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annie-banks · 6 years ago

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Adore You - Harry Styles (2019) // you’re wonder, under summer sky // All About That Bass – Meghan Trainor (2014) // every inch of you is perfect from the bottom to the top // Alone Again – Betty Who (2014) // when it rains it pours and you drown me out // Anything Could Happen – Ellie Goulding (2012) // letting darkness grow, as if we need it's palette and we need it's color // Bad Girls - M.I.A. (2012) // leaving boys behind ‘cause it’s illegal just to kill // Bitch Better Have My Money - Rihanna (2015) // your wife in the backseat of my brand new foreign car // Blank Space – Taylor Swift (2014) // darling I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream // Bloodbuzz Ohio – The National (2010) // I was carried to Ohio in a swarm of bees // Bo$$ – Fifth Harmony (2014) // boss. Michelle Obama. purse so heavy gettin' Oprah dollas // Boy Problems - Carly Rae Jepsen (2015) // I think I broke up with my boyfriend today and I don't really care // Boys - Charli XCX (2017) // I wish I had a better excuse like I had to trash the hotel lobby // Butterflies - Kacey Musgraves (2018) // I was hiding in doubt till you brought me out of my chrysalis // Call Me Maybe – Carly Rae Jepsen (2011) // before you came into my life I missed you so bad // Call Your Girlfriend – Robyn (2010) // don't you tell her how I give you something that you never even knew you missed // Canyon Moon - Harry Styles (2019) // doors yellow, broken, blue // Chandelier – Sia (2014) // I'm gonna fly like a bird through the night, feel my tears as they dry // Cherry - Harry Styles (2019) // I confess I can tell that you are at your best, I'm selfish so I'm hating it // Circles - Post Malone (2019) // we couldn't turn around, 'til we were upside down // C’mon - Panic! At the Disco and Fun. (2011) // feels like I am falling down a rabbit hole, falling for forever, wonderfully wandering alone // C’Mon – Kesha (2012) // feeling like a saber-tooth tiger sipping on a warm budweiser // Cruise (Remix) - Florida Georgia Line ft. Nelly (2012) // she was sippin' on southern and singin' Marshall Tucker, we were falling in love in the sweet heart of summer // Daddy Lessons - Beyonce ft. Dixie Chicks (2017) // it’s your song // Dark Fantasy – Kanye West (2010) // too many Urkels on your team, that's why your wins low // Death of a Bachelor - Panic! At the Disco (2016) // the lace in your dress tingles my neck, how do I live? // Demons- Sleigh Bells (2012) // They're gonna stand em up six by six by six // Diane - Cam (2017) // And all those nights that he's given to me I wish that I could give them back to you // Diane Young – Vampire Weekend (2013) // you torched a Saab like a pile of leaves // Downtown - Macklemore & Ryan Lewis ft. Eric Nally, Melle Mel, Grandmaster Caz, Kool Moe Dee (2016) // neighbors yelling at me like, you need to slow down going thirty-eight, Dan, chill the fuck out, mow your damn lawn and sit the hell down // End of the Day - One Direction (2015)// I told her that I loved her, just not sure if she heard. the roof was pretty windy and she didn't say a word, party died downstairs, had nothing left to do just me, her and the moon // Fireproof – One Direction (2015) // riding on the wind and I won't give up // ***Flawless – Beyonce ft. Nicki Minaj (2013) // mayday, mayday, earth to bitches // Follow Your Arrow - Kacey Musgraves (2013) // if you save yourself for marriage, you're a bore. if you don't save yourself for marriage, you're a whore-able person // Formation - Beyonce (2016) // always stay gracious, best revenge is your paper // Forrest Gump – Frank Ocean (2012) // my fingertips and my lips, they burn from the cigarettes // Freaks and Geeks – Childish Gambino (2011) // I have worked all winter, I will not fail summer, in the back of the bush, like Gavin Rossdale's drummer // Gay Pirates - Cosmo Jarvis (2011) // and I hope they didn't tie up your hands as tight as mine. I'll see you on the bed of this blue ocean, babe, sometime // Get Lucky – Daft Punk ft. Pharrell Williams (2013) // the present has no ribbon, your gift keeps on giving // Glory - Bastille (2016) // and then you put your hand in mine and pulled me back from things divine, stop looking up for heaven, waiting to be buried // Good Grief - Bastille (2016) // caught off guard by your favourite song, I'll be dancing at a funeral, dancing at a funeral // Green Light - Lorde (2017) // I whisper things, the city sings them back to you // Grown - Little Mix (2015) // no regrets, it's a lesson learned 'cause what you think ain't my concern // Hayloft - Nickel Creek (2014) // young lovers with their legs tied up in knots // Holocene – Bon Iver (2011) // and at once I knew I was not magnificent // I Believe - Original Broadway Cast (2011) // and I believe that the Garden of Eden was in Jackson County, Missouri // I Like It - Cardi B, Bad Bunny, and J Balvin (2018) // I like those Balenciagas, the ones that look like socks // I Love It – Icona Pop ft. Charli XCX (2012) // you're from the '70s, but I'm a '90s bitch // Judas – Lady Gaga (2011) // I'm just a holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel, but I'm still in love with Judas, baby // Juice - Lizzo (2019) // I be drippin' so much sauce got a bitch lookin' like RAGÚ // Just Hold On - Steve Aoki ft. Louis Tomlinson (2016) // feels like you're standing on the edge looking at the stars and wishing you were them // Laura Palmer – Bastille (2013) // what a year and what a night, what terrifying final sights put out your beating heart // Lemonworld – The National (2010) // I gave my heart to the Army, the only sentimental thing I could think of // Love on Top – Beyonce (2011) // I can see the stars all the way from here, can't you see the glow on the window pane // Make Me Feel - Janelle Monáe (2018) // it's like I'm powerful with a little bit of tender, an emotional, sexual bender // Making the Most of the Night - Carly Rae Jepsen (2015) // baby I'm speeding and red lights, I'll run // Meet Me in the Hallway - Harry Styles (2017) // just let me know I'll be on the floor, on the floor // Menswear – The 1975 (2013) // well, who's this? going for the kiss, I'm probably gonna yosh in your mouth // Mirrors – Justin Timberlake (2013) // if you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find, just know that I'm always parallel on the other side // Monster – Kanye West ft. Jay-Z, Rick Ross, Nicki Minaj, and Bon Iver (2010) // you could be the king but watch the queen conquer // The Mother We Share - Chvrches (2012) // I'm in misery but you can't see, as old as your omens // My Church - Maren Morris (2016) // I just keep the wheels rolling, radio scrolling 'til my sins wash away // N****s in Paris - Jay-Z and Kanye West (2011) // Prince William's ain't do it right if you ask me 'cause I was him, I would have married Kate and Ashley // Oh, What a World - Kacey Musgraves (2018) // did I know you once in another life? are we here just once or a billion times? // Old Town Road (Remix) - Lil Nas X ft. Billy Ray Cyrus (2019) // cowboy hat from Gucci, Wrangler on my booty // Otis – Jay-Z and Kanye West (2011) // luxury rap, the Hermes of verses, sophisticated ignorance, write my curses in cursive // Pineapple Girl - Mister Heavenly (2011) // I am besieged by the vagaries of power. I'm all alone and lonely in this tower // Primadonna – Marina and the Diamonds (2012) // I know I've got a big ego, I really don't know why it's such a big deal though // Pumped Up Kicks – Foster the People (2010) // he's got a rolled cigarette, hanging out his mouth he's a cowboy kid // Radio - Lana Del Rey (2012) // pick me up and take me like a vitamin 'cause my body's sweet like sugar venom // Raising Hell - Kesha ft. Big Freedia (2019) // hungover, heart of gold, holy mess. doin' my best, bitch, I'm blessed // Rivers and Roads - The Head and the Heart (2011) // been talking 'bout the way things change // Royals - Lorde (2013) // we don't care, we aren't caught up in your love affair // S.O.B. - Nathaniel Rateliff & The Night Sweats (2015) // I'm going to cover myself with the ashes of you and nobody's gonna give a damn // Satisfied - Original Broadway Cast (2015) // it's a dream and it's a bit of a dance, a bit of a posture, it's a bit of a stance. He's a bit of a flirt, but I'm 'a give it a chance. I asked about his fam'ly, did you see his answer? his hands started fidgeting, he looked askance? he's penniless, he's flying by the seat of his pants // Sex – The 1975 (2013) // and she said use your hands and my spare time, we've got one thing in common it's this tongue of mine // Shake It Out – Florence + the Machine (2011) // our love is pastured such a mournful sound, tonight I'm gonna bury that horse in the ground// Shut Up and Dance - Walk the Moon (2014) // my discotheque Juliet teenage dream // Silly Love Songs - Darren Criss (2011) // how can I tell you about my loved one // Some Nights - Fun. (2012) // this is not one for the folks at home, I'm sorry to leave, mom, I had to go. who the fuck wants to die alone all dried up in the desert sun? // Someone Like You – Adele (2011) // we were born and raised in a summer haze, bound by the surprise of our glory days // Sorry - Justin Bieber (2015) // *dolphin noises* // Spaceship - Kesha (2017) // I knew from the start I don't belong in these parts. there's too much hate, there's too much hurt for this heart // Stars - Fun. (2012) // some nights I rule the world with bar lights and pretty girls, but most nights I stay straight and think about my mom // Stitches - Shawn Mendes (2015) // needle and the thread gotta get you out of my head // Sunflower, Vol. 6 - Harry Styles (2019) // *gasp* your flowers just died, plant new seeds in the melody // Super Bass - Nicki Minaj (2010) // and he ill, he real, he might gotta deal. he pop bottles and he got the right kind of build. he cold, he dope, he might sell coke. he always in the air, but he never fly coach // Take Me to Church - Hozier (2013) // I'll worship like a dog at the shrine of your lies. I'll tell you my sins, and you can sharpen your knife // Thank u, Next - Ariana Grande (2018) // she taught me love, she taught me patience, how she handles pain // The Pachanelly Canon - Gentleman’s Rule (2012) // I'm getting pages out of New Jersey, from Courtney B telling me about a party up in NYC. can I make it? damn right I be on the next flight. payin cash. first class. sittin' next to Vanna White // The Wire - Haim (2013) // I just know, I know, I know, I know that you're gonna be okay anyway // Theme From “Cheers” - Titus Andronicus (2010)// I'm sick and tired of everyone in this town being so goddamn uptight, but don't you worry, I'll do all the talking when they turn on the flashing lights // Thieves – She & Him (2010) // I'm not a prophet, old love is in me. new love just seeps right in and makes me guilty // This is America - Childish Gambino (2018) // tell somebody, you go tell somebody. grandma told me, get your money, black man // Trouble - Neon Jungle (2013) // lights up let's have a toke, pour more whiskey in my coke .. Truth Hurts - Lizzo (2017) // you coulda had a bad bitch, non-committal // Uma Thurman - Fall Out Boy (2015) // and I slept in last night's clothes and tomorrow’s dreams, but they are not quite what they seem // Wetsuit – The Vaccines (2011) // with a cool, cool breeze and dirty knees, I rest on childhood memories // What a Feeling - One Direction (2015) // when the air ran out and we both started running wild, the sky fell down // Wilson - Fall Out Boy (2018) // I'll stop wearing black when they make a darker color // Wolves - One Direction (2015) // I feel the waves getting started, it's a rush inside I can't control // You Need Me, I Don’t Need You - Ed Sheeran (2011) // melody music maker, reading all the papers, they say I'm up and coming like I'm fucking in an elevator // You’re in Love With a Psycho - Kasabian (2017) // I'm like the taste of macaroni on a seafood stick

