tell us about the lltg fic! very curious and interested we need more fic in this fandom
seriously! im so parched for fic! it’s been so long since I’ve seen a het couple I care about. coming out the other side to see 17 fics on ao3… smh. I’m not the best writer and I don’t love doing it—but sometimes you just gotta write the fic if you wanna read it.
anyway, i love the persuasion trope of lovers parted and then reunited and stronger for it. the bitterness is very bitter until suddenly it’s all sweet. but between autumn ballad (which i had a very mixed reaction to) and lltg, i realized why the chinese form of this trope always irks me so much: all the healing happens off screen.
I would love to watch 5 years of pining. two lovers separated but trying to find a way back to one another?? Healing and hurting and forgiving and the relapsing on your forgiveness and hating yourself for willing to take him back. Yeah, I love a breakup/makeup story.
Especially when, at the end, it feels like there’s something to be salvaged from the wreckage of the hurt.
Genuinely, I think forgiveness is one of the more complicated and arduous mental odysseys, but I also think that just means we need more stories that explore the concept.
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OC Meme Tag Game
thank you for the tag dear @dolceaspidenera <3 You did indeed tag me in this an Actual Age Ago and I probably should have just let this post die a dignified death, but nope I'm STILL gonna do it anyway because it's been sitting in my drafts waiting for me to finish it!!!
aune
Nicknames:
In order acquired (also included aliases):
The Vessel by her mother, as well as Aune's last master
The Wrath of the Dark Dancer, or just the Wrath, by some of her fellow Eilistraeeans
Moonbeam by Imyrr, her late lover
Silverhair by Astarion earlier on, used mostly in a derogatory manner
Nightingale, dancer, little light by Astarion
Karlach tries to get Twinkletoes going but the death glare that Aune leveled at her nipped that in the bud
Pronouns: she/her (agender!!!)
Star sign: UNDECIDED I unfortunately know far too much about astrology to be able to answer this succinctly lol
Height: 6'
Orientation: bi/pan (with a preference for femmes or non-binary people); demisexual, polyamorous
Race: half-Drow (mom is a Drow, dad is half-Moon Elf)
Romancing: Astarion
Favourite fruit: Elderberries
Favourite season: Fall (specifically the transitional time between fall and winter)
Favourite flower: Ghost pipe
Favourite scent: Beeswax, dusty tomes, wet soil, anything frequently burned in holy places (temple incense, frankincense, rosemary, sweetgrass, etc.)
Coffee, tea or hot chocolate: Tea
Average sleep hours: 5-6
Dogs or cats: She likes both but has a preference for cats, as elven cats, feystags, silver tabbies, and any cat with silver eyes have a connection to Eilistraee. She's used to spending a lot of time around them as they populated the shrine/temple where Aune used to live.
Amount of blankets: One; perfectly used to having none
Random fact: Aune fought in the War of the Silver Marches, where Drizzt Do'Urden was present and served as a commander on the same side. She knows about Astarion's fixation with him, but never thought to mention the aforementioned fact because it's not like she directly interacted with Drizzt at any point. It eventually comes up naturally in conversation, where she mentions it rather nonchalantly and Astarion is flabbergasted, jealous, and incredibly appalled that she didn't think it was worth telling him much earlier on.
I love seeing other people talk about their OCs so I'm tagging @anderstrevelyan @justabiteofspite @bhaalsdeepbat @dragon--sage
@witch-from-a-block-of-flats @andrigyn @birb--birb @my-dumb-obsessions
but some of you may have very well done this tag back when it was actually circulating, which in that case, my bad just ignore me 😅
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Being a trans sports fan is sooooo hard sometimes. Here’s an entire human cultural practice dating back for a millennia that I cannot participate in. Here’s a way to nourish your body and build teamwork and friendship and so many trans people just aren’t allowed to participate. Entire communities are based around sports and we are locked out of it. There’s so much fearmongering around trans people (especially trans women) in sports. Pride month celebrations are protested, players are banned from wearing pride tape, there are so few openly queer players. I love sports so much but I know I can only love it from a distance.
Trans people deserve to participate fully in sports. Trans kids deserve to play alongside their friends. Trans fans deserve to feel respected. We have to eliminate the gender essentialism that prevents people from participating in such an integral part of humanity.
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