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Help and/or Cold for the WIP words :)
thank u for the ask friend!!
help-- this is from a wip called 'box of things' which is about river comparing his memories of his relationship w spider to his current relationship w louisa...
“Riv,” Spider said once, half-giggling as he tried to get his suit jacket off— he didn’t always wear those overdressed suits of his to parties, sometimes he dressed like a normal person, but his standard move was to not bother changing out of his work attire before showing up, which meant that more often than not, River would be helping him out of his two-piece at the end of the night. “Rivey. Riv.” “Mmhm?” River asked from the kitchen, pouring Spider a glass of water. “You take good care of me, y’know?” Spider yawned. “It’s a good thing. You’re a… good friend, letting me crash. Even if…” He yawned again, finally getting the jacket off him and tossing it unceremoniously on the ground. “…your place is a shithole.” River rolled his eyes as he brought the water over, but smiled just a bit, somehow finding Spider’s usual snobbery endearing when colored by this petulant-drunk affect. “Drink.” River handed him the glass.
cold-- from the isobel fight fic again
Louisa reached out to brush a cold knuckle against River’s cheek. “It’s bruising,” she said, in a very told-you-so kind of tone. “It’s turned purple.” River shrugged. “Oh. Guess I misjudged. I thought it wasn’t that bad.” He leaned away from her, just a centimetre, and she let her hand drop. “I guess it’s--” He chuckled to himself. “I guess my standards have just been raised for what it really means to be hurt, you know. Can thank Duffy for that.” He said it like a joke, a smile already plucking at his lips, but Louisa’s face only hardened. “That’s not funny, River.”
#river has so few close relationships that the ones he does have (in the present or the past) fascinate me.#wanna study him like a bug
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No because I have so many thoughts I want to share about that other blond man but I can’t because I don’t want to admit how down bad I am. Yes I know that’s a contradiction. Don’t look at me
#self ship stuff#it’s so bad y’all I saw a screen cap of his stupid dumb cute face and I just…#uhg this is disgusting behavior#I want to shrink him down and put him in my pocket#wanna study him like a bug#wanna put him in a jar and shake him around a little#he’s so cute
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thinking about josh and how he went from “it wasn’t my job to make her a good mother” and “waste of hospital resources” to “you honor who they are, what they choose. I admire that about you.” and “the decision he made is hard. if we’re good doctors, we honor it”
something something to be loved is to be changed
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so after boots, what other hsr characters do you like?
hm. well. hmmmm. ahhh.. uhhhhhhhhhhh
#sal.asks#it's cowboy all the way down baby !!!!!#this is only kind of a joke answer lol. i legitimately lost 90% of my interest in other characters once i saw leaks abt him LOL#and it's only gone downhill from there#...he should have a ship name like that. uphill or downhill. theres a joke there#otherwise i am a big ratio fan. second funniest character in the whole cast#bro is so done with EVERYBODY'S shit#i have to respect his dedication to not giving a fuck about what anybody thinks about him lol#(but also there's clearly something else going on underneath that?? WHAT is going on in his brain. i wanna study him like a bug)#homie is here for one purpose and that is EDUCATION. he's so funny#i wrote like 5k words of a fic for him with an oc. putting him in a box and shaking it around#like that pear wiggler gif. you know the one#i am also a screwllum lover 💝 silly man. deeply charming. also incredibly funny just in a subtle way#i am a moderate dh enjoyer as well bc that boy is slaving away in the angst mines#and also. dragon. insane about his aesthetic#theres so much beautiful merch for him. i saw a gold-lined pin of his dragon and dear godddddddd#if i werent broke from the holidays it would be MINEEEEEEEEE#i was geared up to be obsessed with aven (i think i have a supernatural sense for when backstories are going to be interesting)#but then i saw the bh leaks and every other thought fled my brain LOLLL#anyway yeah i know it's deeply unusual to only post about one character for these sorts of games lol#so the question is reasonable#the answer is just not that exciting unfortunately 😭
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MATTHEW AND THE DEMON HIPSTER CHICKS!!!!!!!!!
