#this one of freaky (in a good way)

[starrysharks]

zeno's ultimate pokemiku tierlist ⁉️(it's all his opinion and he loves them all regardless⁉️)

[caffeinatedopossum]

Me: I have standards! I'm not the type of person who just falls in love with anyone whose nice to me

Also me whenever someone uses my name: 😳

[op3ra]

"whatever you do, don't go to the old railyard on the outskirts of town. there's something living out there, man. i swear i've seen it."

old design from mid 2023 under the cut

[mid-nightowl]

…can i ask you to share more of your thoughts on fem!jaytim vibes

hi cory!!!! yes, yes i can :) <3

most of my thoughts come from this lil snippet and my tags.

my thoughts on fem!jaytim can be boiled down to this line: “Her successor fascinates her. She kind of wants to let him dissect her, little freak that he is.” 

like tim is a freak who would absolutely want to dissect and take jaye apart piece by piece just to get to the bottom of whatever the hell is wrong with her (obsessive) and jaye would let him bc she wants to know what the hell is wrong with him (affectionate). 

It’s almost a scientist and their never-ending experiment, but not quite?

like the dissection, its the act, the intimacy, the trust in being vulnerable and completely open on the table for them to see, a show and a sight but not a performance, it's the ‘i’m going to take you apart piece by piece, not to fix you or change you, but just to understand you’, and 'i’m going to get my hands dirty and dig into you, and it can be voluntarily or not, it can be with anesthesia or nothing but im going to know you whether you like it or not,' paired with 'you are going to have to cut me open to get to know me, it has to be cold and violent, it has to be artful and methodological.'

but jaye started off with ‘i want to destroy you, take you to the brink, the edge of despair and fury and hatred and let you go without any catharsis,’ kind of like capturing a wild animal, testing on it, and then releasing it back into the wild with a tag to see what it will do after being changed (will it return back to it’s normal routine or will it come back for more?)

and then tim kept coming back. and that's when jaye is like alright yeah, i'll let you rip me open and give me a name (or maybe give me back my name?) and tim does, and he does it carefully, adoringly, obsessively.

and i think tim’s obsessive focus, paired with the idea of the knife/scalpel = love, is what jaye would respond to best. she was raised in violence, and probably thinks that fighting and pain is caring and love, AND she’s never been a priority in anyone’s life. so for tim to obsess and know her in ways that no one else has before (or have even bothered) is captivating, exciting, and absolutely mind-boggling, and i think jaye would get possessive, like ‘this robin, this little freak is mine.'

i, hmmm. running out of coherent thoughts after this, so um i guess enjoy? <3

[tyunniez]

i find it so funny whenever i see a med course student liking and reposting my work lolol

[sparky-is-spiders]

Hi! I’m here suffering from lack of good Archivist!Sasha content as well 😭 On that note, do you have any fic on that topic you would recommend? Or just good Sasha fics in general, (or Jonsasha, if that’s your cup of tea)? Thank you in advance 😊

Tragically, I think there is a general dearth of good Archivist!Sasha content (and just about none of it Jonsasha content, as far as I can tell (and not only is Jonsasha my cup of tea, but the ONLY thing standing between it and the #1 OTP spot (currently occupied by JE) is the fact that the Jonsasha that I desperately crave exists in my brain and nowhere else)). Admittedly, I haven't looked very far into her tag yet (I should rectify that at some point tbh) but I've dug around the Jonsasha tag when I first got into it, and I know at least one fic where Sasha drifts towards Beholding through an interest in office gossip.

In terms of Jonsasha Ao3 has:

This very good Sasha lives fic where Jon shows up to Georgie's with an unconscious Sasha and everyone involved is very confused.

These two fics are cute also. The former is by @/suttttton and is them getting together, the latter is established Jonsasha from @/dickwheelie.

