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[sasusakucoded]

Mebuki: *sighs* When will you learn? Place the flowers here. *points to the spot next to the vase*

Sakura: Sorry.. *places the bouquet near the vase* There.. *turns to Sasuke* Um, Sasuke-kun, you already know my mom right? *turns to her mother* Mom, this is Sasuke-kun.. We just got back recently from our travels..

Sasuke: *bows* Hi.

Mebuki: Have a sit. Please wait for a bit while we prepare the food. Her father will meet you later. *fake smiles*

Sasuke: Thanks. *sees Sakura's worried look*

Mebuki: *takes Sakura to the kitchen* What would a terrorist like to eat?

Kizashi: *laughs*

Sakura: *whispers* Mom, what is wrong with you?

Kizashi: You should've asked that to yourself. Why would you bring him here? I'm sure our neighbors saw you. Heck, it's so embarrassing.

Mebuki: Isn't it true though that he's a terrorist? Of all people, Sakura? Of all people?

Sakura: Mom, Dad, please lower your voice.. He might hear you..

Mebuki: I don't care! A criminal, really?

Kizashi: And an international one at that.

Sakura: Don't say that! He's not— He's not a criminal..

Mebuki: He was and he will always be, in every citizen's eyes! Sakura! You've had many suitors.. Almost all are from noble families.. That boy— If you go with that boy, you'll be a disgrace. *sighs*

Sakura: Mom..

Kizashi: At least he's good looking and he's an Uchiha. Right, Sakura?

Mebuki: *stares at Sakura* Why am I even surprised? You've always been like that. No ambition. You always do the opposite of what I ask you to do.

Sakura: Please stop.. Let's talk about this some other time—

Mebuki: You think you're independent just because you're strong physically. You think you can make your own decisions just because you're intelligent..

Kizashi: Sakura, you'll always need your family. You can't even cook, let alone live and survive on your own. Prove something to us then maybe we'll consider your choices.

Mebuki: Well, sorry to tell you, Sakura, but you haven't proven anything! Look at you! Your life is stagnant.. You could've chosen a different path. But, you wanted to be different so bad! You want to go for your stupid dreams!

Sakura: I— I just.. I just—

Mebuki: You just followed your heart? You always say that. You followed your dream to be a ninja even if our family has no kekkei genkai. You followed the love of your life even if he's the worst—

Sakura: STOOOOP!!

Mebuki: *dumbfounded*

Kizashi: *taken aback*

Sasuke: *overhears everything; thinking if he should meddle and go there* /thinks/ Sakura is going through this regularly? *remembers his conversation with Naruto*

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Naruto: So, you're meeting her family, huh.. Are you nervous?

Sasuke: What is there to be nervous about?

Naruto: I don't know if it's still the same but Sakura-chan doesn't have a good relationship with her parents, especially her mother. I actually thought she crossed the line when she talked crap about them once.

Sasuke: Well, Sakura must have her reasons.

Naruto: It pained me to hear her talk about her parents like that.. Especially when I myself— You know—

Sasuke: I get you. I lost my parents at a young age and it still hurts me to this day thinking they could've been living peacefully with me.. But Naruto..

Naruto: What is it?

Sasuke: We can't judge Sakura. We were never in her shoes. I must admit, I also thought that at first glance, yes she's luckier than us. But there are other factors too.

Naruto: *nods* Right. Sakura-chan was right after all.

Sasuke: Hm?

Naruto: When she ranted to me about her parents before, I got pissed to be honest.. We almost argued about it.. And she said it would've been different if you were there. Like you'd understand her situation better.

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Sasuke: /thinks/ Naruto and I used to envy Sakura because her family is complete. But this— This is too much..

Sakura: I invited him as a human, you will treat him as a human—

Mebuki: How dare you speak to me like that— *about to slap her*

Sasuke: *grabs her hand* Sharingan! *erases her memory*

Sakura: S-Sasuke-kun!

