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7ndipity · 1 year
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Dating headcanons pt.2
Yoongi x Reader
Warnings: crack, swearing
A/N: part one felt a little short to me for some reason, so let's cover some of the things we missed, yeah?
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Requests are open
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Increasingly not so secretly romantic. He made hundreds of handwritten notes for everyone at his birthday fanmeet, imagine the kind of things he would do for an s/o?
The type to surprise you with a pillow fort and your favorite movie after a tough day and then try to brush it off like "I didn't really do anything tho".
Intentionally takes couple photos out of focus? Idk why, it's just become his weird aesthetic with you.
Man's a master of 'flirting, but not flirting.'
Starring at you while you're doing anything, with that lil head tilt and the fucking tongue thing he does.
Knows you have a thing for his hands, and will use it against you.
Although, would you really mind?(I'm going to hell for these posts)
Brutally honest. Like he loves you, but he's still Yoongi.
"Does this make my butt look big?" "Your butt is big." "EXCUSE ME?!" "What? I like your butt."
But also the most supportive boyfriend about even the littlest things, similar to the way he tends to go along with Tae's little bits or dances.
Does not fall for or tolerate those tiktok/text pranks.
"I want a divorce." "🤨we're not married? Also no" "But-" "NO" "okay rude."
Actually has a little box of momentos from dates with you, from ticket stubs and bottle caps to a paper crane made out of a shopping receipt.
Loves it when you fall asleep on him, because it means you feel safe with him (maybe got a teeny bit emotional the first time it happened, but will never admit it).
Has a habit of sniffing you?? Like, idk he just finds your scent really comforting. Always notices when you try a new perfume or shampoo.
Intentionally leaves hoodies at your place in hopes you'll wear them.
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nicole-2099 · 2 months
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Jakes the type of guy to . . .
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(SJ. Sim Jake. X reader)
(Headcannons)
(Smut,fluff, all the good stuff >3<)
MDI.
Note: u already know I didn’t proof read shii🤘
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Jakes the type of guy to start biting your thighs just cause he can, like you could be sitting on the couch watching your favorite show and then he just starts biting and messing with your thighs and like you look at him like “wtf..” and he just shrugs it off like “idk felt like it..”
Jakes also the type to pull you onto onto his lap and just play with your tits like squeezing them or cupping them and bouncing them around, maybe even playing with your nipples if you’d let him.
Jake would also like bug you and bother you if you don’t give him attention like he’s gonna whine and beg for your attention, he would like poke your shoulder or your cheek or kiss you until you pay attention to him.
He would also like kiss you in public places just for fun, like you could be at a party and he would just come up and kiss you out of the blue and then walk away like he didn’t just do that.
Jake would also get so jealous if he saw you talking to a guy friend like you could be talking to a co-worker or a friend and Jake would just watch from afar but eventually he would come up to you and pull you away into a hallway kissing you and showing you who you belong too.
Jake would be obsessed with eating you out like, it would probably be his fav hobby if anyone asked him, but like he would for sure beg and beg just to eat you out and make you feel god.
He’d do this if you were sad or feeling down about your appearance, like if you were embarrassed about your body or something he’d definitely fuck the shit out of you till you forgot why your were upset or down, Orr he’d talk to you and hold you close in his arms whispering sweet things to cheer you up, like “you shouldn’t care about how you look cuz no matter what in my eyes your still all I want in a Girl.”
I feel like if Jake was like in another room he would send Layla like a carrier pigeon with a little sticky note on her collar with cute little notes to you like, “I know your like LITERALLY in the other room but, I miss you”
I feel like if you and Layla were having a little bonding time Jake would definitely take a bunch of pictures secretly tho so he doesn’t disturb your time with Layla.
He would definitely try to play Fortnite with you and he would purposely target you for fun, and if you ever got upset or something he’d let you target him for the rest of the game.
He would definitely buy you food and sweets and pain killers if you were cramping really bad, like he would go out of his way to make sure your as comfortable as possible and if anything happened he would be up and ready to help you.
Jake’s the type to sneak pictures of you when you look like a mess, like hair all messy and everything he’d for sure sneak pictures and keep them, not telling you cuz he knows you’d get mad.
He would be obsessed with your hair, like he would play with it, even braid it or style it for you, he’d brush it out if it was tangled, he’d curl your hair at the hard to reach places, he’d run his fingers through your hair, he’d be your personal stylist.
Ohhhh he would definitely style you in HIS clothes and then he’d take thousands of photos and then spend the rest of the day picking out one to put as his wallpaper.
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Thats all I got i didn’t know what to rlly write I Js figured I should since I haven’t in a while but 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️.
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mrsleonkennedy · 2 years
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Creating the yanbois in Sims 4 and "accidentally" trapping them in the basement:
(I was inspired to do this after Nick creates Fone and Krow in Sims 4. And please dont attac me, ik their appearance is not accurate bc there's a limited male cc that fits on them, and im using mostly maxis match cc bc alpha cc is not my taste so yea, its hard to find exactly the hair and their exact ootd. Just doing this for fun, instead of doing my laundry and going to grocery)
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(From left to right: Ezra, Friend, Harper, Fone, Krow, Ren, Nova and MC)
DAY 1:
- MC just invited them to a dinner party. They didnt suspect anything, maybe MC just like the basementcore aesthetic they've said. Until they realized, the door wont open and MC is nowhere to be found..
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- its time for a group huddle with Mallows (the cat in a bee costume) as their advisor. Mallows keeps going down in the basement, maybe bc Fone is there? Idk but yea, im just going to make him my warden. Mallows will be MC's eyes.. But something happen:
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- well, Mallows the Cat in a Bee Costume, is a strict warden. He keeps hissing and ends up fighting with Nova and Fone (the betrayal). Everytime they do group huddle, Mallows are doing jiu jitsu on them 😂 The reason: Mallows just woke up and choose violence that day.
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-and theres Friend, the type of roommate who loves to clean, like the first thing he do is judge my kitchen counter and brushed it aggresively, like hey its not even dirty!? Friend doesnt care that he has been trapped in a basement. The most important thing is to make this place clean. The entire time, besides Mallows Wrestlemania segment, Rens infamous Mac & Cheese and the group meeting, he goes back cleaning and washing the dishes.
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- and here is Ezra questioning how MC pulled a reverse uno card on him and yep! thats the face of pure regrets of eating Ren's Mac & Cheese. (I missed to take a screenshot of that moment when Ren is cooking Mac and Cheese, Fone and Nova keeps teaching him how to cook, Ren dropping the salt shaker in the pan and Ezra being the first one to eat it)
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- Nova and Harper fighting for this one bed, even tho there are 7 beds. They keep doing a staring contest, whoever blink, will lose this bed (like its always this bed, sometimes if Harper is the one who sleep on this one, Nova would sleep on the floor instead of choosing another bed 😭 Nova, i have this urge to put a vent on the basement just to spite you.. Stop sleeping on the flooooor!
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- Ren and Krow napping peacefully on their first day as long as Ren promised to never cook again. And yes, finally they used their own bed! They discovered that the bed I put in there is for sleeping not for just aesthetic n shit, praise the lo-
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- and a rare photo of Fone exercising 😊 after turning off the tv everytime someone watches it. Fone cares about MC's electric bill. Be like Fone. I refuse to use motherlode so you really need to save on electricity guys.
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- and introducing MC, was recently turned as a vampire and instead of buying a blood pack, they choose to build a basement, and put all the yanbois and make them her own blood bank.
Will try to add the another yanbois like Virgil, Robin, Morogh, Henry, Keith, Ten etc. Just hoping that my Sims wont crash 🤞 (bc the maximum household members including pets are 8, so i think but im hoping that it will not be laggy when I add another batch of yanbois hahahahaha, i can hear now my pc cursing me in c++ language 😂)
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nonsensemonkey · 3 months
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yall, this game is SO good. it had me cryin and shit. had me doubting myself. had me fucked up-- i highly recommend it. truly. best game i've played in a while.
major spoilers below
first game i played since the rgg craze that left a deep impact on me. i think i'll be thinking about this one for a while. i might go back and play from the beginning and make tyler and alyson raise hell with all their choices next time hahaha. gahhh so much fun. all the characters felt so believable!!! ALL OF THEM! and even though i didn't like that michael kept coming onto to tyler even tho i politely brushed him off once before, he still felt human to me as well. sometimes dudes just can't fucking take a hint- no matter how nice and cool they are.
what was so crazy to me was how he was talking about how tyler was 'sooo special' and blah blah blah but just 6 months later this mf already taking photos with someone else with a pet talking about 'the new addition to our family'. like bitch if you want me so bad--????? THAT'S WHY I SAID MICHAEL GAVE ME UHAUL VIBES!!!! eehhhhh- like, no, give a mf some time to know you my guy. shit. idk maybe that's just me. (6 months is a while but im just saying)
but anyways, so.
i loved alyson and tyler's relationship so much. tyler is so fucking 😩😩😩😩🥰🥰🥰🫦🫦🫦. he's so hot. the amount of screenshots i have of that man is abysmal. he and alyson does this thing with their mouth but idk, i feel he does it alot more than she does, where he kinda bares his teeth-- sometimes it's a smile but not always. unff. LOVE! i love minor mouth ticks. i have one and i always notice when other people have one- aizawa has one (he chews at his inner lip). nish seems like he would kinda does the same thing tyler does now that i think about it but anyways im getting side tracked~~~
i loved their relationship! the bond thing was sooooo neat- being able to share memories and inner thoughts. HELLA NEAT! i love that so much.
