#was p good day i suppose
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birbdae :>
#spinsy talks#was p good day i suppose#maybe i'll come back to this blog when I'm done with other projects. dunno.
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#ive had much fun booping with yall today :-]#i wish i had the time to boop everyone back#idk y it stands out to me the ppl with strang3r things icons. actually i do kno. its bc one person with an eddie icon booped me a lot of#times lol. but im a lowkey st3ddie shipper and im just sitter here silently like. hm i see yall with steve and eddie icons#and anyone with a terror icon has me twirling my hair bc i just want ppl in that fandom to like me for my obnoxious jammy posts lol#and to my beloved ppl who regularly like my stuff but we aren't mutials for whatever reason 🖤#idk its just been a nice day lol. its nice outside and i was jsut grading all day. the days just seem longer now that its light so late#wish i had time to draw more than scribbles but alas ive got way too much to do this week :-P#ive gotta meet my boss Tomorrow and i havent even looked at the thing i was supposed to work on. and i have to choose a paper by Wednesday#for lab meeting. ugh. whatever. itll be fun. itll be fine. genuinely i feel good in a way that i thought was impossible a year ago#unrelated
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Find someone who can give you an orange on this beautiful day
#my art#animatic#russian literature#crime and punishment#c&p#Razumikhin#dmitri razumikhin#dmitri prokofych razumikhin#dunya raskolnikov#avdotya romanovna raskolnikov#i literally made it over night#i love them#i also love razumikhin with rodya but dunya also deserves a good himbo bf#plus dima have two hands#and he's bisexual which also helps#oh yeah this is suppose to be a valentine day post#happy 14 february the mast normal day of all
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I think that comic creators should be forced to read the entirety of Ostrander & Yale's Suicide Squad run before they even THINK of using Amanda Waller in anything actually
#its like oh my god. read that book#i swear to god she is complex and has so much going on ans just like you NEED to read that book if you want the slightest CHANCE of doing#suicide squad justice#but then ofc ppl just care abt having a mean boss character they dont actually care about HER#i said comic creators bc its the writing and the art both#bc they dont do her character justice with the writing but then they also dont draw her anything like she looks like#like she is called 'the wall' for a reason guys she is NOT skinny as a twig like cmon#and shes not young either the woman is middle aged shes like 40s/50s#anyways. forcing ppl at gunpoint to read good suicide squad comics. instead of just slapping harley quinn on a team with some random#villains and calling it a day#also the suicide squad is supposed to be a MIX of heroes and villains!!! theres supposed to be varying moralities there! and waller isnt#evil guys istg- shes ambitious and kind of mean and p much ALWAYS stuck between a rock and a hard place but shes not evil!!!!#like cmon guys. its a book about heroes and villains on a team together doing off the books missions. its gonna have nuance esp in the#central kind of figure#godddddd ive been wanting to reread suicide squad SO bad these past 2 days#ever since plastique and waller showed up in nu52 jla im just like ahfiahdsuehdvdjc SUICIDE SQUAD#but i must stop myself. bc whenever i start reading multiple things at once THATS when shit hits the fan#and i go into a slump where i don't read comics for like 8 months and never finish the books im reading#so we're not going to do that but man am i tempted#maybe what i should do is watch the suicide squad movie. the james gunn one. maybe that would fix me actually#viola davis amanda waller goes sooooooo hard actually. casting choice of the century imo#and also they had rick flagg leading the team there which i respect. hes no ben turner but its something#especially since nu52 jla tried to turn steve trevor into a bargain bin rick flagg jr which was... certainly a choice#anyways <3333#also rip my stats this is a loss for feminism geoff johns just knocked kim yale out of my no 5 comic author spot on the tracker app 😔😔😔#im so sorry kim i didn’t mean to do you dirty like that ma'am#blah#suicide squad#dc comics#amanda waller
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The Darknight Hero, you say?
