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#we laugh about it now tho
anura-island · 4 months
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throwback to 4 years ago when Rooney outed my younger sibling to me
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apollo-just-ice · 2 months
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Textpost time yay! :-)
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twinstxrs · 6 months
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thinking about how gorgug + kristen perceive both their own deaths & each other’s, and how that impacts their relationship. bc i feel like freshman year kristen was too caught up in her newfound knowledge of the nature of her own god to truly clock & process gorgug’s internal revulsion of where he went after he died, & freshman year gorgug wasn’t familiar enough with the complexities of other people to truly lock onto the sorrow buried within the chaos of kristen’s upward/downward/sideways spiral until she was seemingly on the other side of it. & i wonder if they’ve ever really talked about it (unlikely), or if they’ve just cracked very few jokes that didn’t land and decided to never quite do the work & dig through that part of their relationship. but there’s a kinship there; kristen specifically singles out gorgug to tell him she died again, and gorgug apologizes that he wasn’t there with her this time. gorgug takes one of the finger bones off kristen’s newly/long-time decayed corpse to have an anchor to something in the world. despite the fact that they were in different places after death, having been together during it means everything.
anyways what i’m trying to say is i think they should talk about it.
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thesherrinfordfacility · 10 months
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at some point the blessed day will come where i can scroll through neil gaimans asks trying to find a particular ask that isn't coming up on google/tumblr search/in his masterpost and not feel my body tense up in visceral anticipation of seeing the babygirl incident™
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brittlebutch · 7 months
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it's actually so fascinating to me that Brennan has created a character that maintains a pretty relaxed and mild-mannered demeanor and has said multiple times that the absolute Core of her is "FEAR" and how often we see this Fear manifest specifically in Avoidance; it really nails a relationship to that mentality where your brain fully Stops recognizing the emotion properly out of like, sheer self-defense from the stress of having to carry it all the time
I think this is also perfectly showcased in the way we tend to see Tula swing so suddenly from 'level and steady' to 'snarling Panic' and then back again - Just because your brain has detached itself from the Conscious Recognition of the emotion doesn't mean it can Actually stop itself from experiencing it. So the Fear is always there and always acting as a stressor, but because of that inability to Identify it there's no way to recognize or address it before that final straw hits and your bodymind jumps Straight into Full Meltdown Mode; but then once again, once you drop even a Little bit below that Peak Terror your brain ceases to process the emotion; it's like the most exhausting form of Poor Object Permanence in the world
And even if Tula is aware of this happening to her, that doesn't really make it any easier to deal with / address. Even if you're able to spot the symptoms Around the emotion -- chest pain, irritation, nausea, whatever -- because the Emotion Itself is basically impossible to find, you can't really Successfully Pin Down what the problem is OR a way to cope with it. If you can't figure out That You Are Anxious, then figuring out What Is Making You Anxious is impossible, which makes Find A Way To Make Peace With That incomprehensible. That's where the Avoidance comes in: you can no longer identify what might be a Dangerous Situation, which means that Anything New has a big potential to be Really Bad in a variety of ways (ranging "I don't Feel Good" to "Fully Lashing Out bc you've entered Fight/Flight and can't get out of it" to "Actual Outside Danger This Time") and that means the Only Way you know how to be Safe is to just Avoid Doing Anything New and Only stick to Familiar Situations, because anything unfamiliar is a monster of a gamble you don't know how to prepare for or cope with
#N posts stuff#one could argue ‘we see tula worry a lot tho’ but that’s bc Worry is an Action that can occur Separately from Recognizing Anxiety#now that I know tumblr will put a hard cap on your tags w/o telling you i'm resigning myself to posting rambling meta in post body#but i'm not happy about it; anyway i love how often life is full of Coincidences bc this is something I've Finally identified in myself#like. This Month. like this is brand new articulation for some of the problems i have in life; again knowing this doesn't help lmao#bc even when you know to look Around the shape of the emotion - like 'oh my face is Snarling rn. i'm probably experiencing Something'#like i said bc you don't know What that something is OR What might have caused it then the only solution you Ever get to come up with#is just 'fully retreat and go calm down somewhere else' which INVARIABLY means that you will wind up in that same situation again#and Still have no idea how to handle it bc you never could figure out what caused it so you don't know how to handle it any better than#'fully retreat and go calm down somewhere else'; so 'be somewhere else' is the ONLY way you can ever think to Help it#which usually invariably turns into 'Just Avoid Fucking Everything just in case'; which doesn't work! bc life doesn't let you do that#so then it's just a cycle of falling into the same pitfalls and feeling miserable all the time; gotta love it :)#if you're like me this also gives you Bad Bad Bad Memory bc your brain will Promptly hide evidence of Scary Situation instinctively#like 3 weeks ago this dude ran a red light and almost t-boned me Full Speed & managed to stop like. maybe 3 feet away.#and i like. Startled Laughed and said 'that was scary' and then within 30 seconds i had Fully Forgotten it happened & only remembered#like 2 days ago. Ha! believe it or not this Does Not Help with 'How can I Address the Problem instead of Avoiding It Entirely?'#dimension 20#d20: stupendous stoats#tula#d20lb