Songs that would have made the list were they on Spotify: We Can’t Stop - Bastille // I Love Clothes (Deadbeat Summer) - Childish Gambino // G.O.O.D. Friday - Kanye West ft. Common, Pusha T, Kid Cudi, Big Sean & Charlie Wilson // Driving in Cars with Boys - Lana Del Rey // Blurred Lines - Vampire Weekend // a number of mashups (Office Musik, What Makes You Da One, Live While We Die Young, Brush Your Bittersweet Shoulders Off, We Are Complicated)

#best songs of the decade #music

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ssvperboy-aa · 5 years ago

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woah-ho, hey friends! i havent been on in what feels like forever. i’m not in the right headspace just yet so pls dont be upset with me if i havent been replying to messages. i guess this past week was like, a pretty awful week just mentally and physically and i think i’m still trying to get past that. my mind & body just aren’t friends at the moment, but we’re working on getting there. i will hopefully be able to get some stuff out this week.

under the read more are some threads i’m dropping. y’all know im always open to doing something else or trying something new so don’t be a stranger <3

Florence x Irvin, Laurel x Jesse @overnightheartbeats

Lola x Ace, Orion x Carolina @coolwxthyou

Gwen x Andrew @hcpefell

Prince x Eric @theheartbreakprinces

Amy x Ariel @wecrelegion

Elena x Dawn @divinexchaos

Emery x Liam @sadscngs

Reign x Bambi @yourbeautifulghosts

Moon x Kit (just the rehearsal thread bc i have lots of muse for the other one) @19sweetheart

#someone tell me to shut up ↳ ᴏᴏᴄ

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auralvelvet · 6 years ago

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i guess we never were alone: i exist and so do you / if god is goosebumps, you’re the proof / so i wrote it down for you

albums & concerts that kept me present and grateful in 2018:

[in vague order of release date because all musicians are created equal]

PLAYLIST

First Aid Kit - Ruins

David Bazan/Pedro The Lion - Rare Coins; Pedro singles; “Thread”; concert times

Superchunk - What A Time To Be Alive; “Our Work Is Done”; concert times

Lucy Dacus - Historian

Buffalo Tom - Quiet and Peace

Aisha Burns - Argonauta

Manchester Orchestra - “I Know How To Speak”; concert times

Petal - Magic Gone; “You Got Lucky”; concert times

An Horse - “Get Out Somehow”; concert times

Florence + The Machine - High As Hope

Mitski - Be The Cowboy

The Frail Ophelias - Macbeth

Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers - An American Treasure

Lesley Barth - Green Hearts; “Pinwheels”; concert times

Jon Batiste - Hollywood Africans; excellent Late Show band leader

Madeline Kenney - Perfect Shapes

mewithoutYou - Untitled, untitled

Hutch Harris - Only Water

Phoebe Bridgers - “It’ll All Work Out”; “The Gold”

Tomberlin - At Weddings

concert times: Eric Bachmann, Wild Child, LIZ PHAIR, Camp Cope, Brian Sella &co, Lowland Hum, I Anomaly, Abigail Dowd, and a Tom Petty tribute concert & xmas concert from dear friends

and the best for last:

boygenius [julien baker/phoebe bridgers/lucy dacus] - self/titled

Kevin Devine - new songs: “Everything Gets Reduced To Its Purpose”; “Kuala Lumpur”; “Outstretched & Never-Ending”; “27th Amendment”; “I Wrote It Down For You”

cover songs: “Prehistoric”; “Into The Great Wide Open”; “No Future In Our Frontman”; “The Body of An American”

concert times: three! f/ dear friends who are newly converted fans! Yes!

#music #year end review #2018

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goldenboughs · 7 years ago

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Themes - E’salih Goldenbough

((Music is my SHIT get ready for me to go way overboard on this.))

[General Theme] Joy - Sleeping at Last - ‘so i let go, and in this moment, i can breathe.’ • The most fundamentally Salih song of them all. Every single line of this fits him to a T - the anxiety, the beauty in the world and the people around him that calms it, and his desire to see the wonder, the best in things. How Far I’ll Go - Auli’i Cravalho - ‘i’ll be satisfied if i play along - but the voice inside sings a different song. what is wrong with me?’ • I really tried to avoid Disney for a majority of this, but pieces of Moana wormed their way irrevocably into my ideas of Salih so I couldn’t not go with this one. Wants to cross the sea to explore and see the world for themselves? Shackled to important family roles with parents not exactly supportive of the lifestyle they want to lead? Female mentor figure whose passing marks a major turning point for them? Check, check aaaand check. Dreamers - K. Flay - ‘i used to knock on wood, i used to never curse. i used to think i could control the universe - with my obsessive thoughts, and what felt like a prayer. i shouted to the sky, ‘don’t let my family disappear.’’ • A more solemn one - I was linked this by a good friend, and the more I listened to it the more I realized how well it captures Salih’s longing, the rut he’s currently stuck in.

[Travel Theme] Tarir, the Forgotten City - Lena Chappelle Road of Trials - Austin Wintory Secunda - Jeremy Soule Exploration and excitement abound - the essence of where Salih wants to be - but sometimes the road is long and requires a bit of quiet introspection, especially during moonrise.

