#too much i can handle aaaaaaaaaa

[shine-boo]

-My hand die now-

@naffeclipse he too powerful, but I know I can’t escape him.

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I love your work so much aaaaaAAAAA!!!

Ok so imma be straightforward, this is straight up me coping with irl stuff and reading your work makes me forget the cruel outside world so HERE WE GO!

Caine and Kinger x S/O who hides who they are out of fear of negative responses. Bottles it all up until they can't handle it anymore. Like, the reader is very much used to being the therapist/caretaker and is often very happy and doesn't hesitate to help others but silently they think rudely of others, holding their tounge constantly and even mutter under their breath about others being annoying. Ofc they don't want others to see who they truly are, in fear of rejection or their worst fear, isolation. They hate this part of themselves, like why do they have these horrible thoughts about others? It even borders on abstraction.

They can only feel comfortable around their partner and try their best not to vent too much but Caine/Kinger can sense something is wrong and even see their S/O glitching a bit and ask what's wrong and say its ok (in their own special ways!) and the reader just finally cracks, and in their glitching voice is sobbing on how much of a terrible person they are and how they deserve to be in this digital hell for being so horrible.

Im so normal about this. And just so it's not so hard to think of a title, I recommend "Caine and Kinger x reader who pretends!" you don't have to use it but it's there!

Unsavory thoughts (Caine and kinger x reader)!

UEAAA THIS GOT BURIED IM SO SO SO SORRY ANON!! I truly did not mean to take this long to get to your request :(

That said I'm so happy to hear that my silly writing has a positive impact on people.. please remember to drink water and get plenty of rest, remember that there are people that care about you

Hands you a glass of juice

I got silly with Caines piece

CAINE:

KINGER:

Between the two it takes him a little while longer to realize that something is wrong with you. I mean hes still trying to learn all these emotions that make people.. human

Absolutely panics when he sees you glitch out. I'm talking his eyes fly out of his jaws as they hang open panic. Rushes to you to see if you're okay... god forbid youre abstracting... maybe he can help ground you, or something?

Listens to you talk, for once the ringmaster is quiet. Rubs your back

You... have mean thoughts about people...?

Is it not okay to dislike people? Is it not reasonable to be irritable in a new environment? Is it not normal to have at least a few terrible thoughts about others? Are you any less worthy of support or love because you're not a ray of sunshine?

Is this not what being human is about?

Of course he wouldnt say it exactly like that, but he would carry the same message, I think. Is what you're experiencing not a natural part of the human experience?

Yes, you can argue that caine is an AI and he has no place to speak on matters like these, but as your partner he wont let you go without comfort and reassurance

He let's you talk and let it all out. I think going forward he makes it a point to make sure you get time alone, and time with him... makes IHAs more "non intrusive" so you can opt out if you dont want to interact with the others

Very accommodating, I think

Unlike caine he catches on really fast that theres something wrong, something even larger than you're letting on. But still, he let's you do your small but rare vents... until he returns to you after briefly taking some time away from you for one reason or another to find you having a melt down. He thinks you're abstracting, and you probably are. Honestly I can see kinger doing the grounding technique (the 5 sense thing) and he tries to guide you through it to help calm you down enough to pull yourself together just enough to stabilize. Listens to your word vomit as you spill your guts out to him. While I domt think he would be as.. profound as caine... he carries a comfort only sweet old people can possess. And it calms you down. It's not an immediate solution, but its comforting nonetheless. He let's you sleep in his arms. He goes on to stand between you and others to try to keep you from getting too irritated or overwhelmed by the others; however he will stand to the side if you ask him to

Very protective of you but even more so after this

[starryo]

OH MY GODDDD YOUR WHITE MASK AU AAAAAAAAAA

YOUR WHITE MASK DESIGN IS MAKING ME INSANEEEEEEE AAAAAAAAAAA

HE!!!!!! HIM!!!!! Joker is soooooo ominous and insane looking in his white mask outfit and mask and omg I loveeeee his mask it’s sooo fitting especially for a wild card with so many masks, for him to be represented by a half crying half laughing theatre mask like that and his hair!!!!

Does his hair change when he enters the metaverse?? Does he still have arséne/does he carry his personas into the new run? If not, does he reawaken arséne as his first persona again? Or does he awaken to a different persona when he gets metaverse access? He’s still a wild card but I’m soooo curious about his awakened persona especially considering his new ‘fit like damnnn.

ALSO can he change his metaverse outfit like og!Akechi? Does he have an opinion on his outfit (hate it, like it, finds it creepy or weird to adjust to or anything)? (Did I mention I ADOREEEE your white mask design for him bc hoooollyyyyyy hellll do I adore it with every single fiber of my being wow-

How does Shido find out about him if he doesn’t approach him (or does he approach Shido as a keep your enemies closer kind of thing)?

I cannot IMAGINE how the white mask reveal would go like omg, does he also have a little mini insane breakdown in front of them or is he still chill during it, you said the engine scene and interrogation room bit would go very differently but AAAAA HOWWWW PLSSSS SHAREEEE😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

And don’t even get me STARTED on how much I absolutely adore Akechi’s design here, his little earring, his everything omggg, I really wanna know how far he got beating up Shido lmaoo

Did Akechi still get tossed around foster homes growing up? Did he lean into his “unwanted child” thing instead of crafting his likeable “perfect” personality/facade (considering he look a little delinquent-y in the art I saw)? If so, what makes the change there? Does his mother die differently or does he just not know about Shido maybe, causing him to not create the same facade because he no longer has a clear revenge goal? Idk but I’m soo curious what got him looking and acting so different (assuming his facade isn’t actually the same and it’s just the appearance that changed).

Does Joker have a likeable “detective prince” persona (pun not intended) now instead since he took the detective spot, or is he less public/handles it differently? If he does then does he have the same cult following of fangirls lol

What school does Joker go to in this AU?? Does he go to the same (unnamed) school Akechi went to last time? Does he still go to Shujin (unlikely I’d assume)? Does he maybe go to Kosei since it’s a school for prodigies n stuff so it would be willing to work around his whole detective prince shtick? Plus Kosei means getting to talk to Yusuke without Shido finding out

Also you said that the Yoshizawas and Niijimas could be explained to Shido as useful connections, how are the Yoshizawas useful connections? Their family? Also does he get to meet Haru pre-canon because of the same logic?