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magentagalaxies · 2 months
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just finished interviewing bellini for one of my finals in my comedy class and i'm losing my mind over bellini going on a tangent about how if he were grading my comedy over the past year he would give me an A+. like i didn't ask him to say that and it wasn't related to any of the questions i asked but you better believe i'm leaving that in to be like see professor? BELLINI gave me an A+!!!
#it was very sweet lmao and a great conversation over all#last time i was in town i told bellini a one-liner i came up with about the 2SLGBTQIA+ acronym having the exact qualifications#for a strong password (8 letters a number and a special character) and he said he's repeated it to several people#and it's always gotten a big laugh!! which is so cool!!! i'm not typically a ''joke'' writer my stuff is usually character-driven#so that's awesome that both bellini AND scott really loved that line!!#bellini in particular has been such a fan of my comedy since we first met (across multiple eras now)#like we met while i was working on my musical ''other girls'' and he was so excited to hear about it when i first mentioned it#and had me send him the recording as soon as i got it#and he's been so helpful in developing aubrey as a solo sketch character too#it's so cool having a professional comedian (especially one with such a meticulously good ear for comedy like bellini)#be as excited about my work as i am and be able to help me refine it into something even better#and especially as a queer comedian today who's finding it difficult to navigate this landscape of being ''bad representation''#bellini having been an openly gay comedy writer for almost double my lifetime is such a great resource to have!!#of course a lot of this is true for scott too (tho scott hasn't actually *seen* any of my comedy yet. he's just heard me tell jokes from it#but bellini is such a special mentor for me and i'm so happy we randomly connected over mouth congress over a year ago
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iijadraws · 4 months
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so, i started playing baldur's gate 3
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sleep-sounds-nice-rn · 5 months
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I need to stop thinking about him I need to stop thinking about him I need to stop thinking about him
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milflewis · 3 months
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#in a strange place today and i need to put this somewhere. i do not have a journal yet. this is it#my grandad was diagnosed with dementia years ago and the grandad i have now is often unrecognisable from the one i grew up with#and while this like isn’t fun and it is strange for him to look at me and not know me more times than he does. it has also been kind of l#lovely?#bc he thinks my granny is still alive so whenever i get to go see him i get to pretend she is too. and she is for a minute. and tho i am#glad she went before him. it is nice to say oh i’m popping in to see her after this grandad and talk about her like she’s hasn’t been gone#since i’ve been ten. my dad has spoken more to him in the last five years than he has his whole life#he was not an easy man. he was loud and friendly and hard working and funny and scary but not easy. in ways he is even#harder now. in others he is easier.#he is more of a child. this is what dementia can do to a brain. we are learning things about his childhood that no one alive has ever spoken#about. that no one knew. my dad doesn’t love him more now but he understands him better#my grandad taught me how to drive a tractor and how to fish through my dad and he has not recognised me in over a year and he#hasn’t walked since he broke his pelvis seven years ago and his muscles are nearly all gone. he is a fraction of the size he used to be. his#personality and body took up my childhood like adults on the screen in cartoons. he hasn’t dressed himself in a decade. he told one of the#nurses that after dinner he wanted ice cream plain like herself and nearly peed when she laughed and told him to fuck off#he is in there. he is himself. i know him. but he isn’t. he doesn’t know me but he allows me to tell him how to ppl he knows are doing. he#still somehow trusts me. we talk a lot about my granny and how she stayed up watching tv again last night so she’s tired today. don’t stay#long when you call in to see her?#whenever we would journey to see him and my granny and get in v late he’d ask us if we wanted apple tart and my granny would say michael.#not ur kids. u can’t parent them. he didn’t know my name yesterday but he asked me if i wanted apple tart#i hope he dies soon. for all that i will miss this. miss my dad having this. he would not want to live like this. it wouldntbe living to him
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ywpd-translations · 2 years
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Ride 703: The third years' gaze
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Pag 1
1: In the same place as back then, in the same car.....
