#un hinged

[exidol]

ya'll didn't see that warren was on the new years eve special yesterday ?

[caprine-bees]

some little guy I've been working on today

[horror-aesthete]

Christine, 1983, dir. John Carpenter

[ebechnasheim]

HIS OFF MIC IS JUST… I-

📸 Debuffduck | X

[sunricgod]

i just know that bruce yamada would look someone dead in the eyes and ask them “are you stupid?”

[n7punk]

when the migraines stop holding me back just you wait. oooo just you wait and see what i can do

[strangenewwords]

the level of attracted i am to tig notaro knows no bounds.

[oscar-piastri]

OH MERDE LES ULTRAS ONT FAIT LE DÉPLACEMENT 😭😭😭😭😭

[ars-ceratinus]

It's definitely a good thing Belladonna left after freeing Friede at Byrsburg, because the following conversation would have been painfully awkward.

[bespectacledbun]

was talking to some friends about my ricci bros murder mystery thing and I ended up doing some mild character analysis (?) of how they generally operate

silvio is a fucking goody goody. like idk how else to put it. rowdy he may be, yes, but silvio does NOT like getting into trouble. it’s far less risky and troublesome for him to just buy out whoever he needs to buy out, wade through piles of red tape and paperwork, and just sit and wait until he gets the results he wants. thing about him is he’s a very patient man (when it comes to his work) + he knows the value of time and information. he’s not gonna waste his money on things that won’t bring him profit, BUT he doesn’t mind putting people in his wallet if it speeds up the process a little. for the most part though silvio likes to keep his hands (and record) clean

emidio and valerio tho?? they’re dirty little bitches. especially emidio who’s immoral as fuck. emidio dont give a single fuck, he’ll steal, coerce, blackmail, endanger, and kill anyone and everyone he needs to for his shit. the only thing about emidio is he cares for his image, deeply, so he won’t do the dirty work himself, he’s gonna threaten others into doing it for him and then tie up loose ends so it doesn’t trace back to him (emidio’s a fucking scumbag idgaf about him)

rio….. kind of oscillates between his brothers; he’s not amoral like emidio, but he’s not completely patient like silvio is. if doing things the legal way does not yield results that are satisfactory or fast enough, he will do things the illegal way. only thing about rio is he won’t have others getting the info for him like silvio and emidio; rio does all the nasty work himself. not because he doesn’t trust other people (he doesn’t, but that’s not the point) but because if the only neck he’s risking is his OWN, it gives him free reign to do basically whatever he wants, which is really anything short of outright murder (as seen with how he had no qualms driving adria to her death)

actually i dont think this is character analysis, more just some observations and conclusions i’ve come to after reading how they interact and work with others in routes and events. do wanna tag @ominousjangling and @vioisgoinginsane as the resident silvio and rio enjoyers if y’all wanna like. add anything i may have missed or just offer your own thoughts but obviously you don’t have to hffjssgjdshjdgjkffgjj

[crowsquaks]

I pity Clow Reed.

His tragedy is one based on love that fucks me up.

Now before you call me out with "he fucked so much stuff up" "mans was the walking definition of a 'problem'" yes. I know- but that is exactly why I pity him and the cluster fuck he caused.

(This is way longer then I meant for it to be so it gets to go under a cut. I am completely NORMAL about this I swear.)

We get bits and pieces of who Clow was from Cardcaptor, Tsubasa, XXXHolic from an outsider view. He was weird, eccentric and powerful. Yet, when you put all of the view's together, you get this picture that I still have so many feelings with to this day.

Clow fucked up. He know he fucked up with his single thought that stopped Yuuko's time from continuing. Where she was supposed to die, and she didn't. She was stuck outside time by something he did on accident because for a split second he couldn't bear the thought to lose her. That was the moment the whole cycle started, and where he resented being as powerful as he was.

This one choice was something far worse then he could ever dream. (I will continue to pray to usagi to give me a manga, even a one shot I'm not picky, of Clow and Yuuko.)

Now, we know one thing. I will not back down from this, but Clow loved Yuuko. In what way can be interpreted however you want, family, friend, lover sort of love- but he loved her.(I can also ague Clow has a TYPE, but I digress.)He loved her so much that he lost control over his magic to try to stay with her. Which we see a theme in clamps works with the more power you have the more you have to be careful. With great power comes great responsibility.

After we see the loss of control, we don't know what happens next. Except at some point they never see each other again. What we do know is at some point Clow had Momo, but it seemed he wasn't able to use her for what he needed. What would he need her for? To try and fix his mistake with freezing Yuuko's time? Hmmmm. Well- Clamp??? Alas we'll never know, but the crumbs for us to think are there.

After that the timeline gets a little wonky, Clow makes Kero and Yue. He splits himself in 2. Makes his way to the country of Clow to fill the spot his not self is no longer in due to Fei Wong's fucking around. Then we've got nothing, no idea what actually happens to him in the clone time line, just poof. He dead and Toya is king.

The we hop back over to Eriol and he makes Suppie and Ruby moon. Which wouldn't make you suspicious, lonely dude made some friends- except butterflies. Who's mark are butterflies. Yuuko's are. There out in the open, a subtle gesture until remembering how much he loves his creations. Even if he is no longer "Clow" there is still a piece of him in there loving Yuuko.

IT MAKES ME SO EMOTIONAL.

Clow Reed is a tragedy who is consumed by love and his hubris brought him to his knee's in the most human way possible.

~~

Quick side note, I wonder if the stray thought ever crossed Yuuko's mind looking at Watanuki that... if in another life she and Clow could have had a child. Would that child look as Watanuki does and is this what she couldn't have with him, because she already knows her story has ended. I like'd to to think the person she was talking to when she left was Clow.

[mita-vittua-olivia]

a guy with a bowlcut liked me on hinge, should i match him in hopes he’s gonna become the new käärijä

[ambiguousdisorderken]

[academicgangster]

"Napoleon, what do you have?"

"A knife"

"NO"

[wastemanjohn]

i'm so fucking troubled by the thought of dean showering john while he's on some kind of depressed downward spiral mary trip because he literally can't do anything for himself right now

like john sitting in one of those shower chairs with a blank stare while dean lovingly washes his hair and massages his scalp and intermittently talks cheerful nonsense to him like a chirpy nurses aide and john literally not even blinking but occasionally muttering to himself in latin for random stretches

dean doesn't get to have downward spirals about mary or even sad moments because he has to do things like wash his broken overly dependent daddy, he's very busy

they're unhinged they make me feel unhinged

[absolutely-not-my-main-blog]

I usually don’t actually interact much with fandom of certain things, but second resurrection in hyperfixation kicked my ass and made me join Sunnyblr and it’s been fun reblogging things, reading meta, started out normal enough, but it also seems I slipped in the door right before everyone started collectively losing their minds and descending further into hiatus madness and now the doors are locked and there’s no turning back, the polls are closing in, I—I can feel the glirst in the room with me right now, and the windows only open from the outside, but horrifyingly, I don’t know if I want to open them. I don’t know. With trembling fingers, I click on the poll.