Does he have a better relationship with Sae than Akechi? Maybe being able to help with her distortion before the canon timeline even starts? I’d imagine Makoto doesn’t despise him like she does Akechi (since I doubt he’d be anywhere near as passive aggressive and awful lmao) so are they friends or does Makoto still have a bit of jealousy for someone her age being so much closer to her sister than her (or both??👀 she can multitask)?

And also does Akechi have a different outfit than canon too then?? Does he have a different persona? Or just Robin Hood? You said he takes Jokers place in the unjust game so I’d assume he gets to recruit and fuse persona but does that mean that Joker can’t??? Or can he recruit persona but just not fuse them? OR can he do both bc of some NG+ shenanigans or him having more time in the metaverse (in this loop and others) meaning that he manages to get some kind of higher powers than canon? Like maybe he can talk shadows into fusing or can enter/exit the metaverse without the Nav or change/use cognition to do things he never thought of doing before (Monabus style but minus the Mona).

Does he have a persona that helps him cause shutdowns/mental breaks or does he just talk the shadows to the mental ledge or sth? I could see him talking shadows into mental breaks or shutdowns to match his whole talking to recruit shadows ability and will he still have a place or title as a/the trickster? Especially if Lavenza and people refers to him as the trickster to Akechi or something. Also does he have Satanael? Or is this one of those AUs where he never awakens Satanael even in the OG run? Also does he reset runs because the year is up, because they disappear bc of the grail, bc they die in the Yaldy battle, or something else? And does *he* know why he resets or is he stressed out of his mind?

Does he try to stay away from the other PTs even once canon starts (bc Shido)? Is Akechi less smarmy and awful lol? I am dyingggg to know more about this AU (DID I MENTION I WOULD KILL FOR YOUR WHITE MASK OUTFIT OMGGGG ITS SO GOOD) and I am soooo sorry for the super long ask I didn’t even realize how long it had gotten I just am insane from this AU sorry T.T

hello!!! sorry for replying so late! oh my god i first opened your ask when i was in a discord voice called and was floored by your enthusiasm!!! i mean that in such a positive way thank you so much for loving my little au! im going to try my best to answer all your questions <3 this is going to be another long text post haha

since lavenza is the only other character that is also carried over from the previous run of the game, joker actually has access to the full persona compendium he collected. i will say that in the new run, the phantom thieves don’t see him use arsene due to reasons :) he also does receive a new persona! dont ask who yet though i haven’t finalized it. his hair changes with his outfit, meaning he still has access to his original joker outfit and can switch between them like how original akechi can switch between his. as for his opinion on it… he has pretty complicated feelings over it. he does appreciate the aesthetic of it and without hiscircumstances he would probably enjoy it even if it’s not his usual style. i think the best way to describe his opinion of it now is that he’s numb to it, and he also finds it quite comedic when you consider the what it symbolizes. (and thank you so much 🥺 i love character design so much and he is my baby)

like og!akechi, he does approach shido first, more because he felt like he had no other choice. he tries to justify it in his mind that taking this initiative is the most reliable way to guarantee the future going how he wants them to go.

he doesn’t really get his full breakdown until his palace! so he stays pretty composed when he is confronted in the engine room up until this point he hasn’t revealed his hand as the true culprit yet, so it’s pretty shocking to all of the thieves (except goro) and they feel a lot more conflicted as a result.

akechi kind of lives up to his delinquent appearance and rumor in this au yeah haha! he unfortunately wasnt able to get too far beating shido up, which makes him all the more frustrated and angry. he was tossed around foster homes growing up yes, and it was mostly after his criminal record that he fully leaned into the “unwanted child”. i guess part of him still kind of hoped that things would work out somehow for him even if he barely scrapes by. he still taps into that good kid facade sometimes if its more beneficial! aside from that, nothing has changed from canon regarding his backstory. his mom still died the same way and he knows who shido is, he just didnt get his powers like in canon which meant he didnt have any power to back any plans for actually exacting revenge even if he wanted to.

detective prince akira kurusu is very likeable and popular with the fans! he leans into the theatrics of it a lot more, but he also finds it so much more exhausting and often wonders how og!akechi was able to manage. he doesnt put as much of an emphasis on his popularity as og!akechi and more on increasing his authority as a detective, but he does consider both to be vital to his goal of crafting the perfect outcome. he goes to the same unnamed school as akechi (i’m trying to figure out a good name for it rn) and im deciding whether or not i might have him transfer to shujin in the second semester.

yoshizawas’ dad is the director of a really popular news channel! since both the niijimas and the yoshizawas arent direct associates with shido, akira can use the excuse that he’s maintaining good relationships so that he gets some influence. with haru and okumura he doesn’t really have that excuse, since okumura is already directly collaborating with shido. he has met haru in passing a few times though, and he wishes he could reach out more without both shido and okumura raising an eyebrow.

i think the best way to describe the difference between akira and og!akechi in terms of their bonds is that og!akechi didn’t have any true bonds aside from joker during his run, while akira is forging many bonds that are founded on deception. so while he technically has a better relationship with sae and many others than og!akechi did, akira questions a lot if they truly count when he’s only ever giving them what they want to see and none of the truth. to him they’ve started to feel even more transactional, and it doesn’t help that he sometimes questions if he’s attached to the present or the past more. i hope this explanation makes sense lmao, his experiences and thoughts are pretty contradictory at times so sometimes they dont make sense when i try to explain his logic.

i will say that he neither encourages or discourages sae’s distortion though, but he will help mitigate the consequences and advise her at times when she does ask for input. he’s definitely not as passive aggressive, and they’re at a weird stage where they’re not quite friends yet (mostly because yes makoto is still a little jealous and she is very awkward/guarded around him and a bit proud i guess? akira is patiently waiting for her to make the first move while giving her opportunities)

akechi has both robin hood and loki! he does have a different outfit that is a bit of a fusion between his two original ones (i havent finalized the designs yet). both of them are able to access the velvet room and can fuse personas, though joker doesnt really have the need to since he already completed his compendium.

his new persona does give him some new abilities that help with his new role yes, and yes he does do something similar to talking shadows into mental breakdowns. he is still referred to as a trickster by the velvet room residents when spoken to directly, but when they speak to akechi about akira they refer to him as “player”.

he did successfully awaken to satanael in the previous run. i’ll keep the details of why and when he resetted a secret for now hehe, cant give away the entire mystery!!

once he gets the excuse to hang out with the phantom thieves he 100% uses it to his advantage. it’s a sensitive balancing game, because he knows that shido will one day notice either way. one can even argue that he is being too reckless but unlike og!akechi, akira gets the advantage of knowing a lot more information.

