#this genuinely left me speechless 😭

[sejjiplinth]

“you’re my friend. he doesn’t need to pay me to help you.” / “you’re the only reason i’ve lasted this long, coriolanus. i need to stop causing you trouble.”

[tarjapearce]

Lips anon! MY HEART 😭 Gabi is such a sweetheart ❤️ Imagine her being particularly pouty, and when Mama asks what's wrong, she's like "I want a little sibling!"

Mama thinks it's funny, but later that night, Miguel is like, "Gabi wants to be a big sister. We should get to work, cariño..."

I can just picture this like:

Gabriela wasn't a quiet child, perhaps a bit pouty when she thought too much on something, another trait inherited from Miguel. And you couldn't help stare at her as she had fixated her somewhat little glare on the fruit she was munching on.

"Are you ok, cariño?"

She just nodded and you stopped chopping some vegetables for tonight's dinner.

"Something on your mind?" You prodded softly not wanting to be overbearing or too pushy. She sighed.

"Everyone in school is talking about how fun is to be an eldest sibling, and Raquel is always all 'my little brother this, my little brother that'" She sighed, annoyed, as your cheeks flushed, knowing now where this was going.

It didn't help that Miguel just walked in, glasses on his face, a mug of coffee in hand and a relaxed expression on his face, that instantly turned into a curious one as he kissed Gabi on the forehead.

"¿Qué le pasa a mi solecito?" (What's wrong with my little sunshine?)

He then kissed you and put his mug on a nearby counter.

"Quiero" She paused and cleared her throat, her hands folded before her, as if she was trying to make a serious negotiation.

"I want a sibling."

Miguel and you froze, most of the nervous glances came from you, Miguel seemed to actually be contemplating it. You elbowed him when Gabriela's stare fell on you upon the silence stretching too long.

"Gabriela, mi amor..." you trailed. A few of the spanish endearment words you had learned from Miguel, "A sibling isn't something that just pops out of nowhere."

"How do you make them then?"

Shit.

Miguel couldn't help but genuinely look at the scene displaying before him with amusement in his eyes. He wanted to laugh, hia fangs poking enough self control.

"W-Well, you see..." your stuttering only made her little frown to turn more curious. Of course she was a smart girl, and explaining where the babies came from was something you had been mentally preparing yourself to do. She was 10.

"Do you know how a baby grow into my belly, right?"

She nodded, curiosity making her eyes round in wonder.

"Teacher explained us that it takes a long time to grow a baby"

"Indeed. Nine months actually" She gasped and frowned.

"But... that means I won't be a big sister until next year?!"

"It's a delicate process, mi amor."

She sighed and nodded, disappointed.

"But, that means the making takes a long time as well then?"

She wasn't leaving it. But if one thing you had learned is to never underestimate the understanding capacity of a kid. You weren't squeamish about talking on sexuality or Sex Ed to Gabriela, you just weren't prepared for it. But the time had come.

"It's quite simple, but it's not always successful. Babies are made when the sperm fertilizes an egg that is my uterus. Right here." You pointed at your lower belly.

"And how does that happen?"

"Something called, sexual intercourse, mi sol." Miguel spoke with a serious expression.

"And what is that?"

"When your father and I love each other, including our bodies."

"Ah..." She looked like putting two and two together and it suddenly clicked.

"Then, you better start soon."

Gabriela shrugged as you both were left speechless.

"A baby girl would it be too much to ask?"

"Let me see what I can do, alright? Go change for dinner" Miguel nodded with a smile as Gabriela hopped off the chair and left you alone. He sighed as you remained there, almost a bit too stunned of how things just happened.

"My god..."

"It was a good talk. Don't worry."

"I worry. She wants a baby sister."

"Guess we have to work hard to get her a baby sister, hm?"

Your cheeks grew impossibly red.

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(Yeah, kiddos understand way better than people give em credit for. 👀)

[candychasse]

Hey, please, could you do male osoro x male reader? Whatever scenario you want, I just need some male osoro in my life! 😭😭

YOUR WISH IS MY COMMAND!

A Date With Osaro.

Contents: Male reader, delinquent shenanigans, Y/n is smitten with Osoro lol, as per usual not proofread so sorry if any spelling errors.

Side note: sorry I've been super delayed in requests, time management is not my strong suit.

How He Asks You Out..

Your soul nearly left your body when your crush pulled you aside in the hallway. And then you came to your senses and remembered he was regarded as one of the 'leader' of your school's delinquents. So to say you were conflicted was an understatement.

While you were deciding whether to fear for your well-being or be grateful your crush even paid attention to you. You failed to notice the ever growing blush on the face of the boy who is cornering you against a wall in the now emptied hallway. His clementine orange eyes glared over your head at the wall behind you, he knew if he looked at you he'd be rendered speechless.

Mentally cussing himself out for how lame he must look right now. He finally speaks.

"Meet me after school tomorrow outside the gates."

How you both prepare for the date.

To say what Osoro said didn't help would be an understatement. He was perfectly unclear. As you ironed your uniform, something you never usually do, you didn't know whether this will be what you wear to your funeral or to the first date with your future husband. As you brushed your teeth you didn't know whether you were about to have one or five of them knocked out after school, or was about to kiss your crush today under the setting sky.

~Meanwhile with Osoro~

Luckily for Osoro he did know what he was preparing for. But unluckily for the young delinquent, he had zero experience in dating before this. His friends were no help either, giving advice along the lines of 'if you smoke while on the date, offer him one too!' Or 'Never ask two different people out on a date on the same day." So now he stood in his bathroom, debating whether or not to even go to school today. But the thought of you standing alone waiting by the gates for him motivated him to at least give it a try.

And the date begins.

It seemed the whole school was whispering today, you tried to shrug it off but the amount of ominous 'good luck's you've heard today is enough to make you a nervous wreck. It honestly made you feel ridiculous for even thinking he'd genuinely ask you out. So now here you stand, nervously waiting for your inevitable fate.

While you were praying to every god you know of, Osoro was slowly walking over to you, equally as nervous though he'd never admit it. "Hey." He said all awkward and nervous. "Uh, Hi." You replied, trying to decide whether you wanted to look at him or avoid eye contact. Then he did something unexpected, he laughed. And smiled. You feel your face heat up immediately. "What?" You asked, now looking directly at him in confusion, people don't usually laugh at the people their about to beat up right? Right?!? To your dismay He only laughed more in your face at your reaction. "You looked exactly like a fucking frog when you were doing that!" He responded, causing you to be caught off guard. "What on earth is that supposed to mean?!?" You replied, now suddenly far more willing to square up. "Chill out, you looked cute staring off into two different directions." He said casually still smiling. 'Cute?!?' You thought momentarily before it clicked. "Wait so this IS a date?" You spoke, shock fiddling your face and voice. "What else would it be?" He asked before taking your hand and leading you to who knows where.

Osoro's hands were rough and his grip was unshakable, much like a stone in the middle of a rapid river standing strong. Osoro could hardly keep track of the direction he was going with the thought of the boy with fancy hair and shiny eyes walking hand in hand with him. Feeling butterflies grow in his stomach he picks up the pace. Rushing into various alleyways as you could barely keep up.

Osoro finally slows down when you both reach a small and honestly kinda dinky, ramen shop which looks as though it could fall apart at the touch of a hand. "You like ramen right?" He asked, letting go of your hand and turning to face you. "Uh, yeah. Who doesn't?" You say as plainly as you can, still internally freaking out over the fact this is in fact a date.

Entertaining the restaurant, you're met with a delightfully warm restaurant. With warm lighting, vintage decor from the seventies, and the smell of fresh ramen broth. You both sat at the counter, the worker greeted Osoro with a warm smile. "Osoro! Is this the boy you've been talking about?" The worker teases but quickly shuts up after a clear 'shut your trap before I shut it for you.' Glare from Osoro. You would've noticed the worker didn't even take your order before going to get the food, had you not been mesmerized by Osoro putting his golden hair up into a ponytail. If he was in ancient greece he'd be turned into a flower, he was just that handsome.

"So, how did you find out about this place?" You asked. "I hung out in the area last summer and would grab lunch here." He answered plainly, which took you aback. "Really? From what I saw there wasn't much to do in the alleyways. What did you do anyways?" You questioned as the food was placed on the counter in front of you. "Gang wars." He said casually before taking a bite of his ramen, causing you to choke on yours. "Oh, don't worry my gang won." He said with a small smile. Clearly amused by the way concern and curiosity glimmered in your eyes.

