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⋆˚࿔ he needs your help to sleep⭑.ᐟ
switching your environment is not easy, whether it be a short while, or forever, change isn't something that most can handle of the bat
especially if you just came from a world of pixels and code, and everything could bend to your will, everything was perfect, the way you, or rather, HE made it to be
it had been...a week, yes, a whole week since you finally freed The Narrator from The Parable, somehow you..really did free him, a enormous shock to both of you, but not an unwelcomed one
change is something The Narrator always seemed to struggle with, back in The Parable, the changes that would have to be made were very minor, sometimes it would be years until some big change needed to happen, so the concept is almost foreign to him, forgotten really
that is not the case here, in the real world, your home, you were of course open to change, since you were born in this world that's always moving, and rearranging things left and right day after day, you learn to just accept it, like all of us
change is normal
but...The Narrator seemed absolutely terrified of the slightest bit of change that had to happen, the thought was horrific, humans can't control most of their lives? how in the world are they even happy? people forget others, friends die and can't come back, people must leave their families after a few years to learn how to be by themselves, learning about all of this just made him more confused and frustrated, not understanding how people can accept this
thinking about this keeps him up at night, which he know it shouldn't, he now has a body, and he needs to sleep to take care of it! but it's just so hard when thinking about all out there in the real world that's so....horrible, this is supposed to be his freedom right? so why were so many things bad here? shouldn't everything be peaceful? he didn't want to think about it anymore, tossing another blanket over himself as he tried to push down the feelings and thoughts to fade off to sleep
but he knew he also had to wait for you, to help him
since the first night, you made a promise to him, that you would help him sleep, you understand how much anxiety and stress this new place is giving him and you hate it, so you offered to do this one small thing for him every night just to hope to soothe him in some way
he tensed up a bit at the sound of the door opening, light from the hallway looming into the dark bedroom, you were here
"Hey.....are you feeling alright? You've been in here longer than the other nights"
letting out a sigh he slowly moves himself up to lean his back against the back of the bed, his eyes half lidded
"mm...just thinking i suppose"
he pats the spot next to him, inviting you to lay or sit next to him, which you quickly make your way over, gently sitting down
"Would you like anything else before bed? Anything at all? I...don't have much but maybe tea?"
his head gently shook a "no", as he then laid down, looking up at you while fighting to stay awake
"You'll stay again?"
"I will, Nar"
"...Promise me"
you let out a gentle breathy laugh as one of your hands go to his hair, getting tangled in the brown and greying locks
"I promise, I didn't leave you at all before right? So why would I now?"
feeling your hand in his hair instantly relaxed him, closing his eyes and sinking deeper into the mattress as he clutched the blanket to his chest, looking like it was grounding him in some way
"Mm....thank you..uhm...could I ask something of you actually?"
"Anything"
hesitation, like always when he was in a vulnerable position like this one, in the Parable he had a reputation to uphold, but now he has nothing, so he doesn't really know why he's still trying to uphold an ego when he knows you would never make fun of him, if anything he feels most comfortable talking with you about problems of his, but old habits seem to keep up with him sadly
"Could you lay with me tonight?"
Oh
That's...a big step, it seemed just yesterday he was afraid of just being in the same room as another person but this? It's...well progress, a small smile grew on your face
"Oh? ...well sure, move over a bit, you're hogging all the space"
He lets out a tired scoff even though you're right, and obliges, laying down next to him you felt him wrap his arms around your body and pull you into him, nuzzling his face into your hair and taking a deep breath, The Narrator's body relaxing now that you're in his arms, holding a firm grip on you, but not painful
It felt nice
as you wrap your own arms around him you whisper good night, which he whispers gently as well, both of your bodies fitting into each other's as sleep overcame you both, Narrator's anxiety is gone now, thanks to you, and he couldn't be more grateful for you doing this for him
#RRRAAAAA#wanted to write this for awhile now#I THINK ITS WELL WRITTEN BUT IM ALSO STILL LEARNNNINGGGGGGGG#HOPE YALL LIKE IT#tsp#tsp narrator#tsp narrator x reader#narrator x reader#stanley parable#tspud#the stanley parable#tspud narrator#tspud fandom#Also I'm still figuring out how to write his dialogue so...I'm limiting his sentences
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aauggueehhh i jus read your bucky one where you’re grinding on his abs and you said another part but on his biceps and now i cant stop thinking about holding onto his arm when we’re watching a movie or something but his hand is pressed to my inner thigh just because before i start grinding on his hand and he jus lets me because- auaghughuhh im insane thanks for that
oh my god, yes! and when you grind on him, he flexes his arm a bit and causes the plates to shift like this
maybe it would go a little like this.... (minors, dni! - 18+) "you're just obsessed, aren't ya?" you flush bashfully, not expecting bucky to have picked up on your fascination. the movie had been playing for the past half hour or so, but you'd be lying to yourself if you didn't say that bucky's arms were more interesting to you than whatever is happening on screen.
