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i think these ramblings things are just a form of journaling but im okay w that
#lol okay i hate starting these#but first:#update on the hugging my friends#i did not hug my friends :((#either today or yesterday too :((((#but i was still rlly positive and bright and fun yesterday in spite of that thing the night before#yeah it was rlly fun yesterday#school was actually chill that day too#there was like this double-flex schedule for the day#which basically flex is just like a period in between 1st and 2nd thats like a short study hall thing#our school has it like one day every other week or smth#but yesterday#it was like two of those in a row#bc our school does like these kinda superficial events for like mental health#its good that the school does them#idk but either way we got like a 2 hour break and there was this local artist who performed to get his name out there#in the second hour me and my friends just left campus tho lol#it was so much fun tho#like we got to have the first like actual conversation/ hang out w all of us#and i didnt feel overly like toxicly positive#like i wasnt neglecting bad feelings#i just generally felt good yesterday#and then i went up skiing on the school ski team too#ugh i wish school was usually like this#it felt like there could be actual community#like if everyone could just like hang out at the school/ near campus for 2 hours every day#like holy shit everyone would be like buddies#well thats an exageration#quoting my friend here lol "i feel like there isnt like real community in the school#like school could be such a great third space
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♡ ⊹ . ˚ 🎀 Hi there, friends!
It’s been a while since I’ve spoken here, and I miss seeing everyone and hearing how you’ve been c:
So I thought an outfit might be a fun way to do so? ♡
(Please be kind though!)
I don’t know why I never put this up here as this is one of my favorite outfits *ever*! I love wearing tights so no surprise here, but what I actually like most is the boots and my hair hehe ♡
I’ll try to put up more outfits when I can, but most of my time is working and with my dad so I’m pretty tired lately ; ;
He doesn’t open his eyes much, but likes being read to so I plan to start the ‘The Secret Garden’ this week!
How is everyone else doing? Are you well ?? Enjoying the weather or doing anything new and fun ?? I’ll say a prayer for you guys as always if you’re not! ♡
Giving a big hug and *lots* of happy thoughts for your week! Please take good care of yourself, and stay safe, sweet friends ~ !! XOXO
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🤍 ⊹ ˚ . 🩰 ⊹ ˚ ♡ 🧁
#♡#me#selfie#outfit of the day#ootd#thank you for your prayers as well ♡#as far as updates — his kidneys aren’t so good#and his carbidopa isn’t (one of his parkinson’s meds) isn’t anymore either#but little blessings still continue to shine through#and i know God’s hand is in all of this so i’m doing ok (for now)#everyone has been so sweet and gentle with me during this time ♡#i only wish to repay you back with as much love and kindness in return as it means so very much to me ♡#giving a big warm hug to all my wonderful friends !!#and sending extra cupcakes !! c:#please take care and i wish you all the very best ~ !! ♡#c:#xo ! ♡#🤍 ⊹ ˚ . 🩰 ⊹ ˚ ♡ 🧁
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I wanna. Pick them up in my mouth and shake 'em around like a dog obliterating a squeaky toy
#you can tag anyone you feel this way about but I was thinking about Rook hunt in particular#tbh I feel like he'd picture the same - just with Vil and Neige#he wanta his oshis to be besties (he is just lime me fr) (just a liiiittle furyher frim reality)#(I view neigexVil as nore of a crackship until we get more Neige development/lore)#(our queen Vil doesn't deserve to be genuinely shipped with someone who's kinda 2D rn.#But I respect people who flesh out neige with headcanons - they write the dynamics realy well tbh)#(hopefully we get more RSA development at some point I think that'd be cool)#(plus I'd cry if TWST just. stopped. after the last NRC OB)#(I mean it'd make sense aince that's where the story is based and it'll probably end once Yuu finds a way home#- which feels close now thanks to Ortho)#(But at the same time I. have been following this since it first came out when I was about 16 - same age as the first year squad lol)#(and I feel like it'd feel weird if we stopped getting main story updates)#(Im rambling a LOT lol - probably because I'm tipsy haha)#(hope someone can relate to my lamenting of future woes though)#(Oh well - I should atop borrowing sorrow from the future and live joyfully with the now)#(I do miss my friends who've stopped being in the fandom though - and my friends who deactivated and idk how to contact now)#(sugarandmelody... zacrazyvalentine... I miss them. but we had fun#writing and stuff. and I suppose that's what matters in the end. that we had fun.)#at least - I hope they had fun too. and I kinda hope they think about me how I think of them sometimes.#have a nice day if you're reading this. I rambled in the tags a while and I understand that it's kinda long lol.#and probably riddled with typos#I'm tearing up for some reason haha. well it is what it is#I hope each and every one of my followers know how amazing they are - I hope y'all have a wonderful day - evening - or night#I wish I could hug people across the internet lol#I should stop posting on tumblr while drinky haha#tw drunk#tw drinking#i'll tag it just in case#don't wanna cause discomfort and stuff