#diluc ragnvindr#genshin impact#genshin impact diluc#genshin impact fanart#au#batman#He keeps his Vision bc I said so ndjdbdb#Shoutout to my best friend#bc this was supposed to be his Valentine’s Day gift; but my executives dysfunctioned jdhdbfb#They are amazing!#can reblog#I want to draw more Batman!Diluc jdhfbfb#And not just bc Jean would make a p good Commissioner Gordon for him lol
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walking into work tomorrow for the staff training day after i got rejected for the job i was near guaranteed to get and didn’t find out the news from my boss who i was with the whole morning in TUTOR PLANNING DAY FOR NEXT YR FOR TUTORIALS THAT TUTORS WOULD BE DOING THAT I WAS BOOKED INTO WITH THE TUTORS THE ROLE I APPLIED FOR AND HAD A VERY GOOD INTERVIEW FOR i found out from a noreply auto generated email from hr that was sent out as soon as i stepped out of the meeting room :) and then got invited back to the meeting for the rest of the day where my manager repeatedly talked about taking my good ideas from my interview and implementing them into tutorials next yr. after i got rejected via generated email. How we doing guys 😆
#p#me personally. and not just me literally everyone else coworkers students anyone but my manager apparently was in my favor#like advocated for me#i got insanely good feedback from everyone#like that job is. mine already. i’ve done that job and my job and i did that voluntarily#no hate to the other candidate lovely girlie she is but being told my interview was great#and my teaching task was great and she’s never seen HER OWN GROUP OF STUDENTS so engaged in a task before#and then being highly praised for my vision and ethic etc#and me knowing this shitass school and system inside out and still wanting to be here and being passionate abt what i do#and STILL i get turned down. thats personal i take it personally#but bcs i know this place i wouldn’t have been surprised if it was just that#its the cruelty of how they let me know#this entire day was like being spat in the face#like thanks for all your hard work! bye now! you won’t be here much longer but we’ll take all the good things you’ve come up with!#i’m so shocked#i had a go at my manager and APPARENTLY the email wasn’t supposed to go out ‘yet’ but its a very convenient coincidence that it did then#isnt it#i’ve never in my life felt so disrespected ngl#like i still didn’t get a proper conversation about it ???? literally only got good feedback and a quick apology???#how dare you and what did i do to you to deserve this like literally#my feelings are CRUSHED its essentially like getting laid off#cause i’m gonna leave soon anyway its like yeaaa we don’t want you actually#well then ! thanks for treating me like a valuable employee and person with feelings
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[ID copied from alt text: A digital drawing of Mahety (she/her) and Saube (she/they), characters from my D&D campaign, set against a pink background with many scattered circles of light in the upper half of the image, as well as a large red heart framing the couple's faces with two smaller red hearts behind both of them. Mahety, on the right, is a young, fat, red Fire Genasi with long fiery hair and fiery runic text tattoos on her arms that are only partially visible on her shoulder. She is wearing a long sleeved black and dark purple dress with shoulder cutouts, an embroidered gold cuff at the end of the sleeve, and a swirling gold design on the skirt. She has one leg pumped up behind her, showing a single dark purple heeled shoe. Saube, on the right, is a young, chubby, dark red Tiefling with short wavy purple hair and a pair of upwardly curving horns. She is wearing a dark green spotted caplet over a short dark green dress. The pair are embracing as they kiss passionately, Saube's arm wrapped around Mahety and Mahety's tenderly holding Saube's face. End description.]
I can just never get enough of these girls ❤️🔥❤️🔥
#Eli's Art#SICL#Sauhety#Mahety#Saube#once again#this is supposed to be for valentine's day#but once again#i am impatient lol#proud of this!#ive struggled a lot drawing kissing before#and i think this came out p good!#also like the technique of creating Mahety's hair in this one#prob gonna play around more with it cause it's still a lil rough
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tried to draw something for friend, first time in months but it hurts too much mentally and physically and now i'm feeling down and dumb from even attempting it lol
still think art isn't for me anymore
#p sure i just pushed myself too hard this week#tried playing a game with friends too and I think I should've sat out instead sight was ok during but the headaches keep getting bad#even when I took a friend out for their bday i was just so uggggggggggggggggggh but managed somewhat ok#i hope they had a good day overall at least#they are making me think about geeting back into writing but idk still feeling really burned#maybe im not supposed to share my stupid things#if i lose my sight quality permanently i have an actual good excuse to stop art#instead of shit feels
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y'all i was not planning on buying any of the physical copies of trigun for obvious reasons but i just happened to stumble across the first one at the used bookstore today?? literally a birthday miracle
#i'm posting so much in one day but guys i am so chuffed#i don't get physical books anyways + out of print + scalpers etc i was just like it's too much work to collect trigun physically#but now i have it in my hands and i... want more#maybe ill try and hunt the rest of them down but i don't think i'll get lucky twice 😭#yeah but this was only like 14$ and it's in p good condition i think? the spine isn't even creased#i said it before i'll say it again BIRTHDAY MIRACLE thank you vash and maybe knives but probably not knives#trigun#.lieii#it's still his bday here so i can say this#it feels kinda goofy buying this when i already preordered the reprint but uh#what was i supposed to do. not buy it. i couldn't abandon her...
