These have been quite intense days because my cat Modì hasn't been well, and finding a vet in this city seems harder than finding water on Pluto. The situation has improved now, but it was really frustrating. Our regular vet is out of town, so I had to opt for a video call with a clinic (transporting Modì with his tummy issue would have been a nightmare).
Unfortunately, on the other end, I encountered a less motivated vet who referred to my cat as a 'geriatric relic' (Modì is 16 years old, ndr). As I've immediately mentioned to him, the purpose of the game is to grow old. He called me touchy and "cat mom" (who I am indeed, otherwise i wouldn't have adopted Modì). What makes me sad, is that many associate old with useless or worse, disposable.
In the meantime, Modì has won a supply of new - outrageously expensive- food and the attention of all my friends who drop by with the most unlikely excuses just to see how he's doing. Seeing him improve makes me only think that I'm really glad that arrogant vet is already a memory.
Today is not a happy day but I am glad that it doesn't ended sad.
I woke up in the wrong side of bed today and it's my birthday for the cake sake but I am really not in the mood, the skies feels me and poured a heavy rain, no stars nor moon appears but I am glad to the smiles and laughter of my friends, my moods lifted up. I don't know why I am so irritated today, so annoying buwan hahahaha I just wanna say sorry to everyone who gets to experience the annoying me.
Nonetheless, I am grateful for today because God allows me again to experience life for another year. It may not smooth as it is but it is wonderful with its bumps. I've experience alot every year, hospital becomes a necessary place for me, nurses becomes my friends, needles becomes a savior and patients becomes a companion but more than that life is still beautiful. Pain to learn, life to live and people to love. Fighting!
Again, Happy birthday to me. 😘
"Life may not go the way you wanted it but as long as you are capable of smiling, you are good to go."
My bestfriend in the whole world. You’re such a great human being. Words will never be enough to perfectly curate you. You will always be one of the greatest blessing in my life. Im forever grateful for all the times that we shared. Those four years with you were amazing. Its my favorite chapter so far in my life. I love you and this love goes beyond a romantic relationship.
I pray to God everyday that you keep that smile. Happy birthday my bebs!
My sister's dentist has under his mentorship a junior dentist of her age (and mine since she's 13 months younger than me), who has a monster crush on her. He's a nice guy, both in behaviour and appearance.
I, who accompany her to every appointment as a good worried big sister, spend my mornings watching them dance, laughing with the main dentist behind their back cause they're hilarious.
He is showering her with compliments at every step, playing the rampant professional to impress her and dropping questions. "You're my favourite patient forever" , "you're so brave cause you're not scared", " you must be so clever to work for the University " this was this morning's refrain.
My sis doesn't care at all, because she hasn't noticed anything, basically she never does. She's there for her teeth, so it's all about the teeth.
He's trying his best poor soul, but my sis doesn't perceive health workers as people, let alone him.
I spotted her telling him " I couldn't stand watching down people's mounth every day for living, it's gross" and he, with puppy eyes replied "But I had to get a degree to do that ".
Poor baby.
I'm curious because the root canal cure will be finished in two sessions and I can't wait to see how this soap opera of ours will end.
not me sobbing under the covers while having terrible intrusive thoughts about my brother that finally pushed me over the edge and made me try to cut myself,,,,, lol the xacto knife was too dull tho :/
(/) If you have three wishes this year, what it would be?
I already finished the first two and for the last here it is. If I have three wishes this year it woul be; (1) the convid-19 will be gone, because we are already suffered to much, many died and many losses their jobs. Others a just hanging in there but others just give up, yeah I acknowledge the positive things that happens because of this pandemic but we all know it is still terrifying things happen. I acknowledge that the earth did rest for awhile from the pollution we provide, that we able to have a time to spend woth our families and we have a lot of time to contemplate woth ourselves. But again we still wanted to live normally, without the facemask and faceshields in our face and most of al without the fear of having the virus. So, I really wish that we wont be able to live forever with the new norms because the pandemic brings by covid-19. My second (2) wish would be hmm to everyone be safe in this moment of time specially my love ones, this covid is no joke, l knew alot of people died because of it so I really wish and pray that everyone are safe. And the third (3) is Ill able to find the peace in me.
And that is my challege being done for today. So to some up my day it was good and a bit of frightening because I feel like collapsing while Im in the supermaket to have grocery, I kinda feel like falling to you tsar hahahaha but really Im world just spine of a little moment hahaha but Im all good im just hungry so I grab something to bite first before continuing me grocery. So don't missed a meal if you don't want to be spinning wheel, waley hahahaha.