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Part 1
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#metal gear#metal gear solid#mgs#kazuhira miller#venom snake#vkaz#this one was sent to me by the same friend bc the micellar water lore is now The Trilogy(tm) and I keep updating her on its number of notes#tho the gamer otacon is slowly preparing to take over#anyway as i said it is now a trilogy. so there's more to come. at some point#i was originally gonna make kaz put some Steam Locomotive Sounds to Sleep - 10 Hours. but 1. I think he'd sleep in silence or#he'd put those Nature sounds instead#& 2. I was getting tired#before I finish - I also intended to give venom a rilakkuma sweater but found out it's rather recent... But snoopy was old enough...#then while looking at snoopy pics I saw the hug one and I had a revelation. like. that's literally them#so that's the backstory to the snoopy vkaz. Thanks for coming to my Ted talk
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sooo i gave FG his birthday present 😭🫣🥹
#sorry it’s been a minute since the latest update i haven’t really hung out with FG™️ for a looong time bc of exams but fortunately his bday#is the end of april soo i was able to do a lil celebration with him. sooo backtrack in february when he made me a LITERAL WEBSITE#i was thinking of what to get him so i prayed and the Holy Spirit said a playlist with a journal with all these Bible verses connected to th#songs which was fun to make but just took a lot#of work soo i was vvv busy doing that and classes soooo when i finally finished i surprised him outside his work place and then i asked if#he wanted to go anywhere specific to give him his present and he said no soo i suggested this cafe a lil outside our city soo we were#driving for 30 minutes and in my head i was like ok this is the perfect time to hold hands for a reeeeaalllllyy long time so i was just like#‘i want to hold your hand 🫣’ and he just handed his hand over and he was like ‘it’s that simple 😊 and i was holding his hand with both hands#bc i missed him sososo much so we got to the cafe ordered and i gave him his present and he was tearing up covering his mouth it was so swee#i couldn’t and he kept saying ty and this is exactly what he needed and i was like 😭🥹🥺🥺🥰🥰🥰 and he was sooo grateful and when we got in the#car he couldn’t stop looking at me and we held hands the whole time again 🥰😭🫣🫣🫣🫣#and then when he dropped me home we hugged for a reaalllyyyyy long time and he was just saying ty all over he’s such a darling sweetheart 😭🥰#so ya that’s the latest update i’m going to see him later today and hang out with him and another friend 😁🤗 i really want to hold his hand#again 🫣🥰🥺#vk overshares in the tags#friendly giant ™️#FG ™️
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i'm so happy with this guys you have no idea GHFKDHZ
#my art#wip#the CLOUDS#are pERFECT#i have never drawn a background with this much care and effort put into it since 2021 and i'm not over it#i never will be omg#BE READY!!!! i am once again asking for you to be patient with my slow updates hhh xD#i am THIS close to burnout and the exam i'm taking tomorrow might just be the last straw for me to just. gosh idk maybe SLEEP YURI#no rambling in the tags but i'm so so tired i just feel so drained of every single drop of energy i have just whyyyy#i wanna draw but it's heavily impacting my grades y'all i'm sorry but i have to be slow if i want to keep my sanity intact HHH#thank you thank you thank you to every single one of my friends i am hugging every one of you guys in my head rn for real<3333
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#havent been posting a lot on here because things are kind of shitty at home#I won't go into details but being an nd queer nonbinary kid in a desi household is an uphill battle fr#and im sure my parents love me but i don't think they like me very much#and uh. yeah. the ensuing grief isn't thematically consistent with my 'cool fun enthusiastic learner megumi' persona you see on here#and also. ppl irl have kind of stalked me on tumblr before so i don't really feel safe enough venting here either#im just very grateful to have friends who have been listening to me vent for the past many days. things are okay. i hope i feel better soon#i have been following my days of productivity tho! ive just been updating it on my notion instead. ill transfer it here when i feel better#hope you guys have been doing good and taking care <3 lots of love and virtual hugs <3#also to the besties i sent asks to... i saw the replies! i just wanna reply when im in a better headspace!#currently ive just been drowning myself in tv shows and books to avoid my feelings#meg.txt
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Upcoming Updates
Hey there my whumpers and Tumblr buddies!! Thought I would give you all a quick run down for my future posting schedule!!