together, you had assumed your normal cuddling position on the couch, one that allows you to absentmindedly stroke your fingers over his arm. you were captivated by the way the metal plates shift when he tenses up his shoulder, how they seem to ebb and flow like ocean waves. during quieter parts of the film, you could hear the electronic whirring inside of the vibranium casing. you admire how the dark color plates are highlighted with gold between the insets. bucky's hand slides down to your bare inner thigh, the cool metal sending a shiver to your core. "i bet you'd rather grind over them instead of my cock, huh?" he teases, tightening his grip. you squirm under his strong hand, which keeps you in place. it's insane how well he knows you, how well he can read your body for what you really wanted. he moves his hand under your shorts and panties, making you whine out from the contact. grazing his vibranium fingers up and down your weeping slit, your eyes roll into the back of your head. his digits just barely tease the entrance of your cunt before it starts fluttering.
he shifts to face you fully, bringing his metal hand up to the bottom of your chin. gently tilting your head upwards, he asks, "is that what you want?" it wasn't long before you were on him, writhing your hips over his plated arm. your eyes are shut at the feeling of him flexing his bicep, causing the vibranium plates to shift and massage your clit. your wetness spreads over the peak of his muscle, making it easier to slide over him. it feels like a goddamn dream, and you weren't sure how long you were going to last. "f-fuck! bucky, please?" "keep going f’me, make a mess all over my arm. use me, doll," and at his words, he flexes again, forcing an orgasm from you. you throw your head back with a loud moan as you feel your arousal drip out onto his arm, the pulsating plates helping you ride out your high before you collapse onto him, breathless.
bucky pulls you into his form, wrapping his arms around you tightly as you continue to shudder. smelling the faint scent of your arousal on his arm, he sighs and buries his head into your neck. “felt good, sweetheart?”
taking his flesh hand, he drags a digit through the arousal you left on his arm and pops it in his mouth to taste.
“delicious.”
#this is a delicious ask#scrumptious even#also hello!!#i am happy to have you here#stay awhile!#so sorry for the late response#i wanted to cook up something real nice for ya#i hope you like it#cosmicwavelengths asks#bucky barnes#bucky barnes smut#bucky barnes x reader#oh and he'd put it in the dishwasher after to clean/sanitize#it's canon now lol#bucky barnes x you#bucky barnes / reader#bucky barnes / you#bucky barnes fanfiction#bucky barnes fanfic#marvel smut#mcu fandom#marvel cinematic universe#cosmicwavelengths writes#ty for sending this in <3
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guess gi-hun's got a type (x)
#this is it. this is what i was working on instead of writing lmao.#the choice is yours for whether you want the shipping goggles on or off or perhaps even alternating throughout#personally i can see it either way. fact of life is that gihun's always got unhinged men orbiting around him at all times#whether he likes or not#soon as one leaves the universe goes WELL we can't possibly have that now can we#omitted il-nam for this one but here's to giving him an honorable mention#an idea that's been lounging in my head awhile & the urge to finally do something about it hit me like a train blasting out of the fog#god i wish my computer weren't so old that it can't run after effects or even newer updates to adobe. someday. . .#seong gihun#cho sangwoo#hwang inho#frontman#mr kim#recruiter#salesman#so many names#and for anyone who considers this a glasses on video:#sangihun#inhun#457#saleshun#kimhun#[they've got to exist right?]#squid game#squid game edit#a video#mine
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Roy Mustang and kissing the palm of your hand 'cause he looks like the type, if you want to write it! Thanks to you my crush on him returned and I even started looking at fanart aha
woah anon. yeah. you're so right, he is the type!!
and hehe i will not apologize im trying to drag everyone back into their fmab loves!! come with me!!
thank you for submitting!!
roy mustang + kissing your palm cw: very suggestive oops.