The rest of dinner was equally delightfully awkward. With you asking a generic ice breaker and Osoro replying the most casually unhinged answer. But soon enough the end of the night came, and so did your curfew.

"Thanks, this date was actually rather nice. I can't believe I actually thought you were gonna beat me up tonight." You said scratching your cheek slightly from embarrassment. "And what? Steal your lunch money?" He asked teasingly, causing you to flush and laugh at the comment. "Yeah I guess so." You replied. "Have a nice night Osoro." You said happily ending the conversation and turning to leave.

But Osoro grabbed your arm before you could turn. And before you knew it, his lips were pressed against your own. It took you by surprise, but was a nice surprise, much like this date and night.

[asraxfile]

A cherry is nothing without its pair.

sypnosis: your secret admirer 'Cherry' is also your clasmate Seo Soojin pairing: Seo Soojin x fem!reader word count: 2k (it took longer than I expected😭😭) warnings: kissing, mentions of Yuqi from (G)I-DLE and Jake from ENHYPEN

Walking to the school entrance, loud pupil’s chattering filled your ears. You were always considered an outsider unlike some people. You had a few friends that you could talk to just enough that you don’t feel lonely. But even they were someone more than you. As you analyzed the different friend groups that were dispersed through the school grounds, you saw her.

Seo Soojin, the most popular student in your school. She was loved and admired by literally everyone in school. You were lucky to even be in the same class as her. She was literally glowing the most among the other students. Despite her high reputation, she was really polite and calm for her own good. But what gave you hope she would notice you one day? At least that’s how you viewed it all.

Even if you were an outsider, there was something that you have been receiving for about 2 weeks that made you even more confused about yourself. You were receiving love letters, from a secret admirer that goes by the name Cherry. One part of you thought it was a prank by someone who had spare time to mess with you,but the other side of you thought the opposite.

Opening your locker, you were met by the same brown envelope with a small pink cotton heart in the middle just like you did everyday. “My question is just how many envelopes does Cherry have, to send you everyday??” You heard a loud but a husky voice behind you, looking at your hands who held the letter. “Oh my god, Yuqi you scared me?!” Turning around to face your best friend, Yuqi. In response she just chuckled at your reaction. “Chilllll It’s just me.” She uttered, her eyes grazing on the letter. “Are you gonna open it or??” Yuqi questioned as her tone filled her curiosity. “You’re acting as if you got it.” You replied as you opened the envelope, revealing the small white paper inside. “I wish.” Yuqi leaned closer to you to see what was written in today’s letter.

“Dear Y/n,

I hope this letter finds you well. I couldn't help but notice how your presence brightens up even on the dullest days. I often find myself lost in thought, wondering what secrets hide behind your captivating eyes. There's something about you that draws me to you, and I can't help but feel slight admiration about you.

With each passing day, my admiration for you grows, and I can't help but hope that maybe, just maybe, you might feel the same way about me. Maybe it's the way you carry yourself with your quiet life, or the way you laugh so gently. Whatever it is, know that you've captured my attention in a way no one else has. And in the near future, I will tell you how much I actually admire you.

Forever yours,

Cherry.”

Genuine words left you and Yuqi speechless. A slight blush couldn't wait to form on your face. “This letter feels like it’s longer than the other ones you received.” Yuqi concluded as she leaned back. “Do you maybe have any idea who Cherry might be?? Maybe it’s someone’s nickname, not name.” Looking over Yuqi, she raised her shoulders signaling that she had no idea who Cherry might be. ‘when will I finally meet them?’ sadness took over your face as you packed the letter in your bag and headed to walk Yuqi to her class

“By the way, have you thought about going to Jake’s party this weekend??” Yuqi asked as you two paced through the school halls. You looked at Yuqi in disbelief, “Girl, I told you I don’t like those parties.” Yuqi sighed in false hope and looked over at you. “Who knowssss, maybe you would meet your secret admirer there.” She teased as she opened her classroom door. “No way, It’s probably a prank or something. Besides, I have a presentation to make for next week. Now bye bye and cya at the break.” Closing the door on Yuqi, you shrugged your shoulders, furrowing your eyebrows.

[During class]

The subject of today’s literature class were some kind of lyrical love songs from the renaissance. As most of your classmates groaned in annoyance of how boring this lesson will be, you were fascinated by it. Nothing was filling your mind but your secret admirer, Cherry. The love song was written so gently, so thoughtfully with pure emotion of love in it.

While listening to your teacher present the love song you felt a pair of dark brown eyes on your skin, making you feel a twinge of goosebumps. Turning to your right you were met by Soojin’s eyes who immediately looked away from you. ‘Whaaaaaat???’ as you questioned yourself, millions of questions raged your mind as you tried to process what just happened.

‘Maybe something was on my face or in my hair?!’ Trying to excuse the fact that your crush just looked at you. A slight blush made its way on your cheeks as your confusion got even more bigger. Well, you realized it has become a habit of Soojin sneaking glances at you, but this time you caught her. ‘Why is she doing this? is she maybe…Cherry?’’

At the short break between the 2nd and 3rd class you were already exhausted with school. Yuqi had her class and most probably won’t visit you now. Laying your head on your seated desk you heard students laughing, walking, even running in your ears. Until you heard a soft voice call out your name. “Y/n?” You opened your eyes and raised your head to look at the mysterious voice.

Soojin.

“I-I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable when I looked at you then. You looked like something was bothering you. Are you…okay?” She muttered out, for someone this popular you didn’t think she would stutter and mutter while speaking to an outsider like you.

“Oh Soojin— y-yes I’m okay, you don’t have to worry for me.” Lying to her face you nervously put a smile on your face. The thing with your secret admirer wasn’t bothering you that much, but it still did. “If you need someone to talk to, I’m here.” Soojin exclaimed, smiling bright back at you. Lost in her smile, you zoned out while looking at her.

“You’re so pretty…” you muttered out those gentle words as Soojin’s expression changed into a shock. The tips of her cheeks became the color red. “W-wait, I’m so sorry about that, it was so sudden. I'm sorry if you’re not uncomfortable I—” A laugh escaped Soojin’s mouth. “It’s okay, Y/n. Thank you for the compliment.” She smiled even brighter at you, still blushing.

[at the break, on the school rooftop]

“SOOJIN WAS BLUSHING WHEN YOU ACCIDENTALLY SAID SHE WAS PRETTY?!?!”

Yuqi’s loud extroverted voice called in shock, a crumb of her sandwich almost falling out her mouth. “SHH YUQI don’t be yelling she might hear us somewhere?!” You shushed her as you pulled her arm to sit down next to you on the bench. “Girl, there’s no way she doesn’t feel AT LEAST something for you.” Yuqi exclaims while taking a large bite of her sandwich. “What do you mean?” You asked, looking at her with a confused tone and furrowed eyebrows. “Well, you see” Yuqi started as the wind blew a warm breeze against your and Yuqi’s hair.

“You know how Soojin is the “beauty of the school”? Well she gets those compliments every day and she must've been annoyed by them as the time passed. And suddenly when you tell her the same she is blushing??” She hit her tights lightly as she explained it all to you. In truth, you didn’t want to believe that, but you did.

“Soooo, Soojin might have a crush on me?” You asked, something popping a realization in your head. “WAIT What if Soojin is…” Without finishing, you looked at Yuqi who lightly shook her head as a sign of agreement.

“She might be Cherry.”

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.

As the days passed, Soojin and you started to talk more. As you two communicated more, the letters have been coming even more. The letters from Cherry and having a crush on Soojin made you feel complicated feelings. Both of them were so nice but you didn’t even meet Cherry. The desire to meet them was getting stronger day by day, you couldn't wait any more. Until, this happened.

“My dearest Y/n,

I’ve grown to like you even more during our journey. So I made up my mind and want you to meet me. I want to tell you how much you actually mean to me and I want to see your beautiful smile while you find out who I really was all this time.

At the end of the day, meet me at that school’s old tree behind the school, where most students go to sit at the break. I’m looking forward to meeting you, my sunflower.

Forever yours,

Cherry.”

Happiness and flusteredness took over your face as you read Cherry’s letter. “I’ll finally meet them!!’ you thought as you packed the letter inside your bag.

