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burningthegallows · 2 years
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tell us about the lltg fic! very curious and interested we need more fic in this fandom
seriously! im so parched for fic! it’s been so long since I’ve seen a het couple I care about. coming out the other side to see 17 fics on ao3… smh. I’m not the best writer and I don’t love doing it—but sometimes you just gotta write the fic if you wanna read it.
anyway, i love the persuasion trope of lovers parted and then reunited and stronger for it. the bitterness is very bitter until suddenly it’s all sweet. but between autumn ballad (which i had a very mixed reaction to) and lltg, i realized why the chinese form of this trope always irks me so much: all the healing happens off screen.
I would love to watch 5 years of pining. two lovers separated but trying to find a way back to one another?? Healing and hurting and forgiving and the relapsing on your forgiveness and hating yourself for willing to take him back. Yeah, I love a breakup/makeup story.
Especially when, at the end, it feels like there’s something to be salvaged from the wreckage of the hurt.
Genuinely, I think forgiveness is one of the more complicated and arduous mental odysseys, but I also think that just means we need more stories that explore the concept.
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edwinisms · 2 months
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see I need ghost clothes to have properties more or less like regular clothes because wearing someone else’s jacket or shirt is one of the most important expressions of affection in existence and yes basically what I’m saying is i wanna see charles give edwin his jacket for one reason or another and see edwin get all flustered and giddy about it
#the staple of all my high school romances (all like. two or three of them)#but on a more domestic level too….i love the trope of one partner wearing the other’s ill-fitting t-shirt around the house because#it’s comfy and they like feeling embraced in a way by the perosn they love#grahhhhhh I’m weak and cliche i know i know#but yeah the jacket thing…….im imagining like. something happens that leaves edwin hurt and exhausted on the ground and charles rushes over#to check if he’s okay and to help him up. and in doing so he drapes his signature jacket over edwin’s shoulders#and yeah ghosts can’t get cold. but edwin doesn’t say that out loud because he’s too busy being all 💕😳💕. similarly he forgets about being#hurt and can only think about how charles’ jacket feels on him and how everyone can see this mark of affection on him and. and.#yeah#i remember one of my favorite things about (stealing) wearing my ex crushes and boyfriend’s jackets was feeling like. everyone can see#that I’m his. and he likes me. and that we’re Something. I’m Special to him#which is so teenager of me but I’m gonna be honest i doubt anything’s changed and I’m almost 24#I just haven’t felt like that in a long time. man i miss that feeling#but yeah edwin. being as jealous as he is and as up front about people knowing that charles comes first and they’re ‘Best Friends’ and all#i imagine he’d be the type to be a bit (not negatively) possessive and to love that little assertion of. yes. look. I’m his favorite.#we have something special. he loves me. specifically.#same reason i think he’d ACT annoyed at getting hickeys he can’t totally hide but really would kind of love the feeling of being marked#like that. it’s Evidence. he likes everyone knowing charles is his and vice versa.#I think i broke myself#rambling#payneland#dead boy detectives
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moghedien · 8 months
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Me: My mind at least once a day for the past six months: You know nothing makes it explicitly impossible for Wheel of Time and Sailor Moon to take place in the same universe
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nostalgia-tblr · 10 months
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I watched Avengers: Age of Ultron (apart from I skipped some overly long action sequences) and I am not sure so can someone tell me whether or not Tony Stark was the baddy in that film? Because about halfway through I was sure he was but then it was maybe just an evil robot after all and I am confused because either this film was surprisingly subversive or it was about robots hitting each other.
#I CANT STAND THE CONFUSION IN MY MIND#also i get why people wrote wanda/sylvie. they should go on a wholesome chick-flick revenge-quest together. and also they should kiss.#also i am now only *half* joking about thor being in love with mjolnir#it kept doing Christianity Bits which was quite awks.#not sure why it used the bit about building the church on a rock for some metal i mean wasn't jesus making a pun there? about peter?#i think Vision might be Jesus? or else he's Dr Manhattan who's done a first year philosophy course. could go either way on that tbh.#BUT TONY WAS THE BADDY RIGHT? WAS HE? WAS TONY THE BADDY OR NOT????#with the homocidal glitches in what he thinks is his winning personality?#and all the weapons he's made and is in fact still making but now he only sells them to The Good Guys?#except look how easily they fall out with each other and also don't a lot of innocent bystanders die in their overly long action scenes?#also i need to write fic about whether mjolnir does in fact obey some unknown code that can be cracked if you set your mind to it#she does like Robot Jesus so apparently we can rely on her to make the major decisions from now on#the ending's a bit ominous - apparently someone's collecting those TVA paperweights to do... something? Oh no! :O#yeah i watched the MCU in the wrong order shut up this was inevitable and Marvisney should just embrace that at this point#(i know 'Marvisney' will never catch on but that will not stop me using it)#the loki series ending is but the latest installment of “unlimited power with no oversight is fine as long as the Good people have it”#UNLESS TONY WAS ACTUALLY THE BADDY. WHICH AS I MENTIONED I AM NOT AT ALL CLEAR ON.#maybe what i mean is was tony stark the baddy *on purpose*?#i only picked this one to watch next because tumblr gifsets told me thor wears a nice coat in it#which he does! but only for a small fraction of the film :(#journey into the mcu#the avengers (the marvel ones not the other ones)
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hydrachea · 1 month
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Jiaoqiu is mine! Praise the fluffy tail!!