[Happy Theme] Taste - Sleeping at Last - ‘i wanna feel tectonic shifts - i wanna be, i wanna be astonished.’ • An incredible toast to the world Salih longs to see. Alone Together - Aivi & Surasshu - Steven Universe was another big inspiration for Salih, and Stevonnie especially. Fitting that Alone Together (the song) is such an incredibly sweet, upbeat tune for him.

[Love Theme] Stray Italian Greyhound - Vienna Teng - ‘i just stopped believing in happy endings - harbors of my own. but you had to come along, didn’t you? tear down the doors, throw open windows- oh, if you knew just what a fool you have made me.’ • He’s trying so hard not to let feelings happen, but feelings happen so easily for him and he doesn’t know where to put them all, how to bottle it all up so instead it overflows and he’s a stuttering mess around those he has a crush on, but who might not necessarily know that yet. The End of All Things - Panic! at the Disco - ‘in these coming years, many things will change. but the way i feel will remain the same.’ • The world will change, people change - this is inevitable, especially so when you have dreams like Salih’s. But when Salih loves, he loves for better or worse, and there is little that can be done to change that. Eric’s Song - Vienna Teng - ‘ambitions like ribbons worn bright on my sleeve’ / ‘so we just hold on fast, acknowledge the past as lessons exquisitely crafted, painstakingly drafted to carve us as instruments that play the music of life.’ • Those who Salih loves best are those he will endlessly forgive, and who will forgive him his shortcomings. No one is perfect. But falling into that mutual, loving understanding of one another is the key to long-lasting relationships with Salih. It’s Love, Isn’t It? - Joe Hisaishi - Should be self-explanatory, if you’ve seen half the things I’ve queued for him. A theme specifically for his relationship with Rhos. Yuri on ICE - Umebayashi Tarou - :3c

[Sad Theme] Friends - Yoko Kanno Sakura Nagashi - Utada Hikaru - ‘however great the fear, i won’t look away if at the end of it all, love still remains.’ • I’ve no words for this, other than the sense of loss communicated is profound and the constant thread of hope that strings through - that lovers will see one another again, even at the end of everything, is a powerful motif. Whispers - Dave Baxter - ‘in whispers, in whispers - you say ‘let it go, let it go home.’’ • Despite the years, he still misses Khoya. Most of the time, he’s fine. On the rarest occasions, though, and more commonly in the past - he needs to be told to set his grief down.

[Anger/Frustration Theme] Hardest of Hearts - Florence + The Machine - ‘there is love in your body, but you can’t get it out - it gets stuck in your mind, won’t come out of your mouth.’ Headlock - Imogen Heap - ‘afraid to start, got your heart in a headlock - you know you’re better than this.’ Often it’s Salih’s inability to act or make concrete decisions in situations where immediate action is not strictly necessary - citing paralyzing anxiety or worry as the cause - that stresses him the most, and what has the most potential to cause friction with others or with himself.

[Lust Theme] Unfold - Alina Baraz & Galimatias - ‘he says that i’m glowing / the kind of love we can’t control.’ Ok Go - I Want You So Bad I Can’t Breathe - ‘i want you, yeah i want you - so bad i can’t think straight, so bad all my bones shake, so bad i can’t breathe.’ Make Me Feel - Janelle Monae - ‘you know i love it, so please don’t stop it - you got me right here in your jean pocket.’ Lust and love usually go hand in hand for Salih, but when he wants he wants. It’s all or nothing and if you’ve got him interested, he’s down anytime, (almost) anywhere.

[Villianism Theme] Fear Not This Night - Maclaine Deimer ver. - ‘who needs the light? fear not this night.’ • AU - For the boy who never left O’ghomoro, and grew much, much darker at the edges for it. The Dread Wolf - Trevor Morris • AU - For the boy who left home much, much too early on his own - and found a world he could not convince himself was worth saving. Glitter and Gold - Barns Coulter - ‘do you ponder the nature of things? in the dark - the dark, the dark, the dark.’ • AU - For the boy who exchanged one abuse for another. Piracy pays, but carries a price tag of its own.

[Fight Theme] Laura Palmer - Bastille - ‘the night was all you had - you ran into the night from all you had. found yourself a path upon the ground, you ran into the night, you can’t be found.’ • Once he’s found his strength, he’ll go places. It’s just a matter of believing it first. Blitz - Iwasaki Taku You Say Run - Yuki Hayashi (Cloudjumper ver.) • I really don’t have an excuse for this, I just wanted to shove a My Hero Academia song in here somewhere and this absolutely works thematically as a Salih battle theme.

[Death Theme] Stoick’s Ship - John Powell - ‘my dearest one, my darling dear - my might one has fallen. the children weep for their protector; the loved ones will be praying. so we part again, my love, my darling one - so the gods above will bless you.’ Sad Moon - Yoko Kanno Passage - Vienna Teng - ‘now i am nothing, everywhere - several breaths of strangers’ air, and all thoughts ever written in my hand. they plant my tree out in the yard - it grows, but takes the winter hard.’ • The world would recover, given time.

[Bonus Theme] | Super Blue Blood Moon - Sleeping at Last • ‘Are you trying to make me fall in love with you?’ / ‘I wouldn’t mind that. It’s only fair.’ Geminid Meteor Shower (December 13, 2017) - Sleeping at Last • For the boy with stars on his face and in his eyes, who so carefully planned his first proper date in years to coincide with a meteor shower. Light in the Hallway - Pentatonix • ‘for we all have our nightmares - even me, my dear.’ • A lullaby.

tagged by: @captaingiddyblack - lovingly stolen! I’ve been vibrating to do this prompt since I first saw it.

tagging: This is a time intensive prompt, so it’s cool if I tag you and you don’t want to do it (and ESPECIALLY not to the level of detail I went, I am just weak for music themes) - however, I’d love to see the choices @elegant-etienne (YOU ESPECIALLY I LOVE YOUR MUSIC TASTE), @actualkomodo, @mrhos-xiv, @campcatte, @moonlifter (for Khena or Aedwen, esp.) and @mveerah would make! If you’ve been eyeing this prompt like I have, and I didn’t expressly tag you, feel free to steal anyway! I LOVE seeing the music people associate with their characters.

#memes #long post #holy SHIT i had fun with this

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reevezs · 3 months ago

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//cleared my inbox and most of my drafts for a fresh restart, this list might change but I am keeping

my new threads/starters

some hc memes

timeskipped bday party? they're getting a starter though @twistedhxart

Zalba in all flavors, Cheric too @pleinsdemuses

ANYTHING ZACH AND EMILY lol @myriadxofxmuses

Eric and Florence @thxnymph

Lunara and our new thread @renegadetulis

whatever Zach & Lou / Eric & Suz have @parvumchao

green bday! lol @sugarandwhiskey

Chiyo and Riley threads @thefvrious

Ver and Gareth @dontcxckitup

Mentally, I'm nowhere near I'd like to be except for the pieces my pills keep glued together, but let's give it a try. 💙

#ooc: it's art again

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kashvis · 4 years ago

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the quintessential kashvi singh playlist — task #4

lilac wine - nina simone / love is a losing game - amy winehouse / green garden - laura mvula / criminal - fiona apple / don’t watch me cry - jorja smith / focus - H.E.R. / ultraviolence - lana del rey / ruler of my heart - irma thomas / back to black - amy winehouse / smother - daughter / simmer - hayley williams / eric - mitski / big god - florence and the machine / happy - MARINA / white gloves - khruangbin / home with you - FKA twigs / wonderful - lianne la havas / help i’m alive - metric / this woman’s work - kate bush / don’t know how to keep loving you - julia jacklin / black dog - arlo parks / old money - lana del rey / the walker - christine and the queens / river - ibeyi / celebrity skin - hole / begging for thread - BANKS / masseduction (piano version) - st. vincent / medusa (acoustic) - kailee morgue / glory box - portishead / we might be dead by tomorrow - soko / valerie - amy winehouse / happiness is a butterfly - lana del rey / bedroom hymns - florence and the machine

read more for some lyrics. click here to listen.

LILAC WINE by NINA SIMONE: When I think more than I want to think / Do things I never should do / I drink much more than I ought to drink / Because it brings me back you / Lilac wine is sweet and heady like my love / Lilac wine, I feel unsteady like my love

Wine & yearning. Kashvi in a nutshell. Also she really loves Nina Simone.