Sasuke: We're leaving. *takes her hand and leaves Mebuki and Kizashi sitting at their dining table*

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Sakura: *sobbing*

Sasuke: I should've erased your memory as well.

Sakura: Did you hear everything?

Sasuke: Yeah.

Sakura: I'm sorry—

Sasuke: It's not your fault.. It's mine.. I shouldn't have gone there.

Sakura: No, I invited you, remember?

Sasuke: Yes, but I didn't want you to have a fight with your parents because of me.. That's also the reason why I erased their memories. I don't want them to have a recollection of your argument earlier.

Sakura: It's embarrassing.. People think I have a perfect family.. But it's far from perfect.. It's far from normal..

Sasuke: You can tell me about them, you know. *holds her hand* You can be honest with me.

Sakura: I'm sorry for not telling you about them. I kept them from you on purpose because they're not good. Lady Tsunade and Kakashi-sensei have always been my mother and father figures..

Sasuke: I understand..

Sakura: My mom.. She's a perfectionist. She likes everything to be done her way. She could be loud if I didn't follow her.. In fact I was scared to do something wrong when I was a kid.

Sasuke: /thinks/ No wonder you were also loud and insensitive when we were younger.

Sakura: My dad on the other hand.. He's usually nonchalant but he always sides with my mom. So, it's always 2 versus 1. When I went to the Academy to train as a ninja, they were both against it.

Sasuke: Did you rebel?

Sakura: You can say that.. Years after, I thought they've accepted it.. But apparently they didn't.

Sasuke: They told you straight up?

Sakura: That's the thing.. They talked behind my back.. I could be at the living room and they'd talk loudly about me in their bedroom.

Sasuke: Sakura..

Sakura: I heard them say, "when will she give up?", "a ninja can't be that clumsy", "she should've gone for another career", *how can she be bright and dumb at the same time?"

Sasuke: They said that?

Sakura: Yes.. On purpose.. *starts crying*

Sasuke: *hugs her* I'm sorry, Sakura.

Sakura: I told you it's not your fault..

Sasuke: No.. I'm sorry for judging you when we were younger.. Part of my annoyance was rooted to your insensitivity.. Your situation was much—

Sakura: I was really mean and I didn't even know.. I thought I was acting normal.. Maybe I was acting like my parents..

Sasuke: But you've changed.. You went past that behavior.

Sakura: *smiles softly* Sasuke-kun, I'm sorry if I can't introduce you to them properly..

Sasuke: You don't have to..

Sakura: S-Sasuke-kun?

Sasuke: I've read once.. Stop planting flowers in people's yards who aren't going to water them.

Sakura: *nods* That's.. That's deep.. But I agree..

Sasuke: In time, we will have our own little family.. We will be different.

Sakura: Sasuke-kun! *smiles* Yes.. I promise I'll try to be a good parent..

Sasuke: A good parent that you never had..

Sakura: *nods*

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12 years later..

Sakura: *washing the dishes* Ah, the food was so good.

Sasuke: Yes. Sarada's dishes and your cooking will make me fat. *laughs*

Sakura: Our baby is a grownup now. *giggles*

Sasuke: And you should've seen her fireball jutsu earlier.

Sakura: I bet it was big!

Sasuke: It was. Only a true Uchiha can make something as big as that.

Sarada: *overhears them from the living room* /thinks/ My parents always talk like I'm not around.. Sometimes it's TMI but most of the time it's wholesome like this. They're so silly.. But I love them so much.. I'll make you prouder, Mama, Papa!

[bang-tan]

Hey i dont know you and you dont know me but i hope you're having a lovely day because you always make me laugh (not just that half assed snort but a real genuine laugh) with your fake subs. Thank you for putting so much work into them (despite ppl stealing them and reposting them) and all that for free. Anyways, just know that your fake subs make me (and lots of other people) really happy and im so grateful to you for posting them.