UGH the writing here was so fucking phenomenal.
all of the townspeople: tessa, tom, sam, eddy-- they all had their parts and they were all believable flawed. the only person who i think i'd consider a villian, really would be tom. because fuck that guy- you cheated on your wife, let her raise your kids on her own, watched her fall apart, watch her get stabbed, allowed her to drown to death, allowed two kids to make decisions about something that fucking major when you saw what happened and then you got the audacity to try to blackmail them for your shitty ass campaign???
i rate his bald score a -8 🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅👎🏾👎🏾👎🏾👎🏾👎🏾👎🏾 he doesn't deserve that shiner. for shame.
more importantly, the one thing that i wish that we got to see was the perspective of mary-ann from that night. but i guess that's the beauty of the story. no one will ever truly know what was going through her head. everyone has their speculation but no one knows for certain and they sort of have to live with that in order to survive... ughhhh (i am relieved that ty can live his life potentially at peace believing that his mother would see him as her son- her SON- see him for who he is. i know that had to eat away at him while he was at fireweed.)
11/10
honorable mention for my girl denise, she didn't really have shit to do but she was there and i was happy she was. i was happy to see them braids too. like they kinda ate. ngl. i was like okaaaaaay. it makes me really happy. like someone trully put in effort on them! anyway, her and tyler are best buds now. i call it. it is my headcanon. <3
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t-lostinworlds · 2 years
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goddamn that was a journey. kinda didn’t like the fact how they just acted how everything was fine as if these kids aren’t traumatized or anything but lmao that’s what season 2 is for amirite. it’s a very great season overall tho
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darkredsblog · 3 years
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what’s your hcs/thoughts on what pervert!skz are like? :0
Pervert! SKZ
Note: This is kind of fun lmao.. I'm sorry if there's any inaccuracy.
Warning: This is heavily 18+! Read at your own risk
Disclaimer: This is just what i think.. Not really how they are
Chan
I don't see him much of a pervert tbh... But, I'm sensing he would to give dirty jokes to you almost like everyday
Trust me. He would write songs how he want to touch and fuck you.
I think he would keep sexy photos, videos or your moan in his laptop
Lee know
The only thing in his mind is ruining you
Everytime he see you, the only thing he think of is just fucking you. Especially when you wear revealing outfit
He would slip in a few dirty conversations or jokes or hinting that he want to fuck you as a joke (it's actually not a joke)
Changbin
I think he's similar to Lee know, he would always think dirtily of you.
He also will slip in dirty jokes once in a while.
If you're his friend or girl/boyfriend he will casually smack your ass and he will keep his eyes there and won't look away unless he really need to.
Hyunjin
Let me tell you... He will keep your clothes that you used, not washing them just so that he could smell them everyday.
Secretly taking photos of you and giving a glance every once in a while, especially when you wear revealing clothes.
Trust me. He will draw a picture of you naked or pleasuring yourself or even him fucking you.
Jisung
Idk i get a pervert vibe from him lol not in a bad way.. So... He would save your photos and jerk off while looking at them.
The image of him fucking you and you sucking him off won't leave his mind. Like creating fake scenario. Especially when he's jerking off.
His eyes will only look at your boobs and butt, thinking of touching and squeezing them.
Felix
His eyes will land on your boobs..
The thought of you being sexy, like imagining your sexy body being naked with him touching you filling his mind.
He would try to brush it off but he just can't. He won't jerk off to you tho cuz he thinks that it's wrong to do so
Seungmin
This is kind of hard.. But he would just be honest with it (?) Like straight up saying "you look sexy today." If you two are close of course.
He will trick you into doing something that he wants to see.. Like twerking or spreading your legs etc.
He won't jerk off on your photos. Cuz he thinks that he would rather do that to the real you.
I.N
Another hard one... He won't show anything about it and keep it to himself like when he sees something sexy he would just keep quiet and play scenarios in his head.
He's more of a butt guy. So, his eyes will be glued you your ass. If you two close to each other , he will smile while looking at it.
I think he would watch porn and imagine that it's him and you in the video
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kagsluvr · 4 years
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pairing: suna rintarou x gn!reader
genre/wc: fluff sorta / mutual pining ; 0.8k
synopsis: a late night talk on the phone only worsens your crush on suna rintarou but what effect does it have on him?
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8:45 am. the annoying beeps of your third alarm go off, meaning that you had about ten minutes to wake up and prepare your first class of the day. groaning while rubbing your eyes, you get a slight pang inside your head as you try to sit yourself up quickly, but smile instantly as you recall the reason why you slept so late last night. you and suna rintarou, your crush of about four months, talked on the phone for several hours for the first time last night, conversing about the most random topics. you didn’t think it was possible to fall for your crush even more, well until last night. and now you can’t help but wonder, what did he make out of the several-hour long talk on the phone?
having a class with your crush has it’s pros as well its cons. for one, you both get an excuse to text each other all morning about how boring or difficult the class is, not paying an ounce of attention to the lecture. and when evening comes, you two spend hours upon hours messaging each other about the homework, but never end up actually completing it. last night was one of those nights, except you guys went from texting to being in a voice call. a prominent disadvantage of sharing a class with them is that you get nervous when you’re called on to answer a question, with the fear of humiliating yourself.
“gooood mornin’ class!” your teacher announces with such enthusiasm as he always did, despite it being very early in the day. “let’s see those wonderful faces of yours! please turn on your cameras.”
dreading this moment every day, you mutter a ‘fuck’ under your breath before clicking the button that soon revealed your face to the class of thirty or so. you slightly cringe at the sight of your straight-of-bed look, but you brush it off.
your heart begins to race while skimming through the rows of students' faces popping up one by one on the screen, as you’re trying to spot a familiar one.
not even two seconds later, you see suna’s face appear on the top left of the screen and your heart skips a beat. he seems to have notice your face on his screen as well when you receive a text from him.
[rin]: hi :D goodmorning
[you]: goodmorningg <3
[rin]: how many hrs of sleep did u get? lol
[you]: uhh idk a few. like 3-4. how bout you?
[rin]: didn’t sleep :p
[you]: what- why??
[rin]: idk just couldn’t sleep i guess..
[you]: you do seem sleepy tho. you look lost as fuck loll
you looked up back at the screen to catch a flustered suna, suppressing a smile because of the bluntness of your text.
“ahem. good morning, mr. suna.” the teacher announces while fake clearing his throat, obviously aware of suna being distracted by something, or rather someone. “if we could please put away any distractions, that would be great.”
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after about an hour, your first class of the day finally ends. you click on the “leave meeting” button and release a breath of relief. as soon as you pick up your phone to scroll on it before your next class meeting starts, you receive a text notification from suna yet again.
[rin]: wanna talk on the phone later tonight? :D
[you]: hmm, yeah why not :)
[rin]: stop, you know you want to.
jesus… if he only he knew how easy it was for him to make you a blushing mess.
[you]: .. god shut up.
[rin]: oooh also look at what i got earlier.
you furrow your brows down at your phone trying to think of what he could possibly mean by that text. the slight vibration of your device startles you a bit, looking down to see that suna had sent an image.
[rin]: *1 attachment*
you open up his text to see that it was a photo of you that he sent. one that he took of you in your shared class not too long ago. you were facing the screen with a blank face, obviously spaced out, not grasping anything that was being taught in your morning lecture. you attempted to pay attention so you and suna wouldn’t be struggling so much later when completing homework. but, you just couldn’t.
your eyes widen in utter shock and soon enough, embarrassment wipes over you completely.
[you]: OMG WTFJHDSD
[rin]: hehe :>
[you]: BYE WHY WOULD U TAKE THIS UGSHHS I HATE YOU SM
[rin]: whaaat.. you look cute lol
god, this boy, you think. you read this message again and heat flushes up your cheeks.
you didn’t want to rush things nor push anything out of him just to reach that level of reassurance and satisfaction. for now, you enjoyed the times suna’s caused butterflies in your stomach to bloom and when he would catch you off guard with the flirty comments he would make every now and then. you had the slightest feeling that he may have reciprocated the feelings you had for him. but even if he didn’t at all, being friends with suna rintarou was something you’d always be grateful for.
but what you aren’t aware of is that suna definitely has feelings for you, though he can’t recall how long his little crush on you has been around. maybe it only developed overnight? he isn’t too sure. but what you also aren’t aware of is that the reason why he couldn’t sleep at all last night was because of the sound of your giggles and sleepy voice were on a constant loop in his head. the reason why he got absolute no sleep last night, was because he was up thinking about you.