LOVE IS A LOSING GAME by AMY WINEHOUSE: For you, I was a flame / Love is a losing game

To love so deeply in a place where everything is a form of war ... is there really any winning? Potential song for Solvi, depending on the endgame. Amy Winehouse is another artist Kashvi likes.

DON’T WATCH ME CRY by JORJA SMITH: I'm not crying 'cause you left me on my own / I'm not crying 'cause you left me with no warning / I'm just crying 'cause I can't escape what could've been

The break-up song for Arun Zhao (x). Kash also really digs Jorja.

ULTRAVIOLENCE by LANA DEL REY: 'Cause I was filled with poison / But blessed with beauty and rage

Haha, cringe. Kashvi is an unironic Lana del Rey stan. Poison is a theme that comes up aplenty with Kash, besides; she thinks Gabrielle is venomous, she swallows all the venom on her tongue, is a poisonous snake lying in wait, etc.

SIMMER by HAYLEY WILLIAMS: Oh, how to draw the line between wrath and mercy? [..] Mmm, and if my child needed protection / From a fucker like that man / I'd sooner gut him / 'Cause nothing cuts like a mother

Give it up for protective fury.

ERIC by MITSKI: But how long, how long can we play this way / I'm tired, I'm tired of not loving you / My heart, my heart wants to hold you / But I know, I know, I know the rules

Screams in Solvi. Thank you Rey. This whole song just makes me :screamcat:.

#okay i have Determined a bit of taste for kashvi but she mostly listens to premade spotify playlists #she rly just? doesnt rly occupy herself with music #but this is my playlist for moods n vibes that i've had since starting her app #& character development.#&  task.#task.

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theplaylistfilm · 7 years ago

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‘Shape of Water’ And ‘Three Billboards’ Lead 2018 BAFTA Awards Nominations

BEST FILM “Call Me By Your Name,” Emilie Georges, Luca Guadagnino, Marco Morabito, Peter Spears “Darkest Hour,” Tim Bevan, Lisa Bruce, Eric Fellner, Anthony McCarten, Douglas Urbanski “Dunkirk,” Christopher Nolan, Emma Thomas “The Shape of Water,” Guillermo del Toro, J. Miles Dale “Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri” Graham Broadbent, Pete Czernin, Martin McDonagh

OUTSTANDING BRITISH FILM “Darkest Hour,” Joe Wright, Tim Bevan, Lisa Bruce, Eric Fellner, Anthony McCarten, Douglas Urbanski “The Death of Stalin,” Armando Iannucci, Kevin Loader, Laurent Zeitoun, Yann Zenou, Ian Martin, David Schneider “God’s Own Country,” Francis Lee, Manon Ardisson, Jack Tarling “Lady Macbeth,” William Oldroyd, Fodhla Cronin O’Reilly, Alice Birch “Paddington 2,” Paul King, David Heyman, Simon Farnaby “Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri,” Martin McDonagh, Graham Broadbent, Pete Czernin

OUTSTANDING DEBUT BY A BRITISH WRITER, DIRECTOR OR PRODUCER “The Ghoul,” Gareth Tunley (Writer/Director/Producer), Jack Healy Guttman & Tom Meeten (Producers) “I Am Not A Witch,” Rungano Nyoni (Writer/Director), Emily Morgan (Producer) “Jawbone,” Johnny Harris (Writer/Producer), Thomas Napper (Director) “Kingdom of Us,” Lucy Cohen (Director) “Lady Macbeth,” Alice Birch (Writer), William Oldroyd (Director), Fodhla Cronin O’Reilly (Producer)

FILM NOT IN THE ENGLISH LANGUAGE “Elle,” Paul Verhoeven, Saïd Ben Saïd “First They Killed My Father,” Angelina Jolie, Rithy Panh “The Handmaiden,” Park Chan-wook, Syd Lim “Loveless,” Andrey Zvyagintsev, Alexander Rodnyansky “The Salesman,” Asghar Farhadi, Alexandre Mallet-Guy

DOCUMENTARY “City of Ghosts,” Matthew Heineman “I Am Not Your Negro,” Raoul Peck “Icarus,” Bryan Fogel, Dan Cogan “An Inconvenient Sequel,” Bonni Cohen, Jon Shenk “Jane,” Brett Morgen

ANIMATED FILM “Coco,” Lee Unkrich, Darla K. Anderson “Loving Vincent,” Dorota Kobiela, Hugh Welchman, Ivan Mactaggart “My Life As A Courgette,” Claude Barras, Max Karli

DIRECTOR “Blade Runner 2049,” Denis Villeneuve “Call Me By Your Name,” Luca Guadagnino “Dunkirk,” Christopher Nolan “The Shape of Water,” Guillermo del Toro “Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri,” Martin McDonagh

ORIGINAL SCREENPLAY “Get Out,” Jordan Peele “I, Tonya,” Steven Rogers “Lady Bird,” Greta Gerwig “The Shape of Water,” Guillermo del Toro, Vanessa Taylor “Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri,” Martin McDonagh

ADAPTED SCREENPLAY “Call Me By Your Name,” James Ivory “The Death of Stalin,” Armando Iannucci, Ian Martin, David Schneider “Film Stars Don’t Die In Liverpool,” Matt Greenhalgh “Molly’s Game,” Aaron Sorkin “Paddington 2,” Simon Farnaby, Paul King

LEADING ACTRESS Annette Bening, “Film Stars Don’t Die in Liverpool” Frances McDormand, “Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri” Margot Robbie, “I, Tonya” Sally Hawkins, “The Shape of Water” Saoirse Ronan, “Lady Bird”

LEADING ACTOR Daniel Day-Lewis, “Phantom Thread” Daniel Kaluuya, “Get Out” Gary Oldman, “Darkest Hour” Jamie Bell, “Film Stars Don’t Die in Liverpool” Timothée Chalamet, “Call Me by Your Name”

SUPPORTING ACTRESS Allison Janey, “I, Tonya” Kristen Scott Thomas, “Darkest Hour” Laurie Metcalf, “Lady Bird” Lesley Manville, “Phantom Thread” Octavia Spencer, “The Shape of Water”

SUPPORTING ACTOR Christopher Plummer, “All the Money in the World” Hugh Grant, “Paddington 2” Sam Rockwell, “Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri” Willem Dafoe, “The Florida Project” Woody Harrelson, “Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri”

ORIGINAL MUSIC “Blade Runner 2049,” Benjamin Wallfisch, Hans Zimmer “Darkest Hour,” Dario Marianelli “Dunkirk” Hans Zimmer “Phantom Thread,” Jonny Greenwood “The Shape of Water,” Alexandre Desplat

CINEMATOGRAPHY “Blade Runner 2049,” Roger Deakins “Darkest Hour,” Bruno Delbonnel “Dunkirk,” Hoyte van Hoytema “The Shape of Water,” Dan Laustsen “Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri,” Ben Davis

EDITING “Baby Driver,” Jonathan Amos, Paul Machliss “Blade Runner 2049,” Joe Walker “Dunkirk,” Lee Smith “The Shape of Water,” Sidney Wolinsky “Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri,” Jon Gregory

PRODUCTION DESIGN “Beauty and the Beast,” Sarah Greenwood, Katie Spencer “Blade Runner 2049,” Dennis Gassner, Alessandra Querzola “Darkest Hour,” Sarah Greenwood, Katie Spencer “Dunkirk,” Nathan Crowley, Gary Fettis “The Shape of Water,” Paul Austerberry, Jeff Melvin, Shane Vieau

COSTUME DESIGN “Beauty and the Beast,” Jacqueline Durran “Darkest Hour,” Jacqueline Durran “I, Tonya,” Jennifer Johnson “Phantom Thread,” Mark Bridges “The Shape of Water,” Luis Sequeira

MAKE UP & HAIR “Blade Runner 2049,” Donald Mowat, Kerry Warn “Darkest Hour,” David Malinowski, Ivana Primorac, Lucy Sibbick, Kazuhiro Tsuji “I, Tonya,” Deborah La Mia Denaver, Adruitha Lee “Victoria & Abdul,” Daniel Phillips “Wonder,” Naomi Bakstad, Robert A. Pandini, Arjen Tuiten

SOUND “Baby Driver,” Tim Cavagin, Mary H. Ellis, Julian Slater “Blade Runner 2049,” Ron Bartlett, Doug Hemphill, Mark Mangini, Mac Ruth “Dunkirk,” Richard King, Gregg Landaker, Gary A. Rizzo, Mark Weingarten “The Shape of Water,” Christian Cooke, Glen Gauthier, Nathan Robitaille, Brad Zoern “Star Wars: The Last Jedi,” Ren Klyce, David Parker, Michael Semanick, Stuart Wilson, Matthew Wood