I love them so much they're so iconic tbh
Sooo I recently read and watched scott pilgrim and this guy ended up as my fav so here's some fanart
#matthew patel#matthew patel scott pilgrim#demon hipster chicks#scott pilgrim takes off#matthew patel fanart#scott pilgrim takes off fanart#spto#spto fanart#i love this guy he's everything to me I wanna study him like a bug#i didn't really like how the chicks ended up looking but I spent too long on this not to post it so. yeah#it do be like that#i drew something#i struggled the entire time bruh at least it's done#i fucking hate perspective so much but i really need to learn to not draw the same two angles bc my insta account is getting boring#with all of the drawings being 3/4 with a 😐 face#i also need to learn backgrounds but that's for another day
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finally played through Turnabout Beginnings and it is so fuckin funny to me that this man is actually out here calling Mia Fey "kitten." Diego Armando i love you so much i thought this was just like a fanon vibe check for laughs or whatever what do you mEAN he uses the word KITTEN in every other sentence
#he is not beating the misogynist allegations#no wonder he got poisoned#skghdhghh KIDDING im kidding#gosh he's so fascinating i wanna study him like a bug#ace attorney#aa3 spoilers#aa3#godot#diego armando#miego#izzy speaks#turnabout beginnings
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Photos of GACKT that have been plaguing my brain of late.
#malice mizer#gackt#vkei#bbgrl#Fiore speaks#he’s like a weird bug I found outside#i wanna study him under a microscope#he plagues my every waking thought I s2g
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He smoke the gas station weed
#rain world#rain world fanart#rw art month#my art#five pebbles#he kills ppl#he is like a bug to me#I wanna dissect him and study him under a microscope
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To me Adler signalis is just genuinely oblivious to what the rest of sierpinski staff thinks about him. He’s just that kinda guy to me, easily bored, focused on his own things and just vibin while the kolibris talk shit about him
#in my heart he has a sibling type relationship with the kolibris. they can’t stand each other but it’s different for both of them#they genuinely loathe him at times bc they think he’s annoying and boring#he just gets mad when tasks aren’t happening how they should happen but I don’t think it’s personal for him in any way#he just goes through life like hm :) ! I’m glad the protektor staff listens and respects me :) !#they don’t bro you’re their annoying ass brother (affectionate)#they listen to falke#who tells them to listen to him#adlers just funny to me I am genuinely fascinated by him and wanna study him like a bug#falke putting Adler and that one kolibri in the get along shirt#signalis#Adler#lynx rambles#I don’t have anything deep to say today u just get my silly shallow Adler musings#I also haven’t delved into his character as much as I have with Isa and Ariane for example#but overall he’s a devoted + kinda oblivious but well ordered in his own way kinda guy
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I would love to sit down with play writer Edward Albee and just ask him a few questions. Like for one; how’s your relationship with your wife? Your kids? What’s up, man
#playwright for Who’s Afraid of Virginia Woolf#WEIRDEST play ever#I just wanna have coffee with this man#pick his brain#study him like a bug (derogatory)#like. what’s up dude#text post
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Koichi is so funny he's friends with Josuke only because he walked headfirst into his nephew's steel packer then overheard his family drama and got invested. he got shot in the chest and laid an egg and he just went well this is my life now. he saved his kidnapper's life even after she basically tortured him into pissing himself because he thinks she's just a dumb teenager. he's best friends with his other kidnapper. he keeps getting kidnapped because he's pocket sized. he accused Rohan of lying about a stand attack and then felt bad about it and followed him around. he offered to blind himself if he couldn't recognize his love's eyes. he immediately started cursing out a serial killer upon meeting him even if it got him his lungs punched out. he's not great at English but he knows all the swear words. his stand is a misogynist. he barely graduates high school and he runs off to Italy to get more involved in Josuke's family drama. he cheated at learning Italian. he used his stand against Giorno when he thought Giorno was just a regular, non stand using thief. he named his dog after a new wave band. he's so fucking cool but there is something undeniably wrong with him
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little speculation. but i am so interested in shadow milk (NOT ROMANTICALLY /lh) and I'm wondering if he's trying to force vanilla down the same path as him to justify to himself his own corruption. like. he see's himself in vanilla and shadow milk wants to force vanilla to be like him so he doesn't have to face the fact that he failed
#ohhgh i wanna study him like a bug under a microscope#i find all the beasts to be so interesting!!#after they're all introduced and all the ancients triumph over them and awaken-#i wonder if we'll be able to know more about them and how they corrupted. and what will happen to them AFTER that#because burning spice. y'know didn't die after he was defeated and the soul jam wasn't taken from him#i wonder if they will be like. semi redeemed in the future?#MAN. I WANNA KNOW WHATS GONNA HAPPEN TO THEM!!!#admin.txt
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The voices won…. I blacked out again and made this.
