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alcestas-sloboda · 2 months

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"130 countries choose not to have nuclear weapons" or why I think that anyone can bullshit their way into being an expert.

#thinking about this sentence whole day

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transmasccofee · 8 months

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thinking yet again about Saiki‘s’s final choice in the series being “I’d rather live with my powers than die without them” bc that is seriously the single best ending of a disability narrative I’ve seen. Fuck.

#The thing people don’t tell u about being physically disabled #Is that you’ll see the physically abled people in your life start to view you as something tragic #And while they rarely say it when it comes down to things #They think you’re better dead than disabled. That you’d be happier put out of your misery.#Even with stories involving disabled characters (If we’re anything beyond a background diversity shot which is… rare)#It’s about “curing” or “overcoming” your disability which is I guess a nice sentiment but most of us won’t ever do that #Saiki doesn’t do either of those things #He wants to be cured and briefly thinks he is but then it’s discovered that he Cant be cured bc his powers are part of the whole of him #He doesn’t ever overcome them either #He just puts his glasses back on and decides that if it means he can live another day then he’ll continue to deal with them #And his powers are progressive #And that’s a thing weighing on him but it’s never treated like a death sentence #It’s just something he has to and will deal with #And it sucks but what else is he gonna do #It’s just. Aughhhhh. Aaaaaauuuuughhhhhhhhh……..#This post was brought to u by a man grieving his own mobility #physically disabled #physical disability #saiki k

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rogueolight · 5 months

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i am deeply afraid of the utena fandom just know i am absolutely terrified to follow any of you because of how the show is. What if i post a bad take and you have to kill me. What if YOU post a bad take and i have to kill you

#sometimes i think so hard about something i post something stupid about it #like when i say something ooc i look at it a day later and im just like #He would not fucking say that moment #and then i have the urge to make a public apology #sorry i mischaracterized my favorite character of all time guys\#and you all will be like HARK!#TO TRIAL #and then i get sentenced to a public execution #in front of the whole fandom #kibinevershutsthefuckup #part 2

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thotpuppy · 3 months

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First & Last Lines

Post the first and last lines of the last 10 fics you posted. WIPs are welcome. Not super strict!!

Thanks for the tag @whimsicalmeerkat <3 This is a really cute game!

Triskelion Reign: The Shepherd, the Lamb and the Wolf

First Line: As the sole heir to his father’s crown and, according to the court healer, a particularly fertile omega, Stiles had always known his hand would be given to a suitor not for love, but for political security.

Last Line: “Inside,” he agrees.

2. Sweating Out Confessions (We'll Build Our Altar Here)

First Line: The dedication of worship has always presented a unique appeal to Stiles.

Last Line: He begs forgiveness to their gods in silent prayers as Scott takes him apart right there on the floor, but he knows his own sins are only of devotion to someone far more important than the faceless gods he’d only ever worshiped in word.

3. 'My Whole Life is a Reference to 1995 Hit Movie Clueless and I Still Don't Know the Plot' by Fall Out Boy

First Line: “I dunno man, that sounds like some real fairytale bullshit.”

Last Line: “Oh,” Stiles says. “I’m an idiot.”

4. Under My Skin

First Line: A sharp ringing pulses through Stiles’ head as he blinks back to consciousness.

Last Line: For now, he’s going to go be a normal teenager.

5. Thirsty

First Line: Dawn arrives with the fading smoke of a hard fought battle drifting into the horizon, melding with the fog of new day sun burning away the dew of night.

Last Line: “Go lock the door, please.”

6. Want You to Want Me

First Line: It’s not easy being a human member of a werewolf pack.

Last Line: “So,” he starts after stranding and pulling Stiles’ to his wobbly feet. “Mine or yours?”

7. Gumusservi

First Line: The stench of chlorine is still an unwelcome, stagnant presence in Jackson’s nose long after he’s shed the last of his scales and learned to embrace his inner wolf.

Last Line: “So, who’s topping?”

8. Touche (Confessions in the Dark)

First Line: The dull thwap of rubber hitting net is soft in the muggy twilight air.

Last Line: Stiles is almost struck dumb at the boldness, and Jackson smirks at him over his shoulder, stepping quickly towards the Jeep and tugging him along.

