#we’re not strong

[dumdeedums-blog]

my best friend doesn’t care about the lightning thief musical as much as I do

so fake

smh at this disgusting act of betrayal

[touchlikethesun]

you’re telling me people are doubting the cultural relevancy of destiel, THEE destiel??? the first and the last Great American Queerbait??? that destiel???

[chloesimaginationthings]

How much securitywaiter/dreamtheory stuff have you seen?

And what do you think of the ship

Tbh I’m shocked I got to see Matpat Yaoi in my lifetime

[nanaslutt]

i kinda sorta strongly dislike having to use too many pet names in my smaus (character to reader) BUT i would rather die than use y/n or [name],,i’m stubborn and i will continue to be stubborn >:( it’s been 5 months since i started this acc and not ONCE have i used y/n🫡🫡

[traumasurvivors]

I understand the positivity behind “you’re so strong for surviving!” Or things like “it’s so admirable you survived!”

But to those that feel similar to me…

I didn’t have a choice but to survive. I didn’t have a choice but to endure.

It’s okay to not feel strong. It’s okay to not feel like what you’ve done is admirable or anything like that. Because some of us don’t feel that way. And it’s okay. The truth is that you’re still worthy, regardless. And you don’t need to prove anything to be worthy.

[lunerium]

All the Sebaciel Wins of April 2024

Good day sebaciel nation!

As said in the title, this is a compilation of all the times sebaciel won in april, which is quite a lot. So, it’s only suitable to display all the wins in this little blog.

Win no. 1

The classic yaoi poll

On April 11, Sebaciel won big on a classic yaoi poll that became really popular on Twitter. I’m talking about thousands of votes here. Sebaciel was competing against more than 30 other ships, but took the big win in the end. The Sebaciel fandom is alive and kicking.

Win no. 2

Yana’s promotional art for the anime

On April 13, Yana made some art for the countdown of the anime. She gave us these two sebaciel pieces. It’s obvious she still ships them! Look at this, how tight they are holding onto each other.

Win no. 3

The ED of season 4

Right after the two previous wins, I didn’t think we would have more, but to our surprise, the ending of season 4 turned out to be the most romantic thing I’ve seen in anime. They way Sebastian and Ciel are floating in the sky, surrounded by pastel clouds, with sunset in the background, as they softly gaze at each other and hold onto each other, Sebastian grasping Ciel’s hand. It is incredibly romantic!

Win no. 4

The deflowering art

I thought Yana had fed us well enough with the countdown art, but she had more planned for us.

The April cover of GFantasy was this piece of art, which depicts Sebastian and Ciel. Sebastian is cutting a lily in front of Ciel, while Ciel is holding a cup overflowing in roses. The symbolism of innocence in the lily, and Sebastian cutting it, is like Sebastian is taking away Ciel’s innocence. That combined with Ciel consuming the rose, which symbolizes passion, romance, and desire. It is a really suggestive metaphor. They are practically having sex here!

Win no 5.

The return of Sebaciel and the Brighton arc

April 18 2024 will be a day to remember. What a beautiful way to conclude, with Sebastian and Ciel finally making their awaited return in the manga. After five years! Five years of waiting for them to return, the Brighton arc finally starts.

And the romance vibes were stronger than ever. The way Sebastian took Ciel’s hands, and nicely dressed him, the way he showed his Earl that he had his devotion. Such a heartwarming moment truly worth of a romance story.

And this concludes the blog for now. If there are any moments I missed, feel free to include them! But one thing is clear, this is the year of the Sebaciel renaissance, and we’re in it for the big win.