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— taglist: @oikalove @admiringlove @softieynnie @tetsurov (send an ask to be added! <3)
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tobiosmilktea · 4 years
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Hello lovely, could you do headcanons for Kuro, Bo, Kenma and Iwa with their S/O says they want tk start an only fans (you can decide if their being serious or joking)?
starting only fans w/ kuroo, bokuto, kenma, and iwaizumi
a/n: this has the smallest little pinch of nsfw ;))
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— k. tetsurou
lowkey i think he’s the one who suggested for you make an onlyfans in the first place
it was obviously a joke but at the same time like,, ah ha ha jk... unless ✋🏻😳😏😏😏👀
once you actually made the decision of making one, he’s genuinely surprised cause he wasn’t expecting you to do it esp when it came out of the blue
i don’t think he’d necessarily get jealous that you’re doing this type of thing. it’s your body and you get to do what you want with it, so he fully supports that
plus you’re making that coin so more dinner dates for you two 😌😌
if anything, he kinda finds it hot when you ask him to take photos for subscriber requests
you’d probably hear him say “this person got good taste”
whenever he’s helping you make content for your only fans, kuroo’s the ultimate hypeman. he’s always yelling things that would definitely make literally anyone blush
overall, kuroo just makes you confident in yourself and i can definitely see him help promote your onlyfans too cause he puts that much trust into you
— b. koutarou
idk why but i headcanon that bokuto doesn’t really know what only fans is. all he knows that it’s a site that people pay money for content but not in ways like this
he probably thought it’s some streaming service or something
but when you first propose the idea of starting and explains to him what only fans actually is, bokuto he’s absolutely shocked
i think his main concern is showing your body so provocatively for people to see, but he’s definitely not the type to hold you against it and be super possessive over you
he knows you are your own person and he respects that. he also respects the fact that you’re confident enough to show you body like this
thanks to him tho, he’s into body worship lol
ANYWAY,, i could see him getting disappointed when you’re dressed all sexy but it’s actually for an onlyfans request and not for him. he’ll probably get a bit emo over it, but you make it up to him in the end *wink*
— k. kenma
when it comes to kenma, he literally thinks you’re just playing around when you ask him for his opinion to start an onlyfans and you honestly said it as a joke too, but now you were actually considering it
like at first you only brought it up to get his attention after he had been sitting at his computer all day streaming or playing video games with his friends, so naturally you wanted to play around a bit as you were getting bored
“are you joking?”
“nope ;)))”
and when he realized that you were actually serious there was a period of time where he wasn’t really sure how to respond so he brushed it off multiple times
but after a while of asking him if you should actually do it, i feel like he wouldn’t really mind more like he didn’t reslly care
so i think he’d simply shrug and say, “sure. i could help you out if you want.” cause you nag him about it too much
deadass i think you’ll become more of a cam model since kenma is more experienced with streaming set ups rather than taking photos and editing them so i think it depends whether or not it does get to the point where you do onlyfans seriously rather than a side hustle for money
and not to get all spicy on my christian minecraft server but i could definitely see you asking kenma if he wants to join you in one of your shows
let’s just say it’s definitely a fun bonding experience iykyk 🙈
— i. hajime
for this mans right here, he would immediately say no when you ask him
iwa is definitely not the type to force you not to do things, but the idea of creeps and nasty incels seeing your body irks him to his core
if anything, he loves the idea that he’s showing off his s/o, but in this case it’s just not it for him. however, i think he wouldn’t mind as much as long as you’re not posting nudes (he says they’re only for him to see anyway)
he’s honestly just being a protective boyfriend who doesn’t want you to be harassed or exploited so don’t judge him for acting this way
besides i think he’d definitely subscribe to your onlyfans after trying to convince many times not to considering duh you’re literally right there
he ended up do it anyway and is probably one of the top subscribers
and because iwa is one of your top subscribers, you send him the more ✨ risqué ✨ pics just to tease him
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multiplefandomsblog · 4 years
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your roommate hcs are so cute, can i request for naib, demi, tracy, andrew, kurt, patricia, and victor?
:0 holy crap yes! I’m so glad you enjoyed the roommate hcs!! Me and the other mods hope you enjoy these! Thank you for requesting :))
(i added melly because why not? lmao hope you don’t mind.)
Part 1!
Naib Subedar
This man deadass didn’t know you were living with him
Even when people told him about it, he wasn’t rlly paying attention and didn’t rlly care
Your stuff in his room? He thought it was his or someone just broke into his room and left it there
When he saw you on the toilet however, he just freaked out.
“Why the hell are you shitting in my room!?” “Your room? I’ve been living here for 2 months!”
Once he found out you lived with him, he made sure you knew what was his and what was yours
also, since he’s very protective of his things-- you being one of them-- he would totally get jealous if he caught you tallking to someone that wasn’t him.
he would probably give you the silent treatment and act like a pissy baby
He hates it when you touch his stuff
especially his photos, the photos were special to him because they were of him and his army friends.
You’d sometimes catch him looking at the photos with a longing in his eyes, it was highkey sad.
having you live with him meant lots and lots of training
he made sure you were always prepared for matches and that you don’t get downed early
when you got downed early however, He would scold you but he would still rescue you anyways because he’s soft
“You’re such an idiot, you’d better do better next time! Or else I’ll kick your ass.” 
one time he got cocky while kiting because you were watching him
he forgot to turn on his elbow pads and face palmed into the wall.
“...You saw nothing.” He turned around, a bit woozy from hitting his head on a wall. He flipped the hunter off before stumbling wooshing away
When you first get to know naib, he’d probably come off as intimidating and menacing
but once you get to know him--the real him--, you start to understand that even though he may be tough on you, its because he wants you to be the best
he has good intentions
During matches he’d let you handle yourself and made sure you didn’t rely on him too much
One time you needed to shower but you ran out of your shampoo so you used his.
When he questioned you, you simply responded “What? You don’t need it anyways, you’re bald!”
He didn’t rescue you the next round.
should’ve seen that coming
though he forgives you when you braid his luscious long existent hair for him
Kurt Frank
The amount of times you almost stepped on this man is astronomical.
he would constantly be in his tiny form because he would lose a lot of his things
his tiny form helped him find his things easily
Though when you first moved in with him, you had no idea what his ability was
so when you first saw a tiny version of your roommate you thought he was just a weird doll
until you heard him say a tiny, “Hey can you move your ginORMOUS foot? You’re stepping on my book.”
You fucking screeched and took off your shoe to try and kill him
“AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH”“AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH”
After he explained to you about his ability you calmed down a bit and spared this tiny man but only this time!
Frank loves books, he probably filled your shared rooms with stacks on stacks of books
You’d often see him tiny, waving at you while you’re decoding
Once you overhead Kurt arguing with First Officer over who was the rightful owner of some sort of treasure map
They fought for days,
kurt would constantly complain about it to you
turns out it was just a game on the back of a Cereal box.
sorry this is short like kurt
Tracy Reznik
Would be a little awkward at first, but the awkwardness slowly fades away when you both make bad jokes
she gives me childhood best friend vibes
Has her doll sitting in the corner of your shared room room, it’s lifeless eyes scare the living shit out of you in the dark you try not to make eye contact, afraid it’ll curse you or smth
if she was mad at you she would move the bot in a way that looked like it was flipping you off you off in your direction before you went to bed.
Always making little robot things that are super fun to play with
Loves sharing her things. Has no problem with it
you wanna wear her clothes? sure
you want to wear her underwear? evEN BETTER-
Pulling all nighters, trying to get her machines to work like how she wanted it to work.
Would live off of kraft Mac n cheese and junk food in the modern day
Pretty hyper, chugs pink monster energy drinks while pulling all nighters, also, in the modern day
would probably be a bruh girl
Her room is a mess, covered with blueprints and scrap metal
her room is practically a safety hazard
Sometimes she dresses her doll up a bit, putting wigs or her old clothes on it (which scares you half to death)
Once she made her doll dress up like her
and you almost went up to it to ask what it wanted for dinner.
Has a photo of her and her dad
You never wanted to bring it up, worried it might make her upset :(
Sometimes she’d feel really guilty about being downed in the first 30 seconds
please comfort her, she feels super bad
She always relies on you to rescue her
She gets really happy and thankful when you body block for her but she still gets a bit concerned when you do it randomly
“i wasn’t even kiting-” “Protecc the mecc.”
Demi Bourbon
Always out at the bar
Smells like alcohol constantly
tipsy 24/7
she’s never 100% sober
You have to hold her hair out of her face when she comes back to your shared room to hurl
Likes bringing back hard vodka or weird flavoured alcohols back for you guys to get wasted try together
Room is bit cluttered, but she doesn’t have much in her room since she’s always out in bars or matches
Usually latches onto you like a parasite when she’s drunk.
it gets a bit awkward when her face is a bit close to yours,
“Are we about to kiss right now-? BLeurghgrhgherrgh.”“...*audible sigh*”
You’d go to her expecting her to heal you like a normal person but no
instead she shoves dovlin down your throat
She likes to do your makeup, and always adds a matching beauty mark
unless you don’t wear makeup, then she’d ask you to do hers 
always loves how she looks afterwards
more than sometimes demi would get into bar fights, 
so you know she’s about to throw hands when she starts takes off her earrings-
10/10 would fight for you <3
She’s gives me cool wine aunt vibes
Probably a lesbian too (check out our Demi smut fic ;))
Or bi, idk
Just straightn’t
She’s really good at hyping you up, especially when you’re taking shots
“CHUG CHUG CHUG CHUG-”
Andrew Kreiss
Would be very shy at first, opens up a little when you get to know him
Totally a night owl, can’t sleep at night from all the guilt and “what if’”s
if you see this baby awake at night, hug him, he really needs it
You’ve never seen the other side of his face
How does he see with hair in his eyes?