9. Elementary, My Dear Sheriff

First Line: “Bobby said you didn’t turn in your latest paper on time.”

Last Line: “Me too, kid,” Noah agrees. “Me too.”

10. Get It While It's Hot (Dessert sans Dinner)

First Line: Stiles has never been a particularly talented cook.

Last Line: Oh yeah, he can definitely go again.

Woo! What a list!! I didn't realize how few fics I'd written were like... wholly for me and not at least Partly for an event ehheh,, anyways!

low pressure tagging: @mirrorthoughts @outtoshatter @geekmom13 @one-fandom-became-all-fandoms @lucky-bishop @renmackree

#sterek #sciles #starrish #copcake #stiles x derek x parrish #stanny #coach x sheriff #stackson #stiles x scott x derek #okay like this SUPER made me think about my first and last sentences respective to each other in a way i dont think i have in a long while #i think its rly neat #i had a whole conversation with my mother the other day about making sure TriReign circles back to the start #and how a lot of authors will totally discard their first chapter and totally rewrite it after finishing the fic #and i was like WOW could never be me #but i might like #i dunno look at the first chapter again #remind myself where it started #reword that first sentence into something Greater for the ending #my writing

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scionshtola · 4 months

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i think it’s probably a big shock to cori when they get to rak’tika and shtola has lived a whole 3 years without them…

#idk you see your best friend one day then two weeks later she’s built a whole life without you!!!#she has a whole community she didnt have before and a role in it you know nothing about and she threw herself into a chasm for them and #expected you to just carry on for them. and also she’s a dps now!#idk i’m just thinking. had a sentence in my mind that now i’m wondering if i can build a fic around it agdh #also i’m in a Mood and torturing cori to make myself feel better. as is my right 😌#i need a text post tag #shadowbringers spoilers

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hideyseek · 8 months

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9.09.2023

its so interesting as im writing narrative!fic the way that each subsequent draft / outline gets me closer and closer to a version of the fic that is ... true to the original conception? like i started gathering notes and ideas for this fic in earnest in ... 2021, like spring/summer 2021 and only today have finally put together an outline that FEELS like i am really, really close.

actually it's not even an outline it is a bunch of bulletpoint freewriting in a google doc that is roughly in the order of the series of events in the fic. i made a note to clean it into an outline later. but ohhh my god i finally!

like its been literally 4 drafts, i am slightly frightened to count how many words of draft material (probably about 60k give or take 15-20k), but THIS outline! i finally have the throughline of haiji's character arc through the fic, i've finally like .... idk. pared it down to the core parts and they magically (throug the power of thinking about this fic near-constantly since 2021) fit together now. THANK FUCK!

i told my old roommate i would send them a completed draft to beta like. two years ago.

i still don't know how this fucking fic ends but i have OPTIONS that probably will all require drafting out and revising before i pick sigh. but ohhhhhhhh my god this has NOT BEEN FUN but it is SO REWARDING to finally fucking hit (for like the third time) the feeling of "oh okay. i figured another thing out about how this story is going to work. it's going to come together now."

admittedly i said that to myself the last several times but THIS TIME I FIGURED OUT THE JOURNALING AND HAIJI'S WHOLE CHARACTER ARC and there is CAUSATION AND EVERYTHING which there sure was not before ahahaha. god this time i figured out the journaling!!!

and yes this is uhhhhhhhhhh an incredibly personal reading of haiji, i truly feel that my irl friends will kind of squint knowingly. but ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh A MILESTONE!

a milestone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#the absolute relief i felt this afternoon #also this is fully because i have been casually writing bcsdp and thinking about heist!au and having heist!au come together #which has been WAY EASIER than narrative!fic bc figuring out the story logic of heist!au doesn't require uh.#me to process the first few years of my early twenties and distill it into a story about a whole guy who is not actually me #but AAAAAAAAAAAAAA. A WORKABLE OUTLINE. WITH LOGIC. THAT IS THEMATICALLY CONSISTENT. THAT I CAN SIMPLIFY DOWN TO A SENTENCE. OR FIVE #THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR IN MY KNOWLEDGE OF MY FICS THIS WHOLE TIME #wow the beauty and joy of NOT WRITING FOR A DEADLINE AND JUST WAITING UNTIL THE FIC IS GOOD ENOUGH TO ME #omg its kakehai day tomorrow i think #AN AUSPICIOUS DAY!#hidey speaks #also tbh this is thanks to bcsdp bc i have been so used to chewing on that prompt over the weekend that not having one this weekend made me #go: omg what ELSE can i write?? and do this