[s0fter-sin]

vampire bats share mouthfuls of blood to other bats they’re close to if they weren’t able to feed and now i need old vampire!ghost sharing a bloody kiss with fledgling!soap, giving him mouthfuls of blood bc his fresh fangs are too sensitive to bite with

it’s been so long since he was turned that ghost’s forgotten the deep ache that comes with growing fangs and he almost worries when johnny goes to bite into the meal he’s brought him only to whimper and pull back; only the slightest pinpricks of a bite left in the man’s neck, barely enough to bring blood to the surface

it’s only when johnny whines and massages at his gums that ghost realises his oversight; crooning at his sweet mate in reassurance. he’s not upset that he couldn’t feed, at the unintentional rejection of his offering. he’ll make the pain stop

ghost pulls the man to his mouth and sinks in his fangs, sucking in a heavy mouthful and drops the now paralysed prey back to his feet; his throat steadily gushing with blood and spilling over his body

he cups johnny’s face, looking into his eyes, teary with pain and hunger, and purses his lips to carefully drip the blood into his mouth. the pain immediately vanishes from his eyes, replaced with pure bliss as he opens his mouth wide; curling his tongue to catch every drop. ghost presses his mouth to his in a hungry, blood-filled kiss; tongues twining together as they share the taste

johnny sucks the last of it from his lips and ghost guides him down to lap at the prey’s neck; licking up the blood he was too weak to draw himself. he’s ravenous with it, his whole face covered in red as he licks up the spill and suckles at ghost’s bite

ghost’s filled with an overwhelming pride at having provided for his mate in an even deeper way than just hunting for him. he spilled the blood johnny’s drinking; fed him in the most intimate way their kind knows and he’ll do it a hundred times over for his love

[theminecraftbee]

I HAVEN’T HAD TIME TO FINISH MY BOOK.

Sitting up, dizzy, the player says: “Oh, that’s rich, coming from you.”

The faceless being puts a bookmark in-between the pages.

I AM TRYING TO READ CAT’S CRADLE. DO NOT SPOIL THE ENDING.

“I don’t care,” the player says.

I HAD HOPED TO FINISH IT. ALAS, EVEN FOR ONE SUCH AS I—

“Shut up. You’re one to talk about time. Just—shut up. I thought it could be different this time.”

AND I’D HOPED TO FINISH MY BOOK.

“You’re a dick. You’re Death and you’re a dick and you’re going to take my face again.”

YOU KEEP OFFERING IT.

“Agh, I just—I just—it isn’t fair!” screams the player. “It isn’t fair! I knew I was almost out of time, but still, it isn’t, I hadn’t wanted…”

FAIRNESS HAS LITTLE TO DO WITH IT.

The player buries his head in his hands and sobs.

-

“Oh, nice book you’ve got there.”

THANK YOU, Death says. IT IS A BOOK ABOUT THE END OF THE WORLD.

“Oh, that sounds bleak, man.”

I AM A BLEAK CREATURE.

“You could say that.”

A long silence falls between Death and the player.

NO REGRETS TO SHOUT AT ME, THEN?

“Why would I?” the player asks. “Nah. I’m good.”

WELL THEN. WE SHOULD GO.

“Can I—I want to make sure they’re okay.”

THEY ARE NOT.

“Ouch. Come on, man, way to make a guy feel like shit.”

I DO NOT LIE, Death says. THEY ARE NOT OKAY.

“Alright,” the player says. “Alright. Fine. But I—I did what I could.”

YES, Death says. THAT IS INDEED THE NATURE OF LIFE.

-

“Give me more time!” screams the player. He lunges at death with bloody claws. “I wanted—there has to be more time!”

I CANNOT IMAGINE THIS IS VERY EFFECTIVE.

“Oh, screw you,” the player says, growling and trying to bite at Death with his teeth.

WOULD YOU LIKE TO BORROW MY BOOK INSTEAD?

“No! I want to live! I want more time! I was going to—I want more time!”

OH, VERY WELL. IT IS A GOOD BOOK. IT DOES NOT HAVE A HAPPY ENDING, I THINK, BUT THAT DOES NOT MAKE IT BAD.

“I don’t care about your blumin’ book now let me go back!”

Death sighs, a heavy sound, like the wind blowing over a graveyard or the falling of grains of sand.

THE PROBLEM WITH FIGHTING TIME IS THAT IT ALWAYS WINS.

The player shouts incoherently and tries once more to bite Death. It does not do much of anything.

NO MATTER HOW YOU FIGHT IT, IT ALWAYS IS, AND ONE DAY YOU ARE NOT.

“No!”

YES, Death says. BUT I SUPPOSE THE FIGHTING ITSELF CAN BE CATHARTIC. I HAVE NO REASON TO STOP YOU.