He in fact decided to come very early, so I still have a decently realistic shot at Feixiao and Moze.
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Mark my words, next patch we're bringing the polycule together.
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torahtot · 10 months
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ok ive had enough of queering judaism. can we start judaizing queerness now. or something
#like. it feels like so much of this queering judaism shtus just layers an american/secular queer identity over judaism#which i guess is fine for certain communities. but it's only going to push you away from orthodoxy#and if as queer jews we already feel like our queerness makes us into secularized outsiders in our own communities#how does this help? is trying to get our communities to embrace an essentially secular american iteration of queer identity supposed to mak#us feel LESS like outsiders? it's not quite doing it for me#we need a queerness that comes from within judaism that is essentially jewish#ive seen a couple of articles recently from ppl talking abt how word/concept of butch doesnt exist in their language & culture#but they use it anyway#& like. i love being butch. it's important to me ill never give it up#& i am american too. but my whole identity as a butch he/him lesbian is exclusively secular american it came from the outsifr#which is definitely due in large part to the fact that my Gender Problems were really tied up w orthodox jewish gender roles#so naturally to get out of that i'd pull on something not jewish. but i wish there was another option? idk if that's possible#or how it would look#maybe that's why im obsessed w the idea of a butch w long curly payos.... 😦#i forgot where i was going w this but yeah it's frustrating#this is a large part of why im wary of starting a queer Jewish club on campus bc the people who would wanna start it w mr#well no offense but they are insufferable about this#(incidentally they're also insufferable about chanukah. no surprises there)#nachi speaks#jew blogging#others have Actually written abt all this tho
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arcaneyouth · 2 months
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(in regards to my last post but now its not about fictional blorbo) there is a larger discussion to be had about how queer and disabled themes have so many overlaps. how we relate to the same coding in the same way. and how (from my knowledge and perspective), these themes in fiction are not given the same weight in discussions about them. sometimes i see a character that is even directly for disabled people, ill people, people who cannot be at peak health and how we're treated by society for that, and i have seen these characters being pointed at by fandom like, oh shit that's really queer coded. and. i mean yeah! you're right! there is an overlap between us and it's really severe! reading that character as queer isn't wrong! you are still looking at the themes of disability right? you are still acknowledging them... right? you're not... you're not taking an ill/disabled character and reading all of the themes as queer ones exclusively just because that overlap happens to exist.... right??????
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gunstellations · 2 years
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thethingything · 7 months
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I'm absolutely determined to pay attention to all the seasonal changes and embrace them as much as possible this year and to try and romanaticise it. we've tried to do the same for the last couple of years too but I think we're getting better at it over time
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spiritsong · 4 months
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OC Meme Tag Game
thank you for the tag dear @dolceaspidenera <3 You did indeed tag me in this an Actual Age Ago and I probably should have just let this post die a dignified death, but nope I'm STILL gonna do it anyway because it's been sitting in my drafts waiting for me to finish it!!!
aune
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Nicknames:
In order acquired (also included aliases):
The Vessel by her mother, as well as Aune's last master
The Wrath of the Dark Dancer, or just the Wrath, by some of her fellow Eilistraeeans
Moonbeam by Imyrr, her late lover
Silverhair by Astarion earlier on, used mostly in a derogatory manner
Nightingale, dancer, little light by Astarion
Karlach tries to get Twinkletoes going but the death glare that Aune leveled at her nipped that in the bud
Pronouns: she/her (agender!!!)
Star sign: UNDECIDED I unfortunately know far too much about astrology to be able to answer this succinctly lol
Height: 6'
Orientation: bi/pan (with a preference for femmes or non-binary people); demisexual, polyamorous
Race: half-Drow (mom is a Drow, dad is half-Moon Elf)
Romancing: Astarion
Favourite fruit: Elderberries
Favourite season: Fall (specifically the transitional time between fall and winter)
Favourite flower: Ghost pipe
Favourite scent: Beeswax, dusty tomes, wet soil, anything frequently burned in holy places (temple incense, frankincense, rosemary, sweetgrass, etc.)
Coffee, tea or hot chocolate: Tea
Average sleep hours: 5-6
Dogs or cats: She likes both but has a preference for cats, as elven cats, feystags, silver tabbies, and any cat with silver eyes have a connection to Eilistraee. She's used to spending a lot of time around them as they populated the shrine/temple where Aune used to live.
Amount of blankets: One; perfectly used to having none
Random fact: Aune fought in the War of the Silver Marches, where Drizzt Do'Urden was present and served as a commander on the same side. She knows about Astarion's fixation with him, but never thought to mention the aforementioned fact because it's not like she directly interacted with Drizzt at any point. It eventually comes up naturally in conversation, where she mentions it rather nonchalantly and Astarion is flabbergasted, jealous, and incredibly appalled that she didn't think it was worth telling him much earlier on.