SPECIAL VISUAL EFFECTS “Blade Runner 2049” Gerd Nefzer, John Nelson “Dunkirk,” Scott Fisher, Andrew Jackson “The Shape of Water,” Dennis Berardi, Trey Harrell, Kevin Scott “Star Wars: The Last Jedi,” Nominees tbc “War for the Planet of the Apes,” Nominees tbc

BRITISH SHORT ANIMATION “Have Heart,” Will Anderson “Mamoon,” Ben Steer “Poles Apart,” Paloma Baeza, Ser En Low

BRITISH SHORT FILM “Aamir,” Vika Evdokimenko, Emma Stone, Oliver Shuster “Cowboy Dave,” Colin O’Toole, Jonas Mortensen “A Drowning Man,” Mahdi Fleifel, Signe Byrge Sørensen, Patrick Campbell “Work,” Aneil Karia, Scott O’Donnell “Wren Boys,” Harry Lighton, Sorcha Bacon, John Fitzpatrick

EE RISING STAR AWARD (voted for by the public) Daniel Kaluuya Florence Pugh Josh O’Connor Tessa Thompson Timothée Chalamet

Congratulations to all the nominees!

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Let Me Go part 2 Dean Winchester Imagine

Part 2 of the Dean Winchester Imagine Let Me go

Summary: Years after letting her go, Dean finds himself needing Elle Walker’s help. How will the hunter respond coming face to face with the one he’s responsible for letting get away?

“Come on Sammy stay with me!” Dean roared as he quickly flicked his eyes from his moaning brother in the passenger seat to the dark, empty highway. Sam groaned holding his left shoulder as blood seeped between his long fingers. The oldest Winchester’s green eyes studied his surroundings. His mind was racing with possibilities Sammy was losing more blood than the older Winchester knew what to do with, the dark crimson liquid smearing along the Impala’s interrior.

“How far are we away from Fairden?” Dean asked his eyes snapping toward the road sign as he sped past it, pushing the Impala harder.

Sam pried his eyes open, glancing at their surroundings before wincing in pain. “About 30 minutes, 15 with your driving.”

Dean nodded at the challenge, his hands tightening on the wheel. “Think you can hold on that long?”

Sam grimaced but nodded encouraging Dean to push on the gas harder.

Elle Walker groaned, cracking her neck as she shouldered her bag. The sliding glass doors of the Emergency room closed behind her as she welcomed the crisp night air, the first time she had been outside the hectic, stuffy hospital in 48 hours. Her tired, aching feet carried her toward her Jeep parked in the back of the lot. Her body longed for a hot shower and bed.

Her ears pricked as she picked up the sound of footsteps falling into step with hers. Without missing a beat, she continued her journey her hand inconspicuously slipping into her bag. Her fingers wrapped around the hilt of her Bowie knife. With a calculated step, she turned coming face to face with her pursuer.

“Eric?” She asked quizzically quickly slipping the blade of the knife between her forearm and long sleeve shirt, her fingers still holding the butt of the handle.

The young doctor smiled pushing a hand through his dark locks. “Didn’t mean to scare ya” he teased. She fought the urge to scoff and instead offered a kind smile. “I wanted to ask you if you wanted to catch a drink. I was gonna do it earlier and then that GSW came in and I got distracted.” He continued to ramble. “So what do you say? Drinks? On me?”

“I really would Eric but I just got off a 48 hour double and I’m pretty tired.” She replied adding a yawn for effect. “Next time?” she asked in hopes of ending the conversation.

“Oh” his face dropped as he nodded “Yeah, next time for sure.”

Elle gave him a soft smile and bid him goodnight before watching him retreat to his Lexus. The crunch of gravel beneath heavy boots echoed behind her. Fluidly, she turned once again gripping the stranger’s forearm and twisting it before shoving him toward the back of her Jeep, the bowie knife raised to his throat as her body weight forced them to a still position between her and the spare tire. The prowler winced as his bruised body was forced against the vehicle and cursed himself for not making his presence known beforehand.

There was a heavy silence before he felt the grip loosen.

“D-Dean?” she blinked before releasing her grip as if she had been burned. She stepped back on shaky footing the knife hanging loosely from her hand as her light eyes flashed.

“Glad to see you haven’t lost your touch” the Winchester groaned rubbing his back as he took her in. Her thick hair was a bit shorter, coming to her shoulders, her light eyes scrutinizing him. An intuition told him her body had only gotten better with time yet was hidden from view by her scrubs. She was as beautiful as they day he left, stunningly aged with an aurora of wisdom, grace, and strength. As he pushed away from the vehicle, he opened his mouth to ask for her help when a cool splash of water soaked his face.

“Really?” he asked annoyed as he turned his face to spit out the holy water onto the gravel.

She shrugged.

Wiping his face with the back of his sleeve he locked eyes with her.

“Enough with the games “ he growled gently grabbing her arms to keep her from slicing him with the silver of her knife. “I need your help.”

Dean quickly explained what had happened as he led Elle to the Impala. Dean pulled open the passenger door to reveal a bloody, battered Sam. Elle dropped to her knees as she dug through her bag pulling out supplies her eyes vigilant, hands steady and the calmest soothing voice leaving her lips.

“Sam can you tell me what blood type you are?” Elle asked shining her penlight quickly in his pupils and grading their reaction.

“AB” Sam groaned closing his eyes against the light.

“Perfect” she said before turning to Dean. “He’s going to need a transfusion; he’s lost a lot of blood.”

Gingerly pulling Sam’s bloody clothes away from the site of injury, she packed the wound with dressing and checked his pulse quickly for safe measure before she stood, fishing in her bag once more before handing Sam a pain pill.

“He’s stable for now. That dressing should hold until we can get to my place and I can properly clean him up and give him some blood and fluids.”

Dean nodded softly and Elle noticed the look of concern painted in the Winchester’s green eyes as he glanced toward his younger brother. A frown pulled at her lips, she reached out and interlocked her fingers with Dean’s giving his much larger, rougher hand a squeeze.

“He’ll be ok.” She said in a soothing voice. She bent down and picked up her bag. “You know where to go.”

Unbeknownst to either of them, Sam was watching his older brother and the pretty stranger. He noticed the way his brother’s eyes softened as he looked at the brunette and pondered their relationship. He watched as the two exchanged words before the brunette ran to a black jeep and Dean rounded the Impala to follow her.

“So” Sam winched getting comfortable in the leather seat. “Gonna tell me how you know Florence Nightingale over there?”

Dean sighed pulling onto the main highway knowing Sam deserved an explanation seeing as Elle was about to be up-close and personal with the younger Winchester as she tended to his wounds. However, Dean didn’t want to divulge too much information and have to relive the grief and guilt.

“Her names Elle Walker.”

Elle. Sam thought, a flicker of recognition sparked in his mind but he couldn’t place it.

“And you two?” Sam questioned looking for more information.

“She’s the one who got away Sammy.” Dean revealed with a heavy sigh, before his snark bit back. “Any more personal questions we would like to ask Dr. Phil?’

Sam’s brows furrowed in confusion. “I’ve never heard you talk about an Elle before.”

“Yeah and there’s a reason for that.” Dean snapped agitation clear in his voice, catching Sam off guard.

Sam shifted in his seat, deciding to stare out the window for the remainder of the journey.

“She looks like Lisa” Sam muttered.

” Whats with all the questions and observations? I thought you bleeding to death over there?” Dean griped cutting his eyes at his brother.

Finally the Jeep and the Impala parked in front of the familiar ranch style house and Dean swallowed hard as memories seemed to flood through his mind. He blinked twice as a vision of himself and Elle in their younger years ran toward the barn, the two laughing before disappearing behind the old wooden door. The two would often hide in the barn in the top hayloft and spend their days just talking, sharing stories and dreams. That’s where he kissed her for the first time, her back pinned to the yellow straw.

With the help of Elle, Dean was able to carry Sam into the spare room on the main floor. She quickly excused herself to gather the equipment she would need. Coming back into the room she had stripped out of her scrubs and wore a simple black tank top and yoga pants, her hair in a mess of a bun. She made quick work of collecting Dean’s blood before starting the IV for the transfusion as well as a medical cocktail of painkillers and antibiotics.