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roy rests his cheek against your inner thigh. his midnight hair is a mess, your fingers still tangled in it, and he's looking far too content—like the cat that got the canary. he hums a little as you tug on the strands of his hair, shifting to lift his eyes to your face.
his cheeks are flushed. his eyes are dark flint with a warm spark.
"come here." you try to urge him back up your body. he's been between your legs now for awhile.
his eyes, lidded and smoldering, warn you before his words do.
"not done with you."
you shudder, feel the way he turns his lips onto the skin of your inner thigh, wet and messy.
"it's too much—" you whine, squirming away.
he seizes you tighter, arms wrapped around your thighs, keeping you close. keeping you open for him—open and ripe for the taking. you're already sensitive and now even just the scatter of kisses to your thighs he leaves is enough to have you squirming. your breath comes out on a shaky exhale.
"roy—" you try to plead, hands combing through his hair, pushing it back from his face. running your fingers through it. "can't take much more."
your hand moves to cradle his face, the bend of his cheek, if only to get his mouth away from your thighs. his dark lashes like the wings of a black bird flutter against his cheek.
he turns his face into the crux of your open hand.
he settles a burning kiss to your palm.
you feel the curve of his smirk before you see it.
his eyes spark, catching on yours.
"then be good and take it for me."
send me a character or two (from the same media) + a type of touch/intimacy and i'll write a drabble!
#UM idk. ive been wanting to write roy and going down on reader for awhile now ://#this is my agenda that all fmab men are munches#massively so i fear#you cannot convince me otherwise#thank you for submitting him i love writing him djfksjfdd#cielo chats!#cielo writes!
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Replacements
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“Do I remind you of Silena?” Asked Piper. The question surprised Annabeth, having not expected it.
It was dark, they were on the porch of the Big House. Annabeth, too stressed to sleep with Percy still missing, had found Piper still up and invited her to sit with her.
Usually they'd have to worry about Harpies finding them and getting in trouble, but Annabeth suspected Chirion was being extra lenient on her, even more than usual.
There were still so many mixed emotions Annabeth felt when it came to Silena. None of which she wanted to get into.
Annabeth took a second, pondering over the question. She couldn't deny Piper and Silena had some things in common, both were kind and were willing to fight for what they believed in.
But they also had their differences, where Silena was soft and gentle, Piper was more crude and rough around the edges. Silena had been more than willing to embrace the classic Aphrodite role while Piper was more hesitant.
Silena had been as good as a sister, always looking after her, even when Annabeth was difficult about it. Annabeth Piper looks after me too, Annabeth thinks. But not in the same way Silena did.
Piper had been a quiet support since she came to camp. She didn't have the same expectations or built up image of Annabeth the others did. Between that and her emotional intelligence, Annabeth found herself opening up and being vulnerable with her.
It was a trait Annabeth secretly envied. As a child of Athena she prided herself on her intelligence, unfortunately it didn't extend to emotions, it usually didn't. After all, most children of Athena believed emotions got in the way of making smart rational decisions. It wasn't until she met Percy that maybe listening to her heart wasn't the worst decision.
Gods she missed him.
She looked back at Piper, she seemed deep in thought. Annabeth almost wondered what brought the question on, but she knew it had been due to the ongoing fued between her and Drew.
“Not really.” Annabeth finally said.
Piper looked towards the older girl, she had a vulnerable look on her face.
Silena seemed to haunt the Aphrodite cabin, no one was as over her death or apparent betrayal as they acted.
It wasn't Piper's business, but she couldn't help but feel like she was being unintentionally placed in the girl's shoes.
It shouldn't bother her as much as it did, she hadn't planned on making camp her new home.
But a part of her wanted to, but she wasn't sure how she could do that if she couldn't find her place here, if her only place was to fill in the gap Silena left.