And also.... with the same feelings!!
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Pag 2
1: There's already an 8 minutes gap
2: He has no chance if he doesn't increase his rotation of another 10 turns, sho
3: Raise your cadence of another 30 turns!!
4: Yessir!!
8: I wonder why I can't keep my eyes off Onoda now
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Pag 3
1: Finally, the beginner Onoda....
He caught up to Naruko too!!
Hahaha
Onoda-kun is amazing.... he.... he passed five people...!!
2: This race got interesting...
3: People
4: Can grow surprisingly fast
5: I learned it from Naruko-kun earlier
6: Onoda stood up!!
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Pag 4
3: Princeeess!!
4: Waaaaaaaagh!!
5: Waaaaaaaaaa
Amazing, sho!! It's a dream, sho!!
Hahahaha
6: Ohhhhh
7: That was a good race
Rest now, retire
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4: Kakaka “that day two years ago”?
If Kinjou-san and the other third years were feeling like this while watching our race?
5: Yeah
6: In this car
Same as us!!
7: And looking at the same cours.... huh!!
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Pag 8
1: Like our hearts are dancing now while watching the first years' desperate battle before our eyes
Kinaka!!
We got closer!!
Tch
2: That Captain Shades, and the old man, and Makishima-san, were worrying and rejoicing while watching us run? That what you're sayin?
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Pag 9
1: Definitely!!
6: Yeah, they were extremely excited
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Pag 10
1: That's right!! Kanzaki, you were riding the van that time!!
Well, yes
Ya!! That means Touji-san was driving the car, too!!
2: Ohhhh
3: His expression didn't change, but Kinjou was smiling
Onoda.... he said he couldn't keep his eyes off you
4: Huh!? Eyes!?
Really? Aaahhh...!!
5: Tadokoro screamed “amazing” so loud at your “sprint climbing”, Naruko
Kakaka, seriously!? Of course he did!! But the old man never said a word about it!! Why!! I guess he was shy!!
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Pag 11
1: Imaizumi.... Kinjou kept saying until the end that you would be the one to take Minegayama's peak in the first years' race
2: Yeah
3: Kakaka but you lost to Onoda-kun
Shut up, you lost to me at the finish line
Ugh-!
4: Makishima-san....
6: He said that it would be impossible for Onoda-kun to catch up with Imaizumi-kun and Naruko-kun
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2: But when Onoda-kun caught up, and Naruko-kun pushed his back and he ran up the mountain
3: And then he won against Imaizumi-kun at the peak
6: Goooo Onodaaa!!
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1: He cheered for Onoda-kun the loudest
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3: No no no, that's... Makishima-san did!?
Ahhh... really?
Waaaa I'm so thankful.... me!?
Kakaka
Yeah
The other side of that day's race, no, that's-
4: Oh.... oh.....
Kanzaki-san, are you exaggerating to encourage me?