“You should go get cleaned up.” She said as her eyes were locked on a vein guiding her hand to insert the needle into Sam’s hand. “You know where the shower is. There are fresh towels in the cabinet. There’s also a roast in the crockpot in the kitchen. Help yourself.”

Dean nodded slightly dejected that Elle hadn’t even given him a second glance before pushing it off that she was taking care of Sammy.

“You ok Sammy?”

Sam nodded waving off his brother as Dean grabbed his bag and retreated up the stairs. Finally alone, Sam took the opportunity to piece the puzzle together.

“So” Sam started gaining Elle’s attention “How do you know my brother?”

Her hands stilled as she was cleaning his shoulder wound, her striking eyes stealing a glance at the youngest Winchester. “He didn’t tell you?”

Sam shook his head “Just said you were the one that got away.”

“Well” she sighed ringing out the rag before bringing it to his bare skin again “It was years ago.” She began chewing on her lip. “Him and John were working a vamp case in the area when Dean got hurt. John knew my dad from the Marines and brought him here to get patched up, he was a medic. Seeing as Dean was hurt my dad and John went to go finish the job. Dean was here for a month. And we..” she paused. Her blue eyes watering as she tried to blink the tears back, chewing on her lip in thought.

“You loved each other..” Sam said softly.

Elle snorted as she slipped on a fresh set of gloves and picked up a thread and needle. “Well I loved him. I can’t say the feeling was mutual.”

“What happened?”

“My dad was a hunter too. But he didn’t run the roads he just took cases that were in the area. Worked as a first responder had me and my mom, was a decan at the church. Best of both worlds kind of thing ya know?” she sniffed as she began to sew his torn flesh back together. “ Dean seemed to like the idea. Wanted that life too. Said he wanted it with me.” She took a deep breath and shook her head as if to clear her mind. “Anyway when John came back he told me he had to leave that he couldn’t stay. Some crap about protecting me. I never heard from or saw him again.”

It clicked.

“You’re Elle!”

Confused, Elle pulled away to meet the wide eyes of the younger Winchester. “Are you sure you didn’t hit your head too?”

“No, no, no!” Sam shook his head lightly pushing her inspecting hands away from his head. “I remember where I heard your name before. Dean used to mumble it in his sleep.. I thought he was talking about the letter ‘L’ or something. “

Elle laughed awkwardly “I think you’ve had too much of the pain killers.”

“I’m serious!” Sam protested frustrated she didn’t believe him, he made an attempt to stand up when he found his knees were jelly and he had no sense of balance.

“Easy there big guy” Elle had managed to steer him back to a sitting position

“He still says your name sometimes” Sam whispered.”

Elle remained silent as she tied off the last knot and stood saying she would bring him a plate of supper. Sam huffed as he pondered his new found discovery. She didn’t look like Lisa, Lisa looked like Elle. Elle came first before any women of any sort of importance in Dean’s life save for their mother.

Elle returned with a plate of tender roast, brown rice, carrots, potatoes and gravy. She also placed a slice of homemade cherry pie on the bedside and Sam rolled his eyes at the irony. Elle was responsible for Dean’s pie infatuation too? Sam thanked her and she explained if he needed anything to just holler. She had just turned to leave when Sam spoke.

“He still cares.” He paused, waiting for a reaction. The brunette has paused at the door but refused to turn back to him.

“Goodnight Sam”

Elle retreated to the kitchen and quietly wiped her tears, filling her lungs with a deep breath. Subconsciously her hand opened a cabinet and reached for the top shelf retrieving a bottle of whiskey. She took a healthy slug straight from the bottle. She gasped in air softly before bracing herself against the counter, stray locks of hair falling around her face. Clenching her eyes shut, she took a haggard breath.

“You ok?”

Elle’s body jumped in response turning to see Dean in fresh clothes his hair wet.

“Yeah I’m fine. “ she coughed running a hand through her hair to tame the loosened strands “Sam’s all set up for the night.”

“Thanks” Dean nodded taking a seat at the bar. “I can’t tell you enough how much I appreciate you taking us in and patching up Sammy. You didn’t have to do this.”

Elle fixed him a plate an awkward silence falling over them.

“So how’re your folks?” Dean questioned biting into his food and fighting the urge to moan in ecstasy.

“Dead.”

Dean’s jaw ceased chewing at her blunt answer. “I’m sorry” he apologized kicking himself “What happened?”

“Mom died of cancer about two years after you left.” Elle answered leaning against the counter arms crossed. “Dad lost it after mom died. Drank a lot. Went on a hunt, wendigo, got himself killed. We were planning on going together, but he left the day I was taking my boards. I found him in its den after I torched it.”

“I’m so sorry Elle” Dean desperately wanted to touch her, pull her to him and help ease the pain he saw flash across her stormy eyes.

She nodded accepting his condolences “I’m sorry about John. I heard through the grapevine years ago.”

Dean nodded lost in thought as he stared at the bar. How ironic that she would offer her sympathies to the man that had ruined them. Dean’s thoughts ran with the possibilities of what their life might have been had he stayed all those years ago. Would they be married with a few rugrats of their own running around. Sam married to Jessica, a successful lawyer. Would they have family barbeques on the weekends at the lake, the two brothers manning the grills with beers as the girls gossiped while the kids splashed along the edges of the water, the occasional hunt here and there to keep their home safe.

Dean jumped as a warmth touched his hand, his green eyes looked up to meet Elle’s orbs.

“You should let me stitch that” she nodded toward his hairline where a small but deep cut sat.

Dean agreed and followed her to her bedroom. A wave of nostalgia washed over him as he paused in the doorway. The walls were still painted her favorite teal color the old band posters now framed to give them a more “mature” appearance, various framed pictures littered most of the glossy would surfaces. Her bedding was different but the furniture was the same. He smiled fondly as he reached out and touched the post of the queen size bed they spent many a night together in within a month’s time.

Dean took a seat on the edge of the bed and allowed his mind to fall back in time as she prepared the supplies. Even as the needle pierced his flesh, Dean remained unflinching too infatuated with the old memories. He closed his eyes, allowing the small things to draw him further in to a happier time.

“You ok?” she murmured quietly.

Dean nodded slightly. He didn’t want to break the serenity he was in. Elle so close, her scent causing a buzzing high. All too soon, Elle had finished as she stood and disposed of her supplies. Inwardly groaning, Dean thanked her and left the room.

Leaning against the wall of the hallway he closed his eyes and exhaled heavily. He missed her. He hadn’t realized how much until seeing her had hit him in the gut like a swift roundhouse kick. He felt like he was drowning and seeing her was his fresh gasps of air. Sweet relief that urged him to take larger gulps. He needed more.

With a surge of courage and determination, Dean rushed back into her room and stopped short, mouth drying eyes wide at the sight before him.

“Oh! Uh… sorry I-I”

Elle’s back was to him, her body bare save for the dainty pair of black lace panties that hugged the curve of her bum like a second skin. Dean’s green eyes traveled up the length of her muscular, toned legs to her thick hips that narrowed to a trim waist. The moonlight pouring into the dark room accentuated the lean muscles that flexed as she moved, highlighting the scars that marked her body from hunts. Suddenly the stunning view disappeared beneath the dark cotton of an oversized t-shirt.

“Its not like its anything you haven’t seen before Dean” she scoffed slightly pulling her dark hair from the neck of the shirt. “What do you need?”

Dean stepped forward reaching for her face. He studied her stormy eyes, they gazed over his face confusion creasing her arched eyebrows. Dean leaned forward pressing hips lips to hers. His large hands held her face gently as her small fingers gripped to his arms. Their bodies molded together like a key to a lock finally coming together. When Dean pulled away slightly his lips ghosted over hers their breaths mingling together.

“You.” He answered huskily. “Its always been you.”

Dean was pleasantly surprised to feel her lips connect with his once more, filled with more urgency and desire than before. Elle’s nails gently scraped down his chest to the buttons of his flannel and with a hard tug sent the buttons scattering across the hardwood and his chiseled torso to be exposed to her appreciative gaze. Dean bent down and grasped behind her knees, easily lifting her frame up and wrapping her legs around his waist to bring her to the bed. Her fingers intertwined through the hair at the back of his head holding him to her, not that he had any intention of leaving. Their lips and hands searching feverishly, desperate to make up for lost time.

