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#wasting my youth
anonymocha · 1 month
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finally coming out as a dyke in 2023 is realizing i dont need to pretend to simp that Guy just because everyone else in my friend group does
#finally coming out as a dyke in 2023 is realizing i can be insane abt women the same way my friends are insane abt men#life changing#mochats#im sorry to my friends who think me simping that guy was genuine#i was just trying to fit in#its a good time to admit that 90% of the time i also dont care abt male characters same way how-#-some straight women dont care abt female characters#i refuse to waste my power on a guy everyone else cares about#im tired enough and i have assignments to do#if i become an outcast for only sparing my energy on women then so be it.#i care about my friends and love them gushing abt a Guy but i personally cannot be made to care in a way they do#not just because i think (often neglected) female characters deserve more of my attention but also because-#-my attraction does influence my interest LETS BE FR HERE#growing up is realizing that putting attention on things you dont care about#is exhausting#as fuck#and i kind of hated how i feel like i wasted my youth energy drawing characters idc abt to please others#now im just tired all the time#while wishing i can draw more women more often#so like#dont do that#draw and write what YOU want#btw its not that i dont care abt men i just have such low energy lately that if i care for anything else but women — it may be unfulfilling#live laugh fatigue#every time i see a guy fanart i scroll past life has never felt so good#(unless its by a friend which i will appreciate dearly i love my friends art and how passionate they r)
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moonshadow-thoughts · 8 months
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One thing about me is, that I wasted my entire youth by only being able to sit isolated in my room.
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boygirlctommy · 8 days
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"oh god im older than so many dsmp characters were when they went through those horrors" boring, forgettable, already done. "holy shit im the same age technoblade was when he committed all those atrocities" new invigorating exciting etc
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thewlwera · 6 months
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ngl lesbians everywhere (myself included) are dying over this past week from the podcast and all things surrounding shannon and cari
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me, fuming that my mother wouldn't let me wear long skirts or grow my hair much past shoulder-length until my mid-teens but also aware that that WAS how things often went in the late 19th century, wherein I now get most of my aesthetic inspiration:
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myvinylplaylist · 4 months
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Velvet Revolver: Contraband (2004)
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2014 European Vinyl Reissue
Music On Vinyl
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howifeltabouthim · 1 month
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What part of my life was I in? Had the prime of it been used up?
Rachel Khong, from Real Americans
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chaoticdesertdweller · 8 months
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yixiangs · 5 months
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kind of not ready to say goodbye to these characters (probably for good) tomorrow
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littencloud9 · 7 months
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kunichuu is SO marina coded btw
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liverpool-enjoyer · 1 year
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the wasted potential feelings are hitting SO ESPECIALLY hard tonight i need to go to sleep
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moonshadow-thoughts · 8 months
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The closer to 30 I get, the more I freak out, thinking I did so much wrong in my life, and wasted my youth. And that I missed out chances I will never get again. That I did not enjoy my 20s like I should have.
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flaskuwu · 4 months
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I finished doing the damn quest for those stone tablets. And holy shit my point still stands about Mineru translating the stone tablets instead. I have things to draw for sure later.
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stargirlbryce · 4 months
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Phone addiction and depression is not a good combo
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wild-at-mind · 4 months
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Today's events and the past few months of bullshit have made me feel so rejected from my local LGBTQ community.
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redhalcyons · 21 days
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» the remains of my wasted youth
series: oblivion battery (boukyaku battery)
pairing: chihaya shunpei/todo aoi
word count: ~13,800
rating: teen+, no archive warnings apply
tags: alternate universe - middle school, alternate universe - canon divergence, alternate universe - different first meeting, chance meetings, light angst, blood and injury, non-graphic violence, hurt/comfort, developing relationship, happy ending
summary:
“Hello?” Something nudges him, a pressure he feels through the sole of his sneaker. “Hey, are you alive?” Todo cracks an eye open—the other one must be swollen and crusted over with blood, because it doesn’t budge. There’s a dark blob looming in front of him, blocking out the setting sun, and Todo blinks until he can see more clearly. A boy in a middle school gakuran slowly comes into view, with short cropped red hair and rectangular glasses, looking down at him warily. He shifts when Todo’s gaze finally focuses on him, but he doesn’t shrink away like most people do. He’s probably around Todo’s age. Maybe younger. “Oh, good,” he says lightly. “I thought I’d need to call the police.”
a belated offering for todo's birthday <3
( read here )
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