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amywritesthings · 15 hours

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it's my (second) favorite time of the year!

since i have had one (1) wisp of crisp fall air, i have been dying to write some fall time fun / halloween-related drabbles to KO my burnout and get back into the writing spirit. i totally don't know what i'm doing, but we're gonna vibe anyway to celebrate the season + my milestone of 2.5k+ followers!

some housekeeping rules !!

anyone can participate. (haaay followers how are you?)

you can send as many prompts, questions, + game items as you'd like!

if you're like 'dang amy i wish you'd write this blorbo but it's not on your prompt list of possibilities' please send it anyway!

i may not answer a drabble or ficlet prompt due to muse, time, etc but please do not take this personally.

i won't interact with anything hateful or nasty about a character, ship, show etc. i don't care for negativity, so please keep it on your doorstep and not mine!

have fun!! this is meant to be silly fun! event submissions end 11/01.

activities !!

FICLET/DRABBLES | feel free to send me prompts from links one, two, three, or send me a totally original idea. they can be halloween / fall related, or a random au idea connected to a story i have already written.

ASK ME ANYTHING | got a burning question about a story of mine? have inquiries for me as an author? dying to know my thoughts on a certain show, movie, or video game? just wanna ask what my favorite color is? send it in!

GAMES | fuck - marry - kill: blorbo edition, 3-song playlists for canons (ships or solo) or self ships, truth or dare, etc.

FOR THE LOVELY MUTUALS | send a 🎃 and i'll write you a lil note

characters/fandoms under the cut:

attack on titan — levi ackerman, armin arlert, eren yeager, annie leonhart, hange zoe, erwin smith, jean kirstein

jujutsu kaisen — gojo satoru, choso kamo, megumi fushiguro, yuuta okkotsu, inumaki toge, nanami kento, toji fushiguro, sukuna

my hero academia — bakugou katsuki, midoriya izuku, kirishima eijirou, toshinori yagi, todoroki shoto, dabi, hawks

fields of mistria — march, orlic

wind breaker — sakura, umemiya

baldur's gate 3 — astarion

love and deepspace — xavier, sylus

pedro universe — din djarin, joel miller, dieter bravo

please note: i'm happy to write polyship/threesome dynamics as well

#halloween writing event #sleepover #writing sleepover #fandom sleepover #amys hallosleepover 24

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killjoy-prince · 2 years

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IT TOOK 182 PULLS TO GET HIM

#prince's gaming tag #in my conquest to get him i also got nene and tsukasa #nene was a pity and tsukasa came home naturally #this game hates me and the feeling is mutual #dont be me

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genhenna · 2 years

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This felt like getting married and then spiraling down the relationship into a divorce

#୨୧ enstars #this game hates me and the feeling is mutual #divorcing with ensemble stars #(real)#excited for the 4th dispenser

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sciderman · 2 months

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Which do you prefer, Spideypool or Poolverine?

glances at my decade-long running spider-man and deadpool blog

...hm. good question. i'll have to think about th

#sci speaks #contrary to what people may think. i actually do like spideypool #and it actually. is my favourite.#crazy insane. i know.#i don't know i just don't think logan/wade are end game. logan has got way too much other stuff going on to wind up with wade.#i just think it's hot when logan and wade kiss and stuff.#but i think it will always be hate fucking and will never be stable.#but spideypool... yeah. they're each other's brand of loser. they can make it work.#hi everybody i don't know if you know this about me but. i like spideypool. (sorry)#weirdly i think peter/logan would even work better than wade/logan. am i weird for that?#maybe it's just what i've read. but peter and logan have more mutual respect for each other in a weird way.#it feels more like a balance of powers. whereas with logan and deadpool wade does always kind of feel. like a doormat.#i know logan IS better than that but it's just what i see in a lot of portrayals. wade feels like dirt when he's standing next to logan.#whether logan treats him like dirt or not. doesn't matter. that's how wade feels. wade feels like dirt.#i really like wade being in relationships where he doesn't feel like dirt. 👍 big fan of that.#sure there are plenty of portrayals that have wade feel like dirt when he's with spider-man too. but... not the way i write them.

