me trying to answer nsfw asks while in a sex-averse mood
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Tw: personal post, light sa reference
Someone explain to me why when someone says something I’m uncomfortable I usually reciprocate or reinforce it because I’m what, scared of being ghosted? Think I’m supposed to? Don’t want to disappoint people? All of the above usually.
It’s such a serious problem. I imagine other people have this too. And it’s probably ✨trauma✨ related but damn especially when I know someone for only a little bit and they’re suddenly super sexual I struggle to say no even when I want to and then I always feel absolutely awful after. Like I don’t blame the people who initiated the sexual stuff, it’s not really their fault. I just really struggle with being afraid to say no, especially in person.
If anyone else struggles with this I just want you to know you’re not alone and it’s not your fault that you react like this. It’s valid. You’re healing and that’s okay, it will get easier. And I’m here for you
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soft bros ft. the efforts of my unseen troll art improvement speedrun
these movies are a reminder in goober form that actually, i love music intensely
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who's ready for some workin boys 👀
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as i'm workin on my Ancient stuff- i've got to say that it is really interesting and neat (read: nasty) that there's a good chance most of the Ancient population probably didn't actually wear masks. but We think they did cuz the only really solid evidence of what they looked like at all all comes from places of the higher social circles. and those strived for religious... superiority, i guess. brownie points, not actual dedication to the religion for the sake of its teachings but either because it made them look good, put them higher in the social hierarchy or whatever manipulation have you (or the flawed look upon the religion aka "we gotta get out of this cycle no matter what")
all we are left with are the bastards. the simple people and their cultures that were left to weather the Iterators' rains were simply washed away. nobody cared for their way of life- as long as it served the higher circles well and they stayed submissive (enough so that at the end everyone would take a dip in the void), nobody had to give a singular shit
just how much do we not know about the Ancients' *everything* because of this disregard? how much do we think we are right about, when such is true only for the small but privileged piece of the species?
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OOOH BABY THIS ONE WAS A LONG TIME COMING.
NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE!!
YOU THOUGHT IT WAS A DAY LIKE ANY OTHER. A DAY OF ADVENTURE WITH YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS. OH HOW TIGHTLY YOU HOLD THEM TO YOUR CHEST, AND OH HOW TERRIFYING IT IS TO WATCH THEM GET EVISCERATED BY SOMETHING YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. MAYBE IF YOU JUST LISTENED A BIT MORE, IF YOU LET THE SMART ONE LEAD THE CHARGE, THIS WOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED. ONCE AGAIN YOUR IMPULSIVENESS LEADS TO DISASTER.
HEAR ME NOW, YOUNG TIDESTRIDER, YOUR STUPIDITY WILL BRING THE DEMISE OF EVERYTHING YOU WERE BORN AND FORGED TO PROTECT. HOW COULD THE PROPHECY HAVE CHOSEN SOMEONE SO USELESS?
I BET YOU WISH YOU CHOSE THE RIGHT LEVER.
FAILURE.
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