So im gonna start going by Riley
Been thinking it over for a couple weeks and it feels right. Like I've never been a fan of my legal name. Its never felt like me. Also my synesthesia gives some words a texture and for some reason Olivia has an AWFUL texture. And its almost physically painful to say it out loud and it always has been. Hearing other people say it isn't as bad but it still makes my ears tingle a bit so its not pleasant. Olive doesn't have the same feel so I was alright using that for a while but its still never felt like me.
And I tried to think of a new name for myself as a kid but I still thought I was supposed to be a girl back then so I was trying to come up with girls names and none of those ever felt right either.
But Riley's more gender neutral. And ive always liked the name Riley. Ive never wanted kids but I always thought that if I had a kid I'd name them Riley. And then I was trying to think of a new name for myself again and I was like "....I have absolutely no interest in having kids. Why don't I just...name myself Riley."
Like why save it for a kid thats not likely to ever exist, right?
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Shaving makes me hate my body so much less. However it is very time and energy consuming, I have a large body and razors are quite small :(
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my new bulba son whom i am going to paint
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THE WAY YOU DRAW BLOOOOOOOODDDDDDDGGGGRRAAHAHHHH AAHAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I cant reblog it rn because i hit the post limit but OUUUGHGGHHHHRHRHGGRGEGEHEERRJRJR
I LVOE THE DETAILS THEBLODO THE SHADING N HIGHLIGHS ON IT RHE WAY IT DRIPS DOWN N STUFF I MIGHT SOUND INSANE BUT HOLY SHIIIIITT
HEYYY FELLOW BLOOD ENJOYER
im glad you noticed because i put a decent amount of time into the details. i know i said i wouldnt do closeups but artificer is too tiny in that drawing for the detail stuff i did, so im making one anyway. you people are gonna Witness the blood
(also there's a post limit? huh. the more you know)
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