As the school hours passed, a loving but nervous feeling fulfilled your brain and heart. Curious to find out the identity of your secret admirer, you were smiling all day. You couldn’t even sit still and when Yuqi found it all out she was as excited as you were.

As you walked down the path of the school’s old tree that was blooming for new pupils during this spring time, you were looking everywhere. Filled with various emotions, you climbed the tiny hill and waited for someone to come.

The gentle breeze washed through the leaves of the old tree, you waited nervously, heart pounding with a constant rhythm. Each passing moment felt like an eternity, the excitement and nervousness swirling within you. Then, footsteps were all you heard from behind, and you turned to see no other than Soojin emerging from the back of the tree. She smiled warmly at you, her eyes filled with a mix of softness and affection.

"Are you waiting for someone?"

Soojin asked, her voice soft and gentle like a flower’s petal falling. ‘Is it her?’ You hesitated for a moment, then replied with a smile, "Y-yes I am, and you?" You asked just to be sure to not let any misunderstandings happen. Soojin's expression softened even more as she took a step closer.

"I would have if you came here later, but now I’m happy we finally met."

Your heart skipped a beat at her words, the realization washing over you like a wave.

Soojin was Cherry, your secret admirer all along.

"I... I can't believe it," you stuttered out, feeling a rush of emotions while you looked into Soojin's nervous eyes. Soojin reached out, gently cupping your face in her hands. "I wanted to show you my feelings in a way that felt true to us. I hope you understand." Soojin placed a strand of hair behind your ear, looking so carefully in your eyes like you were made out of sugar. "I do... and I feel the same way." In that moment, everything else faded away, the whispers of the wind, the rustle of leaves. Until it was just the two of you beneath the blossoming tree.

Out of such love for Soojin, in a second, you took her arm and hugged her tightly, hugged her so that she can feel how much you’ve waited for this and how much you loved her. Soojin hugged you back letting out a giggle. She then took you by your upper arms and looked deeply into your eyes. A small petal from the tree found its way tangled in your hair, but Soojin took it off as she placed a strand of your hair behind your ears once again, this time closing a gap between you and giving you a heartfelt kiss, which you of course kissed back.

“I love you so much, Cherry.” You exclaimed between the deep kisses. “I love you too, my Y/n.” the term 'my' next to your name gave you butterflies. Soojin grazed your waist as she muttered out those words and kissed you once more.

[lowkeyren]

Hii I hope I'm not intruding, but I was overcome with the urge to rant after I read your alhaitham childhood sweetheart fic. Truly amazing piece of work. Genuinely, my jaw is hanging. I had to clutch my heart in fear it would grow legs and leap out of my chest. Was absolutely swooning.

Anyways. I just wanted to say how Fanfiction is one of the best things to ever exist in this world. It has the potential to ruin and destroy but also heal and fulfill. And I can't appreciate artists enough in this regard because they bring to life, life. If that makes sense. They color a black and white world. They fill the heart with so much imagination and instill so much hope. Love exists because of their creative liberty. And the way writers incorporate all these seemingly minor details to a character just builds them in a light we either yearn for or relate to. I'm rambling this off to you solely because of how much I love alhaitham and how much your fic truly brought me to life. It was insanely well written in my eyes. I loved alhaithams portrayal. I loved the idea.

You captured it so well that i could taste the sweetness of a sweet on my tongue. Oooh and that little moment with alhaitham, cyno, nari and kaveh left me grinning so hard. LIKE I LOVE THE DIALOGUE. nothing too wow or dramatic but it fits and flows o well together with the characters and the story. oh lord and when alhaitham meets us at the end. I'm in love with the way he loves us. [without waiting for an answer, you decide to indulge him, linking your pinky with his. as your thumbs briefly touch, you catch the look in his eyes —serious, yet with a softness that makes your heart skip. “a promise that i’ll be by your side as long as sugar tastes sweet,” he says, his voice low and sincere.] This needs to be framed and hung on my wall. AS LONG AS SUGAR TASTES SWEET? GET OUT OF HERE. adorable. Heart twisting, gut wrenching. I'm rolling on the dirt floor crying. And then u have him say ["so come back with me"]

I'm in a romantic mood. I'll go cry about this. Not getting over it ever. You're amazing. Thank you

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HEYA NO URE NOT INTRUDING AT ALL!!!! u actually made my made my whole week. no joke :') TYSM FOR READING THE FIC IM SO GLAD PPL LIKED IT AHHHHHH

your ask legit left me speechless for like 3 days straight. to hear that my fic had that kind of impact on you, esp on alhaitham's characterization, is beyond rewarding. genuinely, thank you for taking the time to share your comments with me —it seriously means the world to me!!!! (GOD URE SO SWEET URE SO SWEET URE SO S— cavities.)

AND YOU LOVING THE DIALOGUE? THANK YOU, I STRUGGLED WITH THAT SO MUCH ARRUGHHH (cus i was like dang this is such a perfect chance to include a 4ggravate scene but i was so worried i wld mischaracterize them LMAO)

dw i lowkey giggled at alhaitham's last few lines too (so come back w me / as long as sugar tastes sweet) i tried out other lines, but i ended up sticking with these ones because it felt the most impactful to me SO IM THRILLED TO HEAR THAT OTHERS THINK SO TOO (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ

you, you're amazing, dear reader. thank you for your kind words, you lovely wonderful sweet soul <3

[kyokutsu-sama]

you really out here doing the most with your writings they're so good 😭 could I ask for platonic hcs for Asta and Yuno with a fem reader who grew up with them at the church and also became a magic night with them and is like their sibling/best friend, basically being in a trio with them? And also she acts like an older sister even though she's younger than them and always calls them her "stupid kid brothers" but genuinely cares for them lol. Pretty much just platonic fluff 😊 (if you don't write for these characters feel free to ignore this I'm sorry I didn't know if you had specific rules or characters you wrote for 😭)

Hii!! I'm glad to hear that you liked my writings. Thank you☺️

It's okay, I really write for the characters you asked me and the request was cute❤️

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You arrived at the Hage orphanage a month after the two little boys, you had also been another child who had been left in the hands of Sister Lily and Father Orsi.

It wasn't difficult for you to adapt to the people there, especially your two best friends. Asta and Yuno.

They were the complete opposites of each other and you were the balance of both, always taking care of both of them even though you were the youngest and they often offered to help you.

You were always running here and there with the boys and playing around. You also liked to help Yuno develop his magic (And kicking the ass of other idiots who try to mess with him since Yuno didn't know how to defend himself and always ran away from fights unlike Asta). You also try to get Asta's head that sister Lily couldn't marry him because she was a nun (But he never listened to you)

When the three of you passed the tests to become magic knights, you made a point of going to each of the two to hug them and congratulate them for having achieved it, especially Asta, after everyone said that he would never become one due to lack of Magic. Asta was also very happy for you and thanked you for being a great support to him all this time.

Whenever the squads worked together, you always tried to stay as close as possible to the two so that you could join forces on the battlefield against the enemies.

They often told you to back off a little for safety but the truth is that you always ended up staying in the front line and showing them how strong you had become.

All that show of power, left them surprised and speechless. They were very proud of you for becoming an unstoppable magical knight.

The three of you used to meet up after missions or on your days off to talk while taking long walks around the capital city or even to train together.

You also always kept an eye on them when they went out at night because at the slightest inconvenience, you would jump into action without hesitation to protect them from anyone who tried to magic them.

They saw you as a mother lion who protected her cubs (Mereoleona 2.0)

But the truth is, you were just their protective little sister and you just wanted to see them smile and out of harm's way. And you wouldn't mind to kick both of their asses if you knew they'd gotten into trouble.

You will also make it clear that no matter what happens, they can always count on you for whatever they need.

[b4rbi3l4nd]

SOS — i might kill my ex

Alr y'all, third chapter is OFFICIALY OUTT, thank you all again for all the love shown on the previous chapters, I will make a masterlist after the fifth chapter so keep an eye out on that. I'm thinking of starting oneshots and imagines but i don't know if y'all want me to wait till i finish SOS or not 😭 cuz i can pop out a new chapter pretty much every 2-3 days. Tell me what y'all want and I'll provide but anyways, enjoy!