I love seeing other people talk about their OCs so I'm tagging @anderstrevelyan @justabiteofspite @bhaalsdeepbat @dragon--sage
@witch-from-a-block-of-flats @andrigyn @birb--birb @my-dumb-obsessions
but some of you may have very well done this tag back when it was actually circulating, which in that case, my bad just ignore me 😅
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shalom-iamcominghome · 4 months
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hey! I love your blog and the things you post. I wanted to say that if you have questions about Halakhah or about anything else that is related to Judaism, I would love to help you! I'm not pretending to be a rabbi or something, but I know alot about Judaism. keep in mind that I'm an ortodox jew and not a conservative)
Orthodox jews 🤝 Every other jews
People I love with all my heart 🩵🩵🩵
(And thank you! 😭)
#ask#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#this blog loves orthodoxy and i am really grateful for the kindness i've been shown by a VAST array of jews#from reform to conservative to orthodox to unaligned i have been shown so much love and i want to give that love back😭😭#i never know how to respond to this kindness but i want to make sure y'all do know how beautiful and how much i love your lives and judaism#i love seeing how vast - how differently each jew lives and observes and thinks about judaism#i love seeing all of them no matter if i completely agree. it isn't ABOUT agreement!!#we are united ultimately by that love and care - by the community outreach and intercommunity support#we become united when we reach across those superficial bridges in order to embrace each other#and that's what i love about judaism. because you notice how often that theme comes up?#humans can be bad about that! about reaching across bridges. and i know some of us need to learn how to love and BE loved#being loved is just as much a skill as loving and yet it's a skill we often aren't taught in tandem with learning HOW to love#anyway. rant has ranted long enough. but i just wanted to talk about this because judaism often does get this right#and i want this blog to be a safe and loving space for as many jews as humanly possible. because i love judaism and jews...#...and they are my INHERENT equal which will never change. it will never change that this will be what i think...#...and i'm saying that as confidently as i can because i want and try to put the work in to learn to love and be loved by jews
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naamahdarling · 2 years
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laurelwinchester · 6 months
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lol just went in the rookie tag and everyone is going feral and saying they hate the show and this is the worst season and they hope it gets cancelled because tim and lucy broke up and meanwhile i'm over here just EATING THIS SHIT UP. there's literally no way they're not an endgame couple so when that break up happened i was like "GOOD, it was getting a little too chummy around here."
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eisthenameofme · 27 days
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embracing the vampire autism i have going on apparently means combing through 500 vtm books and making notes on the lore and contradictions in the lore and potential implications and what was intended to be taken from some things vs things that actually make sense in context/with better research and sorting through what was included for mechanical gameplay vs worldbuilding reasons and combining all of this + the information intentionally left vague so i can form my own ideas into an amalgam of schrodingers canon with which to try to figure out what i personally tend to view as canon in-universe and then still figuring out how to insert the contradictory information/alternate interpretations in as like. character opinion/intentional misinformation/etc.
#The upside to this is i actually really like combing through a bunch of information and sorting through it. in theory.#Lowkey kind of house of leaves/arg feeling#the downside of this is i am being So Autistic about it and it is going to take So Long and also#my desire to be Accurate and the fact that this encompasses so many times and places#means that i am going to want to do So Much only tangentially related researchhelp#and there's already So Many vtm/dark ages books even without getting into the other world of darkness stuff#which at this rate i am probably going to want to get at least somewhat into#because it can canonically intersect with/affect vampire shit at times#mypost#'embracing the vampire autism' i say. as if i havent been visibly careening toward this particular collision for A While#it first i was like. no this isnt the autism. at least not any more than usual. i've always Liked this#this is.... a normal amount of liking something. sure.#.....fuck.#and the issue is. i have. other things to be doing. but here we are.#and instead im like. that unhinged conspiracy board meme from always sunny but with vtm lore#attempting to sort all of it out coherently and borderline comprehensively#which is. kind of fitting for people trying to but together all the different lore and conspiracies in-universe tbh#and kind of reminds me of when i first started researching the occult as a younger teenager#with the like. mountains of information and different loosely interrelated subjects to sift through with various degrees of sketchiness#nostalgic. anyway
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marshalforgotten · 2 months
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tag drop, blog edition!
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1995mariners · 11 months
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Being a trans sports fan is sooooo hard sometimes. Here’s an entire human cultural practice dating back for a millennia that I cannot participate in. Here’s a way to nourish your body and build teamwork and friendship and so many trans people just aren’t allowed to participate. Entire communities are based around sports and we are locked out of it. There’s so much fearmongering around trans people (especially trans women) in sports. Pride month celebrations are protested, players are banned from wearing pride tape, there are so few openly queer players. I love sports so much but I know I can only love it from a distance.
Trans people deserve to participate fully in sports. Trans kids deserve to play alongside their friends. Trans fans deserve to feel respected. We have to eliminate the gender essentialism that prevents people from participating in such an integral part of humanity.
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