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Happy birthday you 🥺 love & miss you all the time
#it’s all been said already i know i just#still can’t get over what could’ve been#i don’t think it’ll ever not hurt#this was supposed to be a morning post but then my day happened#anyway#yeah that’s it i don’t wanna get into how much i miss him again#i hope he had a wonderful day and i hope his life is good#my num 24 birthday buddy <3#tyler toffoli#montreal canadiens#*p
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ok update i just finished making my card and i said / drew (lol) basically everything i wanted to say in it (except for the things i definitely can’t say now that this is happening lol). so i think maybe i might be ok with not saying what i want to say directly to her. but then when i say that im not ok with it at all LOLLLL so i think i need to sleep on it and maybe see what tomorrow brings
#purrs#sobbed hysterically writing the message and that was like 4 hrs ago (yeah.) and im still like dizzy and puffy eyed from it. i am not having#a good time lol. and it’s only going to get more intense this whole week and i don’t know if i can handle it. ive been overstimulated /#sleep deprived for like 2 straight days bc yesterday i was doing everything in my power to avoid thinking abt it and today i was doing#everything in mt power TO think abt it including being subjected to things that were hard and ofc the walk being a flop kinda lol. but omg.#mutuals i know it’s so deeply cringe but i have been vagueposting abt my work life since before i even got the fucking job. i know i look#mentally ill about it and i definitely am but my colleagues past and present are my best friends and my number 1 reason to be alive#actually. so this is just. idk. this feels very……. especially when this is someone who was never supposed to leave this suddenly. who i thou#thought i had years and years left with. and it’s just over like that and we have to say goodbye and i know it’s not even that big of a move#but it’s actually killing me. like physically. that this is happening rn. i don’t know what the fuck im going to do. and we aren’t even f#gonna be able to grieve openly at all but we are grieving and she doesn’t even.. like idk. maybe it just hasn’t occurred to her that we are.#but we literally are and its soooooooo bad. it’s so bad. i feel like im having a bad dream every day. i already felt like nothing was real#anymore and this helped abt -50000% with that sensation. like wtf is going on rn. she’s LEAVING. ON FRIDAY. FOREVER. FUCK!#but uh yeah the point is i do want to talk to her and if it was anyone else i would. but when it comes to emotional stuff and being honest#w each other abt how one makes the other feel… we are incompatible im afraid. she doesn’t want to talk abt it and all i want to do is talk b#but im shy and weak so i cave and just do everything in my power to give her what she needs and then i feel shattered for the rest of the#day / week / whatever. it fucking sucks and im not like that w anyone else in my little irl world (except my p*rents ofc LMAO) but it’s like#onmgggggg. can we please just talk abt how it is so painful you are doing this and comfort each other in it somehow. LOL! like i am in so mu#much pain i can’t even speak and she didn’t even look at me when i flicked my eyes over to her during the silences. CRINGE! girl she doesn’t#care about you 😭😭😭😭 except she does. idk. it’s just sooooo. idk. my brain is not right it hasn’t been since i got the news. i think im dying#delete later#OMG ALSO it is now the wee hours of july 26 which means that 3 yrs ago right abt now i did something so very stupid that made me have my#first very bad breakdown ever and it led to me realizing i needed counseling again. so maybe in the spirit of this anniversary i will do#this stupid thing (of asking to talk and then saying what i want to say even though i wrote it out) and then have a very bad breakdown and t#then go to counseling 🥳✌️
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just bought this chair. It has a cool sword :)
#i hope its a good chair gamign chair shopping was like a rly daunting task#its not the one i posted about getting the other day but the site was having a sale so it was like $100 cheaper#and i got a cheaper model but this brand is supposed to be p good#the other upscale brands are 400 to 600 dollars which.......naur#and the $500 chairs arent even pretty. anyway
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ayooooooo spring recap just dropped