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐋

GIF by mandalor-din

series summary: you broke up with shuri a few years ago and left wakanda for good until namor. now that he's killed the queen and multiple wakandan civilians, he's seen as a great threat and as former second in command at shuri's lab and wakanda's loyal warrior it is your duty to return and fight for your country. but a certain somebody makes the mission way too hard to deal with.

episode summary: you thought you died but unfortunately, you didn't and now you're being kept hostage in prison. another attack on Wakanda ensues which tests your loyalty to your country vs your sanity. eventually, you're put on trial for treason and in court, things take an unfortunate twist of events

genre: ANGST, slow, slow, slow burn

pairing: shuri x black fem reader

episode warnings: mature dialogue, cursing, trauma, shouting, mentions of death, suicide, missing people etc. this is a series. you are currently looking at the third chapter of the series, please go to my profile to read the previous chapters before continuing (if you haven't read the other chapters yet, if so, please continue)

taglist: @yvxmpire, @sweetalittleselfish-honey, @xxmilli, @queenofsimpsblog, @ziayamikaelson, @shuriislut, @atssukoo, @widowmakker, @cuddl3s4shur1, @n7cje, @ts1mp0ne

proofread?: no but if there are errors then it's grammarly's fault.

word count: girl idfk

inspirations: 'SOS' — SZA

song: 'Kill Bill' — SZA

send your thoughts and requests

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Your eyes dart open and you gasp for air.

"Calm down, calm down."

You hear a voice talking to you but it's muffled. It's like you're underwater. You're coughing and gasping, breathing heavy. It takes you almost a minute till the feeling washes away.

Slowing down you're breathing you look around, realizing you're sitting on the floor in a black room. You lift your hands up and the sounds of chains fill the room, same as your legs. You're in a cell but not just any cell, the cell.

You sigh. They only put the worst criminals in these cells and for some reason, you were put here. You know exactly why though. Shuri, or Malia. One of those bastards got you here.

You look to your left to see Nakia standing on the other side of the cell. It was like there was nothing in front of you, dividing you between you and her but you knew there was an invisible vibranium wall there that pushed anything back that approached it with maximum force.

And you know that because

you built it.

"So what's the trend now? Put me in my own creation? You guys know that I know how to get out of here right?" You say, tugging at the chains and Nakia sighed.

"This isn't the cell you created...Malia created it."

It takes you a minute before you laugh out loud. You're actually genuinely laughing but then you looked at Nakia and it ceased.

"Seriously? That dumb bimbo actually does stuff around here?" You say surprised as Nakia looks at you sternly.

"Don't call her that, she is going to be our queen one day."

"Why does everyone keep saying that-"

"Shuri confirmed it."

Your eyes widened at this and you looked at her like she was crazy.

"What?"

"Shuri...she wants to marry her." Nakia finished, leaving you speechless.

"No!" You stand up abruptly, lunging to get outside of the cell but reality pulls you back, literally. The chains tightened and you're sent flying until your back hits the wall you were just resting on. You slump down with a thud.

You weren't jealous that Malia and Shuri were going to get married. Okay, maybe a little bit. But you were more concerned that Wakanda was going to fall and you knew this because if Malia got her hands on that crown, so would Namor.

"Nakia, you can't let her do that, there's something I need to tell you, tell all of you-" You started but she cut you off.

"I'm not even supposed to be here..but Y/N...why would you do this to yourself" She looked at you sympathetically like she wanted to cry. Nakia was one of your closest friends, like a sister to you. She took a deep breath then paused, hearing some footsteps before putting her hand to her lips and walking in the opposite direction.

As soon as she disappeared out of sight, a new woman stepped in.

You scoffed at the sight and turned your head to the side.

"You can act coy all you want but you're at my mercy now."

Shuri.

You turned back to face her as she moved her kimoyo beads across the vibranium border. A small patch opened up and she dropped a tray of food through it before closing it once again.

You watched it clatter on the floor, some food pieces spilling out.

"Eat." She said as she sat down on a stool across from your room cell.

"I'd rather die, just kill me now. I don't want to be alive when you make a fool of yourself at that altar." You narrow your eyes at her and she scoffed.

"Why do hate my fiancee?" Shuri asked and you paused before sitting up straight.

"Fiancee? How long was I passed out?"

"2 weeks." She said, shrugging as your eyes widened. "You slipped off the window and fell from the 20th floor, once you hit the floor, everyone thought you were dead. You rolled off into the water and stayed below there for about 20 minutes till you were eventually found. You momentarily died."

You looked at her face, she had no sign of a sympathetic expression or even an expression at all.

"Why did you save me then.."

"I didn't." She almost looked offended that you assumed and you let out a shaky breath. "Riri did, she did everything in her power to save you, then you were put in a coma and now you're awake. Congrats."

You blinked back tears and looked down.

"So you really don't care?"

"The Crown" and "Euphoria" reference...more like dialogue coming in. Disclaimer, I took some dialogue from these shows and put it in the chapter. Some parts are mine, some are directly from the show, but I don't own the ones from the show so yea.

"You're no longer my priority Y/N. You haven't been for years." Shuri stood up, walking over to your cell, standing right in front of you. "I have way more important people to worry about."

"Who are you referring to?"

"Malia."

"Why would I care about her?!" You said, raising your voice slightly.

"BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT HER!" She screamed at you, causing you to look up at her with a frown on your face. "MORNING NOON AND NIGHT, I CARE ABOUT HER!" She paused, taking a deep sigh. "And you hurt her. And if you hurt her...you hurt me." She turned around and started walking away only to stop and then look at you. "Malia is who I want, that is where my loyalties lie. That is who my priority is."

"Not the woman who's suffered, bled, and sacrificed so much for you?"

"Don't bring the family into this."

"Alright. NOT THE WOMAN YOU PROPOSED TO?! THE WOMAN WHO STUCK IT OUT FOR YOU, THE WOMAN WHO ACTUALLY KNOWS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY?! THE WOMAN WHO WAS THERE WHEN YOUR FATHER DIED?! DO YOU REMEMBER HUH? REMEMBER YOUR THOUGHTS?! I LOST SLEEP FOR YOU, EVERY DAY I WAS WONDERING IF YOU WERE GOING TO COMMIT AND I'D NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN. THE WOMAN WHO CARRIED YOUR CHILD?! The woman who loves you..."

You whispered the last parts as Shuri just shook her head, looking off to side.

"No...you fucking left me..when I fucking needed you.." She turned over to you, pointing at you with tears in her eyes. "You fucking left me...when I was at my fucking low- ha..." She couldn't even finish her words because she was starting to tear up and cry. She turned around and took breaths in, sniffing.

Your tears started to fall as you took in what she said.

"You fucking left me...at my FUCKING lowest...and a real fucking girlfriend, someone who loves you wouldn't do some shit like that Y/N!"

"Really? What is this now, pin the blame on the donkey?!" You voiced out through your sobs. "Don't act all innocent now." You breathed in, your voice starting to crack, your breathing getting heavy.

"My dad.." you started. "He's gone." Those words were more a whisper. "He's gone and he's gone because of YOU!"

"Remember those weapons you gave him...huh?! Said it would help him better in combat? DO YOU FUCKING REMEMBER?!" You screamed at her, moving your hands up but the chains held you down.

"IT BLEW UP IN HIS FUCKING FACE SHURI!"

"It was still in testing..." she started.

"YOU GAVE HIM YOUR WORD! You promised..."

"And you wanna know how I found out that my father died Shuri? THROUGH A FUCKING EMAIL. WHAT KINDA SHIT IS THAT HUH?! TELL ME! WHAT KINDA SHIT IS THAT?!" You bit your lip hard as you tired to steady your breaths.

"I didn't even get to say goodbye...."

As you recalled your last encounter with your father, it was more of an angry one. He was angry that you were leaving Wakanda and you guys got into a huge fight.

"Y/N...you disappoint me, daughter."

Those words hit you like spears to the heart, and they still do now. You've always been a daddy's girl, he loved you so, so much and the fact that those were his last words to you, broke your heart.

"My little brother..." You started again as Shuri folded her lips, trying not to cry.

"He's gone. I don't know where he is Shuri. He was just 13, he was still a KID!" You were now coughing, the tears overtaking you, blurring your vision.

"They took him. And you swore. You swore to EVERYONE that you and T'Challa would bring him back. You swore to my mother...you swore to my father...you swore to me. You gave me your word. You promised me...and you broke it. That was 6 years ago. But hey, I still stuck beside you didn't I?" Your voice was breaking at that point. You were just 16 when he was taken from your family.

"And then our child, Bast bless their heart."

