future #(as if the passing of time doesn't already horribly scare me but I digress)#idk man. I already feel like I'm unequipped for the future because I've realized I never thought I'd still be alive right now #majority of my childhood was filled with adults preaching at me to think about where I'd be going in the afterlife so I did just that #that plus they were the type to believe that the rapture is soon cause “the signs are all coming true”#so I always thought that either that would happen or I'd die before now #well. I'm still here and I don't know what the fuck I'm doing.#and I'm lonely. really fucking lonely and I'm going mad cause of it #never had actual friends besides the kids I was with at my old private school. now they're all raging conservatives who mock minorities #I was able to get away but moving on isn't as easy as I hoped #it'd be so much easier to betray all my beliefs and act ignorant again so I can have my friends back #but of course I can't do that. I can't throw out who I am and all of the wonderful people I know who would be “sinful” in their eyes #idk man. I think I've finally reached the breakdown I've been feeling coming for the past two years #fuck. sorry for this trauma dump of a post. I've just felt numb for months and now everything's catching up to me #needed to yell about it I guess #vent #phoenix prattles

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sysig · 1 year

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Your tastes are skewed, you know that? (Patreon)

#Doodles #Original #Make her stop turning out cute. Knock that off I keep wanting to show off how cute she is lol #I think I'm kinda leaning into the idea that the stitches and lack of stitches are canon - kinda a Webkinz thing y'know?#Real creature and plushie at the same time #Which ties into her existence! She's another one of my 4th-wall aware characters! They're the most long-lasting around here lol #Cory - Bar - even Mint to a lesser degree (which hey! She's aware of him! As evidenced in that last one haha we'll get there)#But yeah so while she's got the stitches - very cute but I don't always remember them lol - she's a plush bear #And while they're gone she's a theoretical living plush - unbound by physics and all that - so still not a Bear but also not an object #Starting to finalize her design here hopefully lol #A sleek design suits her I think #I also can't decide on the size of her ears - smaller ears would better reflect her as a bear but the larger ears are really cute #She's definitely not a mouse or a bunny but hm! It's cute! Darn! Lol #She also fits into the category of ''appears cute - is Weird'' along with Friend Shape and Charm haha #Charm's a villain so that much is easy and Friend Shape is regular unhinged they're fine #She's not really interested in either of them outside of being like ''Generic Cute'' - those are her sentiments not mine lol #She's allowed to have different tastes than me #Especially considering how much I'm so often so done with Mint and she's very interesed in him lol #Again partially to do with his 4th wall status but if that were the case she'd be much more interested in Cory and Bar!#She's only kinda interested in Bar and basically not at all with Cory - they'd get along tho lol they'd be good friends I think #But no she likes Mint because of his character type :P Thanks Cure very helpful lol

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aroaceofthesea · 9 months

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Agdfajsfdg i love my friends

#i just spent the day with one of my groups of friends and 🥰🥰🥰#its rlly fucking cool bc we met over 2 years ago in a summer camp #and that summer we met a couple times like a big meeting of almost all of us #but that hasnt happened since then like we did small meetings where we were 4 or 5 sometimes we managed to be a couple more #but today we finally managed to organize a big meeting we were 13 and i loved it?#people i hadnt seen since that summer were here #i love how it felt so special but at the same time it felt super normal as if we did this every few weeks #it Definitely does not feel like i havent seen them in years at most it was a couple months wdym #we dont even talk that much in the gc we mostly just say goodmorning and goodnight every day like a 50 year olds gc or smth lol #but im so happy we did this i love how easy it is to spend time with anyone there and everything #also i love that were super cuddly with a couple of them without it being weird at all? idk i lowkey love it #also i learned a new cards game today and im so ready to kick my sisters butt at it😈😈#anyways i love my friends and i could fucking rant about this in the gc but im too awkward for this so here it is loolll #mine #friends #life

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potpiehead · 11 months

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ive been more depressed lately

#if you cant tell #during the summer i had some zest for life and felt actually happy lol but with the turn of the season it just disappeared.. so annoying lo #i keep having thoughts that boil down to "id be happier if i were happier' like lol #i know that spending time with my friends and family; always having something going on; engagine with my interests and keeping myself busy #all make me feel good and i think those things came easier over the summer #when im doing something of interest i just feel this whole world open up and everything feels lighthearted and easy and then when i fall ou #of those habits and start doing less everythig just feels dark #the depression i have now is 100x better than the depression i had as a teenager though. i didnt have the life experience to know that #things could be better #it does make me feel good to know that there are things that help #i just feel so mentally weak like there are times when i think of the thing i want to do but the effort it would take is monumental #and it stresses me the fuck out #i applied to a couple of jobs today because i just need a change of fucking scenery and i feel stagnant.#evereythig feels bleak and meaningless but i have moments where i feel everything open up. idk #i have hope for myself lol just that today in particular has been shitty like a concentrated version of the past few months #but i did apply to jobs which is something i was stressing about! and i bought some shit i needed to buy that i kept putting off #i often have so much on my mind and am so overwhlemed i cant even think of getting shit done. this shit is ruining everything #catastrophizing was my specialty in early high school ive been here before its just that being a young adult is a new frontier.#and i feel like ive been sitting in one place not moving even though i have been doing things i need to CHANGE things #i have moments of strength but i know that overall im struggling.#anyway thanks for reading. i have work tomorrow gn!