He’s albino, which is super dope
Sometime you fear he’s thinking about burying you
You always see him thwacking Luca with his shovel
Barely talks
Room is moderate
He doesn’t want you to find out too much about him
He may seem bland, but he loves sweet food
You’d bake him cookies and other sweets
He’d act as if he’s not embarrassed and brush it off
“Are you blushing?”“No, I-I’m sunburnt.” “On your face?” “....I stare into the hot red sun sometimes because it eases me.”
to keep his lie going, every time he catches you staring at him he would fry his eye balls by staring into the sun until you left
partially the reason why he can’t see well
When he’s not looking, you stare at him while he’s eating the stuff you made because he looks so happy :’)
One time you found him down in the dumps so you made him a cup of coffee, and when you handed it to him you said-
“Depresso espresso?”
*sniff* ”..are you oka-” “IM NOT CRYING, YOU ARE”
he actually cried
it was such a nice gesture(?), that he started ugly crying
You’d ask him if he wanted hugs during matches when you see him get stressed
He’d be flushed and kinda confused
hug... him? why tho lmao
he’d definitely agree tho, to be fair, with some hesitation 
if y’all ever cuddled in bed, i feel like he’d be a little spoon
poor boy needs the comfort, he wouldn’t mind if you wanted to be little spoon tho
he just wants to be close to you
Victor Grantz
You love playing with his dog, Wick
Super nice and polite, but a little guarded
The type to be too afraid to call people out when they do something wrong but would totally trash them in his head
You write him little letters everyday and leave them on his bed to make him happy :))
He’d a be a little spoon
Wick would always join you guys while cuddling
Kisses would be soft and gentle
Usually sends you the first letter in matches
Loves to cuddle
He bb 🥰
You always get him a birthday present AND a Christmas present
You also get a gift for Wick
He loves giving you surprise hugs
Likes to read with you while cuddling
Literally a cinnamon roll
Once he was eating a cinnamon roll
And you whispered
“C a n n i b a l i s m .”
He was very confused
and kind of scared- were you going to eat him?
Patricia Dorval
Room always smells like herbs
She could literally smoke weed and you’d think it’s some magical healing herb
it magically makes you feel better
Always there to stun the hunter when you’re ballooned
The mature one
Her room is organized, with boxes labeling what herbs and magic stuff that are in them
You were cooking dinner for the day and you accidentally used one of her fancy herbs in your soup
She didn’t realize until she tried the soup
She wasn’t mad just disappointed
She lectured you on how you shouldn’t touch her stuff or use it for cooking
Gotta admit tho, the soup was pretty good
she acts like the mom everyone wishes they had
totally the type to be like, “dude we should think this through.” before doing something risky
and then five seconds later, “cowABUNGA MY DUDES”
one time she caught kreacher leaving the mens washroom without washing his hands
seeing as she was the mother of this manor, she had to protect her children from diseases
so she yeeted her monkey skull at kreachers head, cleanly knocking him out
and everybody cheered.
Melly Plinius
When you heard melly was going to be your roomie, you couldn’t have been more excited.
you finally had a victim for the many insect pick up lines!
So you decided to make some good first impressions by waiting for her in your room.
so when she arrived to your room and greeted you, you happily greeted her back, and slipped in the pick up line.
“Hello, my name is Melly. I believe I will be your ro-?”“Yeah nice to meet you too, say, what do bees make?”
She kinda thought you were a bit rude so much for first impressions
“...Erm, honey?” she replied hesitantly
“YES DEAR?” 
... okay maybe you weren’t thaaaat bad.
after that she kind of developed a teensy crush on you 
so it was hard living with you because of her crush, since she was constantly flustered 
you loved her reactions, she constantly got red.
it was funny watching her try to keep her cool and fail.
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sumeshi-t · 4 years
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Girl, this just a q. Hahaha what do you think's the love language of the HQ boys? You can name the obvious ones and wild guesses. Been thinking bout it for a day 🤣
Hi!! Sis i'm sorry this came out late, but i kinda did the receiving/showing love language too if that makes any sense. i hope you like it haha! i think i may have gone a little extra on the others (but that's bc ur special to me 👀)
(Do take these with a grain of salt, because ngl no one is strictly just one type of love language, you could be a perfect mix, 20% of each type haha! And these are all opinions anyway, based from what i've seen/watched/read.)
Haikyuu!! Love Languages
Words of Affirmation (Showing)
these boys show their love verbally. they let you know they love you with little unexpected notes or texts. they're usually good listeners who would always have something to say, and that something to say feels so right in that moment and usually makes sense 100% of the time.
sugawara koushi. we all know he has a way with his words. let's not forget that he is 'mr. refreshing' because of how good he is at communicating with his teammates. also the "negativity begone!" moment? asahi? when he made hinata realize stuff about kageyama when he was teaching him how to receive? yeah seems just about right to me.
probably hinata shoyou. but it's so adorable though because he's gonna be sooo shy about it! i mean the way he encouraged a lot of his peers–he has his awkward moments and blushy blushy times but this boy always knows what to say even if it seems stupidly simple–but that's how he is and that's why he's so lovable.
Words of Affirmation (Receiving)
these boys on the other hand, enjoy or prefer hearing verbal validation from their partner. they love it when you listen to what they have to say, or when you praise them and push them to be better with words. or when you appreciate the little things they don't usually do for others but makes exceptions for you.
definitely bokuto koutarou. and goshiki tsutomu. no explanations needed.
tanaka ryunosuke. call him senpai and he's yours maybe. i mean his mental strength do be high but he loves it when he's being praised.
oikawa tooru. i mean, maybe he doesn't enjoy it much when he's being ranted to but if you give him the privilege of listening fully as he lets out his deepest issues/insecurities? without judgment? he's good to go. always remind him of how good he actually is and acknowledge his hard work genuinely. always check up on him with little texts throughout the day or send him memes/quotes/photos and tell him "this reminds me of you" to cheer him up. push him towards greatness at the same time push him to rest. (got carried away with this one i'm sorry)
Physical Touch (Showing)
obviously the all-touch body language gang. prefer to convey their love and affection when they're with you physically. holding hands, hugs, not necessarily clingy but there's always a way or another that they're touching you even in the slightest of ways–can be a hand on your low back or even just fingers entwined loosely.
kageyama tobio. have you seen him hold and memorize the feel of a volleyball? practically the same thing with you. the amount of times his fingers have traced every line on your palm when you two were idling about somewhere–it happens all the time, it's become routine, it's made you volunteer your own hand too esp when you find him stressed.
nishinoya yuu. damn have you seen him just all over everyone? i mean, he isn't exactly clingy but in little background stuff, he's always touching someone? and doesn't he like touching the ball? kskisks
idk i'm just gonna say tendou satori too because... his fingers give me that vibe. and shit, i almost forgot about akaashi keiji. ma'am his little finger fiddling habit??? he'd love to fiddle with yours too. he's so gentle with how he holds your hand he thinks it's immaculate–he'd even ask permission first omg 🥺👉🏻👈🏻
Physical Touch (Receiving)
basically they love being touched or having skin-skin/close contact initiated by you. they love it when you give little hugs or just idly resting your head on their shoulder or lap.
iwaizumi hajime. this cuteass hedgehog–i been simping for him for a week already 😭 i feel like he craves touch even though he doesn't explicitly say it. smooth your hand over his cheek or forehead you'd already see a difference that his brows relax, his lips part slightly for an exhale. when you make it a point through your touches that you're there, for him, even if it's just choosing to sit beside him during lunch is already 👌🏻
i think... miya atsumu. the opposite of iwa's tho. this boy is handsy-handsy. this might as well be his way of showing love too. run your hands over his muscles madame, or brush fingers through his hair if you feel that it looks out of place. a sucker for you clinging onto his bicep when walking. idk i just think that for new/early on in a serious relationship with him, he's gonna be big on showing you off to the world so physical stuff are important for him because he knows words can be faked or scripted sooo yeah
Receiving Gifts (Showing)
"it's the thought that counts" kinda dude. they give you little things they think you might want but moreso things that you need. it doesn't have to be any "thing", it could even be something as simple as a bottle of water or energy drink. they make you one of their top priorities in life.
miya osamu. bruh he's chef's kiss cooking. that's it. i feel like he's the one who's gonna be making bentos for you (or you two can do that together as bonding too!) but i feel he's the type to remember food you pointed out once or watched on youtube, and i tell you you're gonna see it wrapped nicely on your desk a few days later.
yamaguchi tadashi. i feel like he's the type to just pick something up from the convenience store on his way home from training, then next morning he's going to shyly give it to you. "i just thought you might need a new one," his cheeks are flushed and a bashful smile on his lips when you thank him gleefully!
kozume kenma. just because this boy is sugar daddy material. can easily buy something online that he saw you window shopping for on your phone. he does this not to show off his cash, but because your happiness comes first 🥺👉🏻👈🏻 he's not really that good at handling emotions he's so closed off so i think this is the way he finds and uses to show love to you.