Piper saw the look in Annabeth's eyes, she could tell her and Silena we're close at one point. She felt a bitter feeling rise in her chest at the thought.
But her saying she didn't remind her of Silena gave her hope that she wasn't just a replacement for her, that Annabeth actually liked Piper for Piper.
Of course Piper knew Annabeth liked her for her. Annabeth wasn't the type to be fake, but she couldn't help the insecurity get to her.
“Is that a bad thing?” Piper asked.
“No, I don't think so.” Annabeth respond
Piper thinks that's good enough for her.
#Gonna start posting drabbles on bere to tey and fet myself back into writing#(also bc school's almost over and i have to show up even tho we're doing nothing in class)#i've had this particularly secne in mind for awhile now and finally decided to write it#its not as good as i imagined but sometimes you just need to get your thoughts down and call it good enough#pjo#hoo#heroes of olympus#the lost hero#tlh#piper mclean#annabeth chase#silena beauregard#pjo fanfic#drabble#could be pipabeth#interpret as you want idc#sorry for any spelling errors im half asleep and too lazy to proof read
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Celebration time 🎉
Happy 100 followers everyone! Thank you all for following my silly side blog, and for enjoying my work! To celebrate, I made a lil quiz to match you with one of the housewardens. Originally I wanted to do all characters but that would be a humongous task, so if this one does well, I might do a vice-house warden one later on.
Happy quizzing!
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#twst#quizzes#uquiz link#uquiz quiz#twst x reader#thank u thank u so much everybody#this is something small cuz exams have been killing meeeee#but I just really wanted to celebrate#this just made me imagine an nrc dating show#like love fairies have invaded nrc and are forcing students to participate in match making reality tv show#they can’t keep re using the ghost bride event but they can play with our hearts#just imagine the whole being forced to act romantic to appease the overlords#malleus doesn’t even do shit bc he’s enjoying it too much#this also reignited my thoughts of doing some sort of cyoa with twst characters#have I also mentioned I wanted to write one of those “there was only one bed!! sorta scenarios?#cuz I do and it’s been hitting me in the head for quite awhile#I also have love triangles I wanna finish and also like 2928283828 individual stories#have I told yall about my little mermaid azul au where azul is the little mermaid? that shit be in my head for like 3 years now#there’s also a 50s au deuce story#and a sound of musicesque au with Lilia and the diasomnia gang#and a my fair ladyesque one with vil and rook#oh oh oh and also the 1920s mafia au with the mermafia and killer for higher reader#who is roped into being Azuls fake fiance#if only I was literate and not just a monkey with a brick hitting a typewriter#if you read all of these tags u get a cookie#and probably a psychological evaluation
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Someone: Now that they've brought back Susan and the Rani, they must bring back Romana too!
Me:
I say this not out of dislike for Romana. In fact, Romana is obviously my favorite thing about Doctor Who, and that is EXACTLY the reason why!
I don't want them ruining her character.
I don't want her becoming something she isn't.
I want her to be written by someone who KNOWS her character.
#I've been wanting Romana to come back for awhile now but I want her written by someone who KNOWS her character#and won't write her in a way that isn't her or for stupid political reasons#I've already been having a rocky relationship with who since 13's era. Don't make it even worse. Who means a lot to me. Romana does too.#jamie speaks#romanadvoratrelundar#romana#dw spoilers
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my jayvik hot take is that i'm supremely uninterested in post canon works that grant Viktor his humanity back both fully and without struggle.
There's drama there. There's tragedy there. There's horror there. There's a character study in there about a person being thrust not only into a new world but also doing so while getting used to an entirely new body and probably dealing with extreme guilt. That's so fascinating to me in so many different ways from the psychological, to the body horror, to the gender, to the fantastical, to the deliciously existential, that the idea of just kind of hand waving it so you can have the twink back is...
Its boring to me. I don't want human Viktor back after everything he's done both to himself and other people. At least, not immediately. Not without work. Not without him dealing with the physical and mental consequences of his actions. I want to see that struggle and how he overcomes it, whether magically or whatever!