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kingkatsuki · 5 months

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Specifically thinking about long distance relationships today.

So tell me how you and your f/o would first meet online?

#I feel like Bakugou and I would meet in one of those online games he’s downloaded to mindlessly waste time between shifts #and he’s so foul at first because he thinks I’m weak but we play and he realises that I’m #actually whooping everyone and he’s like well damn okay #and now he’s messaging in the alliance chat and like getting excited when I’m online even tho he tries to hide it #and gets annoyed when other creeps in his alliance try to flirt with me #and then he’s asking for my discord #me and Sanemi get into a fight on discord the first time we interact #in some stupid big server I only joined for the emojis #but he’s a jerk so I tell him to shut up and a message later I find a msg notification and it’s him trying to continue the conversation😭#enjin slides into my dms on Instagram #he finds my post at a concert and hates the fuckboys that are commenting below #ends up messaging me to see if I’m okay but then immediately worries he’s one of those guys #Tamsy I feel like is that mutual I’ve had forever on twt and we like each others posts but we’ve NEVER talked to each other??#it’s not until I’m feeling sad at 2am and I post something self-deprecating that he drops me a msg🥺#and we end up staying up until 5am just talking to each other #Kirishima is ALWAYS the guy that responds to my ‘morning’ with a morning back! every day without fail #and I slide into his DMs one day and ask how he’s ALWAYS awake when I am??? like to say it back so quick #and he admits he’s kinda learned my schedule and he tries to be online for it because it’s one of the best parts of his day #and he likes saying it back😭😭😭 even if he’s off from a night shift and needs sleep he can’t without seeing me msg #Shindou blatantly flirts with me in a gaming discord and I think he’s an incel so I block him #he gets a friend to ping me to beg me to unblock him and I refuse #the friend then sends another message with a screenshot of Shindou basically begging me to unblock him😭#Dot and I meet in one of those AITA Reddit threads #and we end up borderline arguing over whether op is TA #so much that we get told to take it elsewhere😭😭😭#enjo #bakujo #eijo #but also catch me sending Dynamight sassy banter on his official socials😭😂

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pcktknife · 8 months

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I feel like the most annoying person in the world like 90% but if I could just like own it then that'd probably fix my issue. one day maybe

#i just feel like if i open my mouth im gonna piss someone off or if i say something to someone theyd rather i just hadnt spoke at all #i cant believe this is still something that troubles me its so annoying #my friends and mutuals dont secretly hate me and i am a genuine delight to be around. (u_u)#kae.txt #anyways gonna go play games for like 5mins forget i posted this and get embarrassed when i see it when i come back baiii ^_^

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cam-the-orange-cat · 9 months

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I got BG3 back when it was still in beta and have gone through so many Tavs but never finished the game even once. Never have even made it into Act 2. I just get so anxious about decisions and if I'm "playing right." So a couple weeks ago, I start playing but as one of the companions: Lae'zel. She has one goal of which she reminds me of constantly: "I loathe waiting, I crave blood." All my choice anxiety has lifted. I'm just a lanky gith'yanki kid running around and committing war crimes. And my companions are shockingly supportive. Maybe they're cutting me extra slack because they put the youngest of all of them in charge of the group lol

The only time I got a disapproval (from all three of my party members at the time, btw: Astarion, Gale, and Kharlak) was when I booed Volo off the goblin stage. I stand by my booing. He deserved it.

I also haven't reloaded a save once until last night, when I nearly TPK'd us while sneaking around the goblin camp. Gale kept missing his spell attacks, Lae'zel went down first, Kharlak was surrounded by goblins like she was a kpop idol and they were her stans. But ASTARION. Oh man, I've figured out how to play rogue y'all, and I'm unstoppable. Astarion was up in the rafters like Batman just firing off sneak attacks left and right. Beautiful damage output, 10/10.

Had to reload, but will do it again.

