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texas-hates-taxes-too · 1 year

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Kicking my legs and giggling thinking about how fucked up and toxic Locus and Felix are

#rvb #theyre so awful together i love them

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dawnbreakersgaze · 2 months

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☆ "𝓖𝓾𝓲𝓭𝓮 𝓶𝓮, 𝓞 𝓡𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓭𝓲𝓼𝓹𝓮𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓼,

𝓖𝓾𝓲𝓭𝓮 𝓶𝓮, 𝓞 𝓛𝓪𝓶𝓮𝓶𝓽𝓼, 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓮𝓮𝓴 𝓭𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓽 𝓮𝓬𝓱𝓸𝓼" ☆

#i just love how he delivers this specific line in this poem so much- like i almost cry every time #he sounds so close to tears himself it guts me #and i love how soft he looks during this moment when theyre counting stars together and shes calling him and monster lol #and he sounds concerned but he still looks at her with so much love and adoration even though she kind of called him awful on accident #idk i just have a lot of Xavier feelings today despite all the Raf and Zayne things going on in my brain #and I wanted to vomit them somewhere so here we are #love and deepspace #lnds #lads #l&ds #love & deepspace #Xavier #xavier love and deepspace #xavvy baby #kay's edits

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lunar-wandering · 9 months

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I genuinely think so many people have forgotten the fact of "there are no toxic fandoms, only toxic people".

When fandoms get big, of course the amount of people u want nothing to do with is also gonna get bigger.

Youre not meant to combat them. Youre not meant to talk about them and expose others to them.

Youre meant to block them at the first signs and continue to enjoy your experience interacting with other people.

Kill the weeds, don't let the seeds spread, reap your wheat and enjoy your bread.

#this post brought to you by #me yet again seeing a 'x fandom is awful and toxic'#whilst ive experienced nothing but joy + made most of my current friends through said fandom #im part of that fandom. youre part of that fandom. that fandom brought us together.#you would insult something that created something so beautiful?#just because theres some assholes ALSO in it???#i just. i cant STAND it #its such a fucking generalization #im so fucking tired of 'fandoms are bad' mentalities #yes theres some assholes. most of us dont want them here either #yes theres people being 'cringey'. leave them alone theyre just having fub #fun #fandoms are a COMMUNITY #of people brought together via a common love of one thing #we praise fanfic and fanart for being so creative #but those only truly exist because fandom does #u cant love one and then blatantly insult the other #jeez #im just. i get so depressed when i see those takes #its like. sometimes some of these takes really just give 'people cant have fun anymore'#and other times i see a 'fandom bad!!' take and im just like #u do understand fandom is a community that YOU are meant to build right?#its like how people tell people to curate their dashboard. fandom is the same #block the people u dont like. dont engage with drama. dont make callout posts.#(if u must u can PRIVATELY inform your mutuals if theres some asshole in the community)#fandom is meant to be FUN. A discussion of what people love and an exchange of arts #not continuous arguing over what hcs are correct and stuff #just. god. fandoms arent awful. thats like saying all humans are bad.#just block the assholes. let people have fun. and enjoy yourself.#those are the three rules of fandom.

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diableriepervert · 1 year

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liushen is so great to me because neither of them would recognize sexual attraction, or romantic for that matter, even as it hits them both in the face over and over again

#these two are perfect for eachother #and me who loves to read them as one forcibly brozones the other #who actually does have a grasp as to whats happening between them but he just thinks where there at is perfect as is #these two are so on the aroace spectrum and mean everything to me #triple a for tripple a at its finest #autistic aromantic asexual #mr 'i hate sex and genuinely find it awful' and mr 'dropping off dead things that you might be hyperfixating on as a token of affection'#theyre both so stupid and i want to see them happy together #liushen #*they're #*flirting

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early-october-skies · 18 days

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Me when we don't speak anymore by bears in trees