as for akechi… he’s kind of a bitch haha like i would say he’s a bit like third semester og!akechi but less unhinged in the metaverse. definitely still very bloodthirsty with the shadows though just a bit less loud about it. he’s very blunt and direct with the phantom thieves, and likes to use sarcasm or mockery sometimes (the phantom thieves quickly learn that this is his weird love language). he’s definitely a lot more honest in his mannerisms in this au, so much that when he does turn on his pleasant boy charm, everyone else starts getting chills and feel super unsettled.

thank you again so much for all your questions!!! i hope i was able to answer all of them okay 💖 im so happy to hear you like my au so much! i hope i can draw them more often 🥺

[cloudcountry]

Don’t mind me just thinking about wedding scenarios where the octo boys are in their wedding attire, all dressed up n handsome ;-; aaaaaaaaaa

And they see their future spouse dressed up too!!! I personally think they may prefer to do a land wedding (at least azul would) and the thought of how sweet and cute it is AAAAAA

Just all three of them are their own special kind of amazing during their weddings. So unique and handsome and handles it so well, but nothing beats how amazing the experience is or how AMAZING THEIR SPOUSE LOOKS PLS

I have thoughts for pretty much each dorm but ahh I won’t fill up your inbox by writing a book!!! :)))

//🏎️anon

hey hey mario kart anon???? if you don't have a writing blog i would SERIOUSLY recommend making one??????? THIS IS BRILLIANT AND I LOVE YOUR BRAIN

i can see jade preferring a land wedding tbh, especially if it was a nature themed one. with azul, i can see it either way!! his mom is probably DYING to meet his future spouse tbh. floyd's wedding straight up wouldn't be planned, he'd just be like "ya let's get married!!" and then BOOM he's off!!!

all of the shit for the wedding would be so cost efficient though...... they're buying things in bulk but it's okay because weddings are expensive!!!! at least they know how food catering works from the mostro lounge so that would run smoothly.

PLEASE DONT WORRY ABOUT WRITING A BOOK IN MY INBOX I DONT MIND AT ALL :(((( ITS ALWAYS A PLEASURE TO HEAR FROM MY ANONS C:

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HELLLLO NEW FRIEND!!!!! Just wanted to say hi hullo cause we r mutuals now and first of all your art style is soooooo!!!!!!!! Lines and shapes and colors ough. Also you like The Happy Fits and that iz SO REAL and your ocs r SO CUTE n I am SOOO EXCITED!!! My name iz Ville and I am all over the place all the time and a little bit much to handle BUT!! ,,,,,There iz no but really I'm kind of just a lot and I apologize for my insanity in advance

AAAAAAAAAA OH MY GOD HELLO HEYLO HII!??!!!! FIRST OF ALL THANK YOU SO MUCH LIKE AMDNSNDBSBSH THANK YOU WAaaAaa SOBS

SECOND OF ALL YESSSSSSSSS FINALLY SOMEONE WHO KNOWS THEM EEEKKK WHATS YOUR FAVOURITE SONG??? I cANT REALLY PICK SINCE THEY ALL BANG BUT IF I HAD TO CHOOSE MAYBE TOO LATE OR TWO OF MANY

THANK YOU AGAIN EEK (if you have any ocs.... id love to see them.... maybe we could draw them together.... cough cough...)

KDKEKDSJ HELLO HELLO!!!!! WELCOME!!! MY NAME IF PHIO IM ALSO A LITTLE ALL OVER THE PLACE SO WE MATCH ENERGIES AHHAHA DONT APOLOGIZE IM ALSO INSANE WE CAN BE CRAZY TOGETHER <333 (IN THE RUBBER ROOM WITH RATS)

[kingwuko]

As a fan of Secret: which one was your favourite part of writing it and which one was the most difficult?

AAAAAAAAAA 'a fan of Secret' Like whaaaa a fan??? thank you for saying that I'm so glad you liked it 😊

I kinda answered this but I also got like two dozen asks this weekend so it probably got buried so here is the link to that post: My favorite scene and the most difficult scene

Buuuuuuut I'll talk about my fic all day if y'all want sooo

Aside from Mako coming out to Bolin, I'd have to another part I reeeally loved writing writing like. EVERYTHING in chapter 7 at the party. I loved all the different characters, I had SO MUCH fun writing Su, I loved writing the part where Bolin dragged poor Mako to meet Sho Lin... and I loved Mako being so upset about it afterwards. And Korra chasing after him and trying to figure out what's wrong with him. And writing their kiss out on the balcony, and Mako's love epiphany... His apology to his brother. And I LOVED peppering in some Lin moments. You know. Like how no one can keep a secret from her. No reason I mentioned that a couple of times. she just had to think real hard for a second before telling Mako the department won't reimburse him for his 'cab fare.'

Lol in all seriousness I was LOVING being in Mako's head for chapter 7 because all the other chapters, he pretty much had a handle on his emotions. He might have been processing some things slowly, but he was pretty much in control and didn't have any problem sorting through everything he was thinking and feeling. And then to write him just totally and completely overwhelmed by his emotions and not knowing how to get a grip on himself. It was SUCH an interesting thing to explore and then for him to be like "OH. Okay. I'm in love. Okay, now everything makes sense."

for the most difficult, it was definitely chapter 6 I stand by that, I really had a hard time getting out of my head on that one. But I'd say another really difficult part to write was the after talk in chapter 4. I reeeallly like reading about characters communicating what they want from each other with regards to sex. But when I originally wrote it, it didn't feel right. It was like, WAAAAy too detailed about Mako's history, it was SOOOOO much dialogue and it wasn't very interesting dialogue. So I really had to refine and edit. I softened some of the language, I made Mako much more vague about his history. Oh and I changed a piece of dialogue and I'm really happy with the way I changed it-originally when Wu expressed that he wasn't interested or sure about receiving, at first I had mako tell him that they were compatible. But something about it felt wrong and finally I landed on

“Oh, hey. You don’t have to worry about that. I don’t need that from you. I don’t need anything from you that you aren’t excited to do,”

When I wrote that line I was like, yes, that's the vibe, much better.

So overall it was pretty tricky to alter and edit what I had originally written. but I'm really happy with how it turned out!

[canismaxim-games]

hey there, so i write, myself currently in the middle of a novel werewolf one too no less. and progress has come to a halt thanks to your blog and demo lmao, great premise also even in the demo your pacing and writing are perfect, i must say, you really set the tone perfectly anyway, oh and nice choice going with the Helsing like werewolf too. i'm gushing a little too much though i could say a lot more lol i do have a couple questions though.