#bg3 #lae'zel #astarion #i love this game #i can feel gale judging my battle strategy #i heckin hate gale #wes says i only hate him because i have such bad dice rolls #nah i think gale and i just have a mutual hatred toward each other #i do roll terribly tho #my GM curse affects me rven in CRPGs #cant roll above a ten #thank god Astarion has such great modifiers #every interaction is a carefully considered approach lol #oh shoot theres zevlor i gotta bring wyll from camp #i mustve pissed off the RNG gods in a last life

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chatdae · 19 days

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Grace FUMBLED Ryan! BAD parenting to preach respect and then act contrarily (ie saying she wants him to feel safe, then not allowing him any autonomy). She should've let him leave and come back... or at least explained why she didn't want him to leave before deciding (ex: 'Homelander will kidnap you', etc). She needed to let him make the decision for himself... agh. AAAAA.

And now Butcher's no use because he's committed to being evil and can't offer ANYTHING good to Ryan!!! He was so right, they NEEDED to give Ryan more space... I know the external pressures seemed impossible, but dammit, Grace, this was no way to beat the odds!

(this is about The Boys season four)

#ryan butcher #the boys #How much does Ryan know about his dad's upbringing?#Because he's right... Grace trapping him would've been like Vought and young Homelander... AAAGH #I hate it!!! When the heroes are genuinely more moral than the villains #but they make the same fatal mistakes and doom their cause in the process!!#AAA!!! GRACE!!!!#I don't hate her. I think she was dead wrong but I do not despise her. I know she meant it from the bottom of her heart--#--when she said she loves him.#But as she said it I couldn't help but imagine Barbara saying that to young John in the exact same way...#Grace may not have wanted to be like that but her actions would've had the same effect.#It hurts because I know so much where she's coming from #but it's just dead true that they can't reach a happy ending by treating someone so inhumanely.#Anyway. I hurt #Homelander is EVIL and THE BAD GUY #and this is not mutually exclusive with the fact that HE SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN TREATED LIKE THAT (how Vought raised him)#And it HURTS because the protagonists who were able to get to Ryan understood the first part (Homelander evil)#but not the second!!!! (His upbringing was a moral abomination)#It hurty it hurty because I WANT Ryan to heal...I want SOME kind of closure to what happened to the kid Homelander once was...#Ryan and his dad (insofar as he is Ryan's dad) had the potential to get to that place Hughie described...that place of forgiveness #where it's not win all vs lose all.... where it's confronting hell and making something good out of it...#Homelander was corrupting the trust he and Ryan were building by traumatizing Ryan and pushing him to do evil things....#..but god...GODDD....Hughie was SO RIGHT in his speech... what he and Victoria had is the answer. That's the answer!!!#And there was a MERE GLIMMER of a chance that Ryan and Homelander could enact that healing #And damn!! After the name of the game being 'kill Homelander' for the other three seasons #seeing the answer be 'violence only exacerbates suffering.. let's make things better instead' .... It would've been so amazing...#ah! Too good to be true!!!!#Butcher saying 'If where you feel safest is with Homelander then I won't stop you' HIT SO HARD #knowing that Ryan has felt so afraid....#they made it about the relationship between a child and their abusive parent and uh BIG SURPRISE it's breaking me

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mymp3 · 1 year

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trailer talk

#compendiumnotebook #i probably articulated a lot of my trailer thoughts better to my mutuals and friends i was dming the other day #but the tldr of it is that im kind of disappointed they only seem to be adapting mostly movie and portable stuff #not that i hate hate portable or hate hate the movies #but saying that this is going to be a faithful remake of base 3 and having only portable events and options available + adding movie stuff #feels like a big slap in the face to fes and manga enjoyers. and dont get me started on the hammy lovers.#and also is just straight up incorrect. wish they would say what they're adapting rather than saying its a faithful remake #damn im so sorry yall. especially because if they wanted to do a portable adaptation she should be here.#even if im not her number 1 fan i get how dirty it feels #but tbh i am leaning more towards femc as dlc rather than the answer as dlc now #bc atp it just seems like they take fes for granted and brush it off #bc its not as popular #just feels kind of mean a bit #“manga and fes are there. but portable and movies seem to be popular so we can do more of that!”#minato being able to work a job is something i dont like. he's constantly overworked in every other department of his life.#now hes gotta work too?#it seems like this hero is less chronically ill tired angry and like theyre trying to give him more energy and “wipe away his wrongs”.#iddkkkkkk #im sure I'll warm up to it in game #and find a way to work this into my reading #but for now those are my thoughts #oh! i like his mp3 player saying hi to him. thats precious.