Receiving Gifts (Receiving)
sounds redundant, but these boys fall for you harder when you remember them through little things you drop on them. can be from a well thought out gift to something so mundane like a single piece of candy. (but thoughtful gifts are better!)
daichi sawamura. he's not materialistic don't worry (ngl daichi's like, one of the most virtuous characters in haikyuu). but can we not forget that little charm michimiya gave him (the team)? i hc that he's the one who kept it, it's somewhere in his room on a shelf. i mean, anyone could keep that right? they could put it in the clubroom (even after they graduated) but he just decides to keep it. anyway, he's not going to expect you to give him extravagant gifts in particular–he just... enjoys seeing little things that you give him (it can be a pen or ink refills, a phone case, or anything at all) and he's bound to treasure it for a long while, and will always be grateful for you (because you're the greatest gift you've given him)
just a freaking guess but... bokuto koutarou. he's one of the more simple minded folks so if you remember to buy him a shirt he was eyeing or just basically bring him cute matching charms, he'd be sooo soft for you. big buff baby.
Quality Time (Showing)
these boys show their love for you by spending time with you–no distractions (to some, maybe no phone-using too!). not meant to sound restrictive or toxic in any way, but when they're with you, whether if it's a drive home or just lazing about the house, they'd appreciate it if you're attention is fixed on them.
ushijima wakatoshi and oikawa tooru. they're both hella busy with killing each other getting better, they're practically married to mikasa the volleyball. so they show their love for you by clearing out their schedule, or reserving just a day or two with only you. and if they do that, shower them with all your focus, love and attention. (esp oikawa if he comes to visit you from argentina). y'know the feeling of "the world stops and it was just us" kind of vibe. anyway the point is, they'll make time for you to make up for missed dates or calls. a lot of understanding needs to happen here, and if you respect their dreams and support them, sis ya got the 💍 coming
Quality Time (Receiving)
these boys on the other hand prefers alone time with you; maybe has something to do with not being so keen on PDA but if it does, only by a little bit. they don't say it but they love it when you share a bunch of small little moments together without interruption from nosy senpais/brothers/cousins.
tsukishima kei. this tol salty french fry... you don't even need to be talking, or touching each other. he likes the comfortable silence between you, and he loves spending time with you even if that's hard to see or realize. the only giveaway is that, only one of his ears is covered by his headset when he's with you doing homework; meaning he's ready to hear if there's anything you wanna say.
sakusa kiyoomi. bro just clean your room or the house for him and he's sold. i'm not kidding. he loves doing chores with you and going grocery shopping (especially in aisle 15 for the cleaning wares).
Acts of Service (Showing)
no they're not slaves for you, they show their love for you by doing stuff for you, from something so little that's hardly noticeable to even grander gestures–they're willing to go out of their way just to help you in anything and everything that you need. homework? chores? you don't even have to say anything and they'll pipe up with "i'll help".
aone takanobu. :( big, giant, softie. he'll do anything and everything for you. you'll notice stuff from the cupboard have been taken down, especially when you tell him you're gonna cook something and he knows what ingredients you'll be using. he's a man of very, very few words so please know that he loves you whenever he brings it upon himself to carry your stuff for you, and blocking away all negativity from your life.
akaashi keiji. bro you've seen him grab a glass of water for a choking kageyama. that's just the veeery tip of the mf iceberg! this boy is so well mannered that helping others just comes naturally for him–but with you he even does it a little more extra. will always bring water for you (esp if he knows how little you drink), will bring your fave snacks to you when finals are coming up, you'll notice that your work desk is a bit neater lately; he's just so pure and wholesome and you know if it's him, you're in good big hands.
Acts of Service (Receiving)
they become mush when you do stuff for them voluntarily. like no you didn't have to, but you did–it's you who did that for them–and they just fall in love with you all over again
yamaguchi tadashi. no i didn't say this just because his specialty was his serves. i just feel like his heart is gonna combust when he sees you doing something for him. omg imagine if you were the one who holds up a plastic bag of shimada mart and you're his reset point??? omg??? that's so soft??? like there's a lot of people there but all he sees now is you and just courage 100 worries 0
another motherflippin guess but yaku morisuke. not bc he'a good at receiving serves. he's like the mom of nekoma so he's used to being the one kinda telling people off and keeping the kids in line–he's got that responsibility on his tiny and firm shoulders. so if you decide to do stuff for him (or even the team) like bringing extra towels for everyone, making food (and a separate packed one for him), he's gonna be sooo proud of you and spite kuroo about it lolol
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phoebehalliwell · 4 years
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I need some kind of a photoshop lesson for this aesthetic of yours
okay i’m gonna do a tutorial real time for a picspam type aesthetic that will look like this ⇣ a photo i will put here once i make it.
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step one. open ps : )
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welcome : )
okay so dimensions r a thing tumblr compresses photos like hella so i do all my still img aesthetics 900x900 is you’re trying to do this for say insta i would actually recommend jumping up to 1080x1080. pixels, obviously. idk if i have to clarify that.
so click ctrl+n or create new i’ll be doing 900x900
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these r the rest of my settings i personally do not think they matter my resolution stays at 72 the only thing i’ve detected this affecting is font size. (side note notice how this pic looks all fuzzy? that’s bc it’s a ss with a boatload of pixels. and if there’s one thing tumblr hates. it’s pixels. and then it’s users. but who’s counting? tumblr is. i recommend keeping ur still images 900x900♥)
step two is collecting ur images i personally use pinterest for these bc quite frankly it’s really nice & easy to find these types of photos esp if you’re looking for a canon character bc if you type in [character name] aesthetic you’ll get stuff if you don’t quite frankly even just type in aesthetic you can scroll until you find an image you like click on that and go through like images underneath it and keep burning thru. like u probably know how to work pinterest. but i am being thorough and covering my bases. searching [color] aesthetic is also nice or even searching a character that isn’t the character you’re doing this for but who’s kind of similar that also works. i recommend esp for charmed bc their pinterest gets bogged down with screencaps and then like. charms like jewelry searching “charmed aesthetic” or “phoebe halliwell aesthetic” really just doesn’t cut it so what i’d recommend is instead of going through pins, go through boards.
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bc like. big difference. other pro tips if you see a board you like, go to the person’s profile and check out their other boards bc odds are you’ll find more you like. another protip if you’re specifically doing ocs typing in oc aesthetic will get you a lot even going to the boards on that as well. yields.
so. you’ve gathered ur images. u need five. open em. i’m making an aesthetic 4 myself which you’ve probably already guessed from the fact i’m putting the finished piece at the top, but it’s not ready yet so it’s still a surprise for me. 
cropping. if ur doing a 900x900, use these setting exactly. 1080x1080 use 1080/2 x 1080/3. i’m not doing the math 4 u ♥
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most important part? Delete Cropped Pixels. otherwise ur not really doing anything. crop all five images.
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but them in ur document. document? psd? ur thing ♥ place them places. u do not have to commit now. leave one middle one blank. it does not matter which one. i personally like to alternate my text pieces if i’m doing a long post like what i did on my ncwotng set. some people keep them all on the same side. this lowkey bugs me i feel like it throws off the Balance but i imagine some people like The Consistency. i don’t. but w/e. it’s up to u as this is gonna be ur set. also like. as you’ve cropped these to x/2,x/3 settings they should fit nice like puzzle pieces : )
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the next step i personally like doing is creating by text box with The Color™ do this bc simply duplicating one of ur images, shoving it in the empty slot, and converting into a sharp object. edit contents.
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now. obvi i selected these images w a color scheme in mid. i recommend u do the same. even if it’s just vague. they don’t all have 2 fit. this is my example of my sheridan piece b4 or after. tweaking is possible. layers w masks r ur friend. i can talk about them more if need be.
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But. back 2 the smart object. brush tool. paint it.
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the text i used was times new roman all caps 40pt font 0 spacing for the title and times new roman 14pt font 0 spacing italics for the subheading. here’s my dency b4 and after for comparison
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next step is after you have your text in alright, shove everything into groups. mode on “normal”
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then you can start editing. the groups let you edit things like lighting and color without touching any of the layers below it 👍
i’m not gonna do a Major coloring tutorial, for lighting i’ll usually tinker with exposure, levels, sometimes brightness/contrast. for colors, color balance + hue/saturation. i rarely touch anything else.
i’ll bring u along 4 the coloring of this one bc i’m gonna add a layer mask.
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so the first thing i’m going to do bc the paper itself is already close to the vibe is i’m going to color it normal and just ignore the background
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something like that. then i’m going to add a layer mask (square button w the plus sign)
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and then i’m going to eye dropper a color off from somewhere else
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now i was talking about the “normal” blend mode stops ur color settings from bleeding over onto other images? does not apply to painting on layers but you’re already masking this bad boy, so it doesn’t matter. just don’t say i didn’t warn u
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i’d recommend using a really ridiculous blend mode to clean up ur thing at first, i’m using darken which isn’t that wild but like whatevs.
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add a layer mask using this button.
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select and mask
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use this thing to clean up ur mask
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okay so i did a lot since we last spoke
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but if i impart any lesson to u. it’s: fuck around. find out. that’s literally how i’ve basically done everything. nothing’s ever really gone horribly wrong. click things. see what happens.
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okay so now that you’ve kinda gotten everything figured out. change ur text box color again. i’m introducing u to ye ol trick that is not the paint brush. but. hue/saturation on colorize more yeah babyyyyy
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ahaha yes. love this bad boy.
Now. Trick To Make Everything Super Cohesive™. put things above All of your groups.
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yeah boy.
reorganize ur thing bc u don’t like how it looks.
fuck around w a lot of stuff.