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tonycamonte · 1 year

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#went 2 a party + i feel like dirt like idk i feel so ugly + gross + at the same time i feel like ive gotten less ugly since i came out +#i look better as a guy but i still feel. not good + also party was at my family friends house + we were lookin @ pictures from when we #were kids like 8-14 ish and ughhhhh im so weird looking + also i was so skinnnyyy then i wanna die........................................#like theres a photo of me + two friends + ummmmmmmm i just want to die im sorry this is majorly stupid idk what im talking about #+ i just feel like me + my best friend have nothing to talk about + i have no friends + it has 2 be my fault because im like. the only #common factor in nobody liking me + i just feel like shit!! and i dont want to be like whiny and annoying and ugly and unfunny but im #not doing it on purpose............ ughhhh like ive changed so much in 2 yrs bc i was like whatever im doing is making people not like me +#i felt weird so i was like im just gonna change rlly hard + like i dont think its that easy but i am different bc i keep my mouth shut more #+ now i feel like i was more likeable before i hated myself + tried to be someone else but its like an endless cycleeeeee #whatever im just so miserable + at least when i was like more suicidal + fucked up i felt smart + less ugly #and also i hate my family + i dont want to live here + i hate my town but i dont want people to not like me but i do + i just feel like i #ruined my life............#ANYWAY IM FINE THOUGH. im goin to bed + everythings gonna be ok in the morning 🕊️#✉️

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woolydemon · 2 years

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one of my fav things abt shaggy from Scooby Doo is that he is a skilled ventriloquist. He's really good at throwing his voice to make other things sound like they're talking, and also he has a talking dog that's unrelated to that

#rando thoughtz #it would be rlly funny if he's been voice acting his dog this entire time #but its even funnier if these have no relation to each other. he just has a talking dog thats it #no explanation why. no logical reasoning #(besides mystery inc which explained hes a descendant of a cosmic god or whatever but thats canon only in that show not overall)#i had a friend joke that shaggy learned it for a bit but now nobody believes him when he says his dog can talk for real #which is also rlly good #do many different opportunities for comedy with canon shaggy ventriloquist #which is only a thing bc casey kasem was super talented & could also throw his voice #much like how they made shaggy vegetarian bc casey was also vegetarian #ok one more shaggy fact i rlly like since im on a roll here #shaggy has an extensive collection of belt buckles & wears a different buckle each episode.#it just so happens they're always covered up by his shirt #sorry sorry i just love scooby doo. like unironically. its one of my interests akshdkjflfjfkf #ppl dont realize this sometimes i knew someone who was like ''i didnt know u were This Into scooby doo i thought u just causally liked it''#like no i didnt watch every direct to dvd scooby doo movie in existence for me to come out the other side normal about this cartoon #anyway this was prompted bc im dressing as shaggy for Halloween. again #its an easy costume & wont give me trouble to wear it on campus #i just gotta have my scooby plush with me to complete the costume #though this time im also wearing a hoodie around my waist + a mask that both have scooby on them #i think shaggy could be the kind of guy to wear merch of his own dog

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youjustwaitsunshine · 1 year

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someone is doing burnouts on the street outside

#god i wish that were me #stream of consciousness incoming #so im like 95% finished with my text now im gonna have my boyfriend look over it tomorrow (especially my latin translation)#but then ill just have to put the citations and then ill be fine it's actually not that much effort and it was quite easy to write #like i could have gotten it done in two days (one for source work one for writing) if it wasn't for adhd #and also i realized how incredibly sensitive i am to noise this year but like specific people noise #as soon as i can understand what the noise is i can simply not concentrate and i have pretty good ears like i pick up sounds well #so when i sit in the uni library with the windows open because i live in germany and we have no ac here and theres people talking outside?#bye i will not concentrate for like 3 hours #cant go to the library cant go to my uni workplace because my friends are there and i love them but even when i am focusing they are #SO LOUD #like theres two of them (again love them. great people) who emit loud sounds while working esp when frustrated but also randomly #and it will throw me off so badly #so today i stayed home for writing and it worked so well (noise canceling over earplugs window closed to shut out children outside)#but also i hate how easy i am to distract #however i have more discipline thab last year so at least thats okay

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andromedasummer · 2 years

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every now and then i remember im somewhere on the aroace spectrum and i just kinda stop in my tracks and go 'huh!' and try not to sit on it for very long

#i dont really? get crushes? ive never fallen in love #ive defo felt attraction/infatuation #but the idea of living in a space with someone else and being romantic with them.... it would have to be a very specific kind of person.#to the point where i often feel its unlikely i would find someone like yhat #i dont know if its also because of my autism because thats always made sharing spaces with people hell for me #i dont go on holidays with my family anymore because they make me miserable #havent for 6 or 7 years now #i was surprised by how easy it was to coexist with my roommates on the greek/italy trip i went on when i was 17 #but i suspect that was because i'd known and been close friends with one of the girls for 5 years #and i suspect both are also on the spectrum. at the very least they have some autistic traits that dont quantify a diagnosis #but made coexisting in the same space without encroaching on one another very easy #as for sex im just neutral on that #dont care much either way #so i guess this would make me demi? if i were to be specific #but that feels exhausting to have to come out as and explain over and over so i dont #which is why i just call myself bi because that fits #im bi and im demi #this was brought on by going through the trending aroace tag and being like ''wow i relate to everything here a bit. Too much''#as someone who was on tumblr during 2017-2019 i saw the worst of the exclusionist community and the fake aroace blogs made for mockery #i'd say thats a large reason i try not to dwell on it #all of that has just made me so uncomfortable to think on/about my sexuality

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