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paninicupcakke · 20 days ago
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(NSFW / Suggestive lyrics)
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Ay dios mìo
Quiero morir tantito contigo
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i know you’re in your prime
we can keep it undefined
for now, just f__k my mind
⭐️ be my star 69 ⭐️
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gg0thicstann · 3 months ago
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uhhh, new fanfic chapter
CW: CARTMAN SAYS PRETTY MESSED UP STUFF LIKE SLURS, I'LL CENSOR, BUT STILL!!
THE GHOST OF YOU
Chapter 3— Filling up on pizza and his mother's medication
"Oh my god..cartman sucks so much, I swear to god.." Stan groans, rubbing his eyes with both palms in frustration. "what do we do? leave him here?" Kyle asked, kinda tempted to just lock Eric in the bathroom and forgetting about him. "No, my parents would be home soon anyways.." Stan started thinking, then he walked over to the tub, lifting the knob to turn the tap to the shower setting and turning the water on, causing the water to hit Eric.
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Eric jumps up and yells, "What the fuck, guys! Oh, weak!" He yelled as he tried to stand up, leaning to turn the shower off. Eric was met with two annoyed faces, he groaned, "What're you looking at, f--gs?" he said as he got out of the tub. "Whats up? you drank all the whiskey and now my dad is gonna kill me! " Stan yelled as he got closer, "Get out of my house!" , "Jesus H. Christ, it's not that deep, trust." Eric kinda shimmied out of the bathroom, leaving a trail of dirty water following behind him as he made his way to the front door, leaving.
"Why do we even hang out with him?" Kyle asked as he goes into Stan's room to grab his stuff from the bedroom floor. "You're just gonna leave? " Stan sounded annoyed, all things considered this isn't really how he wanted his morning to go. "Uh, yeah, actually, I didn't let my parents know I was spending the night so they might beat my ass." he joked, putting his shirt and jacket on. "So..we aren't gonna talk about last night?" , "No..it was nothing, just like you said, we read the room." Kyle said heading to the door, "You don't have a ride, I can drive you back to your place—" , "No, I'll just call my mom to get me at the end of the street.." Kyle said as he walked out the house. Stan felt defeated, he had a raging headache and his parents were gonna be home, so he had to clean the house.
Stan started the cleaning process, but half-assed it and eventually just sat outside on the porch swing and smoked a joint, it was relaxing, he had hardly drunk, well he didn't drink at all the night before. He had problems in elementary and junior high with drinking, after the cynical thing that happened.
Back when him and Kyle started to fall apart, it started slow. They didn't hang out every weekend in junior high, and by the freshman year of high school hit and he confessed his feeling for his best friend, that was the tip of the iceberg, that's what broke them apart.
Stan's mom texted him,
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that was enough for him to get off his tail, throw away evidence of him smoking at all and rushing into the house to make sure everything was there and like nothing was out of place.
He got off scott free.
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Monday had rolled around pretty quickly, Stan laid in bed, had not slept all weekend after Kyle spent the night, his phone buzzed, laying on his chest, while he stared at the ceiling.
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Great, Kenny wants to talk, probably gonna get butthurt about how Stan kinda left Kenny alone with Butters at the party. He groaned as he put on the pants he wore Friday on and a jacket as a shirt, zipping it up, grabbing his beanie, it had snowed over night, but wearing a hat was the least he could actually get himself to do.
"Sooo.. how was Kyle?" , "Uhm..what do you mean? " Stan responded to Kenny, red faced. Stan took a drag of his cigarette, provided by Kenny of course. "You guys were not quiet at all that night, me and him both know you got butt-fucked." Kenny laughed, Stan kinda rolling in a ball, covering his face, " No.. it was completely platonic. A guy has needs.." he said quietly, really embarrassed by this whole conversation, Kenny was having the time of his life just making fun of him. "If you and Butters tell anyone I will kill both of you!" Stan sat up, kinda annoyed. but kinda laughing about it.
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The duo approached the school, Stan took one last drag of his cigarette before putting the butt of it into an empty soda can that was laying in the floorboards. Stan kinda slipped out of the vehicle after Kenny parked it, the two heading towards the front doors of Park County High School.