THIS IS SO NICE AND SWEET, THANK YOU ❤️💖💞 im just glad it makes you and other people laugh :)

[littlecafe]

p l a y ; a playlist of your favorite songs so far in 2018 (spotify)

number of people that contributed to this playlist: 17 (8 anons) ♥

thank you to everyone that sent in songs! it was really fun listening to everything and organizing them into this playlist, everyone’s tastes are so different so it was hard for me to order the songs but i tried my best!!! the tracklist is below and i’ve mentioned everyone (that i could) next to the songs they’ve sent in

tracklist : song | @ username

milan blue - fromm | @ anon1

paris -  L'Impératrice | @ anon2

instagram - dean | @ anon8

as often as i can - frankie cosmos | @ anon2

青い月 - mitsume | @milkibe

pretty girl - clairo | @milkibe

american boyfriend - kevin abstract | @ anon2

singularity - bts (v) | @ anon6

rain bird - code kunst ft. colde, tablo | @shun-shinee

gemini feed - banks | @espocorgic

lost in japan - shawn medes | @ anon4

shine - pentagon | @ anon6

i want you - shinee | @myflowingriver

better off without you - summer camp | @milkibe

brooklyn - fickle friends | @milkibe

pink champagne - kitten | @ anon2

sorry - the rose | @myflowingriver

fake love - bts | @lisagaladriel

ghosts - mike shinoda | @greyfox451

baby - the rose | @myflowingriver (i second this!!! the song is so good!!)

miserable america - kevin abstract | @ anon2

playlist - dpr live | @026-png

selfish - moonbyul ft. seulgi | @ anon3

ponponpon - kyary pamyu pamyu | @ anon7

blooming day - exo cbx | @myflowingriver

summer - brockhampton | @ anon2

remember - katie | @026-png

youth - shawn mendes ft. khalid | @tokiseoul

get it - pristin v | @myflowingriver

with - nu’est w (jr) | @ anon5

otw - khalid, 6lack, ty dolla $ign | @lisagaladriel

whatever you want - sports | @ anon2

say - ruel | @missninaakawaii

the truth untold - bts | @ anon4

[presumenothing]

Pfffft lady Jing's Stare of Doom, I am 100% on board with Lin Shu being terrified of her. Imagine him getting caught while misbehaving( like tying Yujin up a tree), and then someone(Jingyan?) witnessing The Legendary Unbeatable Lin Shu SWEAT. --nif anon1

…………so um I might’ve accidentally. uh. coughs

The court of Jinling has many rules, as all courts are wont to do. Some of these are obvious, others esoteric to the point of obscurity, and yet others not so much rules as incontrovertible existences in and of themselves.

Here is one of them: you do not, under any circumstances, upset Tai-nainai in any way, shape, or form, because her looks of disappointment easily beat anything the Xuanjing Bureau could manage.

Here is another: neither should you, under any circumstances, tell Lin Shu, all-around terror of the Lin manor and Chiyan army and especially everyone younger than him, that he shouldn’t do something. 

The best outcome is no outcome. 

The most likely outcome, on the other hand, is inadvertently encouraging him. A fact one particular Yan Yujin is getting swiftly acquainted with.

“Lin Shu-gege!” he wails, forlorn in the afternoon sun. “Let meeee doooooown!”

The most brilliant youth of Jinling smiles beatifically and dodges a flailing arm. “Only if you ask nicely.”

Behind him, Jingyan and Jingrui exchange a glance, and silently agree not to point out that Yujin already has, to no avail. (Jingyan’s actually wondering if something had happened earlier today without him noticing – Xiao Shu isn’t usually this unreasonable… not with anyone other than him, at least, though that’s neither here nor there.)

But Yujin’s reply, however futile it would’ve been, is cut abruptly short by a sudden and light cough from behind.

They all turn, in near-comical unison, to find Concubine Jing standing there, her smile mild as the look in her eyes.

Lin Shu yelps before scrambling to let Yujin down.

Very carefully.

Jingyan’s mother is still smiling, perfectly serene, as she nods and walks away again.

Behind her, Jingyan and Jingrui exchange another glance.

“Your mother’s scary,” Jingrui mouths silently at him. 