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codexbrainhasbrokenfree · 5 days

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#click for better quality whatever #im coming back to school tomorrow so technically i will have less time to draw rgg stuff so here you go for now #angst angst angst. i only half assume this level of angst. is it cringe? idk i feel like it needed to be this dark to be good #i tried to make the dialogue as close as possible as how waka actually sound. there's a lot of quotes in this.#obviously this would be an internal dialogue happening in between 2001 and 2004. taking a little bit more literally masato's suicide #i really like interpreting aoki as the physical manifestation of masato's self-hatred destructive hateful and self-harm tendencies #the culmination of all of his hurtful and toxic coping mechanisms #there's this scene at the end of the game where he seems to be about to accept ichiban's help and start to atone for his crimes #but then he hears a recording of himself - as aoki - and immediately relapses into his old ways #for me aoki is the voice inside his head driving him to paranoia and self-destruction by pushing away & hurting everyone who cares about hi #i have a pretty clear idea of who aoki was for masato. the voice of societal pressure to put it simply.#but im not sure who masato is for aoki yet... i should think about that more #still fascinating to me that both of them aren't treated as the “true self” of his character. this guy never got the chance to be himself #gotta tag this with actual tags now #codexdraws #y7 spoilers #errr do i need to put tw? just in case a mutual needs it #tw suicide implied #tw ableism #<- internalized and not blatant but still #i am NOT feeling confident about posting this i swear im usually normal and funny (or at least i try to be. very hard)#i think it's very funny of me to post my first rgg comic featuring : waka and ; waka. im a parody of myself

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mrbexwrites · 3 months

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Do you have a favourite tag game you’ve participated in?

Hi Tashie! This is a really good question; I really enjoy 'find the word'-esque tag games, as it allows me to search through my WIPs and share excerpts that I wouldn't normally think to share.

That said, there was a tag game a while back, and whilst I wasn't tagged in it (and wasn't brave enough back then to grab an open tag) that was essentially "build your own book giveaway". It basically let you imagine you were an established author and you had a prize draw, or something similar, and you got to describe what kind of prize bundle would be given away with your book. That one looked a lot of fun, and I've spent too many hours fantasizing about what I'd include for my WIPs!

#answered ask #honestly #I love to be tagged #as otherwise #I feel guilty about sharing my WIP #like I'm being narcissistic or boastful #I'd be a marketing nightmare because I hate attention!!#Tag games allow me to cheat my brain into thinking it's okay to share my work because #if I didn't respond to a tag #I'd be letting down beloved mutuals who think of me for tag games #I have issues... <.<

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killjoy-prince · 12 days

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YEA BABEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#prince's gaming tag #god its so over for me #i wonder if ill feel this way once i meet a certain gambler or if itll feel more intense #or if ill actually like this guy more than the gambler lolol #while im here i wanna tell you guys a little thing that happened regarding him #i was at work scrolling through tumblr and one of my mutuals was blogging about him and the post mentioned his first name which is Veritas #i can't remember if i knew it already and forgot it or if it was my first time reading it but my first reaction was 'HIS NAME IS TRUTH???'#and then not even five seconds later i thought about it and went #'he's a scholar who hates ignorance and wants to spread knowledge to all in order to cure it. ofc his name is truth'#i said all this out loud to no one at work (i think if anyone at work was around and acknowledged my outburst id die on the spot)#oh this happened a while back mind you #before i started playing this game and all i knew about it was what my irls and mutuals on here passed my way

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orangespottedgiraffe · 4 months