What inspired you to go with a, I guess darker theme for the story?

Also how would the Ros react/calm a shifted Mc that is kind of berserking out due to the grief? really I'm curious if any of them would sing to them lol i mean it would super sweet no?

first of all I would *love* to see your werewolf novel because I adore werewolf media, and second AAAAAAAAAA THANK YOUUUU i really try my best to make the pacing not feel rushed or drag on too long. I love Helsing's werewolves and like as much as I adore werewolves that are just big wolves, i prefer Helsing's cause it gives them that needed human aspect without making the werewolf just look like a really hairy guy OR like an all skin no fur werewolf. aaa just thank you again it means a lot ^^

In all honesty I'm just better suited for dark themes when it comes to writing, I grew up on psychological thrillers and mysteries, eventually branching out to action and horror. It's not that I don't enjoy a good happy story I just feel disingenuous when *I* try to write one. Long story short, I just like my angst

ooooo a very good scenario, the ro's responses would vary depending on if romanced or not but I'm going to write them as if MC is romancing them ^^

The Hunter:

Hunter has dealt with many rampaging werewolves before, but never one they were close to... let alone one they were in love with. They know they can't use any of their weapons, even just the thought makes them sick, so the other alternative. They approach MC, hands up and showing that they have no weapons on them, that they mean no harm, and once they're close enough they wrap their arms around MC and hug them, holding them close and not letting go even if their back gets torn to shreds, even if MC growls and tries to break free. Hunter knows that MC will calm down and realize it's them eventually, and they don't mind. Hunter heals fast and they've been through worse, what they can't handle is knowing MC is in pain to the point they've gone berserk. Eventually MC would calm down and Hunter would be holding a human MC. Hunter would kiss their forehead before taking off their own shirt for MC to put on. If MC started to worry about Hunter's injuries Hunter would just shake their head and smile, "Already healed over darlin, I'm OK. Let me have your back for once alright?"

The Detective:

Detective knows MC's been through a lot of shit, honestly they're surprised MC's gone so long without freaking out like this. Detective has seen a lot of shit themself, they've seen good people die, seen bad people get treated like heroes just cause they paid off the right people to keep mouths zipped tight. So no, they don't judge MC or think less of them. It does hurt, though, to know MC's in pain and there's really not much Detective can do to help. What they can do, is buy a few hot dogs and sit down near MC and pat the spot next to them, "I can't imagine what you're going through... This city seems to find new ways to ruin peoples lives every second." And Detective would sigh and take a bit out of their hot dog before looking up at MC, "I'm here for you though, no matter what I've got your back MC. You're one of the few genuine people left in this fuckin place. You still got emotions." And they'd give a sad smile, "Hell you helped me realize I still got em too, so let me help you out. Let me help carry this shit that's got you so down." And they'd both sit there for a while, MC eventually turning back to their human form and maybe they talk for a while, maybe they just sit in each other's company, whatever MC needs. Eventually Detective would drape their long coat over MC's shoulders and help them up and then, then Detective would pull them into a soft kiss, holding them close and resting their foreheads together. Detective may not be good with words, but they want, no they *need* MC to know that they're gonna be there for MC no matter what.

The Ghost:

They saw it all happen, MC reading what Ghost assumed was just another letter from a client or intel source, and then MC shaking and hyperventilating, fur growing out of their skin as muscles began to tear and snap, MC's form breaking itself and reshaping as they began to turn. Of course Ghost was freaking out, not because they were scared, but for MC. Because they had no idea what had triggered them, and clearly it was enough to send them into a full-blown panic attack. Ghost would quickly read over whatever had set MC off to get an idea of what was going on in their head, and to read it would break Ghost's heart as well, but they had an idea now. Ghost would rush to MC's side, gently holding the sides of MC's face, "MC I'm so sorry..." and talk to them, telling mc that no one should have to go through what MC's been through, that it's not fair that MC keeps getting more shit piled onto their plate, but then assuring MC that they don't have to go through it alone anymore. Not only are they a team, but they're partners. Ghost will be by their side no matter what, and that they're ready to step in and help whenever MC needs a shoulder to lean on. They would rub MC's cheek and kiss their forehead before murmuring, "I love you MC, and I always will. It's okay to get overwhelmed, we're in this together." Eventually when MC calms down Ghost would get a blanket for them to wrap up in before making a comfort meal for MC and suggest they watch something to distract themselves.

The Loner:

The Loner can tell MC has gone berserk due to overwhelming emotions (its like a severe panic attack for werewolves) and Loner has been there before. It's terrifying and easier to just let the wolfish instincts to take over, but they also know it means something truly upset MC to get them to this point. Loner would shift into their wolf form and approach carefully, very relaxed and open in their posture until MC would recognize their scent. At that point Loner would nuzzle MC and hold their hands, putting one over their own chest before putting theirs's on MC's to show that MC wasn't alone in this. Loner would then howl a little before nudging MC to do the same. Instead of let the emotions overwhelm them, Loner would have MC howl it out (sort of like screaming but more cathartic as it itches both that need to just scream and cry as well as the wolfish instincts). Loner would stay there with them, howling until MC could finally return to their human form and Loner would do the same, picking them up and holding them close and assuring them that they'd figure this out together. Loner wouldn't pressure them to talk about what set them off, they just want MC to know it's natural to get overwhelmed to this point, and that Loner will be there for them no matter what.

The Burglar:

The Burglar is naturally someone who doesn't take many things seriously, but after they realize that they have been falling in love with MC? MC's the one thing they really do take seriously. They would approach the situation carefully, trying to figure out why MC has gone berserk, if MC was hurt, all these things before shoving the thoughts aside. It's their MC after all, and while Burglar may not have the greatest singing voice they do play the violin quite well. What better way to calm down a werewolf than a lullaby? Burglar would sit down close to MC and begin to play a calming tune, all the while encouraging MC that they're here for them, that they can figure this out together, that they're still loved, and that Burglar isn't scared off in any way. After all they're partners. I think eventually the MC would lay down next to Burglar and Burglar would start to rub their head and continue to talk about little things until MC calmed down enough to go back to their human form, and Burglar would drape their coat around MC's shoulders before carrying them somewhere safe and quite.