#lizzierants #had a sudden unplanned job interview today. i wanted to cry the whole time but managed to keep it together and now the anxiety has suddenly #caught up to me and it feels BAD the sudden thought of that what if my friends just dont actually like me and they like me purely because #theyre worried for what would become of me if they stopped being friends with me when purely of course id be fine eventually but i worry #that cause im on antidepressants people just think im automatically suicidal when something bad goes wrong which is not the case im doing #good i dont want to die but what if all my friends hate me what if this whole time i have loved them so so much and they just tolerate me #someday my friends will die and i had that i hate that someday we wont be friends even if its decades in the future i love all of them with #my heart that sometimes i feel it is overfilling i love them i love them and what am i without them i am everything i have ever loved i am #overthinking however i cannot stop this what if my own best friend is avoiding me? why am i thinking this? what evidence do i have to back #this up? nothing only for the fact my own brain feels as though i love people too much and they are uncomfortable with it i feel awful wtf #i have learned to keep my emotions from people because i dont want them to worry. i dont want people to do something or not do something bec #ause they think it will upset me i want people do do as they please i want to be open for my friends to share their issues i want to help #and im sitting here wirrying if they hate me so i turn here to shout in the void because the only person i know irl who follows me on here #most likely doesnt read these tags and if you are please ingore this i misjudged your terrible attention span also i love you very much #anyway a few weeks ago i realised my worst fear is no longer death. but the death of my friendship with my beloved friend. and thats fucking #terrifying prospect however if they were to be like yo i dont like you anymore id respect that decision and id be okay because their happine #is the most important thing to me and thats okay but i couldnt bare with the fact that they feel like they had to be ffiends with me because #they have to. i hate the prospect of them feeling trapped in a friendship theh dont want to be in. all the while i feel i cannot communicate #this to anyone because how would i go about it im very anxious i am shaking i am having a bad time very bad time actually im going to start #crying but its okay <3 crying is good for stress and health and its been a while since ive cried so maybe this will help me feel better <3 #i will heal and ill be okay <3

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masculinepeacock · 10 months

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oh no im having figaelwyn ideas.

#theyre so fucking messy #i love them #they should be awful together #i have ex childhood enemies au but.#what else should i do. i have other ideas for their diff kinds of dynamic #they have. heathers vibes.

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navramanan · 8 months

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So tired of continuesly feeling this way I keep trying and failing time and time and time again

#i dont want to feel a profound sadness anytime anyone (especially someone i know) expresses being grateful about their group of friends #i dont want to feel this way every time i find out about them being at a social gathering or whatever together #i feel so awful so so awfully patheticly lonely i feel so stupid and i feel so horrible when admitting it #and i fall into deep worry about my situation never changing bc everyone i know has a network of friends from childhood or school #and pretty much no one from my childhood or school stayed in my life i feel so scared of my future how will i live a life this way #anytime i come across a post talking about long time friends i cannot stomach reading it #it's all so debilitating and i dont know how much longer i can keep on ranting like this #i moved countries i hoped things would change i approached people i talked i asked to hang out three years later i'm left with two #(used to be three but she seems to not care about me at all) seperate friends i'm so grateful for both #but it doesnt work out. it doesnt work this way. i cannot socialize with them since theyre not muslim n we have very different life styles #so i tried finding muslim friends i got associated with the muslim students association went to gatherings joined the book club #i met very lovely girls but nothing more came out of it #i remember the first time i took part in something it was two years ago i talked with a group #it was a group who already were friends and one girl who also had just met them #a year later i find out theyve all become friends and hang out. vallahi i dont know what it is i'm doing wrong i'm so tired and so desperate #it kills me. it's so scary to not have a social network not have friends to lean on to call when youre in need it's so isolating #i've lived my teen years this way i'm continuing to live my 20s this way and cant stop but think it has to do with me #anyways enough of that now bye #nesi rants

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grandmasickomode · 2 years

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I have seen stickers of Sentinel/Optimus and Blurrwave but like. What if I just. Promoted my fave ship of all time???? can I talk to you guys about Shocktinel???

@cloverpatches this is all your fault.

#Sentinel Prime #TFA Shockwave #TFA Sentinel Prime #Transformers Animated #I fucking love these two assholes and just wanna see them bumblefuck their way thru a relationship #I can thank my bestie for all this tho #Gdi theyre so awful individually but TOGETHER?#TRASH FIRE x 100 #ITS GREAT AND THEYRE VERY IN LOVE #SENTINEL GIVING UP HIS MORALS COMPLETELY BECAUSE HE HAS A HOT BUG BOYFRIEND NOW #AND SHOCKWAVE REALIZING SENTINEL HAS SOME INSECTICON IN HIM #HE AUTOBOTS TURNING THEIR BACK ON SENTINEL JUST BECAUSE OF A HERITAGE HE WAS UNAWARE OF #AND FALLING INTO THE SPINDLY ARMS OF HIS ACCEPTING MONSTER BOYFRIEND #SCREAMS AT THE MOON!!!!

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paeonie-s · 2 years

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genuinely so emo abt the fact that i have friends who want to do stuff w me now omg