Keep him as a weird bug machine thing for a while. Play in the space. How does he navigate the world now? How does he navigate Jayce now? How does Jayce navigate him? Who even is Viktor now and how do they each come to terms both with it and what he's done if they are going to continue living post finale? Etc etc etc.
There's a lot of amazing narrative potential there when you keep Viktor as the herald for a while. And also you know...monsterfucking. Which you'd think the monsterfucker website would be all over HOWEVER-
#jacq writes#im not tagging this#im not telling people how to enjoy their fandom or their ideas#just to me. personally. i like vitkor being big and weird and Going Through It#like he gets granted life after the finale but at what cost?#to me. if theres no cost. im just not all that interested.#especially physically. 'you chose this glorious evolution. now live with it.' kind of shit you know#we got a big eldritch bug machine thing and goddamn it if i dont want him around awhile before we get the twink back#anyways
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oh!! and the post-apocalypse favourite things fic was SO good. all the different pairings. carcarlando becoming SUCH an important part of each other. pierre and esteban surviving together. they don't hate each other any more (if they ever did). fernando and guanyu?? i have never seen that anywhere else and it's still everything. galex. lewis finding his way to seb after so long. the lestappen. and i love that they used to be drivers!! it's all about how much everything changes but they're still with this one or two people
anon beloved... where are you so i can give you a hug...
one of my fave things to write is an apocalyptic au... it's amazingly fun with all the worldbuilding you can do and i get to give everyone anime superpowers...
#athy texts#i've wanted to expand on this au for awhile now#write about carcarlando on their ill-advised adventures
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( waking up one morning after 18 months of hiatus and finally getting the spark™ to freshen up ur rp blog )
#( war is oveeeer )#( time passes but my love for rp is like a little gremlin that randomly shows up and beats me with its lil bat )#( I'm still stuggling with art block for my other creative outlets for months now but I want to warm up my writing fingers )#FOR ALL ( ooc. )#FOR ALL ( tbd. )#( pretty sure I've been going through the worst burn out of my life and im just now seeing the end of the tunnel )#( had to face and address basically everything in my life ever so my brain just decided to go into low battery mode for awhile )#( it's odd cause not much about my life is significantly different from when I left -unfortunately-#but I have also developed and changed so much as a person. ppl around me say that and it's so reassuring to hear <3 )#( also lmao apparently I was pretty Vitamin D deficient esp in Canadian winters and APPARENTLY have a genetic calcium deficiency so UHHHHH#I love being medically neglected and gaslit into believing I just had anxiety and depression with no physical contributors <33#that's being taken care of now tho. but yeah ugh that was something to process too.)#That aside I've been doing well!! I'm in such a different place now it's kind of wild. Always a work in progress but im happy <3#Have some goals I'd like to meet for the end of the year so I'm hoping to close out these two years on a good note!
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i would like to write tonight. i spent this whole weekend moving and i'm SO happy with my room and i want that dopamine to transfer over to making art!
unfortunately. and this is a big unfortunately. i've had nothing to write about all month
#sb and l rambles#sb and l is writing#i know i know it's a muscle i have to get back into the habit#but it's just frustrating to have to start over again#i don't have anyone to write about :( i just haven't had that creative juice for awhile now#i think i need to push myself creatively to find it but i don't know how to do that for fanfic#i love writing fanfic because it doesn't have to be very deep if i don't want it to be. which i almost never want it to be#unfortunately. that does kinda mean i struggle to deepen it when that IS what i want to do. i'm not used to doing it
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WIP…. Coloring stuff on our doodle canvas to relax. It’s GREAT
#we love this so far we love painting chidori#we’ve wanted to color this for awhile now#gonna post this w another Chidori on here -w-#Yknow Junpei is like hands down one of our favorite persona characters writing wise… ooh Junpei#ours
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desire to share art vs desire for personal privacy
#the cause of this post is I’ve been wanting to share little videos of my art journals for awhile now; like all the cute reels I see on#Instagram#so tonight I filmed it and edited it and everything and I love it! it’s such a cute little flyover of my latest journal :D#and I was really excited to post it and share it when I realized once the video is full-screen on a phone you Can make out what my writing#on each spread says; if you pause the screen at the right time (since each spread is only on there for literally half a second)#when I was filming it it had looked like the camera was high enough to not read my writing :sighs:#and like. the likely hood of someone pausing to read isn’t huge. but I know I really should not risk that when Postinf Something On Yhe#Internet. so I will sit on it tonight and brainstorm tomorrow if there’s a way to do it where my actual Journaling Thoughts still can’t be#read#hhhhhh sighs..#elle rambles#on art#(for clarification this was gonna go on insta not tumblr alsjdjddj cause I wouldn’t feel comfortable sharing 90% of my spreads#on tumblr since they all have photos of me/my friends/etc)
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My gf is the GM of a cool little ttrpg group I'm in, but she's been busy this week and the session was going to be cancelled
I couldn't deal with losing the weekly game night, so I asked if I could GM a "beach episode" (which ended up being a holiday episode actually since I've now written it)
I've never been a GM before. I want to, desperately, but it's daunting. So I figured a holiday episode would be a really good start!