The Spouse:

They hate seeing MC in so much pain and their heart aches for MC. It's terrifying seeing anyone lose control, but for Spouse it just saddens them deeply. They don't know what set MC off, but MC sounds so mournful and hurt. Spouse knows not to spook MC in this state so they approach MC slowly, their voice is calm as they call out, "My love, I'm here. I'm here for you," And stretching out their hand for MC to hold. They know MC won't hurt them, and yes its terrifying, but Spouse knows their MC is in there. Mc is in there and hurting and just needs someone on their side to help lighten the load. Once MC would approach Spouse would put MC's hand on their cheek before kissing their palm/paw and hugging them close, rubbing their back and continuing to murmur, "It's alright MC. I'm here. I'm never leaving again alright? I'm here for you."

[moosekababs]

cw spoilers for beast machines and beast wars

so i just finished beast machines and i have a lot of thoughts and feelings, specifically about rattrap

ok so i will admit i don't know much about rattrap before beast wars. but im looking at this scene of him hugging botanica at the end of beast machines and the implications. the implications of his character in this series is fucking astounding. like i know i'm definitely reading too much into it but like. He starts doing more tinkering and tech-minded stuff because rhinox is fucking kill., so he becomes the team nerd. dinobot is gone and theres one scene where he tells nightscream "You'll understand when you're older" when nightscream is watching black arachnia be like, hyperfocused on silverbolt, and i can't help but feel like that's a callback to his reaction to dinobot's death. Like, he personally understand what insane shit love can drive someone to do (and yes i consider dark glass canon why do you ask).

And then the whole thing where he works with megatron, that's probably one of my favorite episodes of beast machines because its so stylistically gorgeous, but also like. His best friend(rhinox) and love interest(dinobot) are dead, he's one of the last people of his species alive, he's woken up expecting to be home and away from the hostile environment of the beast wars, His autonomy has been all but stripped from him, and he feels useless and angry and hurt. And then botanica comes around and he treats her much the same way he treated dinobot, and they grow like, hostile-ly dependent on each other, like seeing each other as strong enough to withstand verbal abuse and leaning into that role because it feels good to have something direct to be angry about, and it feels good to EXPRESS that anger, and they can both take it so they don't really worry about hurting feelings or whatever. and then she almost fucking DIES, basically right after they kiss in the middle of an argument, and neither of them know how to handle the kiss but then she's fucking DYING and he barely manages to save her life by doing something exceedingly risky, and then like, independent of her and the fledgling romantic situation, he has to try and make this split second decision about saving all the sparks in the giant head ship thing, and he fucks up and he literally says WHAT DID I DO? and covers his face with his hands and it just gets BLOWN THE FUCK OVER. AND THEN WE'RE IN THE FUCKING AFTERMATH. AND HES LIKE. WHERES BOTANICA. and she SHOWS THE FUCK UP and THEY HUG AND HE LIKE. NUZZLES HER SHOULDER AND IM JUST. BABY BOY. MY LITTLE RAT MAN. MY BELOVED BABY RAT AAAAAAAAAA

like i know i'm reading way too much into him and his character but god fucking damn. im happy he got a decently happy ending. like i would have preferred it be with dinobot but im happy he got a decent ending at all

[having-conniptions]

KinnPorsche ep 13 Rewatch Rambles:

The op always gets me so pumped

OH HOLD ON OH FUCK I NEED TO PAUSE 1 SECOND INTO THE EPISODE BECAUSE I KNOW VEGAS IS ABOUT TO SAY SOMETHING THAT MADE ME HAVE TO PAUSE 5 SECONDS INTO THE EPISODE THE FIRST TIME AROUND BC I NEEDED TO COLLECT MYSELF

I AM NOT READY

SO I'LL JUST BE STARING AT VEGAS AND PETE HOLDING HANDS AND LOOKING SOFT AND PRETTY

Also I wanna know when and how Vegas put the one handcuff back on Pete's wrist I NEED TO KNOW

"Do you know how sexy you are?" WELL VEGAS DO YOU KNOW? BECAUSE AAAAAAAAAA *yeets myself into the sun*

And Vegas' thumb gently stroking Pete's palm?? why is the most unhinged couple also the most sensual and soft one I am going to flip

Vegas honey you're still a freak

The way he looks at Pete, the way he smiles at him... 😭❤️

Omg the "lunch with dad" scene aaaahhh the awkwardness

Also the lack of communication between Kinn and Porsche YET AGAIN

VEGAS COOKING FOR PETE AND HAVING HIS INGREDIENTS PREPPED AND READY TO GO LIKE THE WIFEY THAT HE IS

AND HE LOOKS SO HAPPY WHILE DOING IT 😭❤️ and the food looks sooooo good

Sorry I'll be very annoying about VP in this ep

Homophobic Dad™️ interrupts yet again and Vegas goes straight back to hurt little boy mode (but with a touch of sass this time)

Kinn trying to communicate but being unable to do so without flirting is so on-brand

Side note: Porsche bounces his leg when he's stressed

TALK TO EACH OTHER

Nooooo I can't go through the VP drama again

When Vegas sits down next to Pete and they look at each other you can tell something has changed for both of them. Something has shifted. Holy fuck this hurts

Vegas trying soooo hard not to lose it in front of Pete even though it wouldn't be the first time, the shift in their dynamic and Vegas' fear of vulnerability making him overcompensate with anger and violence, Pete switching from "hopeful" to "just fucking kill me" because all he really wants is to get out of there, with or without Vegas, dead or alive, he's confused, he's overwhelmed, he's hurt, he's ashamed, WILL THIS COUPLE EVER STOP MAKING ME INSANE? NO

Again Tankhun is the only one with at least one braincell

VEGAS' FACE WHEN PETE SAYS "NOT EVEN MY HUMANITY" HE LOOKS LIKE HE'S ABOUT TO PASS OUT HE REALIZED WHAT HE'S DONE AND AS SOON AS PETE STARTS WITH THE SELF-HATE VEGAS IS SCARED OUT OF HIS MIND HE IS SO SCARED TO HURT HIM EVEN MORE SO SCARED TO LOSE HIM

The harder you hold on to something the more it slips away huh

The way Pete gingerly touches Vegas' face one last time before apologizing and knocking him out I AM GOING INSANE

Khun's funeral outfit kinda slays

If I fully believed Pete was dead I'd cry like that too

Porsche hiding behind Kinn's back by climbing him like a tree will never not be funny

This show switches between angst and comedy so effortlessly istg

Speaking of which, back to angst.

"Tell me who did it, I'll handle it right away" oooooh but Pete doesn't want that does he

"Please believe me. I'm asking you" 😭😭😭 basically please stop asking bc I don't know how much longer I can hold it together if I have to keep lying to you

Kim come on wtf did you expect

THE POLAROIDS 😭 they were together for longer than the show made it look like huh?