Skin on skin, lips on lips as the couple became twisted in the sheets. Their bodies joined in the most intimate, sensual way possible. Soft gasps and moans escaped the two as their bodies became reacquainted after years apart, their movements quickly falling back into the familiar rhythm.

After two rounds of lovemaking, Dean fell onto his back his chest bounding with each breath he took and for the first time in years he felt satisfied. A grin pulled at his lips as he looked over at Elle. She was in the same state as he was, hair wild, breathing erratic a thin sheen of sweat coating her body. Dean placed a hand on her hip, intending to pull her to him for a restful night of sleep. However, Elle turned away, her back now facing Dean. Unknown to Dean, tears were streaming down her face.

“If you leave before I wake up” she sniffed softly, her eyes blurry from the thick tears, her face pained “Lock up on your way out.”

There was a moment of silence as Dean processed her words, a dumbfounded expression across his face. For a moment, Elle had thought he had in fact collected his clothes and left.

“You think I’m just gonna leave?” Dean questioned. His face was a mixture of hurt and confusion as he pushed himself up on his elbow.

He saw her bare shoulder shrug slightly in the moonlight.

“It’s what you’re good at.”

Dean retracted his hand slightly before the hurtful burning inside his chest turned to anger. He gripped her shoulder and forced her to turn and look at him. Her glassy orbs meeting his with a mixed sense of shock and annoyance.

“You think I wanted to leave you? You think I enjoyed the fact the last memory I had of you was you crying and slapping me in the face saying you hated me?”

“Don’t act like you didn’t have a choice Dean” Elle threw her legs over the side of the bed reaching to the ground and collecting her discarded t-shirt pulling it over her head “No one twisted your arm to make you stay or go. You made your decision, you didn’t care who you hurt.”

“I didn’t care?” Dean’s voice was loud, angry as he too left the bed warm embrace of the bed where he had made love to her only moments ago. “Look at me!”

He grabbed Elle’s shoulders forcing her to stop her retreat and meet his eyes.

“You think I don’t care?” he repeated again, this time his voice softer, thick with emotion. “I think of you.” Dam swallowed hard, choosing his words carefully as he locked eyes. “Every. Damn day. I wanted you, hell I still do. When I close my eyes at night all I see is you, I dream of us together the kids we would have the life we would share and then I wake up to this hell I live and you’re not there but I have always cared.”

Elle’s eyes remained watery, her bottom lip quivering as she shook her head, her eyes suddenly finding the hardwood of her floor more interesting than his stormy green eyes.

“Stop lying to me, please.” Her voice was soft, pleading as she lowered her face, her hair creating a barrier from his view. “Just go.”

“Why would I lie about that?” Dean asked again, raising his voice. “How did I know you still lived in Fairden then, huh? How did I know what hospital you worked at and better yet what shift?” Elle’s eyes slowly rose to meet his. “Any time someone owed me a favor I had them check in on you. Hell I even have an angel keep tabs on you!”

Dean began to pace scrubbing his hands through his disheveled hair.

“Bobby, Rufus, Garth..” Elle softly named off their mutual hunter friends.

Dean nodded his head before growling “ I was going to stay here, stay with you! The more I look back on my life the better off I would have been here with you!”

She sighed wrapping her arms around herself. “Then what happened Dean?”

Another pause.

“My dad said you would end up like my mom” Dean murmured staring at the ground. “We didn’t know what had killed her so we didn’t know how to stop it, so how could I protect you? He said you would end up on the ceiling burning alive.”

Dean shook his head as if to clear the vision from his head. “I couldn’t be the reason that happened to you. So I left, it killed me ever damn day knowing how much I hurt you. But I would rather you hate me and be safe.” Dean blinked away his own tears before taking a shaky breath and continuing.

“Anytime life knocked me down I just wanted to come back home to you. You are home to me Elle. I wanted to say the hell with hunting and come back to you, get married find a little house out near the lake like you always used to talk about. Never look back. When I had a hard case I would leave Sammy at the motel and drive here, I didn’t care how far away I was, I would drive all night. I would watch you, sometimes for days. Made me feel like I was still with you in some way but seeing you doing so well without me. Watching you live this happy, safe life. That’s what I want for you, to be safe and happy even if that meant without me. I’ve tried to leave you alone. I’ve been with other women, but I always ended up comparing them to you. No one could compare. When I’m with other woman you’re the only face I see.”

By now the tears were streaming down Elle’s face. “You should have come back for me.”

“I wanted to.” Dean began his voice heartbreakingly soft as he stepped toward Elle again gripping her upper arms softly. “Damn baby did I want to. Every time I would get the courage to pack my bags and come back something would happen. Sammy’s girlfriend got killed by the same demon that killed mom, if he killed her, what would stop him from hurting you? Then I went to Hell, Sammy and I started the damn apocalypse, Sammy went to Hell. You deserve so much more than that all that shit. I expected after so long, you would give up hunting and marry some good ole boy, have a few kids, then you would officially be safe. Safe from me and all the damn baggage I carry.”

Elle weighed this information. She had already known of some of the trouble Dean and Sam had gotten themselves into. The Winchesters had pretty much become legends in the hunting community along with the stories she had heard about how much they had lost. She stared at the broken man before her, the broken hero who had sacrificed everything he loved without a second thought, including his life with her. That’s how Dean Winchester showed love, he sacrificed his life with them to keep them protected. He didn’t know how else to do it. Life had chewed him up and spat him out nine times and yet he got right back up ten. He remained loving, considerate yet slightly calloused from the scars he had received but regardless still warm and loving to those he cared about. To her.

The tears that wet her cheeks were of realization. She had loved him all these years. That she knew. Yet, she never realized how much she was dying to hear these words from him. To give a reason, to be the love he sacrificed. For Dean Winchester, to be sacrificed was to be loved.

“And see” Dean offered out his hand before it fell back down, pain flashing in his eyes. “I’m making you hate me again. I’m no good at this- I’m damaged goods Elle. I just-“ he sighed deeply “I don’t deserve you, I’m sorry. Just forget I even said any-“

“I love you”

Her voice was a whimper breaking through the thick tense air. Dean was stunned.

“Y- you what?”

“I love you Dean Winchester” she admitted with a watery chuckle. “You are the most incredible human being I’ve ever met. I don’t know what will happen, but there’s a reason we’re standing here right now. And if you love me like I love you, I don’t care about the danger I don’t care about the demons or the angels or the damn apocalypse for that matter I just want you. I have a good back to help carry some of that baggage if you want. I love all of you, damaged goods and all.”

Dean took quick steps hooking his arms under hers and pulled her body tightly to him. He lowered his head and pressed his lips to her shoulder, the tips of his fingers digging in deep as if he was afraid she would slip through his fingers. Tears wet his chest as she clenched her eyes shut savoring the warmth of his body pressing into hers.

“I’m not letting you go again Elle” he whispered “never again.”

Within a week, Elle Walker seemingly disappeared from Fairden. She left one, lone message on a local hunter’s phone for him to keep an eye on her family’s old place and to spread the word that it could be used as a safe house by trusted hunters. The message being the last word of the last living Walker to be heard before she disappeared into the night, sitting in the passenger seat of a black Impala as Sam followed in her jeep, thankful for the chance to pick his own music on the drive back to Kansas as Dean and Elle harmonized to the countless cassette tapes of classic rock. Dean biting back the smile as she choose one of his favorite Metallica cassettes when he let her pick the music.

Once back at the bunker, the trio unloaded the bags of Elle’s belongings and Dean led her to his bedroom, although the bunker had plenty of rooms to spare Dean was damned to be further away from Elle than need be, he had plenty of making up to do. They pushed two beds together creating more surface space before getting settled.

The same night, Dean fell into bed freshly showered with a belly full of chicken enchiladas and apple pie. Elle entered soon after, her skin still rosy and moist from the shower, dressed in one of Dean’s old t-shirts that fell to her mid-thigh, she slid into bed beside him cuddling into his chest as Dean flipped through the small tv to the weekly showing of Dr. Sexy Md. As the couple laughed quietly at the tv show, Dean rested his chin on top of Elle’s damp curls and sighed pressing a kiss to the crown of her head. For the first time in he couldn’t tell how long, he finally felt complete and happy, something he didn’t plan on giving up anytime soon.