#i was v scared for college bc i have had. such awful luck w finding ppl who want to do things w me #the closest friendship ive ever had was online lol and even that ended w me being ignored and pushed away so its a v foreign experience for #other ppl to v openly. enjoy my company and continously invite me to things just bc they want me to be there #like ik a good part of that is everyone trying to not be lonely as shit these first couple weeks but all of the friends im referring to #were part of a summer program where they got to show up like 6 weeks early and so they already have friends and ppl to hang out w #so its still rly cool that i showed up made friends w like 2 of them and now 3 weeks later im having to actively plan time to do hw and #watch my shows and stuff bc im being invited to eat and walk around and watch movies and do things all the time #shit is surreal !! im so grateful esp when my suggestions for things to do are well recieved like today alone i invited some of them #to go to the barnes and noble opening in a town near us next month + to a open house at our states observatory. and other ppl were actually #excited to learn abt those. its insane im so used to being ignored and treated like the things i care abt dont matter i love life rn omg #ppl are so cool and interesting sometimes i still feel like i am the most boring person in the room bc i never had the time money location #or motivation to explore a ton of my interests but when i tell ppl abt that feeling theyre like bitch me too !!! lets go snowboard and hike #and have observing nights and paint and dress up for halloween together and its makes me so happy. that is all #actually one more thing i was initially thinking abt dressing up as asa csm (which is. already an improvement from younger me feeling so #isolated she avoided dressing up for halloween for a decade bc she never felt close enough to go w anyone) BUT NOW im a part of a 2 month #old plan for like a dozen ppl to dress up as monster high girls AND im gonna be draculaura. literally such a slay i cant #🌸.txt

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andoutofharm · 1 year

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this whole not thinking about mcr thing isnt working

#im looking at pictures from my show and remembering how it felt to sing summertime and sorrows and famous last words ina crowd of thousands #and how it felt to watch the streams and holding hands across the webways and feeling all of it together #i love this band i love you all #people are shitty and it absolutely sucks that theyre so selfish and awful. but we have this. dont let them ruin it.

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lucidicer · 1 year

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#loona being essentially over is only just hitting me #ive been with them since the very beginning and they've genuinely been such a big source of comfort for me ever since #its so bittersweet like theyre finally getting free from that awful company #but at the same time idk what happens once this is all over :(#ppl are wishing desperately that theyll redebut together but the girls were so so young when all of this started its hard #to believe that all girls would be able to redebut again i cant imagine what theyve been thru #choerrys first update in months being her apologising after winning the lawsuit and saying she loves orbits and loona is making me so sad #i want the best for all the girls but god is it actually painful #my dalso :(#olli.txt

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biillys · 2 years

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okay i know we've talked about chrissy/[insert name here] and chrissy/[insert name here] and even chrissy/[insert name here] but can we please for a second think about chrissy/heather??? becos i rly fucking wanna think about them. thankyou

#idk idk idk billy and heather leaving work together and billy stopping by eddies place to get some green #heather coming up with him becos she can and she's pretty sure eddies terrified of them both #eddie looking shifty as Fuck when he answers the door and heather instantly zeroing in on the way he won't open the door fully #billy raising a singular eyebrow and eddie instantly caving becos he may be older but eddies like. fucking terrified of billy.#chrissy instantly being like 'please don't tell jason.' and billy being like 'the fuck is a jason?'#'isn't he on your team?' 'my boyfriend?' 'that dumbass that calls you bro all the time.'#billy looking confused as fuck until he hears heathers explanation; then he's all 'oh fuck that guy'#then: the fuck's my weed?#so eddie fucks off to find his stash and heather shoves past billy and tugs on chrissys arm until theyre both sitting on the couch #and is all 'so. what brings you to eddie munsons trailer on a thursday night?'#chrissy just being like. blindsided by the events of the past 5 minutes. but also maybe a little in love and maybe also in awe #heather: cos if you're having boyfriend troubles; i give great advice. i'm free tonight btw #and chrissy still being slightly speechless but agreeing anyway cos fuck yeah she'll go out with heather #heather turning to billy like 'okay so change of plans. you can drop me and chrissy off at the mall tho; thanks rat boi.'#and billy; who hates his fucking life; just being like 'yeah uh fuck no' only to then literally do just that #anyway! heather and chrissy just chillin and talking for hours and heather taking music control in billys car to lowkey try and impress her #and chrissy literally not knowing a single song but like. adding them all to a playlist on her phone as they go.#walking around and clicking in ways they didn't even know they would #hearteyes mutherfucker etc #so billy fucks around in his car for a while and starts texting max cos he's bored as fuck #but then like 3 msgs in; max is like 'i'm watching a movie with lucas; can you please fuck off' and billy's like. i'm a fucking loser now #then when billy picks heather & chrissy up; cos he's full on chauffeuring them; he can admit that #they're all like giggly and shit and billy's like wow this is the worst thing to ever happen to me #and then he's stuck third wheeling them for the rest of time. sometimes 5th wheeling if max and lucas tag along #max heather and now chrissy getting along so well is literally billy's biggest cross to bear in life #yall can keep your fruity fours or whatever okay my personal new fav dynamic is billy + heather + chrissy + max thanku #m #text

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samboverse · 1 year

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Completely forgot I made this so I'm sharing it here 🫶