This one got you both, you both turned around, and you didn't even have the strength to continue. Your sobs filled the room. You were only 20 when you found out you were pregnant, Shuri was 21.

Shuri was still suffering from the death of her father and then getting engulfed with her lab work, it just wasn't working out between you guys.

When you broke the news to her, it was a celebration. Everyone was happy but 2 weeks and it blew over. The stress from all your problems at Wakanda and in your relationship caused a miscarriage.

Shuri didn't speak to you after that, she barely slept in the apartment and she was always working in the lab. There were days when she even had the Dora restrict you from entering the lab because you were a 'distraction.'

You couldn't take it anymore and left that year. It was the same year that you also discovered her. You swore to yourself you'd never be back here and now 4 years later, chained up like a prisoner.

"My queen, there has been an attack at the border."

These words pulled you away from your thoughts as you saw Shuri quickly wipe her tears and follow the warriors who had informed you guys of this news.

"What?!" You started breathing heavily. You're from the border tribe, your family is over there but most importantly, your father's grave that you still hadn't visited yet.

"HEY! NO!" You screamed at the top of your lungs, pulling your arms and legs away at the chains but they didn't resist.

You took deep breaths, your mind wandering over to your father once again, your eyes swelling up.

"Bast please..."

You muttered under your breath before standing up. Almost as if on cue, the chains broke and the vibranium wall gave way and you walked out of your cell.

Wasting no time, you ran up the stairs and up into a dark hallway. Fuck, you don't remember your way around here. You started racing down the hallway, feeling the walls and looking for exits. Eventually, you felt a body behind you.

"AH!" You turn around surprised to see a phone light point right at you.

"Hey, hey! It's okay, I'm here to help you.." A voice said reassuringly.

As the phone lowered, you squinted your eyes to see it was Riri.

"Come with me,"

She took your hand and rushed you out of the hallway and into a mini door. Once you shuffled through, you found yourself back in the lab.

"When did they build that.."

"Malia did." Riri said as she walked over to a table with some tools.

You clenched your teeth but you had no time to reminisce on her. You had people to protect. You looked over to the window to see a huge puff of smoke at the border and then water flooding in, people running around, cattle trampling some people down, some kids shouting for their parents.

I started walking over to the door but Riri stopped me.

"Hey! Where are you going? We have to stay inside, this is dangerous."

"Riri, I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown and honestly, I think I might assassinate a whole country if I don't get there fast enough to see what I need to see."

You exited the building, almost getting run over by some people frantically running around. You ignored everything and made your way over to the border, running, practically sprinting over there. It didn't even feel like your feet were touching the ground.

Once you made it over there, your eyes landed on the now flooded graves. You slowly walked over to them, your eyes widening as you noticed your father's name on one of the tombstones.

It was still standing but one more push and it would fall over. Your eyes filled with tears as you slowly dropped to your knees.

"Dad..?"

You got on all 4s, your hands frantically searching the ground for the part of the ground where he was buried. In Wakanda, there was normally indicators on the ground but none. This wasn't even where his grave originally was.

"No...No, No, NO! DAD! AGH!" You grabbed his tombstone and screamed out of agony. He was gone. You don't even know where his body was buried, you don't even know if it's washed up or not. All you know is that he's gone.

More screams followed as you hugged the tombstone.

"WHAT IS SHE DOING HERE?!" You heard Shuri but you couldn't care.

Your sobs and screams of frustration blocked out any bit of dialogue. You felt a hand on your shoulder but that's when you lost it.

You fell over and screamed so loud, purple rays of energy just came bursting out of your body. Everywhere. Out of the corner of your eye, you could see people get thrown back, flying. Some nearby houses collapsed, even some of the water reversed in direction.

And then you collapsed and blacked out, water slowly filling up your lungs once more.

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You woke up to your entire body chained down to the floor. You cough out, some sputters of blood landing on your body bag.

"Take it easy.." You hear a voice say

"You cry in your sleep.." Another voice adds on.

You immediately realize who the voices belonged to. The first was Nakia, the second Riri.

Your lips were beyond dry and you felt drained and weak. That's right, you haven't eaten or drunk anything for weeks, how are you still alive? Because of her.

You turn around to see Nakia, Shuri, and Riri all sitting down, looking at you.

"Y/N you need to eat...please." Nakia begged. You looked at the ground in front of you, there was a fresh plate of jollof rice with plantains and chicken with 2 full bottles of water next to it.

Tempting, but no. You were going to wait it out.

"I don't plan on being here long." You sigh out, looking up, knowing damn well the minute they left you alone, you'd devour it. No matter how angry you are, they're crazy if they think you're going to pass up food, especially your favorite.

"But even if I wanted to eat it, I can't. I'm chained down. Why-"

"Because you're a threat." Shuri said, finally looking up and leaning on her stool. She had a furious look on her face. "What the hell was that out there huh?"

You looked at her like she was crazy, your breaths getting heavier as you tried to remember and collect yourself before sighing. "Oh..."

"Do you have powers? That was some intense shit." Riri said, leaning in slightly as you looked down.

You didn't say anything before Shuri finally spoke out.

"That's what you did to Malia too, wasn't it."

"I didn't touch her." You said annoyed, looking up. That was technically correct. You didn't touch her, she did. The one living in you. It was..complicated.

"Really? Because when you were examined, we found this in your pocket." Shuri said, taking out Malia's phone from her pocket.

"It's a good thing her phone is waterproof. You would've ruined everything on here. Like you always do." Shuri spoke the last part lowly.

You chose to ignore it, you were too tired to argue with her, but you had a point to get across.

"I'm sure she would've loved that.." You mutter under your breath.

"And why exactly is that?" Shuri asked, pretending to be interested in what you're going to say.

"Your girlfriend isn't who she says she is." You start but Shuri rolled her eyes. "She's-"

"I don't want to hear it Y/N, save it for court." She says but your eyes bulge.

"What..? Court?" Confused, you look around as Nakia's head falls.

"You've been charged for treason." Riri informs sadly as you look between the 3 women.

"What?! WHY?!" No one responded and you looked at Shuri, an impatient and demanding look on your face. "What did you do?! WHAT DID YOU DO?!"

"ASK YOURSELF THAT Y/N!" Shuri shouts back at you. She sighed, disgusted as she tapped on her kimoyo beads and then dragged her finger from them, over to the vibranium border between you and the women.

A video played on screen. A video of you, whispering something and then your chains breaking. A video of you, searching in agony for your father's grave while screaming "NO". A video of you, screaming while holding onto the tombstone as purple radiations of energy burst through your body, sending EVERYTHING in your way, even water, flying back.

Shuri paused exactly at that moment as she fast-forwarded to when you passed out. Your mother ran over to you, picking you up and rushing you over to safety but in the background of the video, you could see all the damage you had caused.

"Jesus." Nakia whispered under her breath.

"How did you do that.." Shuri asked you as you whimpered.

You never liked to recall how this comes out of you. You don't like to remember how it happened. You normally keep it deep down and try to forget but it always comes out.

Shuri just exhaled sharply and started walking away before pausing. "Your court hearing is in a week, sharp. Don't be late. We'll decide whether to exile you or execute you." She then turned away and walked up the stairs until she was out of sight.

"Y/N..." Riri started but you looked up at her, your eyebrows furrowed and your face full of determination to be heard.

"No. I will speak and you will listen. Malia isn't who she says she is."

"We know you don't like her...but she's going to be the queen of Wakanda in a possibly few months." Nakia started but you cut her off.

"No, listen to me. Her father is Namor."

This caught the women's attention as they looked at each other and then at you.

"I swear to Bast, I'm not crazy. The day that she was attacked, her phone. I saw her phone on the ground, She was texting her dad and Shuri and Wakanda was in the conversation. They're planning to kill her, you, me, every last one of us. They had childhood pictures and everything. We have to get rid of her."

Nakia closed her eyes before nodding. She understood you. If someone asked her to describe you, she'd use multiple words but she'll never use crazy. You've always knew what you were talking about.

"Riri get your laptop, we're hacking into that motherfucker's phone. If I'm dying in court, she's dying with me"

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Mood.

You walked in the hallways, wearing all white. All white suit, all white nails, hair, makeup. In Wakanda, white is worn to funerals and that was the exact mood you were giving. It's a funeral bitch and everybody's getting buried.

Riri was on your right, Nakia on your left. The Dora Milaje noticed you and opened the doors to the throne room. It was divided like a court room, as always. The chairs, the podium, the desks and the seats for the jury. The judge was on both sides of the throne which Shuri sat upon.