Kim fucked up but still it hurts to see him cry

And then it cuts to Vegas sitting alone in front of TWO (2) plates with rice and several bowls of toppings

AND THE WHOLE TIME THE BREAKUP SONG IS PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND

And Vegas is crying into his rice and Pete is crying into his noodles and I am suddenly obsessed with Pete's hands

PORSCHE! TALK TO KINN YOU IDIOT

Pete looks so good wearing jewelry aaaaa and that shirt (I want it) he's so pretty wtf

"And this is for Pete." Porsche is literally bestie goals I fucking love him

"I was blinded by the adults" newsflash Vegas you're an adult too

"SHOOT ME!" whyyyy does VegasPete have to hurt so fucking much

Pete ugly sobbing into Vegas' shoulder was so fucking raw

Porsche knows Kinn's schedule by heart awww

Kinn "meeting" Porsche's parents and immediately shit-talking Porsche hahahahahah

SAPPY KINN AND FLUSTERED PORSCHE 😭❤️

Oh I almost forgot about the balcony pool scene

I can NOT see this scene the same way ever since I noticed the huge "Deutsche Bank" sign in the background it's too distracting 😂

The way Porsche softly caresses Kinn's face while he sleeps and then gets interrupted by a text from Vegas 😭

Kim is worried 👀

Scumbag uncle is still a scumbag but at least he was telling the truth

Wish we could have explored the Vegas & Porsche vs Kinn & Pete dynamic more tbh u know just for the angst

Someone gotta tune that piano

Not Korn having Porsche believe he's Kinn's cousin for a hot second

[anthonyjlockwood]

You spam me a bit on the last one of these, so now I spam you! *Evil laugh*

😊🥰📚😂😭💖✨🔁

aaaaaaaaaa okay fine maybe i deserve this 😂

😊 A fic that made you smile on a bad day

answered here!

🥰 A fic that gives you warm fuzzy feelings

answered here!

I'm... going to put the rest of this under a read more I think, there are too many questions 😂

📚 A fic you wish you could display on your bookshelf

Ugh, i love everything about this fic. the plot, pacing, concept, characterization, setting..... EVERYTHING. the readability (is that a word? i'm making it a word) is great and I remember reading it towards the beginning of my JATP journey, so there's an undertone of nostalgia involved with this one, too!

Fic summary:

“Oh! Apparently, there are 36 questions that are designed to make anyone fall in love with anyone,” Reggie says, eyes wandering over the page. “That sounds easy.” Luke peers at the article and snorts. “Yeah, right. You mean to tell me that if I do these with Bobby’s dad, I will fall in love with him? Sounds likely.” Reggie shrugs, a grin tugging at his lips when he meets Luke’s eyes. “We could try it. Scared to actually fall in love with me, Patterson?”

or, Luke takes Reggie on a camping trip to the woods in an attempt to cure his writer's block and gets a little more than he bargained for.

by @sunsetcurveofficial / goodluckgettingtosleep on ao3

😂 A fic that made you laugh out loud

This one makes me laugh because, while it does have some funny moments, I also actually just laugh that there’s angst in it at all, and that it’s my fault 😂

Fic Summary: Luke hears a rumor about Julie, and decides to confront her. Silliness ensues.

by @valiantlyweepingdreamer / BoyMom on ao3

😭 A fic that ripped your heart out (but it hurt so good)

OH MY GODDDD, this fic 😭😭😭

Any fic that deals with Luke running away/Luke's feelings in general, I tend to gravitate towards, because those are also the kinds of fics I like to write. But THIS ONE... definitely one of my favorites, and it's one that I don't think I've talked about too much. The whole journey this fic goes through, of Luke navigating his feelings about running away and letting his friends be there for him, is AMAZING.

Fic Summary:

Reggie studies him for a moment; Luke can practically hear the cogs turning in his head. He squints his eyes and tilts his head a few degrees before asking: “Do you think you made a mistake, Luke?”

There’s no judgement in his voice, no expectation for a certain answer, just pure curiosity, and maybe a hint of friendly concern. Luke lets out a frustrated groan before throwing his hands up.

“I don’t know! There are, like, wanted posters out for me, Reg!” he exclaims, voice pitched embarrassingly high. “Doesn’t that mean the police are involved? There’s probably a huge investigation going on or something. Fuck.” - or, being a teenage runaway is harder than it looks. luke would tell you that he’s handling it pretty well, given the circumstances. his friends would tell you that’s a blatant, bold-faced lie. but don’t worry—they’re working on it.

by @cassiopeiakaleidoscope / cassiopeiakaleidoscope on ao3

💖 A drabble that made you want 100K more words

i don’t think this qualifies as a drabble but i absolutely would read a 100,000 word version of THIS ONE

Fic Summary: Bobby has some Thoughts, and Luke won’t leave him alone until they’re gone.

by @tillstarscollided / tillstarscollided on ao3

(seriously emi WHERE'S THE LUKEBOBBY FIC OP 👀😂)

and!! i actually have two answers to this!

THIS ONE THIS ONE THIS ONE

Fic Summary: Bobby is a winter sunrise, and Luke is happy to revolve around him.

Ughhh @valiantlyweepingdreamer I need several thousand more words of this one too, please 😂

✨ A fic you wish you could read again for the first time

this one……… one of my favorites ever <3

Fic Summary:

“It’s three in the morning, Luke!” The phone on her nightstand glows brightly, a sharp contrast to the rest of the room. It takes the blue light boring into her brain, forcibly waking it up, for the situation to sink in. When Julie turns back to Luke, her outrage has faded into alarm. “What’s going on?”

Thunder rumbles in the distance; a lightning flash illuminates Luke’s face. Ice water floods Julie’s stomach, drenching her like the storm outside. She‘s never seen Luke so frightened before — not about the jolts, not about crossing over, not even when he remembers dying. Luke isn’t afraid of things, usually. Tonight, he looks terrified.

“It’s Reggie,” Luke says, shaking his head. “You gotta come. Something’s wrong.”

( side effects of coming back from the dead may include... 4. you can get sick. really sick. )

by @julies-butterflies / thessalonike (starblessed) on ao3

and finally...

🔁 A fic you’ve re-read several times

The Luke and Ray dynamic is so beloved to me… I don’t even know why, I just love them 😂

Fic Summary:

Luke doesn’t know when his mom yelling at him became preferable to the quiet conversations, the ones where she’d squeeze his knee and remind him that she wasn’t mad, that she loved him, that she just didn’t understand why he kept putting his music before her and their relationship. All he knows is that when he was younger, her approval meant everything, and when she’d choose soft words and a softer tone over harsh tellings off, it would dig deep, but it was a relief, not to be yelled at.