Good news, i will have one again! :D
It’s gonna be equally spirratic as the last one. And HOPEFULLY i will move on from the “once in a pink moon” kinda system I have going on rn.
#I’ve been hyper focussed on school and film#bunch of big exams last week#and a film competition today!#sadly my team (of two) aka my one friend and I got fifth. Which considering the competition it really good#But our other two friends GOT FIRST 😆#it’s been six hours since i got home and I’m still reeling. In a good way#the four of us… idk how to explain it#but you know when you find your people. And stuff just starts to click. And even though u feel the smidge of jealousy and sadness of loss#the feeling of pride and platonic love is just so much deeper. That’s the word. Love. I love Then to Jupiter and back. We hugged for like#6mins. Just chatting. Happy for one another. I was trying not to cry happy tears. 😂#they are moving to provincials in a month! And my friend and I plan to get them ready for it. ☺️#anyways#Casual gem life update#whump community#whump blog#tumblrpost#wtf tumblr#tumblr stuff#tumblr#whump people#Side note: I am incredibly sleeper deprived 😘#competition#started at 7. I was up at 4. And I went to bed last night 11.
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thank u for giving this lil blog lots of love even though i'm not as active as i used to be 🥰
#very much surprised to still see it growing and to still be receiving messages/asks even though i've been away for a bit#sorry i've been unable to answer them i promise to get to them very soon!! i appreciate all of them more than you'd ever know 🥹#people on main might not have noticed bc that one's running on a queue that goes on for 2 months at a time but dndndjjd#also don't think i explicitly mentioned the reason why i've been pretty ia but it's because uni and my other orgs are meeting-#-face to face now again#it's also my final semester in uni!! think i'm graduating with latin honors <33#life has been very busy and i really missed coming on here to hang out with everyone and create lil somethings 🥹#thank you very much for sticking with me all this time!! <3#just giving you all a bit of a life update in case u were wondering where i was hehe#though idk if ppl will even see/read this 😭#but if ure still here and u got to this part thank u again and ily <33 hope the days r increasingly kind to u & that today is a v good one!!#if not here r some flowers 🌹🌸💐🌺🌷🌻🌼🪷#and candies!! 🍭🍬#or hugs if you'd like them better 🤗🤗🫂🫂#hope u all know i'm always just here if u need a friend (even if we haven't talked b4)!! i'm just a bit slow with replies hehe#anyway#thank u again everyone <33 it's so nice to see all of u again!!#i'll try to come on here a lot more 🥰#y.txt
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oh and btw I dont watch dream smp or mcyt content anymore except for the occasional Technoblade vod sorry for those who followed me for that, i had fun!