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So

#so I got caught up in the Ikemen game fuck me right #anyway mc in the 2nd princes route is down bad like girl get up u worse than the other one at least the other one the feeling was mutual #this ones mean like who u calling slow? 🤨#we lost her damn like #also there was weird story stuff and I’m like first of all u want me to think this man who has never really looked into the whole romance #thing and finds everyone annoying can do that sort of thing like idk im not buying it #I’m sorry like nothing u say will convince me he can say anything nice like it just #‘with a kind gaze…’ 🤨#what I can’t read the premium route but u can buy the epilogue if there is a god they will strike and kill the creator of the gacha game #I blame fortnight #wait 🫢🤭#u know what nvm 😑#ruined the fucking moment with the span of click #he could’ve just been like I get it now. end sentence end thought nothing else but sadly he must make it known he don’t fuck with this shit #u know what I’m sick of this shit #gotta see to the end but this is the last time I’m doing a recommended route.#freaky ass #like #it’s either something rude or cheesy I cat I can’t anymore I’m going to kill myself #like Jesus #yo why the fuck it go from like we kissing to we doing something dirty I can’t stand it #it can fade to black #idk #like I said freaky ass wtf #ew #u know what picture u hate that one where their at the cemetery #mc looks so silly in the back smiling

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mispronouncing-michaelangelo · 1 year

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tagged by @pxiie !! ahh! thank you for the tag, this was legit so fun and also so much thinking haha, i dont play a lot of games so it was hard not to just make them all little nightmares t-t

im going to tag @norsferatu (ofc uwu) @teddytoroa @makahitaki @vanarobot and @egg-is-killing-me but no pressure aye

#okay so i didnt pick a best soundtrack because it would have just been little nightmares and subnautica and inside #and inside and LN are kinda just ambient noise but im not willing to commit to subnautica #and while i dont fundamentally agree with the idea of guilty pleasure (enjoy what you want; ya know??) i also play mean runs of detroit #i play a lot of kill connor runs where i kill him as much as possible just for fun #and that i suppose is a guilty pleasure #i also feel bad for the android that greets you in the home screen #and i dont hate minecraft i just never really got into it aye #it seems lovely and charming but its the same as like the sims for me? like i personally am just not the target market #also that childhood game is a neopets game called fyoras quest and its so fun and you play as a little frog man #anyway ill stop rambling!! but thank you for the tag! and mutuals dont feel pressured or anything to do this one ^-^

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yrlocalghost · 7 months

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chara being The Favourite is so frustrating because in this silly little haha game with so many goofy, endearing characters 15 year old me decided that the favourite should be God’s Most Suicidal Baby who's entire story exists near entirely as subtext and surroundings

#i also feel like i skipped being edgy as a teenager and got to it now or something #because i have always deeply related to them Extremely and have a rant about that always but 15 yr old me’s stance on humanity would #have been something about disliking it but at least Wanting to believe in the potential of inherent goodness etc etcetera #but now it is like. ‘’chara hated humanity’’ ‘’Heell Yeah Me Too 👍’’#anyways my friend said they exist as a vibe counterweight to 80% of the game and i think that is very true lol #''you can stack hotdogs on your head and go on garbage dump dates and also it's so funny tears run down your face''#i want to clarify that my distaste is more about people in general/conceptually but i like individuals. it is hard to explain #i enjoy chatting with people about mutual interests and care about people #and i just also want to live isolated in the woods where only people i invite can find me

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bpdsplitter · 7 months

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I want to join some sort of bpd community or group or something so I can have someone I can talk to who really GETS it, you know?

but I'm terrified that I'm going to join and they're just going to like

exile me for not being the standard of bpd or hate me or idk just

I mean, I've been coping alone for this long, I can probably handle more of it right? ugh

#bpd #you can feel free to ignore this is just a #vent #bpd vent #all of this purely because my fp mentioned a mutual friend maybe flirting with them and then stopped answer #and I know why they stopped answering- they're AT WORK #like it is PERFECTLY REASONABLE for them not to respond #but my brain is still saying that they hate me and are going to leave me for the mutual friend and then I'll never hear from either of them #ever again but like that's so silly but #we don't even really play xbox games together anymore and i just #i feel so alone :')#sighs whatever just #back to youtube to numb my stupid over thinking ass brain

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