#Ken Santos #Emi Park #theyre so silly #as soon as i saw that tiktok i was like. this is literally them #man brings fiancee to his family. fiancee is the exact opposite of every ideal his parents have #honestly its very funny #i think before they went ken was like 'ok emi my parents are really uptight so i need you to be on your best behaviour ok?'#emi's like #aw shucks you don't need to tell me twice! im about to show them my family's true nature #and he's like ok thank you my love :)#skip to emi walking into his parents' house wearing the skimpiest leathieriest pointiest outfit ever #with a cowboy hat and boots :)#howdy i'm here to show y'all how we really do it in kansas #or something #then starts playing cannibal corpse #can a city boy and a country girl slash question mark be together #yeah but not without having ur parents cutting you off rip to kenneth #rip to the video quality too im gonna cry what the fuck is wrong with tumblr

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i-deserve-to-bite · 20 days

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GHRHRHRHRRRR I HATE RAINY I HATE RAINY SO MUCH HOLY SHIT !!

{i may even be a hypocrite to him}

#i swear to Fuck if they are doing that stuff again #i dont like them!! unfairly so!!#and i dont care that its unfair im mad at them!!#theyre a wonderful person but i dont want to deal witb their shit and they make me so mad and aghhhh!!#AHHGHHHHHGHHH!!!!!!#I HATE THEM IW ANT TO HURT THEM I WANT THEM TO SHUT UP AND STOP BEING A MISERABLE LITTLE BITCH I SWEAR TO GOD #EVEN WHEN THEYVE DONE WRONG THEY ACT LIKE SUCH A FUCKING VICTIM AND THEYLL ADMIT THEYRE WRONG TO SEEM GOOD #AND THEY ARENT AWARE THAT OTHERS ARE AWARE OF IT AND i am probably projecting and it makws me feel like jude and i am definitely #projecting #because rainy has done wrong and i just associate bad things with them and i dont like how we're so alike and how i can pin down their char #acter so easily and i dont like feeling this way #and sghh #rainy is lovely. i just hated fixating on them and i know they crave the fixation and hdiing secrets and the heartbeating it gave but i am #i hate when they hide things from me because it makes me feel stupid and when they hide it in plain sighr knowing i can find it #it just feels?? i dont know #but i probably do that too #im scared that the way i think of them is the way people think of me #we should be meshing together since we're so alike but we clash so awfully #we're both loud but im sensitive to noise and easily irritable and overall much? more bad compared to them #they are a lot better in every way a better roleplayer better emotionally better at forgiving better at collecting #i take pride in what i do because i am the best i know but theyre better at these things #the only thing i have against them? my art. its the one thing better than their stuff. i will cut off their hands to keep my distinctions #i do not want to be alike to them in any way #theyve even somehow taken an old face of mine its like theyre stuck in my past and ive seen all the things theyre doing but in a slightly #different way #i dont know. agh.#i hate tthem #i dont want to be with them again or pining over them because that was the worst obsession ever and i remember barely anything but the sheer #awful awful too emotional feelings and it was so painful somehow.#it was nice at the time and i hate saying that and i hste how everytime i think of them its just Jude and that awful awful stuff and I'm.

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phantomluck · 27 days

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having to tell your partner that you can't move in together because actually you feel trapped and it might ruin the entire relationship is a total vibe killer tbh

#vent post #im losing my fucking mind i feel so much guilt #but the guilt would be worse if things go south and we sign a lease #i dont want to break up with them. to be clear. i want to not live together because its too fast and will destroy the relationship #at least im very sure it will #but i think the hurt and betrayal this is going to bring on from them is goung to make them leave #i cant even blame them.#i feel so awful.#my body thinks im disintigrating and ive stopped sleeping almost at all #all i do is go to work and dissacociate or cry because im ruining everything #i really love them. i just think theyre in love with a hologram of me in my 30s playing with our kid in the suburbs #i dont even want to live in the suburbs. ive never wanted to be a parent #having career based dreams makes me feel crazy. like im constantly killing myself to stay alive. but its who i am and its who im becoming #and i dont think they get it. i dont thjnk they ever will. and they dont have to .#but i want them for good. i just dont think theyre mine to keep #the guilt rests in my kidneys and trembles upwards towards my esophagus #im losing a battle i was never made for. im losing my love because i dont want to lose them #things are. awful. i hate being in my early 20s actually. i feel like an animated corpse being haunted by memories #of things that couldve been. that still could be.#im a shell of who i was. i just want to stop gazing in the fun house mirror looking for who i am. i thought i had me. i thiught i knew.#mace chats

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wolfreplaced · 3 months

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#maybe i shouldve died when i was 15 #but then i wouldnt have gotten to know and love them #theyre all that kweps me together #but i feel so awful every second i cant think of anything beaides killing myaelf almoat every day #i am such a fucking failure and a loser #i should be dead i am a waste of money #i am a waste of space and love #i should be dead

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