M'Baku, Okoye and Malia were all in the jury as you stepped up to take your position behind the desk.

"Y/N Amadi. Daughter of late Chief Ndozhna Amadi of the Border Tribe." An elder began. "And former fiancee to the present queen of Wakanda, you have been charged with treason for the destruction of property and unexplainable occurrences, thus giving the enemy an upper hand in battle. How do you plea?"

You looked at the jury, M'Baku and Okoye looking with sympathetic looks towards you. Your eyes focus on Malia, she looks straight ahead, confident with a smirk on her face. You can't wait to wipe that stupid look off her dumb face. You look straight ahead, your eyes focusing on Shuri and her body language.

She was wearing all black, as opposed to you. She was sitting in a man spread, relaxing in her throne. Your eyes met and you guys held intense eye contact. She leaned away from you, looking at you like you were one of the low people. You turn back to the elder and judges, speaking on the mic.

"Guilty. On my own admission."

Everyone gasped but you chuckled to yourself, your eyes closing momentarily as you looked down, to the side and then back up.

"But I'm not the one who should be standing here tonight.

"I know all your secrets, Malia McKenzie..or should I say Tzultacaj, daughter of K'uk'ulkan also known as...Namor."

Whispering filled the room before it ultimately fell silent, all eyes landing on Malia.

Immediately her face dropped, a panicked expression once replacing a confident one.

"I- I- I- I don't know what she's talking about.." She stuttered nervously, placing a smile on her face that constantly dropped.

"What you're looking at now." You say and on cue, Riri pulled up all the receipts, the pictures, messages everything. "Are conversations and evidence between Tzultacaj and her father, furthermore proving that she is the enemy and I was right, once again."

The texts talking about overthrowing and killing Shur all bold and highlighted.

"What do you plea?" You ask boldly, looking her dead in the fact. You had won. A few moments of silence filled the room as Malia looked down, tears escaping her eyes.

"Don't cry now bitch, own it. Own that shit. You played yourself, congratulations." You add onto your previous statement, a smile leaving your lips, showcasing some tooth gems you had put on that morning.

A phone call between Malia and Namor filled the silence of the room, replacing her sobs.

Namor: And what is the best way to get in daughter?

Malia: Out back, don't go for the water borders, if you really want to surprise them you're going to have to get on land. They give me a lot of crazy and information around here it's crazy.

They shared laughs as Namor continued.

Namor: And how is your girlfriend?

Malia: Fiancee now. We're getting married soon. Once I get that crown, you make your move. I got her exactly where I wanted.

Namor: You got it?

Malia: Yup.

You turned to Shuri who looked enraged at this information. Her chest heaving, moving up and down rapidly with each breath.

"Malia is this true?" She asked, looking at her girlfriend enraged who immediately broke.

"I'm sorry! I'm so sorry baby, I- I just didn't want to want to disappoint my daddy and my country and...I ended up falling in love with you, I love you so much baby please.." She sobbed and cried.

Immediately, Okoye stood up, along with a few other Dora Milaje warriors and they handcuffed her, holding her in place.

"Sedate her." Shuri said coldly.

"NO! NO! NO, NO, BABY PLEASE!" Malia screamed and thrashed around, more warriors joining in to hold her down.

Eventually, they had her head down on the table. Your mother was handed the syringe and as she was about to inject it in your neck, she paused.

Her hand slowly lowered as her eyes widened. She slowly reached her hand out, placing it on Malia.

"What are you waiting for?!" Shuri asked impatiently. "SEDATE HER."

Your mother shook her head. "I'm sorry your highness I cannot do that for the woman..."

"is with child."

She reached her hand out to touch Malia's stomach and your face immediately dropped.

"What?"

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[sluttyminghao]

Hey Alicia I am the anon who wrote gyu and spit kink...just want to make sure that I am okay with any of your reactions/answers. I saw another anon brought up how "unprofessional" it is for you to just reply with a meme....I honestly think that it's fine and I don't feel like you owe me anything. I like sharing my thoughts and any of your reactions are fun to read including the memes (genuinely made me laugh that I left you speechless😭). I hope you can still enjoy running your blog the way you want it because it's yours!!! Thanks for opening the request and react to them too when I have something up on my mind I can write there it's fun!!! Sending you so much love🖤

u know when u sent this in and I first read it I genuinely almost started crying because this message was so what I needed to hear and read!

thank you for taking the time to send me through your thoughts and feelings, no matter hard or soft, because I truly do appreciate each and every ask I get (besides the shitty ones ofc), and I hope that in the future you will continue to send stuff if it comes to mind because you've got big brain!

send u love back dear <3

[p1nkm1lkslug]

Since you write for Isaac can I have Isaac Grossman x male reader headcanons where he realizes he has a crush on a guy? (if you dont end up writing that it's fine)

(𝚈𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝚊𝚋𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚞𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚢 ) 𝚊𝚕𝚜𝚘 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚒𝚜 𝚊 𝚖𝚘𝚖 𝚏𝚒𝚌 𝚜𝚘 𝚗𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚎𝚗/𝚗𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚎𝚗 𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚐𝚗𝚎𝚍 𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚊𝚖 >:(

𖦹 now peepaw having a crush in general is going to probably age him more then he already is because of sheer shock...BUT IF IT'S A MAN? (hes homophobic/hj)

𖦹 look my boy hasn't experienced genuine love and romance since the 1800s why would he think differently now?

𖦹 he just reminds me so heavily of a queer Disney villain if a Disney villain was a red pilled alpha male

𖦹 so expect him to not be so jolly at first he's feeling this for you so obviously..ITS YOUR FAULT

𖦹lets just say his "rants" Of hate towards you slowly sounded like he was meat riding ("you sure you can ride without a license?"-lj)

𖦹 but after a talk with will and an explanation on what sexuality was he would be in severe denial like ITS BAD

𖦹 and painfully obvious to you most likely knew before he even confessed ("man I'm kinda hungry" "Y/n I dream of sleeping next to your shirtless form" "Excuse me-")

𖦹 he probably thought he was dying again cuz why is his arms weak neck heavy mom spaghetti when ever he made eye contact with you?

𖦹 would slowly write poems, and letters for you and about you how he yearns for you and how torn he is on this

𖦹 I feel that he may pretend to have a ego he hates himself and views himself as nothing but hideous because of the rotting face and over all completion

𖦹 how would he confess? Would slowly try getting to know you better with out LJ or will around (paid those to rats to go drinking so you could be alone) and try being friends

𖦹 it would be ridiculous how long he would take but trust me it's worth the wait he most likely would take you out on a date alone waking by the for at oh what's that? A bush of your favorite flower? Well I wonder how that got here? And Oh goodness a perfect picnic blanket that has your favorite meals set oh I wonder how this got here!

𖦹 homeboy is acting like he's gonna get drafted for war, propose and shit himself all at the same time

𖦹 "im aware of..our close proximity" The smooth British accent said taking your mind off the sweet Treat in your hand ".. Y/n..it has been decades... Since I felt this a warmth I had never experienced... You have been a greater comfort then I had ever needed... You leave me utterly speechless, a bumbling fool you have bewitched me... Your handsome face and soft touch are as close to heaven I shall ever reach.. And it is all enough " He sat looking at you silently "will you spend what time we have left with me.. "

(𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚝𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚙𝚛𝚒𝚍𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚓𝚞𝚍𝚒𝚌𝚎 𝚑𝚊𝚍 𝚊 𝚟𝚎𝚛𝚢 𝚞𝚗𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚌 𝚒𝚖𝚙𝚊𝚌𝚝 𝚘𝚗 𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝙸 𝚟𝚒𝚎𝚠 𝚛𝚘𝚖𝚊𝚗𝚌𝚎 💀 𝙸 𝚏𝚎𝚎𝚕 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚜 𝚠𝚊𝚜𝚗'𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚐𝚘𝚘𝚍 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝙸 𝚑𝚘𝚙𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎𝚍 𝚒𝚝 😭)

[shoshiwrites]

💯, 📚, 😭, 😂 for the fic recs plz!! (hbowar but any ship)

💯 A fic that makes you think #writergoals

take in the sweetness by Anonymous (Masters of the Air, Cleven/Egan, Explicit) — Super hot but the dialogue here is what makes it for me. Bucky's lines especially I could hear in his voice.