Jingyan nods dumbly, and wonders if she can teach him that trick.

.

(“Jingyu asked me to ask you,” begins Yueyao, eyes dancing merrily, “how you managed to stop Xiao Shu’s menacing of little Yujin. And if you can possibly impart some of that wisdom to him.”

The corner of Liyang’s lips twitch almost reluctantly. “…Jingrui might’ve mentioned it once or twice too, perhaps. He was very impressed.”

Jinyang’s eyebrows fly up in clear amusement. “Oooh, Xiao Shu’s not gonna be happy if he finds out that both Jingyan and Jingrui are busy ruining his reputation! Better tell them to watch out, then, our dear Lady Jing can’t always be around to save them.”

They all look to Jingyi expectantly.

“I haven’t the faintest idea what all of you could be talking about,” she says placidly, and pushes the plate forward. “Here, have another cookie while they’re still warm.”)

[oolathurman]

If you receive this, you make someone happy. Go on anonymous and send it to ten of your followers who make you happy or someone you think need cheering up. If you get some back, even better! and have a lovely day

i seem to have gotten two of these, so ty, anon1 and anon2

[newhologram]

@anon1: <3

@bootlegger85: There are other areas where I’m really good at not caring what the hell other people thought. Like becoming an actor, no one wanted me to do it, everyone tried so hard to convince me not to waste any time on it but I was like NOPE BYE and I went and proved them wrong. 

But I guess I still... feel like I’m trapped, like I’m still a kid and I have to listen to my dad, you know? I love my dad more than anyone and we’re really close which is why this hurts so much because I know he loves me and wants me to be okay, but I think it’s just hard for him to process. 

Also that quote is ABSOLUTELY something to live by, thanks RDJ.

@anon2: I’ll look that up. But yeah, it’s just like. There’s also still this little voice saying, “you’re not disabled enough to deserve this! you haven’t worked hard enough either!” and that holds me back too. But I need to take care of myself. Thanks, fibro friend. 

gamercat replied to your post “If they love us, why do they do this?”

*hugs* be safe as you can

I will.

zephra85 replied to your post “If they love us, why do they do this?”

(HUGS) Focus on you, New. Your health is worth it, YOU'RE worth it. Be safe buddy.

Ty ;; ;;

hikidragon replied to your post “If they love us, why do they do this?”

I'm really glad that you're choosing to do this for yourself. It's time to put your needs first. It sucks that you're treated like this but... they can't be pleased, so deciding to stop killing yourself trying to please them is definitely the right choice. You can do this!

I’m still weighing my options and thinking about what exactly to do. Like. Everyone notices it. My coworkers and family keep commenting on how skinny I’ve gotten since December. Even my boss said something today.. My other manager literally leaves food for me and asks for updates, makes sure I’m still doing my pushups, checks on my weight because he can see that I’m just like fphfhghghpphd. This is literally me burning out. At the restaurant the cooks ask me “what happened? what’s wrong?” when I have to miss a shift or when they saw me last night with an icepack on my neck the entire time. I’m not helping my body to heal after my adjustment by doing this to myself, and the fact that 12-15 hours of work a week and 1.5 hours of school is TOO HARD FOR ME IS KIND OF A BIG SIGN THAT I NEED A BREAK

plastic-knives-and-forks replied to your post “If they love us, why do they do this?”

It's the right decision new, and an admirable one at that- perhaps this will contribute atleast a bit towards convincing him that this is actually a serious Thing and not something he can yell away. Also god new i wish i could be there carrying your stuff for you and all, and making soup. It'd be terrible soup but yanno. I must apologise for not being much of a long distance supporter in terms of words because I'm so, so bad at it. But honestly im behind you in every way

Yeah, I think it’ll help because when people see how much better I get by being able to live at my body’s current limits, they’ll realize that this is legitimate and not in my head or something, which I think a lot of people still can’t grasp. (Baww I would love to eat Plastic-made soup, but don’t apologize! We are on different parts of the world. I can’t expect you to be following me with tissue)

Thank you guys for the love!