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it’s still cluttered.
fuck it. grab a new image.
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something like that. never let the fear of striking out keep u from playing the game : )
fuck around a bit more.
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vibes♥
save ur image bc u literally Have Not Done That Yet
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& then remember the other thing u forgot to do
eyedropper what ur text box looks like move the whole thing to the tippity top and recolor
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this is just bc u’ve fuck around a lot w a lot f different settings. this ensures that the text stays the same color u set it as.
okay final step.
turn The Whole Thing into a smart object, smart sharpen
leave out the text box tho. the sharpened text can look weird. it’s ur choice, but with these settings,, cronch.
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and wallah. ctrl+shift+s save as png and bada bing bada boom baby. aesthetic
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jrueships · 3 years
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thinking about romantic beach trips with pg and kawhi and sometimes tmann tags along too bc. they are a family…
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ROManTIC BEACH TRIPs ⁉️⁉️
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Photoshops these two together like a classic jack frost x Hans frozen Disney amv LMFAO
FIRST OF ALL... I wanna talk about the differences in drip here. As always, a big factor in the pg/kawhi relationship. ... we need to talk about Kawhi's floral granny shorts... wtf is that bruh KWBDKS looking like a dusty guest room mattress that got bed bugs probably. In general u can say his drip is very convenient. He just throws on whatever he can swim in. King. He doesn't really care for sunglasses, he just wants to get going on the trip. But PAUL?? Paul simply NEEDS the blue tinted shades. He doesn't understand how Stupid he looks in them yet. And the backwards cap of COURSE. He's here to take a 'hot' photo of the water behind him. Meanwhile Kawhi has some far away Observer clicking random pics that look the cleanest but no one knows what the hell he's doing. I feel like they'd Both wear their own jerseys to the beach, but for different reasons. Kawhi might just grab his because it's sleeveless and easy, while pg grabs his to show off that he's pg and he's going on a romantic trip with his 'Whi Whi' LMFAO
But anyways.. imagine them lounging on the sand (on a beach towel ofc tho) listening to Kawhi's music. His mixtapes LMAO. Pg being the first and only one to hear them, the only one to watch kawhi tap his foot to the beat and nod whenever the bass drops to his approving. Just quiet relaxation. Pg dumping some warm sand on Kawhi's knee to help it feel better and then he brushes it off to reveal a hidden sand bug now biting kawhi's knee (kawhi doesn't really react to it. He just kinda glances down at it and lays back down like 'if I die, I die' but pg freaks and has to flick it off real quick for kawhi.
Maybe a skittering crab visits them? Kawhi randomly just starts telling unknown facts about it, like it's scientific name. Pg just refers to it simply as Mr. Krabbs tho. They probably try feeding the crab, which attracts seagulls that attack the crab and make them sad LMAO
While they DO spend time lounging and staring at the waves thinking about how far they've come and how strange yet nice it is to share this spectacular view with someone they love, they're both open to fun beach activities. Maybe they try jetskiing and pg has a competition with kawhi to see who can stay upright the longest? Who can build the biggest sandcastle? Who can get the most skips with a rock? That one was more difficult because sometimes Kawhi found rocks that he felt too bad to skip away tho so finding suitable ammo was scarce.
BUT ABOUT THE FOUND FAMILY (Vin diesel voice)... I think Pg and Kawhi are definitely the kind of parents who let their kids take home like. A bucket of seashells. As long as there's no little creatures in there, they can take em. Kawhi probably helps TMann find the prettiest and coolest of shells to collect, and Pg hypes TMann up about how they could be useful fashion accessories if you save em right! Kawhi is definitely the kinda dad who's the designated carrier, so he carries the bucket and the picnic basket and the umbrella all in one hand for his family LMAO. He scoops his hand into the sand Bank for cool sand pebbles and creates a tide pool AKDNKW. Pg probably picks up a starfish and is like 'oh this is cute!' And then it tries doing that creepy starfish sucking disintegrating thing so he throws it back into the beach/ocean/salt water whatever BRUH idk.
Tmann probably isn't a big open water swimming, and especially hates the icky feeling of wet sand mush between his toes, so kawhi and pg probably have to coax him into the water a lot. Usually he gets on a floatie and they push him off to sea and everything is cool until a curious fish tries nibbling on his toes. Then he thinks he's getting attacked by JAWS and races to the shore.
Pg and tmann probably take a ton of fashionable instagram Beach pics in their extra clothes and whatever and then you just see kawhi crouched over in the background wearing some plain grandma boxers poking some seaweed with a stick LMAO. Local beach cryptid..
They're definitely the kinda parents who have like... a whistle that they blow whenever they think their kid is swimming out too far JANJDAJ. Kawhi will spot some big waves coming and he'll usher his family back onto the sand, safe and away. One time pg stayed back because he thought he could tough the waves out and then he got hit by one and like. Exploded or smthin idk LMAO the end result is just that he got sand in his trunks and that made him grumpy for the rest of the trip until they saw some dolphins
I think kawhi is kinda just. A natural creature magnet. He's just so quiet and stoic that animals are drawn to him. He'll be standing in the water and all a sudden a bunch of stingrays are swimming around him. Or suddenly he'll just take off his water shoe and they'll be a tiny octopus hiding in it. Very good for pg and tmann's instagram pics LMAO
Tmann probably feels bad for the scavenger seagulls so he feeds One (1) and they all get mobbed by squawking feathers of fury. Tmann probably cries because GETTING FLOCKED BY BIRDS IS SCARY!!! Pg probably tries reenacting that one scene in this really bad The BIRDS movie where like... the main character tries karate kicking this really bad cgi bird LMAO. Either way they end up losing half their foods to the birds and half to run into the closest building to hide from them
When they swim at the beach uhhhh pg probably jokes about like.. 'uh oh! I think I swallowed a jellyfish! Guess you'll have to pee in my mouth lol' then looks at kawhi expectantl-
ANYWAYS YEAH. BEACH FUN <3!! EXACTLY!
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sapphosvioletts · 3 years
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Oh god my weakest skill- describing the physical appearance of things 😂
Well a 3DS, is essentially a DS but with a 3D function that makes everyone who uses it want to throw up.
And a DS is still Nintendo like the switch but it isn’t really like a switch. A Switch is essentially a fancyass tablet with essentially two mini Wii controllers attached to the side. A DS ((and 3DS)) is more or less the same size as a switch ((when the switch is lengthwise that is)) but is made up of two segments that allow the DS to kinda fold inwards. On the top segment it’s just the main screen where the gameplay happens, and on the bottom segment is a smaller screen you can interact with along with a mini joystick, D-pad and the typically four buttons ((labelled Y, X, B, A)). And then on the back there’s a little slot for you to put the game card in
And honestly, I can relate to the wet food thing sooooo much!! But I have a ((very costing in water bills)) solution:
1. Spend an unnecessary time taking everything out of the sink ((unless your able to convince your parents to leave stuff on the goddamn side cause that’s what it’s made for-))
2. Turn the cold water tap to power blaster setting
3. Carefully rinse everything off the dishes, and if something gross is stuck onto it then get a knife or fork and start stabbing away at it
4. Once you’ve done all that, just rinse the sink out and fill it up with warm water and do washing up as normal
5. Leave the kitchen a stupid amount of time later—
Or at least that’s what works for me 👍
My only two issues now are dried up gravy and finding the odd occasional slug in the kitchen - not sure if that’s a problem where you are, but for some reason the British haven’t figured out how to build a house that doesn’t allow slugs to break in-
Granted it’s like a once in a couple month thing but my slugphobia does not appreciate it at all 🤢
I started ranting again didn’t I? Sorry. Not done yet tho-
As for the main role thingy, it isn’t like I’m being given the number one main role thingy. Our teacher just isolates the most important roles, and makes them exclusive to the GCSE class - and there’s no out unless I wanna fail and get a bad grade. I should also clarify that this big musical thing, despite contributing to our grades, is kinda an extra curriculum thingy. Like our school does yearly musicals that all students of all years can voluntarily do, but if you choose performing arts as a GSCE you have to do it and you have to be part of whatever’s isolated as the ‘main cast’
I think that all makes sense but I’m not sure
And I’m kinda sorry that I made you come to that realisation - unless that’s a kinda good realisations In which case happy to help? My people skills really aren’t good so idk what I’m doing half the time—
But that thing about there being an unspoken rule to never be proud of yourself is kinda sad. In life no matter what you do you’ll always find some way, no matter how obscure, you can improve upon it - but that doesn’t mean you shouldn’t be proud of what you’ve already done and how far you’ve manage to come!!
Also nowhere near as meaningful now, but your middle school just does sound like a middle step in our school system - like here your in primary school from reception to year 6 ((from four years old to eleven years old)) and then high school from year 7 to year 11 ((from eleven to sixteen)). Then after that whatever you do varies time wise on what you do - which doesn’t make the most sense does it?