Eyevatar Sasha might actually be thinner on the ground (outside of fix-its where she solves everything and her canon reckless curiosity is completely ignored). Ao3 has:

This fic, which is Jongerry with outsider PoV Sasha. Just barely has the implication that she might be shifting towards the Eye (via prying into the lives of her coworkers) but gets a mention through sheer force of Excellent Sasha Characterization. I read this and I feel like I'm reading a fic from a Sasha Understander.

There's also this fic, which looks very promising but which I haven't actually gotten the chance to read yet, so I can't speak to its quality.

Unfortunately I've only gotten into Sasha fairly recently (especially as compared to Jon, who my brain latched onto in a deathgrip from the start), so I haven't gone through her tag yet. A scroll through the Archivist!Sasha or Beholding Avatar!Sasha tags pulls up a lot of fix-it and J//mart, which isn't really what I'm looking for from the concept. I'm sure there's more out there, and if/when I find them I'll come back to this ask probably, but I lucked into Reverse Nighthawks (I was on a Jongerry kick).

But god every day I wish that I could write romance and/or longfic, because about a year ago I read a Jonmichael fic that, when discussing alternate universes (where Jon ended the world) it's revealed that he once did an apocalypse out of love for his Archivist, Sasha James. And it was one (1) single line, but it struck me so hard because god. A perfect concept I think. The potential dynamics of Archivist!Sasha/Assistant!Jon are enthralling to me. Jon destroying the world (or helping her destroy the world? Cute date night I think: bringing about armageddon with your eldritch monster partner) for Sasha... anyway mostly I mentioned that one because My God if I have to live with that tantalizing AU rotating in the background of my mind 24/7 so do the rest of you.

[miahasahardname]

List five things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last ten people who liked or reblogged something from you! Get to know your followers, mutuals, and all the wonderful people on here! :D

five things that make me happy... hm

my friends

seeing my hyperfixations be referenced in videos/being allowed to talk about my hyperfixations

getting complimented in the tags of a reblog of my art

bowling (my absolute favourite sport of all time)

drawing, writing, or just generally creating stuff (it's especially good when executive dysfunction doesn't get in the way)

[mondaymelon]

………i have no idea whats happening w u and @/anonbinaryweirdo and atp im too afraid to ask 😰

....you see theres this silly little fic they wrote about a silly little reader and a silly little childe in which reader C O N S U M E S childe. like they take the man and shove them into their mouth nom nom and then swallow em and hes just. residing. in their stomach.

i am so sorry

but it had to be said. the reason of my rage should be known to the world. of course im not so foolish and stupid to put the link here. that would only rupture the eyes of the innocent

however if you truly do wish to read... that... itll be found where it should be seeked.

[coridallasmultipass]

well one of family never ends' author's other fics is the epilogue of course ;) but ipgd also wrote people don't do that (alphacest), homestuck watches boku no pico, and like the first uucest fic

YAASS OMG.

ANON.

Thank you.

Deeply and truly thank you. Saved me a real pain. It was People Don't Do That. Gonna reread it ASAP. I don't remember if I read the uucest one, but I powered thru a lot of fics while I was sick in Jan, and I don't remember like 90% of those two weeks. (Like, as I'm going thru the tag I'm reading now, I'll see something unclicked and go to read it, finish the fic like OMG SO GOOD, and then scroll a little more and I see my name at the top of the kudos list and it's like, wait, when tf did I read this? It was when I was sick.)

Ughhhh. I ADORE the dynamic of whichever younger Strider being the instigator, and it fits Alphacest so deliciously. (I don't even know what to say here without being so fucking overtly horny for Alpha Dave in general but that's not new lmao.)

But seriously, the scene on the roof where Dirk took Dave's underwear, like. I died. There's no other way to put it. It fucking killed me. I'm going to remember that forever, it was so good.

[the-dragon-house]

Saw some whack take about how Hunter didn't do anything to deserve the nice things he got and...I'm sorry but a kid who's the clone of his "uncle's" dead brother and proceeded to be manipulated for his entire childhood and was nearly killed multiple times by said uncle does, infact, deserve nice things?????