"This is gonna be so awkward.. how can i even look at him. Ken??" , "I dunno, but you better figure it out.. hopefully Butters didn't say anything—" Kenny said, looking away to not make contact with Stan, for he had a look of absolute trauma, "..he didnt..did he..?" , " I dunno, we didn't really agree to not say anything.." Kenny spoke, almost I instantly. Stan started speeding up to find Wendy. They had been broken up for only a month, he didn't want her to know that he got it up the ass by his ex- best friend. "Wendy! Uh what's up?", "Nothing right now.. are you okay? You're sweating—" , "Oh, nah— I mean yeah, I got here a little late..it's Kenny's fault—" Stan said frantically, "Oh..okay then.. I'll see you third period?" , "No— Yes!" Wendy laughed in response to Stan's awkwardness, walking away. Wendy has cut her hair to her shoulders and put pink highlights towards her ends, he still loved her some what, but he wasn't happy. Stan sighed in relief.
"You and Wendy are still together?" Stan turned around quickly, coming face to face with Kyle, "Uh, hi, no we are not—" , "That's a relief— didn't wanna seem like I fucked some girls dude, didn't want you to look like a wuss—" . Wow, Kyle woke up with an attitude.
" Oh my god, Kyle, what's your problem with me?! And don't say that so loud—" , "Or what? You already confessed you're gay for me. what's the difference?" Kyle snapped back, " Okay, who pissed in your Cheerios? Literally you said it didn't mean anything—" , "I thought you would at least stop me from leaving!"
"Uh oh, look out, the fairies are fighting!" Yelled Cartman on the other side of the hallway, " If your gonna break up, might as well do it in your bedroom, alone, in the dark, drunk, because Stan, you sound familiar —" Cartman never finished his sentence before Stan ran up and landed a punch square in Cartman's face, the larger boy fell against the lockers, Stan would've gotten another on at him if Kenny didn't come around and hold him back. "I'm not like my parents.. I'm not an alcoholic.." Stan was lying so hard right now, but he couldn't say much more before the bell for homeroom rang, "Wow, Cartman, saved by the bell." , "Shut up, homeless crackhead—" Eric got up and headed for the bathroom to get tissues for his bloody nose he had relieved. What a nice present from Stan.
"I'm going home, dude. I can't stay here.." Stan groaned.
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omniseurs-blog · 1 year ago
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My YouTube comment reposted - mental illness, schizospec, psychosis, ADHD, distrust of doctors, rage/anger vent, loss of childhood, drug use
I was diagnosed with emotional behavioral disorder NOS and ADHD at 4, depression at 10, schizophrenia at 14, changed to schizoaffective bipolar and PTSD at 15. Here's my (and my family's) story.
Before any of my immediate family was born, my paternal great grandpa was... "Quirky", aka delusional and had hallucinations, and my great grandma refused to get him help, because it meant institutionalization or lobotomy. She never told her kids (my paternal grandpa) about it, they simply divorced when the kids were old enough to work. This is still all I will ever know about my great grandpa. My grandpa had his first psychotic break in his 20s or 30s (all I know is my grandma saying he's been insane for a long time, which is why she divorced him) and hid it well enough until his 50s where he was institutionalized and diagnosed "early onset dementia without Alzheimer's features" or something along those lines, he used to call my dad up all the time talking about the mafia and how my mother was poisoning him. My father had his first break in his 20s as well after the birth of my older brother and the death of his brother, but he didn't get treatment until his 30s well after my mother divorced him when I was 3. For a long time I didn't know a single thing about him besides what my mother told me, "he's abusive, he's evil, he's crazy, he's a terrible person" (my mother got diagnosed with BPD recently, so I don't even know if those were lies or not), but one thing she did teach us was that he was schizophrenic.
And then there's me. I was a shy kid, never trusted anybody, didn't play, didn't socialize, took a long time to start speaking, and... Held a very negative view of schizophrenia all the way until I was diagnosed. I was put on ADHD meds at 4, 20mg of adderall, the same age I was diagnosed. I began hallucinating full visible dead and bleeding people because of them and I had paranoia of being followed and watched. My mother did warn the psychiatrist that schizophrenia ran in the family, but my psychiatrist just raised the dose higher, this time 30mg of Ritalin, and put me on risperidone, 5mg... I hallucinated even worse, had crying fits from the delusions, but I was completely and utterly zombified. Why was I zombified on "such a low/starter dose"? Because I was a maybe 60lb F O U R (4) year old. Since the hallucinations and delusions didn't stop, and my mother insisting that I had schizophrenia, the doctor ensured my mother "children can't have schizophrenia" and diagnosed me emotional behavioral disorder NOS, switched me to Vyvanse at 25mg, and switched my risperidone to a common antidepressant I can't remember the name of (Prozac?). Of course, I was perfectly happy then, absolutely off the walls running around, wandering around, all that, so the SCHOOL system said they were going to call CPS because they didn't believe my parents were giving me my medications... Which meant they were the ones dishing out my medications to me and I missed the doses I was supposed to take before bed.