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magentagalaxies · 19 days

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#this might be both oversharing and being too vague rn but it's 2am and i'm emotionally exhausted #i can't believe during one of the most traumatic moments i've had in the past year i was lucky enough to have scott as my biggest supporter #the entire time as i was going through it he was so supportive giving me space to process shit and always having my back #and yet there are some people in my life who are always going to villainize him for one comment he said during that time out of context #or even if they're not ''villainizing'' him i now feel like i have to begin every sentence about scott with #''yeah we don't agree on everything but we're still friends and isn't that amazing!''#which yeah that is true and i do genuinely enjoy when scott and i disagree and are respectful about it #BUT WHY DOES THAT HAVE TO BE THE FIRST THING I SAY ABOUT HIM????#and honestly that whole experience made me agree with scott on way more than i started out with #i'm proud of how i was able to grow as a person and for the fact that it brought me and scott much closer together #but that shit i went through at my college was still traumatic. and it did change me as a person #it completely changed my relationship to activism in a way i'm not happy about bc i want to be more of an activist #but when i had someone use social justice language to justify horrible things against me it's hard not to be wary #of how hollow and performative a lot of conversations can be #and like i'll even say it. like people might get mad at me for admitting it #but that whole traumatic situation has irrevocably changed my relationship to gender as well #or at least how i label myself and how i move through these conversations #and in some ways i'm grateful for it bc i do feel like i know myself more and like i don't have to worry about what others' think #or even what other people understand #but it shouldn't have had to go down like that. and as much as the time i got to spend with scott during that time was so much fun #and such a great experience and he was truly the perfect support system during that time #he shouldn't have had to deal with that and neither should i #and the fact that scott somehow got villainized in some people's minds while the person who actually caused that trauma #is instead treated like ''yeah he was a bit misguided and made a mistake but he was probably anxious about it!! he's just a person!!''#that's never going to stop being painful. especially the idea that with the importance people put on labels #i would supposedly have more ''community solidarity'' with that asshole than a cis gay man like scott #idk i think i'm past the timeframe of that traumatic experience bc it's not consuming every day like it used to a few weeks back #but something triggered it tonight so i just need to process it. anyway shoutout to scott for being there for me i really needed it

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ereborne · 5 months

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Song of the Day: December 7

"Wolverine" by Goghi

#song of the day #beautiful beautiful song very very fun to sing. about loving nature and wanting to bite people! ideal. pristine.#every line is the best line but the whole chorus is really something special #'I am the wolverine / get close I show my teeth and / no love for my own / I walk my path alone and #I am the submarine / deep hunter of the seas and / I sink enemies / making widows in the open ocean'#there's a little fuck I never know what that's called. what's it called #a little ripple-run in the melody on 'making widows in the open ocean' that brings such incredible joy. amazing song to sing #also--this has nothing to do with the song--I am so hungry #Nick has his friends over (which is good! not complaining about that. he did get permission and they're not rude or destructive so chill)#but our livingroom is now a minefield of people and beverages and popcorns I think that smell is popcorn #and to get to the kitchen I would have to pass through. step over all of them and walk between them and their videogames on the big screen #and I'm just not feeling it!#so we turn again to the grace and foresight of past-me and we reap the great pop-tart harvest #do y'all know how many boxes of poptarts there are under my bed? literally I do not know. I've just been getting interesting flavors #apple jacks. banana bread. snickerdoodle. apple fritter. eggo. cinnamon sugar pretzel. cinnamon roll. that's seven!#seven boxes of poptarts under my bed! I gave the boston creme pie and pumpkin pie ones to Nick bc they were gross but these are all good #I missed out on the vanilla latte and chocolate churro flavors sadly. they were before I started #(do you ever get halfway through a sentence and then you think: huh. my whole life to date and this is what I'm doing now. huh.)#anyway they were before I started collecting poptarts