But anyway sorry, I kinda feel bad cause I feel like I’ve just been talking your ear off all evening…morning? Day? I’m not sure, timezones are confusing-
- 🦋
oooohh okay thanks for explaining!!
and thank you! i definitely do the stabby stab on it with a knife to get the food off lmaooo it works so much better than like a sponge or brush
AND WHAT SLUGS??? i have only seen a slug twice in my life before lol but i just looked up to see if we even have slugs here and the photos are so gross how do you even get them out of the house omg bleghhhhh
we don't get slugs but we get other bugs in the summers because it gets too hot that they all want to come inside and there's like no way to stop them we have tried everything lmao and i have a huge fear of bugs idc if they won't hurt me i hate them lol two ish years ago vegas got a grasshopper infestation and it was literally a nightmare i didn't go outside unless i absolutely had to i don't even know how to explain just how many grasshoppers there were. we got around 46 million grasshoppers just in vegas alone (i have no clue how they even measured that but that's apparently how many lol) and it was actually a nightmare like they all literally migrated over here at once within only a couple days
but oooohh okay yeah that makes more sense now lol well good luck!!! hopefully it won't be as bad as you're anticipating lol sometimes even if you absolutely hate it you honestly just have to try and have fun with it. that's what i've learned lol in classes that i hate it makes it sooo much more miserable when you're like sulking in how much you hate it, instead just try and laugh a bit and have fun
and it's okay! it's not really good or bad really i just never realized it lmaooo BUT SAMEEEE my social skills are non existent lol
and AWHHHH thank you so much 😭😭😭🥺 you're so kind i can'ttttt thank you 🥺
and i've always been kinda confused by the grade levels there so thanks for explaining! that def makes a lot more sense now lol
and no please don't feel bad!! i love talking to you! now that all of my friends are starting in person school again i have no one to text during the day anymore lmao and i really enjoy talking to you!
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crispy-ghee · 4 years
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Forgive my absolute novice question, but those environment studies are BEAUTIFUL! I've never done them but I want to try, since it's good practice. What's your process, do you have any advice?
Thank you! No reason to apologize either. I can give a glimpse into my process, but fair warning it’s quite messy (I did this one quickly after work as an example) and I might not have the besssst explanations for everything. 
Everything under the cut!
I do these off of photos I find on google images, since i’m not using them for profit or anything like that. I kind of decide what i wanna try and study (tropical scenes, forests, mountains, whatever) and then just look for an image that strikes me. 
Something to note when you’re going into this is to have some idea of what you want to try and focus on. If there’s a specific thing you want to work on or capture when you do this. For me, it was trying to get better at seeing and picking colors, plus maybe fiddling w/ how mountains and rocks work haha
Having a specific goal makes doing studies easier because you don’t feel like you have to focus on basically everything when you’re painting. When the end goal is just ‘get better,’ that’s a lot of stuff you have to try and get right or pay attention to! Doing things one at a time is good.
So anything like...Wanting to understand color, wanting to understand shadows, wanting to understand light, wanting to know how trees work, or even something like ‘i saw this photo and i like how the light hits this one particular spot and i wanna capture how that spot feels’--just give yourself something to focus on!
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Anyhoo, I picked this one. wanted to try a desert scene. My focus, again, is trying to understand color a lil better (kinda gave myself a rule, which was ‘no colorpicking’)
I work on a really tiny canvas btw like... 3 inches by 2 inches, and with a kinda fat chalk brush with pressure opacity on. This makes sure i can’t get fiddly on it. 
Usually start with a really basic composition sketch that is definitely gonna be inaccurate, but that’s okay since that’s not what i’m doing this for lol
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a lil more ‘detail’ pulling out the forms of biggest interest. sometimes this includes the a shape of a large shadow, like at the bottom! just the big important sections of the composition that you see. 
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I start laying in the colors really messily, again going for BIG at first. Right now the focus is establishing those big spaces in the composition. Right now this also includes some of the stronger shadows, since those are important to the form of things. The colors I choose to lay down vary, but usually go for the sort of ‘mid tone’ that i can suss out, maybe a a bright hilight, and then a deep shadow. 
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lol okay this is definitely a jump forward. But you can see i focused on the mountains. I ended up painting over that tree because it wasn’t in the right place anyway.
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Anyway, TIPS on how I approached this: 
TRY NOT TO GIVE A SHIT OVER WHETHER SOMETHING IS SUPER ACCURATE. Just make sure that it reads!
Focused first on laying in the darkest shadows, bc those really inform a lot about the shape of the thing. 
A lot of squinting and stepping back, and also making the reference picture zoomed out small. This really makes the small detail disappear and helps keep you from getting caught up and confused by it. Sometimes you can eliminate certain details, or combine them with nearby details. 
I added some new colors here and there, but nothing too strong. I avoided introducing too many different colors though, and most of what i had was a result of mixing the colors I already. If you add a very different color, that creates an area of high contrast. Which can be great, if that’s the focus and you want to hilight the area, tho! 
Tried not to draw outlines. In fact, I made sure most of my strokes were downwards or sideways to make sure that I had to focus on things as blocks of color. 
How do you do manage the shape w/out outlines? One thing to remember! You perceive form through contrast! Basically, in an area, how does the shadow butt up against the light? Look for those edges/places where they meet, and then think about how different those areas look to each other. Are the colors really different from each other? Are they similar? Is the edge hard, or is it more gradual? Look for those places where things meet!
Keeping in mind that color is relative. When you’re trying to figure out what color something is, peer at the color itself and try to isolate it. For instance a color may seem grey to you, but maybe it’s blue, and it looks much more desaturated bc you have it up against a really warm, bright color. Maybe what you think is a green is actually a red or a brown. SOME TIPS: 
If you’re not focused on color as your study, feel free to colorpick off the photo! You’ll see the difference between what you perceived and what the true color was, and you’ll learn from that!
I’ve gotten good enough to be able to peer at colors and separate them in my brain from the rest of the picture. If you can’t do that, then you can mask it out physically in photoshop so that it’s literally isolated! You’ll get way better at picking up on color differences this way, and then can work towards doing it without having to physically mask things. 
Questions to ask yourself when trying to figure out a color: Does it feel warmer or cooler? What hue is it (does it look purple or purple or red to you)? How saturated does it look?
Shadows usually gradiate. Shadows are made bc they block out light. So they’re darker when it’s harder for light to get into a space. So the further away from an edge or a crease, the lighter the shadow becomes.
Be wary about your colors getting too muddy, bc that happens when you’re mixing colors. Step back now and again, and if they look like they’re getting too grey or brown, feel free to paint some saturated color back into it.
Anyway, I added the trees (spent less time on them bc they’re unimportant to me lol) and cleaned up a couple other things...
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And the last step is just creating a clean border around the painting to make it look clean! 
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And there’s my study. 
ALSO
Also
the most most most important step
is to close the fucking Reference you were working off of and not look at it after that, because you’re gonna like what you did way better as its own thing when you’re not comparing it to the real deal lol
Anyway...I think that’s all i have to say? Idk. If something’s not clear, feel free to ask, but that’s what I got. This painting was pretty rushed so it’s not the *best* representation of everything, but hopefully it got most of the point across. 
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legendofzelda4life · 4 years
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Arson Gone Wrong
Day five (cbf writing the whole thing, ya’ll know the drill)
I’ve rewritten this twice now. My computer keeps glitching out and I lose all the work *cries*
This is a Wild and Hyrule platonic angst.
I hope you guys like it!
Also, should I start putting descriptions up here?
TW: blood, injuries, major character death
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“Oi, Hy!” Wild yelled out, running into camp carrying various fire-based weapons in his arms.
They were currently in Wild’s Hyrule.
Y’know, free-real-estate-arson-edition.
“I’m not even gonna ask.” Time said from where he sat across the camp with Twilight and Sky. Hyrule chuckled. The old man is really done with our bullshit.
“What are those?” Hyrule asked, looking at Wild. (theyre my sandals) Wild grinned happily and dropped all the weapons on the ground. “Okay so we have meteor rods, flame blades, great flame blades, fire rods, flame spears, fire arrows, and, most importantly, bomb arrows.” Wild said, gesturing to each object.
“Arson?” Hyrule asked with a smirk. “What else?” Wild replied sarcastically before taking off his shirt. “Let’s go!” He grabbed a bow, shield, and some of the weapons before running away.
This boy and doing arson shirtless.
Hyrule swears he’s gonna get himself killed.
They were in the Akkala region so if they went to far west, they’d burn.
Somehow they ended up north of skull lake pretty quickly. They had started at Tumlea heights.
“Hy, look! This is skull lake. If you fall down here, it’s damn near impossible to climb back up.” Wild said, looking over the edge to see the lake. He turned to his left to see Hyrule looking over as well.
(it kept deleting here so the rest was new for me to write)
“How deep is the water?” He asked. “Deep.” Wild said before standing up. He took out a shield and turned around.
“Watch this.”
He backflipped off the ledge and fell.
But he left the paraglider at camp.
Hyrule heard a sickening thud as the boy hit a rocky out-crop. The rocks there were stained red.
“Shit! Wild! Fuck dammit!” Nobody ever heard Hyrule swear before but he just watched his best. Friend. Get badly hurt.
He watched as Wild rolled along the rocks before falling with a splash in the water. Hyrule watched as Wild sunk slowly.
Almost painfully slow.
Hyrule knew he couldn’t jump past the rocks so he grabbed two swords.
Wild taught him a trick; you try to throw a weapon as you fall but just before you hit the ground, swap weapons and it will cancel out the pain.
Hyrule heaved a deep breath...
And jumped.
He quickly switched weapons before he hit the rocks.
It worked!