Thankfully, we ended up moving when I turned 10, and the new school never threatened CPS or demanded proof I'm taking my meds, so on my own account, I quit my own meds. I went unmedicated aside from taking a different antidepressant (genuinely can't begin to guess the name) around 12-13. I completely forgot I had any mental illness other than obviously having attention problems, fidgeting more than everyone else, severe anxiety that I thought was normal, and frequent nightmares and bedwetting, and a lack of awareness that I didn't fit in with others (mostly because I didn't have the urge to socialize with anyone). Then... the teenage years hit. My brother was experimenting with dr*gs, weed, LSD, computer duster, m*th, all of the dr*gs that were said to be bad in dare, and I did them too. We got past computer duster and weed, my brother got into worse drugs, new years swung around at 14 and they had some "high quality acid" that turned out to be NBOME, or fake bitter acid that makes even the most mentally stable freak out.
New years 2015, I was 14 years old, we took the fake acid, all 6 of us. People became manifestations of my mental illness, my brother was ADHD, his friends sister was depression, his best friend was anxiety, his best friends gf was PTSD... And his friend was schizophrenia. I was only diagnosed with ADHD, anxiety, and depression. The TV was talking to me, the music was about me, the universe was going to collapse if I made the wrong move. Sure, a bad trip is a bad trip, but the bad trip didn't end after 12, 24, 48 hours, a week, 2 weeks, a month, 5 months, a year, 2 years, 4 years. 4 years is what it took to START recovering, dozens of different combinations of meds, 20 hospitalizations, 4 different hospitals, 3 different states, countless amounts of doctors, and 3, going on 4, disability applications. From 10th to 12th grade, I missed an average of 100 days per year, had a 0.0gpa, and just barely graduated through GED while experiencing active psychosis
What could've been diagnosed at age 4, what I could've been properly medicated for, what didn't take a genius to figure out. 14 to roughly 18 were all a delusional mess, I'm 23 now. I still act like a 14 year old because... I'm still there. I should still be a kid.
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how far is too far
to take this old socket 423 motherboard? it’s really only limited by the boot drive speed and the cpu cooling/fans at this point, it’s nearly maxed out
so socket 423 was the oldest Pentium IV stuff, though it may have supported some celeron chips if i’m not mistaken. The fastest cpu was 2.0GHz with 400MHz RD-RAM bus with 256KB of L2 cache.
What I have was someone’s rejected server board from 1999 that I got used in 2000 or 2001 maybe, and this has been its third refresh 😅 but for the slowest most uncommon p4, it is great, it has ATA100 RAID and that can mean using up to 4 drives as one for more speed or redundancy.
it has irda for some infrared data, several old school serial ports, parallel, AGP 4x, and 5 PCI ports.
I had already given it 2GB of ECC RAM, some multiformat DVD burners (one sports DVD-RAM support), a 3.5” floppy, and even a SATA soft RAID PCI card,
but I am questioning now that SSD’s are cheap, whether 4 SSD’s would be faster over 33MHz PCI soft RAID or ATA100 hardware based RAID at the full 100MHz ? maybe this thing would be seriously fast, for what it is
I also learned that AGP 4x was as much real bandwidth as any GPUs of the era ever could saturate since AGP8x didn’t last long before being replaced by PCI-express 2.0 16x slots for most GPUs… So AGP 8x cards work just fine here.
I found a GeForce 7600 GS 512MB model that needed recapped, amd so I havent tried it; then i found an ATi HD 3650 512MB AGP8x GPU to try in the meantime. Originally in 99 or 2000 this box was rocking an ATi All-In-Wonder Rage 128 card, but I foolishly gave it the ATi All-In-Wonder Radeon 8500dv for the greater 64MB vram and a couple firewire 1394a ports. It was a fine card, but analog TV is gone, rendering the tuner useless, and the A/D/A converter quality was actually pretty bad on this card with a lot of extra noise added on anything you plugged in. Once I got a miniDV camcorder I just used its converters foe everything, as it looked so much better!