#oh god having mcyts as a hyperfix was so fucking wild its like every day your moral integrity is being tested#techno and wilbur are still gonna be all time faves tho. ive been watching a lot of soothouse recently#pls give your technoblade fan friends a big ol hug were going thru it..#also despite not watching mcyt stuff for a long time im still very much updated on the drama its inescapable im a nosy man#oki im now going to school *picks up my little lunch box and walks to my university
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#dream.log#my friends were talking abt this guy from high school yesterday#and I used to have a huge crush on him#and we used to talk quite often until we didnt#and basically...#well#his gf cheated on him and shes getting married#ANW I dreamt of him last night???#and i just#hugged him tight in hope itd comfort him#bc apparently hes in the same situation in my drean#and he also refused to let go and he was like#yknow i wouldve liked you if not for blablabla right?#the urge to text him is v high rn lol#saw him updated abt being sad and i wanted to like.#comfort him#but oh well
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barely caught the last few minutes of tommys stream, but it doesnt matter bcus i still cried my eyes out :,) i love you dsmp and most of all i love you dsmp fandom <3
#my post#i have so many great memories thanks to this server andve made so many friends#fr though from when mello gave me their lore playlist and i swore to be a ctubbo apologist right off the bat#to losing it over exile#discovering sad-ist and realizing that i want to work in animation#binge-reading passerine in one go hours before my senior prom and laying on the floor trying to process it all#making batshit theories about cranboo#being certain i was gonna miss tftsmp every single time but every time they were late#cosplaying cwilbur at a con and meeting so many other dsmp enjoyers :D#reading mangoball as it was still being updated#r/place (o7 placebur i sacrificed my sanity for the left eye)#torturing my siblings by giving EXTREMELY detailed lore explanations while we were driving and they couldnt escape <3#reading no cause for concern!! finding artists that i adore and friends that i love!!! ./hug and HOLD HANDS CHAT!!!!#building the camarvan in my irls mc realm and placing lmanberg flags everywhere!!#ive drawn ctommy so much he made up half of my portfolio for college applications!#i love these characters i love this story i love this fandom i could go on for hours an dhours picking out little things i love and#favorite moments and memories!!#im not going anywhere- gonna be here drawing and crying about ctommy for the rest of my days probably#i just needed to lovepost about this weird and finally dead server <3
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#good morning my friend 🌻🌻🌻#jackdaw update! i've finally found a way to observe them relatively unnoticed 🤐#and look at their shenanigans... 🤪🤦♀️😳#you see that feeder that's hanging open + the jackdaw flapping on it... a suet block was put in there not ten minutes before i filmed there#they really like the suet blocks and will beeline for them whenever they see a new one#and since they are fairly big and strong they can just??? tear the feeders right open and peck out the block as you can see 😩#(there is also a rook that comes now and then and he pries open that block feeder like it's nothing. he's so big and strong)#i know i said before about the songbirds going through so much seed but they really do take the cake... we only get like 20 blocks per order#and they go through one a day pretty much 😂#i think those corvids need to go on a diet!!! i do admire their cleverness and their acrobatics however#that is how things are in the garden 😌💖#i hope you are keeping well my friend... sending you lots of hugs and love!!! 💖💖💖💖💖#jackdaw#corvid#birds#cute
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I’ve always wanted to try book binding.. are you alright with people making your fics into books? i completely understand if not :)
hi bestie and YES. someone had already asked me for my previous fic & i also replied YES. have fun. we ball. have fun!!! I'm honored
#also you know. 👀 can i see#everytime i updated my friends on my word count for ATA she kept being like ARE YOU WRITING A FUCKING BOOK?#and. while I am not. if you want to make it one... feel free <3#as i've said. biggest biggest honor. hugging emoji rn#ring ring (answers)#anonymous
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decked it outside the train station, busted both my knees. Walked home feeling sorry for myself. Then I get broken up with almost as soon as I walk through the door because my fella has realised he’s gay (this is the 3rd time this has happened in my life) feeling like a bit of a failgirl. Not really sure where to winge about it other than tumblr. Happy pride I guess
#what a terrible and bizarre day#for the record I’m very proud of him and he’s still an important person to me#I’m glad he told me tbh I kinda saw it coming#and we’ve been friends for years so we’re gonna stay friends#he was very polite and we had a little laugh and a cry and a hug#my knees do really REALLY hurt tho#I have got to stop falling over#the skin on my right knee is so fragile because it never has time to heal before I deck it again#now I’m having a little cry by myself eating ice cream#watching dr who#my diary is about to get a SERIOUS update#bunny rambles
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really wish we as humans could share our emotional software updates with like old friends and relatives bc i just wanna be like “ok forget the old software - this update comes with hugs! and nice casual physical touch to short support! and also tears! do not be alarmed and do not point out that this is different than the old software. thank u for your time.”
#bc i bet so many of my old friends have updates i’d never know about#but you can’t just like post on fb#HEY GUYS I WANT HUGS NOW YOU CAN STOP MAKING JOKES ABOUT IT#N E WAY#personal
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