He then jumped into the water.
He wasn’t the best swimmer. But he could manage well enough to get a hold of Wild and the slate.
“Goddesses I hate doing this.” Hyrule thought as he selected the Akkala ancient tech lab. It was the closest he’d get to the group.
He felt a familiar sick feeling in his stomach as the two boys teleported.
They were at the tech lab.
Hyrule felt for Wild’s breathing and heart.
He was taking soft, shallow breaths and a faint heart beat.
Hyrule pulled out a bow, an arrow, and some paper before quickly writing on it.
Wild. Hurt. Ancient tech lab. Quick.
He put the note on an arrow and ran to the edge of the cliff facing Tumlea heights.
He knocked the arrow, aiming for a tree next to Twilight.
And released it.
Once he saw the arrow hit its mark, he ran back to Wild and picked him up.
“C’mon buddy, you gotta hold on for me. My magic doesn’t work here so I can’t help you.” He said as he carried Wild bridal style down the hill, walking to camp.
He continuously checked up on Wild.
Heart beat. Breathing. Heart beat. Breathing. Heart beat. Breath... ing? Silence.
“Shit, fuck. Wild no. No you can’t do this to me!” Hyrule screamed.
He dropped to his knees, hugging Wild close.
“Please Wild. Please don’t leave me.” He sobbed into Wild’s shirt.
Well, it was actually Hyrule’s but he put it on Wild after they got to the lab.
“I can’t lose you...” He looked at his best friend, brushing the blonde hair out of his face.
“HYRULE!” He looked up to see Twilight and Legend.
He ignored them.
Wild can’t be dead.
He just can’t.
He listened for breathing again.
Nothing.
Heart beat?
Nothing.
He felt his own heart shatter.
“Wild.” He sobbed.
Twilight placed a hand on his shoulder and Hyrule pulled away.
“It’s my fault Twi.” He cried. “I shouldn’t’ve let him leave without his glider- actually no. I shouldn’t’ve agreed to go. He would’ve stayed Twi.” Hyrule’s face was now stained with tears as they continued.
Twilight gripped the traveller in a hug. “It’s not your fault.” He said.
Hyrule heard the familiar sound of a fairy and looked up only to see it shake its head and leave.
“Hyrule I’m sorry.” Legend said. He didn’t join the hug, just stood to the side awkwardly.
Hyrule shrugged out of Twilight’s grip.
“It’s not your fault.” He said to the veteran. “If only my magic worked, I could’ve healed him.” Hyrule looked at his hands. He felt so...
Useless.
“Go back to camp.” He said, not looking at the other two. Without a word, they left.
Then Hyrule broke down.
“Wild. I’m sorry. Goddesses I wish I could say it to your face.” He said, still looking at Wild’s body.
“Why did I have to lose you?” He asked, clutching Wild’s hand.
I dont have the strength to write a burial so timeskip
It had been only a few days since Wild died and Hyrule wasn’t well...
Hyrule.
He’d usually crack jokes with the boys, laugh about embarrassing stuff at dinner, jump to the opportunity to commit arson.
But now...
He sat in bed all day, holding the Shiekah Slate to his chest. He barely reacted anymore and just seemed lifeless.
They eventually had to keep travelling but even then, Hyrule wasn’t the same.
Nobody was.
But Hyrule was affected the most.
He scrolled through the slate’s camera roll, looking at photos of Wild doing... Wild things.
He found a video and decided to open it.
“Hey, I assume Hy is watching this. If you are, I’m probably dead.” Wild chuckled. “Lemme guess, arson gone wrong?”
Hyrule laughed softly, tears forming in his eyes.
It felt so good to hear Wild’s voice again.
“Hyrule I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to die. You were my best friend. I don’t know what I’d do without you so I don’t expect you to know either.” Wild spoke. “Don’t blame yourself. I’ve blamed myself for deaths, it doesn’t feel good. P-promise me Hy.”
Wild got choked up.
He breathed deeply.
“Promise, you’ll be happy without me. Please. I miss you.”
Hyrule broke down in tears.
He missed Wild too.
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I’M SORRY! 
I started crying when Wild died. This was so difficult to write.
In the og idea, Hyrule was going to kill Wild by accident but I changed my mind lol.
I hope you guys enjoyed and I’m sorry if you cried even half as much as me.
Also I tested the death with 14 hearts. Idk if he would live with all 30
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kunrengui · 4 years
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just sum venting, ignore :)
dont read if you have like some sort of family issues- trauma or something LOL
my family has been going through a lot of stress in these past 2 years and i feel like im in the only reason this family hasnt lost their minds yet. my dad takes out his stress by screaming at my mom, my mom takes out her stress by screaming at my (younger) brother and me, my brother is NUMB to all disappointment and im genuinely scared because my brother acts psycho and like actually full-on sobs and screams if he isnt allowed to watch vids or play video games all day or the wifi connection is weak or gets cutoff for a moment and thrashes things around but hes 10 and nobody is listening to my pleas of reducing his screen time because they cant deal with his tantrums when they try to. i feel like im losing my brother and then theres my parents who are on the verge of exploding all the time and im always on edge so im never seen scrolling on my phone or watching something kpop related because my parents are fking racist. Im always around the house doing things like getting my moms phone from the kitchen or getting my dad some water as soon as they ask me irrespective of what im doing and like if i hear my parents arguing about who is less tired to turn off the light while im the one actually sleeping i have to get up and turn off the light so my dad doesnt accidentally say something hurtful to my mom and my mom doesnt forget to make breakfast the next morning.
and like recently its been worse cuz my grandfather passed away 2-3 months ago idek it feels like forever so were staying at my grandmothers place that isnt even in the same city and i can feel my mental health deteriorating because i used to live here as a kid and i have a lot of bad memories i want to forget but here i am reliving them. anyways its 4 of us plus my grandmother so that makes 5 people sharing 2 tiny bedrooms a hall and a kitchen but the house feels like its divided into two because my dad and my grandmother dont talk to each other so they just stay on their own side and i share a bedroom with my grandmother and my brother. my brother sleeps in the middle but the bed is actually 2 twin cots with rock-hard matresses from the 1980’s awkwardly put together so the middle is uneven and uncomfortable but my parents wont let him sleep with them because he never lets anyone around him sleep peacefully (explains my eyebags) and he refuses to switch with me so now im also genuinely worried about his back. he also sometimes randomly screams at my grandmother and i glare at him and ask him to stop because its disrespectful but my grandmother screams at me instead because she is partial to him to the point where if she had to push me off a cliff to save him she’d do it in the blink of an eye and im not even exaggerating because this is a fact that everyone who knows her is aware of. shes rich and my family already knows shes going to write off her entire inheritance to my brother and idrc about the money but it hurts. like this one time my mum was talking about how she was going to preserve the land my grandmother owns so my brother can build a farm house there in the future like OKAY i get it we live in an indian society where youre just supposed to marry off the girl and give her 0 inheritance but that shit hurts lady. most of the time i even have to give up my portion of the food when my brother is suddenly in his psychotic mood where he wants other peoples stuff- my grandmother is my brother’s bodyguard, personal attendant and lawyer who’s current job is to either train me to be her successor or if I disagree then turn against me.
i cant blame anyone for the stress part tho. we werent as affected by my grandfathers death as we were by its after affect- he has a business and now my dad has to take care of that and 2 other businesses while also opening a new one and it doesnt help that all 4 require full-time attention. and in hopes of being helpful and fucking fixing this family, i promised to help with the advertising and the managing of the social media accounts of the new business. not even kidding ive been spending the last one month skipping classes saying they were either cancelled or unnecessary to work on photo and video edits for the store and promoting it. idk the last time i touched my textbooks and my parents dont know because im hiding the report cards. my limbs hurt from constantly using the stairs of the 4-floored store.
about half an hour ago my mum told me to refill all the water bottles while i was brushing my teeth and my dad loudly replied with a “Why does everyone give her all the work” out of spite for my mom. everytime he says that it makes me so mad i want to punch the wall because no matter how genuine he is, it sounds sarcastic to me because he makes no effort to help me. and it did NOT help when i lost the soft thing on my earphone 5 minutes later, making me feel like crying because my earphones are the ONLY thing keeping me sane here. the only escape from this. the only excuse i can give my mother when she asks why i didnt hear her call me in such a small house.
i just want to go home. i want my own room back. i want a pair of earphones plugged into my laptop, and i want to drown myself in Kris Wu music. i want to spread my limbs on my queen sized bed and pretend like i have all the time in the world to be bored.
i dont get why we have to go through this when were actually rich. im usually humble about it in rl but atp idec because i really dont get why we have to go through this when we can even afford a house in beverly hills or something. actually, maybe its because my parents dont have enough time or patience left to fix the bed or get a bigger house.
and then i open instagram to see people my age hanging out with their friends, having the time of their lives while im just rotting away here. the only 3 closest friends i have- one just stopped calling me after changing schools and making popular friends and the other blocked my number over some petty fight from months ago. thank the universe im still chatting with my 3rd at least.
but im okay because i tell myself im doing great. im patting myself on my back. im going to go back home at some point and im going to get myself a new pair of earphones.
im proud for staying strong. im proud for not nearing the breaking point. im proud for keeping it up for 2 whole years and im proud that i wouldnt hesitate to continue.
bless you for reading this.
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