[chicago-geniza]

Shoutout to my mother for taping HOW TO UNLOAD THE DISHWASHER instructions to the front of the dishwasher, it has taken many years but at long last she has gotten the general gist of my brain problems (she was married to my dad and shared a room with my aunt growing up, after all) and is being genuinely helpful in material and meaningful ways. Thenk u momther 4 my ADL assistance

[mantisgodsdomain]

The best part of people bookmarking our stuff, we think, is that we get to read vastly different tagging systems and systems of organization. Sometimes it will just be a bookmark but sometimes we get to read cool secret public recs and sometimes we get to read someone commenting "1" on our fic and not elaborating in any way

[kxllerblond]

ok fuck it i miss him as a fc im gonna start slowing yoinking him from his straw wars verse and repurposing him into urban fantasy

[oculusxcaro]

FEEL. -How does your character react to a persons touch? A random stranger’s? A loved one’s? A friend’s?ㅤ&&ㅤFEAR. -What are your muses biggest fears?

“DAMN.” Questions for Muses.

FEEL. -How does your character react to a persons touch? A random stranger’s? A loved one’s? A friend’s?ㅤ

In all honesty? Khare is brutally touch-starved yet at the same time lives in terror of being touched, partially due to traumatic experiences at the hands of the researchers who turned her into what is she but self-disgust also, at what she is, what she's done. She's repulsive, inhuman. Khare can barely tolerate being in her own body so why would anybody want to touch a monster like her? They wouldn't if they knew the truth so she stays away, fearful of physical touch lest they feel how cold she is, flesh chilly and pale as death. She longs for comfort however, to be hugged by family just one more time. Months of solitary confinement - and sensory deprivation - while held captive by Prometheus was a nightmarish experience to somebody who had a healthy family life until the day she was locked up, restrained and forcibly injected with whatever mystery concoction her captors decided to test that day. For strangers and customers, Khare avoids their touch. It's easy enough since she doesn't actually need to touch people in her line of work, handing out receipts, taking money, passing customers their plates and so on. The odd random stranger she can't help bump into is quickly given a wide berth with many apologies. She's repulsive, she knows she shouldn't touch anyone and that maybe it's even dangerous, if she accidentally shocks them or somehow infects them with whatever condition she's got. @the-rorschach-mask is one of the only people she's dared touch until now, carefully tending to his injured hands as though they were made of finest bone china. She'd forgotten just how warm another person felt to the touch but she worked quickly, cleaning any open wounds before bandaging his knuckles up, task complete. Far from seeing him as dirty, Khare was the one concerned for Rorschach, if he was truly okay with somebody like her touching him. He's seen them, those disgusting eyes in her flesh. Khare will pull away from contact (if she sees it coming) but deep down, she wants nothing more than to be scooped up into a reassuring hug and squeezed tight, to know everything's going to be okay and that she's not diseased, a monster or a freak. As comforting as this would be, somehow she feels it would be more terrifying than never being touched again.

FEAR. -What are your muses biggest fears?

Bears. Needles. Being alone again. Being around too many people. Cars pulling up quietly behind her while she's walking outside in the street. Being stared at too long. Silence. Too much noise. Being followed. The eyes growing in her flesh. How her family is doing back home. Are they missing her? Are they glad she's gone? Is she going to be okay? What will she forget next? How long as she got left to live? What will she do when rent goes up again? Will Prometheus come looking for her here in Gotham? Can she get a second job? What'll happen if she loses the one she's got? Did she offend another customer today? She's sure she's forgotten something important... but what?

[amndmirk]

nothing makes me more sure of being ace than the amount of horny songs on the internet

[adozentothedawn]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6mD-cKrdNGM

Please watch this, it’s amazing. Doesn’t matter if you’ve already seen it or not, it’s so good. For real I am dying here. xD