It's two days before the session. I've never been a GM. Never planned a session. I got the idea while procrastinating my job and immediately asked my gf if I could. I didn't think it through.
Consequences of my actions
But I actually kind of wrote down what I want to do and it's been very fun, and I have another day to finalize this plan
#its mostly planned#i dont want to plan too much because its improv but i want to be prepared#so i just kind of have vibes right now#but theyre fun vibes#its just a low stakes holiday episode. a touch of mystery but mostly fun#just to get a feel for running a session and playing npcs and such#soon i may be running a table at a monthly type event#so i want to get a little practice before then. with a group i know and love#its actually been super fun to plan just a little one shot#i played a really great dnd one shot awhile back#it was day of the dead themed#the dm was fucking amazing#the game im doing isnt dnd its one i like a lot more. unknown armies#much easier than dnd. bless people that run dnd. couldnt be me#anyway im having fun. its writing but with the instant gratification of making people interact with it#most of the stories i write just stay in ny documents. this one will be acted out by some of the coolest people i know#thats delightful#lmk if you have any tips for gming#im gonna give it my all#and a player that had to drop the campaign for the moment is making a one time return which im super excited about#it's going to be a good time. i hope and pray
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Guys guys guess what!!! I'm still struggling with health issues and writing takes a lot of effort I just don't have the energy for. But some friends decided it could be fun to do a little fanfic/fanart collab. And it's just a silly casual thing so its okay that it will take me a really long time. So im gonna be working on an enby Dazai fic that will get fanart with it!!!! I'm really excited. I hope it turns out good. This will be the first project I'm working on since I went of hiatus and im worried it will escalate my issues again but im going to try anyways. Wish me luck!!!!
#crab says words#crab writes fics#anyone that remembers that post i made back in January about enby Dazai..... thats basically what the fic will be about :D#im so hyped because so many people have expressed excitement over it now#even if it takes me a super long time to be able to finish it since its a casual thing with friends i know they wont be upset with me#i dont participate in events because people get irritated when i cant go fast enough aha#anyways yeah i just wanted to share#friendly reminder that even tho im talking about it now it does usually take me several months to write a short oneshot so it will be awhile#i hope my health issues dont make it take a lot of extra time because i will feel so bad haha 😅#if i manage to do this without a bunch of issues then i will end my hiatus and continue working on the soukoku fic :)#we shall see#i hope it all works out!!
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fully back in another ‘consuming animated media and intaking irl people content not pertaining to one direction’ era and gawd it feels so good
#alex talks#truly been hard for me to gaf about Them for awhile now#so in terms of fic iiiii’m not sure when i’ll be writing again bc i really only write for specific interests i have#and i don’t feel compelled to do so for anime dramas or kpop#(for a few different reasons)#like yes i’m still intending to finish stuff! but it’s not my priority at all rn just want to be transparent with anyone still curious#i’ve been wanting to draw again so above all else that is my prerogative#i’ve been reworking some characters i retired awhile ago + finally have a proper story for them!#+ there’s some random fanart i wanna do too i’m just very rusty… all around so i gotta get back into the swing of things#ik i’m mostly just talking to myself here but still. just wanted to give a heads up in case anyone is like woah alex. whats going on here
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