📚 A fic you wish you could display on your bookshelf

Return by bluewoodensea/ @onelungmcclung (Band of Brothers, Toye/McClung, Mature) — Part 3 of the ask him to dance series. I'm not just saying this because Sig is my friend. She singlehandedly brought me on-board this ship and I'm never leaving. Hesitant, tender, settling into life together. I think about the last line often.

😭 A fic that ripped your heart out (but it hurt so good)

the chimneys hardly ever fall down by redbelles (Masters of the Air, John/Gale/Marge, Explicit) — Left me genuinely speechless and I can't wait for the next chapters.

😂 A fic that made you laugh out loud

Be serious for two minutes, please (prompt fill) by @basilone (Band of Brothers, Gen) — Not a ship fic technically but Bill, Babe, Spina, and a backyard bouncy castle. Unhinged in the best way.

[retrobr]

Lazytown Shenanigans Pt. 5

.... What in the world was that....

Today I decided to finally watch some episodes from season four, expecting that I'd experience the whole spectrum of cringe, but I was a little bit wrong. I experienced something indeed, and it was not cringe but a total shock (a positive shock, I should say) because of some things that happened there 💀

I've watched two episodes in a row today: "The Fortune Teller" and "The Wizard of LazyTown,"  and both of these episodes left a pretty good impact on me

A small note: I want to warn in advance that this post will mostly contain Sportarobbie stuff and my uncontrollable wheezing and screaming, so if you don't like one of these things or both, just scroll this post and have a good day :3

Well, let's start... 😭

"The Fortune Teller."

I... don't know where to start, to be completely honest 😭. I could've just screamed here and that's it, but that's not how I like to express my thoughts, so I need to keep my rambling constructive at least a little. 

I guess I'll start with the fact that I was pretty surprised that the very first thing that Sportacus did when he woke up was play. Bro I mean... go brush your teeth first? Have a breakfast, I don't know?? This guy is obsessed with sports and activities so much that he even forgets to complete everyday things oh my god 🙄 I mean I shouldn't be surprised because of this, I guess, but WHAT THE ACTUAL HECK. DUDE. MY DEAR. 😭

Also it seemed very cute to me that Ziggy was playing Sportacus in the puppet show. He was also kinda silly, like boy, just wait until the part when you can finally join.. But I just can't blame him, he was so excited to take part in this show as his favorite hero 🥹

And it melted my heart a little that Robbie was also interested in seeing this silly little puppet show, plus he was pretty caught up with the idea of predicting the future and such things

And this is about where the not-quite-adequate part of my post begins... be prepared folks.

AJSJSBDBAJKAKANSNQAK THAT SCENE. THAT FUCKING SCENE. WHEN ROBBIE WAS RAMBLING ABOUT SPORTACUS LIKE "OH HIS FLIPPITY-FLOPPITY AND HIS MUSCLES AGAIN" AND SPORTACUS WAS LIKE STANDING RIGHT BESIDE HIM?? HEARING ALL THAT SHIT AND IT SOUNDED KINDA SUSPICIOUS??? PLEASE HELP ME I'M HYPERVENTILATING, YOU GUYS SHOULD'VE SEEN MY REACTION WHEN I SAW AND HEARD IT *smashes the table*

BUT THAT'S NOT ALL – OH NO NO NO, IT'S NOT ALL; IT'S ONLY THE BEGINNING OF MY CRAZY RAMBLING. AND THEN ROBBIE FINALLY NOTICED SPORTACUS' PRESENCE, AND THERE WAS THAT AWKWARD SILENCE FOR A MOMENT OMG 😭😭 AND THEN HE KINDA TRIED TO.. EXPLAIN HIMSELF?? BUT KEPT STUTTERING BECAUSE WHAT COULD HE SAY IN HIS DEFENSE? I MEAN, I THINK HE REALIZED IT SOUNDED PRETTY ODD LMAOO

Stop I need to clam down for a second, good lord... One of the details in that scene that genuinely shocked me was the fact that Robbie suggested a cake. A cake. Robbie, who desperately loves cakes and doesn't want to share them with anyone, to Sportacus, who is his rival. I- what?? 😭 Bro was so speechless that he even forgot that he wanted to eat a cake. Holy shit what are they doing to me and my poor heart...

And since we're talking about their interactions, HOLY FUCKING SHIT БЛЯТЬ (sorry I'm too emotional at the moment) ROBBIE WAS CARRYING SPORT OVER HIS SHOULDER HJAKAN HELLO?? I- *inner screaming* What should I say about it?? I'm genuinely speechless, like, I have a pretty good vocabulary, but I don't know what to say about it right now, oh my goodness 😭

Or, wait, I think I know what I can say about it. So it turns out that Robbie isn't that weak and can actually carry pretty heavy things? Does he just pretend to be weak? Damn I should make a separate post about it because this topic seems interesting to me...

Ok let's put aside the topic of those idiots for a moment and talk about other things, I guess... I won't say anything about Robbie's disguise this time because, well, I'm not really fond of all this crossdressing stuff (I think that's what it's called?) So I hope you, buddies, understand me

But what I should point out is that he predicted a good future for the kids. As I said in my previous "Lazytown Shenanigans" posts, I know that he finds them annoying, but he still doesn't wish them any bad, and it genuinely warms my stupid sentimental heart 🥺💜

And the song was pretty catchy in my opinion :]

These are already fulfilling the role of tradition in this series of posts, but a few words about my hatred towards Stingy. His usual greed made me amazed, in a bad way, again; he is ready to expose his friend to danger for the sake of riches and the ringing of gold coins in the piggy bank. Yes, he realized his mistake in the end, but I was pretty outraged because of his behavior. Bro, that person saves the lives of your friends and yours in particular, BE AT LEAST GRATEFUL FOR THAT.

Phew. Now let's talk about the other episode,

"The Wizard of LazyTown."

There's nothing much I can tell because that episode was pretty ordinary, except some things, of course.

The scene in which Robbie talked to Stephanie and Milford brought a warm smile to my face, genuinely. He tried to behave nice again, even despite the fact that he had some evil-ish intentions behind that. I mean, he was interested to hear about Stephanie's ongoings and why she wasn't playing with other kids 🥹

And now we're returning to the dorks once again. Bear with me, my dear people, I am very passionate about it.

OK WELL. It made my chest go fuzzy, and I'm not really sure why, but that scene in which Robbie gathered the apples from the tree seemed to me so fucking cute. Robbie killed his time picking up those apples just to give them all to Sportacus in the end. I know he kinda didn't want to do that, but oh my goodness. Robbie said that he gathered them for him ("it's all for you." it's all for you." 😭) or something like that (my heart just made a flip and I'm not joking) and just gave them all to Sport 🥺 

I attach too much importance to this just because Robbie could've lied to him the other way and said that he gathered those apples for kids, and then he could've just gotten rid of them, and that's all. But instead he became very nervous again and gave them to Sportacus on impulse. I think I need to scream into the window-

WHY JUST WHY ARE THEY DOING THIS TO ME?? I SWEAR I'LL HAVE A HEART ATTACK BECAUSE OF THEM ONE DAY *breaks down crying like an idiot*

And the fact that he accidentally made a... potion (I think??) that made him act like Sportacus was just amusing to me. WHO COULD'VE KNOWN THAT HE CAN MAKE SPLITS AND FLIPS?? OMG-

The last thing that I'll say about Robbie is that I'm actually impressed by his ability to change his voice that significantly. I mean, the man can even sing with those voices, and I can't help but be amazed by that

And finally, I'm ending this very long and very emotional rambling with the scene with those magical sprinkles. Idk they seemed very pretty to me, I was like a little kid who saw a magical trick for the first time in their life. That was simply beautiful 🥺

Ok so... This turned out to be a very long post, apparently 😭 I'm not sure if someone will read it till the end, but if someone actually did, THANK YOU!!! You have no idea how much it means to me, your attention is very appreciated :3

[slytherinslut0]

I wanted to take a moment to express my gratitude for your work. As an avid reader, I am so drawn to your unique storytelling style and ability to create immersive worlds that I can escape into.

“Beg for me” has left me both amazed and inspired. The depth and complexity of your characters, coupled with the gripping plot, have left a lasting impression on me. I can hardly stop thinking about Raven and Mattheo.

Even hours after reading a chapter, I find myself reflecting on the themes and ideas explored within.