“God, it’s like you don’t even care!”

Another long silence.

NO, Death says. NO, THAT’S ONE THING I CAN NEVER BE ACCUSED OF.

The figure with a borrowed face waits for the player’s energy to wear out before sweeping away again. Perhaps it will have time to finish its book before it must work again, but it doubts it. That is how time works, after all—there’s never enough.

[skullinacowboyhat]

my sith warrior pookie

[limboraptor]

Posting on Tumblr is fun because there seems to be a small clique of artists all huddled around the topic of seafaring cookies

Like whenever someone posts something relating to Captain Caviar we all swarm it like ants to a drop of nectar

[amethyst-crowns]

Eddie ft. my closet

day 1: featuring @strangersatellites ‘s fit as Steve

[jumpstrike]

Part 5 | 6 (you’re here) | Part 7

[thefirstflowers]

I really don’t understand why people are suddenly giving up on buddie. Especially with everything we got in the last episode.

I mean Eddie’s CATHOLIC GUILT finally being canon?? We used to dream about times like these. And yea, obviously, it wasn’t used the way we thought it would be. But I think it makes sense to introduce it in a comical way now, and then be able to reference it in his coming out journey later on. We all know how the homophobes would react if the first time they mentioned it was when Eddie was having his own realisation.

And don’t even get me started on the coming out scene. The way Eddie was more suprised that Tommy, a man he has known for less than a month, is gay, than the fact that his best friend of five years is suddenly into guys. Because, even though he’s not homophobic, he still has some preconceived notions of what a gay man should be like and a macho ex-military dude who’s into basketball and muay thai isn’t it.

And I know that we joked about how all these comparisons between Eddie and Tommy were being made to show us that Eddie is Buck’s type. But I think it’s also gonna play a big part in Eddie’s journey of self-acceptance.

And thanks to Lou (bless him) we even know that the writers are talking about making Eddie canonically queer.

And just because that arc fell through, that doesn’t mean it won’t still happen in a different way. It definitely makes more sense to have Eddie come to his realisation when he’s forced to confront all the toxic masculinity and catholic guilt he grew up with.

There’s also some people who are worried that either Buck/Tommy or Eddie/Marisol are gonna stay together for a long time, but I don’t think that’s the case for either of them.

Not that Lou couldn’t come back later on, but as of right now it seems like ep 6 is his last. Which honestly makes me kind of sad because, even though buddie will always be endgame for me, he seems kind of fun.

Edy, on the other hand, annoyes the hell out of me and I hope her transphobic/homophobic ass won’t stay for much longer.

[hunzzzzz]

He is my Bella Hadid❤️

Kendall in a suit is like a shot of heroin straight into my veins. So refreshing, makes me feel so zjjshwnajzhshns

[aimfall]

happy new year folks

[scorchedcandy]

Damned for all time

Blaming @dag0th’s JCSS Morrowind stuff for pulling me back into my JCSS brainrot enough for me to actually start getting some things out of my head lmao (sick art here and here)

Version without text, brainrot babbling, and quick/rough ALMSIVI sketches below the cut bc the plan was always to use just the mouth area but I was like just in case. But also my too much gene

Brainrot babble time bc my tags get crazy otherwise erm. Anyway something about Nerevar entrusting Dagoth with the tools that would perhaps corrupt him meshes well with the whole bit in Judas's Death where he's like I only did what you wanted me to, idk how to love him, you have murdered me, etc. The whole song goes well with Dagoth atp lmao. Death of Voryn, birth of Ur and all that. And how the last thing Judas and Jesus did (at least in JCSS) before the betrayal was get into a fight and depending on your preferred version of events, the last thing Nerevar did before his betrayal was leave Voryn with the tools Voryn was staunchly against using. That could've easily involved bickering (in my brain) and obviously those other readings with Voryn joining the Nords or the Dwemer work there too. And of course the Damned For All Time / Blood Money brainrot like this piece with being an asset in plans greater than himself. Loving like a dog / existing when useful etc. But that's enough for now lol. There was too much bonking around in there for me to hide in my tags without being embarrassed about the essays I hide in my tags so it's hidden here instead lmaooo