I also got it with a Creative Labs SoundBlaster Live! 5.1 card, which was super cool at the time, but until I had any 5.1 speakers to use it with, it was pointless versus the nearly-identical 2-channel onboard AC’97 chip, or the other nearly identical AC’97 chip on the Radeon card! I wasnmt even bright enough to disable the onboard audio in the BIOS, at the time so I was always doing some dumb routing and wasting resources on all 3 sound cards
Then I did something even more dumb later on and got a GeForce MX420 card with the same 64MB vRAM but less rendering capability than the Radeon card at the time. (As I understand it now, these were more of a display adapter than a GPU?)
I’ll try to remember to benchmark these options against one another at some point, bc i have a feeling the GPU and boot drive is going to make all the difference in the gaming performance
Beyond all that, the peripheral cards made a big difference too! I added a VIA 1394 card, an NEC USB2.0 card, and a SiS combo USB2.0 and 1394a card. The NEC seemed much more snappy at USB2.0! I also accidentally disabled the system once by plugging the irDA to the i2c SMbus header below it by mistake. So it has i2c support! I may try to learn how to use it and make a PWM fan controller for it! It would be sick to have something read the core temps and apply the PWM slopes for all the fans accordingly.
IF I can do that, i’ll definitely swap CPU fans! I heard some socket 775 coolers can be adapted to fit! I’d love to know if anyone has experience with adapting the two. If all fails, I have a drill press and a smart g/f…. Maybe I’ll post any updates
should I burden this beast with Vista to run DX10??
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wyrmguardsecrets · 8 months ago
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(Honest question, are people actually seeing f-lists in people's profiles outside of Goldshire?)
No, they aren't. I spend more time reading TRPs than I do RPing now - and I'm not the only one - and I come across an F list once or twice a month outside GS. If it's especially graphic, I report the profile, but only if I see it in SW or anywhere else. I'm not about to go into Lion's Pride to report every single profile in there.
I agree that your NSFW shit shouldn't be that easily accessible because minors do play this game, however, it's not the internet's responsibility to shield ~18 users from everything on the internet. I'm a parent with a child who plays games online, but I also make sure they know how to recognize inappropriate content and where they're not to go. I also check up on them on a regular basis.
Another thing about Goldshire: it's infamous across the game and has been since the Bush administration. If some middle schooler wants to make a toon and go into the tavern to see what's going on, there's nothing any of us can do to stop them.
There's a lot of slacktivism on this blog and I roll my eyes at the mob rage over the shit that isn't actually happening. In the years I've lurked here, I've seen more finger pointing than actual proof of pedophilia.
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the gimmick blogs are like tumblr’s rogue gallery. yes we’ve got some heroes, yes we’ve got some villains, but more importantly if you look over here you will see some freak who devotes all their time to counting the number of “t’s” in a post
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jonathankatwhatever · 3 years ago
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I’m back to 1space, meaning I need to prove 1space. By back, I mean the rotation is seeking to ring, meaning it wants to complete. But can I do this? I don’t know. I don’t know.
My thoughts are in fragments. Part of me wants to rage, but there is no use in that: if you’re not you, then nothing I can rage about makes you into you. Or, I’m dealing with the interior continuity and the exterior continuity, which joins at the 1’s and 0’s in a way I’m comfortable with. Same thoughts as before.
And I’m haunted by the vivid memory that you are not allowed to help me with this even if I scream. Why is that? I keep coming back to that, which means there has to be something more in that. I’ve never made any headway other than intimations of importance and the idea that there has to be a specific form of connection for the pieces to fit.
That is probably where I’m simply crazy. So, that’s my approach: examine my maguffin, see where the crazy enters the story, see where the impossibility occurs before the story so the story can occur. Like that D’Arcy can’t really exist without having a title. That is a translation of 1space into 0space: Jane creates a possible but highly unlikely scenario, one that stretches the boundaries but which can occur within 0space. What is that 0space? The actual world in which there are landowning gentry and a separation into nobility.
I feel myself sinking into a despair. I’ve been expecting this. I hope I can survive it.