I just wanted to take a moment to let you know how much your writing means to me. You have a rare and remarkable talent for capturing the human experience in all of its complexity, and I am so grateful to have been able to experience your work.

Sending much love and appreciation from Scotland 🤍

OH NY GOSHHHHH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH POOKIE😭😭😭😭💋💋💋💋💋

Thank you SO fricken much for taking the time to write this. Im genuinely speechless and smiling like a crazy person you made my day baby

Adopt me!!!!! I want to live in Scotland lolol 😭😭💋💋

[merakiui]

FONTAINE MADE ME A WRECK! I've always loved Childe's goofy ass so I was so happy when I saw him at Fontaine and even joked to my friends about how much Childe loved me and that's why he left his vision with me (and also came on only 10 wishes~)

By the end of the first quest i was so distraught when Childe was taken to Meropide like??? Neuvilette please we all know he isn't the kidnapper 😭

And then the second part absolutely destroyed me CHILDE PLEASE WHAT ARE YOU DOING COME BACK sobs.

But the scene by the end of the archon quest where he's floating in the water was so epic! The Leviathan too waaa i got so hyped up because I'm such a nerd for sea monsters and like- anything sea related.

—Eel anon

(one of my partners was so happy when Childe disappeared 🥲 and the other was panicking with me)

(under the cut just in case of Archon quest spoilers!!)

I knew something was not quite right when we first meet him again in Fontaine and he essentially tells us, "I think I'm going crazy and I can't trust myself with my Vision lol. So look after it for me!" (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧ like... CHILDE????? IS EVERYTHING OKAY???? >_< and then when he almost activates Foul Legacy during his court case LOL. I was salivating during that scene WOOOOOOOOO I always forget just how fine his Foul Legacy form is. OTL

I can't believe his presence in Fontaine is even real. The idea of Childe in prison is so funny to me. My babygirl was a little too silly and now he's in the underwater jail doing time. Someone free him (jk he already did that himself hehe). He did nothing wrong!!! Jokes aside, it was interesting to see Traveler's dreams of him and witness his final moments up until he eventually escapes. The ending with the huge leviathan was so amazing and left me so speechless in the aftermath (Genshin, this cliffhanger hurts my soul. I must know what happens next. T^T). My jaw dropped. I went from: omg Childe!!!!! What're you doing in there?!?!! to oh. OHHHHHH WHOA OMG AAAAAAAAAAAAA. I'm hoping for his safety because the idea of Childe being killed off is so T_T but then I've also seen theories about how he might lose his eye and that maybe that beta design of Childe won't be so farfetched anymore........ so many thoughts in my egg brain. orz orz orz

Fontaine has evoked so much emotion from me. I was genuinely anxious during the scene with Arlecchino and Furina. (ó﹏ò｡) I'm truly enjoying exploring the nation and also completing the Archon quest and world quests! It's been so much fun.

(Omg your partner being happy for Childe's disappearance... ;;; my coworker was also happy when he was promptly stopped by Neuvillette and then when he got thrown in jail. >:( I'm diving into the sea to save Childe as we speak!!!!)

[whoschr]

AALE - a pjs smau

013. Fever (written + 0.5k)

💳 warnings. mentions of drinking. maybe suggestive? mentions of getting sick

mlist → previous → next

C TALKS: well. this took forever to write and I was unsure about it too 😭😭

Although his voice was somewhat deep, it had a sweet and soft tone at the end of his statements.

You greeted him back, unaware that it would spark a conversation lasting several hours until the party's end.

You and your companion enjoyed some drinks and discussed various topics including school and personal life. During the conversation, you even shared a story about a friend who betrayed you by choosing a boy over your friendship, leaving you speechless.

As you sipped your drink, you began to feel intoxicated. Your companion, who was accustomed to such things, did not experience any intoxication. Despite this, he showed genuine concern for you and attentively offered helpful advice as you spoke.

"It's time for me to take you home since you've had too many drinks."

"But I want to keep talking to you," you slur, pouting drunkenly.

"Would you like to exchange numbers so we can continue our conversation at a later time? It's getting late."

You stopped answering because you had been knocked out from the drinks you had been consuming.

He's now taken hold of your phone in an attempt to locate a person who resides with you, to discover your address to bring you home. The individual's search leads them to the discovery of a contact named "Jay". How did they come to this realization?

It appears that Jay is listed as your roommate with four devil emojis. Since you, Hayoon and Jay share the same address, he was able to access this information and offer to take you home. Before leaving, he added his phone number to your contacts under the name "Giant Mountain" in case you wanted to stay in touch.

The journey to your home was peaceful. However, he would periodically inquire about your well-being en route to ensure that you were feeling alright.

When he arrives at your place, he assists you in getting into the elevator and up to your floor. He then rings the doorbell to your apartment and Jay answers the door.

Jay appears shocked at first, perhaps wondering if this is the aftermath of the party. However, he quickly directs a dirty look toward Taesan.

Taesan, noticing Jay's expression, becomes angry and defensively exclaims, "I didn't do anything to her. Why are you giving me that dirty look?"

Jay, feeling embarrassed about his accusation, takes hold of your arm and guides you to his side. He supports your waist as he leads you into the apartment, thanking Taesan before closing the door. Jay then escorts you to your room and helps you onto the bed. He kindly removes your shoes and purse for you.

Jay became concerned when he noticed your red cheeks and suspected that you were unwell. Upon checking your temperature, he discovered that you had a fever due to drinking alcohol at the party. To help you feel better, he promptly left the room and went to the bathroom to search for small towels to help reduce your fever.

Jay enters your room carrying a bucket of water and two towels. He wets a towel in the bucket, wrings it out, and places it on your forehead. He changes the towels periodically, watching over you as you sleep.

There's something about you that sets you apart from every other girl he's met. He can't quite put his finger on it.

Jay glances at his phone and sees that it's 3 AM. He quietly leaves the room, allowing you to rest after a long night of partying.

[mkindasleepy]

THIS IS THE LUCKIEST I'VE EVER BEEN (PLEASE DON'T LET THIS BE THE LAST)!!!

like, I've see rafayel new cards and be like, "wow so handsome. Meh wouldn't get it. Better don't log in and get jealous". So yes, i didn't log in till today since i see that leak.

But then i keep see him on my fyp and as rafayel girlie, I'm so tempting!😭😭

So it's 18 pulls before i guarantee SSR. But I've won on zayne banner before so ofc i didn't think I'll get rafayel. With "i know i wouldn't get him but please one ssr i didn't have" Keep come from my mouth, i finally pulls.

First 10 pulls, nothing.. Only zayne 4*. I sigh and disappointed because i genuinely think i only have 17 wish. So, kinda suprise when see i actually still have 10 more wish left????.

Well the poor me ofc go pull again. With the same prayer, whatever 5* as long as one i didn't have yet. And then....

BOOM!!!😭😭😭

I GOT IT ALL! THE TWO OF HIM!! WHATTTTR!!!😭😭😭

I'm already speechless and happy when see the first card, and right after that another tail animation show up I'm almost crazy! Laughed like maniacs lmaooo!!!🤣🤣

Omg omh, i didn't even know it's actually 2 5*! I thought the pair was the free 4* we get from his events!. I really had in mind that i wouldn't get him so didn't bother to know!. Zero expectation!!. This is the BEST time!. Ohhh I'm in that time of the month, the lucky time!!! (Just get Nevilette too lmao).

Anw, thanks you so much!!! I'm super super happy!!!

MY HUBBY!!!✨✨✨

[imaginespazzi]

I love this chapter! Oh my so many nuggets that left me speechless and cheesing like a fool.

Shout out to Drew and his wisdom. Lol.

Also, that ending, whhhhhhhhhhyyyyyyy? Azzi, please don't continue with the cheating. Ugh. I'll have to read this chapter again or a dozen more times. Lol. That restaurant scene was so good, yet awkward 😳 😅 😐 😬 😕 that's how I imagined Azzi's parents were when watching the scene unfold with the waitress.

Ugh. Did I say I loved this chapter!? I do, very much.

Thank you babes. This one genuinely took a fair amount of me (and I'm lowkey shocked I finished it by today) but I also had so much fun writing it, especially the restaurant scene because I love chaos. Poor Azzi's parents were dealing with *a lot*. 😭😭😭

The cheating was bad and Azzi knows it but we'll see when she actually does something about it.

Drew is actually the smartest person in the fic. Like Paige and Azzi should just listen to him, he'd solve everything.