Here is the Fine specimen. The blorbo. The man whore himself.It took a lot of restraint for me not to get lost in the sauce- I need to be cleansed lol
“Working hard or hardly working, Mr. Nigma?”
Unironically this is probably the best drawing I made of Riddler to date. Even if it is the most spicy lol
#arkhamverse#lynx’s art stuff#the riddler#edward nygma#spicy art#My brainrot is getting worse and I refuse to stop feeding it#This man has a chokehold on me and my god- I welcome it#Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad to make more?#*wink wink- nudge nudge*#>;3#I just wanna put him in a jar and study him like a bug
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“i want you to believe in the best of me just as i believe in the best of you” “this killer wrote you a poem. are you going to let his love go to waste?” this could not get any gayer if they were having sex right here on screen
#hannibal#liveblogging#THERE IS SOMETTHNG IN THE WATER WITH THIS SHOW#WHY DOES HANNIBAL GENUINELY LOOK SAD GIRLIE YOU DID THIS TO HIM#dr lecter buddy you are so fucking interesting i have no idea what you are thinking ever#i wanna study him like a bug
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haven't fallen asleep to dougdoug's streams in a minute and i forgot how genuinely fucking insane he is
#i don't think i'm a fan of this guy necessarily but i am fascinated by him#i wanna study him like a bug#marshy speaks
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Okay, i am sick in an airport time for Chris Redfield thoughts
I know chris in re8 sucks and does some Dumb snit, but tbh i really don’t feel like it’s that out of character for him? Like, obviously he’s very compassionate, thats one of his main traits as described, but we also have seen that starting to fail to some degree, esp in vendetta and ESPECIALLY in re8. I think to some degree, it’s sort of a self sacrificial thing? Like, Chris has been through a lot, and from the beginning he’s been viewed by both his superiors and himself as being expendable, like in STARS wesker was literally using them as test dummies for his new toys. And i think all his time dealing with that, and seeing others be expendable, from less notable team mates, like his various teams that all die around him, to his named ones like Piers, Damien, and even Jill who die (or “die” in jill’s case) and now he’s kind of got this complex, where like. All these people have sacrificed so much and had pointless, meaningless deaths, that he kind of has to ascribe meaning to it. They had to have died for a cause, it had to be honorable and have meant something, when really they just. Didn’t. They were all just pointless deaths that didn’t mean much of anything in the grand scheme of things. But he’s gotta hold onto it, they have to be martyrs, because otherwise whats the point. And i think it’s lead to this sort of like. A feeling of frustration and even a, maybe not even fully conscious, but a sense for him that people *are* expendable, that they should be willing to die or sacrifice for the cause. In vendetta it’s pretty clear he’s frustrated that Leon’s not willing to drop everything and help him, that Leon’s not willing to go through it again, to the point of being like. Tbh pretty shitty to Leon. And i think it explains some of his behavior in Re8, and it’s what gets Ethan killed, is Chris’ sense everyone should be willing to do whatever it takes to get things done. He keeps saying ethan needs to stay out of it, that it doesn’t concern him, and it makes me wonder how detached he’s made himself from other people. Like. The fact he looks at Ethan and can say it’s none of his business, when he ‘killed’ his wife and kidnapped his child is like. Bud, even outside the fact this was his business the minute re7 happened, you MADE it his business by doing what you did. And like. He knows he fucked up, but given how it’s implied he wants to use/treats Rose, I don’t think he learned his lesson.
#resident evil#chris redfield#🔪 lore#sorry if this doesn’t make sense i’m Sick and waiting on a flight sjfjdnfn#also dont worry not contagious sick i have chronic Problems™️#also this is not chris hate i love chris#i wanna study him like a Bug#i am fascinated by his choices in 8#what is wrong with you my good dude#you are dumb as rocks <3
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