Proving 1space proves everything. Yesterday, for the first time, I imagined G and me - even when I’m G - working together on this material in that Storyline. Never got close to that before, so I expected something like this today.
Or to restate the issue: I remember the idea of 1space occurring but I’m prevented by this method from digging through an assortment of notebooks - most of which have no dates because I purposely avoided dating material for a few years so it was one big lump of thought - to find where it occurred. I have to find it again, down a path that closes that ring, that completes the f&b, that links the paths together which connect different meanings to any and certainly various counts and other forms of valuation.
I can’t get further without inducing rage. So, I guess I’ll have to go there though I hate the feeling. Rage puts you in a cage, but I have to experience rage so I can set it aside and can see the cage I was in.
Let’s assume the Storyline is as true as it has seemed. That means I’ve been led here, which I believe, and the only way I could have been led here is through 1space attaching to 0space, to my 0space, and the only way you could be you is the same, and that fits with the conception, which is more than an idea but a detailed conception, in which reality is contained in 1space. But you can’t get there, can’t get to 1space from inside 0space. That’s the Continuum Hypothesis: you can’t build up to 1space because where it attaches is at a 0. Is that correct? 0space fills as 0-1-0, so the 1space within the 0space relates to 0space within that 1space. I hope that made sense: take a gs, and the outside edges are 1space, with 0space inside that is represented as a 1, which means 1space attaches within and across the 0space within the gs. This is fairly easily demonstrated in the transition of fD to gs.
Or in rationals. Take one Irreducible and count with it. Take the other and count with that. These can be the top and bottom, and they obviously generate a value. That’s something I’ve largely worked out lately: the rational approximation of reality is how reality works. I probably haven’t been able to get this out, but the idea is that reality doesn’t calculate into infinity without rational approximations acting as contextual blocks or limits. As in, a rational approximation of Pi is either I on top.
That hit something because I had a sudden urge to kill myself. Like a slash.
I’m seriously thinking about this. I can’t see a way to prove 1space that isn’t what I’ve already done. Just go on and forget that this ever happened. I’ll be dead. No one has to know it was all a failure.
Isn’t this a good reason for why I have to go to the edge and look over? Don’t know how to make that rigorous. Example: yesterday I finally was able to contract just my left under eye muscle. This has bothered me since I was a child: I can’t control that eye without pulling across my left ear, which is uncomfortable. I’ve only recently learned to relax that movement by approaching it from a right eye contraction, but yesterday I could find the contractive point in the inner corner of the left eye. I see that process as identifying a tension and torsion point, which we have been doing since I identified you as my tension and torsion point.
All great. But how do I prove 1space?
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richccrockett · 4 years ago
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Triumph reveals more about the all-new Tiger 1200. with shaft drive
By: AdvWisdom Title: Triumph reveals more about the all-new Tiger 1200. with shaft drive Sourced From: advwisdom.com/a/triumph-reveals-more-about-the-all-new-tiger-1200-with-shaft-drive/ Published Date: Thu, 16 Sep 2021 12:39:54 +0000
Triumph has released a few more pictures of the new Tiger 1200 in action and at the same time revealed more about what we can expect from the big adventure bike.
The Tiger is still in its final prototype testing phase, and the Hinckley-based maker is keeping its cards close to its chest for the time being when it comes to full specs. But the new photos show it being ridden and leaping in a rage in what looks like Triumph’s Adventure Center in Swansea.
In addition to the pictures, the manufacturer teased us with a few more references to the big adventure bike. This includes performance statistics and a nod to the bike it sees as the Tiger’s closest competition.
What else do we know?
First, it is confirmed that the new bike will be shaft driven. This means that the Tiger 1200 will be the only other large displacement adventure motorcycle on the market alongside BMW’s R 1250 GS that will be popular with anyone looking for a mess-free alternative to messy chain drives.
But that’s not all. Although the Hinckley-based maker didn’t mention BMW by name, it teased that the Tiger will “deliver more power and character than its closest competition, the only other shaft-driven bike in its class.”
Character is hardly a quantifiable statistic, but power is. That means we expect the new bike to be more than the GS’s 136hp.
Of course, horsepower isn’t everything when it comes to engines, and Triumph has confirmed that the 1200 will feature the T-Plane crankshaft already found on the new Tiger 900 range of motorcycles.
This was a new introduction for the Tiger range in 2019. Triumph claimed it improved the character of its engines, delivered a better soundtrack from the exhaust, and also brought the low torque of a two-cylinder engine.
