#this image....... does things to me...

[binniebakery]

ʚ thinking about emo bf kai who shyly asks you to go to concerts with him despite your different tastes in music but ofc you'll go with him so he's not alone<3 ʚ emo bf kai who blushes immensely when he sees you dressed up in all black and studs, even spraying your hair to give you that fresh scene look. he's never been more in love ʚ emo bf kai who has that secret of collecting stuffed animals but you don't mind at all, even naming them all with him <333 ʚ watching him headbang to his favorite bands has you staring in awe. and when you join him it has the both of you giggling until you're laying on the floor of his dark bedroom ʚ emo bf kai who runs his fingers through your hair, his dangly bracelets getting stuck in it every now and then but you don't mind at all. nothing is better to him than seeing you enjoy his hobbies more than he does~~ ʚ emo bf kai who sits alone at school since he has no friends, but there you are sliding into the seat next to him with your lunch. you're completely oblivious to the stares everyone gives you both but as long as you don't mind, neither does kai :) ʚ you both have opposite aesthetics but kai can't help but feel so intrigued by your interests and you feel the same way about his! you both exchange music recommendations all the time and find yourselves enjoying each other's interests :( so cute ʚ when its time to introduce him to your parents/friends he's internally freaking out, contemplating if he should dress "normal" for the occasion but you reassure him that he's perfectly fine just the way he is <3 ʚ your parents are skeptical at first from his quirky appearance but the second he speaks they immediately fall in love with him. then again who wouldn't? ʚ you've never felt so lucky to be with someone so kind and open-minded as him (,,>﹏<,,)

[monkesupreme]

ref

a satisfactory answer for Selina

[cozylittleartblog]

"content creator" is a corporate word.

we are artists.

[aroaceleovaldez]

i have suddenly become obsessed with a theme that HoO established but never proceeded to extrapolate on, which is:

You are Percy Jackson, and you have been swapped with a boy who was allegedly everyone's favorite person, but they have decided to replace him with you. They just met you. You stand next to his best friend and the people he's known his entire life. In his home. In his cloak. In his place. They stopped looking for him.

You are Jason Grace, and you have just found out you have a long lost sister who completely replaced you in her life with this girl you just met. Your lives and personalities are mirrors. She is you, living the life you were robbed of.

You are Annabeth Chase, and you have just become starkly aware that you have been inhabiting the void left behind by your best friend's long lost brother. You and Luke were just replacements for him. Now you have to look him in the eyes when he has nothing and know you took that life from him.

You are Piper McLean, and you have just found out your relationship is fake and built entirely on the memories of Annabeth Chase. You have been given a boyfriend when hers has been taken away. You have no idea how much of it is real or not but regardless you feel like if your relationship isn't exactly in their image that you have failed.

You are Leo Valdez, and you have just learned that you are the echo of your great-grandfather. You are not your own person. You just exist to be a mirror of him. A doppelganger. An actor and stunt double facing all the danger he never had to but wearing his face. To be there for his best friend decades later simply because he couldn't. You are playing a role. A seventh wheel and a pawn for a goddess who carefully sculpted your entire life for her own purposes.

You are Hazel Levesque, and the only reason you are alive is because your brother couldn't save your his sister. You are a consolation prize. An apology. Your existence here is misplaced in every way but you inhabit it anyways.

You are Frank Zhang, and you are a shapeshifter. Inhabiting your own body feels strange and clumsy when you could be literally anything at any time. You are anything and everything and live your life with the simple certainty of knowing exactly how you will die.

[azuremist]

[teratomatica]

you always land on all fours

[aquapede]

was watching a playthrough of stp and they said this and it was like poetry to me

[kaleidoru]

the downsides of knowing an angel personally... they will know certain things before even you do AKA the time Umbriel found out the aftermath of a former drunken fling (they/them for Umbriel and he/him for Kushiel also)

[hazelfoureyes]

because of this depraved fucking fandom I get aroused every time I read the words “my doe”

thank you for your contribution to my downfall

[lightnersdream-archive]

i've been thinking about exactly why people portraying one of the other crew members successfully killing Jimmy as a "for what you did to Anya" kind of thing rubs me the wrong way a bit and it's because like..... this is just another form of taking agency away from Anya, in a way. it's kind of framing her as some meek, shivery woman-thing who's entirely at the mercy of the men around her, either to hurt her or save her.

(i understand these are mostly for wish fulfillment on the audience's behalf because everyone would like to see Jimmy pay for his crimes. whether or not this is the intention of the person writing it isn't really relevant, characterization happens with or without intent. i feel like it misses the point by portraying it as an 'ideal ending'.)

because... Anya is a capable person. she takes things into her own hands when she can. it was partially(?) her idea to get into the cargo,

(before he interrupts her.. remember when she interrupted Curly in the dead pixel segment?)

it was her idea to get the code scanner from the cockpit,

it was her idea to get the medication from behind the foam.

(the chance to do these things herself is not given to her.)

she'd been keeping Curly alive for months in a critical state somehow, her psych evaluations at the start are only so useless because Jimmy refuses to take it/her seriously and Curly is obviously biased when he puts it into his own hands. he's known him a long time, like he said. "I'll just put good for that one."

there's not a lot of material to work with because of how the game is framed, but it's there. we are working with two very biased perspectives and neither one lends Anya what she deserves

there's significant changes in how she speaks post- and pre- crash, and depending on who she happens to be talking to. i recommend re-reading her dialogue, because the difference is drastic

she acts the way she does around Jimmy because he has tangibly done horrible things to her, is actively hostile, and physically could not escape him by any means. she can't take away Curly's agency herself, in my eyes. you have to remember that Especially in the post-crash segments of the game, it's entirely from Jimmy's POV, and he obviously does not (and has never) thought very highly of her or treated her with a shred of respect

i've seen a general idea that she can't bear to hurt other people for any reason, but that doesn't really track to me. this is the real point of the post by the way

it seems based on the parts where she says she struggles to give Curly medication. "It just hurts him so much, I can't stand the noise." "It makes me nauseous."

it's not really the same thing as, say, hurting someone in self defense

this sounds like she did want the gun itself. this never felt worded like someone who would refuse to, at very least, threaten Jimmy with a gun, with violence. if she had been given the agency to make that decision on her own. she wasn't though

she still tries to reclaim some of it even as she's denied it

by the end she's still trying to keep that gun out of his hands

i think some people overly soften her, for similar reasons the game itself is trying to comment on. she's not a tender victim who couldn't cause pain to another out of the softness of her soul, she's a person who's had every last bit of agency ripped from her repeatedly until she couldn't take it anymore. that's the point. that's why framing her that way, "needing" someone to save her, is odd to me

she didn't need Curly to save her, she needed him to take responsibility

she didn't want to escalate things, but she's not an idiot. self defense was absolutely on her mind

but who knows im just saying shit *smiles serenely*

[javierduffy]

different.

[nidbaesenpai]

WIP sketch of a fun idea i had lurking in my sketch books. Its such a stretch but stay with me,,, lost flower paper craft village where Siffrin eventually transfers those skills into woodworking. This is goes hand in hand with viet Siffrin and Loop

[elkkiel]

catboy spotted in the wild

[nocofamilyau]

you see, if I didn't see this image right, this fucking image right here when I was like 11 or 12,, my life would have been normal and not have had any demons

[swampthingking]

andrew’s definitely gotten in trouble with his pr manager for tweeting things along the lines of:

“no mania inducing medication will compare to the euphoria i will feel the day donald trump drops dead”

[volivolition]

broken dopamine receptor