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gompereatsall · 2 years

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PLEASE I NEED A CROSSOVER

#i think about this A LOT #if sakuya and subaru met..... i think theyd be friends #ever since i saw that 'what if sakyo and chiaki swapped bodies' post i've never been the same #i think about what if tsumugi and tsumugi switched places and thats it one day they wake up in each other's beds confused as all hell #please i need to see them interact it'd all be chaos #muku would be an honorary ra*bits member he'd fit in so well #this is the first time i've added and ID please tell me if it needs an edit lol #a3!#enstars #shinobu and misumi. thats it thats the sentence #ryuseitai could do autumn plays but the autumn troupe cant do ryuseitai shows /lh #keito and sakyo are the same person (i say not fully confident)#a3! act! addict! actors!#a3! act addict actors #ensemble stars!! music #ensemble stars #there's probably more i've thought of but forgot :/ anyway these guys own my whole headspace rn #a3! x enstars

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seabirdtxt · 10 months

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i could finish writing chap 4 of glitch au

or my burnout brain can latch onto honk star rail really hard

hm

#seabird.exe #well lol i think we know what happened to me pals #it's still being worked on at a whopping 2 sentences every other day but i mean!#i played honk at release and then forgot about it and the proceeded to speedrun the whole thing when i found out there's a gay dragon guy #yeah the other guys are cool too ig but. gay dragon.#AND he has a lovers to enemies amnesia tragic backstory what's not to love like?????

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insanechayne · 5 months

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#I actually had interesting things from last night I wanted to share with you #but honestly now it just feels like what’s the point #you sent me barely a few sentences and some of that was literally about the weather #you don’t send me anything else through the whole day like I would usually do with you #so why should I even bother sending more than a few sentences back?#why should I bother trying to carry our conversations if you won’t help me with the burden?#friendship is a two way street you have to walk together #but you’re kinda just standing on your own end expecting me to come to you it seems #I didn’t want to start the day angry but I’m already tired and hungry and in pain #I shouldn’t let you effect my mood so much but you mean too much to me and I care too deeply and now I’m stuck #I know I’ll be fine later on once I get to work but right now I’m just annoyed #you couldn’t think of anything else to say to me? the entire day? you couldn’t figure something out?#personal

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mean-scarlet-deceiver · 2 years

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*studiously pretending yet again to not notice the THREE dunkin' duncan asks in my inbox*

#they've multiplied since the EtRUE rant and one of them specifically cites the EtRUE rant as the reason they want me to go nuts again #😅#some day #but not today #EtRUE is bad in an aggravating way because they clearly actually tried so hard with it #and i don't think enough people involved with it understood why it in fact sucked #but DD #DD is bad in an almost funny way #the script has this whole vibe of a couple of show writers staying up too late to knock something out to meet a deadline #they were exhausted over it and probably drunk #so it's shit but like. in a valid way.#the i-don't-give-a-fuck vibes are amazing #i bet money the entire description for the 'action' sense just consisted of one sentence:#'[AND DAVID DOES SOME OF HIS MAGIC HERE]'#'(don't ask me idk)'#unfortunate because david also didn't really seem to give a fuck about the filming at this point either #anyway yeah #i can't take that episode personally they were just trying to pad out the season with what functioning 'mountain railway' models they had #ttte episode talk #ttte season 6 #dunkin duncan #etrue (derogatory)

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pebblezone · 1 year

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Me when my hands begin to feel like they have been used after using them

#talkingcore #ngl I did forget I did a nerve fuck up in like November + it resurfacing since then wooopppsies #like I think when I just got back from winter break cause there was a whole Dammit guess I must wait til I get home #but hey I’m getting home in like 4 days! wowsers!!#I get to drive I’m sooooooo excited to drive one thing about me is I love driving #<- sentences that would’ve killed 16 year old me

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satanfemme · 2 years

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I really hope the people I knew in high school, but who I immediately lost touch with due to my insanity ofc, still think of me sometimes. be ause then maybe they'd track down my current url on here just to see how I'm doing..... and they'd be greeted by ...... all this. "I'm a DOG BEAST. I love CANNIBALISM and KILLING. DEVIL WORSHIP is hot as hell, but so is SEXUALIZING G-D. <- who loves LEATHER FETISH just like me btw. if I'm not HIGH on edibles and prescription drugs 24/7 I will start setting fire to the people who mildly annoy me."

anyways, I check on their twitters/instagrams sometimes too just to see how they're doing. and they're normal now.