I’ve ridden both the Tiger 900 Rally Pro and Tiger 850 Sport for the past two years, which come with the T-Plane crank, and both bikes deliver lots of torque and a crisp sound from the bottom line. With that experience in mind, I’m pretty excited to see how the approach works in an even bigger engine.
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jewpacabruhs · 8 years ago
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so out of boredom i wanted to go in depth about something from a certain ep. in ‘the death of eric cartman’, from season 10, kyle calls cartman a “fat, racist, self-centered, intolerant, manipulating sociopath”. as we all know, it’s pretty easy to label someone a certain way, when in actuality stuff tends to go so much deeper than a couple of summarizing words. so i wanted to analyze each of those six titles that seem to follow cartman around.
1) fat. yes, hes overweight; there’s no denying that. it shouldn’t be included in this list of negatives, but kids are shallow.
2) racist. while there’s no denying he’s blatantly racist, i don’t think cartman understands the depth of racism at his age, and therefore it’s not genuine. none of the kids, except for token and nichole and maybe kyle, do. i myself was pretty racist until around thirteen or fourteen, because i’d been raised like that and i didn’t know any better. despite being jewish (granted, i didn’t experience any anti-semitism until i started to embrace my religion recently), i found harmful stereotypes about non-white people to be funny & often said them in jest, until i started educating myself and realized how harmful doing that was. unfortunately a lot of people don’t outgrow the racism they learn as children. point is, i think cartman doesn’t understand the magnitude of racism and it’s harmful effect on poc. then again, he doesn't care about any one but himself, and things that don’t directly involve him don’t concern him, so you can’t expect him to. but considering his recent pc arc, maybe he’ll mature a little. unfortunately, as of now, i think he just views making racist remarks as another thing that gets him attention. he’ll take any attention he can get, and negative attention is easiest to get. how to get negative attention? make everyone hate you. how to do that? display hatred towards everyone else. 
3) self-centered. he’s most definitely self-centered. i think cartman got a very extreme case of only child-syndrome (general selfishness, bossiness, etc. i myself was an only child until twelve, and i was a goddamn pain to be friends with, i’ll tell you that) that was magnified by abuse and neglect from his mother. he’s developed a me-against-the-world complex. not to mention he’s very intelligent, and he knows it, which led to some intense narcissism (or perhaps that’s a front to hide his insecurity, because there’s been a couple of instances where cartman’s grandiose facade cracked and we got a glimpse of the vulnerable kid underneath). that intelligence, regardless of how little he demonstrates it on a daily basis, also alienates him from the rest of south park, who are airheads. and while i can’t deny he’s undeniably clever, and that’s a positive for him, his self image of his psychical body is all false bravado; he’s convinced himself he’s strong, attractive, and manly, when in reality he’s chubby, weak, fairly repulsive (albeit charming), and a little more on the feminine side, if we’re generalizing - he’s emotional, sassy, manipulative, and on a more psychological level, he cross-dresses, plays with dolls, and is, canonically, attracted to boys. he doesn’t like himself, even if he pretends he does. now, personally, i believe all humans are self-centered - at the end of the day, do we genuinely care about each other people’s trivial problems? then again, i’m a raging nihilist. regardless, cartman’s put up a facade of who he thinks he should be, who he wants to be. his use of derogatory language towards others (not the personal attacks, like calling kyle a filthy jew or token a black piece of shit or whatever, but the general ones, like “hey, f*gs” or “whats up, dickwads”, yanno), it’s all to make himself feel better about himself. to try to put himself on a pedestal, so he’s untouchable, and he does this by demeaning others. his use of the f word in particular, and i’m not talking about fuck, is likely internalized homophobia.