#it's only march thru may so thats why tool isn't higher#ive been on my extreme metal shit all year basically#the top tracks are usually just from me looping it for a bit a couple of times#and everything (minus tool) on the top 5 bands is on my extreme metal playlist which i used as bg music for working pretty often#scavenger of human sorrow and to the hellfire i don't actually think i looped. i just listened to those a lot :p#but anyway seeing the lycor.eco ed in there is so fucking funny to me. it's so chipper and poppy djgdjsjsh#it should not be right below raped strangled sodomized dead that's insane#giggling kicking my feet why is that in there. anyway#anyway im making a new playlist for kinda jammy prog numbers bc we're listening to luminol#and it's really good. i always forget how much i like the raven that refused to sing. avg steven wilson w i suppose#anyway i suggested it bc my little bro is driving and we're like halfway thru an 11 hr drive and it's very good nighttime music#i mean drive home is PEAK night driving music#and dislocated day makes me feel smth
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For anyone voting in that highschool extracurriculars whosiewhatsits: I was actually homeschooled from 6th grade on :)
#I was curious to see if anyone would try to peg me with anything to begin with#I am pretty open about the fact that I was homeschooled after elementary on here#so I figured that anyone saying I did any of these would be unlikely#also. even if I HAD gone to high school I likely would not have done any of these; p sure it takes money to do extra shit like this#also they would be so much WORK and I'd had enough of extra work from the lil gifted kids BS I was made to do for a lil while#in 4th and part of 5th grade. few things I regret more than that; aside from being convinced to ''try'' for the first part of 5th#after I had already had a meltdown bc I had decided to quit but my mom didn't tell them anything bc she didn't know she was supposed to#and they tried telling me to go on that first day. ugh. I cannot believe they still made me do that shit for another whole semester#I fucking HATED that shit. maybe I wouldn't have started to have bad habits w homework so soon if it wasn't for ''more work and harder''#according to the first teacher I had for it (the one in 5th was new but she was still a bitch; just a different flavor. I hate them all.)#saddest part is I was excited at first when my mom said I was gonna be doing that. I don't think that she wanted me to keep going#when I desperately wanted to quit after one year; so much as she didn't really know How to let me quit and thought that just not going#was good enough or smth. I think they had to have confirmed it with her. I should've said no to that extra semester. I should have said no#to doing it at all. that shit was damaging to me. then again the latter two years of elementary were damaging anyways...#well THAT turned into something else entirely didn't it! haha. I was a very poor student after 3rd grade. anyways.
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#no luck T_T#it’s raining and the cloud cover is too thick though it is abnormally bright out again#not as much as last night but it’s def noticeable#there’s a nature preserve we go hiking at and the one parking lot opens into a big hill where you can see for miles all around#it’s in the middle of nowhere and there’s no lights so it should have been pitch black but we could see without flashlights#also was surprised to see a lot of people aurora hunting there#I’ve heard the best chance for this area is tomorrow night#there were more cme today and they’re supposed to hit tomorrow#g4 and possibly even g5 conditions tomorrow night they said#and the clouds are supposed to start clearing here around 8pm#it’s a work night tomorrow but oh fucking well#it’s a good spot and there’s a good chance we could see it#gonna take a long nap in the middle of the day lol#and take lots of coffee with me to work tomorrow XD#sad we didn’t see the northern lights but we did see a fuckton of deer and a single coyote so I mean#that was kinda cool at least!#fingers crossed for tomorrow p:
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#hi i need to think about a couple things and this is the only outlet i have rn =w=b#anyway its about comments on body weight so =3= beware#today my mom mentioned me looking. slimmer.#ig.#im a lil heavier than average i think. maybe average. idk. whatever.#(according to google etc im like 20KG above but. i refuse to actually believe that >:P)#but its just. i dont get it.#why. would you mention it.#what am i supposed to say to it? is it a way to start conversation? WHY?#sure. maybe id like to be a bit thinner. but ALL of my wanting to be thinner is. maybe finding clothes easier & thinking id be healthier.#i dont actually think i want to loose any of my weight if those things were better. and i can still find clothes extremely fine.#and my 'being healty' (as in. exercising etc) has never been good. nor do i think it ever will be.#i will not sacrifice my time and energy towards that.#sillyposting#anyway i think another part of it bothering me is the fact that. i dont get how you would even fucking TELL. how...#how do you tell someone is lighter??/ what??#i do not get it.#genuinely baffaling.#i would not be able to tell if someone i even spend every day with lost some.#which adds onto the first point again. why tf#augh.#oh well =w=b#lol
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