Please pay heed to the trigger warnings

by @a-tomb-with-a-view / A_Tomb_With_A_View on ao3

[wygolvillage]

Oooh shanoa, Alucard, and Charlotte for the ask game

shanoa

1. albus. forsaking everything and dooming himself, just for her. it makes me insane. all the little snippets we actually learn about their childhood are really cute too

2. laura. theres a reason the game implies theyre soul mates im just saying. laura is someone who is tenacious enough to try and break through her walls while shanoa broke through hers. theyve faced similar (metaphorical) demons. its like poetry it rhymes

3. daniela!!!! shanoas cool grandma!!! this girl whos faced so much hardship having someone whos so warm and caring to come back to!!! the promise that theyll go on a picnic together!!! aaaaaaaaaa

4. anna and serge (two for one special). shanoa helping out and entertaining the children is Extremely Cute and i think once she has her emotions its really Nice, to her, that there are kids who admire and look up to her. also not to go into something that probably deserves its own post but i think anna and serge are supposed to parallel the ecclesia siblings a bit, theres the line about albus telling serge to be strong enough to protect his sister, but theres also that thing about serge thinking of anna as a bit of a crybaby even though he really cares about her, which we also know is true of shanoa when she was of a similar age. so like i think its interesting bc its like. shanoa and the childhood she never really got to have. but the main point of this is that i think shanoa as a babysitter is fun

5. man i wish nikolai had more dialogue bc i think his being a foil to barlowe is really really interesting conceptually and i would LOVE to see how that interacts with shanoa and her whole healing process post-ooe (and after he says shanoa helped the villagers to heal too, see this is All Connected). but um yeah i think he cares for the people in his community like a family and shanoa too is becoming part of that family, which hilariously makes her an honorary belmont. idk i think theres a lot of potential here

alucard

1. maria, theyre besties. i always like dynamics that are like, a very stoic, guardrd person + someone whos more of a people person who is kind of an expert at cutting through the bullshit and getting to actually know them. i think she gets him

2. graaaant the angst potential is through the roof. a conflict of ones own humanity and the monstrous when you can only see the monstrous in yourself and the human in your counterpart 😂😂😂 "like" if you relate!!!

3. richter theyre narrative foils. something something breaking of the cycle

4. soma... dadson and sondad... "youre not a god or a demon youre only human". "hes looking out for you because you have the same dark powers". screams forever.

5. yoko theyre literally besties

charlotte

1. jonathan of courseeee theyre castlevanias ultimate duo. best friends for LIFE and they have such a fun dynamic. i lovethe differences in how they handle their emotions and how that sometimes ends up clashing (admittedly i read into this more after learning that in the original japanese script she knew john before he died, which blew my mind)- charlotte wants to Talk About It whereas jonathan deeply wants to avoid having to think too hard about those complex feelings. they have so much to work with and their interactions are always interesting and/or entertaining.

2. eric, i wish they got more interactions but i think theres something to the idea of charlotte being the "successor" to the role eric played to his morris sidekick. and whether or not theyll succeed where they failed while hes trapped in the place where he lost everything. charlotte being the one to save his daughters also plays into this. rotating this in my mind

3. john. i think charlotte having known john really does add a whole dimension to the narrative. portrait is, above all else, about putting old ghosts to rest, and sometimes those ghosts are grief, and god damn does john haunt the narrative. im just sayig words at this point but you know what i mean.

4. i think her and the twins should be besties, stella especially. i think maybe she would see a bit of herself in stellas formality and insistence on being the "older sister" tbh, like this desire to be seen as capable and mature while underneath the surface everything is Bad and Confusing and Scary. i think they write letters to each other frequently after the events of por

5. (grimoire of souls-verse, headcanon) LET!!! CHARLOTTE!!! AND!!! ALBUS!!! GEEK OUT TOGETHER!!!! OVER COMPLICATED MAGICAL SCIENCES!!!! i wish i couldve seen more interactions between them

[dandylovesturtles]

No. 3 for the writer ask meme!

oh anon now you've done it, you've hit me right where it hurts, at the intersection of my desire to ramble about all my ideas and my desire to keep things a secret!

I have rambled about a few things to a few people (you know who you are) but I can give a few bits under the read more~

I had an idea for a fic set during the 7th Annual Lair Games (which would be the year after Donnie won the 6th Annual Lair Games that appeared in the show) where Donnie and Leo's rivalry really came to a head and they ended up accidentally hurting each other and also getting lost together in the sewers (kind of Donnie's ankle getting twisted but on steroids lol) that led to the two of them talking things out and dragging their asses back to the lair together. I'm not sure I'll still write this fic because I'm working on something for the Slice of Life bang event that will hit similar emotional notes and also stars the disaster twins, but I do think about it occasionally. I know it contains this bit of dialogue: Donnie: We have to get back quickly or Raph and Mikey will DQ us! Leo: THAT'S what you're worried about!?

I had an idea for a fic where Donnie and Leo kidnapped a doctor because Mikey gets sick in a way that they can't fix themselves (cancer or something like that). At first it was literally just the idea of "Donnie and Leo kidnap a doctor" but then I started thinking about it too much and then ended up developing two entire OCs for it and aaaaaaaaaa Though the show doesn't delve into this (and is fine not to), I got really interested thinking about the idea of how you have this family that is isolated from society and the stakes are extremely high if someone were to find them, and what you do in that situation when something comes up that you just can't handle yourself. And then I also got interested in the idea of writing a story where we got a look at the family's dynamics from an outsider's perspective, seeing the love and care they all have for each other from a more detached view point. Also just... kind of the comedy of realizing you live in a comic book LOL Ms. Doctor: I just learned aliens are real and now there are mutant superhero teenagers, what is my life.

And for my last two I'll just give what I think the summaries would be on AO3 and nothing else. c:

3.

He heard it in his dreams: a voice he knew so well, hardened and weathered from a war that stretched endlessly but Mikey knew for only a day. It put a dream in his hands, one that seemed so impossible and yet so close.

Please, it said. Please save our family.

…

“Raph will never agree to this.”

“Well then, I guess we just won’t tell him until he absolutely has to know.”

Donnie’s grin matched his in all its mischievous intensity. “Ah, I see.” He held up his fist. “A classic Mikey/Donnie misadventure?”