4) intolerant. ties back into racism - he’s intolerant because he thinks it’s cool. he thinks bigotry is badass, and he’s obsessed with his own image, similarly to stan, only stan actually has morals and a decent sense of wrong vs right. stan will do anything to make himself look good, but only in socially acceptable ways. cartman, on the other hand, has no concept of what’s socially acceptable, and merely does things to the beat of his own drum; whatever he thinks is right, in his own eyes, he believes wholeheartedly, and he practices what he, and he alone, preaches. he thinks that, by spouting hateful bullshit, he, again, is putting himself up on a pedestal, which is exactly where he wants to be (and likely thinks he belongs). have you ever met/talked to a bigot who wasn’t a raging narcissist? i haven’t. cartman also clearly doesn’t know how to be nice, as shown in casa bonita; hate is all he knows. it’s his defense mechanism, likely because, subconsciously, he’s afraid to let people get close. he doesn’t want emotional intimacy with anyone because he doesn’t want to be genuinely vulnerable (partly because he likely considers vulnerability as “faggy” or “girly”, and his ego won’t allow that, and partly because he doesn’t want the walls he’s built up to be torn down - no bey reference intended, i swear). the only people he’s ever really opened up to have been his mom and butters, and with his mom he usually wants something and he’s exaggerating. butters, i think he trusts to some degree, because he knows butters is a dweeb and he’s naive enough to not entirely understand the difference between cartman’s true(?) nature and his facade, considering his erratic moods. still, even then, butters has shared cartman’s secrets time and time again, which probably proved to cartman that he really cant trust anyone. anyway, like i said, i don’t think the intolerance is genuine, i think he thinks it’s cool and he likes how controversial his remarks are, because, like i said, to cartman, any attention is good attention.
5) manipulative. he’s definitely manipulative, that’s undeniable. but i don’t think manipulation’s inherently bad, honestly; if you’re smooth enough to be able to talk yourself into getting your way all the time, good for you. if your morals are so shaky that you’re able to walk on other people to achieve personal success, you’re probably gonna move up quicker in the world, and i can respect that. cartman’s realized this at a young age, and he utilizes his charm. albeit, he often uses his power for evil, but still.
6) sociopath. this is the one i wanna talk about thoroughly. people don’t seem to understand the psychological meaning of 'psychopath’ or 'sociopath’, or any other psychological diagnosis. i’m not an expert, but i’ve researched psychology extensively, so i’d like to think i’m somewhat of a reputable source when it comes to this sort of stuff. and while i hate to try and stick a label on a fictional fourth grader, it’s pretty fascinating to try. however, you should still take everything i say with a grain of salt. anyway, so, admittedly, on the surface you would think cartman was a sociopath. he lacks empathy and manipulates as necessary without guilt, and while i think he definitely displays antisocial and narcissistic traits, i don’t think hes a sociopath. if anything, he displays some symptoms of high-functioning aspergers (ironic, considering that one episode). as someone on the autistic spectrum, i hardly want him as an example of an autistic person. but he sort of reminds me of someone i studied extensively while researching criminal psychology - one jeffrey dahmer (the real one, not the south park parody version of him). dahmer was officially diagnosed with bpd and schizotypal pd, among others, but a few of the many psychologists he spoke to following his arrest diagnosed him with aspergers. dahmer’s personality would go from awkward, reserved, and gentlemanly, to cocky, aggressive, and cruel. this could’ve been the bpd & aspergers/szpd (which is, more or less, aspergers & schizophrenia smushed together) coinciding. a little personal input: i myself have been diagnosed with a lot of different shit by several different therapists, but my lack of empathy and aloof attitude have been persistent symptoms in each of the diagnoses. if i compare myself to a friend of mine who has bpd, we’re pretty damn different. but if mashed together, we’d roughly make a dahmer-like personality, i think - and possibly a cartman-like personality. see, cartman’s behavior is very sporadic and unexpected. his default tone of speech (which says a lot about a person) seems to be a sarcastic but detached sort of drawl, which reflects his laid-back and idgaf-esque manner. he’s easily agitated, in which case his voice raises, often in a matter of seconds, before he’s returned to his relatively calm usual demeanor. the anger usually doesn’t last, unless it’s a heated argument. when angered, he can be driven to severely injuring people, without a second thought, because he lacks empathy. he blindly follows trends if they make him look cool, although i don’t think he really has a concept of what’s cool, nor does he care, i think he just tries to blend in to some degree to avoid ridicule, and because he wants people to like him. he’s assertive and straight-forward, doesn’t care if he hurts feelings, and doesn’t concern himself with people’s problems or opinions, although i think he cares about what people think about him a lot more than he cares to admit. that’s another thing that’s interesting; how he’s hated by everyone, despite his need for validation, and his brain twists things so he thinks people like him instead of just tolerate him. it’s crazy. anyway, i dunno, not making diagnoses, just bringing up symptoms and possibilities. and that’s all. gnite.
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