#dean winchester imagine #dean winchester #dean winchester x oc #supernatural #supernatural imagine #Jensen Ackles

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abedroomdweller · 8 years ago

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Good afternoon! Starting tomorrow I’ll be on my Christmas break and although I have loads to prepare for I will attempt some replies when the time fall into my hands. A qick rundown of the threads I owe:

For Sara: Oliver and Belle (verse x 2), Irene and Belle, William and Oliver, Florence and Ophelia, Clark and Robin, Sofia and Robin! (When will we STOP)

For Ellie: Eileen and Eric, Ophelia and Julian <3

I hope that’s all of them, if I’ve missed one let me know!

#ooc

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5heclai · 8 years ago

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My 2018 Golden Globes Predictions

{I removed categories that included movies or shows that I haven’t seen yet}

Film

Best Motion Picture

Drama

Call Me by Your Name

Dunkirk

The Post

The Shape of Water

Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri

- Granted I’ve only seen Dunkirk and Three Billboards, I really think Dunkirk has this one in the bag; as well as Christopher Nolan for directing.

Musical or Comedy

The Disaster Artist

Get Out

The Greatest Showman

I, Tonya

Lady Bird

- Lady Bird is my second choice, and I feel it has a higher chance of winning, although I really want Get Out to win.

Best Performance in a Motion Picture – Drama

Actor

Timothée Chalamet – Call Me by Your Name as Elio Perlman

Daniel Day-Lewis – Phantom Thread as Reynolds Woodcock

Tom Hanks – The Post as Ben Bradlee

Gary Oldman – Darkest Hour as Winston Churchill

Denzel Washington – Roman J. Israel, Esq. as Roman J. Israel

Actress

Jessica Chastain – Molly's Game as Molly Bloom

Sally Hawkins – The Shape of Water as Elisa Esposito

Frances McDormand – Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri as Mildred Hayes

Meryl Streep – The Post as Kay Graham

Michelle Williams – All the Money in the World as Gail Harris

Best Performance in a Motion Picture – Musical or Comedy

Actor

Steve Carell – Battle of the Sexes as Bobby Riggs

Ansel Elgort – Baby Driver as Baby / Miles

James Franco – The Disaster Artist as Tommy Wiseau

Hugh Jackman – The Greatest Showman as P. T. Barnum

Daniel Kaluuya – Get Out as Chris Washington

Actress

Judi Dench – Victoria & Abdul as Queen Victoria

Helen Mirren – The Leisure Seeker as Ella Robina

Margot Robbie – I, Tonya as Tonya Harding

Saoirse Ronan – Lady Bird as Christine "Lady Bird" McPherson

Emma Stone – Battle of the Sexes as Billie Jean King

Best Supporting Performance in a Motion Picture – Drama, Musical or Comedy

Supporting Actor

Willem Dafoe – The Florida Project as Bobby Hicks

Armie Hammer – Call Me by Your Name as Oliver

Richard Jenkins – The Shape of Water as Giles

Christopher Plummer – All the Money in the World as J. Paul Getty

Sam Rockwell – Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri as Officer Jason Dixon

Supporting Actress

Mary J. Blige – Mudbound as Florence Jackson

Hong Chau – Downsizing as Ngoc Lan Tran

Allison Janney – I, Tonya as LaVona Golden

Laurie Metcalf – Lady Bird as Marion McPherson

Octavia Spencer – The Shape of Water as Zelda Fuller

Best Director

Guillermo del Toro – The Shape of Water

Martin McDonagh – Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri

Christopher Nolan – Dunkirk

Ridley Scott – All the Money in the World

Steven Spielberg – The Post

Best Screenplay

Guillermo del Toro & Vanessa Taylor – The Shape of Water

Greta Gerwig – Lady Bird

Liz Hannah & Josh Singer – The Post

Martin McDonagh – Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri

Aaron Sorkin – Molly's Game

- Honestly bummed Jordan Peele didn’t get nominated.

Best Original Score

Carter Burwell – Three Billboards Outside Ebbing, Missouri

Alexandre Desplat – The Shape of Water

Jonny Greenwood – Phantom Thread

John Williams – The Post

Hans Zimmer – Dunkirk

Best Original Song

"Home" (Nick Jonas, Justin Tranter, and Nick Monson) – Ferdinand

"Mighty River" (Raphael Saadiq, Mary J. Blige, and Taura Stinson) – Mudbound

"Remember Me" (Kristen Anderson-Lopez and Robert Lopez) – Coco

"The Star" (Mariah Carey and Marc Shaiman) – The Star

"This Is Me" (Benj Pasek and Justin Paul) – The Greatest Showman

Best Animated Feature Film

The Boss Baby

The Breadwinner

Coco

Ferdinand

Loving Vincent

- They should really just toss the golden globe to the Pixar crew upon their arrival to the ceremony.

Television

Best Series

Drama

The Crown

Game of Thrones

The Handmaid's Tale

Stranger Things

This Is Us

Musical or Comedy

Black-ish

The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel

Master of None

SMILF

Will & Grace

Best Performance in a Television Series – Drama

Actor

Jason Bateman – Ozark as Martin "Marty" Byrde

Sterling K. Brown – This Is Us as Randall Pearson

Freddie Highmore – The Good Doctor as Dr. Shaun Murphy

Bob Odenkirk – Better Call Saul as Jimmy McGill

Liev Schreiber – Ray Donovan as Ray Donovan

Best Performance in a Television Series – Musical or Comedy

Actor

Anthony Anderson – Black-ish as Andre "Dre" Johnson Sr.

Aziz Ansari – Master of None as Dev Shah

Kevin Bacon – I Love Dick as Dick

William H. Macy – Shameless as Frank Gallagher

Eric McCormack – Will & Grace as Will Truman

Best Supporting Performance in a Series, Miniseries or Television Film

Supporting Actor

David Harbour – Stranger Things as Chief Jim Hopper

Alfred Molina – Feud: Bette and Joan as Robert Aldrich

Alexander Skarsgård – Big Little Lies as Perry Wright

Christian Slater – Mr. Robot as Mr. Robot/Edward Alderson

David Thewlis – Fargo as V.M. Varga

#golden globes #golden globes 2018 #stranger things #master of none #dunkirk #get out #lady bird #blade runner: 2049 #better call saul #three billboards outside ebbing missouri

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thatsnotcanonpodcasts · 6 years ago

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Indiana Jones, Robotic Delivery Boys & AMD Ryzen

WOW!!! We have an amazing episode for you this week, first up, thank you to our 1000 weekly listeners, you are amazing. At last, winter is here, and Professor and Buck are both totally enjoying it. DJ has brought us the controversy of the week, with wild claims of a new Indiana Jones, and the boys pile in on him. Once again we solve the world’s greatest issues with logic and careful consideration. We decide Chris Pratt is not suitable for taking on the role and also convince DJ that Indiana Jones is not a Marvel character yet; give Disney time and they will make it happen eventually I’m sure.

With a fabulous Segway into the next topic we look at Digit. Not the figures, the robot that will help deliver your shopping from the car to your door. Professor decides he wants one to carry the shopping from the door to the kitchen and then cook his food. DJ calls robots slaves, revealing his desire to take over the world. Buck and Professor decide that given the way technology has been moving they wish to become Cyborgs and serve the robot overlords. We align the killer drones, self-replicating robots, driverless cars and robot dogs.

Moving along before we get into too much trouble. We have a new CPU that is pushing the limits and is looks surprised at how amazing it is. AMD is back baby and challenging Intel once again. Buck and Professor fully geek out over what this means for building your own system. If you get confused and lost please let us know; we will get Professor to write up a translation for you. We also figure out how to turn your computer into an oven. We mean literally you will be able to cook your sausages and toast your marsh mellows.

As always we make fun of everything, have a laugh with each other, at each other and life in general. We have the usual shout outs, remembrances, birthdays, and events of interest. As always, take care of yourselves, look out for each other, and stay hydrated. NERDS rule!!!

EPISODE NOTES:

Harrison Ford about Indiana Jones - https://www.empireonline.com/movies/news/harrison-ford-idea-succeed-indiana-jones-nobody/

Robotic Delivery Boy - https://techxplore.com/news/2019-05-bipedal-robot-digit-autonomous-delivery.html

AMD Ryzen 3000 - https://www.anandtech.com/show/14407/amd-ryzen-3000-announced-five-cpus-12-cores-for-499-up-to-46-ghz-pcie-40-coming-77

Games currently playing

– Apex Legends - https://www.origin.com/aus/en-us/store/apex/apex

Professor

– Cataclysm: Dark Days Ahead - https://cataclysmdda.org/

Buck

– Deceit - https://store.steampowered.com/app/466240/Deceit/