Mikey bumped it. “Ah yeah, baby!”

“Excellent. Michael!” Donnie got to his feet, holding out his arms. “Let’s build a time machine!”

4.

Budding investigative journalist April O'Neil receives her next big tip: something strange is going on at a research facility on the outskirts of New York City.

She's expecting to find bioweapons research, illegal animal testing, or bizarre human experiments.

She isn't expecting to find a creature.

She isn't expecting it to ask for her help.

[brighteyedbushybrowed]

CAN WE PLEASE TALK ABOUT HOW LOVELY JOSEPH WAS AT THE JIMMY FALLON SHOW PLS?!

I KNOW I'M SHOUTING BUY I CAN'T HANDLE THIS. I'M SO HAPPY FOR HIM 😭

sorry for shouting ma'am

I SAW AS SOON AS I WOKE UP AND I IMMEDIATELY WENT FERAL WHAT A GUY AAAAAAAAAA

And when he started doing the accents and did the scouse (Liverpool) accent I lost my mind. I love the scouse accent so much and he absolutely nailed it. AND HE WAS SO SWEET TOO I really hope he had a wonderful time and I'm glad immigration let him go

(Also ik you prly didn't intend to but I would prefer not to be called ma'am as I don't identify as female. Nothing to worry about so pls don't feel bad, I just wanted to say smth as ik I'd wanna be told if I did the same thing to someone else)

[creative-robot]

Moceit headcanons

Deceit appreciates that Patton doesn’t stare at his eye or scales like they’re weird, Patton loves to run his fingers along his scales and is just,,, really soft.

Deceit calls Patton out on his lies when they’re alone, but helps when the others are around even if he’s not physically near Pat

Patton’s a very touchy person and De isn’t used to it at all, every time Pat is even slightly affectionate De me l t s

They talk about Virgil a lot, both in worry and with pride

Pat gets used to De’s dramatic antics really fast thanks to being used to Romans, only from a more villainous stance than a heroic one 

“I have been ferociously victorious in my latest scheme, back to plotting.” “Logan caught you taking the popcorn, huh?” “Ugh, n O”

Pat gets to the point where he gets what De’s saying more than De does sometimes

Most of their relationship is Deceit not knowing what he’s doing and Patton trying his best but also being confused 95% of the time

They do each other’s nails and watch movies together in weird positions

They both keep themselves on the down low bc they don’t know what’ll happen if the others find out, especially Virgil. Neither of them want to hurt or anger him in any way, they care about him too much

Deceit holds Patton when he’s overwhelmed and/or upset, it helps both of them. Patton gets help calming down and Deceit gets to protect someone who wants his help

They stick their tongues out at each other for giggles

Deceit is always ready to take all the blame when Patton messes up and Patton is ready to hide Deceit for any reason

Deceit never tells Pat to shush and gladly listens to him ramble for hours, Pat’s so used to the others brushing him off that he has a LOT to say and De knows what it's like to not be listened to. it’s therapeutic for both of them

They end up showing each other around their respective mindspaces and the reactions are worth a whole other post honestly

They’re cute af with each other, partners in crime, and have no idea what they’re doing at any point in time

[petitprincess1]

What did you think of the Villainous eps?

Imma do a quick "review" since I can't fully understand everything that they're saying, but I can guess based on clues and what some friends translate for me.

Bulldozer and Airlock (Secret Sattelite): I honestly skipped the Bulldozer one and the Airlock barely held my attention. I'm probably not gonna bother with looking at them with the eng sub. I did watch a bit of the Airlock ep and....She's Samus. Like she's just a buff zero suit Samus and that's all I cared about because it seems like she gets vored in the end. Also, Demencia not being sucked out into space.....lizard powers, I guess. If you tell me because she has heavy stuff in her hair or her sticking powers keeps her from flying away...I will smack you.

VVV: It's okay. ......That's it. Nothing bad, nothing amazing. It was okay.

Muscular BH: This ep was so fucking funny! I loved it! I adore Buffmencia and Dr. Flex. I also love how much of a dork Sexy BH is compared to his other counterpart. Dude legit can't handle BH not finding him attractive x3 Also him constantly posing in some silly way is so good. I loved the "oh you're approaching me" JoJo reference! The only downside is that I dont like that the court thing was just 2 scenes. One being a gag and the other was the end credits. Could've been cut out....more time for that dorky BH. Also, Black piercing his tablet with his claw xD

Cruel Heart:

HEED MY BELOVED 💖💖💖💖

That's it. That's the review x3 Seriously, this the best episode of the entire season! Heed getting a mini arc/backstory was just *chef kiss* beautiful! Her relationship with Flug is super great too. Even if she was using him, the way she calls out "Kenny" in the end is so cute and it broke my heart aaaaaaaaaa! Like oh my god! This girl needs so many people loving her cause she can't love herself its just yessss! I take back all the awful things I've said! Heed is amazing!

Also, Goldheart looking adorable af! I love his redesign and the fact that he seems more annoyed with Flug returning than angered. Seems more like disappointment than anything else.

~~~

So, yeah, my quick little "reviews". The animation wasn't bad or anything, but it clearly isn't as good as it was in the pilot. The fight scenes are where the animation kinda tanks, imo. It's just a little jaggedy and rough. But, it's nothing terrible. I've definitely seen far, far worse and I've seen better. It's okay. Can't say much about story. Kinda guessed through context clues and friends' translations.

Overall....IS HEED COMING BACK?

[blackberry-gingham]

OK but first time kissing ottos belly. Nuzzling that happy trail. Just grabbing a hand full of him to pull him closer. Like I think he'd go haywire.

Soft affirmations about every part of him you love. How kissable his face is, how warm and soft he is, how safe you feel in his arms and how safe you want to make him feel. Just a constant stream of praise and love dripping from your lips as you kiss across his stomach, and maybe bite a bit at his sides.

👁️👁️

THIS ANON GETS ME AAAAAAAAAA 😭😭😭

On this blog, we STAN dad bod body worship 😭🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 He would be so shy and figgity aaaaa 😭 just like... Taking a handful each of his love handle and leaving lipstick kisses on his chest all the way down to his tummy fuzz 👁️

BUT I also think we should lend some thoughts to the docs stretch marks 😌😌 He's soooooo shy and kind of embarrassed of them, he takes them to mean "too big", meanwhile all you can see is just another thing that makes him the wonderful, handsome man that you fell in love with.

He always gets so blushy when you kiss those little scars, he can't believe you love him this much. Even the parts of him he can't stand 🥺