5: Nah
It's just as Miki said
6: Don't be so incredulous, Onoda-kun
Ahhh...!!
Don't be shy
I'm.... I'm shy....
7: That race was so exciting
But they didn't talk about me....
But I was racing, too....
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1: Three people are chasing Kinaka!!
2: They're filling the gap!! Now it's 2 or 3 metres!!
3: Will they be able to catch him!? Will they finally... pass him!?
Just a little more
4: Yeah
They're goal is to surpass Kinaka, that's why they joined the club
In terms of distance,they're already close
5: But....
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Pag 16
1: Yeah
2: In road racing, you fight with the opponent right before your eyes
Only a bit more!!
3: But also
4: With the topography
7: You also have to fight with the “road”
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Pag 17
1: From here on, Minegayama's slope becomes much harder
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Pag 18
1: It's the steep slope!!
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Pag 19
1: Wha- wait- Kei-chan, what's this
It suddenly became harder
A wall!?
2: This is bad, Kyou-chan
The slope it's steeper
Let's switch to a lower gear!!
3: There's no such thing in basket!!
4: Dammit, we only needed a bit more!! Wait, dammit!!
Kinaka is getting away!!
5: Alright, let's switch to a lower gear!!
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2: Minegayama's nickname is Kabezaka*.... in this kind of road, where the slope changes, the difference in experience comes out
Before the the steep slope, Kinaka kept climbing by turning his legs and using inertia, and after that he stepped hard onthe pedals
(*NdT.: a word play with the words “kabe”=wall, and saka= slope)
3: The gap is widening!!
Ngh
It was incredible how they caught up, but those three might drop out here....!!
8: No.....!!
9: Yeah
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Pag 21
1: Between those two, who are having an hard time
2: One person is coming out!!
4: To climb up the slope!!
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Pag 22
2: It's Rokudai-kun!!
Teeeeeh!!
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todayisafridaynight · 7 months
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massive cope or not dude w the dondoko island news - imagine if you could like.. invite your little guys there after certain chapters. like you battle it out w sawashiro one minute the next hes just. standing there. on your island. like "eh."
ok so here's how we can make jorilla real
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lifesver · 8 months
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in regards to any and all canon lore that drops, i shall not assume any ships or otherwise with other people's muses without prior plotting mwah ily
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terroristiraqi · 1 month
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oh i wish feelings would go away
#p#need to unregister from the class we signed up for together lol#unless i need it in that case he can leave#i do care about him but he was just exhausting me constantly#just being immature and not to my standards. which like fine i have high standards for ppl whatever#but just not being realistic at all. then has the gall to call me immature and call this 'tv ahh shi'#genuinely burst out laughing at that one#he loves me sure.#i realized i kept dreading calls or trying to ignore his texts and avoid him essentially#didn't see him for a month and we kissed day after eid and there was nothing honestly#none of the spark or the feeling that was there before#alhamdullilah. i came to my senses even tho 3 weeks late#he says he doesn't hate me. 'you're the only one who can break my heart'. direct words#he's upset no doubt. blocked him on everything#i think he thinks i'll come back i mean i came back twice#but khalas. sneaking around and lying and the excuses i keep giving to my family. it's exhausting#on top of me being already iffy about him. i'm 18 man i have so long to find someone#he was a lousy boyfriend a lot of the time. didn't make up for the things he said he'd make up for#he did get better but im not entirely sure since we didn't see each other for a month#all i need to do is look at the bright side of it all. i have so much freetime now. i can do what i want. i don't have to apologize for#every little thing. i feel more relaxed. i don't have to check my phone as often. i don't need to make excuses for someone else#alhamdullilah alhamdullilah alhamdullilah
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roimp · 1 year
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SO YESTERDAY.
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mattodore · 10 months
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going to post those matthias poses i made that were just labeled "AAAAAAAAAA DOG" in a sec and they're a little horny so watch out
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cowardlycowboys · 8 months
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over emotional older sisters and their confused younger brothers who have to deal with them
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