#sorry to be like 'not like other girls' but its a lil funny and I think about it sometimes #someone who I was close with in high school cause we were both suicidal teens. now on twitter in 2022:#''today me and my husband saw the newest marvel movie ^_^ just graduated college and feeling good ^_^''#me on tumblr. the same day:#''hey do u guys think judas iscariot would prefer leather or lace? should I ask him myself? lol btw angels are asking me to kill again :/''#(<- last sentence is a JOKE. I'm making a joke about psychotic stereotypes vs my self image. -#- tbc there's NOTHING wrong with being told those things. but besties dont worry about my health rn <3 #my guardian angels & patron saint r all very nice to me still ESPECIALLY lately. nonstop support hehe :3c okthxbye)#this post (as a whole) is all positive towards me btw. I'm embracing my personality and neurotype best I can❣I'm fun and cute!!

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abimee · 2 years

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ruyan and haurchefabt song for the wedding also. btw.

#everyone cares about ruyan but i do think some of the scions and guests forget that this is meant to be ruyans day #i think she works herself sick keeping everyone else comfortable and happy at her own wedding and they dont notice #and the only person who really sticks up for ruyan is her husband and his husband. and alisiae <3 #alisaie probably brings her a cup of tea to her dressing room after she spends hours difussing the crowd #this is a whole tangent about my idea of ruyans relationship with others and especially the fortemp family but do just know #they care about her so they refuse her fussing. they set their own seats and bring their own food #das love #Spotify #i said hisband twice in one sentence. because i just woke up. but you understand what i meant. family

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wabblebees · 1 year

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the universe is mean as hell but at least its fucking funny

(cw for christian end-times conversion bullshit under the readmore)

#tonight has been ! bad ! and my brain was not a great place to be for most of it bc iiiiits been getting worse. again. so #i went on a walk to clear my head and Stop thinking of being dead but ! lo and fucking behold !#its okay ill be fine i promise #but i was laughing the whole fucking way home #i always take down or wreck shit like this when i see it out+about ((also saw a fucking inf//owars sticker that was too cold to peel off so #i had to take my keys to it until it was unrecognizable)) but when i saw the front of this one i was just like ''oh gross'' and tore it off #but i uhh. wasnt rly expecting that top sentence lmfao #started fuvking cackling like a madman in the street #for context if yr reading this and don't know already/cant tell:#im a xtian cult survivor. this is conservative xtian apocalyptic propaganda shit. im furious this exists but holy shit its fuckin hilarious #reading ''hey pal u ready to die?? god lovehates yr guts'' when yr just trying not to think abt how ready to die u are... fucken incredible #i covered up the url on the bottom + im not gonna show the front ((its fucking awful tho omfg. yhe fuckign flag+white house are on there??#wild lmfao)) bc i dont need their right-wing apocalypse-fearmongering bullshit to get any more web traffic #plus its not like this shit isnt dimeadozen further south/out west. its just been a hot minute since ive seen anyth this edgy-guilt-trippy #in this state. figures. out in the yeehaw-ass back half of mass.#anyway. i hate it here lmao #im more ok now too i promise #walked back home once my phone died + forced myself to eat food+drink water; now im back in bed and texting someone to stay out of my head #i think i might actually go out w better stickers+a knife+some nailpolish remover sometime in the next few days before im headed back home #take down some bullshit and. oooh... think i might put up one of my ''transsexuals have got to get meaner'' sweatermuppet stickers:>#hmmmmm. yeah #cw cult mention #tw christianity #cw bible quotes #cw christianity #tw suicidality #<- just in case.#anyway. i love yall. be careful with yrselves #and if you see bullshit like this please take it down. its trying to funnel people into disgusting right-wing rabbitholes. its dangerous.#bee speaks

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