#we could have had it all.mp3

[squidaped-oyt]

Sometimes I remember I have the entire leaked ME3 script sitting somewhere in my mediafire or on a hard drive and just

[cloudsofbespin]

Louis being a bookworm and Lestat being a music nerd, and how they kind of complement each other in that regard, makes my heart ache in a way I'm almost embarrassed to admit, lmao.

[catoscloves]

broke: klaus and rebekah's relationship where he snaps her neck, chooses his hybrids as his "family" over an already existing family member that literally begged klaus to run away together, murders her boyfriends, daggers her

woke: klebekah's sibling relationship being like kleya's, klaus scaring off rebekah's hookups in an endearing manner without crossing boundaries that amuses instead of emotionally destroys rebekah, klaus having rebekah's permission to violently torture her hookup damon and them working together as a team to do it, klaus respecting rebekah's long term relationship happiness

[echofades]

Have you given up on Vanity?

I've given up in that I'm just no longer expecting them to get back together. I was already feeling doubtful about it, but knowing Michelle will likely be going on maternity leave again in the not so distant future was kinda the last push for me to just give up completely (and this isn't me being negative about Michelle and Kate’s life choices because I'm obvs very happy for them and any future baby!)

But with the shitshow they’ve put them through and no hope in sight I feel like that's just it for them now, Vanessa will leave again at some point, and maybe in a year or five years or twenty years they could decide to go there again but that's not really anything worth holding on to.

Even if by some miracle they did get back together before her mat leave, I certainly don't trust them to deal with another absence with them together after how the last one turned out. So either way there's not really anything to hope for at this point.

Obviously, if they did get back together, even if it was for five minutes, I'd be all over it and clinging to them for dear life for as long as it lasted. They still occupy a large chunk of my brain and I miss them all the time :( but unless that day miraculously comes I'll just be over here expecting nothing and trying to forget Emmerdale exists for my own sanity.

[pixelpastry]

(buzzly in the back of my head like an old ghost) we could have had it all.mp3..............

[meduseld]

Nick Goode is a man who murders instead of getting railed by Ziggy. Sad.

You know that whole men will do x instead of going to therapy thing? That's exactly what applies here.

[daemonsrhaenyras]

Every time I hear about the Apple TV show Invasion, I remember the same named one season show Invasion from 2005 also about an alien invasion that took place following a hurricane, and I once again remember how upset I was that it was canceled.

[lizstiel]

shameless was like here's jdm at his absolute finest, but we're gonna replace him in the next episode due to scheduling conflicts. every day I weep.

[bakerolivias-archived]

okay if zari and john were absent for a fifteen minute window and charlie was RIGHT THERE... what an incredibly missed opportunity i hate this we could have had an ot3

[samwlsn-archive]

So what makes you happy?

 Steve Rogers and Sam Wilson in Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014)

[zayniepottah]

Why is it so sweet and sad when val says “i missed this. I missed you.” The way he says it makes me wanna jump off a cliff!! Why did they do him so bad?!?

valerio wouldn’t be valerio without this LOVE he has for lu, so i can’t ever see it as something bad. he’s very real and raw around her, like the foolishness stays outside and he can just... be??? wanting to jump off a cliff is a fucking MOOD tho.

[andsmile]

You're right. She tells Nate that they'd only have a real chance once she got things right but then she never got things right and couldn't give him a real chance. As much as Nate loved her and stood by her, he didn't take any shit from her, didn't fall for her tendency of manipulating things to her will and didn't shut up when she was making absurd decisions.

NONNIEEEE.

Be my best friend? That’s EXACTLY it. I couldn’t have said it better.

[thatbluebox]

me, still unable to to stop thinking about a grisha netflix series:

[zooeydeschanel]

#tbh they never actually called off this engagement

[meduseld]

So I like to semi-jokingly say "Solomom, Sarah, and Hannah coulda had a nice thruple, lavender marriage and lived secluded cottagecore lives but nooooo he had to get the devil involved!!!"

Like say instead of sacrificing to the devil the very same night, Sarah confessed to Solomon about someone seeing them first, and then instead of going through with his ritual that night, he admitted that he saw them, and...I dunno!

They're both clearly okay with having major secrets, your brain is so brilliant lol I wanted to know what do you think that'd be like?

Somebody earlier said he could have married one of them for appearances and then they could have had a coven of White Witches: Rainbow Chapter and that phrase lives in my mind rent free.

But yes, I think they were so close to making it. Which honestly to me enhances, instead of detracts from the story here. Because it's a literal tragedy, how it could have worked out and then didn't.

I think the key element here was that they were very close and compatible as people/friends, even if Solomon was hiding feelings (that I don't think were genuine, rather it was him latching onto her as friend! Ideal! Gets me and cares for me! Should be enough! and also not wanting to look at his own feelings and desires. The man isn't straight, is what I'm saying). Close enough that in the 1600s Sarah was comfortable telling him she was gay. And they were both down to sell their souls to Satan, if to very different ends. Yet both of them got there the same way: through sheer dead end desperation. We joke a lot about how Solomon just had a stupid farm and didn't want to go back into town. But the truth is, it's about more than the farm. It's what it represents. It's about his independence, his freedom, about living life how he wants and not under the yoke of his brother or town society (hey! that sounds familiar!) To him, he was facing basically what Sarah and Hannah were.

Now imagine it like this: Solomon heads out. But later than in canon, for one reason or another. Call it fate. He's full of fire and fear and determination to get the Widow's book, after pacing in his house and debating himself for hours. He hears the kids in the woods and detours, thinking wistfully about how free they are and how little time to be that way they have left, how suffocating Union is, how alienated he feels from their religion and worship, how he feels other, how he needs this and no one would understand. Except maybe- Sarah? Is that Sarah and Hannah and are they-? And then he's running and his feet have taken him straight home, his head pounding. That. If she. If anybody saw. Anybody but him that is, he'd never betray her but...Best check on her.

Besides, it's dawning and he can't or won't go to the Widow in broad daylight. He's right to go to Sarah, anyway, because someone else did see and she's falling apart and he tries to comfort her the way he comforts himself, these childish fancies pass, but then she says what he's never been brave enough to say to himself. That it's not playing or a trifle. It's her. It's him. And he says: "Sarah, listen to me. We must be married, by tomorrow at the latest". She doesn't understand at first, but he's desperate, he's trying to tell her. She'll be dead if she doesn't. What gets through to her is that it won't just be her. Hannah will be on the gallows beside her.

When they marry, latter than he'd said but soon enough, there's not much of a crowd, but there's relief in Pastor Miller's eyes. Then the two of them sit at his table, trying to both look and not look at each other. In the dead of night, there's a knock on the door. Hannah, like Solomon knew it would be. She's been crying. "What will we do?" she says, because her mother has gotten worse, not better. "There may be one thing" Solomon says, careful, largely because the farm is still failing and he has a wife to provide for now. He needs to bring forth a new life, for all three of them. Two sets of eyes turn to him, one dark and one light, and it's decided, just like that.

[megaphonemonday]

I’ve always wondered… Do you get to see them naked in the locker room? Do you get to see the junk? You mean like Mike Lawson’s? Oh, half of San Diego’s seen Mike Lawson’s.